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happy mother's day lmfao
bonus (the girls are fightiiing):
#and thus eddie caused a category 5 neighborhood disaster bc he tried to flirt via sandwich questions#which is a totally valid way to flirt. Totally.#what's more romantic than being able to bring people their favorite sandwiches without having to ask#idk im not a romantic. almost wrote tomantic. i dont like tomatoes either#welcome home#scribble salad#welcome home fanart#welcome home puppet show#in all honesty during last night's festive breakdown i had the doodled Thought above#and scribbled it in my phone notes#it feels good to not only have an Idea but to also Get It Out#yaknow? i dont get that often#brain usually has half a thought then fizzles out and decides to go lay down for a full week#also here's a niche concept that is incredibly funny to me:#a neighbor swearing and wally immediately being like NO!!! THE RATINGS!!!!#he has to snipe them before they can get the full word out. how sad :'{#alsoX2 special thanks to these doodles for keeping me awake#i had decided not to sleep when i drew this and i can't fall asleep before ten otherwise ill wake up 4 hours later wide awake#with no hope of getting back to sleep#and another s/o to barnaby for being incredibly pleasant to draw. he does not fight me like the others do
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literally nobody asked for it, but here's my list of saltburn essays that i've slowly been drafting over the course of the last week which WILL be required reading for anybody trying to engage with me about this movie. my very personal saltburn 101 syllabus just dropped
A Wolf in Deer's Clothing: Saltburn's Attempt at Innocence
an examination of party costumes and our character's last attempts to masquerade as something they're not: felix—an angel, all-forgiving and all-knowing, something to be worshiped; and oliver—a prey animal, prey to class-divide, prey to saltburn, prey to felix.
thoughts about oliver specifically are loosely organized in my #bambi tag
A Midsummer Night's Mare: Farleigh Start as the Ultimate Victim of Saltburn
a farleigh character study, about the ways he was mistreated and manipulated at saltburn, about fighting to stay alive and the scars left behind by knowing when to give in
alternatively titled "QuickStart", may be adapted into a conclusive essay specifically focusing on oliver and farleigh's relationship
The Eye of the Beholder: On Saltburn's Voyeurism & Violence [working title]
how wealth and class pushes the catton's toward the volatile reality of being able to look, but not touch. on desire and the lack thereof, and portraying yourself as an object to be desired
may end up as two separate essays on wealth and aestheticism but i'm pushing toward a conclusive essay about the intersection of the two, which i feel is at the heart of saltburn
alternatively titled "Poor Man's Pudding: A Melvillian Approach to Saltburn's Class", again, may be adapted into it's own essay
Gender-Fluid: A Study in Sexuality and Saltburn's Desire to be Dry
a deep dive into the bodily fluids of saltburn and how oliver upsets the standard of men who are just so lovely and dry. on the creative choice to lean into the messy wetness of sex and desire and the audience's instinct toward repulsion
a celebration of the grotesque and an examination of why we would label it as such
least developed of the four, heavily inspired by @charnelpit's lovely post about the fluids in saltburn
if anybody is actually interested in any of these, i can work toward something closer to a finished piece instead of just bullet points and quotes in a google doc, but mostly this is so i can share my very brief takes on a multitude of themes in saltburn that have been haunting me
edit for people seeing this in the future: all posts about my essays are being organized into my #saltburn 101 tag if you’re interested in following these through to development!
#saltburn#saltburn posting#really desperately need someone to pay me to write saltburn essays all day#or else these will never be more than a smattering of bullet points#and these are only the most developed of the millions of the thoughts that i've had rolling around in my brain this last week#idk if lengthy meta-essays are interesting to literally anyone other than me#but if any of these speak to u and u have thoughts abt them#of course u are welcome to send them my way#i think all of these were born out of either seeing bad fandom takes (ie. everything ive seen about farleigh and oliver)#or rly good fandom takes that haven't been talked about enough like the fluids thing#anyway#oh also if u want any interview clips that back up any of these ideas i have a list thats like a million miles long#and would be happy to dig for any specific things im talking about here#bambi#also also im sorry i kno the colon in academic essay titles is so overused i just love a subtitle sm#i love love love a clever little essay title. titling my essays was literally my favorite part of the essay process in college#saltburn 101
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Can you talk about that HiJack Maze Runner Au idea you had?
Okay so
Jack would work very well in Thomas' role: he wakes up in the Box with no memory, ending up in the Glade with a bunch of other kids.
I'd like having both boys and girls in this case, just because I can, so maybe we can make this a rotbtd AU and have Rapunzel as the healer/doctor and Merida (plus Astrid and others) as Runners
Jack also meets Hiccup, Astrid's best friend and leader of the Glade (Jack totally expects a buff dude but Hiccup was the first Glader and everyone trusts his brain) (so he acts in Newt's role = when I first thought of this I hadn't realized I was In Danger)
Jack earns Hiccup and Astrid's trust and becomes Runner, they escape the Maze, maybe a secondary character or two die, Jack gets some memories back and remembers he has a little sister to save from WICKED (she's our Teresa equivalent, minus the romance ofc) (and the betrayal ordeal, which I actually liked in the movies but you know)
(Random detail: there's that Thomas/Brenda kiss scene but it's Jack and Toothiana (North as Jorge??) and you bet Jack has the "You're not her him" moment)
There's a period where it's unclear who's the cure in this case: it might be someone between Jack, his sister and Rapunzel (I'd want Rapunzel to be the cure, but maybe it takes away from the protagonists? mmmh)
As I said before "this is MY comfort au and I get to choose the ending" so Hiccup gets infected but they save him!! the gang defeats the bad guys and they lived happily ever after
#huh I had more thoughts about this than expected#I just enjoyed these movies a bunch and they have a nostalgic feel#asks#anon#hijack#rotbtd#more ideas are welcome btw this is free source
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#hello little stars#i've missed you so#wee update on me: i'm actually doing quite well at the moment#things were a little iffy there for a minute but i'm in a very healthy mental space right now#i feel more like myself than i have in a long time#which is a very welcome thing#unfortunately during the process of obtaining said healthy mental state my shameless hyperfixation abruptly broke into pieces#it isn't that i don't still have love for the show - i do - i just don't feel consumed by it anymore#it doesn't occupy the same space in my brain that it once did#instead that space has been opened up to new interests and ideas and hobbies and yes even the occasional new blorbo#and i will not lie to y'all - it feels good#as to the future of this account i think it's going to become less of a fandom blog and more of a whatever-i-feel-like-posting blog#a scrapbook of my interests where i put stickers of shows and movies i like on the page and scribble my most incoherent thoughts#a personal blog if you will#i'm very grateful for the last three years of my life and all the things + people this show brought to me#but it just isn't IT for me anymore - y'know?#anyway#if you've read this far - i love you#i've missed you#come say hi#i promise i don't bite#also a URL change will probably be coming in the near future so if you're like um who the HELL is that?! it's probably me#blessed be my babies#ily very much
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i think it would be super fun to make a pibe riff off video !! aka the lyrics of one song blend into the lyrics of the next song. so if you guys have ideas uhh.. please put them in the notes !!
my only one is “is it a real crush? or is it limited to youuuuunicycles” which isn’t getting us very far
#i’m sure if i thought about it for longer than a minute id have more ideas but for now. i do not#anyway i would love ideas and suggestions <3#dropout#dropout tv#play it by ear#jess mckenna#zach reino#off book#off book podcast#welcome to mountport
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dreamer is everything i wanted and more bye guys i’m deactivating!
#ok so#initial thoughts on the album#growing pains is that delicious rock txt we’ve been waiting for#and we FINALLY got it#like a proper song that indulges in the genre ugh it’s so good mf#chasing that feeling? i rlly like it!! it’s so cool and the instrumental is alone giving me too many ideas#the mv is another discussion.#dreamer.#that’s all ur getting#deep down…? i don’t rlly like the genre much but i appreciate the vocals they sound good (obviously)#happily ever after!!!!!! it’s so good and silly!! fuck!!!!#the vocals are just. exquisite and yummy#SKIPPING STONES. UGH DAY6’S LONG LOST COUSIN WELCOME HOME#ITS SO FUCKING GOOD IVE BEEN ANTICIPATING IT FR#I ALMOST STARTED CRYING EVERYBODY CELEBRATE#BLUE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SPRING 😭😭😭😭#there was no need to make blue spring even more gut wrenching than it already was.#i could write a whole essay on it and NO i’m not fucking joking!!!!#ok if u guys wanna ask me more abt my thoughts on the album and indulge w me i highly encourage it#this is just the tip of the iceberg#rambles
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finally watching channel zero and i immediately have so many thoughts in the first ten minutes
#random thoughts#candle cove#okay so first: the fly#obviously represents mike in some way#it was drowning in a glass which was given to him complimentary. something about struggling to feel like he belongs in his life?#like it was something given to him that he does not deserve and does not make him happy#his relationship with his wife is obviously strained. his son is mentioned so far only in relation to his career#though his mother says he's always welcome the framing in the kitchen is claustrophobic#either only one of their faces is in camera very close or they're clustered together in one half of the kitchen#his mother is a foster parent or a teacher of some kind. possibly trying to fill the void made empty#by what she views is the disappearance of both her sons#though mike said his father was out of the picture he seems shocked his mother doesn't have pictures of him around#probably not dead but has left and mike blames her somehow and views his father as blameless#when his brother disappeared mike also lost a mother. and his mother lost both her sons#their dialogue is very. distant and impersonal. no questions about each others' lives. no questions about his wife and son.#and mike seems to struggle with children despite being a child psychologist. in both times we've seen him he's been overly friendly#and strained. in the dream sequence we see him snap at the child to turn the tv off#which is more evidence to the idea mike feels he doesn't belong in his career#he may also be experiencing some kind of depersonalization of others (the mannequins behind the cameras)#possibly believing his actions to ultimately not matter because those there to witness them are not truly people#hope to see what kind of relationships he DOES form or if his sense of relationships has been completely tarnished by his brother's death#subconsciously he fears his childhood home. he possibly knows something about the disappearance of his brother#who he also talks about more as an extension of himself rather than as a seperate entity#so far no puppets. sad!#back to the framing in the kitchen. i think mike views his relationship to his mother as one which is forced#it lacks closeness but they are forced to be part of each others' lives due to the genetic bond between them#his mother fears mike is back to prod at the old wound which is the murders#it seems she's trying to cope by distancing herself and keeping her mind busy with raising children#it's notable the girl calls her miss rather than mom. more distance despite objective closeness#mike may also become jealous of the girl. he seems like he has a strange relationship with the children in his life
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one more thing thats been rotating around my head:
my school anime club hosts an anime con in the spring and i am genuinely so excited bc club members are staff amnd we are hsoting it! and i can host a panel!!!
#itd be my first anime con]#and also why part of the reason im trying to homemake a cosplay so i can have a cool one to wear#so many panel ideas are running around my head#i wanna make it bsd themed but im unsure how popular that would be#so i was thinking since im planning to go in dead apple fyodor cosplay#fyodor has that one line i really love “welcome to happy group counseling hour!! Im your host-- Fyodor Dostoyevsky”#and it sounds like hes introducing a game show (im not gonna force the panel goers into a counseling hour sobs dwdw)#SO my idea was anime themed game show w/ good prizes corresponding to the animes i picked the questions from#like itd INCLUDE bsd but it wouldnt be only about bsd is what im saying#therefor making it more appealing to the general con goers!!!#god its in may and im beginning to prepare for it now help me#of course i have a fuck ton of time to prepare but ive always liked to have my details in check long before the actual thing happens#i feel sorry for you and am deeply thankful if you read through my mess of thoughts#ily! /p :D#actually goodnight now its like 1:30am and id prefer to sleep earlier than i did last night <3#sodaramblestoomuch
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#welcome to another installment of: angel spits out all his thoughts about autism cause if he keeps them inside his head will explode#in today's episode: is it possible that my ''panic attacks'' have been autistic meltdowns all this time?#then answer is maybe!#ok so i was watching this youtube video from channel I'm autisticn now what? (check it out it's great!)#and meg was talking about the different types of autistic meltdowns and how they might manifest#and then in the comments people were discussing autistic meltdowns vs panic attacks and how cofused they used to be about them#and that got me thinking... there's a big thing that needs to happen during a panic attack for it to be a panic attack#and that is anxious thoughts... many people talk about fear of death during panic attacks#and that was never my experience. I don't feel like I'm going to die when I have these ''attacks''#they feel painful and like i'm completely out of control but my head is quite clear in that regard#i always thought it was because i don't think dying is like The Worst thing that could happen to me so maybe that was why#and it never ocurred to me that it could be an autistic meltdown because i always saw those as ''little boy hits his head against the wall'#(horrible i know) but it's more than that! (plus i sadly started self harming when the ''attack'' is too bad so not i fit that idea lol)#it's the uncontrollable crying. the throwing anything you have at hand across the room. the not being able to utter words#(other than ''no'' in my case) it's the complete lack of control#and that fits so much more to what i experience! i even related to meg's personal anecdote about a meltdown she had as a child#being separated from my mom made me go into full panic modes as a kid and that was seen as a tantrum but it was more than that to me!#and as an added bonus the only therapist i've ever seen in my life used to call my panic attacks ''pseudo-panic attacks''#because even she felt it didn't quite fit in the description (not that she was a good therapist so i can't put her as an example lol)#but anyways... yeah every day that goes by i'm more and more convinced I am autistic and it scares me to fucking death#because of the way my mom reacted when i first raised the question. so yeah this is for nothing lol nothing will change in my life#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#angel talks#personal
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steven/mocha is canon
#wispy talks#im going off my deep end mode . i no longer care about peoples perception of me outside of not being a jackass to ideas i dont like#bc no matter how low i get im not. like. uber popular. but most of this fandom is minors. i do not want to sway easily swayable opinions#for like. nonserious shit if its not a problem. this is unrelated tho basically dont be a jackass 2 ppl Anywyas#context: my oc#context: rp partner and i rp it.. yay#fuck EVERY OTHER STEVEN SHIP XCEPT THIS ONE !!!! ( /j )#this isnt no Fandom ship that erases their personality and characterization for unseasoned yaoi this is REAL SHIT!1!!!!!!!!!#that isnt a callout to anything particular other than fandom culture in general#You dont know how many thoughts i have youd never survive a day in the asylum they raised me in. Why the fuck did i quote that.#the 'asylum they raised me in' was miiverse and 3ds youtube.#so i dont know what that adds to anything#if any of my ex friends turned back into current friends see this i am so fucking sorry my hyperfixation shame runs deep#but its my hyperfixation now. I have become more autistic. Welcome back CHEATER. ive reclaimed him essentially. mine now.#dont let me type online within 20 mins of waking up#anyways (goes insane#mocha makes him breakfast in bed and mails him little letters by togekiss and visits when hes not busy at work... and steven just opens up.#bit by bit by bit... and he misses mocha so deaaarly. he misses her. he misses his beautiful doeboyfriend. and his scent.#and his good as fuck pancakes and the way he worries about stevens mental health and if hes taking care of himself. etc etc...#hes scary and intimidating. but not to mocha . not anymore...
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Me: I'm fine about my autism now btw, like I've come to terms with my fixated interests, limited tolerances and social inabilities. The alienation it brings is not ideal but it's just a reality I've gotta deal with now that I know it's just a part of who I am. I mean, it's not like an awkward conversation is gonna ruin anyone's life, is it? We'll both move on from it eventually. This is fine!
Also me: physically unable to watch beyond the first word of the first question of The Assembly because oh my god what if someone says something awkward or controversial or someone can't make themselves understood people are gonna get mad and scream about it online and I will freeze up and be stuck in the backlash forever I don't know how to handle conflict AT ALL let's just hide in the corner behind the sofa instead wait what if I became a hermit actually yeah yeah yeah that sounds good let's do that
#unresolved trauma? never even heard of her haha 😅#maddie debrief#that 2-minute intro/taster did nothing to calm me down either btw#I'm never comfortable around the types of shows where 'difference' becomes the core conceit of the premise#oh. so you've created a format dependent on making a socially alienated group face the social rules that made them alien in the first place#and then deriving your conflict from the 'natural contradiction' between the two?#sounds like the exact kind of conflict-seeking environment where I can let my normal guard down enough to meaningfully challenge#my deeply rooted feeling that people generally find me cumbersome to be around and mostly just tolerate my presence out of necessity#lovely that#(like i say I haven't seen the show#so idk if it is actually like that or if it's just the promo material stirring shit up as per usual#but as of rn I do not feel welcome in this room)#why does the 'we're not so different after all' always have to come at the climax and never the midpoint of the story?#why can we never find more than personal gratification in that realisation?#why do we always focus on the difficulty of coming to the realisation rather than the conflict of putting the realisation into *practice*?#I know why#it is because the human imagination is far more limited than we like to believe#and we find it hard to even *imagine* a world that we haven't seen functioning for ourselves yet#let alone find a purpose in *acting* on the idea#(especially if we ourselves currently feel dependent on the status quo for our personal welfare#which is why shows made to depend on 'difference = conflict' make my blood run cold)#so if we have to see to believe - how many cases of real world functioning equity does the average person understand?#very few. so let's instead lazily invert the state of power in an existing dynamic that people are familiar with#thereby reaffirming its false dichotomy through perpetuating what is essentially the same old conflict#while claiming to subvert it when in fact all we have done is reverse the dominance while keeping everyone locked in their roles#can someone just put some thought into how we might create a format that aims to loosen up the underlying skewed power dyanmic#so that everyone has to work together to prevent the elevation of a single way of being over all others#because that just becomes suffocating to *everyone* in the end#and that can still *acknowledge difference* but not as a source of conflict - rather as a source of collective strength?#but the story of changing one perspective will always be easier to both tell and enjoy than the one about building something new
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Mistborn theatre play concept:
it's the final empire, but every once in while Kelsier will say something that breaks the fourth wall.
my first idea was that in the scene where Kelsier and Vin and he teaches her about allowmancy he will say something like "hurry up Vin, the scene's about to end," but he will be the only character allowed to break the fourth wall.
PS: another idea! in the execution in the square, (end of chapter 26), he will say the entire monologue looking straight into the crowd. still no other character breaks the fourth wall.
#mistborn#mistborn the final empire#the final empire#kelsier#vin#theatre#mistborn play#that would be a dream come true#honestly it's more of a shower thought come true#august reads mistborn#i also kinda wanted it to be a musical...#you're more than welcome to share your ideas for the very fictional mistborn play!
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alright that post about the welcome home balloons not being welcome home balloons at all but actually a point where lg jumps back is making ASTOUNDING amounts of sense and i am so unwell about it
-at this point, welcome home balloons would have to be for both cxs and lg, since they're both gonna need a hospital visit after this. who sets it up? ql? unlikely, seems like she's going through some shit too
-when would they even have time to do a timeskip this ep? i mean...stupid question, it's possible everything shown in the pv happens in like the first 10 minutes, but STILL
-the chibi shorts are canon. what if it's not welcome home balloons, but actually LG's birthday party, which we saw? your local elianna went back and rewatched it though, and there are some problems with this; the location is wrong (in the blurry image the decorations are in the sunroom, in the episode they're in the entrance), and the color of the balloons don't quite match up but still
-in the shorts LG DOES take a picture of CXS after he throws cake at him-- this could easily be a jumping point!!!!
-even if it's NOT LG's birthday party that the blurry image is referring to, that specific episode of the chibi shorts could have been just foreshadowing that some kind of party would be relevant in season 2
-but. but if it IS LG's birthday party from the short that LG ends up going back to. i'll lose my mind
#text post#this....if you think about this too hard it doesn't REALLY check out#like that it would be lg's bday specifically#bc why would he go so far back too#but....but the idea that it could have been foreshadowing.....that's juicy#i still wanted a welcome home lg party tho lol#i'm not tagging this everyone has better and more well thought-out theories than me#but. yeah
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I got a little oneshot idea after reading this post, however I’m lacking more or less the whole plot and which characters to use.
My first idea was that the one who hired the lawyer would be Viper. Who’d play the lawyer and who the detective, is beyond me. Then I read Whose Murderous Toddlers are These? ? (pls give it a read if you haven’t it’s to die for funny and sweet!!!) by @hopeswriting and got the idea that Skull would be the one to figure out how Viper did something bad - probably not a murder in this scenario - but something bad.
As for the why it wouldn’t last in court? Because all the evidence Skull (or whoever) would have would be inadmissible evidence. In other words the way he got that evidence is not okay from a legal point of view.
So the reason I’m making this post is: Would anyone be willing to help or even be interested in taking the idea?
#KHR#Katekyo Hitman Reborn#Viper#Skull#I hope you don't mind me tagging you ^^; if it's a problem please let me know#I would've thought this out more if university wasn't kicking my ass atm#But anyway any ideas or replies or whatever are more than welcome!!
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I have a day off and wanted to write but am just too damn tired (maybe will get some energy in the evening) but if anyone wants to come chat about Not Wholly Evil, or anything pirate!Eddie related... .or any of my fics
My inbox is always open
#z rants#pirate!eddie#like any questions or comments#ideas or thoughts#of the fics#more than welcome
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what is up gamers today i bring u more tony (as usual)
RAHHHH
#welcome home#welcome home oc#welcome home au#tony tip oc#opposite au#MY BOYYY#i thought i had more than these but oh well yall get funny aus#I NEED DOODLE IDEAS#if anybody would like their oc to interact with tony... giggols...#runs and hides
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