#time for me to go back into my fog
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simcardiac-arrested · 2 years ago
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aren’t you?
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timetohealit · 2 months ago
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Liam’s twitlongers were probably my second fav things after his funny tweets. The one I’ve always held dear to my heart the most is the one he wrote after Zayn left the band. I’ll never forget how he was always the first to step up and comfort us.
I’ve tried reading it all these days but either the link is not longer working or my phone is stupid. If anyone has a post with the full version or something like that, please let me know
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artnerd1123 · 2 months ago
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hmmmmmaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
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icewindandboringhorror · 8 months ago
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If you became super rich and could design your own house, but could only add THREE unnecessary/random/expensive home additions (like how people will have bowling alleys, movie theatres, closets with museums of shoes, car display rooms, spa rooms, wine cellars, etc. in their mansions) - what three would you choose?
#I think I would have: an indoor pool (but like heavily customized with a faux weather system so I could get the feeling of swimming in#rain or fog or snow etc.). a very small arcade consisting only of skee-ball and DDR machines. and an old Library Room with authentic#historical furniture/interior design to store old books/tapestries/study room equipment/whatever other antiques I'd collect. It'd be#like some fully intricate movie set or something that would feel completely like stepping into another world/time.#Though I might would trade out the arcade for a roller skating rink.. i DO love skating....#And I wouldve put rock climbing gym because I love indoor rock climbing but.. as I understand it they have to change out the rock things#on the walls every once in a while so that you can have new routes and it doesnt get boring. and I'd rather have an activty room thats like#self sustaining and doesnt require me to hire some person to come switch things around once every month. Otherwise I would#totally do that instead.#I'm also personally not counting ''craft'' type stuff like having a pottery room kiln sort of thing because#that doesn't count as 'unnessecary' to me. since stuff like that would not at all be just a hobby I 'happen to#do sometimes for fun'#but would definitely be a career sort of thing. Like if I had the money for a fully stocked sculpture room and and a sewing room#with a good machine and etc. then I would literally be professionally selling pottery and designing clothing and etc.#so I wouldn't count it as 'just a random side room I dont need' etc.#The same way that if I played tennis professionally or as a very intense hobby that takes up most of my life/time#then I wouldn't count having a tennis court in your house to practice in as 'unncesscarry' etc.#wow that is the worst I have ever spelt that word ghbjh#Un Cess Carry#ALSO would obviously have an underground bunker of some sort with food and emergency supplies which also does not count as unnecessary to m#since it's literally like... survival.. And I thought most health organizations literally reccomend that even#the common person has a small 'go bag' prepared in their house. and like an evacuation plan in case of fire or other things#It WOULD be an unnecessary rich person thing to have a full on undergRound village or something stocked with 9000 guns and#whaetever. but I think just a basic emergency room with basic supplies could still be counted under the 'not unnecessary' requirement.#Like I would say that a sprawling courtyard of flower gardens and fountains and hedge mazes that takes up like a hundred thousand#dollars a year in maintenance would count as one of the three 'unnecessary and expensive' things. But having a small garden in the#back yard with a few planters in a little greenhouse or whatever would not. The 'excessiveness' of the thing matters lol#ANYWAY!!!#Just curious what other peoples Three Main things would be... hrrmm
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slippery-minghus · 18 days ago
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todaY i am going to start applying for jobs. my goal is to apply to three (3) jobs before i go back to work next week. i can do this
#psyching myself up because i am so eepy#still having this level of fatigue at two weeks post op is apparently pretty common. esp for chronically inflamed folks like me soooo#knowing that helps. but still. brain fog#i have to sit and stare at a wall a bit right now to recover from hanging up my laundry before i can muster the strength to go make bfast#it's been helping to remind myself that i only have to work 3 days next week#because of new years i'm not back full time until the week after. which is two weeks from now#and with people out for the holiday it'll spread out the gushing excitement about me being back. which will hopefully make it bearable#not looking forward to the inevitable mess i'll have to clean up but. new year new metrics#and maybe some of those interviews went well and i'll have help soon#AND maybe i'll have a new job myself soon#and hopefully with a company that at least. sort of knows what it's doing#gods i'm so sick of my job ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ノ#personal#ok time to go make some food. hopefully that will give me some energy#if i can get one (1) application out today then i will be happy#and for the sake of keeping the bar very low and reachable that 1 DOES count the listing i applied for in summer#and evebtually got a screening interview request for. that i turned down. because it still seemed like the promotion i got in summer#was actually going to go somewhere#so i'm just gonna update my resume and refresh that cover letter then resubmit#it's a start ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ノ
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sabraeal · 1 year ago
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1000 Followers Update!
Due to some super fun chronic health shenanigans, the posting for the 1000 Followers Celebration is being postponed a month! Posting will start on 2/2 with to all the ghost still standing in this room, and continue as previously planned from there. Thank you guys for bearing with me-- I struggled with the idea of even postponing for a week, but it became very clear on Monday that I would not be able to catch up with the schedule unless I took an extended break to recover. Can't wait to show you guys what I've got up my sleeve!
#1000 followers#i don't talk much about my illness struggles on here because without a word count limit#i would absolutely write myself into a terrible spiral talking about some of the very recent setbacks#but I do weekly goals up on twitter and I often talk about what's going on there#so it's only fair that i explain a bit in some tag chatter where i have to stay on task#to start: i'm fine and I'm going to be quick to recover now that i've gotten my meds#but due to all sorts of insurance bullshittery that has occurred since september/october#my last three infusions have been over a week late. two of them have been nearly two weeks or over#and coupled with a particularly nasty stomach bug + christmas stress#i ended up with extremely bad exhaustion and brain fog#and on monday finally flared#thankfully i was able to move my infusion up a day so I only had to wait until wednesday#and me and my husband had planned that I would be out of commission for the 10 days my meds were overdue#so I just had to triage my commitments and lay low until they could get me what i needed#it's been two days and i'm doing much much better. back to a place where I can actually write#probably at a better place than i have been since the beginning of December since today I nearly blew through 1K without even trying#but it's been 2-3 weeks of barely being able to scratch out what i consider my minimum#and then a week and change of not being able to even READ without it overwhelming me#so i finally had to face the music of: not only can I NOT do this on time but I need fully shift it#so that I can work without stressing myself or my limits#i am a rat gnawing at the bars of my little rat cage over it but it is what it is#tldr; i'm here i'm fine i just have to accept my human limitations and i don't like it
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famewolf · 1 year ago
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my brain has been really out of whack recently (I think it's the time change among other things) so I'm going to try out some things to see if they help
I might not be on social media a whole lot in the next week or two, but if you're mutuals and want my discord, send me a message
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mindself · 6 months ago
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Woke up to a musical alarm, the one I usually have, but turns out I hallucinated it because my phones were off
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non-un-topo · 1 year ago
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The irony of trying to start a "pain journal" but being too fatigued and having too much brain fog from said pain to start one
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nexus-nebulae · 11 months ago
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the aftermath of having 2 terabytes of storage
#i have never had a computer this nice lmao#i'm constantly so used to automatically assuming i Can't Do Most Things bc most of the time i'm barred from Everything#either by physical skill or money or age or location#so when i got a Nice Computer my brain was like STUFF I CAN DO?????????? STUFF I CAN DO!!!!!!!!!!!!#and just. downloaded all the games i haven't been able to play bc my laptop sucks ass#the dopamine rush. lmao#i can actually play skyrim again for the first time since i was 17 😭#genuinely getting this computer has given me the exact same feeling as finally getting my wheelchair#just the fucking sheer joy of *oh my fucking god i have freedom now. i can actually DO STUFF*#seriously being able to use the wheelchair has made me so fucking happy i don't feel awful when going to the store i can actually THINK#bc i dont have brain fog from having to focus all of my energy on staying upright#and the computer is giving me the same feeling of freedom like. i can actually DO STUFF with my computer and not worry about it crashing#i can record video now!!!! I COULD START STREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i can actually learn to code because the coding programs will run!!!!!! i can start making datapacks!!!!!!!!!!!!!#can PLAY THE GAMES I'VE BOUGHT OVER THE YEARS FINALLY#FUCKING THANK YOU STEAM FOR LETTING ME KEEP THESE GAMES UNTIL I CAN ACTUALLY PLAY THEM#INSTEAD OF BEING A SHITASS STREAMING SERVICE THAT TAKES AWAY YOUR PRODUCT *AND* MONEY WHENEVER THEY FEEL LIKE IT#like i bought assassins creed odyssey the year it came out and i've never even been able to OPEN it on any of my old computers#i bought Jusant recently because it looks very pretty but the game wouldn't let me download it on my laptop bc the graphics card was shit#i have a bunch of games that I've just hoarded on my steam account for years and now i can finally play them#i can get back to subnautica too!!!! and finally finish out we happy few!!!#anyway im gonna go continue to be insane about this machine i love computers theyre so fun
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lady-shadow-and-darkness · 9 months ago
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Whenever I see people saying that Dazai's an asshole and doesn't care about anyone I laugh. Guess he did a good job of fooling you buddy.
#I mean it was an account which presumably liked Akutagawa#So I can TOTALLY see why this happened. I get it. Your fav was abused by this character and he's in general an asshole to a lot of people.#But also he isn't a complete monster and that's crucial to understanding his character.#I used to hate Mori and that made me make him ooc SO many times.#And I know it's not exactly the same but for your own sake : if you're biased towards a character please stop telling people they're wrong#about said character. Because your bias is probably preventing you from seeing Dazai in a caring light and that SHOWS.#“Dazai left chuuya behind in the woods” dude. Chuuya was his enemy. They were in war. He needed to take Q back.#Did people seriously think Dazai would be able to carry both a grown man and a kid on his back all the way to an extraction point?#And he literally took Chuuya back in stormbringer after the first time chuuya used corruption.#and he waited until chuuya woke up before leaving in dead apple and stayed beside him so that chuuya wouldn't be affected by the fog.#I think people overestimate Dazai's abilities sometimes. where tf was he supposed to take chuuya in dead apple?#there was still a battle going on.#There's nothing I hate more than dazai haters trying to make him look bad in every situation.#“oh he spent Kunikidas money that's asshole behav-” THEY'RE FRIENDS ASSHOLE!!!#If Kunikida wanted he could've kicked Dazai's ass to the sun and told him to never touch his wallet again.#he didn't. BECAUSE THEY'RE FRIENDSSSS (maybe something else too to the kndz shippers)#like shut up and leave ♡#also “this os MY post on MY blog” how do you feel about me uno reversing you sweetie <3#bungou stray dogs
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spill-that-anxietea · 1 year ago
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Fuck the post-binge spiral is hitting so hard rn. I am drowning lmao
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sassydrew · 2 years ago
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Quick housekeeping update
Hey everyone! Since this blog is mostly inactive these days it might not seem like this is a big update, but for ME this is a big update that took a lot of work!
Since I know many of you have been around since the early days of Tumblr like me, you're probably aware the way posts are formatted have changed. I was noticing problems with how old AND new posts were displaying across all my blogs, so over the past month or so I've been working on updating my themes, pages, etc. This blog is the first one that's finished! All posts, old and new, are now displayed correctly, my pages are all up to date, and everything is generally formatted to be more accessible across the board.
The exciting and fun part of this for me was that for this blog specifically, I learned a much more complicated javascript code than I had ever used before. I learned basic HTML/CSS/JS a few years ago, but I taught myself how to use an entirely new, much more complicated JS plugin than I've ever used before (tippy.js) for this blog. And now that my content is all organized and displaying perfectly, when I get back to making jokes, everything will look great on the dash and on my blog.
Huge, huge shoutouts to:
@vitaminholland, who made my theme and about page (and answered all my questions, chatted with me as I learned tippy, and is all-around great). If any of you are looking for a new theme that will show old and new posts correctly across the board (whether you reblogged them in 2014 or today), check them out!
@nonspace, who made my tags page and helped me get it looking EXACTLY as I wanted it to look
@glenthemes for helping me with figuring out how to minorly tweak old, broken posts on Tumblr's end to look correct again
It may seem silly to say I spent a ton of time working on all this, but truly, I started redoing everything back in December, and I'm proud that I taught myself new things and learned new tricks (from some very patient and amazing people on this website). I hope you'll take a look and, at the very least, can appreciate being able to actually read my horrible bad jokes without the text running over the post container!
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schisms · 1 year ago
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back from good ol’ WY. here’s some pictures from my travels :)
#it was!!! so wonderful!!!!#like. it rained? but it was nice to experience rainy weather up there#i’ve only been in WY when it’s sunny… it was really cool seeing it shrouded in clouds and fog#and it made it so cool outside to ahh it was so nice. such a great change of pace#at least from the constant triple digits in cali 😮‍💨#i camped at wolf creek- ^pictured above. right off of snake river#it was great. had dutch oven chicken and rice the first night and s’mores on both nights#and in the morning… i’d wake up and grab the binoculars and run outside#so i could watch the bald eagles across the river. i’d wake up and hear them calling#and this morning!!! i saw two of them chasing each other#they’d fly way up high and back down in seconds i had to watch them without the binoculars#i couldn’t keep up otherwise#it was so lovely… i had such a great time. i can’t wait to go back#especially because next summer!! i’m gonna bring my little brother with me#& we’re gonna go to YELLOWSTONE!!!!!!!#i’ve been but he hasn’t. i can’t wait to show it to him#also!!! that dandelion above^. was LEGIT the biggest dandelion i’d ever seen.#liam and i wished on it together. top 10 yaoi momence#& SPEAKING OF BIG…….#i saw just the most MASSIVE slugs last night. they were longer than my hand!!!!!!!!!#they came out when it rained… two of them moving along one in front of the other#they had black spots… i wish i got pictures but liam was taking a video of them and#i was using the flashlight on my phone so he could have good lighting (it was very dark…)#maybe i’ll get him to send me the video ^_^!!!
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kungfuslipper · 2 years ago
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I'm slightly less depressed. Signs: I chose a different color scrunchie today than the one I've been reusing for 3 weeks. I did errands I've been putting off. had enough appetite to eat all my food today without issue. read from a book. worked on figuring out how to get art prints made. still in bed at 7:30pm but it's progress.
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rowanhoney · 2 years ago
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okay SO I don’t remember what meds I was given (and only 2 doses of it </3) and it hasn’t helped in the ways I’d hoped but god I’m experiencing some reeeeal clarity today and I think some healing to follow
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