#though I'm not done for this year
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Aaargh...I have so many thoughts about this scene.#This is a hard goodbye. I'm not your burden to bear. Not anymore.#This is the culmination of years of miscommunication. There was so much love there. They trusted each other with everything once.#I think it is easy to hear the anger in JC's voice and consider him the aggressor in this but listen to the words not the tone.#It is anger yes - but it is an anger born out of love.#Jiang Cheng wanted him to live - damn the rest of the world to hell if that's what it took. And Wei Wuxian chose strangers over him.#Sometimes two people who once flourished together become each other's worst wounds.#A goodbye to someone you once would have done anything for is a wound you don't easily recover from.#Jiang Cheng could have stood at Wei Wuxian's side and joined him. Consider though; as a sect leader his life is not his own anymore.#JC cannot just abandon the fledgling New Yunmeng Jiang without also dooming people.#And that is the lynch pin of it all. Both of them are trapped by duty. And the older they got the more tangled the web became.#The song I linked (Hi Epic fans) is such a good JC and WWX song that doesn't fit this scene exactly#But it does fit *them*. The words of warning that go dismissed. The Tactical Genius who continues to press on.#The seeds of doubt that grow louder until they creep towards mutiny. Ultimatly this *is* a mutiny! It *is* betrayal!#'You rely on wit and people die by it'. Is that not Wei Wuxian?#Just smashing my brainworms together over here. Don't mind me.
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if you try to buy shoes or a belt these days the product description on the website will be like "a new Premium Vegan Leather made from recycled water bottles and discarded apple skins from the apple juice industry!!!" well i would like it to be made out of discarded cow skins from the cow industry. is that an option.
#sorry for being a real leather snob but it will happen again#i try to minimise the amount of meat i eat mainly for environmental reasons#but we're never gonna get to a 100% animal product free society and i don't think we should try to!#and replacing animal derived products with Yet More Plastic is an option that's pretty counter to my goals anyway.#i will take the dead cow shoes and wear them for ten+ years thank you#modern leather manufacturing means they probably won't biodegrade all THAT gracefully when i'm done with them#still better than polyurethane though.
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Our father who art in genzen
#genzen#zengen#genya shinazugawa#zenitsu agatsuma#genya x zenitsu#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#god. they make me ill they make me sick they make me nauseous#zen is always a trans girl in all of my art btw it's just a matter of if she's out or not#poor girl doesn't realize it till college...... ganbare zenko chan.......#man I love genzen so much. they make my heart melt#truly above all else they're just a couple of rowdy kids who love tussling and getting on each others nerves#genya watches so many YouTube shorts and zen HATES it. SHE HATES IT!!!!!! (she loves it. she will never admit how much she loves it.)#I had lotsa fun drawing these :3#the subway Genya is like. At least two years old that ine has been in my folders for a hot minute LMFAOOO#I just drew this page today though it's probably the fastest I've done a lil doodle page like this esp with flat colors#I'm very bad at coloring it's so hard for me to pick colors that go well together 🚬#but I do it for genzen....... everything I do I do for genzen........#man. its not often that I like my own art but god. the over the shoulder one makes me feel so soft and happy#they really love each other#calling him an asshole with the biggest shit eating grin on her face. you can practically hear the laughter coming from the screen
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little Tula sculpture because this season immediately put me in a chokehold in the best way possible <3
#N posts stuff#dimension 20#d20#burrow's end#tula#d20: stupendous stoats#air dry clay#sculpture#dimension 20 fanart#from the front she is giving The Sniler but it's cute lol i'm very happy with how she turned out#truly i have not done a sculpture in years; i bought this clay on impulse one week before the first episode aired#perhaps some kind of vision led us there<3#now i'm kind of tempted to make a little jaysohn and lila though lmao
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I will never recover from the knowledge that thymoma generally has a very high survival rate, and in most cases that it becomes fatal, the patient has unknowingly lived with the cancer for years. There's a chance that Wilson was sick for half the series and didn't even know it.
#I'm just imagining House looking back at the last few years in horror thinking about the possibility that Wilson had been sick all along#I can see it leading to him feeling like all of their memories are tainted#House definitely blames himself as well even though it was never in his control#I can't imagine how much his already extreme self-hatred was amplified#And he probably looked back at all the mistakes he made and all the fights they had and realizing that -#- while they were having all these fights that now seem so trivial that Wilson was probably sick#They wasted all that time unknowingly with Wilsons cancer slowly progressing as they argued and fought#It makes me want to cry#I'm not a doctor and I know this obviously isn't always the case but from what research I've done this seems the be the standard mostly#house md#house#greg house#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#wilson#housemd#favs#favourites
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Here's my piece for the Counter-Pale Resistance zine! The song used is "Von" from the anime "Terror in Resonance" though the original song is sadly not on youtube. The covers of the song on youtube are still very good if you'd like to listen to them.
Please consider checking the project out; everyone worked really hard on it. And a hearty thank you to @de-fanzine-cpr-pale for organizing everything. The zine looks amazing!!
#art#disco elysium#pale_ fanzine 25#zines#harry du bois#disco elysium spoilers#insulindian phasmid#digital art#ok those are the organizational tags done#in this i wanted to express the hope inherent in disco elysium while also maintaining the despair of the past present and future.#harry knowing he can do something because of shivers but not knowing what to do. being overwhelmed#the world is so big. and it will end in 22 years. harry's life is already so big on its own#but he is pressed taut against the world-tape. he is made of the world#he cannot turn away from it just like he cannot turn away from himself#it's terrifying. it's desperate. it's the only hope left#the phasmid gave me such a feeling of awe + hope in a world headed towards destruction. it's not over yet. something beautiful has happened#something beautiful will happen#where things grow; where things are able to grow: there is hope.#terror in resonance touches on these themes as well; i also recommend watching it if you can find it#ok ok i won't go on anymore people can look at the symbols and speculate if they like. kim is there though. and also behind the camera#trapped behind his (camera's) eyes...#thank you for reading!! this was a wonderful project to contribute to and i'm grateful i got the opportunity!!#it took so long to make this not look christmas-y lol. red + green with snow really has that connotation
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#alan wake#alan wake 2#alan wake remastered#gamingedit#alanwakeedit#mk.op#mk.gifs#mk.edit#i'm sure somebody's made something like this before#damn if this isn't a mood though#best and worst thing i've done is create a spreadsheet of my word count#i did it back in 2021/2022 i think?#gave up on 2023#started again this year#have tons of WIPs but nothing to show for it#writing
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It's been a year, so here's the wrap up!
I actually haven't posted a lot of this art- or other art that I've made this year haha. Took a major break from going online and even Sonic as a whole for a few months even.
I feel like I haven't changed my style that much, but I did change a bit. I don't color the whites of eyes anymore, I figured out how to make things glow, and I sometimes color my lines too!
#I've done a lot of things behind the scenes this year#I wrote a Road Trip story which is what the July art is about (I'm not posting it any time soon because I got changes I want to-#-make and I think I may need a beta reader from someone who actually knows a thing or two about writing a story...)#I have a mountain of Undertale art too lmao- even a somewhat plot and headcanons! (of course there are headcanons)#I have so many sketches of Road Trip that I still need to color and clean... like it's more sketches than I have actually posted of the au!#But overall- this year has been fun for me to draw! Haven't had a lot of time though because of work and school :(
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So the wildest thing happened where @mactheactor decided to dub over (if that's even the correct terminology) the Chaos Sonic animation I made!!!!
I'm still in utter awe about this like, hands down the coolest thing ever I've been thinking about this non-stop. Hope y'all enjoy it as much as I do!!
#starrway art#sonic prime#chaos sonic#okay now that the nice text for the post is done AHHHHHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#I've been screaming about this for the last 24 hours and the shock of it has worn down just enough for me to post this#NEVER WOULD HAVE GUESSED THIS WOULD HAPPEN IN A MILLION YEARS????#Sonic Prime is what got me on this long hyperfixation in the first place and I've met so many cool people in the fandom#and generally having a blast making art and it's been such a great time#so to then have Deven Mack come in and think that my stuff is awesome is such an insanely cool thing#it means a whole lot is what I'm trying to say haha#I do have to like microdose on this video because it makes me so incredibly happy that I get very overwhelmed by it#In a very good way though it makes me want to run laps outside#thanks to everyone I've met/interacted with so far being some of kindest people y'all are awesome#idk if this post is even like coherent I've been writing it in my mind for the past day because I have no idea how to even go about this#ok good night hehehe
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rlly silly doodles based off of a post the hc goat @tegr1dy made about stan and kyle adult braces that had me laying awake at night 😭😭😭
#tegri1dy i love ur blog- you REALLY get style <3 <3#...i imagine that at first kyle is devastated but stan convinces him it'll be fine and they can just dress like hipsters and it'll be cool#then like two years in stan is so done with it but kyle is deep in denial at that point#been reading a lot of sekrit fics lately and the way she writes them as like these losers who spend their whole lives together but just..#kind of awkwardly avoid dating for seemingly no reason even though they're in love?? fascinates me.... i don't know if that was a good desc#btw lol i think i'm gonna try posting a little bit more casually because there's some stuff i wanna try clearing out of my drafts#south park#sp style#love yall lol have a great dayy
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#paldean wooper#alright here we go. the beginning of the end of gen 9#it's the paldean forms‚ retrofit evos#and then we're into the paradox pokémon. which is the end of the line for this blog#ssooooo pretty soon i'm gonna need to start thinking about what to do with this blog once we're done with the pokédex‚ it seems like#never thought this day would come‚ somehow‚ even though i haven't even been running this blog for very long‚ it feels like#it's become part of my daily routine‚ queueing these posts up every morning#i've been doing it for quite a while now that i think about it. i remember queueing up a bunch in advance for my trip to california#which was a whole year ago at this point. damn#time‚ uh. flies?#anyway if you have any semi-last-minute ideas as to what you'd like to see on this blog moving forward#do let me know. by the time this posts i think the queue will already be well into the paradox 'mons#so i'll be thinkin about it by then
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boyz
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#blood tw#myedits#mb#red#teeth#i'm not explaining the bite marks#y'all can draw your own conclusions on that#n e way#happy monster boyz month!!#apologies for the lack of mb posts sdkjfh#i'd like to think i've made up for it the rest of the year though#kinda went crazy w mb stuff this year#& i'm not done!!#i have a ton of ideas!!! i just gotta find the time for it all#i'm also thinkin i might make a character page for the mbzAU with some of the character stats & things#maybe some story info idk#& i'm proooobably gonna remake the mb playlist too since the old one doesn't fit the like. vibes. of the AU#we'll see
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green knight screenshot redraw hehe. I don't want to talk about how many hours I spent making imperceptible expression tweaks trying to capture Dev Patel's big scared wet eyes.
#WE ARE SO BACK BABY#god I feel so much better after finishing this I have been blocked FOR OVER A YEAR I thought I was gonna turn to concrete in my sleep#I have a VERY specific scene in mind that goes with this one.#Meri has Done Something Awful right before this<3#only some of that is her blood#anyway. now that this is done I can finally study for my TWO EXAMS on wednesday.#I'm so cooked but I am literally too burnt out to care at this juncture.#feeling better now though. sometimes you just need to torture your ocs in order to get your motivation back ig#quarter ends on the 28th and I have a couple pieces I'm hoping to do over break!#also I think maybe Dev Patel is the most beautiful man who has ever been born.#I need him. Idk what I need him for but I need him.#my art#nerevarine: meri#meralexia#nerevarine#tes oc
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officially been on t for a whole year today :)

#personal#pic is unrelated. i see that grafitti on my way to work :)#literally crazy though. one year!!!! one year....#wish i had done it sooner. but i'm so glad to be on the journey now#working on a personal comic expanding on these feelings#so stay tuned for that... at some point lol
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#project: eden's garden#project eden's garden#p:eg#project: eden's garden chapter 1#project eden's garden chapter 1#p:eg chapter 1#wolfgang akire#project: eden's garden wolfgang#project eden's garden wolfgang#p:eg wolfgang#project: eden's garden memes#project eden's garden memes#p:eg memes#project: eden's garden chapter 1 spoilers#project eden's garden chapter 1 spoilers#p:eg spoilers#p:eg chapter 1 spoilers#my stuff#i hope this hasn't been done before#anyway#chapter 1 huh#i didn't really like wolfgang#but he was interesting#hope he'll be an important post-mortem character#his blackmail does seem like an unfired chekhov's gun so i'm hopeful#he would have made for a great subversion of the usual danganronpa rival though#with all his morals and with how much the group trusted him#really feels like another angie#still looking forward to chapter 3 though#guess i'll see y'all in 10 years :')
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alright, friends, it's time for a lil heart-to-heart.
for quite a while now, i've struggled with feeling like the rpc is an actual community. there's a few things that contribute to this feeling, but it mostly comes down to a lack of interaction and visible interest. sometimes i feel very one-sided in my interest and attachment to my mutuals bc when i see their ooc posts or headcanons, i like them or comment, yet this isn't reciprocated by everyone. i can usually guess who i'm about to see in my notifications, and to be absolutely clear, i'm very grateful for those people!! it's a handful or two of you, but it could be just one and i'd be grateful. it's not about numbers whatsoever but rather growing uncomfortable that not all of my mutuals are all that interested in my character or me.
i write on here to share the excitement of creating with other people. i write on here to create together, too, but i'm also here to share characters and ideas and lore with people i know are happy to hear me ramble. i'm just getting to the point in which i'm questioning how many of you are actually happy to listen, and that's just not a good feeling at all. i'm not a mind reader, y'all. if you don't tell or show me that you care about the things i talk about or even about interacting, there's no way for me to know. eventually, i'm going to question why you're following me if i never see or hear from you, and eventually, i'm going to softblock and move on. that's the only way forward i see right now because i just do not feel comfortable on my own blog. i feel like i'm retreating into this quiet bubble to avoid discomfort, and it really sucks. it's killing my muse.
i'm not perfect. none of us are, and we can't be online at all times to catch every little post. but if we're a community, then we should be supporting each other when we can and liking headcanons, liking/commenting on those lil ooc posts that remind us our writing partners are humans with lives outside this site, reblogging their promo posts, sending in that meme they've reblogged even if we're nervous to reach out first -- if we're a roleplaying community, then we need to act like it. " community " implies connection, and a connection doesn't really begin when you follow each other. it begins when you reach out, even if it's in some small way.
tldr: i think we can all do better to support our mutuals and to connect, and i'm going to softblock people rather than continue to feel unsure where i stand with my mutuals. i won't start until sometime next week, and i won't make one of those " like this to remain mutuals " posts. they're not helpful to me, if i'm honest. if you're worried, just reach out. i'm literally a 4'9'' gremlin who sleeps with a m.unchlax plushie -- i promise i'm not scary despite this post uvu
#if i reread this one more time my head will explode asdfg so i'm done and hitting post#i need to stress though i'm very thankful for the people i have connected with in small and big ways <3 it means a lot to me#but i've been told bottling things up isn't a great idea so it's time i was just honest#also i’ve felt like this for a long time#so it’s not the time of year bc i know everyone gets busy during the holidays#i’m just feeling frustrated and tired bc in some instances my efforts do feel one-sided and this hobby is supposed to be an escape#rn it’s not such a great escape for me. i’m trying to be honest so that can change#i’m trying overall to reshape this blog a little in how i run it bc i want us all to have fun and feel seen#that means creating boundaries and being honest and trying new methods so that i don’t get overwhelmed and can actually write and chat#with everyone that i’d like to write and chat with uvu#alright……. i think that’s it after i’ve rambled in the tags asfhjk#i’ll queue this and a bunch of other stuff later when i’ve got time#for now i gotta finish getting ready for work — pls have a lovely day everyone!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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