#this or I’ll die alone
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*Ahem* I’m just gonna leave these here:
You’re welcome. (Art by me)
I will be thoroughly grateful if other artists would doodle reactions to this. Either from the other rookie 9 or their own.
Buff Tenten post | Buff NejiTen meme
#tenten#naruto#neji hyuga#sketch#neji#illustration#art#buff tenten#i am a firm believer that this team alone could've ended that war quickly#anything team gai#team three#team gai#team guy#Maito Gai#might guy#rock lee#riku's art#they are literal gods of war#like seriously how are you Gai’s student and not fucking RIPPED#tenten can sit on me and I’ll be happy to die
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It is finally time for you to wake up. All of this is you.
This one was just kinda soothing to draw, I really like the funny bird
Me drawing the long quiet (location) for the millionth time, inverting its colors for some reason, and promptly evaporating into the void
An alt version and some zoom ins and stuff under the cut:
Terrible picture of the lineart I am so sorry I didn’t save an actual file of it so it’s just. A photo of the screen lmao
#slay the princess#stp the long quiet#stp fanart#the long quiet#i love you long quiet#he won’t leave me alone#I have to keep drawing him or I DIE#I swear I’ll actually draw the princess again soon#I just. need him in my bloodstream all the time
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HEAR ME OUT neil josten and matt boyd being nico diangelo and jason grace just in a very different font
#do you see the vision#did i cook#basically just an excuse to combine my two favorite literary friendships#leave me alone#aftg#all for the game#pjo#pjo hoo toa#percy jackon and the olympians#neil josten#matt boyd#nico di angelo#jason grace#i’ll die on this hill
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“where are you going?” jamie asks as roy gets up. he’s scrolling through tik tok, but he had his headphones in so roy’s reading wouldn’t be interrupted.
he closes his book as he stands, marking the page with a bookmark. “i want to be alone.” roy huffs.
that’s a lie. it always is.
he doesn’t plan on going far, just from the living room to their bed. the third stair from the stop creaks as he steps on it, just like it always does.
he flops down on their bed and reopens the book, but he’s not reading any of words. he can’t focus on them.
he doesn’t want to be alone, he wants to be with jamie. they’ve spent all day together, waking up in each others arms and eating at the same table and going over the grocery list and then doing the actual grocery shopping and then going to a cafe for lunch and then coming back to their house (jamie’s house, but roy basically lives here) where jamie scrolled through tik tok while roy read.
jamie has never once expressed that he and roy spend too much time together. never once.
but roy is clingy, he is needy and he knows this, has lost a lot of relationships because of it. and he’s trying to be better. he’s trying to give his partners that distance they seem to need and he just can’t understand why.
so he’s been making sure to give jamie that alone time, make sure he doesn’t feel like he’s being suffocated.
the third stair creaks as someone steps on it.
a moment later, jamie walks through the doorway. he crawls on the bed, his body moving right over roy’s.
“what are you doing?”
jamie shrugs, leaning forward and pressing a soft kiss to roy’s lips. “being with you.”
roy growls, but it’s half hearted at best. “i want to be alone.”
“well, i don’t.” jamie doesn’t back off, just flops down on roy’s chest, their bodies melting together. “i want to be alone with you.” jamie says, like it’s the easiest thing in the world.
oh.
okay.
roy hopes his heart isn’t beating too fast, but jamie’s breathing evens out moments later.
alone with you.
roy could get used to that. this time when he reads, he follows each word as his hand glides gently across jamie’s back.
#ted lasso#ted lasso drabble#drabble#royjamie#roy x jamie#joy#jamie tartt#roy kent#alone with you#jamie “i can’t shower alone tartt meet roy “i need constant attention or i’ll die kent#own post
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I always enjoy imagining, seeing how down bad Colin was in part 1, that in his mind if he couldn’t get Penelope to marry him and make small ginger red heads with her that he probably knew that he was not going to marry anyone else and he’d always love her from afar. It’s giving « it’s you or it’s no one » vibes and I love it
#like the boy must have really told himself im gonna marry her or I’ll just die alone and I’ll probably die alone cause she doesn’t love me#baby boy#made for one woman and one woman only#polin#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3
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I hope everyone who says that Final Frontier is bad chokes
#star trek#the final frontier#bones mccoy#my baby girl final frontier 💖#“I knew I wasn’t gonna die because the two of you were with me#“I’ve always know I’ll die alone
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Growing up as an only child people would always like talking to me and say I’m nice and generous then when they found out that I’m an only child they’d tell me “oh so you’re spoiled and don’t know how to share?”. And it was always so frustrating because why would I be spoiled? Yes both of my parents attention was only on me but they raised me right? And I’ve met people that are spoiled and not brats, like spoiled brat and spoiled are two different things.
And I love sharing and always have bc I never had anyone to share with so I like letting other people use my stuff. One of my friends that I did so many things for all of middle school (I gave her homework answers, pencils, erasers, bandaids, some of my lunch, gum, etc) told me that I don’t know how to share because I’m an only child. We’re not friends anymore because at one point she started rushing me to do my work so she could copy and she would not let me concentrate and she wouldn’t copy my shit while I was doing it and then she’d get mad at me because she was failing. But anyway, I was a little mad because you KNOW me, but you’re just gonna say that because why, exactly? It was like people were always telling me what I should be like and telling me that I don’t understand any childhood experiences.
And then I get told I must not know how to compromise just because I’m an only child? Like what? I will do anything to please you so what the hell are you talking about.
And people go on rants saying that parents need to start having more than two children because they hate only children. I’ve seen this so many times and it makes me a little sad because my parents tried, okay? Generalizing is not cool. They’ll hate only children just because they had a bad experience with someone that happened to be an only child. And then I’ll make friends with someone and when they find out I’m an only child they’ll tell me they never would’ve guessed because they hate only children. Thanks, I guess?
“You must not have a very good family bond” uhh why? My cousins are the closest thing I ever had as siblings growing up and I genuinely don’t understand when they would say this because it doesn’t mean I can’t bond with people my age.
“You probably get everything you want” i was told this just because I bought a new notebook when my old one ran out of pages. Again, what is the thought process here because it’s not like I can ask for anything and get it just because I’m the only kid my parents have.
I would say I’m lonely and want a sister and people would get straight up mad at me. “No you don’t you’re lucky” and you think there aren’t things I want that you have too? I literally feel so alone 24/7 but I guess I’m not allowed to feel that because at least I get privacy.
They also always assume I’m rich. I am very much not rich and I did have friends that lived in bigger houses and it made me so insecure about mine. Idk what it is about assuming only children are rich. I wish being an only child came with that bc then I’d never complain again. But unfortunately it doesn’t work like that.
Anyways. This was a random rant. I just remembered that I would get so frustrated because I would literally cry from the fact that I didn’t have a best friend or someone like a sibling to talk to, and then I’d be told my feelings weren’t valid. I know this is such a non issue, but just sharing I guess.
#idk it’s midnight#can’t sleep#and I’m feeling lonely and this was the result#I might go crazy if I can’t find a best friend that will call me their best friend back#everyone seems to have their person but me and that’s not fair#only child#only child core#if anyone gets mad bc they can’t handle someone has a different experience I swear#rant#midnight rant#random post#and when my parents die I’ll be alone#I literally cry thinking of it#and I either live up to their expectations or literally nothing else bc J haven’t really thought of a plan b#all the pressure is on me and that kind of sucks#only child culture#only kid things#but yeah call me spoiled just because my parents couldn’t reproduce another offspring#the fact that I’m so scared to not be okay because my parents only have one daughter#I’m trying so hard to make it worth it#only child experience#spoiled brat#according to everyone#eldest child#middle child#and when they say ‘attention whore’ as if said attention doesn’t feel like being under a microscope sometimes
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haven’t written in weeks and idk how to formulate words anymore but anyway before i log out again for the month here’s the in progress stuff coming for january
nerd! gojo fic
ex-convict! geto fic
gojo fix-it fic (i’m rewriting canon thank you 👍🏽)
#wow#i been so busy with final presentations for capstone#i haven’t even been able to read fanfic let alone write it#and then i read over a wip yesterday and i was like ??? how am i supposed to complete this idk how to write anymore#i’ll find a way#those ideas cannot die out they must see the light#anyway#i have a report to finish unfortunately </3#see u all in january some time#maybe#all depends on if i put my thinking cap on and actually figure out how to put words together again after a month of illiteracy#byeeeeee for now
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odds n’ ends
#it’s like.. the b-sides that didn’t fit with anything else and aren’t strong enough alone to warrant me wasting space on anyone else’s dash#these were taken between Sep 23’ and Feb 24’; they’re not sorted chronologically#they’re sorted by temperature. sorta#I can start putting more time into art again soon - easing into it bc I’ve not adjusted to the changes yet#now that the move is over and I don’t have the shitty helljob that had me doing 70 hrs p/week. I made a bank in OT hours tho.#which is good! bc my job fell through on this end and I’m now trying to find new work so I don’t die :)#so my heftier-than-usual savings are keeping me afloat for the moment#ah well! cest la vie; and I’ll be okay!#my art#aesthetic#art#artwork#webcore#internetcore#abstract#artists on tumblr#photography#flash photography#weirdcore#nature photography#mountains
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i haven’t seen any gifsets of this scene yet, so i bring you more shitty screencaps but this moment felt like it was important me ?
loki walking past sylvie with mobius AGAIN with zero hesitation. (two eps in a row) hmm what does it mean.
(this time loki leaves first and mobius stays behind to look at ravonna, before following after loki - a parallel to last episode with loki & sylvie. and the second time they mirrored those dynamics in this episode! interesting.)
#much to think about#not once but TWICE ??#TWO episodes in a row ??#i don’t hate sylvie it’s just clear loki has given up on getting through to her bc she wants to be left alone (and he has mobius:)#third times the charm#?#next time he leaves with mobius after they all prevent another apocalypse and sylvie has her life back & then loki kisses mobius 🥰#teehee#can a boy dream ?#unrelated but the filter i chose ?? sylvie looks fucking hot in all black can we see that at some point please ?#lokius#loki spoilers#loki season 2#loki#mobius#loki x mobius#if they try to make ravonna and mobius a thing just so it parallels with sylki i think i’ll just lie down and die lmao
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I always forget how scary it is at night time at my childhood home (it’s a school now) that’s set far back in the forest & away from any roads
like I grew up here but I can’t go there alone at night because it feels like the killer could be hiding anywhere. I don’t think I was scared when I lived there? I mean I knew it was haunted but I was never scared of the ghosts & that’s not what I’m scared of now. it’s more that it’s isolated & being there alone at night feels like a scene from a slasher & I know it doesn’t get locked so I always imagine the killers is waiting around every corner or crouching in the weeds or woods outside. maybe it’s scary because no one lives there now….
#rose.txt#I had to make my sister come down & meet me cause I was too scared to go in alone#& the whole time I was leaning against my car outside waiting for her I saw a shadow in the weeds our front & thought#god this is how I die#then when we went inside I was like. oh my god were subverting the tropes & expectations#now she’s here & we’re inside THIS is when the killer comes#well we did encounter Ethan (one of the ghosts) briefly#he was creaking around in the dark downstairs hallway & freaked us out a bit#but again. I’m not scared of him.#I’m not even scared of his bitch mom I’ll call her a bitch to her Face IDC#(yes there’s extensive ghost lore to this place)
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doing the heavy lifting in a convo can be so tiring omfg
#THIS IS NOT ABT ANYONE HERE BTW I’M JUST RANTING#we talk abt the non-yappers but what about the Yappers…….#like are you interested in talking 2 me or not my friend lmk bc if not it’s always so much easier not to speak 😭#and i try to match people’s energies in how they text my friend said i’m a weird little chameleon like that#don’t know why they put the weird and little there but i’ll let it slide bc that’s oomf4life 🤨 but anyways#sighhhhhh sometimes i’m like oooooh am i too much ^_^ and then i back off#ONCE AGAIN THIS IS NOT ABT ANY MOOTS OR ANYTHING i love you all i would die for you#you can see me as the gum on your shoes and i’d be like :3 YIPPEE!!!!!!!!#but it’s like sometimes i talk and they don’t respond and i think they do to others and then i’m like :O LIKE DID I DO SMTHN WRONG#and like w IRL’s/close moots it’s totally fine like we’ve gone weeks w/o talking and then just get in the groove immediately#but then w a very small handful of people it’s like damn . baby i’m pulling teeth and i do Not feel like pulling anymore#BUT ALSO!!!!! i need to think from their perspective and maybe some people don’t like my texting energy which is fine and valid (die)#((kidding))#and also maybe some people feel that way abt me! like it’s pulling teeth or it’s just awkward (which is genuinely valid)#anyways . inch of resting#i will say i do worry sometimes that i end up centering the convo about what EYE think but i never mean it in a narcissistic way!#i just want them to know that i relate/they’re not alone! but i wonder if they may think that i’m making it abt me WHICH I PROMMY I’M NOT…#but there’s no point thinking that way but also . i don’t care NFNDNDNDN respectfully like i have my group and i can just stick w them :3#i rarely vent on here like this but SIGHHHHHH where else can i <3 i love tumblr tags#i would be nothing without tumblr tags i can talk here like it’s no one’s business#ANYWAYS TIME 2 EAT A BURRITO AND THEN WRITE#personal
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Can someone please tell this boy to find reasons to not want to die that aren’t “Sasuke hasn’t noticed me yet 🥺” or “If I die who will fix Sasuke 😔” or “My death would mean Sasuke’s all alone ☹️” or literally anything about that fucking dude
#I wanted to put more examples but hit the image limit for the app#anyway this attitude leads to brilliant plans like#‘omg 😳 what if we commit double suicide. and die side by side 😱#then I’ll die and escape this miserable existence. AND you won’t be alone. I’m a fucking genius 🤯’#from the drafts#sns#naruto#moose blabber
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Hellllloooo from me and my dirty mirror 😊
#gods I realllllly need to get that tattoo covered 💀💀💀#thankfully the Covid is basically gone now my periods just gotta fuck off and everything will be back to normal#ugh i gotta go to cat foood for nightmare children but I don’t wanna leave the house 🫠#my live in partners toxic trait is that he is incapable of doing anything alone so I’m forced to go with him 🫠#maybe I’ll see if I can Instacart the food#the thought of putting on pants makes me wanna die a little 💀#shut up rian#me#self#face
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nightly rendezvous - pann’s screams edition ( ◉o◉)⊃━☆ (04)
xavier, oh my xavier… naughty bunny!
i will not lie, the sounds that i made when going through this was… other worldly at best. ( ´•̥ו̥` )
just, everything about this memory was ugh. the diving into what makes him tick and that he is so open with his emotions and feelings (jealousy) to the point that anything and everything relating to MC irks him (like poor Charlie) is so… adorably honest? also love how we are both mutually putty in each others respective hands. he just wants to be babied and have the assurance that we will always be there for him and comfort him when he needs it. SIR, I HUMBLY OBLIGE TO QUELL ANY DOUBTS YOU MAY HAVE IN WHATEVER WAYS YOU SEE FIT ❤️
this, the screams that came out of me—
and don’t even get me started on the scenes after the kindled portion of the memory that on it’s own is my undoing. to be fair, this man is my ultimate undoing. (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)
in conclusion, I love this man to bits your honour and I am sealed as a person who will definitely be single until the world ends but I have no fear as I have him (and the other boys).
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace xavier#xavier#panns screams#I said it many times and I’ll continue to say it again and again#i love them all#i am officially going to die alone and be single for eternity#and thank you infold for that#at least I’ll have my husbands with me 😘
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installed one of those dating apps where the algorithm is based on your music taste and all i’ve learnt is that men who like the same music as me are all fucking WEIRD
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