#throught the moon

[tategaminu]

Not obvious at all since sharing a plate, touching arms and holding hands while eating is something normal everyone does. Don't worry about it

[m-bj]

Yesterday I went and passed the whole evening reading about @skyscrapergods 's my little pony au, the existential dread giant gods really got me.

In particular this post about the two sis got me thinking about their relationship, how gods perceive emotions and about the fact that these two have basically forgot about how they used to interact. And idk probably it has already been done but I thought, what if after all this time, their paths begin to cross?

[windydrawallday]

*Sees you updated to have Boulder x Graham in the ship tag.

In that case, could you please doodle something regarding fluff with BoulGram please? At your own pace, of course.

(Hope you’re doing okay, Windy!)

YAS Glad you checked because I need to give myself more excuses to draw them orz and more because this is the first time I actually draw them the mini faces and vehicle mode from the zine don't count

THEM! taking a power nap together before resuming work x)

I took my time too because OMG Boulder's arms are quite tricky to move around! That btw if you have tips on how to draw him I'll be happy to know

Thank you! 🐿

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

I want to dissect Ruin. Just every wire, every bit of casing, every inch of endoskeleton, every personality trait and memory, all the facets of him. Even if it kills him in the process, just to dissect him like a live autopsy to explore all the little things that make him him.

Just to see where he stored all that audacity.

[w-corp-clerk-anon]

Sh-, this week we are having our yearly general check-ups. Why i would try to not worry about myself, Gary didn't had a good time during New Year's party.

-"Dude, weren't you complaining some days ago about those, y'know, of yours?"-

Actually i would worry a bit for myself too, but that's more in the monetary side than in the health side due to the possibility of having to get a new pair of glasses.

And from what im seeing from Aisha and Larry, they don't seem too worried, seems like their check-ups are done and they went through the worst part.

[theskyexists]

Reading that children of time book. It's fun! But seriously, did they deliberately separate the tenthousands survivors out across colony ships in a way that all existing kin bonds and community bonds were severed??? Why????

All authors but especially sci fi authors love to do a sleight of hand trick where the characters are all low level sprung from seafoam. That's how they become intrepid explorers or heroes, concerned only with themselves and some higher purpose/obstacle course.

Anyway. I kinda love how much fun the author seems be having developing this intelligent spider species as a deeply sexist society. REAL matriarchy. The sexual dimorphism is ENORMOUS and the instinct to kill the male after mating doesn't help. Love how the author keeps establishing the society that way and then in the same breath establishing definitively uh yeah the males are people too. Very telling to start that first scene, when the first Spider Hero Portia works together with an ally - to make that ally not another female but a MALE. And again and again as males prove noble, useful, resourceful, intelligent etc. and after 2000 years spider society has become no longer accepting of just killing males left and right to eat. Except, girls will be girls. LOL. WHAT A JOKER. And they seem to be on the precipice of a truly revolutionary social technology ..... FEMINISM!

Though unfortunately the human characters are not 50/50 male female at All.

This ship society seems so weird. They have no pre-existing ties to each other - it seems. They're all low level hostile and miserable all the time. They have no explicitly military structure but they do obey commander tyrants rather matter of factly

Also - this society's tech is largely based on whatever they could rescrounge from the Ancient Empire. And they sent ONE CLASSICIST who can read old languages. Pardon? The text also argued that Imperial C language (English? Chinese?) was so scarce they couldn't machine translate it but Holsten COULD do it. That's just stupid

Also it seems absolutely insane to me how the narrative describes such relentless throwing of people at problems here. No 'precious humanity' philosophy here. They're burning the last human DNA packets like there's billions more but NO THEY ARE THE LAST OF HUMANITY.

In fact, Holsten is developing language algorhithhms and indexing systems By Him Self. Why? The field wasn't completely desolate was it. And it must have had protocols and systems for 150 years recently. Its all just to make the protagonist an underdog (aw. No one likes him. Misunderstood smart guy) and seem more competent.

Can spiders not be vaccinated?

[7lonelymagpie]

Back on my Rayllum shit again.

//Spoilers on "Through the moon" graphic novel

oh wonder || animation meme || tdp ttm spoilers || rayllum [ unfinished ]

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Tdp s4 is coming and here's a little animation for Rayla and Callum that I can't fully finish :’)

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Pls don't repost, I'm too lazy to add the watermark + it's unfinished work(depending on how the story will go in the s4, I might come back to finish it)

[itsahotminuteinbetween]

could animatic ideas STOP HAUNTING MY DREAMS FOR ONE FUCKING NIGHT PLEASE

[sha-biest]

Previous

I don't know why this was fighting me so hard but I'M NOT DRAWING ANY MORE ABOUT TSUKI'S CREATION! THIS IS IT.

Here is a little explanation on what's going on: Creating Tsuki took a lot out of Mikey and as always the brothers were there to help him. However, they soon noticed that having Tsuki close didn't help any because she was draining him of his Mystic energy.. In fact, she was doing the same with everyone who tried to hold her. Deeming it too dangrous to hold her for Mikey they figured they'd take turns taking care of her until they figured out a more permanent solution. They were keeping Ammi away from Tsuki as well despite her effports to get to her sister but eventually.. she succeeded and Gen came to realize that she didn't mind at all! The moon glows throught he power of the sun afterall.

[lostcherise]

Know Your Place

pairing: ben/soldier boy x f!reader

summary: Ben isn't quite happy you get to boss him around, so he takes it upon himself to truly show you who's in charge.

tags/warnings: set in the 80s, just pure smut zero plot, soldier boy being a prick (a hot prick tho), dub con at first, dom!ben, rough sex, hair pulling, gagging, face fucking, choking, sir kink, creampie

word count: 3,741

a/n: you know the drill, not proofread yet but i'll get to it eventually. any feedback is welcome, i hope you enjoy reading as much as i did writing this.

The rhythmic clacking of your heels echoed throught the empty hallways of Vought Tower. Not a soul was around at that time of night, it was very well past 10P.M, the only remaining employees in the building being the night shift security guards and you.

Young and ambitious, you strived to fight your way to the top in the harsh cruel world of a male dominated corporation, and well, field in general. To say you hadn't been over the moon the moment you had gotten promoted to being Stan Edgar's right hand, his replacement when needed in supervising Payback, would have been an understatement.

However, the excitement soon fizzled out once you got an insight of how things truly operated within the corporation and the Payback team. Especially Soldier Boy. That man although downright handsome, he was just as much of a prick. It was fine being a simple assistant, your interactions were kept minimal, but along with the promotion came more time spent with the members of Payback.

With a deep sigh, you braced yourself before your fist made contact with the wooden door in a firm knock. You rolled your shoulders back, as if to seem more confident, when in reality anxiety was eating you up from the inside. The door forcefully swung open, causing a startled gasp to slip out of you.

"Well, sweetheart, I knew you'd come around eventually." Soldier Boy drawled. He stood tall and confident, his large frame towering over you, scandalously dressed in just a deep green silk robe - same shade as his suit.

You bit the inside of your cheek, fighting the urge to quip back, but that was not the reason you were there. "I'm here to talk business." you gave him a pointed look.

To your surprise, he silently stepped to the side motioning for you to come in and you did not miss the way his eyes traveled up and down as he took you in. As much as your mind fought to maintain control, your heart betrayed you and took over, heartbeat increasing. Heat rushed to your cheeks because you just knew he had heard that.

"I'm all ears, doll." you could hear the smug smirk on his voice.

"Listen, Soldier Boy-"

"Ben."

Your body whipped back to look at him. "What?"

"Call me Ben when we're alone." he commanded.

"Soldier- Ben." you corrected yourself immediately. "It's about your upcoming movie."

Immediately you were met with a groan, and Ben scowled at you as he made his way to his mini bar. "I've told that fucker Edgar millions of times, and I'm telling you this too." he pointed at your direction, a crystal tumbler in hand. "I'm not sharing the spotlight with that cum guzzler, Noir."

"It will improve your ratings, it's good for diversity."

Instead you were met with a condescending scoff. "Sweetheart, I don't need any of that," he inched closer to you, the ice clinking against the crystal walls of his glass with each step closer to you. "I'm fuckin' Soldier Boy."

"Why don't you get off your high horse and just do the fucking movie?" you snapped, shocking both him and you. Usually, you remained poised and collected, but the increasing stresses of the job were catching up to you.

"Excuse me?" he asked, looking up at you with a raised brow from the rim of his glass.

"As your boss-"

"No woman is the boss of me." he cut you off, before gulping down the rest of his drink.

That comment should have angered you more than it truly had, but over the years your skin had thickened this much you were practically immune to such words. Instead, it just riled you on even more. Call it stubborness, pride; you didn't care it just drove you to show that whatever men could do, you did it better.

"And yet, here I am." this time it was your turn to smirk smugly.

Ben inched closer to you, so close his spicy ambery scent engulfed you entirely. Once again, your heart betrayed you beating so hard as if it was fighting to burst out of your chest.

"And yet, too powerless to make me change my mind." Ben spoke in a low rumbling hum.

His body heat was pulling you in, itching to be engulfed by him. And although you knew better than to get linked with him in such way, your body ached to feel him; lust and curiosity were killing you.

Ben inched closer, an action that had you leaning in closer to him involuntarily, he was pulling you in like a magnet. "The answer's no sweetheart, give it up." he pulled back abruptly, his tone turning clipped in just a matter of seconds. With a pivot, he made his way over to the mini bar once more for a refill.

Frozen, you stood there for a few seconds before you snapped back to reality and marched off to where he stood.

"I've risked a lot to be in this position and I'm not going to allow a manchild like you jeopardize my job. So, accept the offer." your chest was heaving. Frankly, you didn't know where that sudden burst of bravery came from, but one thing you were sure of was that it was reckless; given the fact that Soldier Boy was a literal walking ticking time bomb.

The bottom of his glass clanked loudly against the marble counter top and it was only a matter of seconds before you found yourself pinned between him and the counter. While one hand gripped the edge of the counter, the other had your jaw in a tight hold.

His mossy green eyes were ablaze, glaring down on you. "Go on and act boss on those sack jugglers, but that attitude won't work on me."

The way his body was pressed against you, your thigh somewhat between his - as much as your pencil skirt could allow you - his rough hands on you, should have ignited a sense of fear in you. Oddly, it had the opposite effect and your skin sizzled beneath his calloused fingers, your imagination jumping wildly at pictures you were painting in your head of what those very same fingers were capable of doing to you.

Involutarily, your legs spread just a little wider, which of course did not go unnoticed by Ben. Cocky and full of himself, he chuckled at your state, it was so easy to get you were he wanted and he hadn't even tried.

"What is it sweetheart? You want a taste, hm?" his hand traveled further down, enclosing around your throat, constricting your airway ever so slightly.

Forming a coherent answer seemed like a foreign concept, your mind screaming at you to say that this was wrong on so many levels, yet all you could muster to let out were weak whimpers.

Of course, to Ben that seemed enough of an affirmative answer and wasted no time in jumping into action. If it was even possible, he harshly pulled you closer, and you could feel all of him against you, hard all over.

"The things I keep thinking of doing to you every time I see the way you sway that sweet piece of ass in that tight skirt of yours," he grumbled in your ear and grabbed a handful of your left ass cheek in a tight squeeze. "Drives me mad, doll." he finished his sentence with an echoing slap on your ass that had you jumping with a yelp.

The same hand then moved up to grab a fistful of your hair, his fingers curling at the roots. "On your knees." he commanded, ushering you down by giving your hair a firm tug.

Right there and then was a perfect opportunity to get up and leave, yet your knees made contact with the cold marble floor beneath you, all the while your gaze never left his. You were pretty sure you looked like a deer caught in headlights, eyes wide and somewhat scared; scared of what was to come next, and yet that also riled you on even more.

Yes, you were aware of the hushed whispers shared amongst your female coworkers about him; of his skills in pleasuring women. Now it was your turn to see for yourself. Either you were going to hate this, or love this too much that no other man after him could compare.

"Be a good girl and use that mouth of yours for something good this time, hm?" Ben curled his top lip, pulling at your hair and forcing your head backwards to look at him.

Unable to speak, you simply nodded to which you earned a cocky smirk in response. Not bothering to strip completely, Ben simply pushed his robe aside, revealing his hardened length.

Of course that slut was naked under his robe, you thought to yourself, but your train of thought was cut short when you felt your head being pushed towards his cock. As if with a mind on its own, your mouth enclosed around his shaft, already halfway in, his angry tip hitting the back of your throat.

A guttural sound slipped past parted lips and Ben thrusted himself further down your throat, causing you to gag around him. He pulled you back by your hair and you coughed out and gasped for air. A few seconds passed before you found yourself in the same position, this time slackening your jaw to take in his girth better, his firm hold on the back of your head steadily keeping you in place.

His hips snapped in short, rhythmic thrusts as he fucked himself down your throat. "You take me so well, better than any other broad." Although the compliment was backhanded, it still managed to light up a fire within you, making your chest swell with a newfound wave of confidence.

You tried matching his frantic rhythim, bobbing your head along his length, pulling your head back whenever he pulled back his hips, meeting him again when he pushed deep in you, your nose burying in the short tuft of hair around the base of his cock.

A few more seconds passed and your eyes started brimming with tears as you struggled for breath, while also fighting back the feeling of the dull throbbing in your throat. You were definitely going to wake up with a sore throat in the morning.

Ben, seemingly lost in the throes of his pleasure, kept fucking into you, unaware of your struggle. Your hand found purchase on his strong thigh, giving it a series of firm squeezes to get his attention back to you.

He took one good look at you, at the state he had you in, all disheveled and teary eyed before he pulled out. He smiled pridefully and the sight of you like that made his cock twitch for more. "Up." he commanded, to which you immediately jumped up on your feet. A little dizzy, you braced yourself with your hands on his chest.

Ben's strong forearm wrapped beneath your bottom, lifting you up as if you were light as a feather. You held his gaze, all the while he carried you to his room.

In a swift motion, he threw you on the large Alaskan king bed adorning his large bedroom, and you fell lying on your side. You lifted yourself up on your knees, shaky fingers fumbling with the tie of his robe. "How do you want me?" you asked quietly, looking at him through your lashes.

"Oh, sweetheart," Ben cooed, bending down to grab your chin, the pad of his thumb toying with your bottom lip, then pushing inside your mouth to press against your tongue. "I'll have you any way I want."

At his words, your lips wrapped around his digit the same way they had wrapped around his cock. You pulled back, "Please." you let out a wanton whimper.

"Aren't you an eager one?" he chuckled, his hand moving down to grip around your throat, and pushing you down on the mattress in one swift motion. He followed suit, hovering over you and sizing you up as if he was a predator and you were his prey; he had you cornered right where he wanted you to be.

Immediately, your face flushed red, because yes you were being incredibly eager for him. You clearly weren't thinking straight, but that would be an issue to deal with for when you were no longer so horny.

"I need you inside me. Please, sir."

"Say that again." Ben's voice was so low it almost came out as a growl, his tone also full of lust.

"Please, sir, fuck me." you begged once more, your hands coming up to hold on to his strong forearm.

"Only because you asked so nicely."

He quickly removed his hand from your throat and forcefully ripping your shirt open, sending the buttons flying everywhere. His eyes were transfixed on the frantic up and down of your chest, watching the swells of your breasts moving with each sharp intake.

He mouthed at each one through the thin satin fabric of your bralette, feeling your nipples harden against his mouth. Albeit disappointed he didn't pay enough attention to your breasts, it was all lost on you the moment his hand slid up your skirt, between your thighs. His fingers wrapped around the fabric of your panties, bunching them at the center of your core, pulling them against you and causing much needed friction against your clit.

"Shit." you gasped out at the foreign sensation. No one had played with your clit like that. With each passing second, the fabric glided in between your folds with much ease as it was getting soaked with your slick.

"Gonna fucking wreck you." he groaned against your stomach, his teeth grazing your bare skin. "Think you can take it?"

"Yes. Yes, sir!" At this point you were panting like a bitch in heat. Your hands found their way in his sandy brown locks, tugging softly.

Ben remained silent, but his actions spoke louder than any words that could've been said. With one flick of his wrist, your panties were torn, leaving you in just your bra and skirt. His hand moved to do the same to your skirt, but in a tiny moment of clarity, your hand came over his. "Please don't rip this one, too."

Ben chuckled breathlessly, "You're no fun sweetheart." he chided, but complied nonetheless. In no mood for teasing, he quickly pulled the zipper down and slid your skirt down your thighs and past your ankles. His fingers then found their way on your cunt, sliding two fingers across your folds to gather up your slick, before plunging them deep inside you with no warning.

"Oh, shit." you moaned breathlessly; the pace of his fingers quickening inside you with every pulse of your muscles around them. Your whines raised in volume as he curled his fingertips, hitting the back of your pelvic bone.

His assault on your pussy went on for a few more seconds, until your slick was dripping down his knuckles, your pussy all prepped and ready to take him. With a lewd sound, he removed his fingers and moved them towards you, toying with your lips. Eagerly, you lapped up at his long digits, tasting yourself on him.

"Gonna fuckin' wreck you." Ben grunted heavily above you, lifting your left leg up and positioned your ankle on his strong shoulder, while you wrapped your right one around his waist.

With a shy smile, your hands reached to toy with the tie of his robe again, only this time your forefinger looped around the knot, undoing it in one swift motion. A shaky breath was caught in your throat the moment you finally took him in, in all his glory. He was so big and strong all over, it made your core ache for him in a way that had you questioning your sanity.

"I can take it, please."

You held your gaze with his, noticing the change in his eyes; how they darkened with desire. His plump lips curled into a smirk, he remained silent all the while he grabbed himself by the base, moving the tip of his length to align with your slit.

Your jaw slacked the moment his head pushed in. Ben moved deliberately slow, sheathing himself inside you inch by inch, until he bottomed out. You both groaned at the feeling, of how he was stretching you so perfectly, of how your pussy clamped up around him, engulfing and sucking him in.

His hand gripped around your thigh tight enough to bruise, bracing himself as he pulled out almost entirely, and pushing back in in one hard thrust. His movements repeated, growing more frequent with each thrust, yet the force remained the same.

After about five or six thrusts, Ben had set a steady pace that had you moaning beneath him; although at first the stretch of his cock hurt you a bit, it all melted down to pure pleasure.

Ben's free hand moved to pull your bra cups down, just enough so he could admire the way your breasts spilled out and bounced rhythmically with his every thrust. He delivered a couple of firm slaps on each one, your nipples tingled in pained bliss upon contact.

"Do it again."

"Ask nicely." Ben's hand gripped your jaw and keeping your head in place, forcing you to focus on him. Despite that, your eyes still rolled in the back of your head as Ben kept on fucking into you relentlessly, his pace never once faltering.

"Please, sir."

As much as Ben would love to keep you on the edge and beg for it more, he loved hearing the way you moaned and clenched around his cock more, so he gave in. He only stopped his assault on your breasts until they were red and sore to the touch and you kept begging for him to stop.

He grabbed your ankle off his shoulder, throwing it to the side so you were now flipped on your stomach and face first with the mattress. "Ass up, doll." he commanded, landing a firm slap to your ass. Silently, you obeyed, shimmying your hips further up, and arched your back in a perfect angle.

Ben's hands toyed with the fatness of your cheeks, massaging them and digging his fingers into the supple skin, and he spread them apart exposing yourself to him. He admired the way your pussy glistened in the dimly lit room and he pulled your cheeks just a bit further, transfixed by the way your walls clenched around nothing.

The tip of his cock rubbed against your folds, teasing your entrance before moving a bit further down to play with your hardened clit. He guided his cock back up to align with your entrance, plunging himself deep with ease. He was on one knee - the only time Ben ever saw himself on that position - having better leverage that way, being able to fuck into you much deeper.

He grunted behind you, loving the way you so eagerly bounced back on his cock, your hips meeting him halfway. You were a whining mess beneath him and he loved every second of it. Feeling very gracious, he moved one hand down between your legs, his middle finger finding its way to your clit expertly. His pace on your nub matched that of his hips and it was what drove you over the edge.

Your hands gripped the bed covers, and you buried your head deeper into the mattress to muffle the screams of pleasure that ripped through you. Tingles coursed through your body, all the way to your toes as that hot familiar feeling built up inside you. It was only seconds after when your back arched even deeper, and your pussy clamped up around Ben's thickness as your orgasm hit you in waves. His finger never once halted, only prolonging that warm blissful feeling that had your toes curling and your entire body shivering.

"Such a good girl, doin' so good f'me. Taking my cock so well." Ben praised you, only now he sounded the tiniest out of breath, indicating that he must be close to his own climax as well.

A few seconds later, your body began to relax as the aftershocks of your orgasm began to die down. His hand moved up to press your head roughly into the mattress, his hips snapping frantically into your needy cunt as he chased his own orgasm. The bed creaked beneath as Ben was fucking into you with such force, you were surprised you were able to take it, given his superhuman strength.

"Gonna fill you up so good." he moaned above you.

"God, yes. Yes!" you screamed, his balls were slapping against your overstimulated clit, driving you into your second orgasm. It came over you like the first one times 10, your entire body quaking as it pusled through you.

Ben's fingers curled around the roots of your hair, his grip on your head tightening and pushed you even deeper into the mattress. His hips slapped sloppily against yours for a few more thrusts, until they halted. His cock twitched and spilled his hot seed inside you, coating your walls white. He came hard and loud, his chest rumbling whilst he let out a deep guttural moan.

He pulled out with a groan, and admired the way his cum dripped out of your swollen pussy and onto the covers; truly a sight he'd never get tired of. He slumped back on he bed, resting against the headboard, only after grabbing a much needed blunt from his nightstand.

You hadn't moved much, only now you were sat up on your knees and eyed him, the way his hair fell over his eyes, the way his pecs shone with a light sheen of sweat. Ben caught your gaze, smirking at you as he blew a thin cloud of smoke, he studied how there was a sense of reluctancy written in your eyes.

With an outstretched hand, he offered you the blunt with a doubtful look in his eyes. Silently, you accepted without any second thoughts which only surprised Ben even more. Your eyes held a silent conversation with his, a new kind of tension loomed above the two of you.

Work was going to be interesting the next morning.

[tategaminu]

Rayllum + having their beds next to each because they can.

[veloursdor]

the thing about larys strong is that i think he's been lonely his entire life, lonelier than even he realised/admitted to himself. he craves connection, someone to see him for who he is. and that's what's been guiding most of his actions throught the entire time we've known him.

when he saw alicent being unheard and unseen, he tried to form a connection with her as he saw himself in her (through manipulations of course, but his intention there when saying "i could be your ally" were sincere). but she rejected him (by refusing to see him as a man, by being horrified at his true self (the harrenhal fire), etc) and thus he grew to resent her and want to control her/humiliate her like she "humiliated him", probably thinking it was enough because of the power she gave him.

but then viserys died and alicent's power died with him.

spoilers for season 2 of house of the dragon below the cut

i think his "love" for her... changed or was put on the back of his mind after 2x04, especially after he sees the moon tea and she's in pain. when he asks her about criston, his reaction to her words is as if he is confused, as if he's recalculating what he thought of her because he's seeing her in a whole new light.

and maybe he is seeing her truly for the first time ever.

he said "you and i are the same", was always listening in on her conversations to gather information, maybe even convincing himself by doing so that she truly was like him. but, i think that, when larys says "you have not been yourself" is his way of saying "who are you? are you who i've always thought you were or someone i do not know?" and has to change his view of her, of what he convienced himself he saw in her.

maybe he sees that he's been living in a lie made of his own words.

so, when the council scene happens, he pities her and rejects her idea, because it has no ground and she's grasping at straws. (i do think he does feel sorry for rejecting her but he also doesn't have enough solid ground with aemond as regent (his position in the small council is fairly new) and slighting aemond would cost him the power he has, so he stays quiet and looks away).

however, he also manages to drive a nail to alicole's coffin but he walks away without looking back at the mess it left.

they then don't share a scene at all for the rest of the season.

from then on all his scenes are with aegon, and we see a side of larys we haven't seen before.

ageon gave him power (of course larys manipulated aegon with the Hand comment) because of his "loyalty" following blood and cheese (i still believe larys "let it happen") and made him his master of whispers. he placed larys in the small council (when alicent never did in the 6 years she acted as regent) and gave him status outside of the dungeons. he "brought him [larys] out of the shadows" in a way.

the show has made a point to tell us, since episode one of season two, that larys has been looking at aegon the same way he used to look at alicent in season one, staring him down as if he could see what he's made of, constantly analysing and calculating how to best approach him.

he made small attempts at conversations and funny lines ("that castle is more crippled than me") as the whole alicent thing is going on.

and then the battle of rook's rest happened.

with aegon barely holding on, we have a scene where larys is honest, vulnerable, sincere maybe for the first time ever (yes there's manipulation, but also genuine compassion). he sees the struggles aegon will have to face because he lived them himself.

like with alicent in the weirdwood, he tried to form a connection with aegon. but where alicent "rejected" his true self, aegon instead listened to what larys was saying, saw the truth in it and raged, which made larys feel seen and heard, beyond manipulation and twisted words, probably for the first time in his life

larys, for all his talk that love is a downfall, craves connection, the desire to not be alone in the world. he does feel love.

and whereas alicent rejected his love and was disgusted by his true self, aegon welcomed his help, invited his advice, and embraced his aid to become stronger

i think larys will be loyal to him as long as aegon allows his love and it does not fester into resentment, like his love for alicent did

[lavenderchqn]

𝑃𝐴𝐼𝑅𝐼𝑁𝐺 —

lyney x f!reader

𝑆𝑌𝑁𝑂𝑃𝑆𝐼𝑆 —

Second year of university should've been everything you thought of it - more studying with human interaction sprinkled throught... What it definitely wasn't supposed to be was an investigation saga where one of your friends goes missing out of nowhere

𝑆𝑇𝐴𝑇𝑈𝑆 — completed | 𝑇𝐴𝐺𝐿𝐼𝑆𝑇 — closed

𝐺𝐸𝑁𝑅𝐸𝑆 —

social media au, modern au, college au, acquaintances to friends to lovers, mystery, slow burn, fluff, angst, comedy

𝑁𝑂𝑊 𝑃𝑅𝐸𝑆𝐸𝑁𝑇𝐼𝑁𝐺:

— tabletop troupe cuties | — beverage gang

𝑃𝑅𝑂𝐿𝑂𝐺𝑈𝐸 — MANY MOONS AGO

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𝐴𝐶𝑇 — 𝑂𝑁𝐸 𝟎𝟎𝟏 — FONTAINE UNIVERSITY WELCOMES YOU BACK | 𝟎𝟎𝟐 — PROJECT SWARM 𝟎𝟎𝟑 — INEXPLICITUS ✧ | 𝟎𝟎𝟒 — (UN)BROKEN BRITA FILTER 𝟎𝟎𝟓 — A HUNCH | 𝟎𝟎𝟔 — THE TWO OF TWIGS 𝟎𝟎𝟕 — INVESTIGATION BOARD ✧ | 𝟎𝟎𝟖 — SOLITAIRE ✧ 𝟎𝟎𝟗 — ERRAND RUN | 𝟎𝟏𝟎 — SNAPSHOT ✧ 𝟎𝟏𝟏 — HOMESTRETCH | 𝟎𝟏𝟐 — GENESIS PT. 1 ✧

𝐴𝐶𝑇 — 𝑇𝑊𝑂 𝟎𝟏𝟑 — GENESIS PT. 2 ✧ | 𝟎𝟏𝟒 — NEW CHAT, WHO THIS? 𝟎𝟏𝟓 — TESTIMONIES | 𝟎𝟏𝟔 — GROWING IMPATIENT 𝟎𝟏𝟕 — SYMMETRIA VITAE | 𝟎𝟏𝟖 — WITCH HUNT ✧ 𝟎𝟏𝟗 — HOUSE OF HEARTH ✧ | 𝟎𝟐𝟎 — MOVING FORWARD 𝟎𝟐𝟏 — STACKS OF CLUES | 𝟎𝟐𝟐 — UPON QUOTES ✧ 𝟎𝟐𝟑 — WALK IN A MAZE | 𝟎𝟐𝟒 — TALK IN A DAZE ✧

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𝐸𝑃𝐼𝐿𝑂𝐺𝑈𝐸 — MANY MOONS AFTER

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[littlest-w01f]

Deserve

Feysand x Reader

RHYSAND MASTERLIST

FEYRE MASTERLIST

MAIN MASTERLIST

Summary: Feyre and Rhysand want to go all out to celebrate their first anniversary with Reader but she can't hide her anxiety from them anymore.

CW: Anxiety, insecurities, panic attacks mentioned, Rhysand and Feyre's trauma mentioned.

The moon was rising, and the sun was just about to set when the shop you worked at began to close, you and your friend were the last ones in the shop, setting the tables and chairs back up in the little cafe side, as you set the last of the chairs properly you feel a stroke at your mental shield. Rhysand and Feyre, you smile to yourself as you let them in.

Working hard on our anniversary, darling? Rhysand purred in your mind.

You felt Feyre shove him inside your mind, Ass, let our dear work if she wants to. You laughed to yourself, making your friend look at you weirdly before dismissing it.

Anyway, darling, are you prepared for tonight? Prepared to have your mind blown? Feyre asked, and before you could respond Rhysand added, Among other things.

Yes, I'm just finishing things up, then I'm all yours, you reply back, after a little back and forth between Feyre and Rhysand in your mind, they pull away.

You sigh turning to your friend, "Ok, I'm done, I have a date with Feyre and Rhys, so they'll be coming to pick me up."

A blush forms on your cheeks as he 'ooohs', "Shut up," you throw a towel you were cleaning the tables with on his face, done with the work.

"Well, you deserve it," He smiles, nudging you with his hips before he walks out. "Enjoy being pampered!"

You smile, saying bye to your friend as he leave, "Of course I deserve it." You whisper to yourself, after a moment your smile turns into a frown, "Yeah... I deserve it."

The words, "Of course I deserve this," echo in her mind, a bitter reminder of your own self-doubt and inadequacy, Did you really? Did you really deserve the High Lord and Lady being in love with you? You unknowingly shoot your throughts to them.

As you turn towards the exit of the shop, a knot forms in your stomach, twisting tighter with each step closer you get to the front door. Suddenly, everything around you seems to be closing in. Your breath comes in short gasps, Your hands are clammy, and your vision blurs at the edges. Panic starts to set in. It's a feeling you know all too well - the crushing weight of anxiety that makes every thought feel like a scream.

They didn't need you. They had been with each other for years before the bond snapped for you. They didn't need you.

"No... No..." The panic slowly begins to set in. You start counting backwards, shaking your hands, trying to pull yourself out.

Your heart pounds in your chest, echoing in your ears as the world around you spins. You try to steady your breathing, but each inhale feels like fire burning its way down to your lungs. You clutch at your stomach, trying to ease the gnawing pain that's quickly spreading through your body.

"No... no... please, not now," you whisper, rubbing over your chest, your voice shaky and barely above a whisper.

You begin counting backwards from one hundred, trying to distract yourself from the rising tide of fear. Yet, despite your efforts, the walls seem to close in even further. You shake your hands, trying to calm the tremors, but they only worsen. "Deep breaths, y/n," you tell yourself, forcing air into your lungs.

Just when you think you're about to drown in the sea of panic, you feel a gentle push against your mental shields. It's enough to make you jump, but it's not an unwelcome intrusion. It's familiar, comforting even.

Rhysand is there, in your mind and in front of you, his presence a soothing balm on your frayed nerves. He holds you gently, tenderly, allowing you just enough space to breathe while also providing the security you so desperately crave right now.

"Easy, love," he murmurs, his voice a low rumble in your ear. His hand moves to stroke your back in slow, calming circles.

Then, Feyre appears beside him, her beautiful face etched with worry. She cups your cheeks, wiping away the tears that have started to spill over.

Feyre pulls you into a hug, her arms wrapping around you tightly. Her warmth seeps into you, chasing away some of the cold dread that had been creeping up your spine.

"It's okay, sweetheart," she whispers, her voice a gentle lullaby against your ear.

"We've got you." She strokes your hair, her touch feather-light yet somehow reassuring. You lean into her, seeking the comfort she offers. You let out a shuddering sigh, feeling some of the tension seep out of your muscles.

"Breathe, y/n," Feyre coos, pulling back slightly to look at you. Her eyes are filled with such compassion and understanding, that it almost brings fresh tears to your eyes.

Rhysand presses his body closer to yours, his strong arms wrapping around your waist. With a gentle brush of his mind, he soothes away the racing thoughts that have been making your head pound. The panic still lingers, but it's less intense now, and more manageable.

"That's it," he murmurs, his lips brushing against your earlobe. "Take a deep breath with me, love."

You take a shaky breath, then another, following his rhythm. Gradually, the world around you starts to fade back into focus. The shop ceiling becomes just a painted canvas again. "Good girl,"

"You do deserve us, darling." Feyre kissed your cheeks.

Rhysand circled your hips softly, "We need you, want you, love. We do."

They soothe you till you are in a state able to speak, "Th-thank you," your voice shook slightly, "Thank-thank you."

Rhysand pressed a kiss to your temple, "It's ok, darling, you don't have to thank us."

"I should've known that something was troubling you," Feyre frowned, gently rubbing your cheeks free of tears. "I only guessed, I should've asked."

You looked between them sadly, "I-I didn't want to tell." You admit, "I usually have it under control today just..." Rhysand cut your rambling with a kiss.

"You share things when you're ready, ok?" He pushed, both him and Feyre holding you in comfort.

Feyre nuzzled her face in your neck, "We would never force anything out of you, now that we know, we'll help you."

"How... How could I tell you?" A fresh set of tears falls from your eyes, "How can I tell the two people who lost so much and still kept fighting," you sniff, trying to clean your face with the back of your hand, "The female and male who gave their lives for Prythian, the people who have suffered so much..." Rhysand rubs your back as you breath heavy, both of them letting you say your piece, "How can I tell them I get taken down by every day life?"

"Oh, y/n..." Feyre's eyes were lined with tears, pulling you into a hug, "You don't have to go through this alone, we didn't go through our trauma alone."

"We were there for each other," Rhysand kissed your hair, "And we won't let you go through this alone."

The three of you stay silent for a moment, basking in the silent comfort, "I... I ruined the plans for tonight, didn't I?" You whisper almost sheepishly.

Rhysand and Feyre laughed, both gentle and comforting, "It doesn't matter," Feyre shook her head.

"We can go to the Riverhouse, tell Mor that we don't need to have Nyx watched anymore and have a peaceful night with the four of us instead." Rhysand kissed Feyre's nose, then yours, eyes gentle as he asked you, "Would you like that?"

"Yeah." You smiled, at the thought of a peaceful and comfortable night, "I'd love that." You let them pull you out of the shop.

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[abyssalfaith]

Hello and Happy Holidays! I was wondering do you know what Synastry or Composite aspects & overlays indicate being very attached at the hip? To the point that it might seem very odd to see one without the other?? "We're a packaged deal"// "Hey, where's your shadow?"// "You guys are just two peas in a pod"// "With us you get a two for one special" Kind of energy/vibe. Thank you for your time, and hope that there is plenty of Holiday joy and cheer for you and your loved ones!

Hi, thank you for question :) I do hope you enjoy this holiday season too !

I'll divide it in two parts :

:) House synastry :

6th house : this house is an everyday and routine house. When one person have inner planet into another person 6th house, both will consider each other as a part of their routine. This is a very platonic synastry (even tho it can be romantic), but for me it's the "attached by the hip" placement because life feel easy with each other, they feel like home, it's natural.

7th house : This is a more romantic placement, but it can be platonic true. It's especially true with Vénus and Moon in this house. This house is about contract but also about very close relationship (it's for both of these reason that we associate it with mariage.). The difference with the 6th house : with the 6th ouse synastry, you both egt into the routine of the other, either you want it or not. With the 7th house, you WANT it, it's like begging to actually to be attached to their hips.

Planet (and lilith) synastry :

Moon conjunct moon : emotionnally involved relationship, feel like mental fusion, easy to be with the other.

Opposition of signs : just from my experience = I once had a friend with whom I had 3 oppositions : he had sun venus and mercury in aquarius and mine were in leo. We were always together for random sh*t, everybody were always like : "oh ! here come the twins !". It's really about the opposite attract.

Planets in the first house : not so considered placement in platonic synastry, but this one make the whole sense of self of one person merge with the ego, love, action of the other... you feel yourself throught the other.

North node in the 6th house, 1th house, 11th house : life karma and mission into the house of ego, every day life and social circle... Do I have to explain ?

I really hope I helped you :) Happy holidays :)

Love, Abyssal Faith

[ninikrumbs]

die first

satoru gojo x anxious reader. angst with comfort. fluff. established relationship

The moonlight cascades throught the slightly ajarred window, and it softly shines on your shared bed. Summer air flows through the gaps, engulfing the space with much needed coolness from the heat. The sound of crickets filling the air with a sense of tranquility.

It was a beautiful night. Moon full, stars twinkling brightly. You should be asleep yet here you are with your knees to your chest, sitting against the window sill as you stared delicately at your lover sleeping, albeit a bit restlessly. Nose scrunched, eyebrows furrowed and lips in a adorable pout. Most likey due to the lack of your warm form in his arms.

Its makes you chuckle despite your melancholic state. How his body seems to instinctively search for yours despite its unconscious state. You gently ran your hands through his snow white hair, making his expression relax a little.

Your eyes made the mistake of catching the dark blindfold on the night stand making warms thoughts leave you as your mind once again raced to the harsh reality of the Jujutsu society.

19 days. 19 days without him. 19 days of you going over the every worse possible scenario. What if he never gets unsealed? What if he's hurt?

What if? What if? What if?

Even when you knew he was the strongest and your worries were completely groundless, yet you couldn't help but become irrational when it comes to your blue eyed idiot.

You always prided yourself in being logical and unflappable in the face of danger and uncanny circumstances. But apparently you were a different person when it comes to the matters of the heart.

Even as he sleeps there besides you, so solid and real. Some irrational part of you still thinks that he'll disappear if you blink. Is this what it means to love someone this intesely? Having to live with the knowledge that everyday they have the trigger to break you completely?

Your 3am thoughts are just filled with futures that you want to shield him from.

For instance that Jujutsu society that has always treated him as some sort of weapon, some sort of monster, you doubt they even see him as human. And it scares you to think about the levels they would go through to use him, justifying it to winning a battle with too much bloodshed to ever count as a victory.

And knowing Satoru, he'd likely play his role willingly. Oh so willing to lay down everything for this world, especially when he thinks you're gonna be safe in it. And you both love and hate that about him, his selflessness. Always thinking about others and never himself.

You've seen this happen too many times, you're heard the stories, youve seen the films and you didn't like the ending.

Strongs arms tugged you out of your reverie, as youre quickly pulled into a sturdy chest. He tightened his arms around you possessively, your head placed snugly in crook of his neck. His soft breathing indicates that he was still sleeping, body simply moving on reflex on what he needed.

And it takes everything in you to hold yourself back from fisting his shirt and crying into his neck. Cause if by some twist of cruel fate that this man is cursed to be taken away from you. You would kneel, pray and scream to every God out there to change the curse, that if one of you has to die, you hope you die first.

Suddenly, a thumb wipes a stray tear that you didn't even realize was lining your eyes. A low gravelly voice laced in sleep and confusion made you look up into low lidded eyes.

"What are you talking about, sweets?"

Your eyes widened, you didn't realize you had voiced that last thought outloud. Choosing not to answer, you quickly avoided his questioning gaze.

"I didn't mean to wake you up, Toru."

He pressed a soft kiss on your forehead telling you all was well. "I don't mind, pretty. Now tell me whats on your mind."

"I was just rambling nonsense. It was nothing important." You said, smiling sheepishly.

His cerulean eyes narrowed, clearly not believing your lame excuse. He maneuvers you to your back, hovering on top of you, caging you between his sinewy arms.

"I know somethings bothering you. I also wouldn't call talking about dying - nonsense."

You lips parted to say something before you dropped his gaze, ashamed that you gave in to such selfish thoughts.

You bite your lip. "I was just .. thinking."

"About what?"

"Just 3am thoughts, you know I have an overactive imagination." You try to keep your voice light and pleasant, erasing any underlying traces of sadness.

"Then why are you crying?"

His fingers gently grasp your chin to make you look at him. You're breath hitched the moment your eyes met his, shimmering sky blue eyes that somehow has stars twinkling in them, the moon light shining behind him making them look as if their glowing. His eyes were filled with concern and helpless adoration. "You can tell me anything, y'know that, right?"

You nod, facade breaking, "I know."

He grabs one of yours hands and kisses your palm before nuzzling his cheek into it. the sight making your heart clench, such a soft and tender gaze made solely for you. "Especially when your talking about death, though Id rather you don't think about getting hurt. The thought of you getting hurt makes me wanna die."

Though his voice was light, it had an underlying tone of seriousness. He had no idea that it wasnt your mortality that you pondered about the most.

You press your lips together, "Please dont,"

"Don't what?" he asks, tilting his head.

"Talk about you dying.."

His eyebrows raise, ready to start a debate that you were the one who started the topic, but he was cut short when he saw tears lining your eyes again, lips starting to tremble and breathing shaky.

"Oh, baby." He leaned back in his knees, pulling you him and placing you on his lap. Calloused thumbs wiped your tears away, but they seem to endlessly fall down with no sign of stopping.

"Shh, its okay, Im here." He hushed you gently as you practically sobbed and whimpered in his warm embrace. A hand sank into your hair, pulling you into his chest. The other rubbed smoothing circles on you back.

Somehow having him like this, so close, so sturdy and strong, so undeniably alive, tipped you over the edge, your hands fisting the shirt over his back.

You try speak, but the words stumble over each other, your voice still watery. "I just - Im scared - Im - Toruu, I don't dont wanna - your just -"

"Hey, its okay. You don't have to tell me right away. Just breathe, I got ya."

You nodded, as you try to bury yourself deeper into his chest. A little more, you thought , you let yourself be selfish just a little more.

When your sobs turned into small sniffles, Gojo pulled back to look at your tear stricken face. Even then, it amazes him how beautiful you look with puffy watery eyes and a cute red nose.

Warms hands clasped each side of your face, he kissed your wet cheeks before his thumbs caressed soothing circles on them, "Ready to talk to me, princess?"

You nodded sullenly, but you didn't know where to start, so blurted out the first thing that came into your head.

"I..I don't wanna learn how sl-sleep without you.."

Gojos eyes widened a fraction, "Baby, what do you-"

"I don't wanna wake up one night a realize that you're not there anymore!" You sniffled, voice still shaking," I don't wanna go around town trying new sweets on my own."

"You're not going to-"

"I don't wanna live my entire life learning how to live without you in it."

You're chest heaved as you blurted out the last sentence, crystalline tears once again lining your eyes as you desperately tried to stop them from falling.

Gojos eyes softened, heart aching from how utterly heartbroken you looked, like you already knew when he was gonna die. He hated seeing you like this, especially when it was because of him.

Still sitting on his lap, Gojo pressed a kiss on your nose before leaning his forehead against yours, his voice was unwavering and resolute, "And you'll never have to,"

"How can you be so sure?"

"Have some faith in me will ya?" He said, nuzzling your nose, the gesture offering some sort of comfort.

He pulled back, sky blue eyes meeting yours once again, filled with nothing but sincerity and unfiltered love, "From the moment I met you, you had me in the palm of your hand. Then and there I vowed to always protect you, your body, soul and your heart."

He nuzzled your hand with his cheek once more, unable to even spare a minute without your touch. "So believe me when I say that Im not going anywhere."

Your let out a breath you didn't know you were holding. His assurances making you visibly relax, as they temporarily silenced the negative voices at the back of your head, like he always did.

He always called you the light of his life, but in truth he was the light of your life. You hated it though, that you needed to once again burdened him with something so trivial when he was practically Atlas, carrying the world in his shoulders. You were stronger than this, you knew that and he knew that.

Regardless, he never once made you feel like your feelings were not valid, he was always so soft and patient with you, doting on you. God, you felt ridiculous.

"I know, Toru.. Im sorry." Your gaze focused on your fidgeting hands." I do believe in you, with everything in me. Its just that you being sealed and now the culling games, its made my anxious brain go haywire."

"Hey, don't apologise." He scolded softly, "You have every reason to feel anxious. Just tell me right away when you start feeling these things before you bubble over like this. "

You nodded like a scolded child which made chuckle a little.

"I like comforting you, baby -any reason to have you in my arms is a win- but I really don't want you to carry something this heavy alone."

"But, you already have the world on your shoulders, I do-"

"You are my world." He cuts you off, "Theres nothing else that matters to me as much as you do, you have to know that."

You feel your cheeks laced with dry tears heat up at his confession.

Slemder fingers tilted your chin up, "Promise you'll tell me next time?"

"I promise,Toru."

"Good girl." He praised, "Now come here."

He pulls you flushed against him once more, one hand on your back while the other gives soft pats on your head. "Feel better?"

You silently nodded.

A moment passed, the steady sound of Satorus heartbeat completely calming you down.

Next thing you know, you croaked out three words, words you've told him a hundred times but somehow this time felt more raw, more profound, and more devout than the last few times. Hoping maybe this time these three simple word can convey the magnitude of what you felt for him.

"I love you, Satoru."

At some point, you felt he like stopped breathing. His arms tightened around you, like you could disappear at any moment. Finally, he answered with a shaky gasp, voice filled with so much emotion, "..God, I love you. Not even the King of Curses himself can stop me from coming home to you."

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Epilogue :

You can basically feel Satoru pouting from where he was spooning you from behind.

"Whats wrong?"

His childish pout deepened, "Hmmpf, was sealed for 19 days and your girlfriend loses all faith in you."

"Toru...."