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Ok so imma slap tw/cw on this cause I’m JUST NOW REMEMBERING death is an issue for ppl. Lemme know if I missed a tag
Also the update is mad messy. Well, it’s a messy situation. At some point I forgot.what was staying what was going
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#cw death#cw mentions of death#tw death#cw sibling death#is that fine?#a lil tough cause I’m giving myself embarrassment rn#this update feels embarrassing#mmmmmm posting as fast as I can#Donnie#Draxum#Cassandra#Kendra#Leo#April#Mikey#ANYONE ELSE????#FUCK#coko doodles#rottmnt#tmnt#tmnt iteration#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#drawing#doodle#sketch#teenage mutant ninja turtles#COMIC
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On a scale of Chang Geng to Luo Binghe, how well does your teenage protagonist cope with the realization that he has a massive thing for the guy that's basically raising him?
#15 year old Chang Geng losing his mind fuming alone in his room listening to steampunk wuxia linkin park#while 15 year old Binghe is in the next room over cheerfully updating his teacher crush blog#like yeah teen Binghe is the amount of embarrassed and shy about his feelings that you'd expect from any crush#and he absolutely does have SO many self-hatred issues#especially post demon reveal and abyss-kicking when he's older#but the whole teacher-student/age gap aspect is the one thing about his relationship with sqq that never seems to be a problem for Binghe#meanwhile I just finished spl volume 1#and at this point I'm pretty sure Chang Geng would sooner kill himself and/or whoever he was talking to#before he'd admit that he has a thing for his godfather#which like. yeah man. I probably wouldn't admit that either lmao#but damn is that poor kid going through it#spl#sha po lang#stars of chaos#chang geng#svsss#luo binghe#the scum villain's self-saving system#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong#andie reads spl#ID in alt text
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Nerd-to-nerd communication
Something super pointless and self-indulgent I've had on the backburner for a while. I love trying to make the pieces they gave us fit together!
Al-AN and Robin would absolutely bond over learning about each other's biology. I could talk about this forever but I'll get into all of the headcanons I have for these two in another post eventually
Below the cut is another version with some extra bits and pieces and the transcription
Transcript :
Architect Anatomy A. Architect "Brain" - Doesn't "store" information so much as allow for easy communication with the network B. Brainstem - connects the information received to the central nervous/circulatory system C. "Heart" - Circulatory system pumps the bioluminescent fluid to other organ systems and surface veins. Each node connects to a vast vasculature network D. "Kidneys" - Organs that filter the bioluminescent "blood" and other bodily fluids, absorbing and distributing collected material E. Nerve Center - Receives raw sensory data and filters it. Filtering can be unconscious or intentional
F. "Respiratory" Tract - Intakes gases or liquids and filters out material for use. Disposes of waste on exhale. Provides cooling to internal systems
The respiratory tract functions less like a set of lungs and more akin to a computer's cooling system, with the ability to absorb material from the environment to use in other parts of the body. It also would likely help the architect's body analyze the environment it is currently exposed to on a molecular level. It is also truly unidirectional, with the intake vents near the "collarbone" and the exhaust vents on both sides of the abdomen
The architect organ cache in-game felt like it was definitely not a complete model of the internal organs, so I wanted to come up with something to fill some more space. I also just really liked the idea of Al-An being capable of something similar to breathing, without having a respiratory system in the traditional sense. Feel free to use any of this in your own headcanons if you would like :)
BONUS - a gif of all the layers!
#EDIT - UPDATE IN THE REBLOGS#The skeletal structure of the architects cause me so much anguish#Ily al-an but your HIPS don't have JOINTS#This was so fun#I mention this in the keep reading but feel free to use this anatomy speculation stuff in your own work!#I want to get into more of my headcanons for how his body works but I might do that through writing. Ill link my ao3 if I do lol#subnautica below zero#subnautica#sbz#al an subnautica#al an#robin ayou#subnautica below 0#al-an#spec bio#<< technically I guess#Do you think he sounds like an overheating pc when he's embarrassed#SMALL EDIT : HELLO?? I didnt realise Aci had made a video analyzing al-an's body and AUGH I WISH I HAD SEEN IT!!#He brings up some really good points and ideas abt his physiologyyyyy
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I have accumulated enough WIPs over the course of a year or two I felt like I could dump some of them. My little warden commander
HOF hairstyle meme found here!
#slugart#dragon age#dao#dragon age origins#warden cousland#tiaret cousland#alistair theirin#zevran arainai#bryce cousland#fergus cousland#eleanor cousland#for their little cameos :]#ages at the bottom are mine with the year of her bigger design updates. she does not de-gingify as she ages. scrapped the ginger concept.#undescribed#sorry 4 that i feel embarrassed talking about it :[ non oc posts ill try harder on that front
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btw besides being a slightly medically surprising case everything went perfect and the doctor is confident my heart is never gonna do that again (unless via a different etiology ofc). i can have caffeine and alcohol now i'm unbelievably RELIEVED.
#txt#aside: someone close to me decided to give multiple ppl updates without my awareness (let alone request) and i only found out after the fac#feeling kind of embarrassed about this + feels like my autonomy was shat on a little
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Hi guys. Personal update. My parents live a little over an hour away from me. A couple weeks ago I was up at their house when they were evacuated because of a wildfire. I went with them, and stayed for a bit afterwards when they were able to go back home.
A couple days ago I come home to… guess what? Another wildfire. A lot bigger and closer to where me and my sister live. Which is just great. Yay.
When it’s so smoky it’s a health concern, and temperatures are over 100°F every single day, people don’t like to leave their house. Meaning I’m not able to work because they cut business hours due to little to no customers (It’s a small, local business.) Fun!! 🙁
On an art related note, since returning home a couple days ago, I have access to my iPad to continue making art again.
So, um.. I’m thinking I’ll have to open commissions again just to get by while I temporarily don’t have the second job I rely on.
#me stuff#also um#I was dumb and when I created an Instagram. I created it on my iPad… because it was for my ART account..#and so I didn’t have access to my Instagram this whole time to update my peeps over there about commissions#so..#going through my inbox tonight!#I feel so embarrassed for sharing personal stuff like this#I don’t like admitting I could use some help yk? so I WONT do that.#instead I’ll say.. hey want me to make u some cool art#😭😭😭
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artfight 2024! good luck and let's have fun ;3!!!
#my art#artists on tumblr#art#artfight2024#artfight#af 2024#artfight 2024#artfight sona#oc: self#exhibit: self#i picked a hippocamp to base my fight sona on this yearrr :p#my oc refs may rarely b updated but my sona??? oh always#i like doing sona posts like this for af it feels like a quick check of heyy this is what my art looks like rn!!!#the other ocs got so outdated that i just had to hide them outta embarrassment :x#flutters eyelashes you should totally tell me ur artfight account if u have oneee.....
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im going into my new work tomorrow, first time ever😐
#i was supposed to go in yesterday but um#so basically i did whatever training i was never even aware existed on a platform i was never told of#which has progress for every lil step i do so my manager literally could see i hadnt even logged on n couldve warned me any time#but never did 4 some reason. like even a days notice like heyyy have u gotta blah done n not as im abt to exit to work#BUT ANYWAYS so i tell her i got it done n shes like awesome i make new schedule (since she said we have 2 completely rid the old one#i dont get an update until 4 days later. all she did was add THREE training days (im supposed to have 6 cus it's a hard job)#on TOP of my old schedule. so i have 3 days i know are training days and then a solo day bcs that solo day was going off my old schedule#so it's like. which days do i go on then. bcs u said i cant come in at all bcs we'll have to make a completely new schedule#and then the new schedule is just. 3 added days. on top of my old one#sunday i was scheduled for training & there was No trainer scheduled with me. it was just me#sunday wasnt one of the 3 new days added. it was from the old schedule she literally told me to ignore#n then all a sudden today i get an email from someone who was supposed to be training me (name not even on the schedule tho)#n shes like hey im in the building are u lost or smthing :)?' mind u im asleep . so she probably thot she was wasting her time for a good hr#i emailed her an apology n an explanation but UGH r u fucking serious?? IF I KNEW THAT WAS A (NEW) TRAINING DAY I WOULDVE WENT#I JUST WANT TO GET USED TO THIS NEW THING & IT'S JUST GETTING FUCKED LIKE I DONT EVEN HAVE A BADGE YET BRO#like i was suspicious of going in sunday bcs it wouldve lined up nicely with the 3 added training days#but manager TOLD me she was adding a whole new training schedule! i double check n all she added were THREE days! thats it!#how was *i* supposed to know sunday was supposed to be 1 of those days when ive been staying at home ignoring the schedule u said 2#BCS U SAID 2. AND ALSO. THERE WAS NO TRAINER ON THE SCHEDULE.#even tho the drive is far. i wouldve driven up there today to see if i could shadow if i had known there was someone to shadow there#bcs even if i was wrong abt the day 2 come in at least i wouldnt waste my time but i didnt even know if there was someone there with a#trainer title. so i just missed a day i didnt even know i rlly had. FOR NOTHING. UGHH. I FEEL SO STUPID. I HATE MISCOMMUNICATION#im so scared of coming in now. sverybodys gonna think im dum n what if i have issues training then theyre gonna be like#we spent all this time on bro n he had all this time 2 prepare n he still sucks like damn we should just give up#i would 2 but i hate not seeing things to completion so. ugh. hate it here. idk what 2 say. EMBARRASSING#i hate miscommunications i hate feeling stupid
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people who participate in hate-fandoms need to get an actual hobby I'm so serious 😭 not to be a hater but for the love of God log off. genuinely humiliating to be spending that much time caring about something that makes you so miserable that is ultimately so meaningless
#root talks#just saw an entire blog dedicated to ''''critique'''' of hazbin hotel and honest to God. from the bottom of my heart.#that is so embarrassing#like why. why why why dedicate that much of your time to something you hate#like this can't be FUN for you.#why spend literal years of your life complaining about something I genuinely can't understand that#why stalk and obsess over news and updates of a show you admit you hate. that only came out a couple weeks ago.#I'm sorry it's just like the dream shit 😭#WHY CARE!! that much about something or someone you hate!#that shit can not be healthy I just don't understand 🙄#like what do you do when you realize you have spent entire years of your life#logging on and obsessing over something that only makes you feel. Bad.#I just don't understand hatedom at all like being a hater is fun briefly but it gets draining#there's a lot of media I dislike#like sander sides I can't stand it anymore used to be a huge fan#haven't thought of it besides in passing in years#because WHYYY would I think about something that makes me miserable when I could think about something I like instead#people need to learn to let go man 😭
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Home is where Freddy is
Chapter 1
Part 9 [First|Prev.|Next]
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Ok! New part and this time it's the right one XD
Tho for those who saw it already, welp I'm so sorry for that spoiler- but i still hope yall enjoy it 🥲
Also, the first panel is and most likely will be the one time i actually give Vanessa nails in the comic XD
Hands are hard man-
I dont have much else to say this time either, well i do, but i feel like it's best to leave it as it's separate post and not ruin the comic-
(Comic without dialog under cut)
Thanks for reading!!
#gaaah I'm still so embarrassed by that!#and upset too...but for other reasons other then embarrassing myself that I'll probably explain in the future#uhm i dont wanna scare anyone but i feel it should be good to give a heads-up that I'll probably post an update about the comic#an update that...isn't the comic#fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#security breach#home is where freddy is#I'll admit this will probably be the last post for a while now
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same anon just now about blooky - getting "blooky_date" is not defined error, and it seems the file in 'game' folder is labelled "date_blooky"
SORRY, sorry, I accidentally deleted a variable and did not realize in test playing because I'm foolish sometimes... I've taken down 5.0 and 5.1 will be up briefly
#answer#anonymous#update#im very embarrassed#i knew id miss something big i just had a gut feeling LMAO
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You should resist not join 🫵🥹
#if you are wondering where have I been#cri#I think it's better tho#not by much but I'm finally function now#that's the distance from first to second panel#if I woke up and feel the first hand embarrassment from this then I will delete it later#but for now this is my life update#O}-{
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letterboxd if you even care. still very much in progress but hii
#my various embarrassed to share things disclaimers in the tags:#the recent activity is NOT recent those are the last i happened to log. ugh#sorry about all the french movies but it will be like that. unfortunately some of them are that good#UH. happy w my top 4 theyre now updated and i think accurate enough as hard as it is to choose 4#i should start making some lists if i ever feel inspired#IF you see a movie ive watched and you wanna know my thoughts on it beyond star rating and if i gave it a heart please dm me plelise#i am always ready to talk abt a movie at any time. unless ive forgotten it#oh important disclaimer this is not even close to an accurate like. account of all the movies ive watched but when i see em again ill log em#i know i can rate movies without a date but 1) i want to be accurate 2) its hard to remember them allllll#so i guess i just gotta wait until i see them again?#maybe ill just fill in if i remember movies every now and again. i guess#oh and i havent even done my watchlist. so this is very much a work in progress plelise be niceys
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i love our puppy love @peri
#my art#dogkin#so i would've drawn our fursonas but since we both gotta update our fursonas i went with our dog breed kintypes instead gfhghj#month 3! give it up for month 3! let's frolic together! <3#i'm fighting my embarrassment in posting this instead of scrapping it. i'm not happy with my digital painting skills yet#i feel like these suck but as long as it makes you smile it's worth it
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i... i feel weird about how this may come across, but i just wanted y'all to know that i won a big scholarship for the 2023-2024 academic year - and i will be able to quit my job and focus wholly on school
AND WRITE MORE FIC AND INTERACT MORE 💌
#alias's#self promotion#i feel very embarrassed to be sharing#because i don't want to make anyone feel bad by comparing themselves or anything#but after being so insanely busy for so long#not even having the time to update my queue#i am in tears at the idea of how much time i can spend in the fandom#but more importantly#with my friends on here#thank you for listening and all your patience#ilyall
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it's 3:30 am and most of my followers are asleep, hurry post self insert monkey doodles because the new game just came out and he's PLAYABLE now after 22 YEARS--
#am i. really posting him again#y'know what yeah. i'm too ungodly sleep deprived to feel embarrassment right now#if enough people are nice about it I might even make a tag for him asdkjfg--#my art#self insert#update: made the tag dfkjgh#CeeCee#Dr. Bad-Boon
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