#this post is about tori spring

[darcyolsson]

"they're literally me" is a great way to connect to a fictional character but "they were literally me when i read/watched this for the first time but it's been a few years and i've outgrown them now" is maybe an even more precious connection to have to a character or piece of media. it's sad to lose the ability to connect to a certain character so completely but at the same time i've found it's very precious to have a place to put some of that strange fondness and sadness you feel for your younger self

[sproldenlover]

“one day you’re gonna make friends with someone you actually enjoy being around.”

“the only person i care about is you”

“that won’t be true forever.”

“we’ll see”

THEN SHE FUCKING MEETS MICHAEL RIGHT AFTER THAT????

[shuffleoflove]

after years of alice talking about how she unintentionally wrote tori as ace in solitaire, today she finally got to say it. tori spring my beloved 💜🤍🩶🖤

[urimaginarygirlfriend]

my “literally me” characters except i’m just the quiet, delusional, control-freak archetype

[thediamondarcher]

do I remember radio silence? vaguely, do i still love frances and daniel? yes absolutely

[rosegoldendaydream]

i really hate what they did with the ferris wheel scene because in the comics it was about tori and her relationship with being asexual and about asexuality and the show totally erased that

[professional-pessimist]

Thoughts on the rumor that your brother is a mentally deranged freak? Xx

fuck you my brother is lovely. the only person here that has something wrong with them is you.

[pessimisticgh0st]

Happy Ace Day everyone! 🖤🩶🤍💜

And in the footsteps of the ace icon Tori Spring, I encourage everyone to play at least one game of solitaire in celebration hehe

[bored-boring-and-tired]

i love them so much

they have the best sibling bond ever, and they can tell each other things!! like they just support each other and yes they probably have points where they’re not the best to each other because that’s guaranteed when you literally live in the same house, there’s gonna be times where they fight, but i imagine they would get over it pretty quickly and both genuinely apologize and probably hug it out or something. but they feel comfortable with each other!! and they care about each other!! they’ve probably spent hours in each other’s rooms just talking about random stuff or whatever’s happening in their lives and then they get sidetracked and somehow end up talking about some old project from art class or something.

aajaudhwjdiejsj i’m screaming rn i just love them too much

[yelenapines]

OH MY GOD FRANCES IS THE DOCTOR WHO GIRL IN SOLITAIRE I KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO BE SOMEONE OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I NEARLY SCREAMED

[greeen-bean]

"You like to act as if you care about nothing and if you carry on like that then you're going to drown in the abyss you have imagined for yourself."

Best friend Micheal ate up. My favourite thing about this quote is that Micheal is also mentally ill. He also hates himself. but the biggest difference between him and Tori, specifically talking about their mental health, is that, whilst Tori doesn't see a problem with sitting in her own self-hatred, Micheal understands that that isn't okay, for himself or the people around him.

Now don't get me wrong, he doesn't go about it in the most healthy way. Pushing down his negative emotions and pretending he's fine, rather than actually addressing them and working to make them better. But he understands, seemingly better than Tori, that he isn't okay. whereas Tori doesn't understand that yet.

Additionally, I see a lot of (presumably young) mentally ill people who seem content in their unhappiness, and seem like they would prefer to stay that way than even consider the idea of getting better. and I do understand it to an extent. My mental health is less than ideal we'll say, and I know that change is scary, and when you are in that head space it's hard to put the work in to get better. But what Micheal is saying is the wake-up call that Tori needs. She isn't okay, and she definitely isn't going to get better by doing nothing.

[bug13underscore]

hyperfixations are truly wild. i’m sitting at my real person desk job thinking about a band au where Michael Holden never became an olympic speedskater and is the lead singer for a queer indie pop punk whatever band and Tori Spring is a psychologist for a record label

[2dumb2furious]

whats your favorite part of solitaire?

Omg thank you for the question I could talk about it for hours. If you meant part of the plot and not like element of the book I’m sorry.

My favorite part of the book is so hard to say but it has to be the characters and their development. They are just fleshed out and well written. Becky seems like a classic popular girl but no she’s actually a flawed complicated person with both really great sides and really bad sides. Lucas Ryan character is fascinating and also a roller coaster and a half. Tori thinks she doesn’t care about anything and is apathetic to the world but progressively realizing that’s a lie and finding the closest to happiness she has in a while. She’s so much more than your stereotypical depressed teenager. Her inner monologue is so amazing. AND MICHAEL!!! Michael is one of my favorite characters of all time he is so complex and interesting and unlike any other character I’ve read before and also just so relatable to me personally. He’s this eccentric weird guy who does weird things (like doing a one-man flashmob on the lunchtables) and just seems to live in his own little weird sunny bubble and is trying to make Tori less depressed. But no he’s angry at the world. He struggles in school. People think he’s weird and he doesn’t have any friends. He isn’t hanging out with Tori to “help her”, he needs a friend just as much as he can see she needs one. He can’t be normal person to save his life and just always come across to other as if he’s trying too hard. These characters and their relationships to each other are just something you can never stop analyzing once you’ve started.

But I also really the mystery!! I love books with really good mystery books and how Solitaire is built up and progressively goes from feeling like a silly school prank to something actually dangerous is so fascinating. And the writing!!! It’s all just so good.

[darcyolsson]

when people w obvious heartstopper urls follow me probably looking for heartstopper content...... i love you but you will not find an awful lot of that here anymore i fear. are you perhaps interested in 3-16 daily hashtag personal posts that are just me talking to myself about things that literally do not matter instead

[thediamondarcher]

I just searched the "#tori spring" on my own blog thinking I'll probably won't find much but... i guess i was wrong

[unch4rtedwxters]

i’m reading solitaire right now and it is very good :)