#thought i had it under control

[shannaraisles]

Update on my situation:

I am urgently in need of the last of my rent money for June - this is due on Monday 24th June 2024, and the amount I need is £200.

I have applied for benefits, but have been told that the earliest I can expect a payment is in five weeks' time (all hail the dystopian governement, etc, etc). I have had more interviews, I have another two this week, and I am hoping against hope that someone will employ me soon, but for now, I am back to panicking.

I have commissions open, and I would very much appreciate any help anyone can put my way.

Ko-fi

Paypal

Please help if you can - commission me if you can and want to - reblog this as far and as wide as you are able to. I know times are hard, and it sucks having to ask for help from people who I know are struggling as well.

If you would like not to see this post, please blacklist the tag #niamh needs help

Thank you for reading, if nothing else.

[kittykatninja321]

Jason Todd 🤝 Sasuke Uchiha: I am traumatized and angry at the state of injustice in the world so obviously the solution is a hostile takeover of my home town. If I can Control Everything the bad things won’t happen anymore. This is a normal thought to have and attempt to execute

[erggggggggg]

just as i suspected i hated today

[covertleathers]

it's a fucking myth that testosterone causes you to cry less. you know how i know? i just accidentally opened my mom's text thread in my phone and now i can't stop fucking crying

[viridian-house]

remembering the time I asked my ex to please make some distance between himself & my bestie because of remarks he'd made to me about her body and his response was to get home, sit on the sofa and fold his hands, and look at me and say "since you're thinking I'm cheating on you, I can only assume this means you're projecting your own guilt onto me and you're the one cheating. I'd like to look through your phone now."

and guess who ended up being the one cheating 🥲

[the-weeping-dawn]

I suppose even just remembering how very close tav* and everyone around them were to being true soul cultists no different than any of the others, on it's own is something that I can't help but get curious about which extends into Marcus -- fittingly opening act two with a fallen hero of a sort.

*durge in their own cataogry tbh

[pennieheart]

I have so much love to give!💛☀️

But can I have some in return?

[erosastro]

WHY am I struggling so much with negative thoughts, fears and anxiety recently like wtf is happening man 😭

[ivi-prism]

*shaking under a rug*

what- what do you mean dentist? appoiment?

yeah I know is for my health but 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[spockvarietyhour]

Goodnight tumblr

[rapierdagger]

for all that he can be a bit of a pain sometimes (picky eating, pulling on leash, barking at random things or people), every morning I get to wake up and see Rana also wake up from where he’s sleeping, at the end of the bed or directly in front of the bedroom door, and he wags his tail and looks at me with those sweet eyes and it’s the best thing in the world. it’s only been a week and I love him already, I can’t believe I’m lucky enough to have him.

[chemicalico]

i must remember that literally every time i start thinking “everyone hates me and i need to die” that is without fail 100% ALWAYS pmdd talking

[pyechmushy]

Hyperfixation so bad I spent two hours on tumblr looking at any post about it while listening to the character's playlist because I got so excited thinking about that I physically couldn't take it

[gyrabanias]

I almost made a full week without having to throw up and now it's all ruined but I want the fucking award anyway

[quillheel]

─  romantic gestures.   bold what applies to your muse , italicize if there's potential / it depends.

holding hands · buying flowers · cooking · cuddles · writing a poem / song · holding door open · tying shoe laces · sharing a milkshake with two straws · offering their jacket when it's cold · kissing in the rain · publicly confessing love · long walks at the beach · doing the titanic pose on a boat · taking cute pictures in a photo booth · sharing a taxi / uber · kissing the back of their hand · slow dancing · getting tickets of their favorite artist / sports team / other · introducing them to your parents · lighting candles · flower petals on bed · love letters · star gazing · brushing / doing their hair · picnics · teaching them to play an instrument / sport while gently guiding their hands · compliments · late night drives · taking selfies together · drawing them · self-made gifts · massages · proposing with a family heirloom ring · lending them your favorite book to read · paying for dinner / coffee · mixtapes / playlists · surprise birthday parties · feeding them · handing them keys to your apartment · making space in drawer for their clothes when they stay over · sharing a blanket · couple costumes · tucking a hair strand behind their ear · running after them at the airport / keeping them from leaving · moving cities to be together · blowing a kiss · breakfast in bed · defending them in a fight (verbally / physically) · joint bubble baths · dropping the L-bomb ("i love you") · dedicating a song at the karaoke bar to them · wearing their clothes · yawning before putting an arm around them while watching a movie · granting them the last bite (from meal)

tagged by: stolen from @infog <3 I legally HAD to tagging: @tenebriism @braveryhearted @autonomousxselves @fantomevoleur @musesofthesun @pluviacuratio @tendercoded / @manebloom / @lncanting @cozyfarms @deiscension @shadowedresolve @sakuaxe @lovlorne @leuvspell @adoranoia and you!!!! ( multi's, decide as you please! )