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ik ur requests are close so u can do this whenever if ever u want but can u do something where myung gi and reader hate each other but just cant get away from each other and one time reader couldnât sleep and saw myung gi awake so u went to his get and sat herself down and got comfortable and hes all confused and is like âwhat are you doingâ and they just talk and soon fall asleep and wake up cuddling each other
i hope this makes sense sorry for the long request đ
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summary | the request
warnings | angst, confusion, unresolved tension, emotional vulnerability, close proximity
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The darkness of the room stretches around you, and although you close your eyes, sleep seems to elude you, as it always does when you need it most. The silence is heavy, dense, but it��s not the kind of silence that comforts you. Itâs the kind of silence that invites you to think, to remember all the reasons you hate the person so close to you.
You turn in bed again and again, but the discomfort persists. The hatred you share with Myung-gi has never been easy to handle, but thereâs something in him that keeps you trapped.
You know heâs awake. Youâve been hearing his labored breathing for quite a while. At first, you thought you could bear it, but in the end, you realize you need something more than that. Something you canât define. Something that pushes you to get out of bed and move closer to him, without thinking twice.
You approach his bed, your heart beating faster as you draw near. When you reach his side, he turns toward you, his eyes flickering between surprise and irritation. His posture, always so tense, is filled with that arrogance that frustrates you, but somehow, something in his gaze makes you stay, unsure.
Without saying a word, you lie down next to him. The silence that fills the room is awkward, but you canât help but feel that, despite everything you share, thereâs something liberating about being there, close to him, even though you wonât admit it. The warmth of his body beside you feels strangely comforting, as if a weight you didnât know you were carrying lightens, although deep down, you know itâs a trap.
After a few seconds, his voice breaks the silence.
âWhat are you doing here?â he asks, his tone low but filled with confusion, as if he canât understand why you approached him.
You donât know how to respond, not in words. You decide to be direct because bluntness is all you have between the two of you.
âI couldnât sleep,â you say, looking up to avoid his gaze. The words seem empty, but itâs the closest to the truth you can get at that moment.
A long silence falls between the two of you. His breathing remains steady, but the atmosphere has changed, as if something invisible has intervened between you. You feel ridiculous for being there, but something tells you that you shouldnât move. Itâs easier to stay still, say nothing, and let time pass.
Finally, he whispers, almost as if he were talking to himself.
âThis doesnât make sense.â
Your chest tightens with a mixture of frustration and something else, something you donât want to admit. Why does it affect you so much? Why are you still here, close to him, when all youâve done is fight, despise him?
âI know,â you answer softly. The truth is there, in the air between you two. None of this makes sense, but you canât explain why you stay.
The conversation fades for a moment, only the sound of your breaths blending in the silence. You feel that what you both share is a never-ending war, one you canât win but also canât abandon.
âYou know?â you finally say, breaking the silence. You feel vulnerable speaking, but you canât help it. âSometimes... I wish things were different.â
You surprise yourself by saying it, but the confession is out of your control. The hatred you feel for him doesnât go away, but something in you longs for things not to always be this way. Something in you wants him to drop the mask of indifference, that way of not taking a step toward resolution.
He doesnât respond immediately. You have the sense that heâs thinking, weighing what you just said. When he finally speaks, he does so in a low voice, almost as if it were something personal.
âThat will never happen,â he says, and in his words is a tone of resignation, as if he knows it too.
The sound of his breathing fills the room again. The calm overtakes you, as if the fact that you both know it at the same time is enough for the tension to dissipate, even if just for a brief moment. The hatred, the frustration, all seems to slowly drift away.
The conversation continues in small moments, between ironic jokes and comfortable silences, until, without realizing it, you both fall into a deep sleep.
As you open your eyes, you realize something is wrong, but you canât identify what it is. The warmth beside you confuses you. Your mind is still half asleep, and itâs then that you realize: youâre in his arms. His body is close, closer than youâve ever allowed it to be. Your heart races and an uncomfortable feeling runs through you, but itâs strangely warm.
You stay still, almost waiting for it all to fade away, for it to simply be a weird dream, but itâs not. The contact of his arm around you, the sensation of his breath near your neck, is real. Somehow, you canât stop it, but the fact that youâre there, in his embrace, leaves you completely bewildered.
The silence is as heavy as before, but this time, thereâs something different in the air. The discomfort begins to grow, and you canât help but think that all of this is a mistake. Itâs then that, at the same time, you both realize the position youâre in, and without thinking, you pull apart in a leap, as clumsy as if you didnât know how to react. Itâs a rushed, almost awkward movement, as if the fear of being so close to the other blinded you for a moment.
You quickly get up from the bed, your hands slightly trembling as you search for an excuse that doesnât come. Looking at the floor, you struggle to maintain your composure, but you realize how absurd it all has been.
âThis...â you say, your voice slightly shaky. âThis doesnât make sense.â
You feel ridiculous, looking for an escape when, deep down, you know thereâs nowhere to go. Myung-gi gets up as well, his expression serious, although you can see that heâs also trying to hide how bewildered he is.
âIt wasnât...â he begins, but the words donât seem to come out of his mouth as they normally do. He stops, not knowing how to continue.
Youâre both there, completely out of place, not knowing how to handle the situation. The tension builds again between you, but this time itâs different. Itâs not the same tension as before, the one from the fights, from the confrontations. Itâs something else, something confusing, that neither of you knows how to explain.
You blush as you realize how close you were to him, how much the simple fact of sharing that space affected you.
âI donât know whatâs happening,â you murmur, feeling the weight of your own words.
Myung-gi doesnât respond immediately, and you realize that, for once, he doesnât have an answer either. He pulls away slightly, as if the space between you two is necessary for both of you to process it all, but the atmosphere remains charged, as if something invisible had bound you together unwillingly.
âThis doesnât have to happen again,â he says finally, although he doesnât sound entirely convinced by his own words.
You, on your part, donât respond. You donât know what to say. The words get stuck in your throat because, deep down, you realize that, even though you wish this hadnât happened, a part of you knows something has changed. And that feeling is what truly scares you.
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The Dollhouse
[AO3]
(note: TW for hallucinations, general dissuasion of past domestic abuse and mental illnesses, and mild gore. Happy/bittersweet ending as always. If I miss any warnings, you're welcome to let me know!)
Made myself cry with this one twice so I'm sure it's gonna hurt lol
Since people seemed to like it last time, I'll be writing my thoughts in the comments on AO3 right after I post everything, which you're welcome to read!
Joseph has a dollhouse. The thing was bloody expensive, or so Tommy told him, but Beth practically begged him to buy it, along with her son. She said she always wanted one as a kid, and Tommy couldnât say no.
Simon played with him a little bit, always taking the role of the mom. He refused to be the dad. It hasnât been long enough for him to hear that title without bile filling his mouth.
He was cleaning up after another playing session, his nephew running off to greet his parents at the door. Simon avoids looking too hard at his scarred, gnarly hands, instead focusing on the dolls.
The set has 4; a mom, a dad, and two siblings. He shoves each of them into the little rooms, along with the tiny furniture, when something gives him a pause.
There are dolls in the house that he doesnât recognize. He didnât know Tommy bought more.
Simon leans in closer, brows furrowing. There are four of them, one laying face-down on a red carpet, the others surrounding it.
The dolls are⌠odd. Theyâre wearing tactical gear, the one on the carpet completely covered in black. One of them has a bucket hat, the other a baseball cap, and the third what looks like a tiny warhawk.
Simon stares at the fourth one. Something about the red carpet it is laying on reminds him of blood more than anything, and a sharp feeling echos through his chest. An odd beating, a knife tearing through his organs, a cruel hook at his side.
He reaches to turn the little doll, when Beth yells, âSimon! Lunch is ready, where are you?!â
Simon turns away to call back, âcleaning up, be there in a minute!â he sighs, returning to the dollhouse.
⌠The dolls are gone.
Things have been⌠weird since coming back. Maybe it was foolish to think he could leave everything that happened in Mexico behind him.
As if his mind couldnât function without an enemy, it turned against Simon. Hallucinations werenât uncommon for him, things appearing and disappearing, minutes lost staring at a wall. Voices, echos of pain.
Some days he locks himself in his room, laughter bubbling up along with tears, both unstoppable. Tommy broke down the door the first time, chest heaving like he was expecting a fight. It surprised him, in hindsight. That his brother cares.
It got better, and it didnât. Simon sighs, smoke billowing from his mouth. The scars crossing his lips tingle uncomfortably, still sensitive to changes in temperature.
He can feel mum staring at him, as he sits on the back porch, smoking. She has a hard time hiding her worry, they all do, really. It makes him feel all the more pathetic.
Simon huffs. He can almost hear his therapist chiding him for those thoughts.
He takes one more breath of smoke before stamping out the cigarette. Sitting around feeling bad about himself never solved anything, wallowing in emotions bigger than his shriveled heart can process did nothing to change them. Simon gets up, wiping the dirt off his jeans, and means to step back inside, when he gets knocked down to his knees.
The chair next to him falls, flimsy wood splintering, the hanging plants above him swaying violently.
The ground is shaking.
His brain takes precious seconds to remember that youâre not supposed to be inside in an earthquake, and his body wastes several more trying to get enough balance to rush back inside.
âTOMMY! BETH! GET JOSEPH AND MUM OUTSIDE, THEREâS A BLOODY-â Simon shouts, slipping around a corner where he slides to a stop.
His brother is staring at him, confused, hand frozen midair as he was about to remove his coat. Beth and mum look equally bewildered, and Josephâs expression is just enough scared that he is shocked back to reality.
âIâmâŚâ Simon swallows thickly, âIâm sorry.â
Tommy sighs and opens his mouth to speak, butâŚ
⌠But the voice that comes out isnât his, âdonât you fuckinâ apologize to me, you bastard!â
âYou donât get to say that, not now!â Joseph says, in a voice of a fully-grown man.
Simon takes a step back. Itâs not back to normal yet- his mind is still fucking with him. He needs- he needs to-
His legs take him to his room, running up the stairs, ignoring the calls of his name behind him. Theyâre wrong, their voices are not theirs, heâs still not back.
The door threatens to splinter as he slams it shut, his breaths wheezing up his chest, sounding almost like a laugh if he wasnât on the verge of tears.
Simon slides down to his knees, forehead pressed to the cool door. Eyes shut, ears covered. He canât trust them anyway.
Desperate, he begins doing the exercise his therapist taught him.
âRoba is not here.â he says in his mind, âRoba is not here.â he repeats until he truly believes it.
âI am safe,â is repeated after that.
âI am home.â
âNone of it was real.â
The room is dark by the time Simon finds the courage to open his eyes. He uncurls from the floor, muscles creaking in protest.
Mum is waiting on the other side of the door when he finally exits his room. Her eyes scan him, and a relieved breath visibly escapes her when she finds no injuries.
âHow are you feeling, luv?â she asks, carefully, but Simon canât detect any fear in her voice.
He ducks his head to avoid her eyes all the same, âfine. Sorry about- sorry.â
âNo need to apologize. Itâs⌠itâs been a while since it happened, right? At least thereâs progress.â she tries to cheer him up, like always.
She used to do the same, after dad blew up on them for acting their age, for having the gal to be a child. It made him simmer with barely-concealed anger. How could she try to be positive all the time, when everything was clearly fuckinâ not fine.
Simon recognized it for what it was when he left home for bootcamp. Recognized she was doing her best. That maybe if she could find the good in everything, the bad will be easier.
Bitterly, he thinks thatâs why she chose to marry a man like Simonâs father in the first place.
â... Yeah.â he says, because he doesnât want to scare her any more than he already did. She gives him a gentle smile, and a softer caress to the shoulder.
âOh, what are we doing chatting around here, you must be starving! Come, we are about to eat dinner, I made pie!â
Simon lets his mum lead him downstairs, where the table is already set. Joseph visibly lights up when their eyes meet, and it makes something in his heart melt.
âUncle Si!â he says with a full mouth, âNana made your favorite pie!â Joseph lifts the pie dish to show him, or attempts to, as Beth has to help him.
Simon smiles, âhowâs the taste, Joey?â
âThe best!â his nephew grins back.
He takes a sit beside him, the plate in front of him already laden with food. Tommy gives him a look, silently asking if heâs alright.
Simon nods. They both know he isnât, but as long as he can hold it together for now, heâs alright.
Theyâre used to sweeping things under the rug, after all.
Simon called it a day early, the âattackâ draining him. Itâs fucking annoying, that things that arenât even real make him so tired.
He wonders for how long will Robaâs hands and knives and tools will haunt him. If his mind will ever stop playing tricks on him.Â
As tired as he is, he canât find enough peace within himself to fall asleep. He turns for the millionth time, before sighing and getting up.
Ever since he returned, Simon canât sleep in complete darkness. Childish as it sounds, the moment the lights go out he can feel scorpions crawling up his limbs, phantom stings keeping him tense under plush bedding.
The street lights are often enough to illuminate the room, the curtains never drawn shut. Simon walks over to the window, opening it to inhale the crisp, cold night air.
His fingers itch for a cigarette, but mum would kill him if he stunk up the house with them. He knows what the smell reminds her off, and he tried quitting, butâŚ
The view outside his window is blurry, almost fogged over, likely from his lack of sleep. He inhales again, deeply, if only to feel the slight bite of chill in his lungs, if only to replace the dirt and rot that hasnât left his veins since he came back.
Wind blows over the silent neighborhood, the curtains fluttering around him. Simon shivers, his scars tingling. He huffs as he thinks of how his mum would probably tell him to close the windows, lest he get a cold, if she was here.
As if he didnât spend months in a cold basement, wearing rags.
Itâs⌠odd. To be cared for. Not that she didnât care for them before, it just never really felt like this when it was undone the moment his father returned home from his job.
Violent gusts knock over something behind him, but Simon is lost in thought, memories of his dad and mum and Roba mixing, whirling. The wind picks up, beating against the trees outside, against the open window, thudding, thumping, hammering against his chest-
A knock on his door makes him refocus on reality. âSimon?â Tommy asks through the thin plywood, âyou alright?â
Simon frowns. Why is Tommy still awake in the middle of the night? He steps away from the window to open the door, âmâfine. Something happen?â
Tommy looks over his shoulder, âthe windâŚâ
âWhat about it?â
âI thought-â Tommy cuts himself off, ânever mind. Goodnight.â
â... Goodnight?â Simon responds, his brother already halfway back to his and Bethâs bedroom.
The confusion is enough to distract him from the fact the wind stopped the moment Tommy showed up.
Simon doesnât go out much. Or at all. His day consists of helping his mum around the house, working out in the backyard, and trying not to lose his fucking mind every time something reminds him of Mexico.
Mum is having her afternoon nap now, leaving him alone in the living room. His hands beg for something to do, and his first thought jumps to the hours and hours he spent cleaning guns and knives back on base. It used to relax him like nothing else did, the monotony quieting his mind.
He didnât hold a rifle for months now. Doesnât even know if heâll ever return to the service.
Simon decides to get up and scrub the kitchen sink, hoping it would be similar enough, when the landline phone rings. He rushes to answer before the shrill noise can bother his mum, and says, âRileyâs.â
He hears only static for a few seconds, ââello?â
â... PleaseâŚâ a single word comes through, âDonât leaveâŚâ
âWho is this?â Simon asks more firmly, chills running down his spine as he hears sobbing.
âCâmon, Simon⌠stay with meâŚâ the voice begs.
âWho are you? What the fuck are you talking abou-â
The call disconnects. Simon slams the phone down, exhaling roughly. Heâd chuck it to a prank call, if whoever it was didnât say his name. They sounded⌠desperate. In a way that a soldier is, surrounded by the bodies of his brothers-in-arms.
It couldâve been another trick of his mind. He heard plenty of soldiers beg like that right before getting shot in the head. His memories donât lack in suffering and desperation, thatâs for fucking certain.
Simon walks to the kitchen, picks up a sponge, and begins scrubbing at the counter. Movements robotic, he ignores the voice in his mind that says heâs missing something important.
A figment of his imagination. That is all it was.
âWhatâs this one called, Joey?â
âA tri- trisera-â Joseph struggles to say the name.
Beth snorts from the couch, âtriceratops?â
âYes!â his nephew smiles, putting the little toy dinosaur in Simonâs hand, âit eats grass!â
âThat so?â Simon turns the toy in his hands, small horns digging into his palms.
Joseph continues, âyeah! I tried to eat it as well, but mum said I canât.â he leans closer to Simon, whispering, âI did eat some later, but it was really gross.â
Simon and Bethâs eyes meet, her exasperated expression telling him she heard everything, âletâs leave the grass to the triceratops, hm?â he tells him.
âOkay!â Joseph agrees immediately, much to Bethâs relief. His nephew goes back to his imaginary battlefield, where the triceratops is a commander of a troop of velociraptors. Simon gives up on trying to understand who is winning, and sits down beside Beth.
âHe really admires you, you know?â Beth speaks after a few moments of silence. Simon turns to her with furrowed brows. She smiles, âwould always ask what were you doing when you were away. When we got the news that-âÂ
âThat I died.â he continues for her, hating the pity in her tone. He doesnât deserve it, doesnât want them to be so careful around him.
She sighs, âthat you died. I couldnât tell him. I told him you were⌠lost. A day later I find him trying to sneak out of the house, to search for you.â tears gather at Bethâs lash line, and she turns to wipe them away. Simon notices, even if she tries to hide it.
âIâm here now. Wonât let him run off to search for any lost soldiers again,â he assures her, and she smirks.
âAlways one to take things with the utmost seriousness, Simon. Sometimes I wonder if it was the military, or you were just born like that. Your mum and Tommy sure arenât like that.â
She doesnât mention his father, but he supposes it was obvious it didnât come from him either. Simon was always serious, emotions locked deep in his chest. When your old man slaps you for every overly loud noise, whether it be a laugh or a cry, you learn to suppress.
Maybe, in a way, it did come from his rotten dad.
âTommy cries too easily. Fuckinâ sobbed like a baby on Joeyâs first birthday.â
âLanguage!â Beth slaps his arm lightly, âof course he would, itâs his first son! Youâd understand if you had kids.â
Fucking unlikely. No way he becomes a father, the world doesnât need any more of him. Any of those kids wouldnât be as good as Joseph is, anyway.
âWhenâs he coming back? Joey must be hungry by now.â Simon looks to the front door, once again glad their house has an open floor plan.
Beth checks the clock on the wall, âheâll be here any minute now. Joseph love, are you hungry?â
Joseph looks up from his triceratops, who has just run over an enemy T. rex, âa little. Can I have a treat?â
âNot before lunch, you know the rules.â Beth reprimands him lightly. She turns back to Simon, âlet me see if your mum needs any helpâŚâ she leaves for the kitchen.
âHowâs the battle going?â Simon asks as Joseph lets a chunky, colorful helicopter land in front of a fallen velociraptor.
His nephew shoves the dinosaur into the helo, âweâre taking him to the hospital! The T. rex took a bite out of his leg, so he needs a new one.â he explains, making a whooshing sound as the helo takes off.
Simon leans closer, his lips tugging upwards, âand whereâs the hospital?â
âUhâŚâ Joey stops the helo midair, âon the dining table!â he runs off to it, the poor velociraptor rattling inside the helo.
Simon gets up to follow, when the front door opens. Tommy locks eyes with him, âsorry I was late, some idiot tried to move the photocopier up the stairs⌠unsuccessfully.â
âHow horrible⌠Iâd rather go back to Mexico than deal with that.â Simon mutters, and his brother barks a surprised laugh.
âBloody âell, donât let mum hear you.â he takes off his coat, hanging it on the hooks next to the door, âor the psychiatrist, for that matter.â
âThey would tell me, âhumor is a perfectly fine coping mechanismâ, or some shite.â Simon grumbles.
They both join Joseph at the table, as mum and Beth set plates down. The makeshift hospital (nothing more than a few napkins folded to look like beds) has to be moved, much to Joseph dismay, but Tommy promises him the velociraptor will understand.
As everyone settles in, Simon canât help but think of a similar scene, 20 or so years ago. Back then, there wasnât laughter, smiles, a warm aroma in the room. No, there was only the cold stare of a man playing a false God with his own family, bitter eyes striking fear in his heart whenever they met his.
Itâs moments like these, where Simon thinks things will be alright after all.
â-And then, Sam dropped the photocopier down three flights of stairs, his face pale as a sheet.â Tommy says between child-like giggles, his wife and mum laughing along. Joseph looks intrigued but confused, opting to focus on his meal, humming a little tune between bites.
âI told him, âmate, if I were you Iâd run before the big boss comes around,â as a joke! But the bloke bucks it outta the building like someone set fire under his ars- butt.â
Mum laughs quietly, âoh, love, the poor intern probably had his life flashing before his eyes-â
Everything falls silent. The hum of electricity, the clock in the living room, the birds outside. Josephâs tune, his mumâs laughter, Tommyâs cheery voice, Bethâs fond sighs.
They all click their mouths shut. Simon lowers his fork slowly, his heartbeat picking up.
â...what-â
They turn to stare at him, their gazes lowering to his chest, unnervingly synchronized. Simon looks down, and his fork clangs loudly as he drops it to the floor.
Red blooms across his chest, liquid turning his dark shirt shiny. He clutches at his front, panic rising within him, when he realizes it canât be real - he feels no pain.
But- âyouâre⌠youâre seeing it too?â Simonâs hand twists into the sodden fabric, âbut itâs- itâs not-â dark tendrils creep from the edges of his vision, lightheaded as if heâs really loosing blood, chest shaking with loud beats-
âSee what, uncle Si?â Joseph asks innocently. Simonâs eyes focus back on his family.
They all look normal. A bit confused and worried, but none of them are looking at the supposed wound blooming across his chest.
Simon raises his palm from his shirt, hand shaking as he scans it.
His pale, scarred skin is completely devoid of blood.
Mirrors became another enemy of his, after he came back. Ignoring the effects of what happened wouldâve been easier if there wasnât tangible proof Simon was irrevocably changed by Roba. Itâs not usually a problem to avoid them, as the one in the bathroom on the first floor was removed (after several⌠incidents).
But the ground floor still had one. And Simon is staring at it right now.
He ran off after what happened at the dining table, heart beating so hard he worried itâll stop. He tries to keep his eyes below his neck, checking his shirt again and again, searching for blood that never existed.
It didnât, but something did. His family saw it, Simon is sure of it. They never reacted to his hallucinations like that before, even when he saw fire burning the house down, earthquake shaking the ground, he was always met with confused looks that ignore the surrounding chaos.
His fingers ache with how tightly heâs grasping at the sink, at his chest. Uncertainty twists his gut, the intrusive thought that none of this is real burrowing into his mind.
What if he never escaped Roba? What if this is nothing but a drugged-induced nightmare? Maybe heâs in that fucking grave right now, maggots eating at his barely-alive flash, the bones of his traitorous commander cradling his broken body?
Simon canât do this again. He canât, he canât, he-
Someone knocks on the door, âUncle Si?â Joseph asks, voice wobbly. It startles something in him.
The lock clicks loudly as he unlocks the bathroom door, and Simon instantly crouches down to face the teary eyes of his nephew, âwhatâs wrong, Joey?â
Josephâs lip trembles, and he wraps his small arms around him, âI donât want you to leave again, Uncle Si.â
Simon hugs him gently, careful as to not hurt him. âIâm⌠Iâm not going anywhere?â he answers, unsure of what Joseph could be talking about.
âNana said it will be time soon.â
âTime for what? Joseph, whatâs going on-â
His nephew shrieks as a loud crashing sound echos in the bathroom. Simon grips him tighter, shielding him as something hits his back. He turns around, adrenaline pumping in his veins, ready to protect his nephew when he sees what caused it.
The mirror broke. Cracks spreading from a single point as if a phantom hand punched it, blood seeping into the crevices left behind.
Simon looks down at Joseph, âyou saw that too, right? And the- before, when we were eating.â
Tears run down his nephewâs cheeks, Simon wiping them slowly. âJoey. I need you to answer me.â
Joseph breaks down, whispering, âdonât tell mum and dad, Si.â he shoves a few small objects into Simonâs hand, his little fingers twisting into his.
Simon opens his mouth to ask him for more details, anything, when Tommy and Beth rush towards them, âwe heard a scream- Joey, love, why are you crying?â Beth scoops up her son. Josephâs gift, four little dolls by the feel of it, stays hidden in the pocket of his sweatpants.Â
Tommy crouches down beside him, ignoring the crunch of glass under his slippers, âyou alright?â
Simonâs eyes flicker from the broken mirror to his brotherâs eyes, âfine. Sorry for upsetting Joey, think heâs⌠worried.â he rises to his feet, âI⌠Iâm going to be at the back. Tell mum Iâm sorry for lunch.â
He doesnât wait to hear Tommyâs answer, hurrying to the back door. Once itâs closed behind him, Simon takes a deep breath, and pulls out the dolls Joseph gave him.
Itâs the little soldiers he saw before. The ones that⌠disappearedâŚ
Simon turns each of them in his hands, trying to figure out why Joey thought this would help him understand whatâs going on.
They all have the Union Jack on their gear, which looks similar to what he wore when he was still in service. Itâs the fourth one that interests him most, the one that was face-down in the dollhouse.
What he wasnât able to see before, is the skull mask covering its face. With shaky fingers, Simon checks if the balaclava the mask is stitched to is removable. The tiny piece of fabric shifts under his fingertips, and he pulls it up.
His breath catches in his lungs. The doll is an almost exact replica of Simon.
Where did Joseph find these? And more importantly, if this one looks like him, does it mean the other three are also of real people?
Simon stares at their faces, trying to think back to before Mexico. Those memories have been muddied by months of torture, faces redacted in his mind long ago, but no matter how much he tries to think, he canât remember meeting anyone that looks like them.
He shoves the dolls back into his pocket, scrubbing a hand over his weary eyes. Simon gazes upwards, the English grey sky looking whiter and whiter the more he stares. Heâs unsettled, bones misplaced inside his body. It all feels deeply wrong.
One thing is certain, now. Joseph saw his âhallucinationsâ, which means the rest of his family is lying to him about them.
The house was quiet when Simon eventually returned inside. He finds his family still at the dining table, though theyâre not quite as happy as they were before. In the few moments before any of them noticed his reappearance, Simon watches how Tommy and Beth seem on the edge of tears, their hands clutched tightly between their plates.
A mask seems to slip back on their faces when they see him standing in the doorway, âSimon.â Tommy says, alerting Joseph and mum. Simon doesnât reply.
He takes his previous seat next to Joseph, the young boy staring at him, âalright, Joey?â he asks.
Joseph blinks, biting his lip as if he mulls it over. The longer he doesnât respond, the deeper a knife twists in Simonâs gut.
âIâm not going anywhere, understand? Not anymore.â he tried to cheer him. From the outside, it may seem theyâre talking about him leaving the table, but heâs sure Joseph understands he doesnât mean that.
His nephew nods, picking up his spoon again, scooping a bit of his food and eating. He doesnât seem convinced.
âYou should eat, love.â his mum says quietly, almost meekly, as if sheâs⌠afraid of his reaction.
They know he knows, or at least suspects, that theyâre lying. That theyâve been hiding something from him, something big, making him think heâs losing his bloody mind again.
Simon stares at her. His mum always had a way to tell what heâs thinking, whispering to him that his eyes talk to her.
Her eyes talk to him now, and they beg. âPlease donât say it.â
Simon picks up the newly cleaned fork beside his plate, and begins eating. âTa for the food, mum.â he tells her, and a small smile spreads on her lips.
Whatever she knows, scares her. Enough that, at the threat of voicing it, sheâs desperate. Simon isnât a good man, but he would never do something that brings his mum distress. Heâs better than his rotting father. He has to be.
So, they eat in silence, his heartbeat the only sound. Bite by bite, he finishes his lunch.
It tastes like nothing in his mouth.
Simon helps Tommy with the dishes after they all finish, passing wet plates for him to dry. He waits until the rest of the family leaves before speaking.
âThe mirror in the ground floor bathroom.â Simon gives him a set of forks.
Tommy gives him a confused look, towel wrapped around the utensils, âwhat about it?â
âIt broke. Thatâs what made Joseph scream.â
Tommy sets down the towel, âthe mirror is fine, he was probably just frightened by your reaction-â
âTommy.â the water in the sink continues pouring over Simonâs now still hands, âdonât lie. We both know youâre shite at it. I know he saw.â his eyes drag over his brotherâs paling face, âand I know you saw too.â
Tommy is silent for a long minute, Simonâs stare not wavering.
âWhat are you hiding from me?â
âI donât know what youâre talking about-â
Simon growls, patience thinning, âbullshit. You think Iâm bloody stupid-â
The tap gurgles loudly, making both brothers stop in their tracks. Simon pulls his hands away to shut it, when it begins spitting out something that is very much not water.
Blood drips onto the dishes, clogging the drain and quickly filling the sink. Simon and Tommy take a step back as it spills on the floor.
He scans his brotherâs horrified expression, â...you see it, donât you?â
Tommyâs disturbed eyes are enough confirmation for him. âYouâre running out of time.â his brother mumbles, voice unusually thin. He takes Simonâs hand in his, dragging him away before he can ask any of the thousands of questions bubbling up in his mind.
âTommy, what-â they stop in the living room, where mum, Beth and Joseph are. Theyâre startled by Tommyâs hurried steps, but his mum seems to understand whatâs going on.
âIs heâŚ?â Beth asks, rising from the couch. Tommy nods, and she covers her mouth with her hand, on the verge of tears.
Simon shakes his brotherâs grip, âcan any of you tell me whatâs going on?! Iâve been losing my goddamn mind, thinking Iâve been hallucinating shit, but clearly you all can see it, and unless mirrors can spontaneously break, and sinks are supposed to pour blood, this is all- youâre all-â
Tears horrifyingly begin pouring from his eyes, his voice breaking.
âThis isnât real.â
A rumbling shakes the house. Deep, like the moans of dead men. Simon watches, frozen, helpless, as slashes are cut through the walls, the floor, through furniture, butchered like the flesh of an animal ready for slaughter.
âUncle Si!â Joseph screams, running towards him and Tommy. His mum steps back, shaking, until a slash goes through her.
Simon yells as blood spreads on her chest, and her eyes dim. Despite the mortal wounds blossoming on her skin, she smiles at him through tears.
Beth leaves them next, the cuts leaving dark red lines on her face, and her hand stills before she can reach her son.
âTommyâŚâ Simon looks away, unable to watch his family die again.
⌠Again?
His brother clutches at his shoulders, grip desperate, âyou canât give up, Simon, you hear me? Whatever you do, stay alive-â
Gashes tear through Tommyâs temples, one after the other. He brings a hand to wipe away the blood, only for more to replace it.
âIâm sorry we couldnât stay longer.â his brother grunts, âbut we will see you again. I promise.â
âTommy- donât leaveâ Simon grabs his hand as it slips, ânot again⌠please, I canât do it again, I canât be alone again-â
âYouâre not alone.â Tommy mumbles, words almost lost under the screaming house, âthey saved you before. Theyâll save you⌠againâŚâ
The grip on his shoulders loosens, and his brother falls, never to rise once more.
Simon stares at his bloody hand, before a whimper catches his attention.
Joseph. Oh, Joseph.
âJoeyâŚâ he wraps his arms around the boy, sinking to his knees, as if he could shield him from events that are already set in gravestone.
Joseph trembles, sobbing. Crying for his mother, crying for his father, crying for his nana.
Crying for him.
âI donât want you to die, Uncle Si.â Joey weeps. âPromise me you wonât die.â
Tears blur Simonâs vision, as their house falls apart, as the screaming becomes louder and louder.
âI promise, Joey.â
Joseph takes his face in his little hands, fingers squeezing his tear-streaked cheeks. His eyes have a tragic acceptance to them, and he gives his uncle one last bright smile.
âThen wake up.â
Ghost blinks his eyes open. Something about the world feels sharper. Maybe itâs the pain in his chest.
Bright lights burn strange shapes into his vision, but he canât find it in himself to care. He looks to his side, finding wires connecting him to medical equipment, a constant beeping exposing just how fast his heart is beating.
It comes back to him in waves. His familyâs death, Robaâs, re-enlistment. Years and years of bloodshed and war.
His fingers skim over his chest, and he winces as they hit a mass of bandages. Whatever got him, got him good.
Fingers digging into his wounds, his eyes fall shut.
It was all a bloody dream-
Ghostâs thoughts come to a halt when familiar voices fill the hall outside his room. He watches as the door opens, three men walking inside, talking like they didnât notice him yet.
âThe temporary LT is fuckinâ shite and ye know it, Captain. Bastard wouldnât know good leadership if it hit him over his heid.â a Scot with a messy warhawk grouses. In his arms are a bundle of slightly crushed flowers.
Ghostâs eyes drift to the drying flowers on his bedside table, warmth spreading through his heart.
A man with a baseball cap joins him, âSoap, youâd complain about any LT that is not Ghost.â he ignores Soapâs indignant noises, settling into a chair beside the window, âbut youâre right, heâs bloody hopeless, Price.â
Doesnât sound like heâs been replaced just yet, he huffs silently.
Price sighs, lifting his bucket hat to scrub a hand through his short hair, âfor the hundredth time, Gaz, Soap, the Lieutenant is temporary. We just need to wait for Ghost to wake up.â
âWell,â Ghost clears his throat, âyouâre welcome to put the Sergeants out of their misery now.â
His team freezes, before three pairs of eyes land on him.
âLT!â Soap jumps into action first, practically running to his side, âyeâre- youâre awake! Fuck, youâre reallyâŚâ he grasps the railing tightly, bright blue eyes not leaving his, âwe thought youâd never-â
âThink that little of me, Johnny?â he asks teasingly, âit takes more than this to take me out-â
Gaz talks over him, looking like heâs about to slap him, âit nearly bloody did, sir.â
What? âWhat happened.â Ghost demands from Price.
The Captain sighs as he sits in the chair nearest to the bed, âwe found you after you missed several check-ins. Seven stab wounds to the chest, youâve been bleeding out for at least half an hour.â Price shakes his head, âcoded once on the helo on the way here. Surgery was successful, but you didnât wake up.â
âHow long was I-â
âTwo weeks.â Johnny answers, his face grim. âYeâve been out for two weeks.â
Fuck. Ghost swallows, âwell, Iâm awake now.â he gazes at Johnny, who gives him a weak smile.
His eyes drift away from his Sergeant, to the bright window. There, on the windowsill, he sees something that makes his breathing stop.
Gaz picks up on what caught his attention first, âyou had them in your hands when we found you. We werenât sure if they were important to you, you didnât let us take them until your heart literally gave out.â
On the windowsill, lit by warm sunlight, are four little dolls. A taller, blond one, his wife, a fiery redhead, their son, with the most radiant smile in the world, and his nana, with her meek hand in his. Their house gone, but not forgotten.Â
âSimonâŚ?â Johnny asks, and he hums. âWhy are ye crying?â
Simon looks over his team, smiling, even as tears roll down his face.
âThey saved you before. Theyâll save you again.â
âJust glad to be back home.â
#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#cod soap#cod ghost#cod gaz#cod price#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#john price#tommy riley#beth riley#joseph riley#call of duty fic#call of duty fanfic#call of duty modern warfare#cod fic#cod fanfic#once again i am torturing my favorite characters by projecting on them :)#ill explain more about my inspirations for this one on ao3 but... yeah#i had this idea floating around my brain for a few months now but something happened to me and i was like#'okay i know how to torture ghost now'
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I am SO excited for the throuple finally happening i think the only person more excited than me is Eddie
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YEAH!
100 for throuple, and this is definitely NSFW so under the cut:
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She is. Thatâs the thing; she is so beautiful. She has always been a big bright lightbulb in a room full of moths. And Buck gets to see her now. At the same time, the inverse is true. Buck is so radiant. So fucking magnetic. And now Shannon doesnât have to stop herself or hold herself back.
Wow. Life is good.Â
Buck begins kissing down Shannonâs neck, but she interrupts him to pull off his tee shirt.Â
âJesus,â she mutters, a fingernail running over the lines of one of his tattoos.Â
âJust Buck is fine,â he winks.Â
âIâm going to ignore that you said that,â she replies.Â
They continue, conversation thrown aside. Heâs kissing her everywhere. The same way he does to Eddie. Mouth like an explorer across her shoulder, collarbones, down to her breasts. Eddie can practically feel those lips on his own skin. Can practically taste her on his own tongue. He has to take his hand away from himself for a moment. Heâs getting a little too heated. A little too close. His breathing has become loud and heavy, and he doesnât want to ruin this moment. This perfect fucking moment.Â
Buckâs hands are reaching up Shannonâs long skirt. Tracing along her thighs. Theyâre grinding into each other in a way Eddie can only imagine is absolutely tantalizing. Shannonâs back has started to arch a little. Her hair is spilling down her back and Buck swaps a hand around to gently take a handful of it.Â
Eddie is practically shaking.Â
âMore?â Buck offers.
âKeep going,â Shannon exhales.
âThen pause,â he says, kissing her neck. âWe need condoms.â
âOh,â she breathes. âRight.â
âYeah, oh right,â Buck laughs. âI know what happens with the two of you.â
Shannon swats at his shoulder. âOnly twice.â
Buck laughs brightly.Â
Shannon swings a leg over his lap to climb off of him. Then she turns to look at Eddie. She stops short, taking in the sight of him. His unzipped fly. His completely tented boxers. The vacant sort of look heâs sure is in his eyes. Thereâs not a drop of blood left in his brain, probably.Â
âWow,â Shannon whispers. âLook at you. You werenât kidding, last time.â
Oh, itâs even worse now. Now that heâs had both of them. Now that having both of them is an option.Â
âThat wasâŚâ Eddie trails off. âYouâre bothâŚâ
Shannon smirks. âWeâre both what, Eddie?â
âGorgeous,â Eddie says, barely audible.
Shannon closes the tiny distance between them, bends down, and kisses him.Â
âDonât just watch the whole time,â she whispers into his lips.
âWatching has been pretty great,â Eddie admits.
âI donât want you to just watch,â Shannon says.Â
Well. Her wish is his command, today. He stands up, kisses her. They stumble back onto Buckâs bed. Eddie finishes pulling off her skirt. Buck is standing at the nightstand, watching them. And thereâs something in his eyes that tells Eddie he doesnât have to feel crazy. Watching is good. Observing is sexy. But yeah, heâll be damned if he just lets Buck stand there, either.Â
âWhat are we doing then?â Eddie asks.Â
Buck smirks.Â
âIâve got a few ideas.â
Eddie looks at Shannon.
âYou choose,â he says. âYouâre the one thatâs been locked in the house for months on end.â
Shannon smirks. She cranes her head to look at Buck.
âI want you lying on the bed.â
ii.
Shannon wakes up the next morning feeling all sorts of things. Hungover, for one. Exerted, for another. But also, sort of nervous?Â
Sheâs wedged between them when she comes back to lucidity. Which, admittedly, is more fun at night than in the morning. Sheâs feeling a little claustrophobic. Buck has an arm draped over both her and Shannon. Eddie is pressed up against her from behind. Jesus. She remembers when she and Eddie first got together heâd been a super clingy sleeper. That had all changed after Afghanistan. And⌠As much as she felt that was sad, she also isnât a huge cuddler.Â
Shannon tries to wiggle out from between them. She feels bad about it, honestly. Last night was⌠Well, it was amazing. She loved every minute of it. She would very much like the explore that dynamic further. Explore reconnecting with Eddie further. And learning more about Buck, because wow. Heâs really something. No wonder Eddie is always in a great mood lately.Â
Her attempt to get out from between the two of them without either of them noticing fails. Well, half fails.Â
âShan?â Eddie whispers.Â
âJust need to use the restroom,â she lies.Â
Eddie chuckles. âYou hate this.â
âShh,â she hushes him. âNo! I just⌠I mean, you both have an absurd amount of body heat.â
This only serves to make Eddie laugh more. He sits up and presses a kiss to her cheek.
âCoffee?â
âPlease,â Shannon agrees.
âWake up Buck,â Eddie says. âWe canât keep Chim waiting forever, poor guy.â
As Eddie heads downstairs, Shannon nudges Buck a little.Â
âHey,â she says.Â
He does not budge.Â
âMy god,â she says sternly. âIs this what itâs like to not have children? I could be robbing you.â
Buck cracks a singular eye open.
âDonât do that,â he mumbles.
âGood morning,â she says. âWe have to get going.â
Buck smiles up at her.Â
âWe had sex.â
âWe did,â she confirms.Â
âIt was good sex,â he says.Â
âIt was.â
It really was.Â
âAnd guess what else?â Buck says through a yawn, sitting up beside her.
âWhat?â She laughs.
âAs of today, itâs August,â Buck says.Â
âWow,â Shannon nods. âDidnât even need to check your phone for this one.â
He rolls his eyes. âNo, no, no. Donât you remember?â
She frowns. âRemember what?â
âLast August,â he says.Â
âOne comes every year,â she agrees.Â
He narrows his eyes. âYou donât remember?â
âNo, I donât remember,â Shannon says. âI have given birth and quarantined with an infant since then.â
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Fluff Prompt- Paw
Soemrifaeld placed the book he received as a gift down, cover-up, and traced the raised arcane patterns scattered across the front. He couldnât read it all, not yet, but he was intrigued by the ancient language and what secrets it might hold. The power, in inertia, rests behind pages upon pages of writings, with even more blank pages holding endless potential. Soemrifaeld, in his time at the Studium, knew some ways to channel aspected aether through the act of summoning as an arcanist in theory. It was a short class, and was some time ago, but it was worth a shot to try it, now that he had the means to try it in practice.
From his pocket, Soemrifaeld pulled a topaz; the easiest gem for him to obtain to use as a catalyst for a carbuncle. Soermifaeld held the book open, channeling aether into the symbols that he recognized. The book began to glow, as did the topaz, a strange visage forming around the gemstone. As it became more corporeal, vague shapes turned into more concrete forms: body and head, then legs, ears, tails.Â
The shape wavered for a moment, as Soemrifaeld lost concentration, enamored by the creation of a new being right before his eyes. Yes, he knows that the carbuncle is nothing more than concentrated aether, but it was still an astounding sight, not knowing many arcanists in his life, let alone seeing them summon something before his very eyes. He canât help the smile spreading across his lips as the little details come into view. Then, a flash of light.
Soemrifaeld winced at the sudden brightness, but once his eyes adjusted back, he couldnât keep them from widening. A topaz carbuncle, standing on the coffee table of the inn the group was staying at. It tilts its head quickly, one way, then another, never breaking eye contact. Soemrifaeld is now this carbuncles master, able to give commands, knowing that the creature will follow them no matter what. He has control over another being, and while it isnât alive, per se, it does look alive. Twitching in anticipation, false breaths expanding and retracting the little ribcage, tails swaying back and forth. He can say anything, do anything, and this carbuncle will follow his any wish.
âUm,â Soemrifaeld hesitated, âShake?â
The carbuncle sits down on its haunches and holds out a little paw, waiting for Soemrifaeld to shake back, or dismiss it. He reaches out towards the paw, and touches it.Â
Itâs solid, yes, but the softness of its fur has almost an airy quality to it. And the pads on the bottoms of the paw, smooth and callous free from just being born, feel so gentle.Â
The paw is just so little compared to his huge hands. He almost canât believe something so small and gentle-looking could be created from someone like him. He knows the power deep within this little carbuncle can shake the very earth, but right now, its face, expressionless yet eager, is not filled with potential for destruction, but for small moments like these.
Soemrifaeld released the paw, and nodded, âGood job.â Right now, he wishes he could give it a treat of some sort, but it isnât like he has one on him anyways. Then he remembered the small bit of jerky in his bag, and went to retrieve it, snapping off a small piece that would fit in its mouth. He held it out to the carbuncle, feeling a bit ridiculous, that it wonât actually take it.
The carbuncle sniffed at it, tilted its head, then looked up to Soemrifaeld. Right, he has to give the command. âYou can eat it. If youâd like, that is.â
Without a moment's hesitation, the carbuncle snapped it up like a starved dog, chewing and swallowing. The ravenousness surprised Soemrifaeld, and he retracted his hand from its mouth, not wanting to know how strong the bite power of a carbuncle can be. The carbuncle licked its lips, and looked to him again, with pleading eyes. It wanted more.
Soemrifaeld couldnât help the small laugh that bubbled up out of him. He agreed, the carbuncle needed more than just that. Besides, he hated jerky.
He spent the next half hour cutting the jerky into bite sized pieces for it, watching in a quiet reverie as it practically inhaled every last piece. Even when the jerky was gone, the carbuncle still danced on two front paws, demanding more. Soemrifaeld chuckled, wondering if this was going to be his life from now on.
Soemrifaeld never really had a pet to take care of on his own, besides his school of guppies from some years ago, that had since passed away. Growing up, his mom took care of the family dog. He loved Trohg dearly, but was too young and irresponsible to be the sole caretaker of such a high-maintenance animal.
What other foods could a carbuncle eat, he wondered. He pulled up his phone to look up the answer, and balked at the first result: âCarbuncles do not eat, and do not have a desire to eat. It is not necessary to feed them, as they gain their energy through ambient aether.â Every page had a similar answer. Carbuncles do not experience hunger, and thus do not eat.Â
Soemrifaelf turned his head towards the carbuncle on the table, still begging and pleading for more food. Did he do something wrong with the summoning process? He scrolled through more results, hoping to find something that suggested that he didnât mess something up, but nothing he could find said otherwise. He chewed at his nails, nervous about his poor carbuncle, and wanting to make sure that it didnât turn out wrong, or that he wasn't doing anything harmful.
He opened up Reddit, having asked some questions there before regarding hobbies and receiving⌠middling, but sometimes helpful answers in return. He went to the carbuncle thread, and typed in âI fed some jerky to my carbuncle as a reward and it wonât stop begging for food, did I do something wrong?â He then went on to explain the situation and sent the post, covering his face with his hand. The carbuncle hopped off the table and kneaded at his leg with urgency, letting out a little vocalization for the first time. He didnât even know they could do that.
After a few minutes, Soemrifaeldâs phone buzzed with a response. Have you tried turning it off and back on again? He groaned. Not helpful. Someone else replied, First time arcanists always do this. No research into how to care for carbuncles, then running onto here begging for help. Iâll have you know Iâve been summoning carbuncles for decades and⌠which went on for three more paragraphs, still not answering his question.
In the meantime of waiting for something actually helpful, he got up to get something else for the carbuncle to eat, hoping that the selection from the inn has something nutrient rich for it, or that itâll like whatever else he gives it. His phone buzzed a few more times, but he ignored it, as he picked out a stew and a side of bread.
Once back in his room, the carbuncle spun around in excitement, tapping its little paws against the floor. It ran up to Soemrifaeld, clawing at his leg, sniffing the air. He was surprised by how much weight it had, nearly tipping his leg over and spilling a bit of the stew on the wooden floor, which the carbuncle ran to and lapped up immediately. Soemrifaeld frowned. âUnsanitary,â he muttered under his breath, but he guessed the carbuncle couldnât get sick anyway. Gross, but not dangerous.
He set the stew on the table, which the carbuncle hopped up onto and began eating. Opening his phone back up, Soemrifaeld looked at some of the other replies to his post.Â
Iâve done this before, one responder said, though I never heard about them begging for food. Was it an unaspected carbuncle, or did you use a gemstone to summon it?
I used a topaz, Soemrifaeld replied.
Impressive for a first-time summon. But yeah, I wouldnât worry too much. Every carbuncle has its own personality, despite what the âprofessionalsâ say. Yours is just hungry I guess, lol.
Soermifaeld sighed, this is probably the best answer heâs going to get. By the time he looked up from his phone, the bowl was practically licked clean, but the bread was left untouched. It must only eat meat and vegetables, he thought to himself. The fur around the mouth of the carbuncle was messy, and he pulled out a napkin to try and wipe it down. The carbuncle shook its head, ears flapping against its body, and looked at Soemrifaeld, hunger finally sated. He petted the carbuncleâs head, smiling. âYouâre gonna get chubby soon if you eat like that every time youâre summoned.â It blinked at him.
He dismissed the carbuncle, the un-summoning process much easier than it was to summon it. It disappeared in a flash, leaving just the book in his possession, and feeling a bit lonelier now that itâs gone.
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#as usual I have a terrible case of back from the beach blues#I miss the ocean and the sand and the seagulls and I wanna go back T_T#home and work are both shitshows and all I wanna do is lounge in the sun and swim in the sea#I miss the salty air#i keep trying to tell myself not to be bummed cause I have a few shorter trips planned#going back to Cape May next month either for a day trip or overnight the one weekend with my sister in law#and I might be going back to Ocean City for a long weekend in September for localâs summer#and me and my husband are planning on taking a day trip and exploring a few of Delawareâs beaches along the bay#that oneâs a little more up in the air but likely September or October#and then weâre doing Kittâs Hummock and Woodland Beach for sure#might do Deemerâs Beach cause itâs literally 3 mins away from the one shop weâre stopping at#but Iâve heard thatâs not a great beach so weâll see#might possible also do Bennettâs Pier Beach and Slaughter Beach and stop at the DuPont Nature Center#so three trips- one being a day trip the other being either a day trip or overnight and a possible third trip thatâs a few days long#Iâm excited for the Delaware one cause Iâve only ever been to Fenwick Island and Slaughter Beach#and like yeah theyâre beaches on the Delaware Bay so itâs brackish and muddy but I donât care#Iâm just excited to explore some beaches Iâve never been to#but man the main big vacation is over and I have to wait a whole year and thatâs whatâs got me down I guess#little vexing about the distance#love that my fav place is only 3.5 hours away#but itâs just far enough to be a bit much for a day trip which is a bummer#weâve done day trips in the past and theyâre very fun but also very tiring#so I tend to only get to Ocean City MD once or twice a year#which bummer cause itâs my favorite beach#the beaches that are only like an hour and 20 mins arenât that great Jersey-wise#so hopefully the Delaware adventure turns up a few that I end up liking a lot#I need to live closer to the ocean#Iâm trying but man is shit expensive anymore ._.#one day soon I hopeâŚ
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bruh I don't think people realize that in the dbz manga Vegeta is not combative with Bulma except for one (1) time and she ends up being so right about the situation that he just shuts the fuck up for the rest of the series akljdls
#when I tell you this man almost never argues with her (or anyone!!) in the manga and shuts all the way up after he loses to cell#He's a jerk in the way that he's pompous and dismissive and Mean-witted not volatile and loud -- that's super rare behavior in the manga#he *almost* exclusively yells at people when he's In Battle or it's Urgent -- with a few notable exceptions of him being Reactive#Like he's the first one to jump down Bulma's throat about her plan to destroy Gero's lab before the androids are done and it ends with him#getting his arrogant showboating ass beat twice in front of his kid and then his son getting killed and Gohan paying for his mistakes#And (short of an hour long relapse in a seven year period) he has been on Bulma's side ever since and it remains true throughout Super#When I tell you I do not know WHAT the anime is doing sadjasj Toriyama did not write Vegeta this well for Toei to do him so dirty so often#even in botg the reason he wasn't âatâ Bulma's party is because Bulma's party was at Capsule Corp he was just in another building#and the reason he raised his voice at her was because she was drunk and chatting at him while he was trying to sense beerus#so everyone didn't Die#He's NEVER rude to Bulma when Toriyama writes him and the only time he was implied to be Bulma threw his ass out#and I'm always SO MAD when the anime writes 1) him being shitty to her and 2) her tolerating it like they don't Both Know#there's a whole alternate timeline that proves she's a perfectly capable single mother#get it together toei#anyway sorry i didn't tag you OP this was a silly post that got away from me and i didn't want to spam you with my angry tags aklsjdlkasjd#dbtag
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Part 2
1.8k, cw: ghosts a pervert, smut, readers husband is piece of work, not proofread.
Simon Riley who first saw you at the butcher's shop on the phone.Â
You were a pretty thing. Wearing a pink little yoga set, one arm holding your mat and the other holding your phone to your ear as you wait for the butcher to bring out your cut of meat.
Which was taking a long time
Simon wouldâve had it chopped and packed to go by now. Though, he canât complain with the view he has of your ass- you. The man was touch starved. He hadnât been back home in a while, back-to-back deployments keeping him occupied. His only company being his calloused and scraped hands roughly jerking himself until he came, bordering on unpleasurable. Not what some could consider enjoyable, but try being in the middle of fuckinâ nowhere for weeks on end and see if you care so much about gentle.
The borderline perverted look you were blissfully unaware of was tracking down your form. He stared at the way the material tightly clung on to every bit of you in a welcoming way, a second skin. The sweat on you from your little session.
Just how flexible does yoga make a bird like you?
It was only when he heard a grating sound come from your phone that he snapped out of his trance. Even with his bad ears from all the bullets whizzing past him, bombs going off within meters of him, and the usual shit show he did for a living he could hear the voice which bled through your phone's speaker.
"Get me a steak this time. Nonna that nasty shit from last time!"
You hurriedly turned your volume down as it blasted in your ear, startled by the voice. Chewing on your lip you pivoted towards the counter to see if your order had been brought out; the motion to no avail as the employee continued chopping away in the back room.
It was only when your other hand came into full view from the motion he noticed the absolute rock on your finger.
"Honey, I thought the salmon was pretty good." That prick clearly firing something back as you winced away from your phone once again. Gritting your teeth as if biting back your arguments, looking around to occupy your time as the man on the phone continues to speak. "I know... I'm sorry. Don't worry, it'll be ready by 7." You placatingly cooed.
"Listen, I have to go. I love y-" You began, but the moment the words tumbled from your lips you pulled the phone fully from your cheek to see a blank screen with the time staring back on you. The asshole hung up!
What a fuckin tosser.
Simon hears the butcher finally call your name with familiarity and with a sigh you step towards the counter.Â
He leaned on to the wall further as he had been the entire time. Silent. Unsettling. A stark contrast to your bright appearance in the shop, the larger man brooded in his corner waiting his turn.
âSee yaâ next Friday!â You still managed a bright smile at the butcher who handed you your meat.
A mild thing like you really shouldnât be talked to so thoughtlessly, some guys are fuckwits though. He never liked the type. Why lock a bird down with a ring if you were gonna be mean to her?
âSâcuse me sir, iâm just gonna push past you hereâ You asked. With widened eyes, Simon gruffly mumbled a âYeah,â out before creating a stupidly small space.
Maybe he really did want you to push past him. Or just push up on him but oh well.
Sweeping past him, you give him a toothy smile as you had so sweetly done to the butcher, as if you hadnât got yelled at less than five minutes ago. God you really have no common sense, beaming up at the lurker in the corner at least twice your size. A girl as pretty as you should really stick to herself.
From that interaction on, Simon found himself being guided by the memory of you back to the butcher shop the next Friday.
And the nextâŚ
And the next.
Every week progressively standing closer and closer to you as you picked up your usual order. One day you had taken the liberty of starting small talk with him after recognizing his unmistakable stature. After all, there were only so many people you had seen in this shop and none so⌠large.
You could not deny you found this mystery man disquieting. Always dressed in dark colours, not so much as a word coming from him. Like clockwork you would come in after hot yoga, greet the butcher, he would come in, silence would ensue as you both waited for your meat, and you would leave with a quick smile.
It was rude. He had never even said a simple hello to you! Though, you suppose that it could be due to your own curt exits. The thought of the unkindness you mightâve exhibited subconsciously sent your mind into a spiral, leading to your abrupt introduction.
After all, who were you to judge! Kindness is and should always be the response in your books.
At this kindness, Simon swore he had to take a breath in as you politely outstretched your hand and spoke your name casually. Tilting his head down to your face he raises a brow skeptically, and then firmly shakes your head.
He failed to hide the shudder which wracked his body. The way your hand effortlessly slipped into his. Soft and manicured engulfed in his.
âSimon.â
âWell itâs good to meet you Simonâ With the twinkly little smile you would grace him as you hauled it out of the shop. He felt the shiver go down his spine a second time when you spoke his name for the first time.
And then- it happened.
You giggled. A soft thing, no doubt intended to be small. It wasnât to Simon though. It reverberated throughout the room, rang so prettily in his ears. Fuck. He would remember that sound later on tonight.
âAre you cold? You keep shivering. Itâs pretty harsh out there right now.â
âNah. Not really.â His accent thick as he shrugged.
Letting out a little âmhmâ you nod and look back to the counter.
âI was freezing outside! Usually I walk home-â Simon already knew that â-but today I called my husband to come grab me! Way too cold!â
That visibly made him stiffen. Of course. Perfectly normal that guy is coming to get you, heâd be an idiot to leave you walking home alone in the cold.
If you were his girl, Simon wouldnât have let you out of his sight. Fuck sakes you practically had âcome mess with meâ written all over you. There were creeps all over the place nowadays, (thought the creep).
He wouldâve carried everything for you, scarfed down whatever the hell you had taken the time to prepare him. That husband of yours doesnât like your salmon? Simon would. Hell if he didnât, heâd cram it down his throat with gratitude anyways. He doubted anything could be worse than some of the rations heâs eaten on duty.Â
That train of thought is pretty redundant when he takes note of how you wouldnât be able to leave the bed to make anything.
Maybe youâd cram something of his down your throat in gratitude.
Shaking his head subtly, he hears the bells of the store door opening. He watched your face fall as you step away from him and itâs when he sees your husband's look of complete irritation he understands why.
You had grabbed your order swiftly and with a quick wave goodbye you were on your way back to your husband. Simon could only register your husband's whisper-yell as he disapprovingly glared his way. âThe fuck are you doin talking to him?â. And with that you were hurriedly ushered out.
You deigned it necessary to continue greeting Simon, have little chats about the weather, any plans he had for the weekend. Tossing in your stupid jokes that he would laugh at. You interpreted it as something closer to a breathy snort-hopefully positive- and it went on as such for weeks
And every time he returned home Friday night, he came home with only one thought after. You.
As he laid in bed the same thought persisted as he slipped his cock out of his boxers, red and weeping for some sort of stimulation. He took to his usual harsh pace. Youâd be so much softer.
Youâd be so nice to him wouldnât you? Coo some compliment as he lets you tug at him. Fuck he wouldnât know what to take first.
Would you give him a blowie or a hand job?Â
No. You wouldnât be on your knees- not yet. If youâd let him have you, youâd be on your back in an instant. Heâd rip the stitches of those leggings right down the middle, your panties next.
âFuuuuuckâ he moaned into the quiet of his room. Heâd stick it in slow, heâd try. It would be torture not to ram himself right up to the hilt, but heâd do it for such a good girl.
Thatâs what you were, werenât you? Always a nice word for someone? What would you say to him when he began to rut into you like a madman. When you would feel the pummeling intrusion, his head knocking into the deepest parts of you.
Heâd be able bend you into so many different positions that youâd better hope that yoga has taught you well. Split your legs open to accommodate his imposing body size as heâd take purchase between them. Then you better hope your cunny can accommodate his other size when he spears you open on his cock.
Would you take it smiling? Would your tears roll down your cheeks, the prodding bordering too much? Youâd take it either way, he knew you could. Heâd rub at your clit with such tenderness he never afforded himself (as gentle as he could anyway). Heâd make sure you begged to stay on his cock forever, fuck himself so deep you would be too stupid to pull away unknowing of where he ended and you started. Not that youâd have to care.
Heâd flip you on to all fours and rip away your clothes entirely, pounding you from the back and instead of just his own labored breaths, the sound of skin slapping together would ring out.
In silent stoicism, he feels his balls tighten up at the thought of your perfect face stuffed into the pillows screaming your thank youâs. You probably were just as nice with someone stuffing themselves into your pussy.
At both his ruthless ministrations and boundless imagination, his release spurted all over his hand with a breathy sigh. When you were here heâd make sure to slam his hips to yours and keep them flush against you, coat your insides in hot cum better than your limp-dick husband ever could. That man wouldnât be able to fuck you the way Simon knew he could. You deserve someone who could make you go stupid on his dick, not cry of frustration like you probably did everytime that knob who thinks himself a man rolled over after finishing himself off.
Not that youâll have to worry about that soon
âŚ
He wouldnât be around for much longer anyways.
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â sum. youâre supposed to hate him and yet here he is talking you through yet another Ăłrgasm. toji, gojo, nanami, geto, choso.
warnings. fem! reader, exes trope, hate / make up sĂŠx, possessiveness, unprotected, dirty talk, manhandling, semi-public, toji slander, brĂŠeding, praise, fÄŤngering, feral whipped men, squÄŤrting, breath play, cunnÄŤlingus, edging, overstim.
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â SUGURU GETO.
âsit on it.â
he didnât have to tell you twiceâbecause you lost the battle of temptation the second you found yourself hovering over your exâs face. his pretty face, heâs got that same smug grin that curls against his lips with a few dimples prodding near each side of his cheeks. hooded sly eyes glance at your sopping cunt thatâs dripping right through your panties and he leans back against the bed.
âcâmere, you,â and you moan once his hands leisurely drag your hips down toward his spit slick lips. geto was never one to apologizeâbut even if he did, instead of using words, heâd let his tongue do the talking. with his teeth, he peels your panties to the side. like always, he couldnât stay away from you as much as you couldnât stay away from him. you hated it, you swore you hated him and yet heâd make those feelings vanish the second his tongueâs swirling around your cunt, reminding you how hungry he was.
how hungry he was for you.
it would always be like this - after every argument, the outcome would always end up with geto between your thighs.
sure, heâd say sorry. . after his tongueâs buried inside of your cunt.
âfuuuck,â heâd grunt, laid back as his hair was all sprawled out against the sheets. getoâs voice was dangerously deep and raspy. each time he spoke, his words would vibrate against your pulsating wet pussy - his favorite meal. he could eat you out for hours until his jaw tightened and locked. the literal definition of a pussy pleaser . .
âaw, sheâs missed me so fuckinâ bad,â heâd whisper in a gruff tone, dipping his pointed tongue in and out of your folds. your folds were all soddened - sopping wet and dripping like a faucet. he groans, feeling your candied juices stream down from the opening part of your clit as you throbbed in his mouth. he was slurping you clean, relishing in your sweetened fervor that ruts against his slick mouth and chin. âyeah, i know. i know,â and as you whimper with pursed quivering lips, geto lolls out his tongue allllll the way, plunging it deeper inside of your convulsing cunt. with a smug grin flattening against the edges of his lips, he licks a long stripe from top to bottom, tasting all of you. your sweet slick fully paints against the lower part of his chin until it runs down the crevices of his lips, and he moans at how sweet you tasted.
he was so messy and unapologetically soâyouâve got your knees bucked toward the sides of his head whilst youâre unsteadily grinding into his mouth. âsugu, fuck,â youâd moan, letting off a following of sweet cacophonies of âooh'sâ and âah'sâ each time his tongue slithers toward your puckering hole then back towards your needy cunt. a pretty glistening fall of water dribbles down the inner sides of your thighs and he laps it straight up as thin brows of his curve into a fixated furrow. âwe didnât even finish t- the conversation.â
âlater,â he purrs in a rough hoarse tone, silencing your babbles the second his teeth playfully nibble towards your clit. you whine, feeling your weak knees on the verge of collapsing before he spat on the entrance of your folds. sloshes spurt away from your soaked cunt as youâre making a mess on his face, feeling that familiar pressure arises within the lower part of your tummy. itâs like someone was pressing down on your stomach, a wave that was preparing to crash and cause havoc. it felt so good, it was impossible to miss getoâs tongue. whenever he ate you out, heâd always eat you out like a starved manâlike your sweet pussy was the last meal available on earth, and he did it with no shame.
as your hips continue to thrust sloppily against his mouth, a sleazy grin goes against his lips and he holds your thighs firmly in place, whistling against your slobbering folds. âmhm, thatâs it. atta girl, less talkinâ more ridinâ this face.â
as you paw a hand through his thin tangeled tresses of hair that run through your clammy fingersâyou whimper once his tongue reaches a certain spot inside of your pussy that scratches a lustful itch in your brain. âfuck!â you whine out, your hip speeding accelerating quicker. you continue to ride his face, nearly suffocating him with how your thighs had him in such a secure lock - to which he loved it, and itâs up onto the point where you end up cumming hard.
youâre gnawing on your lip once you end up finally releasing, swerving your ass against his face and feeling him slurp your entire high clean. even still, getoâs got the priggish grin plastered on his lips whilst heâs laid underneath you, two big hands glued to each sides of your thighs.
âatta fuckinâ girlll,â heâd repeat in a teasing hum, his tongue creating a slimy trail from the back part of your cunt until it reaches the tender bulb part of your clit. he sucks against it, toying with your puffy hood with his tongue before he feels you spasming on his mouth. so sweet, his long lashes flutter shut and heâs holding you tight so you stay still. âgood, jusâ like old times.â
and as youâre panting, he departs his slick lips before dragging a thumb down your throbbing clit. very slowly, slippery long strands of your own juices coat his fingertip before he gives your pussy a single sloppy kiss. ânow, you were sayin?â
â TOJI FUSHIGURO.
âf- fuck you.â
âyeah girl, iâm trying,â toji snarls, using two big hands to reel you back into his sharp churlish hips.
you moan, slamming back down on his thick cock after each mouthwatering thrust. toji would be having you in doggy, spread out on all fours, arched over for him and all. itâs fat, his tip mashes through your walls and french kisses deeply against your g-spot, coating it with dozens of slick smooches. tojiâs enormous girth rams through your cunt, giving it a reminder of just how much heâs missed you and it makes your toes curl every time. you could never forget that curve of hisâthe curve where once he dips his hips a certain way, heâs plowing his thick cock into you so deep that it makes a shiver run down your spine. he makes you feel it all, and once you grow quiet his ego gets fed a good sum.
âfuuuck, thatâs it. shut that pretty mouth up ân take this shit,â and you whimper, feeling him claw a rough hand through your scalp. itâs a soft tug, but your head pulls back nonetheless as heâs drilling into you mercilessly.
heâs fast, tojiâs got the hips of a maddened madman.
and he was always not the best whenever it came to feelings but he loved you - still.
youâre always on his mind, no matter how many reboundsâhe still saw your pretty face at the end of the day. tasting you, feeling you from the inside, you had him whipped and it fucking annoyed him.
ângh, tojiiii,â you whimper, gasping at the immense loose barrage he makes with his stocky shaft. the stretch always leaves you speechless as a plethora of inaudible babbles perish out from the back of your throat. his sack hangs loose as he fucks into you raw. a soddened slimy ring forms around his base from your wet cunt slapping back against him and he clenched his teeth, watching the fat of your ass slam back against his chiseled pelvis. âright there, right fuckinâ there toji.â
âdonât tell me how âta fuck,â he gruffs, and with one mean perfunctory thrust â you let off a screaming moan, tearing your chords before a sheepish giggle follows. the dark haired man rolls his eyes, giving your ass a teasing smack. âsuch a nasty âlil bitch. forgot how much this shit turns you on.â
the bed continues to dip from the constant masses of weight slamming onto the cushions before you feel it gradually falling forward. your crossed eyes found themselves flickering back to the outer voids of your skull as you claw at the bawled up sheets. âfuck, fuck you. broke bitch.â
âgirl please. letâs not even,â he pauses, smacking his lips. always so sassy. you moan once his swollen tip stills itself inside of you and you pout, not being fond of how heâd randomly stop just to mess with you. cool air sets against your skin as your back remains arched and toji swats another hand toward your ass. smack! the sting makes your body jolt in depleting rapture and you coo out a soft âahâ with your lips parting.
he grunts once he ogles down at your sloppy cunt, puffed lips and aching clit. leisurely, he pulls out before bringing a fat thumb towards your entrance, maneuvering a few teasing circles. âyou still let this broke bitch fuck again, so now what?â
silence was your answer â but a moan shortly follows and you eat your words, your left cheek shoved against the mattress. âf- fuck y-â
âstop talking over your pussy. have some class, baby,â and you whimper, feeling his swelling tip rub against the back of your clit. youâre drooling wet, itâs almost embarrassing and he could feel your body shaking - more, you wanted more.
toji always did this, stop fucking you in the middle just to play with you and make you squirm for him to continue. bastard. once the room shifts into utter silence, his cockhead bangs against your cunt without warning and itâs a loud sloppy âsmack!â that gives you whiplash from the spine down. âgood girl. âs all i wanna hear. pretty squelches all for me, mhm.â
he continues to toy with your cunt before he leans down, spitting near the slit opening entrance whilst his scarred lips carve into a pout. âlotta talk for a pussy this fuckinâ wet,â he hears you starting to protest but your words only come out in inaudible babbles. once you try to sit up, he lightly pushes you back into the bed, having you slump forward with a soft âoof.â
toji grunts, feeling his heavy cock tighten up at the sight of your exposed sopping cunt seeping from the folds before he aligns his angered tip once more. âlie back, little girl. weâre far from finished,â and he spanks your cunt, sloshing soddened spurts of your own slick plopping onto his palm. âisnât that right, gorgeous?â
and his eyes avert towards your cunt - not you. âyeah, thought so.â
â CHOSO KAMO.
choso canât live without you - heâs an entire mess the second you let him fuck you for âone last time.â
has you in a mating press because he insists on seeing your pretty face, doesnât care if heâs tearing up mid thrust either because heâs missed you so so bad. âyouâre so pretty,â heâd moan, pumping his cock into you slowly. each thrust reminded you of the times you both spent together . . the memories, why you and him even split in the first place. choso grunts, continuously bruising your cervix with his fat tip over and over. as youâre laid on your back, your arms wrap around his broad shoulders and he flashes you a cheeky needy smile and darkened circles under his eyes. âhave i told you how pretty you look right now, baby?â
âprobably over ten times, âcho,â youâd sheepishly say, blissful moans sliding past your lips. your cuntâs grip against was purely enticing - it always was. he was forevermore addicted to the way you held onto him tight, squeezing down on him like a vice. you drag a few fingers down his undercut and he lets off a humming purr, leaning into your touch. âfuck, donât stop, baby. keep goin, mhm.â
âmissed you so bad,â heâd whine, burying his face into the crook of your neck. choso moans from the alluring scent of your perfume alone, almost tasting you in his mouth. so sweet, so so sweet and he wanted more. his perfectly sculptured body that rocked into yours started to get more sloppy with its movements. heâs passionate with his thrusts, and he knew like always he wasnât gonna last long. he never did, not with you. chosoâs slim body ruts into you, steadily grinding into your own before he starts to suck on your neck. âmpmh. âs been torture without you, you know. had such . . strange dreams.â
with a soft simper, you cup his flushed face, a thumb stroking against the right side of his cheek. âwet dreams, choso?â
ây- yeah,â he swallows thickly, growing embarrassed. wet dreams, that explained why whenever heâd wake up in a good mood after having erotic dreams about youâhe felt so hard, so . . aroused. his cockâs aching for more, and his bulbous pink tip continues to rummage through your insides until it inspects through every spot. each âpopâ your cunt makes ring through your ears and he sucks his teeth at the realization of just how wet you are. âhad a dream we heh, got back together. settled down, started a f . . family.â
your heart races at his words, and chosoâs deeply staring into your eyes, getting lost in your tender gaze. gentle darkened irises of his dilate as he gawks at you and oh, heâs so in love. his heart thumps quicker in his chest as he pistons his hips. the punctuation of his hips grow more exclamatory with each slam against your cunt. heâs rough, but gentle at the same time - sloppy more than anything. âa family, huh?â and he canât help but whine, hearing the words slide past your glossed lips with such simplicity.
he gives you a nod, kissing near the corner of your twitching mouth. âa baby or two,â he moans, his speed starting to get more relentless. heâs thick, his length resumes to curve and and meander through your walls, leaving itâs very mark and your legs wrap around his slim waist. as he speaks, heâs staring to paint the exact picture of a future he wants into your brain and his. âor maybe five. youâd look pretty with a plump swollen belly,â and he kisses your quivering bottom lip, this time leaning down to suck on your chin. âmhm, i just wanna make you a pretty wife. my pretty wife, âs what âm basically saying.â
as the two of you both moan in unision, you plant a wet chaste kiss on his lips. choso groans, slowly pumping more inches in and out of your sloppy cunt before leaning into your grasp. your hips were just as greedy as his were, if not more. âletâs do it then,â youâd whisper between kisses, glossed strands of saliva entangling with each other, creating viscid cobwebs. âmake me your pretty wife, âcho. gimme a baby.â
chosoâs eyes widen to the size of saucers before his thrusts slow - deep but deadly.
heâs very slow with his movements, making sure you feel every single inch, every single vein that prods down his fat cock. âokay,â he shakily says, his ears twitching at your sweet words. heâs still pressing his weight against you, feeling his piles of sweat glue against your own body and he leans in one more time, pressing a long wet kiss on your lips. heâs cutely shaking from your touch once your hands run down his back, pulling him closer. heâs fucking you deeply but at a much more romantic sweet pace. âugh,â his eyes roll back in rapture, and he can feel himself preparing to give you the filling heâs been oh so desperately waiting for. choso grips your chin, smearing a thumb over your lips before whimpering against your lips.
â âm gonna make you the prettiest mommy. promise.â
â NANAMI KENTO.
never in a million years would you have thought youâd be in a predicament like thisâarched over an office desk with your husband, ex-husband directly behind you. heâs fucking sense back into you, giving you a simple reminder of how good you had it all with the thoroughly deep hits of his cock.
âs- sweetheart,â heâd groan, repeatedly tapping his swollen crown against your most sweetest spots. it leaves a bittersweet taste in your mouth, and youâre just casually being fucked into the unsigned divorced papers. your visions clouded, all your glossed eyes were met with was the scribbles of writing and multiple lines that ran across that papers. the wood creaks and groans at the pounds of pressure slamming back and forth into it. âgod, i missed you,â heâd whisper, running a hand down your sensitive spine. he created a soft tapping trail with his fingers, continuing to plummet his weighty dick in and out of your pasty walls. âcan never stay away from my wife.â
soft whimpers spew past the cracks of your lips as he continues to drill into you, repeatedly thrashing his leaky mushroom tip against your precious g-spot that makes you shrill louder. your moans ricochet off the walls of the spacious office and he lightly tugs on your blouse. âkento, kenâfuck,â youâd suck your teeth, feeling each hooked curve of his dick hunt through every part of your cunt. the loud clangs of his belt sing each time his halfway pulled down slacks hits against your ass. heâs missed you, you can tell by his thrusts and the way heâs running a hand down your body. âfuck me, fuck me âken. please.â
âshhh,â he leans up close to you, pressing a smooth palm over your mouth. your moans grow muffled as he continues to drive his fat cock into your cunt, hearing your heels clank and tap against the slick wooden floor. ânot so loud, wifey,â he purrs, and you moan once his tip reaches there. it doesnât take long before his flushed crownheadâs smothering your cervix wholly with rich french kisses, making your legs shake. nanami feels you leaning into his touch with your ass pressed all the way into him. âas much as i love your sweet sounds, you wouldnât want anyone else to hear them, would you?â
your answer was muffled so you give him a slow nod. nanami chuckles, a tear of sweat racing down the left side of his forehead. âno, silly. we donât want that,â and he brings a kiss toward the nape of your neck, nibbling on your tender skin. heâs fucking you over the desk, ignoring the groans and creaks of the old wooden desk. âno one should be able to hear howââ and he pauses, slightly lifting up your leg to get a more thorough deeper angle. â⌠sloppy you sound, no one but me, sweetheart.â
nanamiâs still buried balls deepâhis swollen full base remains to smack against your ass, creating an unforgettable perspiring sting amongst skin. every time heâs insideâhe falls in love right over again, he canât help it. â âm gonna cum. youâre gonna wring me dry like you always did, my love,â he grunts, his cock repeatedly kissing at that poor bullseye of a target thatâs buried inside the deep depths of your cunt. tap tap tap, heâs hitting that same spongey spot to make you whimper out those desperate cries of his name. cobwebs of saliva souse all over his palm as his hand remains cupped over your mouth. the loud fax machine continues to spit out mechanic whimpers of its own in the background while youâre getting drilled into the divorce papers the two of you were âsupposedâ to sign.
but fuck that.
âinside,â you whine, your lips moving on its own the second he pries his hand away. your pussy gripped him tightly, aching him badly. you could feel yourself salivating at the thought of him filling you up again, dumping such a hefty load that his mess would spill right down the plush crevices of your thighs. âdonât miss âken, finish inside.â
âanything for the pretty wife,â heâd rasp, bringing two hands toward your rickety waist. as youâre arched over the cornered tableâthe moment finally comes where he finishes with three deep thrusts that vigorously punctuate against your cunt. you whimper, and within seconds heâs spraying out thickly stringy amounts. velvety ribbons of cum that pour into you sprays inside your womb deeply, oozing out your folds. nanamiâs lips glue against your skin and you can hear him faintly whining into your neck. âfuck,â he whispers, and itâs rare to hear him curse, but when he does, it always made you throb - like now. his cockâs still shoved inside and heâs still giving you his anticipated fill before he pulls out, smearing his tip over your drooling cunt.
âso pretty,â he weakly says, caressing your ass with a free hand. nanamiâs eyes scan toward the desk with scattered divorce papers and he sheepishly rubs his neck. the blond turns you around to face him and he cups your chinâlifting you up and making you sit on the edge of the table. âbut,â and he presses a kiss near the side of your lip, a few thick fingers feeling against the sloppy mess that spills out of your pussy. âyouâd look even prettier with a ring around your finger again,â and he licks your neck, hearing your breath hitch as he whispers against your skin.
âiâve missed you, mrs. nanami,â and he lowers his head down to plant a kiss against your throbbing drenched clit. âand iâve missed you especially.â
â SATORU GOJO.
satoru doesnât even have to fuck you. his fingers always did the job more than anything. his long fingers that were so fucking long for no reason. doesnât care what time it is at night, heâd whine to you at how much he misses your pussy - his pussy. but youâd constantly tell yourself one more time, one more time wouldnât hurt . . right?
wrong,
because those âone more timesâ turned into dozens of times where youâd find yourself pathetically gushing on his fingers if not his cock and tongue. ârelaaax, angel,â heâd purr against your neck, having you lie flat against his back. youâre a whimpering mess, biting the inside of your cheek as you feel his slender thin fingers expand and shove all through the swollen layout of your pussy. sloshes of wet sobs ring through the insides of you and you whine, realizing just how wet you were. âi know, i know. iâd fuckinâ throb if i was this soaked too.â
âs- satoru,â youâd moan, a hand of yours tightly gripping onto his wrist. a thumb of yours brushes against a vein that runs down his arm and he kisses near your neck. breathy hot pants ghost down near your skin and your thighs violently shake, feeling his fingertips prod against a particular spongey texture. there, heâs located your g-spot and you let off that cooing âooh!â as your head collapses back into his bare chest with a loud thud.
his fingers, youâd never be able to wrap your head around on how long they were. so long, they create an unforgettable stretch that makes tears of sweat drip down the sides of your forehead. they curl and entwine their ways inside, scissoring themselves inside your cunt before thrusting in and out of you at a slow degrading pace. âfuck, âtoru âm gonna cum. âs gonna make me cum quick.â
âsuch a mess,â he huffs, prying your jittery legs open more with a single hand. you moan, feeling something prick behind your back and you knew that had to be his rock hard bulge that rubbed off against his sweats. it was hard to mistaken it, you felt the outline of it press against your bare ass.
he was so hard, and it was always because of you. as satoruâs got two fingers diving in and out of your slobbering pussy, he snickers against your ear. âi bet any other guy that touches this cunt doesnât have fingers as long as mine, huh.â
there goes his fucking ego again. .
you tried to roll your eyes but instead it ends up making you create a lewd expression. his thin fingertips reach deep, and youâre slathering down both twin digits fully with such slippery sap.
âfuckk y- you,â you hiss out, grabbing his wrist to go faster. a throaty chortle leaves from his lips before his fingers start to twist inside of your sweet cunt even faster. âtoru, satoru ngh!â
once his lengthy middle finger taps against there, your mind goes completely blank. you let off a squealing sob, your head thumping back against his chest once you gush right out yet again.
it was so abrupt. . there was barely any buildup, it just happened. youâre shivering as his fingers continue to crimp themselves inside of you, hearing your own pussy squelch out such carnal moans of its own. âfuck, fuck,â you whimper in broken cries, feeling your chest sink inward. the ivory-white sheets were now soaking up with a translucent colour as you release, biting his name within each syllable on your tongue. âsatoru, satoruuu.â
âstill the same âole sloppy girl i remember,â he says in a raspy tone, feeling himself get hard just from your own arousal. youâre violently shaking, tasting every twinge of pleasure that surges through your veins as you squirt on his fingers. satoruâs fingers slide in and out and itâs so loud, it echoes through the four walls of the bedroom you both once shared and he simpers cockily. âcanât help but soak me right with you, yeah?â and before you could even get another word out, he slides out his fingers, hearing the cute âpopâ that exits out of your throbbing crying folds. âpoor baby,â and he waves his fingers in his face as you pant against his chest. satoru hums, popping both fingers in his mouth for a taste heâs missed for the longest.
with a grunt, his free hand squeezes your cunt and you moan, the back of your head cutely hitting against his chest in defeat. âmhm. still taste the same too,â and as youâre still shaking on his lap, he gives the right temple of your cheek a kiss. âmissed my messy baby.â
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oooooh i am deeply unhappy actually
#hate my job#hate my apartment#hate the town im in#really really hate my job#trying to get a new apartment seems so unobtainable#thereâs so many fees and credit checks and my renewal is in a month and i canât find a new one so i guess im extending for another year#stuck in this hellhole#I can try to get a shorter lease but itâs like $150 more per month and if I still canât find anything within that time im doubly fucked#genuinely just want to fade away into dust im sick of living like this#i feel sick and stupid 90% of the time#i finally got to take a vacation away from here and couldnât even enjoy it because i got sick#and things were not planned well#and my partner bailed on all the events I wanted to do w them#and i get back to the apartment a mess and just feel so defeated#and i get back to work and we still have fucking mice everywhere#and no oneâs done planos or price changes or ANYTHING i usually do#so im trying to catch up on two weeks worth of stuff. while also trying to prepare for truck tomorrow because no one sent the battery#pallet out so now we have two of them. and a taller than me pallet of core returns all unwrapped#and im having to come in every Sunday when I was promised those off#which is the only day we are able to do a dnd/group chat hangout and i always end up being the reason it gets delayed and i just Know ppl#be frustrated with me#im just tired and sick of this life#i donât even know how youâre supposed to do jobs for so long without driving off a bridge#im still not even hitting the 40 hours i was promised and yet im losing my mind genuinely#i am stupid all the time. i forget basic things. I have to have people retell me things twice before they click#I wasnât always like this. like something is WRONG and my doctor (who is quitting) is like#weâll have you practiced mindfulness and meditation#yeah. ill get right on that#RAAAgggh I hate it here im cryin at work like a LOSER
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Got a request: Jinx x Piltover reader who comes to the undercity a lot to see some action and excitement with Jinx thinking theyâre from there only to find out that theyâre from topside.
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[Arcane preference zaunites] with a s/o from Piltover (viktor, ekko, silco, vander, jinx, vi, sevika)
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Viktor:
- The most versatile on the subject. Heâs the first one who is constantly around the people of Piltover, studying and having his room at the academy, which is even located in a wealthy area.
- Generally, he doesnât pay much attention to someoneâs origins, but as the relationship grows more serious, memories of his early academy years become more vivid.
- Viktor is a chill guy, until heâs no longer chill, (at least the original one).
- Most heated discussions are likely to revolve around politics or events in the city. But as long as you donât call the people from the Undercity âbeasts,â âcreatures,â âmonsters,â âbeings,â or âanimals,â his anger wonât be directed at you.
- At some point, he wonât remember anymore that youâre from âdifferent neighborhoods,â and since he needs a hand carrying things to the academy, heâll start asking you to accompany him to the Undercity when he needs to make purchases or pick up pre-ordered items.
- And although it might scare or intimidate you at first, it wonât take long for you to get used to it.
- Although sooner or later, youâll learn to change your clothes before going down to Zaun.
Ekko:
- The first meeting with Ekko is straight out of a book: you get caught in a crossfire, and before you can even begin mentally writing your will, an arm grabs you around the torso and pulls you away at such a high speed that you feel like throwing up.
- He canât take people directly to the hideout, but he can offer you assistance as soon as youâre somewhere safer.
- This is why, the second time he saves you, he canât help but joke about how it almost seems like you put yourself in danger on purpose, and that you could ask him out in a less dramatic way.
- Of course, heâs just joking to break the tension, but when you actually propose it, even just as a way to repay him, itâs the beginning of the end.
- Between your outfit and the fact that, having run into you twice in a crossfire, you were in some pretty dangerous places, the last thing he expected was for you to ask him to meet up at the bridge and then show up dressed like a Piltie.
- Before his meeting with Cait and the one with Jayce, this wouldâve been a breaking point; he wouldnât have shown up and wouldâve just gone back. But now, even if heâs not thrilled, heâll at least come over to complain that you didnât tell him you were from the upper city.
- Heâs resigned to this fate, but he still remains a bit suspicious and on guard, not knowing your political stance, why you were down there, or how you see the people from his city.
- Even as you become closer, heâll never stop teasing you about your background. Youâre drinking, and you drop your cup? âWhat a strange way Pilties have of drinking.â
Vander:
- Going down to Zaun without stopping by the Last Drop is a waste, which is why youâre lucky enough to run into the Hound of the underground right away. Not only is he one of the most influential people, but also one with a lot of connections.
- At Vanderâs suggestion, you stay at the counter, and he uses the opportunity to ask you a few questions, curious: for example, why is someone from Piltover down in Zaun alone at that hour? What do you study, if you study, or what do you do for work, if you work.
- Vander is extremely sociable, and since he handles negotiations, he doesnât hold hostility toward upper-city residents, though itâs rare to see them in these parts.
- Itâs not even about flirting; he just wants to keep chatting and make sure he wonât have you on his conscience. He asks you to wait until closing, checks in on the kids to make sure everythingâs okay and says goodnight, then walks you to the bridge.
- The more regular your visits to Zaun become, the more the other regulars at the Last Drop start to recognize you and get used to you, making that place quite pleasant. And then thereâs the deal with the bartender: if you offer him a good chat, heâll treat you to a good pint of beer.
- The toughest part of getting close to Vander is learning that heâs a single father to four kids, and seeing the hostile and shocked reaction of the younger ones when they find out youâre not from their city.
- But hate is taught, and even if it takes some time, they slowly start to get used to you. Maybe they wonât jump into your arms, but if you decide to stay over, theyâll make room for you or bring you something to dry your face with, in strict silence.
Silco:
- This man, though he may not look like it, is the embodiment of patience.
- Itâs his goons who bring you to his office, and the first time, all it takes is a quick glance for him to know youâre not a spy, a rival, a drug addict, or a threat.
- Silco kills, but generally not without reason. So, the first time you have a heart-pounding panic attack from being dragged there, you get off with a warning: if they catch you poking around his business again, it wonât go so well for you.
- But today, Jannaâs on your side, and youâre safe.
- The issue is much simpler than it seems: if you live in the Undercity, you know which places to avoid and which gangs control which areas. But if youâre just a foolish Piltie who likes wandering outside your own city, the odds of ending up in one mess after another are high.
- Thatâs why, the second time they catch you near one of their shipments, his goons already have their weapons drawn.
- This time itâs not even Silco who spares you; instead, a firefight with the Firelights breaks out nearby, and youâre just lucky that bigger problems show up at the right moment.
- It happens repeatedly: either you run into his goons and instinctively wave like an idiot, or you end up in restricted areas, and one of them whoâs taken a liking to you motions for you to leave, or you start frequenting the Last Drop and see them all more often.
- Gradually, this brings you more oftenâand with less dreadâto the kingpinâs office, who, since even his daughter likes you, first makes sure to get you a map of the Lanes because âyouâre obviously so clueless you must be from Piltoverâ to keep you from getting yourself killed.
- Then he realizes youâre pleasant enough to let you hang out in his office on weekends, when the noise downstairs is so loud that he couldnât work anyway.
Jinx:
- Youâre essentially the âdumb Piltieâ stereotype that comes to mind when people in Zaun talk about those from the upper city.
- Deciding to venture into the alleys without any experience or knowledge of the area purely out of curiosity wasnât your brightest idea, but at this point, itâs too late to turn back.
- Thatâs why, after hours spent looking for something interestingâcolorful explosions that have been common recently near the docks, some chase scenesâyou find nothing, give up, and throw yourself into a bar.
- If it were evening, you might hope for more than just a jukebox playing country music, four young guys playing pool in a corner, and a girl sitting at the bar who looks half-asleep while the bartender cleans glasses, but you still decide to sit down and order something local.
- Everyoneâs eyes are on you, but the moment the girl with long blue braids lifts her head, the others snap back to what they were doing, and she looks at you, still drowsy and a bit confused.
- Meeting Jinx is the beginning of the end; she rambles on, is relaxed, and the moment she hears you wanted action, she jumps off her stool and drags you out before you can even sip your drink.
- She has no particular reasonâit's just rare to find someone who wants to have fun, although you quickly realize that her idea of âfunâ involves risking your neck.
- The first time ends like that; you donât even exchange names. When it gets late, she vanishes, leaving you no choice but to return to the bar in the following weeks, where you meet her again and pick up on that fun âtour.â
- This âtourâ brings you closer, even if you never talk about deeply personal things because thereâs never time.
- Itâs one night when youâre sitting together on a rooftop, watching the distant lights of Piltover, that she learns the hard truth: youâre from the other side of the river. This single piece of information seems to destroy everything you had built. Without a word, she runs off, and you donât find her at the bar at the usual time anymore, but you donât stop trying.
- The bartender probably tells her, or she sees you, who knows, because weeks later you meet again, and she almost looks sad to see you.
- She expected you to give up, not to keep coming back despite how difficult sheâd made it, which is why when you pull her into a hug, she stiffens, taking a while to hug you back.
- The closer you get, the more she becomes like a ghost. You even find her at your place, but you never see her on the streets in Piltover. She rarely stays over, but you know itâs because of personal issues.
Vi:
- Vi isnât for everyone: sheâs for those with a âsavior complexâ or hotheads who can take a couple of punches to the face.
- The reason youâre in Zaun, dressed incognito, is because your colleagues told you thereâs some interesting stuff in the underground cityâs shops.
- What you didnât expect was that the âinteresting findâ curled up behind an abandoned building would be a person.
- Nothing too serious, just a brawl gone wrong. Sheâd hidden to tend to her wounds in peace, probably in that vulnerable âcornered wolf showing its teethâ state.
- Cooperation isnât her strong suit, and, not to rely on Undercity stereotypes, but you imagine itâs also rare for anyone to help strangers wounded on the street.
- She becomes more docile after you simply stand by, âcovering her backââbasically just staying put and shielding her from view.Â
- whenyou blurt out, âForget gin; I need something stronger.â she starts to like you
- Once she recovers, she gestures for you to follow her, suddenly motivated by the urge to drink. Surprisingly, she takes you over the bridge to your own city, to a cozy pub that smells of wood.
- Drinking there becomes a habit; after a few drinks, you tell her you hate that the evening has to end, and she chuckles, flattered, before saying you can always do it again.
- And you do it again.
- You keep doing it until you end up kissing clumsily in the pubâs restroom, nearly knocking heads together, until she pins you to the wall and your brain signals a warning.
- You tell her you live nearby, suggesting you take things to your place, unknowingly revealing something you thought was obvious.
- She stares at you for a few confused seconds. âYou didnât tell me,â she says, but the truth is, Vi doesnât hate upper-city people, so once the confusion passes, the alcohol and hormones work their magic, leaving that conversation as a problem for the next morning.
Sevika:
- Her only interactions with people from the upper city have been with Enforcers, but contrary to appearances, Sevika is a big, intimidating dog thatâs actually quite tame.
- She doesnât get her hands dirty unless necessary, so even though she has no fondness for Pilties, sheâd never start a physical fight with one.
- You first see her in the Undercity, at the Last Drop, playing cards for a hefty sum of money against two shady types: one bald with a metal nose, and the other dressed like an out-of-place gentleman.
- Itâs only when the game ends and she gets up to head to the bar that you clumsily manage to strike up a conversation, receiving nothing but a scrutinizing glance in return.
- She lets you buy her a drink despite the large sum she just pocketed, and when you compliment her on her play, she puffs up with pride and starts talking about how those two just cheated but still couldnât win.
- For a momentâjust a momentâshe realizes sheâs never seen you around here before, but then she goes back to talking and listening, fueled by the alcohol.
- Getting her out of your head becomes impossible, and if you catch her at the end of her shift, sheâs even more relaxed. It doesnât take many weeks before you find yourself with your knees over her shoulders in the Last Dropâs basement.
- Emotional or mental intimacy with Sevika comes at an incredibly slow pace, but she starts approaching you in the bar, and your âprivate encountersâ become more and more frequentâuntil you try to make things more serious by inviting her up.
- Her reaction seems angry, but itâs more surprise; she hadnât realized and didnât expect it.
- She becomes a lot more guarded around you, until, in time, she learns to trust you again.
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you're my drug (eric draven x reader)
WARNINGS: 18+, piv sex, oral sex (female receiving), fingering, semi-public sex, sexual imagery, foul language, mentions of drugs/tobacco
summary: after you got caught making out with Eric at rehab, everything suddenly spirals into something much deeper
word count: 5,022 PART 1, PART 2, PART 3
a/n: this is part two of draw you! enjoy!!<3
As I stood in the courtyard, kicking some rocks along during my lap around the premises, I couldn't help but wonder when I would see Eric again. It had been a week since we were caught making out in his room, and I had just gotten out of a two-day solitary confinementâ it was definitely a harsher punishment than expected. Then again, I should've known; this place was an absolute shithole.Â
The worst part of the ordeal was having to write down my feelings and get another check from the warden, along with questions about whether or not I was a nymphomaniac. Excuse me?
Had Eric gotten a harsher repercussion than me? Maybe he had been moved to a different rehabilitation center? I didn't want to think about it. Again, I shouldn't be worrying about a stranger I barely knew. It was a little reckless of me to care for someone who had drawn me nakedâ now that I wasn't in a state of arousal, it dawned on me how creepy that actually was.
But then again... IÂ had been the one to jump him. That was on me. Had I not offered up, I wouldn't feel so attached to him.Â
... Maybe I was a nymphomaniac? Fuck.
So when I eventually lost track of where I had kicked my stone, I started looking for new ones. And it was during my hunt for entertainment that I eventually spotted a familiar tall figure entering the courtyard.Â
Eric's cheeks were more hollow than the last time I had seen him, and I couldn't help the guilt that immediately seeped into my system. He seemed much darker than I remembered, the green in his eyes no longer having that playful shimmer I could spot from far away. However, when he spotted me on his way through the courtyard with a guard by his side, something changed in Eric. The flush in his cheeks returned, his eyes widened, and I could see the faint remnants of the smile that had etched itself into my mind for nights on end. But when he met my gaze, he looked away in a flash-- was he afraid we'd be caught staring at each other again?
I couldn't even control the way I immediately jumped into action as the guards left Eric's side, and I made my way to him with a confident stride. "Well, if it isn't Michelangelo?" I said, approaching with a smile. Seeing him in the flesh again made the tips of my fingers tingle, a certain excitement building in my system. "Where have you been? Did they put you in confinement too?"
But the smile I had seen in him earlier wasn't there anymore-- he turned to me, face blank. Eric blinked twice, watching me as though he didn't know why I was talking to him at all, his nose scrunching up.Â
My pulse quickened as my anxiety rose; what was happening?Â
"We shouldn't be talking," Eric eventually mumbled, looking away. His green eyes darted towards the guards on duty, wary of their movements. It didn't take long before he started walking away from me, which in turn left me stunned.Â
I wondered whether I had said something wrong as I watched him join a few guys that were working out, and I had to take a deep breath to ground myself. Â Everything about this made me feel like a complete and utter idiot-- I turned away from Eric, rubbing my temples as I made my way back inside. This was giving me a bigger headache than the ones I would get after coming down from a high.
This definitely felt similar to that; the crushing feeling. Having Eric dismiss me like that after what we had done felt more painful than usual, now that I couldn't dull down my feelings with anything.Â
I walked back into my room, slamming the door shut behind me. Everything about this made my whole body ache, and I couldn't understand why I even cared to this degree.Â
Had I been so delusional as to think Eric felt something for me too?
Later that night, I didn't care to come out for the last meal. Something told me I'd be staring at Eric again and that he'd dismiss me once more, and I didn't know if I could take it. I hadn't missed drugs as much as now-- everything about this situation reminded me of how I ended up here in the first place.
As I lay in my bed, hoping to fall asleep and wake up a new woman, I was dragged out of my sleepy state when I heard a light shuffling sound coming from my door. I sat up, rubbing my eyes before my gaze slowly darted towards the commotion.Â
There it was. A note?
I went to pick it up, feeling my heart thump hard in my chest in anticipation. The paper was familiar, like rough velvet to my fingers, and the same size as a page from a notebook. The smile that crept up my lips was impossible to suppress-- I turned the paper to see a new drawing of me, made in the same scratchy style as the previous ones I had seen.Â
It was an image of me laying in a bed, my eyes hidden in the crook of my arm, lips parted as though I was drawing in a big breath. The pink jumper I was pictured in was a lot bigger than mine; I suspected it was supposed to be Eric's. From the waist down, I was wearing nothing but a black pair of underwear, my legs dangling halfway off the bed.Â
I sucked in a sharp breath, feeling my chest rise as my heart skipped a beat-- it was beautiful. Completely breathtaking. And in the corner to the upper right, there was a scribbled message with boyish writing that was hard to understand;
messy mornings. let's have those someday? xx
My smile only spread, and I let out a shaky breath of relief as I leaned my forehead against my door, pressing the drawing tightly against my chest. The joy that coursed through my veins reminded me of the same euphoric feeling I'd get from doing a certain type of drug-- I wasn't sure whether it was good for me or not to be feeling these things, but I knew I was addicted already.Â
Was Eric maybe addicted to me as well? Was the incident in the courtyard just something he did in front of the guards, straying away from trouble?
I couldn't be sure. Nonetheless, I had gotten confirmation that he definitely thought about me too, and that was all I needed.
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I could swear it was the same as getting high-- seeing Eric, I mean. It was especially exhilarating knowing he was right in front of me, but that I couldn't say a word to him.Â
We were currently in a typical meeting, a group of people sitting in a circle trying to work through why they had started drinking or using. I hated these gatherings the most; I wasn't the biggest fan of airing out my life to strangers.Â
But today was different. Eric had joined my group, even though his meeting usually took place later in the evening. I felt the air seep out of my lungs the second I spotted him in the door, watching him with eyes wider than expensive plates of china as he sat down on the chair opposite me in the circle, locking his gaze on me.Â
And there he sat, in a casual manspread as he twiddled his thumbs, waiting his turn. His dark mullet had grown out a little, the hair on his forehead inching closer to his eyes with each week he was here. It was easy to get lost when I stared at him for too long, hypnotized by his tall build and his green, green eyes darting right back at me. The smirk playing across his lips mirrored mine, both of us feeling the tension thicken between us despite knowing our minds should be elsewhere at this moment.
I had gotten so swept up with Eric that I nearly jumped out of my chair when my name was called. My eyes frantically ripped themselves off of him, finding the guidance counselor with a confused look. What question was I supposed to answer?Â
The counselor cleared her throat; "How are you planning to change your habits once you get out of rehabilitation?"
Oh. I had no idea. Flustered, I ended up shrugging, avoiding Eric's amused gaze. "I think... I might have to work on my impulses. So I guess I will try to make sure I don't give in to bad habits by..." I realized I was completely lost, and it made my cheeks flush. "By doing, uh... Doing breathing exercises?"
My eyes snapped toward the sound that came from the other end of the room-- I watched as Eric clasped a hand over his mouth, head hanging low to hide his blatant amusement. Was that a snort I heard? I had to actively bite back a smile from forming, my teeth sinking into my bottom lip with a force I had never used before.
The counselor cleared her throat, clearly unhappy with the direction this was heading. "Yes, Eric? Do you have anything to say?"
His green eyes darted up from his lap, and it was obvious that he was biting down on the inside of his cheek. Eric crossed his arms over his chest, nodding to himself as though he was thinking. "Well, if you're asking me the same question, I think I plan to surround myself with people I love. I think that's where it went wrong the last time,"Â
I held my breath-- I hadn't expected him to say that. And I had most certainly not expected Eric's eyes to find me immediately after, realizing his pupils had widened the second they landed on me.Â
I didn't try to suppress my smile this time. I let it happen, watching as Eric smiled right back with a shimmer in his eyes.Â
Something told me I was actually going to get something good out of group therapy.
・ďžâ˘âŕ¨âĄŕ§â⢠・ďž
... It dawned on me a few days later that I didn't have much time left in rehab. It also happened to dawn on me at the exact moment another drawing slipped under my door, right around the time I was ready to go to bed.Â
It was probably the fifth one this week, and I had laid them out neatly on my nightstand. Every image was as beautiful as the last one-- two of me in bed, one of me out in the courtyard again, and one of me during a group session falling asleep on Eric's shoulder. It warmed my heart to think that he had thought about that imagery when we had sat opposite each other a few days ago. Actually, everything about this warmed my heart.
However, today's drawing caught me off-guard. Today, it was a nude one--Â deja vu. My eyes locked on the image of me in what looked like Eric's room, gripping his hair as his head was dipped between my legs. One hand was clasped over my chest, and the other one was digging its fingers into my thigh, holding me down. Everything about it made my heart stop, letting out a laboured breath at the sight.Â
As always, there was a small message in the upper right corner;
in an alternative universe, there wouldn't be guards outside and there would be no stopping us. Â can't wait to taste you xx
My hands gripped the paper, almost to the verge of curling it. It felt as though my body was actively on fire, a need ripping its way through my chest. And it was this exact feeling that had me rushing to put the drawing away before bolting out my door, knowing Eric couldn't have gone too far.Â
Thankfully, I had been right. I spotted Eric further down the hall, towering over the people passing him. It was impossible not to notice the tattoos poking up from under his pink jumper, and something about it made my heart race even faster-- I so desperately wanted to see everything. Feel him beneath the pads of my fingertips.Â
And I burned. Burned, burned, burned up. And I kept on burning as I sped down the hallway, hearing the loud clacking of my shoes echo through the space along with the thumping of my heart. "Eric!"
Hearing his name, Eric turned around, eyes wide in surprise. "Hey, you," he murmured, brows knitting together as though he was about to scold me. "Thought you were sleeping?"
I finally caught up to him, quickly scanning our surroundings, realizing we were alone.Â
"... Are you here to return the drawing?" Eric asked, tilting his head to the side as he scanned the look on my face. A nervous smile spread across his lips, and he brought his hand up to scratch the back of his neck as his eyes flickered around the hallway. "Might've been a little much, sure, but you didn't seem to mind it the last time?--"
His words trailed off as the small hand tugging at his jumper caught his attention. Eric's eyes rounded out, immediately understanding what I was getting at. When he leaned down, I let out a shaky breath before I flung my arms around his neck, capturing his lips in a sweet kiss.
I had hoped it would satiate the burn ravaging my body, but it didn't. As Eric's big arms wrapped around me, pulling me flush against him, the fire only spread. My hands barely had time to go up into his hair, tugging softly at his dark locks, before he pulled away with an airy chuckle. "You'll get us in trouble again,"
That's true-- "Fuck,"Â was the only thing I managed to say.Â
Humming, Eric glanced down the hall before pulling my hand into his, intertwining our fingers as he led me away. I was glad it was almost time for bed, seeing as there were barely any people out in the hallway and the guards were relaxing outside on their cigarette break. A familiar dulling of my brain seeped into my system as I remembered the smell of their cigarettes gliding into my room from outside-- I missed nicotine. But Eric was better than any cigarettes. Better than anything I had ever taken before. No high could match the one I would get from locking eyes with him, getting a drawing under my door, or the feeling currently coursing through my veins as he led me into a desolate stairwell. "This will do for now," he muttered, giving my hand a gentle squeeze before letting go. "I'll make sure to bring you somewhere nice when we're both out of here."
As my back hit the wall, I couldn't suppress my growing smirk as Eric neared me. The last time we had stood like this, had been right before he left my room after we made out. Seeing how tall he was, casting a shadow as he towered over me, I let out a sigh of joy; I had missed this. I had missed him. There was nothing that could make me happier than being alone with him. "I'm getting out of here soon, actually,"
Eric hummed as he placed his hand against the wall next to my head, his green eyes locking with mine. I wasn't too afraid to show my burning state-- he watched my lips part as I stared up at him, and I watched his jaw clench as he tried to digest the look in my eyes.
Sex. I was giving him those bedroom eyes that always worked on every guy I had ever been with. My eyes got all glassy, my thick lashes hanging low. I was quite sure I would let him fuck me right here if he wanted to-- I was past the point of caring who caught us.Â
"Soon, you say? How soon?" Eric asked, leaning down to press two separate kisses against the corners of my mouth.Â
I had to control the way my breath hitched before I answered; "A week and a half,"
Nodding, Eric's fingers brushed against my lips, pressing into the skin as he watched my expression with a heated one of his own. His thumb dipped past my lips, brushing against the tip of my tongue. "I'm out in three,"Â
I smiled before wrapping my mouth softly around his thumb, watching a breath escape him as his green eyes locked on the sight. Eric leaned down to kiss my cheek, watching as they flushed when he pulled his finger out of my mouth. "Where can I find you when we're out?"
"You seriously think I would leave this place without giving you my address?"
"Okay, good," Eric chuckled, his eyes rounding out with a newfound softness. "Because I think I'll need you out there more than I need you now."
What? I swallowed, biting down on my lower lip. Did he reciprocate the way I was feeling these things? I wondered whether he also felt the pit of fire in his stomach, whether he couldn't breathe whenever I wasn't around, and whether thoughts of me also wreaked havoc through his mind in every waking moment.Â
Eric's eyes lowered, taking in my stunned silence. "Honestly, I thought this was purely a lust thing, but... I've come to realize it's not just that. The one thing rehab has taught me, is that I need to break my habits, so here I am. Not running,"
I hadn't smiled this brightly in years. "Eric?"
A hum.
"I feel the same way," I reached out for his face, glad he had bent down a little to make it possible. "I'm quite sure I've gone mad, but standing with you here feels better than any drugs I've ever taken. And quite frankly, that drawing... Fuck, that was quite something." A breathy giggle escaped me, watching as Eric met my gaze with a smirk playing across his plush, pink lips. "That shit was hot. You're so fucking talented, do you know that?"
Eric freed his lower lip from his teeth, inching closer to gently nudge his nose against me. "Nope, I definitely don't know that. Completely oblivious. Which is why I need you around to tell me that, once in a while,"
"I'll tell you every day, if you want," I closed my eyes, relishing in the feeling of our closeness.Â
"Good," Eric whispered against my lips, his hands now grabbing at my waist, pressing himself closer to me. "And I'll eat you out every day. Deal?"
I was quite sure I was going to faint. Remember the drawing, I couldn't wait for our time to come. "Sounds like better therapy than anything they've done for me here,"
"Definitely,"Â
I smiled, giving his dark hair a tug, pulling Eric against me to connect our lips in a passionate kiss.Â
How we had gone from staring at each other to this, I had no idea. How it became this enormous feeling burning through my body, I couldn't guess the answer. But the one thing I knew, was that it felt right-- being with Eric like this felt right. Correct. Perfect.Â
As our kisses grew with hunger, resembling that one evening on Eric's bed, my body began to grow flushed as his hands dipped beneath my pink jumper, traveling up my torso with a fiery need to be close. "Can I take this off?" he asked, pulling away, panting just slightly.
I nodded, unable to wipe the grin off my face as my sweater got discarded somewhere on the floor, licking my lips out of pure habit. Eric was quick to dip his head forward, swiping his own tongue along mine. My back arched off the wall in surprise, the movement against his body earning me a small groan. This was how I realized he was hard-- I had to suppress another hitch of my breath.
"Shit, I want to take it all off," Eric whispered against my lips. "Everything. Feel all of you." He pressed his lips against my chin, moving his way down my throat and to my neck. I could feel the cool air hitting my back as he lifted my shirt off as well-- my nipples hardened at his attention, his hands gripping my breasts through my bra, squeezing them.Â
I whimpered against his touch, writhing in anticipation. I had no idea what he had planned for me, if we were going to go all the way or not; I could already feel my excitement pool between my legs, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. The arousal had been in my system since the second I saw today's drawing, and I let it out by tugging at his dark hair once more, hoping for him to come back up. "Eric, kiss me-- Wanna feel you too,"Â
I watched Eric's eyes light up as he pulled away and met mine. And he complied, capturing my lips in a needy kiss, his big hands gripping at my hips and digging into my skin through my trousers. Realizing I was the only one with my shirt off, my hands dipped under his, hoping he'd get the memo as I tugged at the hem of his pink sweater.Â
Eric's lips barely left mine as he discarded his sweater elsewhere, satisfaction coursing through my veins as our chests pressed up against each other, our hearts beating at the other through our skin. I had desperately wanted to see his tattoos, drink in the sight of the art scattered across his body, but it hit me that we didn't have time-- we didn't know when we'd be caught. I figured I'd leave it to the time we'd be out of rehab, when we'd have time for messy mornings every day, and when we had time to be buried in each other completely.Â
"I don't know if I can wait three weeks," I breathed in between hungry kisses, my hands running up and down his toned torso.Â
Eric hummed against my lips; "Me neither,"Â
And with that, it didn't take long before his slender fingers dipped down into my underwear, making my breath hitch at the realization of what was happening. "Been dreaming about this for weeks," Eric whispered, one of his hands disappearing in my hair to hold me in place, making sure my eyes met his as he rubbed tight circles around my clit. "You're all I ever think about."
My mouth was open against his, small gasps escaping past my lips, bucking into his hand as he sped up his movements around my clit. "I'm so crazy about you," I whimpered, watching the green of his eyes swallow me whole with adoration and lust. My mind still hadn't completely registered that this was happening, especially not under the blue lights of the stairwell. "You're better than drugs, I swear."
Eric chuckled against my lips, watching me moan against him as he patted the pad of his finger against the slick of my core. "Better than drugs, you say?"
"Much better," My words were barely coming out properly, and any continuation of that sentence was stopped the second Eric pressed a finger into me. My breath hitched-- fuck.Â
He hummed, a sweet smile splayed across his lips; "You're my drug,"Â
It was almost too much-- I bucked against his hand once more, squirming in his grip as the flame spread through my body. I really couldn't remember the last time I had been this happy or aroused. I let out a breathy moan as he pumped his finger into me, the squelching sound of my wetness drawing forth a blush in my cheeks.
"I'd take my time with you," Eric whispered, capturing my lips in a short kiss before continuing; "But we don't have a lot of time. Forgive me if we make this quick."
I could barely nod, squeezing my eyes shut as I felt his thumb back against my clit, his middle finger curling inside of me. It was obvious that he had done this before.Â
My mind was already mush by the time Eric slid his finger out of me, turning me around and peppering my shoulder with wet kisses. It didn't take long before he leaned down to tug my pants down to my knees, fingers eager. I wasn't sure how to explain the burning need that was currently clawing at me, but I knew it was all-consuming. Eric had consumed me-- I knew I was his and only his.
So when I felt his big, strong hands grip my hips, pushing me towards him to allow for an easier entrance, I could only moan out in complete and utter satisfaction as I felt his cock sink into me. Eric let out a breathy grunt, now snaking both hands around my body, burying himself to the hilt with the slowest stroke known to man. "Fuck,"Â was all he managed to say, hissing slightly against my shoulder before sucking down on a spot, wanting to leave behind a mark.
I couldn't believe the strange places my mind went to-- why was I contemplating getting that hickey tattooed? I wouldn't need it anyway, if Eric kept his promise and stayed with me after we both got out. There was nothing I wanted more in the whole wide world.
All my concerns flew out the window as Eric gripped my waist for leverage as he continued to thrust into me, leaving me with my mouth open against the wall. My body was aching with pleasure unmatched anything I had ever felt before, and I knew that the difference between this time and all my other escapades was how much I had craved Eric-- and how much I knew he craved me.
My breath hitched as he nipped at my jaw, whispering sweet nothings into my ear. "Wanted this... so, so long..." Eric let out a grunt as his hands went down to my hips again, pulling away from my neck to watch his cock pump into my dripping core. I was quite sure it was glistening with my slick by the sounds of it. "Wanted this-- Wanted you."
"Me too," I cried, resting my hands against the wall, meeting his thrusts. "Every night, all the time..."
"All the time," he echoed. "Forever."
My breath hitched at both his words and the way one of his hands left my hip, ghosting over my stomach. I knew exactly where it was heading, and I had to bite back a rather loud moan as Eric dipped his hand down between my legs. Eric spread his fingers, covering my whole cunt, feeling the sides of his own cock rut into me. It didn't take long before his whole hand was practically covered in my slick, and I was quite sure I heard a drop hit the floor. Everything about it made me shiver.
Like this, I was practically pushed to rut against the palm of his hand, the pressure against my clit making me gasp-- I knew I wouldn't last long like this. Perfect.
By the sounds of it, Eric wouldn't either. He let a breathy moan escape his lips before he let go of my hips, reaching up to grab my chin, tilting it to the side so that he could kiss me. I let out a soft cry against his lips, feeling my walls clamp down around his thick cock. Feeling beyond full, I reached around to grab his dark hair, feeling his locks between my fingers as a familiar tightening in my stomach appeared.Â
"You're the only one I've ever wanted this badly," Eric murmured against my lips, his thrusts becoming rushed and erratic, clearly holding back his high. "Be mine-- Fuck, be mine?"
If I hadn't been this close to my high, I would've cried. "All yours, Eric, all yours... A-Aah!--" My walls clamped around him as I was driven against the palm of his hand once more, driving me over the edge, coming harder than I probably ever had before.
Eric took this as a green light-- It didn't take long before he let out a grunt against my shoulder, gently biting down as ropes of cum decorated my walls, his thick cock twitching with its release inside of me.Â
Our pants filled the stairway, and I was quite sure my legs would give out as he pulled out of me with a wet pop, tucking himself back into his trousers. I could only smile, leaning against the wall as I let out a sigh of relief. I was so incredibly glad we managed to do all of this before getting caught-- I was sure I wouldn't have been able to wait until we were both out. The burning in my body subsided, the ache turning into an all-consuming feeling of joy.Â
I turned to Eric with a soft smile spread across my lips, trying to steady my breathing. He was especially beautiful now-- kiss-swollen lips really suited him.Â
He returned my smile, leaning forward to capture my lips in a soft, gentle kiss. My hands reached out for him, cupping his face as my thumbs caressed his cheeks. It was such an exhilarating feeling to be adored like this, and I wasn't sure I would ever experience it until now. Meeting Eric felt like seeing a lunar rainbow--Â exceptionally rare.
However, Eric's sweet smile suddenly turned back into his usual mischievous smirk. Before I could even say a word, he had dropped down to his knees, leaning forward to wrap his lips around my aching sex, covering my whole mound as he sucked at me.
I could barely breathe as I realized what he was doing-- was he sucking his own cum out of me? This was new. And weirdly pleasurable. I let out a wanton moan, gripping his hair in the exact same way I did in Eric's drawing. I could only whimper as his tongue darted out, drawing a circle around my overstimulated clit-- instinctively, my hips bucked against his mouth. Something about this felt weirdly full-circle. "Eric, wait!-- Shit,"
He hummed, looking up at me with those green eyes I loved so much. "Will you kill me if I draw this?"
I could only sigh--Â bliss.Â
(a/n: PART 1, PART 3 linked here!! enjoy<33)
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in which: a moment of impulsivity has ratio knocking on your door at 3 am with a grand confession.
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There is a great cloud of curiosity that surrounds Dr. Ratio.
His intelligence is far beyond the average personâs comprehension, mind working at insurmountable speeds to reach conclusions and answers that no others have come to before. Mediocrity and Ratio could never stand to be in the same room, intelligence and reputation as an academic preceding him.
When people find out that you have been in a long-term relationship with the scholar, you can almost see the question mark above their heads. How did you meet? When did you start dating? How did you start dating? How do you put up with him? (You always answer that with âIâm still trying to find out myselfâ. He always rolls his eyes when you say that, but itâs nothing a kiss to the cheek canât solve.)Â
Only your closest friends know the story of how you started dating, but itâs always one you love recounting, much to the dismay of Veritas.Â
For the decades that he has lived for, there have been few moments he regrets, always critically scrutinising every move six steps before he makes them. No one has ever seen him messy, uncertain, or dishevelled- except you.Â
Towards the end of your university years, with an urgent final assignment due soon, youâre rudely awoken one night by frantic knocks on your dormâs door. You notice the clock reads 3 am, and since the knocks only got louder by the second, you throw your covers off with a groan.
Who could be at your door at 3 am? Perhaps a drunk dormmate who forgot their keys? Or someone knocking thinking it was their room?
Looking through the peephole, youâre stunned to see a certain violet-haired friend on the other side, trouble etched deeply into his features. His hair was messy, falling haphazardly around his face, and his usual accessory of a laurel wreath was discarded, flamboyant outfit discarded for something more comfortable.Â
Itâs clear that heâs troubled by something, but you have half a mind to leave him outside until he goes away (thatâs what heâd do to you, or so you think).
Opening the door, you begin by scolding him. âYou better have a good reason to show up at this godforsaken time or otherwise-â
â-Iâm in love with you.âÂ
Perhaps if it were a normal hour of the day, and if you hadnât just been rudely awaken from your sleep, you would have processed his words faster. Instead, you blink at him once, twice, three times, fatigue weighing heavily on your features as you struggled to keep your eyes open.Â
âWhat?â You murmur, shaking your head as if that would clear up the mental blockage.
âIâm in love with you,â he repeats, firmer this time.Â
You grab his wrist and drag him inside your dorm, blinded by the harshness of the hallway lights illuminating the outline of his figure. Turning on the softer light on your desk, you take a seat on the edge of your bed, gazing down at your hands. Veritas, however, stays near your door, annoyingly muscular arms flexed over his chest.
âI have so many questions,â you grumble, rubbing your eyes. âWhy are you awake? Youâre always asleep by 11 to get your ass up at 6 to exercise, or whatever.âÂ
âAre you avoiding the main point, or just stupid?â He grabs you by the shoulders and shakes. âI love you.âÂ
âExcuse me! You were banging bullets on my dorm room, Iâm disorientated right now, not stupid- what?â
Itâs almost like his statement from earlier only pierces through your brain now with the way you freeze, eyes morphing into something akin to disbelief and shock. He sees all the changes in your expression in the dimness of the room, nervously biting his cheek with every subtle shift.
âDid⌠I hear that right?â You whisper after what feels like an eternity. âYou love me?â
He nods. âFor a few years now.âÂ
âWhy didnât you tell me?â
âAm I not doing so in this very moment?âÂ
Tonight has been nothing but agitating for him. First, he was kept awake by the pounding of his heart and the burning desire to see you, significantly delaying his sleep until Veritas decided to cast all caution into the wind, running to your dorm all the way on the other side of the University. Now, he is trying to pour his heart onto your hands, all because of a moment of impulsivity and bull-headed stubbornness, and a secret he cannot keep to himself any longer.
He may be stubborn (as are all geniuses), but Veritas is never impulsive. All truths will come to light eventually, no matter how hard he tries to hide them.Â
âWhile I accept that my feelings may not be reciprocated, can you at least say something rather than stare at me blankly?â Thereâs an unfamiliar look of concern in his eyes, contrasting the usual pride and arrogance he always wears.
What happened to the Veritas Ratio you know? Who is this man by your feet?
âNo- thatâs not. I⌠I love you too, I have for a while now, but everything about this is⌠just⌠unbelievable.â
âWhy?âÂ
âYouâre aeons out of my league, Veritas. I never once considered you would return my feelings.â
He stifles back a laugh, dropping his large hands off your shoulders and clutching the mattress on either side of you. You wonât forget about the way the sheets crumple beneath his grip, or the way his head hangs, bangs tickling your legs.
Bravely, you raise a hand to his hair, running through it. Seemed like he could use the comfort.
âYou make me too damn nervous,â he breathes, a hand coming to clutch at his chest.Â
âNever thought Iâd live to see the day you admit you get nervous.âÂ
âWhyâs that?â
âThe only thing bigger than your brain is your ego.â
His confession, and everything about that night, was unorthodox, never predicting that youâd end the day curled up next to Veritas, or the long relationship that would follow.
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Here are some bnha ending implications about the League of Villains that drive me crazy:
We don't know if Touya thought Spinner and Mr. Compress were dead too.
Tomura never knew Twice was dead.
Touya and Tomura never knew that Toga tried to shapeshift into them and cried 'cause she couldn't :(
Mr. Compress last saw the LOV while he was trying to save them / help them reach a safe place. Next thing he was told is that most of them were dead.
Even if Touya was still alive long enough for Spinner to publish his book/comic, I doubt someone read it to Touya.
Since Toga showed up as Twice in the final battle, we don't know if Giran was aware of Twice being dead previous to that occasion or if he thinks Twice died at war there.
Although Kurogiri said that Tomura's friends were waiting for him, Tomura never saw his friends again.
They don't even know Tomura considered them his friends.
They don't know that part of the reason why Tomura died is because between the offer to change and forget his friend or stay behind and keep their memories, Tomura refused to be anything else but the villain's hero.
Most of them didn't get to hear Compress revealing his identity.
Toga "died" happily to save a friend, just like Twice did for her.
The last time most of the LOV saw Tomura, he wasn't himself / was possessed by AFO.
While the LOV's job was to sacrifice their lives for Tomura, it ended up being the other way around. Tomura died in their names and they got to die however they wanted.
Touya doesn't know Toga kept his words in her heart and got to smile again <3
All of them were doomed by the narrative.
The League of Villains has by far some of the most painful or torturous deaths in the whole series.
The villains have far better healing technology 'cause they somehow managed to save Dabi from being almost completely burnt, while he was doomed to die after the bnha finale.
Being part of the LOV was the highlight of most of its members lives.
Tomura probably doesn't know how much Kurogiri saw him as his own son.
Kurogiri probably doesn't know how much Tomura loved him, despite hiding it.
Spinner was probably never told Tomura's real story, so his version of the story will be forever incomplete. Even when he's Tomura's canon best friend.
Tomura saw his family die in front of him as a kid, but he died far away from all his friends.
Touya probably thought he was the last one of them to die.
Despite being called weak all his life, Spinner has to carry the burden of being the one and only last survival of the LOV.
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Sweet and Spicy
Jo Yuri x M Reader | đ Smut
[idol x manager, she wants u lil bro]
Word Count: 3,654
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As you sat down at your bed, in your small studio apartment, taking in the long day you just had, you take stock of everything you had been going through these past few months.
For once in your crappy life, you found a way to turn your quiet days into a job, applying for literally anything on the market. That was when a friend of yours, Jo Yuri, yes, Yuri from IZ*ONE, well, used to be IZ*ONE, found you submitting your resume at the small company she works at.
Intrigued by your looks, she asked the people that was managing her at the time what you were doing there, and they explained that you were applying for a job. Not soon after, there were online calls, and sit-down interviews, and then they gave you the job.
It was a little stressful at first, that's only because you didn't really know what you were doing. All you were told by the people regularly working with Yuri is to just follow her orders and take notes from her old manager, who was going to pursue a new career, and took you under his wing as he guided you to her everyday routines and activities.
You eventually learned how to handle Yuri, from her breakfast, her choice of coffee, towards the end of the day where you make sure she's back at her place safely.
As for Yuri, it never really hit you how soft and sweet she really is. You take care of her very often, and she often reminds you how grateful she is. It's a very difficult job, but Yuri makes it a hundred times easier.
You smiled to yourself as you got ready to sleep, took your phone to scroll through some reels, a text popped up on your screen, it was Yuri.
"U awake?"
You didn't hesitate to reply back, "Yeah, what's up?"
"I'm feeling lonely... :("
"Oh, do you want me to come over?"
"Bring some ramen and fishcakes too please :3"
"Alright, I'll be there in 10"
And just like that, you compromised your comfortable position in bed, and got up again to get your keys and wallet. You grabbed a fresh hoodie and wore some jogging pants before going out to the nearest convenience store to buy Yuri her ramen and fishcakes.
You didn't even think twice, you just went to the convenience store, picked up the food and drove right ahead to her place.
The stairs going up to her apartment were very long, so thank god the elevator is working. After pressing the button and waiting, you were left there with your thoughts. That's when it hit you: You've never been alone with her.
Sure, there are moments during the job which required the two of you to be alone, such as car rides, airplane rides, or the few minutes at the backstage dressing room where all the stylists have gone out and it was just the two of you. But, you two were never left alone in this capacity, in a very private setting, for quite some time, given she invited you over to eat as well.
Shaking away these thoughts were the ding signifying the elevator was there, and along with it, the doors opening. Stepping inside, was just you. As the doors closed, your fate was slowly sealed for the rest of the night.
Another ding rang out, this means you're on her floor now, which meant it was time to step out of the elevator. Carrying the bag of food she requested, you simply walked along the hallway, looking for her door. And then you saw it, Room 1029. This was her door.
The doorbell beside was already calling your name, and you took the chance to press it, where the chime of the bell had echoed in her apartment, making her leave the bed and walk towards her door to let you in.
As she opens the door, you were quite shocked to see what she was wearing. She had her hair tied in a clamp, she wore a black camisole that hugged her top and showed a little bit of her cleavage, and paired with that are black bike shorts, it made it seem like her white legs were greeting you with a smile, and on top of that, she was wearing cute fluffy bunny slippers that completed her look.
"Hi, come in. Thank goodness you're finally here, i'm kinda starving." She said that with a smile, which you can consider a smirk, but you paid little attention to the detail.
"Thank you, I'll cook your ramen, can you point me to the kitchen?" You say as you take your shoes off and set it aside.
"It's right over there, thanks a lot!" She says that with a beam of sunshine on her face.
She offered you some fluffy slippers as well, so you took it. After wearing them, it really is super comfortable, and it made your bare feet feel like it was already in bed.
Going straight to her kitchen, you took out the ramen packs and boiled some water. Yuri went by your side, touching your arm in the process.
"Aren't you wondering why I felt lonely?"
"I was thinking you'd tell me later."
"Well... it's a bit of a long story, but I'd really love to tell you why."
It was almost like teasing, the way her tone sounded during those words. You could only nod as a response, still being clueless as to what Yuri was trying to do, and it made her a little needy, seeing her manager being aloof, trying to bring his walls up to deny her advances. But Yuri hasn't started yet.
"I wanted some good times. My old managers were female, but they provided me whatever I needed, sending over some, company." Yuri is rubbing her palm up and down your arm now.
"Good times? What does that mean?" You ask, confused by what she meant.
"It's a very lonely industry, I used to be in a group, so I was never really alone back then, but these days, I find myself more and more lonely, and I've been looking for people to... spend time with."
"So me? Your manager?"
"Ah... but you could be more than just my manager." Yuri winks.
You take the ramen and pour it out on two bowls, and prepare her fishcakes as well. "Like what?"
She takes the pot from you, and puts it down gently on the sink before walking back and caressing your chest.
"I'd be happy to show you later, oppa."
The tension in that room really went high once she said that word in a sultry tone. It was getting really dangerous, and it could boil at any minute, and it made you scared. If things did happen, you could get fired, and that'll be the least of your problems.
"Ah... Yuri, the food is ready..." You look away, staring at the prepared food beside you.
She smirks and takes her hands off of you. "Okay, let's have a warm meal first."
You breathe a sigh of relief as the both of you bring the food to the small dining table nearby, and she deliberately sat beside you, in a very close manner.
She takes a sip of the noodles, and hummed in delight. "Ahh... you got the delicious ones, this is great!"
"I like this brand too. It's my hangover meal."
She raises her brows with a smile. "You drink heavy, oppa?"
There she goes again. It just hits a nerve within you, and every time she says it you just want to throw yourself out the window before you do anything stupid.
"No... just casually... when there's an event."
"I see." She says as she goes back to sipping her noodles.
The tension is higher than ever now. It was very difficult nursing a raging boner in your pants while hearing her say those words, thank goodness she hasn't looked down yet.
Unfortunately for you, that's exactly what she's going for. You try to stay focused, sipping on your ramen and praying to god she's not planning any more funny stuff. But Yuri was planning for more funny stuff, and she looked down to see a bulge on your pants, and she smiled to herself knowing that she has won, without even laying a finger on you.
In your head, everything was circling and you were getting dizzy thinking about a lot of things. All the clearer and innocent thoughts have been thrown out the window, and you think back to the way she answered the door for you earlier, with nearly everything just exposed, and it got your cock twitching with excitement while you desperately try to think about something disgusting to remove that boner before Yuri says anything about it.
"Is there a phone in your pants, or are you just excited to see me?" Yuri smiles and traces her fingers along your thighs, dangerously close to your crotch, then you freeze.
There was no response. Your brain has short-circuited, and the neurons that your brain was supposed to send to your mouth to start talking has been neutralized by this girl, your supposed boss, who has her hand inching closer, and closer, nearing the inevitable part of touching that raging boner you had been hiding, and as time slows down, her pinky got there first.
She had a small feel of your cock. Albeit far from actually touching your cock, she was there. She was still inching, until her entire hand was laid there on top of your crotch, and she was smiling.
"Oppa, are you okay?" She asked, smiling, hoping to break you out of your frozen trance.
"Yuri..."
She stood from her chair, leaned to your side, and wrapped her arms around your neck before she whispers, "Why did you have to wear such a thick fabric tonight? This would've been so much easier."
"I'm not sure... how to respond, Yuri. What are you doing to me...?"
She breaks a smile as she kisses your cheek, "It's pretty obvious. I called you over because I'm lonely, and I needed a man to fuck me. And you are so hot oppa, I've been wanting you ever since you applied for this job, I wanted them to hire you, and I have been waiting until you're comfortable enough to come to my home, and use my body as you wish."
Your cock had viciously twitched, and it really hurt for it to be in your pants, and that was all the response Yuri needed from you.
"Come on, let's go to my room, get these clothes out of the way." She giggles as she says it.
"W-wait... I might get fired."
"For what? Doing your job?" She smiles again as she takes your hand in hers.
"This... is part of the job?" You look at her with an eyebrow up, confused.
"Your job includes taking care of my every need, and right now, I need you. Don't worry, okay? Everything will be okay, I promise."
"None of this will get out?"
"I should be the one asking you that, cutie." Yuri smiles again, that damned smile.
It finally makes you crack a smile, and you wholeheartedly embrace the situation you are in, so you lean in slowly and kiss her.
She returns the kiss with a strong fervor, and cups your cheeks as she deepens the kiss. Your hands roam around the side of her body, before landing on her hips, hugging her figure and pulling her closer to you.
Yuri moans in the kiss, and this made you hungrier, more needy, and started kissing her with a burning passion, and those touches on her hips turn into something more of a primal instinct, you grabbed her ass, and carried her. In turn, Yuri wrapped her legs around you as she got even deeper into the kiss, whining and moaning while you try to walk towards her room with Yuri pointing out where to go.
Once you were in front of her door, fiddling with the doorknob, Yuri laughs at you cutely and you give her a sly smile, before finally looking down and opening the door to her room.
Her room is pretty cluttered, pink walls, with her dressing table with a vanity mirror attached to it, a lot of makeup products scattered on the table, her hair dryer splayed on the chair, and some clothes hanging on the chair itself. There is another table across, her laptop right there, along with some pens and paper, you're assuming she's studying something, going to online classes.
Then there's her bed, it's a really comfortable looking bed, with weighted blankets, and a lot of stuff toys on the pillows, since they all look so different, you can assume that those are the gifts she's received from fans over the years.
You walk her towards the bed and plop her down, and she starts clearing her bed out, taking her plushies and stuffed toys and tossing it towards the chair near the bed, stacking them on top of each other. You sat on her bed, waiting for her to finish, and she flashes you a quick giggle while she's clearing her bed out, which earned a sweet smile from you.
Once she was done, she took a pillow and placed it on the floor in front of you, before kneeling on it, "I think you deserve something from me, after I really made your life hard." She says as she moves her hands towards the band of your thick sweatpants and pull it down slowly, along with your boxers, revealing your throbbing cock, which earned a relieving gasp from you, finally letting it breathe after getting set free.
"Ooh..." Her fingers wrap around your length, as she takes into stock the girth of it all, looking at it up and down while she slowly strokes your cock to understand its length.
The way her fingers are moving elicits a low moan from you, it feels like she knows where to hit you, and it feels really good. She hasn't even done anything that's going to break you just yet.
"It's quite big... but I think I can take this." She closes her eyes and places small kisses on the frenulum, trailing them downward, and takes your balls into her mouth, while stroking your length slowly. Her eyes drift from appreciating the length of your cock towards your eyes, making eye contact with you.
You see the hunger in her eyes, as she takes your balls gracefully and using her other hand to grip you properly and stroke you well, and damn does it feel so good with every single lick, and every single stroke with her hand just feels like heaven.
It's pretty obvious that she has done this before, the way she knows how to jerk you off, her licks on your underside with just enough pressure, her thumbing your frenulum while she spits on the head of your cock to make everything feel wetter and so much better.
Twitch after twitch, she notices you gripping her sheets, trying not to cum right then and there.
"I know I'm that good but, already?" She smiles and lets your cock go, leaving you with an empty feeling and thrusting into the air wanting for more.
"You're cute, oppa. I'll suck your cock, but promise me not to cum, okay?"
"Okay..."
She puts her hands behind her back, smirking and taking in the head of your cock in her mouth, without a single touch. She slowly lowers herself, deeper and deeper into your cock, until her nose touches your pelvic area, and her beautiful mouth has enveloped your cock.
You were struggling, you could feel her throat opening and closing on your cock and it's unbelievably difficult to maintain your composure, doing your best not to bust right then and there. You keep your hand right above her head, wanting to touch her and hold her right there but you freeze, your hand just shaking in the air while your eyes are rolling to the back of your head.
Yuri slowly comes back up, and you feel the cool air on the base of your cock again, but it didn't last long as she starts bobbing her head faster, sucking your cock passionately and trailing her eyes towards you.
Looking at you just made her want to break you more, sucking your cock faster, and finally using her hands to fondle your balls at the same time.
The pressure and the pleasure of her blowjob is making you moan so loud, her spit trailing down the length of your cock, down to your balls, her chin, and the floor underneath.
"Yuri... oh my fucking god... I don't think I can last any longer if you keep that up."
She suddenly stops, edging you, and smiles as she wipes the drool off her chin and giggles, "Okay, I'll stop now."
"W-what...?"
"You can't cum yet. I still need you hard."
"But.. I'm so close..."
"Nope. You promised not to cum yet." She smiles and stands, taking her pillow and dusting it off before tossing it back on the bed.
"You're mean."
"Am I?" Her camisole comes off, revealing a cute pair of tits, and asks you to do the same.
You finally take your hoodie off, as well as your shirt, tossing it across the room with the rest of your clothes. Now it's just Yuri in her shorts, and your eyes are locked towards her boobs.
"Okay oppa, fuck me." Yuri slowly takes off her shorts, tosses it away, and you finally see her pussy, which is unbelievably wet.
You grab her and place her down the bed, spreading her legs and gliding two of your fingers down on her, earning a cute moan.
She grabs your cock, still wet from her spit, and grazes your cock head on her slit, earning louder moans. She tries to insert it herself, being very impatient, and without a care, you plunged it inside her deep.
"Ahh! Fuck!" She moans as your cock slides in easily, fucking her relentlessly without any build-up.
Her arms wrap around your head while you bury your lips into her neck, with her moaning louder with each strong thrust.
"Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! Don't stop! Keep going hard! Yes!" Earlier she was breaking you, and now that you have control, fucking her into delight, you're breaking her.
"Take this fucking cock, Yuri. You love this fucking cock don't you?"
"Yes! I love that cock! Please please please!"
She was creaming down there, getting white cream all over the length of your cock and down towards the bed, she's unbelievably horny, and her legs are shaking again and again, cumming over and over without you stopping, or skipping a beat.
Her eyes have rolled behind her head and her grip on your neck has loosened, her body splayed down the bed taking your massive pounding again and again.
You've managed to hold your cum off now, and you're feeling that familiar feeling down there, and you just can't hold it any longer.
"Yuri... I'm gonna fucking cum..."
"Don't you dare pull out."
"What...?"
"Finish inside me, deep inside, make an even bigger mess than I am making, please."
"I could get in trou-"
"Just fucking cum inside! I'm safe! Please! Ohh my fucking god!"
You feel her pussy tighten and loosen again, signifying that she came for an uncountable number this night, and you finally break, spraying load after load of thick cum deep inside her, mixing with her creamy pussy and making a huge creampie mess right then and there, spilling out of her pussy and leaking on the sheets.
"There... fuck... there..." You say as you fall down beside her, pulling out and letting her the mixed juices of her cum and yours inside her pussy leak down.
"That... was the best creampie I have ever gotten." She pants as she closes her eyes.
You hug her, "We should change your sheets before we sleep..."
"Okay..." She wobbles up, her legs shaking, making you smile, because you did that. You made her cum again and again and now she could barely walk.
You asked where her sheets are and changed everything yourself. Afterwards, you took a towel and cleaned her off before finally going back to bed so you two could cuddle.
"I'm glad you're my manager, oppa."
"You can drop the oppa act now, Yuri, I fucked you already."
"No, I mean it. On top of being a handsome dude, you fuck like a machine, so much better than any guy I've ever had. But I need you to promise something..."
"What is it?" You take her chin and make her look up at you.
"You know that my career is... pretty unstable. I don't get schedules on a regular basis, or even make music a guarantee." She says as you nod.
"Promise you'll stay through the rough times? You've been really good to me, you're an amazing manager and I know you're here for a paycheck, but it would be really great if you stayed."
You plant a kiss on her lips and smile, "Yuri, I'll stay. It times get rough, I'll do anything with you to get a paycheck. I know you're not in a stable position, but we'll get there. I'll help find you opportunities, whether that be a comeback or an acting gig, maybe something else, but I'll stay, for you."
"Thank you." She smiles as she gives you a softer kiss this time.
"I love you." She says one more time before closing her eyes.
"I love you too." You reply. Whatever love means to Yuri, you know you're in for the long haul, whether you like it or not.
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A/N: Here you go Glassys, I hope you like this one. If you all want, you could send me some inspiration for fics, pictures or prompts, go ahead. I probably won't do requests, but short inspirations would be awesome. Thanks for the support thus far, and I love you all.
Just keep swimming.
-Shark
#yuri x m reader#yuri smut#jo yuri smut#jo yuri x m reader#jo yuri x male reader#yuri x male reader#idol x fan smut#fluff
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man why is that stupid love song so catchy ugh
#waAtch the sun riIise I DONT CAAAAARE how long it takes as long as Iâm with yooou Iâve got a smile on my face SAVE YOUR TEEEEEARS itâll be#okaAaAaAaay if youâre heeeere wiIiIth me 𤪠so catchy#text#unrelated I might be becoming soft for the guy that introduced me to my current hyperfixation woops welp#itâs been almost a year thatâs not supposed to happen 𤨠at least not till the four year mark đ¤¨đ¤¨#why am I soft for him! why whyyyy is he on my mind constantly these days :/#I love and cherish him as a friend but like. no đ wtf#itâs not even like Iâm especially attached to him or anything he lives like two states away weâve met like twice or three times idk but man.#I think of him early in the morning and before going to bed and randomly throughout the day why is that 𤨠should I start gearing up#for falling headfirst and then experiencing the first real heartbreak of my life 𤨠but I donât want to lose him heâs as precious to me as my#other friends. at least my closest ones how tf does a man manage to do that A MAN#I told my childhood friend about him and she was like this is new 𤨠YOU? being soft for someone? absolutely unheard of#oh well weâll see#lifeâs all about collecting experiences innit#even if this does end in the worst heartbreak of my life which will be a first#because even if I ask him out and we hit it off it will at some point end and itâll end badly plus I canât do long distance at all#(been there done that didnât work stopped caring though I feel it was mostly bc I didnât have any feelings for him anyways but I digress)#ok yeah no it wouldnât work considering my long term plansâŚâŚ.. but like would it hurt. to try đđ I mean Iâve traveled five hours to see him#before thatâs nbd for me but then the whole situation will be messy idk idk#Iâll just refrain from thinking about this too much itâll solve itself#sigh I hate being human and needing to love and be loved ew#Maybe I will bite the bullet and take the risk whatâs the worst that could happen he breaks my heart? I can literally kms so clearly thereâs#a winner here. anyways Iâll stop ranting now#personal#delete later
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hellooo, your writing is amazing so far i love it đŤśđź
Could you do one for Hobie x fem reader, where the reader is friends with SpiderPunk AND Hobie. But she doesnât know theyâre the same person. And one day lovergirl rants about her fat ah crush on Hobie to him??
First off, thank you for enjoining my writing, I try my best with what working brain cells I have left đ¤Ł
Ooh I love this idea very much! But I might make it a two parter cuz I defiantly went off requestâŚoopsâŚ
Part 2
You were just minding your business, chilling on the roof top of an abandoned apartment complex, mind a million miles elsewhere on a certain somebody when a flash of red and blue caught your eye and before you knew it; you company of one had became a company of two.
âHeya Spidey, how are things?â You greeted.
He shrugs, âthe usual but what about you lil missis,â he playfully nudges you, âhead so far off into the clouds Iâm actually feeling a little neglected over here.â You laughed, shoving him away by his arm. âOh come off it, will you? I just been thinking about this guy Iâve liked for a while now.â You admitted and Hobieâs interest was immediately peaked.
For as long as he knew you, Hobie could barely remember the last time you had ever admitted to him in fancying someone, besides from a couple of incidences from way back that ended up backfiring; but other then that, you kinda made it a point not to talk about it, maybe in due to him thinking that whoever you did fancy at the time werenât worth the effort youâd give had you perused them. You had often called him overprotective whenever you tell him about your crush of the week but Hobie would defend himself by saying he was merely looking out for you and didnât want you getting hurt by some douchebag.
âYou donât have to defend me from everything Hobie,â you once told him as you were patching him up from beating the breaks off of your last crush because they were chatting shit about you behind your back, âwhilst as sweet as it is but you canât always be there to look out for me.â
âWatch me.â He replied, his view remaining completely unchanged. You sighed, knowing that once Hobieâs mind was made up, nothing you nor anyone else could do to change that. He was an akin to that of an immovable object when it came to his beliefs and views and it was amongst the many things you adored and admired about him most.
âOh yeah? And whoâs the lucky guy?â He asked casually leaning back on his arms, watching as you brought your knees close to your chest before resting your chin upon them as your eyes gaze out at nothing in particular; something Hobie noticed you often do when you were particularly in your feelings and needed something to hold onto and ground yourself before you became adrift in your own sea of emotions. It was cute to see you tucked in on yourself so tightly that he couldnât be more thankful for the fact that you couldnât see how dopey he mustâve looked beneath his mask.
âHobie. Hobie Brown.â
He blinked twice, nah, he mustâve heard that wrong, surely, his hearing must be going all scewiff.
âHobie Brown.â He said his own name as though it was the first time he was ever saying it. Upon seeing the way your shoulders drop and your body becoming at ease upon hearing his name, along with the way you smiled gently and how your eyes seemed to beam with newfound light which all had only helped In affirming to Hobie that he did indeed hear you the first time. âWhat is it about the guy thatâs got you all up in knots?â He asked, trying to act as though you didnât just indirectly admitted that youâve got a crush on him to him.
âWhere do I start.â You started, unable to fight against your own feelings that were swelling up within your chest when an image of Hobie appeared in the forefront of your mind, he was sat on your bed, eyes closed as he allowed himself to get lost within his guitar rifts, his calloused fingers expertly transitioned from chord to chord as it were muscle memory. âHeâs just so cool and awesome and so forthright and opinionated in his views and beliefs that heâs not afraid to back down from a fight should it come down to it.â You tell him with a sense of fondness in your voice.
Hobie was quick to notice how your hand fiddle with one of the many handmade pins heâs made you that you always paired up with any and every outfit you ever wore, even if they styles did clash but you didnât seem to care; Whatever the reason for you reaching for the pins were, whether itâd be out of a need to feel out the closest thing you had in regards to him or it was just something you did out of habit, made Hobie warm within his chest that soon spread throughout his body. âSounds like me and this Hobie guy are more alike then I originally thought.â
Your fingers stopped their fiddling and you suddenly looked at him as though you were just now realising something with the way your eyes bore into him, Hobie thought that you mightâve developed the ability to see through the mask that withheld his identity and into him, so much so that he couldnât help but make a comment on it, âstare at me any harder sweetheart and your stare might burn right through my mask.â You mustâve been deep into your thinking as you didnât seem to have noticed that he had spoken at all and Hobie was starting to think that he mightâve been too relaxed with you as Spider-Man that you might have started to have it pieced together in your mind; after all you were smart, more so then what you give yourself credit for.
âNow that youâve mentioned it you and Hobie do share some of the same attributes and habits, Iâm also pretty sure your similar height wise and even though your mask muffled your voice, it fills me with a sense of familiarity that itâs hard for me to put a finger on.â You said as you leaned closer to him until you were partially merely a breath away from each other. Hobie didnât know he was holding in a breath until you shrugged âbut I could just be grasping at a straws, so I wonât dwell on it as much.â and moved away from him back to your previous position.
As much as he wouldâve loved to have you figure out his identity on your own terms. Hobie would prefer it best if he were the one to reveal himself to you but the moments where he wanted to never felt right and he didnât want to you in danger by doing so, but he knew that thereâd come a time where he would be greeted with a choice in wether to tell you the truth as to who he was or continue living like he has currently and potentially loose your trust because of his lack of transparency; Hobie couldnât bear to think of loosing your trust but just as he has always done since becoming your friend, he was merely looking out for you and for your safety as they were always his top priorities.
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