#this too shall pass this too shall pass etc

[objectum-culture-is]

Objectum culture is being unable to step inside a thrift shop without having far too many feelings than one should handle at such an intense level. Guilt, attraction, shame, giddiness, paranoia, etc etc etc.

I wish to admire all the objects. Abandoned keyboards, lost lamp parts, worn out stuffed animals, scuffed up furniture. The chance to cherish them all is simply too much to bear, I find myself practically petting every object I pass by. Unsanitary in some cases, perhaps. But just a moment of love for them eases me. Even when the cashier catches me eyeing the vintage typewriter behind them for a tad too long. No thank you, I would not like to take a closer look. For the fear of attachment looms over. I shall admire from afar. Thank you.

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[tiredlinguist]

save me 3 hours of making a dr who edit and eating a stroopwafel

[wolfythewitch]

In light of the account hacking adventures, I gotta say, your life is fascinating, but in the way that "may you live in interesting times" is an threat 😂

I need to treat every bad thing that happens to me with lighthearted comedy and magnanimous amounts of It Is What It Is, otherwise I lose the will to live

[nikoisme]

You know you're cooked when you start going "okay i'll study this before i leave for school, and i'll study this on the way to school, and i'll study this during lunch break, and-"

[neallo]

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[actualbird]

life's not been good lately. ive been beset by a cacophony of Ails (constant fatigue and exhaustion to the point of being bedridden for most of the day, constant nausea, headaches, shoulder (???) aches, skin rashes (why???? ;-;), irritability, did i mention the exhaustion....) but im like 99% sure it's all just caused by stress so theres rlly nothing much i can do but wait til life gets Less Stressful.

still, it's heavily debilitating. like, here is list of things overwhelming me to tears just this morning

eating breakfast (it's so hard. it's so hard to eat. i know i must, but it's so difficult)

drinking water (it makes me wanna throw up for some reason)

noises and sounds (the house phone rang awhile ago and my heart rate kicked up so panicked as if i was being chased by an axe murderer. my sister spoke to me awhile ago and i wanted to burst into tears because even verbal conversation feels like an insurmountable task rn)

notifs from Everywhere (discord, here, my work grp chats, twitter, my tumblr inbox oh god im so sorry about my inbox so many asks are piling up and im not ignoring you guys i promise im just gonna break down if i try to even read what you guys are sending in)

standing (it makes me lightheaded and dizzy and makes me wanna throw up) (sidenote: wow a lot of things make me wanna throw up these days JS;FKDNS;DKF)

sleeping (I FIGURED THIS SHOULD BE EASY, GIVEN HOW EXHAUSTED I AM, BUT IT'S NOT. IM BAD AT SLEEPING NOW, WHY????? i lay in bed and my breathing is so quick like there is Something Hunting Me Down and it takes me hours to finally sleep and when i Do sleep it's not even Good, i still feel like CRAP)

touch (nobody touch me oh god i will scream. the only exception to this is my cat because he is very soft)

in summary: world overwhelming. help. i hate this. it's been like this for over a week. i want to hide under a blanket or perhaps a burrow in the ground. i want to be like this

[nerdnag]

I've literally had back-to-back meetings from 8 AM to 6 PM today. My "lunch break" was 10 minutes of hastily shoving sustenance into my mouth while I prepared for one of the meetings.

I've had ten meetings in one day. Ten.

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And now, to work on my thesis...

[commander-diomika]

I am not currently living my best hank life but I stay silly

[catboygirljoker]

honestly very nervous about kh4 coming out and the fandom returning to its usual size/activity (or even reaching new peaks!) because i already feel like im not really built for Fandom, even my lil tiny luxubar niche, and the ~1-2 months i spent participating in a fandom larger and more active than this one taught me that im REALLY not prepared for it

[chasedeys]

bengals win today yes?

[icewindandboringhorror]

recent things

[not-equippedforthis]

6, 10 & 29? :)

HELLOOO

6 - 3 nice things about myself, non-physical and physical. i'll do three each! since i'm trying to be nicer to myself!

physical:

- i got glasses the other day and i think they look adorable, i love how they look on me

- i think my eyes are my prettiest facial feature, they're blue and quite round and i like how i do my eye makeup too (rose pink eyeshadow + small black eyeliner makes them stand out nicely and that's usually what people compliment :])

- i generally like my body shape. i'm working out more too and seeing myself become more flexible and toned is actually really satisfying

non-physical:

- i always try and include everyone in conversation or ask them what they were going to say if they were cut off since i know what it feels like to be excluded/feel like youre the tag-along in a friend group, or be nervous to join in

- i'm good at a range of subjects and tasks and i'm good at picking new things up quickly: new hobby every week core

- i'm a pessimist at heart but i try and make light of situations, since i know that also picks other people up (my mum always makes the worst out of things and it drags my mood down a lot so i try and be as forgiving and optimistic as possible - honestly, a lot of bad situations can be made funny with the right people and mindset. obviously sometimes frustration is warranted and unavoidable, but there's almost always a way out! having it start raining and immediately hear someone complaining for 10 minutes is kinda unecessary imo. enjoy yourself!! its fine!!)

10 - something i'm excited for

well, my friend and i are planning to go on a road trip up to scotland or somewhere similar once we get our drivers licenses and go sight-seeing! we were thinking february next year but we're still deciding

im also gonna try and bake some bread, so im happy for that :] i already bake a lot so i figured id try. also watching stuff rise is fun

29 - morning, afternoon or night

this depends heavily, but for me i stay up at night cause i want to avoid the next day and its the one of the only times its quiet, and the afternoon is a weird spot for me. i'm not really a morning person but i appreciate the morning? the sun's rising and there's still time and everything's peaceful for a little while. so i think morning.

thank you for the ask!! <33

[liuisi]

AUGH

[nowendil]

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[shakeskp]

Today I've been very brave and I said no to translating a book I really really really wanted to translate, because the pay is more than terrible, and I'm a reasonable adult with bills and stuff, and also I have a minimum of respect for my 12 years of professional translation

But my heart is breaking a bit

[continuousmeowing]

god i wish i had been born a boy