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HEY GUYS... HERES A HUGEEE POST ABOUT RANDOM THOUGHTS ABOUT SPAMTON AND TENNA AND ALSO A COLLECTION OF ALL THEIR REFERENCES AND INTERACTIONS... AS THE IMAGE SAYS: THIS CONTAINS MAJOR CHAPTER 3 SPOILERS AND MINOR CHAPTER 4 SPOILERS!!! PLAY THE GAME PLEASE IT'S GOOD!!!
UNDER HERE YOU'LL FIND MY RANT:
THERE ARE SEVERAL REFERENCES TO SPAMTON IN CHAPTER 3,, ESTABLISHING A CONNECTION BETWEEN SPAMTON AND TENNA. BUT OUR FIRST MENTION OF TENNA EVER WAS IN: https://deltarune.com/d_a_m_n_y_o_u_t_e_n_n_a/
IN HERE SPAMTON EXPRESSES HIS DISLIKE FOR TENNA BUT AT THIS POINT WE DON'T KNOW *WHY*
HE BLAMES "EVERYTHING" ON TENNA, EVERYTHING MOST LIKELY REFERRING TO SPAMTON'S DOWNFALL, STATING THAT *TENNA* SHOULD BE THE ONE SLEEPING AT THE BOTTOM OF A DUMPSTER INSTEAD OF HIM. HE STATES THAT EVERYONE IS GOING TO PAY! [EVERYONE IN TV WORLD EXCEPT MIKE OF COURSE]
SOME OTHER POSSIBLE REFERENCES TO TENNA INCLUDE SPAMTON MENTIONING A GAMESHOW HOST "FUCKING HIM OVER AT THE GOOD PART", MENTIONING A TV SHOW WHERE BULLETS COME FROM THE HOST'S MOUTH AND SPAMTON SAYING HE DOESN'T NEED [[EASELS]] OR [[CRTS]] [MOST LIKELY SWATCH AND TENNA]
ON TENNA'S SIDE, ONE OF THE MOST OBVIOUS AND KNOWN MENTIONS OF SPAMTON IS WHEN HE IS BREAKING DOWN,, BLAMING HIS LOSS OF HIS VIEWERS ON SPAMTON, HE STATES THAT SPAMTON WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO HELP HIM USE TECHNOLOGY. HOWEVER, SPAMTON DISAPPEARED. TENNA NOW RESENTS HIM FOR LEAVING.
IT'S ALMOST COMICAL HIS HATRED FOR SPAMTON, HE MAKES A HUGE RECREATION OF HIS HEAD IN THE SUSIEZILLA MINIGAME, CENSORING HIS EYES. HE CONSTANTLY INSULTS HIM, TELLING US TO KILL HIM! KILL HIM! KILL HIM! SHOW HIM THAT MR. ANT TENNA IS *BETTER*
EVEN IN HIS QUIZ, THE CORRECT ANSWER IS THAT HE'S BETTER THAN EMAIL! HE'S BIGGER THAN THIS. CONCEPT HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND. THIS CONCEPT THAT SPAMTON IS BASED ON.
[[FUN FACT: EMAILS BECAME RELEVANT AT AROUND THE 1990s-2000s, WHEREAS CRTS BECAME OBSOLETE IN THE EARLY 2000s]]
IN A LOT OF TENNA'S THEMES TOO YOU CAN HEAR HINTS OF "A Real Boy!" DURING TENNA'S MELTDOWN THERE'S A PART WHERE A SPED UP VERSION OF “Now’s your chance to be a” PLAYS, TENNA STATING AFTER THAT IT WAS "WEIRD." THIS IS DURING A PART WHERE TENNA IS REMINISCING BY THE WAY.
A LOOSE BUT NOTABLE CONNECTION TOO IS SPAMTON SAYING "I THOUGHT WE HAD A [Kids!] I THOUGHT WE HAD A [Set!]" IN HIS VALENTINE'S CARD FROM LAST YEAR AND TENNA SAYING "Mike, rebuild the set!! Rebuild my kids!!"
BEFORE I GET INTO DISCUSSION, THERES ONE MORE INTERACTION THE TWO HAVE AND ITS A DIRECT ONE TO BOOT! SPAMTON COMES OUT OF THE DEALMAKERS AT THE SIGHT OF TENNA KEEPING A PIPIS HE GAVE HIM, EXCLAIMING: 'YOU REALLY DO CARE!' WHILE TENNA PROTECTS THE PIPIS, NOT KNOWING ITS SPAMTON
I REALLY LIKE THIS INTERACTION BECAUSE [BESIDES BEING FUNNY] IT SHOWS THAT THE TWO OF THEM STILL HAVE SOME CARE FOR EACH OTHER, SPAMTON REALISING TENNA KEPT HIS GIFT [MOST LIKELY] AND TENNA KEEPING THE PIPIS FROM SPAMTON, GOING AS FAR AS TO PROTECT HER FROM A SUPPOSED THREAT
THEY HAD SOME KIND OF HISTORY BUT WHAT HAPPENED? THEIR HATRED IS MUTUAL. BUT SPAMTON WANTED TO HELP TENNA [AND LATER ON WE'LL TALK ABOUT TENNA WANTING TO HELP SPAMTON] IN THE Z RANK ROOM IT HAS POSTERS OF THE BOTH OF THEM HAPPY, BIG SHOT SPAMTON EVEN WORE THE SAME SUIT AS TENNA!
IN THE BACKSTAGE, THE HIDDEN VIDEO GAME REVEALS THAT TENNA ALSO WANTED TO HELP SPAMTON, PUT HIM ON TV AND MAKE HIM A STAR, GIVE HIM HIS ADVICE! THIS WAS PARTLY BECAUSE TENNA WANTED TO KNOW SPAMTON'S SECRET TO FAME, BUT ALSO I LIKE TO THINK IT CAME FROM A GENUINE PLACE,,
BUT THEN, SPAMTON HAD TO TAKE A PHONE CALL. HE LEFT THE ROOM WITH THE RECEIVER HANGING,,, ALMOST IDENTICAL TO WHEN THE ADDISONS LOST SPAMTON. YOU CAN EVEN SEE THE PHONE ITSELF IN THE Z RANK ROOM
FOR A WHILE I WAS CONFUSED AS TO WHY SPAMTON HATED TENNA, BUT NOW I THINK I GET IT. THAT PHONE CALL MAY HAVE BEEN [THE MAN ON THE PHONE] CUTTING SPAMTON OFF, WHICH IS WHY HE RUSHED AWAY AND WAS NEVER SEEN AGAIN.
SPAMTON HATES TENNA BECAUSE HE BELIEVES TENNA IS THE REASON WHY THE [THE PHONE] LEFT. THIS IS WHY HE SAYS 'EVERYTHING IS *HIS* FAULT! MEANWHILE TENNA RESENTS SPAMTON BECAUSE HE LEFT HIM BEFORE HE COULD GET HIS ADVICE! HE ASSUMED HE CONNED HIM WHEN REALLY [THE PHONE] HURT HIM!
BUT MAYBE TO A DEGREE SPAMTON IS RIGHT... I BELIEVE [THE MAN ON THE PHONE] LEFT HIM BECAUSE TENNA WAS *FATED* TO LOSE HIS VIEWERS AND FALL INTO LONELINESS. THE PROPHECY STATES THAT 'THE LORD OF SCREENS CLEAVED RED BY BLADE',, TENNA WAS *MEANT* TO BE TAKEN DOWN BY THE KNIGHT.
BECAUSE SPAMTON SHARING HIS SECRET WOULD LEAD TENNA TO NOT FOLLOW THE PATH THE PROPHECY MADE FOR HIM,, SPAMTON'S [BENEFACTOR] CUT HIM OFF BECAUSE WHAT SPAMTON WAS DOING WAS AGAINST THE EVENTS SET OUT BY THE WORLD, WHICH DROVE SPAMTON INTO INSANITY!!!
IT'S TRAGIC BECAUSE THEIR DOWNFALLS WERE NEITHER OF THEIR FAULTS, THEY COULDN'T HAVE KNOWN ABOUT THIS GRAND SCHEME OR THAT SPAMTON'S [BENEFACTOR] WOULD LEAVE, SO THEY'RE LEFT TO ASSUME ONE BETRAYED THE OTHER. THEY USED TO BE CO-WORKERS. FRIENDS. NOW THEY'RE ENEMIES.
ANYWAYS THATS ALL I CAN MUSTER RIGHT NOW THIS TOOK A LOT LONGER THAN I THOUGHT TO GATHER. BUT I HOPE IT'S INTERESTING AND I HOPE YOU SEE WHERE I'M COMING FROM :) I LOVE SPAMTON AND TENNA AND WHILE I DOUBT WE'LL EVER GET MORE, I LOVED TO SEE SMALL PARTS OF THEIR WEIRD RELATIONSHIP :)
#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#mr. ant tenna#spamton#tenna#tenna deltarune#spamton g spamton#spamtenna#Zed's art
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Almost died a few years ago and I came back worse
#emma posts#one of those events you look up and are like#holy shit. why did the park emt just tell me to rest? I should have been in the hospital?!#if I died like that I’d be disappointed#but also dead#I have long term side effects though#like epilepsy and ptsd. It’s not been going great#I’m not dead though so 🤷♀️#this sounds worse than I meant it to#i just had to get this out of my annoying brain#I didn’t actually have my heart stop or anything#my body was just cooking itself and my brain short circuited#but the park emt just said to eat drink and sleep so I did#apparently what happened kills people pretty frequently though so I should have been to the emergency room instead#and then we went back to the park the next day#we really had no idea how heat stroke works#like ‘okay I got too hot’ bitch your body roasted itself and your brain broke#not to mention that any of my seizures could technically kill me. but they haven’t yet!#anyway. consume electrolytes with your water and if you stop sweating entirely that’s a very bad sign#this post was supposed to be funny and now I fucked that up
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he said smrh here i just dont remember..... naahhhhh im KIDDIJG IM KIDSING HE SAID--
"OHHH RIGHT! your ticket... of course! i didn't forget! ↳ "And The Winner Is...";; ep. 36
#.gif#dude thats my ghost!#GOT THE RHYTHM IN ME WHEN YOUR MIND IS FREE!!!#YOYOOYOOO WE R BRINGING BACK THE ORANCH BUT NO SUNKIST! THIS TIME ITS FANTA FOR FFFFFFFFFANTASTICALLY FFFFFFFFFANTASMICALLY FFFFFFFFANTASTI#sit down w me do u ever hear a song thats so bjc coded#but U CANT ADD IT TO UR PLAYLIST CUZ THE RECORD LABEL MADE IT UNAVAILABLE IN UR REGION SO NOW U GOTTA PULL UP TO SAIDRECORDCOMPANYAND#WHEREIS THE JUSTICE????#'i love myself' by the wannadies.....u WILL make it to my playlist one day..... ill have u..... one day.......#this post was supposed to b abt dj bj let me lock the fuck in#assuming that he can work a disc w his dawgs u think he ever gets cramps? itd b so funny ITD B SOOOO FUNNNNNYYYY#THIS IS SERIOUS#dtmg
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fan jian is such the dad. fan xian doesn't even need other dads when he has fan jian...but these poser dad wannabes keep trying to poach him and fan jian has to show up and be like nice try mister but he's MY kid and i am taking him home in my carriage right now and he is going to filially pour me tea and make all the family decisions. so there.
#fan jian you are legit making me emotional. have you thought about the consequences of your actions (viz. making me emotional)#joy of life#my posts#also fan sizhe calling fan xian ge all the time now...fan xian watching him drive off in the rain and saying don't worry#i'll take care of everything 😭#on another note. ruoruo saying you're my favorite brother because i can always get more didis but you're my only ge#<-girl the ge stan that you are...#fucking lost it at her. she's so funny. but also so touching how she just had complete faith in him that he would look out for her#THE FAN SIBLINGS ARE FUCKING ME UP#sorry this post was supposed to be about fan jian. i forgot about him for a second. congrats on your children sir#fan jian#the dads of fan xian#f
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i havent even watched legacy yet but that fucking kh world did some.. unexpected things to me (update: i watched it. the movie was okay. <- short for im deranged about it but it missed so much opportunities and omfg i cant list all of my thoughts here.)
#beep boop you want fries with that#kingdom hearts#re:kh#re:ddd#sora#quorra#rinzler#tron#riku#was trying to redesign rinzler’s helmet bc god. its. kinda fucking boring. leaning into the beast more#also teh helmets eyes are supposed to look angry when its down and sad when its up. bwaaa#i heard rinzler acts like a cat. thats soemthing to look forward to when i watch the movie. grins.#the three dots are supposed to be the classic t. btw.#theres four you just cant see the last one.#made sora look more liek his space paranoids look because he needs to retain the 80s swag.#this reads like a change log.#and my good friend quorra. idk if i’ve even posted that redesign b4.#yes im making her quote the ur my pockets eddie post#i think she needs to chew on things. maybe she should maul clu with her fucking teeth.#shes so unorthadox girl to me. do you see my vision.#also dw about riku falling or paralelling tron or anything hes fiiine.#speaking of the falling art. its old. so its inaccurate to how i draw riku now#before my brain was huge basically.#its so funny how i drew this much art for legacy like. i love tron 1982. i havent watched legacy yet but i feel like im gonna hate it.#the kh world was okay but it had a lot of potential and. uh. made me a BIT insane at the last part in sora’s story (EXPLODES)#also this post is tagged re:ddd for. reasons. dw about it.#ANYWAY GN ITS 1 AM. RUNS AT MACH SPEED.
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& i will think emets death was voluntary on his part on some level until the head writer of shb herself tells me otherwise
#ffposting#emey selchie tag#i will die on this hill. there was no way for the wol to reach the tempest on their own at all. he planned it to a degree#that he himself may not be conscious of at all! i believe his rage & resentment in dying gasp are genuine#but also like. he did recreate amaurot in a way that would help the wol. you know.#like that was done before his death. gameplay reasons or not he put a mender & a merchant in there like. lmfao#now i dont know why he recreated the akadaemia to be a full on dungeon but i do find it very funny. committed to the bit#hes suchh a fun character. walking contradiction. if he was in a room with himself at least one person would die#oh also noting on smth natascha said. his trial is kind of not that complicated. neither are titania or innocence i suppose but.#he is ultimately a weary old man whose sentimentality always ends up triumphing over his duty#as much as he would refuse to acknowledge that as fact. but he says it himself in elpis#why would he do something as inane as inviting his own downfall!#aaaanyway. my wife! he sucks! i love studying him#edit bc i dont wanna make Yet Another Post About It but like. UGHHHHH this fucking guy!!!#his bitterness is so real!!! it is so pure & true!! how Dare the wol try & steal his chance at seeing the people he loves again!!#but also. the wol is someone he loves somewhere in there. it is a tough dilemma bc the wol is azem's shard specifically. & . yeahg
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did you see that tony grayson posted a video of somebody dressed up as anton riding a mechanical bull on twitter. incredible things are happening in the world around us every day
Woah........
#I don't. really know what sort of a response to give for this ask. so I'm putting a long string of various thoughts in the tags#1) I am not a twitter user so I didn't see it before but now I have!!!! real.#2) that could be canon to me. he would do that. I'd like to say ''but he'd probably be better at it'' but I don't think that's true#drunk off his ass trying to ride a mechanical bull and his head is fucking spinning afterwards 😔😔😔#3) mechanical bulls that let you use both hands are CHEATING!!!!!! raise one hand NOW!!!!!#<- I don't actually care but it's funny to bring up. plus the traditional bull riding pose looks better imo#holding on two-handed looks very goofy to me ajhfksjfk#4) love that this ask was sent to me. I love it when people are like ''woah new anton thing I better go tell roswell''#but at the same time... VERY funny that this was sent to my selfship blog specifically. instead of just my regular antօn.blαst blog#anonymous were you expecting a more selfshipper-type response? I'm curious...#5) kinda wanna see art of in-universe anton bull riding now. I suppose I could be the one to do this but I am low on art spoons 😔#perhaps one day...#ANYWAY that's all#roz posts#asks
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brother was talking to me about how if you almost die from an extreme-temperature-related incident then your body is just forever fucked towards that temperature and that's why i think kiryu and saejima are weak to ice. i dont know why aoki isn't like that too but ignore that statistic everything else tracks.
#snap chats#i already made this post highkey but im making it again cause i didnt know this was an actual real thing ☠️#my brother learned this when he started to work for target. because apparently that's a thing they tell you frame one#'snap how did this topic even come up' i am LITERALLY so glad you asked :) the cold has almost claimed me twice#am i exaggerating Maybe but its my fucked up body temperature now listen#when i was younger i got locked out of my house for like. three hours since i was a latchkey kid#and my dad wasn't supposed to come home with my siblings (from their after school events) for Three Hours#and it had snowed outside and Was Cold Yeah and i couldn't get in cause i forgot my key like a weiner#and yeah. was really cold :) my dad was real cross with me when he found me shivering in the shed LOL#he made me hot cocoa tho so its ok. second incident's just funny No I Talk About It Evvery Other Week#and im p sure i talked bout the first incident too but yeah that time after the con when i was at my sister's#like i cannot stress how cold it was because It Was Late November and the cold still existed#and my sister's heater just. Didnt Work but yeah. i wont go into detail cause i share this story every five seconds#POINT IS i've always had a hard time with the cold- like i'm cold nearly all the time even if the room is 90 degrees#i wont be COLD cold but i'll be colder than i like#anyways can't believe i'm weak to ice this is so sad. i love winter..#aoki isn't weak to ice cause uhhhh /aoki/ didnt almost die in the cold 🥴 masato did 🥴#imagine changing your identity so well that you just remove your past elemental weakness. fucked up.#alright bye
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#vent#vent post#cw negative#Seven’s Public Diary#wish i wasn’t so fucking worthless and useless and stupid and selfish and mean#i am just so goddamn sick of my own bullshit. but i never change#i’m so tired of being weighed down by my 56492 mental illnesses. i don’t like being like this#my sleep schedule is so fucked up again and im tired of this constant cycle#this constant fight and endless effort to stay on a goddamn routine#all i want for christmas is a goddamn consistent sleep schedule#i hate sleeping through the day and being up all night but it’s like my body was fucking built for that or something#i don’t like it!! i want to be an early bird who goes to bed at 8pm and wakes up before the sun rises!!! but im the exact opposite!!!!!!!#i wish i just didn’t need to sleep at all. that would be the ideal. so many problems would be solved.#no i Really wish i just had the ability to fall asleep and wake up whenever i actually Want To instead of my body calling the shots#fell asleep at 9 this morning and im so mad that i didn’t get up when i was woken up at 11#a 2hr nap would’ve been fine and i would’ve made it through the rest of the day and been able to fucking sleep again tonight#but noOOooOoOo i had to give in to the allure of my warm cozy bed and fall back asleep for 9 more goddamn hours#now once again im too awake and rested to be able to go back to sleep. but once morning rolls around im gonna be exhausted again#and i’ll either give in and attempt to take a ‘nap’ and it’ll turn into a 12hr sleep again#or i’ll have to like. walk laps around the fucking house just to keep myself awake through the day#and i’ll be super irritable as a result and make everyone around me miserable too#but everyone is already beyond fed up with my issues and behavior. rightly so i guess. so i lose either way#god there was so much stuff i was gonna/supposed to do today#i don’t know how much longer they’re gonna put up with me being such a deadbeat#you think that’d like. motivate me to get my shit together or something but no. i’m addicted to being unconscious i guess#sleep feels so fucking good. until i wake up. which is funny bc it’s all nightmares and stress dreams anyway. why do i even enjoy sleeping#i guess bc for the first few hours after waking up i experience some modicum of relief from my other mental illnesses’ symptoms#like a soft reset.#and it’s the Only thing that gets rid of my migraines so god forbid i get one of those bc then i Have to sleep regardless of the time of day#anyways! :) that’s enough whining for one vent post. time to go do something productive
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I don't think I've mentioned it on this account yet but my most toxic trait is that I am a hardcore fujo. And I don't mean I'm one of those fake "fujos" who joke about old man yaoi OR one of those keyboard warriors who gets offended when you say yaoi and not BL, I mean that shortly after I found out what fandom was I immediately became a fujoshi.
This is relevant because I have acquired the stick of truth and am playing it for the first time + I will be downloading the fractured but whole tomorrow. Ever since I watched south park for the first time a few years ago I have been obsessed and even though I watched playthroughs of both games I knew I wanted to play them myself one day. Part of the reason why I wanted to watch south park because I was among the plethora of people who made fun of those girls in the mid 2010s who would ship the posts and post about how shitbag #1 and #2 were totally gay and in love, but now I realize that they were totally right. Like....Stan and Kyle ARE gay and they ARE in love, idk what to tell you, you just had to be there. And from what I remember both games but especially tfbw had a LOT of style moments that I will finally get to see happen first hand!!
#the pyre#I will be posting about non shipping related matters about the game bc I have a lot of thoughts so far#I almost feel bad for all the losers I made fun of for being bad at the game in the beginning but I totally get it now#I keep screwing up when I'm supposed to click or when I'm supposed to hold#usually for fighting games you attack with left click but for tsot you use both left and right click#and depending on which one you do and your timing you either do a lot of damage or a pathetic weakling amount#also now that I'm playing it I rly don't understand how/why matt and trey wanted the third game to be 3d#like it's SO much charming in 2d#the act of making your players feel like they're in an episode of south park is a difficult task to fulfill#but they did it! they succeeded in making a perfectly funny and charming game#but they fucked it all up with their new game like....it's not even funny
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Taking a long rest is so funny because it's like yay sleep! What party member is gonna attack me tonight?
#like first astarion#now lae'zel#is gale gonna fuck me up next?#shadowheart?#ngl tho it was funny with astarion cause i was like ???#we werent suppose to know he was a vampire???#and laezel just came out me with her tiddes out which is fun#bg3#baulders gate 3#bg3 lae'zel#bg3 astarion#my posts love
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i just finished pen15
#OHHHHHHH OHHHHHHHH THE AGONY#AGONYAGONYAGONYAGONY#WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW#Am i supposed to go on? Normally? Like a normal person?#ummmm yeah. anyways#the first season is so fucking funny and there’s so many moments where u forget they are grown ass adults bc they just blend right in#and it makes it funnier#and then the second season hits. this is the most heartwrenching shit i have seen in a long fucking time.#cause it’s just so. yeah. middle school girls DO have to deal with all this. I’m gonna throw up and die#i don’t know if i would rec this to everyone but if u were a middle school girl from the ‘10s#this may make you insane like me.#ok bye#my posts
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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished#and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing#or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol#inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont#wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol#but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball#and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose#its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh#or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die#im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it#ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier#but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic#environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species#like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene#transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt#teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff#what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready#my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol#unrelated
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It's been roughly a month (or maybe a few months?) since I've been in a depressive mood and life has lost all shine. I can't decide if this is because of the August-end events, festive season, seasonal depression, increased workload, or a mix of all of these. I'm going to go touch grass for a while and try for some vacation time in December, so I'll not be here here for a while. Sorry if I left any conversations hanging I'll catch up later!
(The tags get weird. Fair warning)
#I'm sick on top of that and people are being such. can I say cunts they are being cunts#I hate swearing (except for all the fucks I suppose) but these people are really something#I have also been so irritable and rude lately it's really messing me up a bit#Everything feels gross nowadays#If I ever get diagnosed (ocd for sure. anxiety maybe?) it's going to be so funny I have so much going on in my brain#When I was a teenager I lost my shit when I couldn't properly sort an image into one of my numerous albums or folders#and the...the term for picking skin. I don't want to know don't tell me but you know the one#and my whole thing with 'cleaning' (load bearing quotes there)#and yet I KNOW people are going to be so surprised if I claim to have ocd irl#Like. what do YOU think is going on then hmmm??#(*****Weird (disturbing?) stuff up ahead*****)#Remember when I burned my hand (twice)? when that healed I peeled off the dead skin and. ate it#and I used to collect dried skin scabs#This is not normal behaviour I don't think#I don't think I've ever passed as NT in my life but I don't really talk about these things because I find it gross myself#This post was supposed to be a see you soon message but now it's this I guess#Bye bye
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Glados you have to turn the lights back on or I can't play the rest of the game
#i appear to have achieved a really funny softlock#i already had to replay the opening once this is actively making me not want to play this game#like damn i thought this game was kind of dark but i can't see shit#i looked it up and found a handful of people also going 'i dont think this is supposed to happen like this how do i make it work' type posts#so like its something that can happen and maybe there isnt anything i can do thats super#i guess in hindsight playing a puzzle game to distract from biblical amounts of frustration wasn't the wisest#but like it didnt fucking do that when i did that part the first time#cant trust a thing will do the thing it's made for and i have to just find some way to distract from that now too
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#this game is so fucking funny i did like maybe 2 uhh dating quest thingies for ryker#JUST finished it. check the task board and guess what it says#“prepare to get married!” SHUT UP LMAOO#itd be a waste if i only did rykers side story thingies and nobody elses!!! im only dating him and martin and i think i finished the story#before even dating anyone like can this game slow down 😭😭#like rf4 took me soooooooo long to get through compared to this one idk#this one was so easy storywise but getting everyone to date the mc... sobs wdym i can only ask them out once per lv...#i know there are strats for it but girl wtf im not gonna tryhard the dating system.....#..... i might if its proving super slow but like. ill play normally for now 💀#44597#also yeah in the other games i didnt marry until waaaaaay after#and bc of that i didnt get to do the post marriage side story stuff so uhhh might have to get back to that at some point 💀#like i do rmr marrying in rf3 but in rf4 i wasnt super confident in who to choose so it took me a while for that too;;#i think i went sofia for rf3 (i thought i went raven until i booted the game up again LMAO)#and uhh.. whats his name hes literally in this game.. DOUG#idk the other guys were. idk it just wasnt for me but the other guys were nice too💀#looking back i dont think id like marry any of the rf4 bachelorettes... maybe margaret? maybe dolce..?#i didnt know amber was dateable????#and rf5.... unless theres smn very very interesting abt martin or the other guys that im not seeing yet.. im leaning ryker still#oops this became a longass rambling when i was just supposed to call the game silly for telling me to marry💀#WAIT ONE MORE THING!! ID GO FOR RADEA IF I COULD RRRGAAAH H SHES SO CUTE
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