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NOT SOOBIN ALSO BEING AN ISFP AND HYUNJIN AS WELL??
#i now share an mbti with 5 of my biases and goodnight#yk when that person said ur bias is the most like u#throwing up yelling#-thoughts
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they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?
they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.
you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.
you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.
mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.
you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.
#writeblr#warm up#to be clear let me state again: i think you should id however you fucking want if it helps you seek peace#but there is a HUGE difference between being like '.... im undiagnosed but i think i might be X'#and a person who is like ''omg my intrusive thoughts made me buy a birkin!!!''#babe mine made me throw up bc they disgusted me so much <3#mine made me hurt myself evenly. even when i wanted to stop. i have had to put my hand on the stove MULTIPLE TIMES#and again i'd rather have 10000 people get help for something they don't need help for#than have 1 kid NOT get help#but there has GOTTTTT to be a middle ground here#bc at this point it isn't ''raising awareness''#it's . fucking misinformation. and ''what this picture says about you!!!!!''#& yes! im mostly talkin about ppl who are actually disgusted and offended by signs of mental illness#but use it to defend THEIR actions#like babe you hate when kids start yelling in the walmart? but you YOuRSELF can yell?#you are depressed so it's fine you were cruel to your spouse?#but if your spouse spends too much time in bed she's a lazy fuck?#your partner needs to do everything for you bc of your history in trauma? but when SHE has needs she's being clingy and gross?#HUGE difference here between whom i think most of my followers are btw. like#all it takes is fucking anyyyy empathy or kindness . like.#anyway it's hard to explain im hoping we all know the person im talking about lol
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Why do I keep seeing transmascs and trans men insisting or implying that all trans men are "female socialized," or "understand the female experience," or "navigated the world as a woman." Because yeah, sure, that can be true for some people. especially if you weren't gnc at all as a kid and didn't crack your egg until well into adulthood, it makes sense.
But they don't stop at saying they had that experience. It always comes with an addendum that trans men, as a group, all can relate to this experience. I don't know about the entirety of my demographic, but I never got even a little bit of what some of them talk about. I didn't even believe that women were scared of going out at night until I kept consistently seeing them say it, online or wherever, for years. I never realized catcalling was a thing until I saw some women complaining about it on reddit.
But they posit it as some sort of, you're safer than cis men, right? You know what it's like? Which, on top of being patently, demonstrably false in the case of myself and many other trans men, holds some unpleasant and often outright hostile implications about trans women. And they always deny it, but if you can't even conceptualize someone like me who grew up gnc, and never got the bulk (or any?) of whatever we consider to be 'female socialization,' what does that say about what you think trans girls went through, growing up? I don't want to speak for them, as I've never experienced that firsthand, but I can guarantee that (if you're even a little bit obviously trans) people don't treat you like a cis kid of the opposite gender. By and large, they don't get treated like cis boys.
It just makes me mad that we're taking this inaccurate framework that (ever so conveniently) puts trans people into the box of our assumed birth gender, and trying to fancy it up and use it with a faux-progressive veneer; never mind the way that transphobes use it to bar trans women from being athletes, or using the bathroom, or having access to any gendered resources they need. It would be bad enough to try and dust it off and use it even if it were largely accurate, due to the aforementioned connections to outright transphobia, but it literally is patently false. Not in all cases, obviously, but why are we trying to revamp this untrue, inaccurate generalization and pretend that we can make it 'trans-inclusive?'
#o.#trans#transphobia#transmisogyny#I may or may not be talking about a specific post I saw that made me irritated but I didnt wanna get in an argument with internet strangers#sorry guys I'm still heated over freaking collin allred capitulating to ted cruz and throwing trans girls under the bus bc he didnt have the#guts to stick to his morals#and called them ''this idiotic business with boys in girls sports'' or some crap#as if trans girls don't deserve to play the sports they love. like I imagine if they blocked trans men from being physicists or something#and I just wasn't able to pursue the career I want? that would destroy me#and I still had to vote for him because the other options were ted cruz and some freaking libertarian.#sorry thats all tangential but can we not use the same rhetoric that all these politicians do as an excuse to kick trans women out of public#life PLEASE 🙏#...also I really hate the Popular Transmasc Ideology that says that we all experience life as basically the same as a cis woman & never have#to navigate having male privilege & being an ally to women#and all have some sort of Innate Connection to femaleness or womanhood or whatever bc 'obviously' we all grew up just like girls do#ugh#this one's going out there sans editing so dont yell at me if I worded smth weird please 🙏
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[Day 352]
TIME'S UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!!
Go check out the zine go check out the zine go check out the zine :DDDDD
(rambling ahead) This zine. is such. I don't even have words for it now. We poured our heart and soul into it and the whole team CRUSHED IT. Hope everyone likes it as much as we enjoyed the journey in making it. I love hgcz, mods u are the best mods ever, and to everyone i am so proud of us 🧡🩵 (TOO SAPPY IK SHUTUP)
And ofc hope you are excited for my pieces :) Feel free to yell at me/everyone else in asks and such. Give us all the reactions we will be waiting HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHE
GOGOGO🏹 @hotguycomiczine
#dddaily4sherin#grian#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#hotguy#cuteguy#hermitcraft#hermitblr#hgcz#my art#screaming crying and throwing up STOP BEING EMOTIONAL#this zinethology is a lifetime experience fr. ty eirian for yelling at me to submit an app ages ago <3#hotguy comics zine
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KYLE ADAMS as GRANTAIRE
mastered by @bikinibottomdayz
#les mis#les miserables#grantaire#kyle adams#gifset#BRUH#I SAW HIM LIVE RECENTLY#he had me giggling SO bad#his relationship with gav was one of the best parts of the show#always having a hand on his shoulder. hugging him every chance he gets. constantly having to pull gav back ...#which is totally foreshadowing gavroche running without warning for the ammo later on... and R trying to shake gav awake :(#and his relaxed nature around his friends.. jumping on feuillys lap.. kissing marius on the cheek. the light correctiv taps on his shoulder#-from the gang.. his friendship with everyone felt so real and made the final battle all the more Miserable (Haha get it)#i mean come on.. him yelling for the guards to kill him.. wanted to throw up in my seat!#oh yeah and his R is gay as hell too. Happy pride month#enjoltaire#or whatever. sorry for yapping Bye u guys#Also preston Bit him. That was really funny
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//kalim ssr sultanate groovy spoilers +++ some ch.9 ep 7 spoilers
two of our light magic users are crying in their alternative ssrs. i'm awaiting silver's version because despite them being optimistic and being the charismatic students they are, they still hold resentment and desires that they wish not to possess but crave to accept.
rook wants to accept that vil and neige will never work together as a team or be friends in general despite his desires telling him that this is what he yearns to see. he accepted their differences and has to 'kill' this dream of his hence he pointed an arrow at two of the people he learned to admire and love. in the end, his happiness still lays in what true.
kalim only wishes to befriend jamil but his dream showcases another jamil. only to realize this jamil is fake and goes against his said desires and accepts the real jamil for who he is. "i only want to be friends with the real jamil" and accepted the betrayal jamil did to him. reality check, he real talked jamil and beat him up HASHHAH THE LADIES ARE FIGHTING BABES THEY'RE BEATING EACH OTHER UP ASUJKDHULIAHSDCN
ALSO VIL STOP SCREAMING
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst jp#scarabia#pomefiore#rook hunt#jamil viper#kalim al asim#PLEASE THEM BEATING EACH OTHER UP ON SCREEN IS SO FUNNY#MEANWHILE WE'RE JUST WATCHING THEM BEAT EACH OTHER UP AISUDHUIF#THEY'RE ALSO YELLING AT EACH OTHER#I LOVE THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT GO KALIM BEAT HIM UP#ALSO??? JAMIL SCREAMING HIS OWN SIDE WHILE THROWING PUNCHES AT KALIM GO JAMIL ASDHHAHSDHJ#kalim's weak?? MY ASS LOOK AT HIM LITERALLY THROWING PUNCHES HJASHJDBHJA
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I do wholeheartedly believe that Fox is the crazy driver of the bunch.
Like the other CC's are on Coruscant and ask Fox if he can give them a lift. Fox is like "what am I now, a taxi?" but does it anyway.
It starts okay.
Then Fox turns completely the other way than where they were supposed to be going.
"I know a shortcut", he says, and then he fucking floors it.
The Corries are waiting at the destination and betting on who throws up when getting out of the speeder.
#Commander 'tokyo drift' Fox#or is it Coruscant drift lmao#he does so many passes on the wrong side and then yells that he is the law#who do you think throws up first#my money is on Wolffe#written while listening to trafik by käärijä and joost#Commander Fox#tcw#sw
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I SAW THIS ON TWITTER
I'M - HES THERE I'm gonna pass away
#fop#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#anti cosmo#anti wanda#throwing up convulsing crying yelling#crawling in the walls rn#my inner kid is doing backflips and crying
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after seok ryu being such a constant bulldozer in seung hyo's life it was so refreshing to see seung hyo be the bulldozer in seok ryu's life for once
#love next door#moon talks#throws her a dumb welcome party#hugs her aggressively even when she doesnt want it#yells at her for avoiding her problems#literally throws her??? into the ocean?? ajdhfusnsk#(it's ok she can stand he knows she's afraid of drowning)#(but still!!!)#love me a great role reversal in a relationship!!!#yes! put them on equal footing#it's Delicious i'll eat that shit up every time
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SAM HEUGHAN AND CAITRIONA BALFE AS JAMIE AND CLAIRE FRASER IN OUTLANDER SEASON 7 PART 2 TEASER TRAILER
#outlander#outlander spoilers#outlanderedit#s7: part 2#jamie fraser#jamiefraseredit#claire fraser#clairefraseredit#jamie x claire#gifs#mine#SCREAMING CRYING YELLING THROWING UP!!!!!#CLAIRE'S SCREAM???? JAMIE PUNCHING LJG?????#OH ITS ABOUT TO GO DOWN AND MESSY#ITS GONNA HURT SO GOOD I DNT THINK I'LL MAKE IT I FEAR#😭😭😭😭
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Fangs of Fortune 𓆩𓆪 Zhuo Yichen & Zhao Yuanzhou
#SO SOFT i need to scream yell and cry#and throw up#they're keeping me awake at night i mean it i can't even sleep at this point#😖😖😖😞😞😞😞#fangs of fortune#zhuo yichen#zhao yuanzhou#tian jiarui#hou minghao#da meng gui li#大梦归离#mf fof#my:gif#cdrama
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It was gonna make my backpack all nasty
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#my ipad autocorrected nere to nerd which killed me#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#I'm gonna start using act II and III spoilers once I get there#Which should be after 1-2 more comics so heads up!#croissant adventures#cartoon gore#tagging this as gore seems a little much but I'll throw it on there if people yell at me I'm sorry lol#shadowheart#astarion#lae'zel#nere#tav#comics
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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So there is this post, claiming that a Japanese hotel is being review bombed, because they refused a man service for being an IDF soldier.
People ate this up of course. At the time of the writing, it has over 12,000 reblogs. Lots of people praising the hotel staff for ~taking a brave stand~ and such.
But, you know, I thought it was a little weird, that the only source the post includes is... Nothing! OP just claims it was from "an israeli group".
So, of course, I decided to do some checking.
Turns out the hotel manager had no fucking idea whether the tourist had ties to the Israeli army or not.
[...] since the hotel did not inquire about the guest's military background at the time of booking, it appeared the reservation was canceled solely based on the guest's Jewish or Israeli name. [...]
So the OP of the above post is already intentionally misrepresenting the situation by claiming the hotel was only refusing to serve Israeli soldiers. (and we don't even know if the guy was a soldier...) But twelve thousand people thought that this was legit.
Great to know twelve thousand people on this website feel that xenophobia and racial profiling are justifiable and even praiseworthy!
Ok cool cool cool cool. Yep. Just another normal day.
YnetNews is rated High Credibility by Media Bias/Fact Check.
#antisemitism#antisemitism on tumblr#xenophobia#racial profiling#I'd though we'd be able to agree that even the worst person you know doesn't deserve racial or religious discrimination#not that the random guy‚ who might not even be a soldier‚ is a bad person#i realize I'm yelling at a wall but I need to get this out of my system#obligatory I'm Not Jewish‚ I Just Want to be a Decent Person disclaimer#you call yourself leftists and you're sharing this crap uncritically#but apparently even that is to far for some of y'all#i wish i was surprised but I'm not. tumblr leftists' dedication to justifying their antisemitism is impressive.#i hate it here i want to throw up
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Comparison is killing me slowly
Anyway my commission is Open :]
#i wake up today thinking of Akiham lmao#but also since I am also biased and leaned heavily on Shinjiham I decide to throw him in here#idk I wish there's a jealousy fic where shinji despite being stubborn about his feelings towards kotone#he is actually jealous of Aki's relationship with her and ahh I just want both of them to fight for her i love chaos#i want to see Aki and Shinji throwing punches in the middle of the hallway and Junpei just records the fight#and someone probably yell “worldstar!” in the bg or something equivalent to that in the 00s#idk i forgor is it liveleak??? idk#00s highschool au#asukart#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 3 portable#shinjiro aragaki#kotone shiomi#minako arisato#akihiko sanada#persona 3 femc#akiham#shinjiham#foolmoon
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cant ever get any peace around here.
transcript:
Yuichi: Got you Kappa!
Leo: Spoke too soon, bunny. Give up?
Y: I don't think I did! Say it.
L: Yame.
Raph: Get a room!
L: We were in my room vut you-!
#quarterdraws#leoichi#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise leo#yuichi usagi#this is extremely rough#vut i had fum. i liked the pamelimg.#i camt decide if it would ve fummier for april to throw opem a wimdow amd yell at all of them#or for their very puvlic argumemt to emd up om the imtermet#ive veem meamimg to do somethimg like that for kemdratello#yeah i flipped two of the pamels it flows vetter like this amd it was votherimg me
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