#those are milestones i guess
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persicipen-archive · 25 days ago
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so… i think of moving blogs (you dummy, you had this one for barely four months) because i feel bad about not being able to use this url to like posts, send asks, or follow people. but i won’t delete this one! no worries! ✨ i think i’ll treat it as an archive — to reblog only my future works without the casual yapping 🌸
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5-htagonist · 17 days ago
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i read the hunger games books multiple times over as a kid, and i didnt like katniss' ending at first, bc my hyperlexic ass could read the words long before i could REALLY Comprehend the concepts, but as soon as i got a firm understanding of aromanticism and trauma and and etcetc... i like it a lot now
#^bro had the most subtleeeee learning delay !!!!#it kind of disturbs me because like. i just. didnt have a teacher that really helped me UNDERSTAND stuff like themes? i was shy#and i was REALLY good at guessing on questions like theme and mood based on what the teacher said#but i didnt. GET them i usually got half points or missed those questions or wasnt detailed enough#same thing with character motivation#unless i was intimately familiar with the story#and even then stuff like hs and su and mp100... it took multiple times over and also participation in fan discussion to Get what was happen#idk what happened or why it clicked#it was like. slowly thru junior year and into senior i had 2 great teachers in a row#the texts we read were interesting and were about things i could identify as giving a shit about from a fairly surface level#i dont know what made it click..#which is what makes me think its hyperlexia#it was really like an epiphany? or a set of epiphanies#but i could read a LOT of words really fucking fast#i was reading on my own when i was 4#which apparently isnt normal#and they said i read at a 7th grade level when i was in 3rd grade#and by the time i was in 7th grade i was reading at a college level#which! at my school was pretty much just based on knowing vocab!!!!#and damn did i know vocab. i just couldnt.. see.. the bigger picture....... Um. *gulps in missed autism diagnosis*#just connected that thats a manifestation of focusing on the details..#but yeah its weird#i was always pretty sure i didnt have any major developmental delays#just trouble communicating and socializing etcetc sensory issues whatever#im p sure i hit all my milestones on time or early as a bebe#except that... also i was (am...) a wanderer. i got the cops called on me by my family cause i wandered to a neighbors house (there were#kids a little older than me there and i had an older neighbor friend from another house so i thought it was chill. plus they had video game#and i lived w old people so i didnt get any games until i was 7 (dsi))#im pretty sure they wouldnt have called the cops if it was a white family -_- they would refer to them as Them Patels -_-#but regardless i was pulling the irish goodbye before i shouldve LOL
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girlboss-enthusiast · 1 year ago
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It's not that I think sex, partying, and employment are requirements for maturity. Some people aren't into or can't do those things. But you gotta leave your bubble to gain life experience. You can't learn it second-hand. Mistakes need to be made; you need to have new experiences to grow. And if you can't leave your bubble right now, then at least keep it in mind when you're forming your opinions and passing judgment on others.
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nerdyqueerr · 2 months ago
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Developing a new intricate set of solstice rituals it goes like this
- jack off for like an hour
- pour one (splash of 40 Creek bc you have no wine) out for dionysus in the parking lot behind apartment
- big cup of tea while looking outside and going yep it's dark as fuck out there. but not for long
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insanechayne · 3 months ago
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#today I am sad about something that I know objectively is dumb#my 30th birthday is next week and the party will be next Saturday and I’m having a dinner at a nice restaurant in town#I wasn’t supposed to make it to 30 and never thought I would but now somehow I have and so this birthday is like…#a really huge deal to me you know#and I always wanted to be able to have a big party to celebrate this specific occasion and in my head I pictured all my friends/family there#I figured this would be one of the biggest parties I’d ever get to throw because to me this is the biggest milestone I’ve gotten to so far#but out of all the people I’ve invited the most that will probably reasonably show is about 10#and even that’s a bit iffy because tbh I’m pretty sure my bestie will flake on me like he always does#and if he doesn’t show up that might just end the friendship but that’s another matter entirely#also iffy because I haven’t gotten a lot of responses still even though I made the event and sent invites two weeks ago#I just… thought I had more friends than that if that makes sense#like I had bigger parties with more people attending in high school and I barely had any friends then#I’ve thrown low key Halloween parties in my mom’s apartment that had more people show up#now I’m at the most important moment of my life (so far) and I’ll barely have anyone with me#lately it just feels like less and less people care about me for real despite how many I know around work or how many are on my Facebook#it feels like my world keeps shrinking and I really don’t want that because it’s been small enough as it is#I just feel like I’m never really going to find my place or have big groups of friends like everyone else#I’m never going to have a group of friends or people I can rely on to spend time with me when needed#as it is planning things gets harder the older we get anyway just due to needing to tend to adult life#guess I still just want what everyone else has and I don’t know why I can’t have those things#and I know it’s stupid and selfish and whiny but I really want to cry because I’m so depressed that I have barely anyone in my life at all#barely anyone to celebrate something so important to me and so few who even seem to care at all either#I’m grateful for everyone I do have honestly#but that doesn’t offset this weird pain in my chest over this whole situation#maybe I should just curl up and cry until this all passes and I can go back to pretending it doesn’t matter#personal
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ilumel · 5 months ago
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kinda personal but i pretty much entirely stopped drawing for a few years because i was recovering from a really awful relationship and i couldn’t find joy in my art anymore. but after making kaja in april i started drawing again, and started actually finishing drawings, and over the past months i’ve drawn more and more and tried so many new things.
the fact that i’m feeling ambitious enough to start drawing backgrounds again…whew. i stopped trying new things with my art and stopped drawing for months at a time and now i have finally taken art back for myself and it feels like such a huge victory. i’m really happy. thank you all for your encouragement and your kindness in the tags on my work, it’s been so so wonderful to share art again <33
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clowningaroundmars · 7 months ago
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just enrolled in my job's 401k, opened a brokerage acct and will invest in an IRA soon after that account is all set 😌
#adultthings #adulting #adultlife #allgrownup #ifuckinghatecapitalismbutihavetodothisagainstmywill #midlifecrisis #girlboss #financeguru
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frnkiebby · 9 months ago
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Just disappointing to follow your blog and see negativity on it. Makes me sad.
okay so is this about the p!atd anon or the flyleaf anon? bc i’m fairly certain those are like the only two negativity-esque things on my blog to date.
if not then i’m gonna need you to spell it out for me as if i actually were dumb~🎃
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rustinged · 1 year ago
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i was part of a discussion lately about success and how one should never falter from their road to success when faced with failure, they should always find a way to bounce back. And the whole time, I understood the sentiment they were going for. it’s meant to inspire and it did but there’s a part of me that doesn’t like it. sometimes failing is a sign to stop, that whatever you’re striving towards actually isn’t for you. sometimes it’s not. It would be about what perspective you take. But I don’t think I like this steadfast idea of “success” and “failure.” I don’t believe success looks the same for everyone and I think always, always, always striving for some goal, always pushing yourself, never stopping to smell the roses kinda life is missing the point of what it means to be human
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lesbianjonimitchell · 1 year ago
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re that post i think the reason why i have so many friends that are 20-40+ years older than me is because my life experiences don't align with those of my peers anyway. i have nothing in common with people my age that is to do with age, so, like, it doesn't matter. and i usually get along better with people that are older because they're less hung up on age and don't expect me to have certain experiences or be a certain way based on age
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the-valiant-valkyrie · 2 years ago
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ayooo wordcount cheeeck 😜😝😝
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baejax-the-great · 4 months ago
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Why is Tumblr doing this to me
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somefrecklyginger · 14 days ago
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It's my 15 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
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deviousdevilx · 8 months ago
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huh the actor playing Louis, Jacob Anderson, is only five months older than me.
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ourladyofserows · 1 year ago
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Tumblr just gave me a notification that this reached 5 reblogs.
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they're like angels
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ladyelainehilfur · 9 months ago
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ATEEZ selling less is okay because apparently sales in the industry REALLY peaked last year. I think the highest sale was 6-7 million albums for one group? That was bonkers. Also, I think some fans are boycotting for various political and environmental reasons. I'm not worried about ATEEZ, I'm just curious to see the industry shift this way and what it'll be like when BTS come back and other big groups start going into the military.
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