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"dont tell me that chicken dick forgot to set his alarm"
oh what the fuck
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#nah fuck this#shits fucked up#thought i was ready but what the hell#im NOT#old xian#oh my god#fuck this for REAL stop#nah because i was so enthusiastic to ramble about she li and mo but after this#i felt a PANG in my heart i shit you not my smile FELL my stomach DROPPED to the floor#nah aint no way in hell i dont know if i prefer tianshan meeting one last time or not#but seeing as the part 2s quote is “no more goodbyes”.#. Fuck this for realllWHY DID I START TO READ THIS DAMN MANHUA OH MY GODDDDD#shit got real. deadass.#maybe ill manage to completely forget about this manhuas existence until the next chapter drops how about that I DONT WANT TO EXPERIENCE PA#N NO FURTHER#mo is already so apprehensive checking his phone and noticing he tians late ohhh fuck this#he will be a MESS fuck thissss this will be My LAST STRAWWW HELL NAAAAH
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in case you are in the mood to feel devastated here’s an alternate way of viewing charles’ response to edwin’s confession:
we know that charles kinda puts edwin on a pedestal- yes they are partners but there is a bit of a hierarchy between them. charles just looks up to and admires edwin in so many ways while constantly looking down on and being really hard on himself. he puts on his big happy persona because he thinks that people wouldn’t like him if they actually got to know him.
so when edwin confesses, it’s like a blow to him. he took his charming persona too far and went and tricked the most important person in the world into thinking he was worthy of love. and it’s worse because he does love edwin in that way, which is exactly why he can’t let him know that. charles still believes that he is like his dad, and he saw exactly what his parents’ relationship did to his mother.
he thinks that loving edwin in the way that he wants to would only cause more pain to this boy who has already been through far more than he deserves. so he blinks back his tears, attempts the same charming smile he’s used all these years, and dishes out the gentlest non-rejection in the history of forever
#i don’t really think this is what happened but my brain just loves to add an extra sprinkle of angst to everything#but honestly the more that i study that scene the more i think this is a possibility#at least to some extent#like specifically his facial reactions after edwin says he’s in love with him#he looks panicked and devastated#almost like it was something he thought about before and was afraid of it happening#and then he cracks his little joke to downplay it because he isn’t ready to accept that what’s really happening#because he already had to watch edwin get dragged away before he could step in to protect him and now this#his two worst nightmares became reality in hell#anyways i do think he’s just oblivious and will figure it out in season 2#but i just wanted to ramble#i do think a lot of the reason why he has to figure things out is because he’s afraid he’s a bad person#so it’s more him figuring out if he’s good enough to love edwin rather than if he actually does#okay i’m done yapping for now#dead boy detectives#payneland#charles rowland
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I have a simple fascination and joy in the thought that, for the Ghost King AU, most of the time Danny is literally so normal compared to other ghosts.
Like, he’s a kid. He looks like a kid. Going by canon appearances, he is the most human looking ghost we see (aside from Ellie). Even Plasmius is more inhuman, which is where all the vampire jokes come from. Every single one of this enemies is off even in a human disguise. They’re not human, and people don’t expect them to be.
So aside from the implications of Danny looking like a child ghost, I wonder what other characters would think if they summon the Ghost King, expecting this huge monstrosity worse than anything they’ve ever seen, and getting a totally normal human-looking kid.
I’d be terrified. Because if horror movies have taught us anything, it’s that the most innocent and normal looking people are the worst monsters you’ve ever seen.
Like, what is he hiding??
#danny phantom#pondhead rambles#just a thought#if I tried summoning the ghost king I’d be ready to face an eldritch god not a teenager#and let’s just imagine he’s doesn’t have a creepy form at all#literally just looks the same as canon all the time#if a kid showed up in place of a monster? hell no#I’m outta there#something is wrong and I’m not dealing with it#Danny doesn’t set off the uncanny valley feeling at all but because people THINK that the feeling should be there#the lack of it is making people’s nerves worse#no ‘oh shit we fucked up why is there a kid he can’t possibly be the ghost king’#more like ‘oh shit we fucked up what kind of ghost king looks like a human teen we are way out of our depths’#these thoughts come from me playing video games and immediately being on guard when a lone child is in a place they should not be#like I’m ready to fight monsters and bad guys#children? fuck that they’re obviously going to kill me in the worst way possible
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#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#girlhood#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#this is a girlblog#beauttiful girls#lana del ray aesthetic#lana is god#lana unreleased#elizabeth woolridge grant#i wanna kms#i wanna be perfect#whimsical#sparkle jump rope queen#ready to kms#ride#i am so tired#girl thoughts#hell is a teenage girl#pretty when you cry#the feminine urge#ultraviolence#i am just a girl#im just a girl#girl interrupted#female insanity#girl interrupted syndrome#girl interupted syndrome#insane girl
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whatever you say babygirl 🤩 !!!
#please note: all the fucking camera and mic bumps are his. not mine. ANYWAY AUSKJSKDKSKJSKSK#kyle gallner#videos#my posts#LOOOK AT HIIIIIIIMMMMMMM OH MY GOD. okay okay okay im good im normal#dude is getting fucking jacked for this new movie what the hell are we gonna do y’all#im not ready i never signed up for biceps/delts/traps like that. i thought i was safe
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A year was not so long after all. He prepared her for the day when he would leave. But when the moment came, he found himself less prepared than she. For the first time in his life, Spock thought about returning from a mission, wondered whether or not he would survive. She had no one else, and that was a disturbing thought.
Back on board the Enterprise, he opened his case to unpack his few belongings and found things not quite as he’d left them. Tucked in at the bottom under all the folded clothes, Saavik had hidden away her knife. Spock stood in the privacy of his cabin turning it in his hand, remembering every word of their good-bye.
Some small doodles based on the above passages :)
#my art#described#star trek: tos#the pandora principle#s'chn t'gai spock#s'chn t'gai saavik#spock#saavik#jim kirk#she left her knife with him and I’m supposed to be normal about that. okay#thing I’m also apparently supposed to be normal about: in those five years spock could’ve tossed the knife. he could’ve!! but he kept it!!!#he kept a weapon!! because it was Saavik’s!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ABOUT THIS OTHER THAN CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also I know it’s ooc for spock to be openly weeping like that but I thought it was funney so I did it anyway. although dang maybe I -#- should’ve considered him doing like. a garnet cry instead. waterfalls coming out of his eyes but he remains expressionless.#ough man that also would’ve been good#also it kills me that in the end spock was more worried about leaving than saavik. spent all that time preparing her but oh you didn’t -#- expect youd need to prepare yourself too didn’t ya huh????? huh???????? admit it. you’re a father spock#also like. did spock just say ‘hey I need to go away for a. year.’ and Jim was just like ‘okey dokey pal :3’ LIKE DID HE EVER WONDER#or maybe spock has just wracked up so many unused vacation days that Jim’s just thinking that’s what he’s doing. like ‘hell yea bud take -#- a nice long break. the ship’ll be here when you’re ready :)’ did Jim ever wonder if spock was doing like. kolinahr 2 or something#ANYWAY ANYWAY LOTTA TAGS FOR SOME SILLY DOODLES TAKE EM
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The way it basically confirmed for me that Bor'dors proudest moment is fooling them all and thats why he chose that moment with the pipe, he knew that they fell for it hook line and sinker. That smug asshole, i love him so much
#cr spoilers#critical role#bor'dor dog'son#bells hells#he was so proud of himself#just waiting for the moment#but i do have questions about his no hesitation aggreeing to murder ludinus#hes ready to stab anyone in the back and of course that would include ludinus#that moment felt really sincere#bor'dor would not hesitate to dropkick him into the sun if he could still get what he wanted (destruction)#i have many thoughts
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My brain, stirring all my interests around like peeps in a chili pot:
#sorry I just thought about wan shi tong and his extendable neck and my brain went HOOTY!#also I’m dying bc I still have not emotionally recovered from King’s Tide holy FUCK#and I know that since Thanks to Them is going to be so much WORSE I’m not ANYWHERE near ready for that shit#so my brain is rotating around in hyperfixation hell like a rotisserie pig currently#can’t engage with fandom bc I want to avoid any MORE spoilers#but I know I also have to watch it before the next ep drops so I can actually be caught up for a few days hueeeghhh#and briefly engage with fandom and fics and shit bc OHH MAN DO I WANT TO#also I unabashedly LOVE Hooty y’all#maybe it’s just bc Lilith and I are so similar but#he’s the funniest character in the show and so so sweet and loveable - theyre so mean to him and for what?#it’s hooty appreciation hours#atla#toh#peeps in the chili pot#hooty the owl#wan shi tong#avatar the last airbender#the library#the owl house#edits by me
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i know i’m not gonna be a teenage girl forever, i know things will change and i won’t always feel this way, but what if that’s also part of the problem? i can’t imagine myself in even a year, how am i meant to imagine myself in 5? or even 10 years? maybe i want to be a teenage girl forever. maybe i find comfort in the way i feel now, even if it’s just making my life experience worse.
#coquette girl#girlblogging#girlcore#i wanna kms#im going to kms#ready to kms#girblogger#girl things#girlblog#girlblog aesthetic#just girly posts#this is what makes us girls#girl blogger#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#girlhood#lizzy grant#girl core#girl rotting#just girls being girls#manic pixie dream girl#girlrotting#pinterest girl#girly tumblr#this is a girlblog#just girly thoughts#tumblr girls#just girly things#lolz#coquette
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paschal is very interesting morally bc yes he obviously cared about laurent and ended up saving the day but also. this cunt held onto that letter for god knows how long as laurent was being humilliated in a trial entirely rigged against him with the most likely result of a certain painful torture and death and he only revealed the truth when damen begged him to. for a doctor he sure has no goddamn idea where is spine is for like 99% of the series i love it i love him
#i'm sure he had to heal some of laurents uhhh injuries by the regent . at some point in life#and he also said nothing.#i understand his endangered position and his precaution but laurent was literally trying to khs when he gave himself up to the regent#he thought he was utterly alone in the world. and youre gonna tell me#that you were with this boy for 7 years. as he was being abused in literally every way possible. sexually emotionally probably physically#and you did JACKSHIT about it. i dont mean start a communist resolution i mean you did no attempt to comfort the poor thing#and THEN you were ready as hell to let some council hags execute him for something you have proof he is innocent of#out of what??? FEAR.#fascinating!!!!!#i love it when characters are actually interesting#paschal#captive prince#kings rising
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ummm goober time sketchy doodle time w/heartslabyul.......... adeuce + lil babby crushies...
i think adeuce would enter that "no homo but tbh a lil homo" era of bestieship and be in mega denial before they realize their own feelings
also not necessarily ship exactly, but like i could see adeuce havin lil tiny crushes on treycay when they first enter the school fjdkshg like caters vibe matches ace + trey is that responsible upperclassman lookin after the freshies and i think juice would admire him [he admires like most of the older students tho it's soooo cute]
and then same reasoning for deuce w/riddle... riddle being sweet to deuce w/ his math struggles in deuces dorm story my beloved... + ace has that one thing he says about riddle in his ghost bride event card story where he was like "yeah he looked so cool bursting into the room i wanna work hard and be cool like him" and tbh sounded like a boycrush in denial.
#twisted wonderland#twst#cereal tries to draw#i feel like itll be annoying if i tag this too much since it was very much loose sloppy doodles but what ever i just#HEARTSLABYUL#good enough. good enough#i think the wine is kicking in#which. i cant blame the sketches on the wine i did most of it before i started the drink lool#fuck idk maybe it's ships whatever theyre all high schoolers beeing silly lil weirdos#but i do have a lil hc of like#adeuce crushing on treycay and then catching treycay doin a smoochie in the kitchen fksdfh caught in 4k#and bein like well damn the dream is dead. i mean what dream who said that-#anyway whatever they can kiss each other or w/e#juice is givin ace a piggyback ride in that first one idk if you can even tell LOL sowwy everything i do is a MESS <3#i was gonna just not post these but i decided what the hell ever this is MY archive of images on tumblr dot com#anyway do u c my vision. idk if i even conveyed it well lol#idk what caters doing in that first thing i think hes just squishing aces cheeks and bullying him for fun#and treys just being encouraging and juice so badly wants to be seen as an honor student outhghh my baby#remember that one time in buddy clock town event#where delinquent guy was like u bitch ass honor student#and juice was like HONOR STUDENT??? CAN YOU SAY THAT AGAINPLZ 🥺#who was that guy anyway. he was like a local teen right? theyre kinda enemies to lovers pilled#sorry it think the wine is actually hitting me fr now#i mean i had those thoughts anyway im just rambling now#ok my bald gate group is ready bye
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this episode is the first time i have actually kind of hated the god debate. however, given the nature of the campaign and the themes it's exploring i see it as less like them "going in circles" or "trying to force drama" and more like a leftist infighting simulator. which is bolstered by the ruby vanguard showing what happens during alt-right infighting, which usually involves either spiraling into batshit conspiracy theory or a murder-suicide
#🍃#critical role#critrole#cr spoilers#tl;dr we have this thread every week comrade#though yeah again i feel for imogen and fearne being scared of becoming vessels and trying to divert the conversation#so it IS different compared to all the other times#that being said the fact they didn't bring this up is confusing as all hell and adds to me feeling more lost than offended#i thought we were past this and ready to make a plan but apparently we're still at:#'half the team refuses to do shit until they have every last ounce of information'#and AGAIN again#fair enough orym is pissed that he talked to two gods and both didn't tell him about what would happen to mortals#but they don't have all the time in the world to get that#MIGHT AS WELL PLUG YOUR NOSE AND DIVE IN
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Feeling normal again
#tl;dr its less about the shape itself and more about the response#theres a level of coolness associated with the response#most people dont ever have an answer ready to go. most never thought of it before so theyll have to think it through.#if they think ur weird for asking and/or dismiss you entirely their vibes likely arent so good#many people will stop and think for a bit. and will likely give a reason WHY they picked theirs#if thats the case their vibes are p normal and youve now opened up a conversation starter congrats#possibly broke up some awkward tension by asking something so obscure and out of left field#then you have the people who had their answers READY TO GO. most of the time these people are cool as hell.#passing the vibe check with flying colors because you just gave them a reason to explain why trapezoids are underrated#or infodump abt a shape uve never heard of#OR you'll get the occasional 'what do you have a favorite shape' incredulous ask#and then you can quickly drop your own favorite shape (parallelograms my beloved)#which opens up the hidden SECOND VIBE CHECK#if they react positively to you having a shape ready to go their vibes are likely good#if they immediately think ur weird for having a favorite shape ready to go their vibes are probably not so good#its full-proof /hj#socializing is a science and i aint in STEM for nothing#<- totally neurotypical haha whaaaat im normal mhm totally normal#this is normal people things to think about
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i think human nature/family of blood is a really good two parter in how it manages to show how full of shit ten is 🫶
#look . i LOVE ten . esp whatevers going on w him in s3 he's horrible and i like that#but just !! martha :(#its so incredibly unfair to martha he doesnt unleash his wrath on the Family he chooses to hide instead and okay yeah fair#and sure u can say the tardis chose the setting and time period for them to hide in but like#did that not filter in to his calculations he went through all that turned himself human put his friendship with martha to the test in#the worst way possible. knowing she wouldn't let herself leave him even if he was Abhorrent towards her (and he was) because#of her duty to the universe and beyond and whatever . to blend in and keep the Family off their tails#and she's put in a demeaning position and degraded and even he doesn't seem to care much for her but she still hangs on#and then in the end its like its all for naught. all that pain and suffering martha went through being the only one w her wits about her#he had the capacity to deal w the threat the whole time he had the ability to dole out a horrible punishment he could definitely#have dealt with them a different way than that too .#and instead in his quest to be the bigger person he ends up putting martha through the horrors and then#does the same with the Family anyway ! i dont think he can ever tell her how harshly he dealt with them#surely this isnt an original thought im just thinking Way too much about blue moon by niki#he Does care more about being good than being good to her specifically !! and its so upsetting theyre so volatile i miss them#its more complicated than that sure but at the same time. it sort of isnt .#anyway martha jones my love my life u deserved at least a billion apologies alongside the thanks like god . whats wrong w him#oh and also he wants to move on without properly talking about it . act as if it never happened#like girl be fucking considerate for ONCE she just went through a personal hell for you !!! how insanely lonely she must of been#i dont believe martha ever let him just brush past it w no acknowledgement like yes i think she definitely didnt want to discuss the#accidental confession but i Do think she would sit him down to finally get him to Accept he cant just take her wherever in the past#if he's not ready to look out for her . its a vital conversation i think they need to have otherwise martha would just walk out there#not even love could make her stay through that its been established already she has the strength to try walk away#and also to try and but through his bullshit and demand answers . and here more than ever she deserves his acknowledgement and he Knows it
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i want a boy to fix me, being someone's favourite person would heal me
#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#girlhood#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#this is a girlblog#beauttiful girls#lana del ray aesthetic#lana is god#lana unreleased#fix me please#bpd#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#send help#girl hysteria#hell is a teenage girl#i am so tired#im just a girl#girl interrupted#female insanity#ready to kms#i wanna kms#im going to kms#kms
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I don't know guys, my face has been breaking out, I want round hips, and all of my drugs have been taken, and I don't know any dealers, but don't forget I also want to kms soooooooooo, but at least I'm skinni.
#female hysteria#manic pixie dream girl#this is what makes us girls#female rage#hell is a teenage girl#girl interupted syndrome#lizzy grant aka lana del rey#female manipulator#im just a girl#just girly thoughts#i need a lobotomy#im going insane#i miss old tumblr#im going crazy#i want to be normal#ed but not ed sheeran#i’m tired#i’m trying#ready to kms#girl interrupted#i hate everything#i wanna kms#ana y mia#vent poem#i’m going crazy#i’m gonna cry#light as a feather#i hate it here#girl interrupted syndrome#tw skipping meals
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