#this pissed me off SO much

[attheairportbar]

what happened to hayden recently is absolutely disgusting oh my god he does not deserve this at all if he decides to stop going to conventions all together i’ll 100% support him cause who TF do you think you are to harass someone… in the olden days they used to drag such people to the town square and 🪨 them to ⚰️

[djeterg19]

Oh fuck off. People can't be stolen from relationships. Boeing dumped Sand. Boeing needs to apologize. Is Sand required to apologize for spreading around the tape of Top with Boston which is an actual crime? No? Also did Sand ask for an apology? Wtf does it have to do with Ray or Cheum?

[nylarac]

the "correct" answer was transexual 😐

[showmethesneer]

The Biologist: What do the black boxes measure?

The Psychologist:

[yeyinde]

Ghost is so petty to me. You tell him he can't cum inside of you once (because you have an important meeting and the last thing you need is to feel him leaking out of you while your boss talks about strategic goals for this fiscal year), and so he spends the next month using nothing but condoms or finishing on your face, back, belly just to piss you off.

Ignores you each time you whine for him to just finish inside of you with a mocking little but you told me not to, pet. M'jus' doin' what I was told and fills the condom instead. Spends next day fucking you until the box is empty, taunting you with each one he ties off and drops on the bed beside your head for you to see. To whine about. Turns you on your belly when you've grovelled enough, forcing you to see all the used condoms scattered around (that coulda been fillin' you up, birdie) as he fucks you until you apologise to him properly and then finally gives your "reward."

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

[dannymans66]

OKAMA BEAM✋🎀👗

[ceeejus]

looks like my summer vacation is… over.

[hurlyburlytopsyturvy]

when you get engulfed by a space-time anomaly and it forces you into therapy for the greater good

[gracegamergirl]

I am soo glad I have tumblr. Cuz when you have tumblr and mention you’re asexual (or want a relationship without sex) you have a bunch of supporters.

You go to twitter and barely hint at it? You’re hit with: “Are you a nun?” “I need sex to SURVIVE!!” “That’s just friendship lol!” “Maybe I can change your mind 💦” Like all of y’all shut the hell up and get out of your head.😒

[yangbbokari]

The will in me to punch Hyunjin rn is so high🙃

Wish you were sober

(inspired by the Conan Gray song)

Warnings: Mentions of drugs, alcohol, vaping, partying, etc !

Pairing: Hyunjin ! X Female reader ! Brief Lee Know ! X reader !

Enjoy!

...

You hated party's.

And yet, here you were.

Sitting on the uncomfortable leather couch in Han Jisung and Lee Minho's home, watching your best friend, Hyunjin dance and trade drinks with some random girl.

You really didn't want to be here, but you didn't want anything to happen to Hyunjin, he was known for getting into trouble, especially when he was high or drunk.

You knew he could take care of himself though, and you knew your mutual friends, Jisung and Minho wouldn't let anything happen to him, so why did you come?

If you were being truthful, you only came because Hyunjin begged you, and you absolutely couldn't say no to the guy, he was too charming and persistent.

Even though you'd vowed that you'd never attend another party again, Hyunjin just had to beg and look at you with his stupid pretty eyes on his stupid pretty face, and you caved.

It was a cycle.

Hyunjin hears about a party and wants to go, you tell him you'll stay home, he begs, you cave in, and you let him drag you to the party, and then he gets drunk, dances and makes out with random girls, then you drag him back home, and he says dumb sweet things to you.

It hurt, it really did..Hyunjin always begged you to come along, telling you things like; "It'll be no fun if you aren't there!" And, "You love me, right?"

He basically guilt-tripped you into coming with him, telling you all those things, and then leaving you for whatever chick comes up to him, and then he acts like nothing's wrong.

Maybe nothing was wrong, maybe you were just over thinking, right?

You sighed and got up from the couch.

As you pushed past the crowd of drunk hooligans, you heard someone call your name.

You turned to see Hyunjin with a pretty blonde on his arm, who you believe was a girl named Karina.

"Where are you going?" He asked with a pout on his face and his cheeks red from all the alcohol.

"Upstairs."

He frowned. "Are you going to see Minho again?" He asked with a hint of annoyance in his voice.

You sighed. "Look, Hyune..i'll be right back, swear." You didn't give him time to answer, and turned around and bolted up the stairs.

The upstairs of the home was less crowded. There were a few people hanging out and vaping, but that was it.

You used the spare key Minho gave you and unlocked his bedroom door.

"Minho?"

You locked the door behind you and scanned his room, but he wasn't there.

You noticed his window was open, the cold breeze blowing into the room.

You carefully peeked your head out and saw him sitting on the roof with a bottle of wine in his hands. You crawled out of the window and sat next to him.

"This party's shit, huh?" He chuckled as he took a sip of the wine.

You nodded and sighed. "I don't even know why I come anymore."

Minho snickered and turned to look at you, raising one eyebrow.

"I think we both know exactly why you came."

You huff and shake your head. "Its just-its so confusing, Min! He begs me to come with him, then he abandons me for literally anyone else, and-and then he tells me he loves me when we're alone, and then he acts like it never happened!" You scoff and take the wine from Minho, aggressively taking small sips.

"Who's he charmed up this time?" Minho chuckles.

"Karina." You sigh.

He hums and looks at you for a bit, studying your face.

"Lets dip." He says.

"Where?"

He thinks for a moment. "Do you have anywhere specific that you wanna go?"

You shake your head. "No, just anywhere but here is fine."

He nods and grabs the wine from you, and sets it back inside on his dresser, then he grabs onto the branch of the big oak tree and starts making his way down.

"You coming?"

You grab onto the branch and make your way down too.

...

You and Minho ended up going to an arcade. It was fun, but soon it got late, and you both headed back to the house.

The house was almost empty, everyone had gone home at that point. A few of the people from your friend group, Chaeryeong, NingNing, Chan, and Felix had stayed back to help Jisung clean up.

"Jisung, we're never throwing another party again." Minho scoffed, looking at the mess.

"Yeah, yeah." Jisung's words were slurred, indicating he was slightly drunk.

"I'm gonna go find Jin." You said quietly, walking past everyone.

You searched the house and finally found him curled up and asleep on the bathroom floor.

You sighed and shook him awake. "Hyunjin.. Wake up."

He groaned a bit before slowly opening his eyes.

He drunkenly smiled at you. "Y/nnn" he softly grinned.

You gave him a small smile. "C'mon, lets get you back home, hm?"

You helped him up. You struggled a bit, but you were used to it. You both stumbled a bit coming out of the bathroom.

"You need some help?" Chan asked.

You shook your head. "No, I'm fine."

"You sure?"

You nodded and continued helping Hyunjin out of the house, saying goodbye to everyone on your way out.

"Jinne, where are your keys?" You asked.

He mumbled a quiet, "Pocket." Before resting his head on your shoulder.

You fumbled around in his pockets for a bit before you found it and unlocked his car. You helped him into the passenger seat and buckled his seatbelt.

Once he was settled, you hopped into the drivers seat and drove towards his apartment.

Less than ten minutes later, you had arrived. You shook Hyunjin awake and he whined.

"Jinnie get up please..only a few more minutes and you'll be inside, but you have to get up." You tried reasoning with him.

He sighed and his eyes fluttered open.

"You're pretty." He breathed out.

You hummed and reached across to unbuckle his seatbelt. He grabbed your wrist.

You looked up at him with a confused look. "Hyunjin what-*

You were cut off by his lips on yours, kissing you softly for a moment.

When he broke the kiss, you stared at him in shock. He'd never ever done anything like that before.

He grabbed your face and pulled you back in for another kiss, and you didn't resist.

He pulled you onto his lap so that you were straddling him. One hand was on your face, while the other rested on your hip, his touch light, but still burning into your skin.

He gently bit your lip and pulled away, and ended the kiss with a soft peck on the corner of your lips.

"I-we should- I should get you inside." You spoke softly, out of breath. You gently climbed off of him and helped him out of the car.

You walked in silence on your way up to his apartment. When you finally got there, you help him in and to his room.

You took off his shoes and jacket. You then took off his jeans, leaving him in his boxer's and his shirt.

He groaned, calling out your name softly.

"What is it?"

"Stay, please." He pouted.

"I-" you started, but stopped when his pout turned into a frown and his eyes were getting a bit teary.

You sighed and kicked off your shoes and let Hyunjin tug you down next to him.

His arms wrapped around your waist and he buried his head in your chest, breathing in your scent deeply.

You lay there until you could hear his slight snores, and you gently got out of his hold. He whined and turned around, clutching the nearest pillow.

You turned off the light in his room and shut the door.

You sat on the couch, replaying the nights events. You sighed.

Hyunjin was confusing.. He was leading you on, even though he didn't mean to.

You knew you should distance yourself from him, but you couldn't do that. He mattered to you too much... But you also were aware that Minho was annoyed with you for crawling back to Hyunjin and so were all the rest of your friends.

Everyone loved Hyunjin, but it was obvious he wasn't ready for a relationship, and everyone knew that, including you.

You just didn't want to accept it.

...

You woke up on the couch in Hyunjin's living room. You didn't realize you had fallen asleep.

You heard the sound of a toilet flushing and the sink running, and you turned to see Hyunjin coming out of the bathroom, holding his head.

You sat up.

"Oh, morning Y/n." He gave you a small smile, hissing as the pain in his head increased.

You hummed.

You got up and handed Hyunjin some medicine, which he gladly accepted.

"You shouldn't drink like that anymore Hyunjin." You said in a serious tone.

Hyunjin shrugged. "I'll be fine, I do it all the time."

"Hyunjin, it's not healthy."

He shook his head. "I swear I'm fine. Plus, its fun."

You just stared at him. "Fun? Hyunjin that's not fun at all!"

"You're telling me you didn't have any fun?" He raised his eyebrow.

"No! I didn't have fun! I sat there watching you get drunk out of your mind while you made out with Karina! Then I had to drag you all the way home and take care of you since you can't take care of yourself!" You scoffed.

Hyunjin sighed. "Well I'm sorry you felt that way, okay? I really didn't know, I swear." He says, trying his best to end the conversation..One thing you'd learned about him over the years of being friends, is that he absolutely hated confrontation.

You sighed. You couldn't stay mad at him, no matter how hard you tried.

"Just-I don't know.. Just try to be more aware, no more drinking like a maniac, okay?" He nodded.

He gave you a small smile and held out his arms and without hesitation, you eased right into them.

He gently pushed your head into his chest and rested his chin on your forehead. "I'll do better, promise." He whispered.

You nodded, even though you knew very well that he was going to most likely do it again despite his words..but you wanted to believe him, you wanted to believe that he would stay true to his word, and that he wouldn't do it again.

You wanted to pretend that it was going to be alright.

Because in this moment, Hyunjin was yours.

He was your best friend, and he loved you and you loved him, even if the love that you had for him was a different kind of love that he had for you. It didn't matter, not now.

So for now, you'd just pretend...

And hey..at least he's sober.

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Hiii! Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed, I actually intended to make this longer, but I kinda got bored? Well I just didn't know how to continue, you know? But if anyone wants a sequel or another part I'd gladly do that!❤

[s0m3b0dy2u]

normalize not making fun of others!!!! i dont think this should have to be said but it does. we are a small ass community and honestly fuck the antis and misinformation and whatever the fuck else because making fun of each other is arguably just as if not more damaging. i keep seeing people making fun of people who havent shifted to their dr yet and people judging people for their drs and their s/os and their appearances and faceclaims and honestly im so fucking sick of it. why cant we just let each other be????

like be so fucking for real

its not hurting anybody

let people script angst

let people script smut

let people script whatever they fucking want

let people shift to wherever they want because its their fucking life

let people love whomever they love

let people look however they want to look

its

not

hurting

you

[hermit-frog]

[karda]

the innate horror of google earth

[biblically-accurate-dca]

i just wanted to post something before the year ended

[thyfrankie]