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hi sorry I swear I'm not dead I'm just beating away perfectionism and video game addiction with a stick.
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#I fucking did it boys#I'm so sorry it took a full year to update with only three pages but istg I'm clawing my way through#had a friend literally just finish aa4 for the first time and finally they got to read this and it got me excited abt this again#these three pages have been ready for a long time#i just wanted to put them in a much larger update#that's still gonna take some time tho#apollo justice 2#turnabout light#the next update might look very different and very rough but I'm gonna fucking do it#hailey's drawing again
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#its been a rly weird (not in a bad way just different-weird hh) feeling/exp being behind on da stuff lately and not having been able to#follow it all or post about it all in totality or minute detail like usual (and for so long too)#but its been so worth it sjdkjfkfj#and the reason is. the other thing (i dont talk about it much here) that is my special interest is nature- especially plants and birds#and for ~three years or so now i have had this Dream of seeing a specific rare bird species in the wild#it can only be found in one region/habitat in one country in the world#i have tried to spot it before on previous attempts but wasn't able to find it#so tldr i've been on this Bird quest on the other side of the world#and this time.. i DID find it ouughh (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) and not only one example but they had a friend with them too!! TWO birbs#and AAAA im so happy i cant even begin to explain/express.. its a dream come true for me fr (｡•́︿•̀｡)#mj and the world#feels
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my favorite scene in any movie ever is that scene in Maurice (1987) where Maurice has Hugh Grant in his lap in the most awkward position and they're stroking each others hair longingly while not making eye contact and then suddenly a dozen drunk british college boys break down the door chanting "TEA! TEA! WE DEMAND TEA!!!" changed my life forever.
#watched maurice for the first time with some of my friends last year during winter finals week#it took us three days because we kept starting it too late at night#and that movie is LONG#we didnt finish it until after break#but my friend and i could not stop quoting that scene for like two months#maurice 1987
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oh man. you ever just think that inquisition started with cassandra, varric, solas, and the inquisitor.
and now, cassandra can be the only one left from the original four.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#cassandra pentaghast#varric tethras#solas#the inquisitor#they were so hopeful at the beginning of inquisition#and now everything has changed or is gone#cassandra can lose three friends in the span of under a year#thats crazy#i know solas and lavellan aren’t dead but#they obviously can never come back?#at least in the sense of being seen in public#i also don’t think they can just leave the prison willingly for a long time
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Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?
Evidence below the cut!
can be pretty hyperactive, forgets things regularly (even important things, forgot he turned into a heartless in kh1), distractable, later on he seems to have some problems with emotional dysregulation. hes constantly called lazy by his friends but as soon as hes doing something he likes he has all the energy in the world, and also tends to dismiss his own intelligence despite actually being pretty smart, both of which are things that i think are decently common with undiagnosed adhd
#poll#noncanon adhd character#kingdom hearts#kh#sora#kh sora#sora kh#kingdom hearts sora#sora kingdom hearts#THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG TAG RAMBLE#ok first sora even getting posted is like a saga#originally i was going to post him myself but had trouble verbalizing evidence#so i asked my discord friends#and then i forgot to write down what they said and lost it#then he got submitted in the initial submissions right when the blog started#but the only evidence was 'look at him lol'#so he was unpostable#then he finally got submitted again during the recent spike with actual evidence!! so i can post him now#sora is so important to me#kingdom hearts is how i found playframe and that community is a huge part of my life now#and also i spent multiple years playing a weekly ttrpg campaign in a completely homebrew kh system#and it was the most fun ive ever had in my life and i am not exaggerating#there was only one other non dm player so three of us in all#and we had such a great dynamic we are such close friends now and the dm even looked up tips for dming for adhd players#and gave my character the ability impulsiveness which turned out to be one of our most powerful abilities#(i say our bc later we got the 'sisterly bond' ability which allowed us to use some of our coplayer's abilities and impulsiveness was one)#it let me take an action during someone else's turn at the cost of one less action on my next turn. basically taking it early#making her adhd one of our most powerful tools#and my character ended up very much a sora parallel despite not living in the time of the main kh games#so yeah. kh and adhd sora specifically. very important to me
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This is likely the hardest I've laughed in rain world yet. Basically, you can glitch a spear into a quantum state using a dead bat body, allowing stabbed enemies to follow you through tunnels. So I tried bringing a leviathan to Moon. And the game really, really didn't like that
#rainworld#rain world#game clips#I cut out the moment I died because the footage froze for a solid 20 seconds right at that moment#I was so close!! But I accidentally went back through the tunnel and got crushed.#And for some reason while grinding this out I somehow glitched the game into thinking I died 200 times#So my score is like -130 which is really funny. Like I can casually speedrun hunter with 1 or 2 deaths to this point#Game fr said ''skill issue''#God no am I gonna try actually speedrunning this game. The actual advanced movement tech is crazy hard#Anyways welcome to my gaming channel please like and subscribe /j#I posted a hk highlight clip but then realized that since I'm shifting fandoms I'm likely spoiling the hell out of my new followers#Sorry if you saw that LMAO#I have another video of torturing moon that I found really funny but it's like 5 minutes long#And no way do y'all have the patience to watch that. Especially without context#So that's a friend-exclusive#Or maybe I'll put it on my literal YouTube channel with like 300 subs for. Some reason#OR THE ART ONE LMAO ''it's been three years check out this completely unrelated video''
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tomorrow is my last day interning in nyc and i am incredibly sad about this but this does mean tomorrow night i get to photo dump on here cause i don’t have to worry about revealing my location anymore
#as someone who has always been in love with nyc it did not disappoint whatsoever#to date it’s been the best three months of my life even if i did have to wake up at 5:30 am every day for it#and i will miss all my little friends#i say little i’m the youngest one there#and YES i will see everyone next month when i have to come up to test and i’ll be bringing them all pierogis but hhh#i want to stay hereeeee#but alas#i have a two year job in a different state#:/#upsetting to the max#this is the most information i’ve shared about myself in a long time on here oops#not a tag#from saph
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LOOK AT HERRRRRRR <3333333
#i think i forgot the depths of my obsession until she showed up on my laptop screen. she has appeared briefly three times now.#every time so fair i have gone SARAAAAAA!!!!! out loud.#im normal. im normal.#i love my fucked up little wet rat. im obsessed with the way she is a broody assassin. im obsessed with the fact that she becomes the#captain of a time travelling ship.#im obessed with the way shes started out by just being obsessed with a boy she had a crush on in middle school.#to the point that she went on a yacht trip to sleep with him despite the fact that he was in a serious long term relationship#with her sister.#i support women's wrongs.#im obsessd that two years into her castaway adventure she's already doing shit like loading up an exchanged hostage with c4. she's amazing#shes so weird and traumatized and trying to be cool and mysterious so bad.#arrow lb#sara lance#her offputting nature and bisexual swagger have bewitched me.#anyway. fun fact. one of the main reasons i stopped watching legends of tomorrow (her show) and eventually dropped dctv altogether.#is that they finally gave her a long-term love interest. but they decided to make that love interest a second blonde woman with long hair.#and i just couldn't handle that. im sorry miss ava i did like you. but i couldn't take the show smashing two identical barbie dolls togethe#it was too much for me. if you are going to give me queer women on tv who do not look particularly queer. im ok. i can live with it.#but at least give them two different hair colors.#its so petty im sorry.#it would've been fine if they had a fling. but she became one of the main cast i believe.#which is like. bad enough. you give me a superhero time travelling team up show.#and two of the team members are blonde white women. and then you make them kiss. insane decision.#i literally have two action figures of her sitting on my bookshelf lmao. it's literally just her and sam wilson.#oh wait nvm. wonder woman is there but shes a vinyl figure (fot a funko pop) riding a horse.#also also mercy overwatch. who is unfortunately a funko pop.#and also a second mercy overwatch funko pop. but a tiny keychain version from a dear friend. hm. maybe i have a pattern of being obsessed#with fictional blonde women.
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Happy trans day of visibility
#trans day of visibility#trans lives matter#as someone who never fit into gernder norms#as someone who's realised that they're trans and has been living in the closet for three years#I'm slowly pulling at my protective shields to show people who I am#this is going to be a long ass process and I wish I could have done it earlier in life#but better late than never eh?#thank you all for being a safe space and for accepting me and people like me#and to all my trans friends out there? I love you so much.#I know we're facing some hard times atm and I know there's more to come#You deserve to be loved. You deserve to be you. You deserve everything and so much more.#I see you
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Oh nooo.... I still do not trust you.
#I dont care if we were friends before this WHO TF ARE YOU?!#i dont know how long im going to leave this child in my lobby#its the voice.... AND the character history.... but also the voice. because I know the voice. and i cant 💀#love and deepspace#lads caleb#ash rambles#AND DONT 'RED DOT' QUALITY TIME. NO.#I will not let three fictional men (not including other fandoms 🤣) control my life in this game...#and dont come at my but 1. hes practically our brother and 2..... i get the ick for some reason.#ive loved him since we met him a year ago but.... no O_O#and also its 4am and im sorry if this is incomprehensible... and also that fact that i can't see/spell that right now 🤣
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Magneto would love lumpia meanwhile Charles would have his Bibingka and Puto Bungbong hehe
Happy Holidays!
asks that remind me my bitchass friend kayla promised to make me *puto two years ago and she still hasnt
*puto is a filipino rice cake i do know it also means 'bitch' in spanish we do not have to address that thank you
#snap chats#'snap is the disclaimer necessary' every single time i mention 'puto' i get people clutching their pearls yes it is necessary vjAVKJ#LIKE I GET IT. CAN WE TALK ABOUT RICE CAKES NOW im hungry ...#kayla always gets beef from me but esp with puto and i only mention this when it was promised two years ago#cause SHE will always bring it up like 'oh yeah i still have to make you puto' bitch just forget it ive made it three times since then 😭#PUTO ISNT EVEN HARD TO MAKE LEGITIMATELY YOU JUST MAKE THE BATTER AND PUT IT IN THE SHIT AND STEAM IT#add a slice of cheddar on top if youre feeling especially nasty .... its so good .... anyway ..... rice cake ... i love it ...#i havent had bibingka in so long tho im PISSED. you know what else is really good tho cassava cake .. thats not rice but. lol#i never get to have filipino food on account of my mom hating cooking anything that isnt tiramisu knock offs#she really doesnt make filipino food she hasnt for years. my dad always does tho ..... whatever ....#i could always cook it myself of course. yeah... im lazy ill admit it you got me 😔#oh my god no you know whats great for the winter tinola I LOVE. chicken tinola so much#funny enough i learned how to make it when i was in the hospital from a filipino girl 🥰 we did not speak anymore after that interaction.#Also funny my fam and i were just talking about getting lumpia for christmas since theres like one (1) filipino place vaguely near us#'you guys dont make it??' on account of the fact im too lazy to make wrappers and no store near us sells any no <3#i did make lumpia myself once tho when we Did have wrappers after drivign out an hour to an asian market once#not to brag but they were pretty delicious ..... anyway ..#oh my god fuck me theres this like. speaking of rice cakes again JALKJKALJ theres this one with this delicious coconut sauce#BIKO IT'S BIKO its literally glutinous rice steamed in banana leaf with latik. UGH SOOO yummy ..... i dont have banana leaves anymore tho :#OH YOU KNOW WHATS ALSO GOOD FOR THE HOLIDAY lechon. that was my fave part bout goin to my dad's christmas parties#they had this big ass pig and i loved the ear .... crunchy as hell and so good 🤤 i havent had it in at least a decade tho..#now im hungry. and homesick. 'homesick for yoru dad?' homesick for my dad <- literally just saw him#well i get to see him again thursday :) goin to the doctor... gonna get my medicine again life is gonna be SO good !!!!!!#i have rambled far too long . happy holidays my friends !!!! do try to make puto this season ... very simple and very tasty .......
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CALL MY ROOM A ZOO BECAUSE THERE ARE A LOT OF ANIMALS IN HERE.
#fINALLY HUNG UP EVERYTHING THAT I'VE HAD FRAMED AAAAA....#i keep staring at all of this with the biggest grin on my face aaaaa... sooo proud of how this turned out#i was nervous about using nails since one of the walls of my room is against the wall of a bathroom with lights bUT i did not hit any wires#YAY. I COULD HANG UP 'THE ANIMALS ON TOUR' SAFELY. YAY.#being surrounded by my animal friends like this is sooo comforting 🥹#especially because a lot of these photos/records/magazines i've owned for nearly as long as i've been an animals fan#the 'introducing my animals' article i've had for nearly four years now#and the cowboy!eric rave issue i've had for three and a half#seeing them being displayed so i can look at them always... aaAAAAA PURE HAPPINESS#btw. price-burdon corner. yes i know what i was doing. it's always intentional with me.#'meet rebel eric!' 🤭🤭 okay alan#aaAAAA OKAY NOW TIME TO FINALLY DRAW TODAY 🙏 WHILE LISTENING TO ALL OF THOSE ANIMALS OUTTAKES I JUST FOUND YESTERDAY#the animals#eric burdon#alan price#magazines#collection#1960s#60s rock#british invasion#classic rock#things i said today#not a second mag#lots and lots of pokemon too every square inch that doesn't have an animal in it has a pokémon#my little elgyem collection next to my switch aaAAAAA#eevee for mickie most
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my trip to Akotoma (abyss fanworks event) yesterday was entirely successful ^ -- ^ i'd love to make a longer post about it soon, as well as some of my thoughts on doujin culture in general, because i think my perspective could be informative and interesting to people.
like, sure, there's entry-level misconception-dispelling like "hurhur did you know not all doujinshi are porn" (or, slightly less hurhur, "did you know doujinshi products include many many things besides comics"), but it's 2024 and i feel like every weeb and their mother knows that by now; there's also stuff like the fascinating differences of ethos regarding things like pricing and accessibility, content, fandom socialization, etc., some of which i see discussed but generally not in a level of detail and nuance that satisfies the depth of my interest; and then there's also the stuff that almost nobody or relatively few people seems to discuss like the culture of handing out gifts, candy, and fanletters (which i could find literally zero people talking about in english online when i first heard about this and looked for info on it in the past). it's all really neat to me. also i do want to talk about akotoma and abyss specifically and what it personally meant for me to finally make a trip there, because as many of u can tell this fandom is both a) very important to me and b) something of a source of consternation, so it was kind of a personal triumph to have it go well when i went, and i'm looking forward to each subsequent event and hope i'll be able to be even more involved and social ^^
#also when i say 'entirely successful' i mean except for the part where i realized later that i bought the wrong book from one of the artists#but this is not a big deal and i can get the right one from him next time : ))#hanging out with my friend irl for the first time after being international belaf obsession buddies for over a year was sooo fun ;A ;#afaik there were three to four Long-term Belaf People at the event and i was like. ok this is a double digit percent of all of us worldwide#Orphan hole tag
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Sometimes things are okay but most of the time I have no reason to be alive
#i havent been excited in a long time#and i was fucking stupid enough to let myself be excited about a car#skippy shut up#its been a rough three years and things have never gotten better and at this point im so tired of trying#i love going thru my skippy shut up tag bc all my personal posts since may have been suicidal#crazy! how things dont get better no matter how much you try!#crazy! how no matter what you do you will never be okay!#crazy! how i should just fucking genuinely give up. the only thing keeping me around is my friends and my dog#actually looking back its been since like january
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I cannot rely on one person for me to be happy my happiness isn't allowed to be only triggered by one person I can be happy at every little thing it doesn't matter about this one person
#im in too far fucking deep again#and when he leaves again its gonna hurt just as much. but more.#finch posts#he makes me happy beyond belief and i goddamn love having a friend who knows me inside out and has done for so long#but. your love is my drug by kesha comes to mind. its fucking intoxicating talking to him#and last time he left (we were 12 and his parents moved their family) it made me kinda depressed and i was so fucking needy to talk to him#and now we're three and a half months into rekindling the friendship and i feel the same like i get really sad already >#>if i just dont talk to him for a couple of days without like a trip or friends or smthn else to entertain me#songs are starting to remind me of him#fuck fuck fuck#1am in the morning makes me too honrst#i think im still a bit (a lot) in love with them#ohmygod i dont even think it i know it#i should go to sleep earlier#it would stop me having so many thoughts#i havent seen him in multiple years but i can still imagine kissing him#oh fucking hell fuck my actual whole fucking life#and his closest friend where he lives now well they were starting to be a bit of a thing and surely its not fucking normal>#>to daydream about kissing a girl who ive literally never seen a photo of#holy fucking hell i am such a hopeless poly bisexual#WHY DONT WE REWRITE THE STARSSSS#oh this is circling round to my suspicions i might be kinda like demi romantic??#i should buy myself flowers . wait. no. i grow flowers 🫠#well i could still buy myself flowers . and i should#i need to go to the beach#cant wait to get a proper drivers license#if youve made it this far down my crisis hi youve gotten to the stage where u can tell what songs im listening to!
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noooo i got covid 😭😭
#any other time over the past three years i would have been happy to have a week off in exchange for illness#the last time i had covid my lifestyle barely changed in fact. staying in bed all day was just another week#but now? that i have plans? places to be?#for the first time in a long time i actually don't want to be confined to my room but now i have to be#frick man#and i was just thinking the other day#'boy oh boy this routine sure is great but i better not get sick and lose momentum otherwise i may easily slip back into the Depression'#so let's hope. let's hope and let's try to pick things back up at the other end of this#i have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow tho and i just asked to change it to a phone call instead of rescheduling#bc i want to pick up where we left off#and discuss this with him now#and i also really need to talk about my friend's recent suicide attempt bc i still. have Not brought it up#but on saturday my fish died and its dead body was in the tank unmoving and it just. yeah it just broke that dam a bit i fear#ok looking on the positive side i have some time to rest#and watch movies#today i watched baby driver and drive#baby driver is as good as ever#drive i fear i do not see the huge appeal to it. it's not bad but it's nothing special in my eyes 😔#and i also have my maths test delayed which is great bc i know nothing about the content so i'll have a bit more time to study#will i actually utilise that time to study? we will see#oscar.exe
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