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Ok so imma slap tw/cw on this cause I’m JUST NOW REMEMBERING death is an issue for ppl. Lemme know if I missed a tag
Also the update is mad messy. Well, it’s a messy situation. At some point I forgot.what was staying what was going
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#cw death#cw mentions of death#tw death#cw sibling death#is that fine?#a lil tough cause I’m giving myself embarrassment rn#this update feels embarrassing#mmmmmm posting as fast as I can#Donnie#Draxum#Cassandra#Kendra#Leo#April#Mikey#ANYONE ELSE????#FUCK#coko doodles#rottmnt#tmnt#tmnt iteration#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#drawing#doodle#sketch#teenage mutant ninja turtles#COMIC
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laughing at his instagram q&a isn’t enough i need to FUCK oliver stark
#sorry. just being honest I WANT HIM#IT MAKES ME EMBARRASSED BUT I WANT HIM SO BAD IT MAKES ME LOOK STUPID#update: ok why did you guys give this numbers i feel perceived#kith.txt#911
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On a scale of Chang Geng to Luo Binghe, how well does your teenage protagonist cope with the realization that he has a massive thing for the guy that's basically raising him?
#15 year old Chang Geng losing his mind fuming alone in his room listening to steampunk wuxia linkin park#while 15 year old Binghe is in the next room over cheerfully updating his teacher crush blog#like yeah teen Binghe is the amount of embarrassed and shy about his feelings that you'd expect from any crush#and he absolutely does have SO many self-hatred issues#especially post demon reveal and abyss-kicking when he's older#but the whole teacher-student/age gap aspect is the one thing about his relationship with sqq that never seems to be a problem for Binghe#meanwhile I just finished spl volume 1#and at this point I'm pretty sure Chang Geng would sooner kill himself and/or whoever he was talking to#before he'd admit that he has a thing for his godfather#which like. yeah man. I probably wouldn't admit that either lmao#but damn is that poor kid going through it#spl#sha po lang#stars of chaos#chang geng#svsss#luo binghe#the scum villain's self-saving system#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong#andie reads spl#ID in alt text
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art credit @/linkeduniverse
the way Wars moves in anticipation of being partnered with Twi 😭
#I feel so bad for him I'd be so embarrassed skshsksvksbsksjs#like Time why didn't you just TELL Wars 'thank you for your suggestion but I have a different idea in mind'#instead he pulled the rug out from underneath ALL of us lol#lu warriors#lu update spoilers#lu#linked universe
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remember when we had 7 words total of voiced lucanis dialogue. i was there gandalf
#i can remember the words too it took me a minute but theyre in there. you hate to see it#remember when i was like ‘super embarrassing if after all this i don’t even like him’?#well at least THAT didnt happen#apologies if i havent respond to any messages today feeling slightly zapped#going to go eat and then sleep i think. that’s the end of this thrilling harker update
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i think i've gotten softer over the last few months and idk in a way i think i'm a bit embarrassed over it lmao well it's not that i've GOTTEN softer i've just been thinking more about what i'm actually into and what i am not into.......
#like for a very very long time i thought i was into choking#as in like being choked for an example#but now i'm like mmmmmmm#you know whatt#maybe not#hahgdghsadhgasgdhgas#obviously i don't have anything against it i just think i pressured myself into liking things just bc others were and are into them#i'm having some kind of an awakeningdhgashgdghasdghas#so stupid#i have thought abt updating my rules again too#i just might redo the whole post#i don't think i can do Rough#and yeah idk it does feel embarrassing to say thathvdsahgdghasghdas#AND AGAIN IT'S NOT LIKE I'M HATING ON IT???? I AM CHEERING EVERYBODY WHO LIKES THAT ON I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE HAVING FUN#and yet it still feels like i'm gonna get beheaded for sayingthisashvdghsadjashdghas#look there are clearly a few screws loose in my head i can see that#i need to work on that..#it's okay.. to.. not be into everything... it.. is not.. a bad... thing#😭😭😭😭😭#mayor of loserville
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Mini Health/life update!:
Just wanted to drop a lil update cause I’ve been mega mia! At the end of September/start of October I ended up being hospitalised for about a week due to getting a pretty bad case of pneumonia. Was a really scary time but I luckily got through it but am still undergoing tests to montier recovery and am dealing with knock on effects from my other chronic health issues.
Against all odds I luckily still managed to play Dorothy in the production of Wizard Of Oz I was in and since then and have been trying to catch up with university and get through other irl home and mental/physical health issues. (And a power outage and rat infestation… I’m starting to get how tails feels when we all put him through horrific events for angst).
I can’t express how much people’s support and patience has meant to me and while I’m not 100% back I really hope I can get back on tumblr a bit more soon cause I love and miss the bros and everyone on here so much! 💛💛💛
I really hope you’ve all been well and will try and get back to everyone soon! 🫂
It’s my birthday this coming Wednesday and if one more crazy life event happens to me before then I think I’m actually gonna go insane lol.
#I don’t really know how to tag this lol#update#my life feels like a tv show that ran out of plot lines and is just doing random arc after arc for fun#I always feel embarrassed posting non sonic related things for some reason out of the fear nobody will see it lol#if one person see’s this hey how’s its going#SONIC TANGLED AU MY CHILD I MISS YOU SO MUCH THE UNIVERSE IS TRYING TO KEEP US APART#I have so much tumblr content to catch up on#mental and physical health may be trash rn but hey at least sonic 3 is soon#also wicked came out and as a life long theatre kid and fan of that musical I loved every second#what are these tags omg#I am so much more scatter brained then usual this has got to be one of my most chaotically sleep deprived worded posts and tags
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I have accumulated enough WIPs over the course of a year or two I felt like I could dump some of them. My little warden commander
HOF hairstyle meme found here!
#dragon age#dao#dragon age origins#warden cousland#tiaret cousland#alistair theirin#zevran arainai#bryce cousland#fergus cousland#eleanor cousland#for their little cameos :]#ages at the bottom are mine with the year of her bigger design updates. she does not de-gingify as she ages. scrapped the ginger concept.#undescribed#sorry 4 that i feel embarrassed talking about it :[ non oc posts ill try harder on that front#cc#art#anim
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commissions are open!
im currently trying to build up my portfolio and style so im offering these at discounted prices for now :3 feel free to contact me for any questions/concerns/thoughts/feelings/etc on my commissions <3
im also open for pet portraits!
#at long last……….only been thinking abt it for. the entire year#dont mind me adding a bunch of tags. feels embarrassing. look away#furry art#commissions open#furry commissions#furry#anthro#art commissions#commissions shop#artists on tumblr#digital art#also the website and google doc feels so overkill but. i dont like trying to put all my info in a picture#easy to update website and google doc keeps all the info organized and dms stress me out#it feels like A Lot for offering a $6 commission but . this is the system i like 😞#id in alt text#my art#fur#x
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i need to do some cardio i cannot keep showing up to this class on the second floor trying to catch my breath
#it’s EMBARRASSING#WHAT IF IM BREATHING LOUD#i really shouldn’t be struggling to go up ONE flight of stairs#anyway i’m gonna post something uhhhhh#later or tomorrow#this depends on nothing other than when i feel like doing it lol#bc i gotta make a header and whatnot#anyway#life update (it’s not an interesting one): the universe felt like playing a cruel joke today and i was the victim#i have not had to wake up at 6am for school since HIGH SCHOOL#ALMOST FIVE YEARS GUYS#oh yikes#UHHH ANYWAY LMAO#i wake up at 6am (after having fallen asleep at 2am)#and boom#my period#isn’t that so funny#i love that#��#😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐#ugh whatever#if you’ve read this far uhhh#please know that the stereotypes are true#people in computer science classes do not know what deodorant is
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btw besides being a slightly medically surprising case everything went perfect and the doctor is confident my heart is never gonna do that again (unless via a different etiology ofc). i can have caffeine and alcohol now i'm unbelievably RELIEVED.
#txt#aside: someone close to me decided to give multiple ppl updates without my awareness (let alone request) and i only found out after the fac#feeling kind of embarrassed about this + feels like my autonomy was shat on a little
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#i feel like this whole blog is just me documenting my mostly lifelong battle with depression that i don't want to admit to anyone#so an update on that - i still have mostly everything in life that a person could want#but I'm still a miserable person at my core#it's just embarrassing at this point#I just keep thinking maybe if i can figure out the missing piece or reach the next goal then I'll magically be healed#and then I reach that goal and wouldn't you know happiness is still over the next hill#I've been too stubborn to try meds mostly because I know they have shitty side effecte#but maybe if i could enjoy my life on a less fleeting basis for once it might be worth the trade off#I'm fine#I just needed to vent#Like I said#it's just embarrassing how much I'm struggling at this point#and I don't want to burden those in my life with my self-concocted unhappiness#ramblings#Spotify
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artfight 2024! good luck and let's have fun ;3!!!
#my art#artists on tumblr#art#artfight2024#artfight#af 2024#artfight 2024#artfight sona#oc: self#exhibit: self#i picked a hippocamp to base my fight sona on this yearrr :p#my oc refs may rarely b updated but my sona??? oh always#i like doing sona posts like this for af it feels like a quick check of heyy this is what my art looks like rn!!!#the other ocs got so outdated that i just had to hide them outta embarrassment :x#flutters eyelashes you should totally tell me ur artfight account if u have oneee.....
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also embarrassed bc i will have to spam dash w selfships tmrw … could try to do it when everyone is asleep but also if nobody sees i will . cry
#STUPID . silly fucking mouse#ahhhhhhhhhh#its mostly the same as before except i updated the arisugu post + made . two new ones#💀#i will not feel embarrassed on my own blog but eughhhhhh SAPPY ARI DOES NOT WANT TO BE SEEN ……#also i still dunno how to describe ariver in a way that isnt just . ’can of worms from slowburn hell’ </3#ari noises ✩
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people who participate in hate-fandoms need to get an actual hobby I'm so serious 😭 not to be a hater but for the love of God log off. genuinely humiliating to be spending that much time caring about something that makes you so miserable that is ultimately so meaningless
#root talks#just saw an entire blog dedicated to ''''critique'''' of hazbin hotel and honest to God. from the bottom of my heart.#that is so embarrassing#like why. why why why dedicate that much of your time to something you hate#like this can't be FUN for you.#why spend literal years of your life complaining about something I genuinely can't understand that#why stalk and obsess over news and updates of a show you admit you hate. that only came out a couple weeks ago.#I'm sorry it's just like the dream shit 😭#WHY CARE!! that much about something or someone you hate!#that shit can not be healthy I just don't understand 🙄#like what do you do when you realize you have spent entire years of your life#logging on and obsessing over something that only makes you feel. Bad.#I just don't understand hatedom at all like being a hater is fun briefly but it gets draining#there's a lot of media I dislike#like sander sides I can't stand it anymore used to be a huge fan#haven't thought of it besides in passing in years#because WHYYY would I think about something that makes me miserable when I could think about something I like instead#people need to learn to let go man 😭
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same anon just now about blooky - getting "blooky_date" is not defined error, and it seems the file in 'game' folder is labelled "date_blooky"
SORRY, sorry, I accidentally deleted a variable and did not realize in test playing because I'm foolish sometimes... I've taken down 5.0 and 5.1 will be up briefly
#answer#anonymous#update#im very embarrassed#i knew id miss something big i just had a gut feeling LMAO
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