#this monologue.. is just soul…
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Some unrelated but not really all that unrelated set of clue au doodles. :)
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#social’s art#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj clue au#cj soul#cj whole#Soul when Lady Macbeth monologues exist#Soul when#‘Out damned spot…’#‘Yet who would have thought the old man to have had so much blood in him?’#‘What will these hands ne’er be clean?’#‘Wash your hands put on your nightgown look not so pale. I tell you yet again [Redacted]’s buried; he cannot come out on’s grave.’#…. yeah…#idk if yall even read these tags but.#this monologue.. is just soul…
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Drinking Buddies :)
#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#pizza tower vigilante#gustavo#peppino#vigilante#alcohol#drinking#heehee giggly <3#assume they were both waiting for their ride home dw <3#pep can handle hard liquor and vigilante cant u_u#but both of them get so bad and silly as soon as they reach a buzzed state#im thinking of that cute album art for the ost that has peppino doing karaoke#hes just SCREAMING into the mic and vigilante is like waow....this tugs at somethin close in my soul.....#and vigilante just starts monologuing LOUDLY when hes wasted. Peppino is kept entertained by this :)#i forgot i wanted to do catty old men but old men being silly was all i could think of last night#get funky get sillay#also also i am looking back and rereading the comic for mistakes#and pep is just a very silly and affectionate drunk hes like#*crying softly* 'i love you....u deserve good things....*hugs them* *passes out in their arms*#when hes still buzzed but sobering up hes like pleasantly warm and vibin#hes throwing out ilu to anyone who will listen#'i told vigi i love u n g'night and he . and he he made. Cheese Bubble. :)'#'thats really nice peppino :)'#'AND I. gugh. I love u too Gus! and i. uhm *tugs at bricks fur* Brick :) and i love brick!'#'we love you too pep :)'#':) *passes out*'
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Fic Snippet - Megatronus Prime/Megatron
I'm so obsessed and I need you to be too, so here's a snippet for something in the works, a multichapter Megatronus Prime/Megatron fic, working title 'Solid as Sand, Real as Dreams'.
“You seem to have forgotten just from whom you have taken, little mech.” Megatronus hums, voice drifting along the strands of light and sand as they dance through the air. They begin to spread across him, patchwork at first as they form his towering body and fill in missing detail, and all the while Megatron crumbles until he can be lessened no further. “Your first cog stolen, destroyed by a traitor who’s death was much deserved and savoured.” Purple plating shifts into place, slowly solidifying as silken words drip from the forming mask. “Your second a gift freely given, tossed aside when a greater prize came within reach. I wonder what Alchemist would have made of such arrogance.” Black servos twist into existence, trailing through sands like fingers dipped into liquid energon. “And now your third, already stolen once before, taken as a war prize.” The gilding settles into place on scratched purple plating, war scarred and glorious as divinity towers over the cogless miner helpless before him. “And yet again we come to your great weakness. With your grasping hands and your arrogance, you forgot to ask; where does your power come from?”
#maccadam#transformers one#megatronus prime#megatron#megatronus prime/megatron#tf1 spoilers#i need me a ship name for these two that isn't just m/m because thats not helpful XD#i kept trying to swing this in the direction i wanted ie smut and megatronus was just like#WHAT IF I MONOLOGUE AND SOUL READ THIS LIL SHIT SOME MORE FIRST#i absolutely adore him#i have no idea if ive grasped megatrons voice yet for this canon but boy am i working on it#you better believe i'll be hardlining the movie once that dvd is in my grubby lil paws#thero writes#my god its been years since ive done tf writing it feels like living again
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Sukuita nation really won the long game with this last chapter
#the main dish thing the whole monologue the 'i've changed because our souls were too close' the accepting the battle of ideals#sukuna literally calling all of his past opponents other people compared to yuuji#and yuuji being the only one able to get under sukuna's skin#we just keep winning#iris reads jjk#jjk manga spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#sukuita
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just reread whump au for the nth time now, and it suddenly occurred to me what in god's name would've happened if dipper just straight up kicked the bucket right after saying, "i love you."
i can't imagine bill's reaction would've been a good one. i'm getting chills just trying to picture it, honestly.
in fact, just the image of dipper dying in general, and seeing the aftermath of that from bill's pov, has my whole body breaking out into goosebumps.
awesome.
also, let's just assume that bill hasn't yet figured out the whole reincarnation thing in this scenario aha
(i just really like angst okay? lmao)
Oh man, Bill? Oh Bill. Bill.
He would be very, very upset.
Also this is a good opportunity for the ol' classic:
#answers#There's probably a short time where he's too stunned to have a response#Which is *very* rare for Bill; he's old as hell - literally! - and seen and done pretty much everything#This of course can't last long. Bill is a being of *action*. And rage.#Bill is not taking this lying down#He's not taking this AT ALL what BULLSHIT is THIS#He didn't even get a DECADE with this mortal and what he's just GONE??? BULLSHIT#NO CHANCE NOT HAPPENING NOPE NOPE NO FUCK THAT#If the multiverse thought Bill during their 'break' was bad this is going to be orders of magnitude worse#He's experienced something he never thought he'd ever feel and never *ever* thought would be felt for him in turn#It was strange and disgustingly domestic. Grossly wibbly soft and chokingly *Sweet* with this lovely rivalry ganache#Something he won't - can't - continue on throughout the ages without. Not after he knows what it's *like*#Nothing's gonna match *that* again. Barely a decade damn it and it just. Just went. *poof*.#And FUCK THAT#The soul has to be somewhere. Lots of people can build a body. There's solutions#And if anyone or anyTHING stands in his way he's going to get rid of it without even stopping to monologue or gloat#Bill's got a mission and no psychopomp or demon or god is going to stand in his way of reclaiming what's his#Even if he has to go on a full-on quest for it. Tearing a path through the multiverse#He is GOING to get him BACK#Dipper's Last Words are going to have a greater effect than he could have imagined#Because with those ringing in Bill's brain he's not going to ever *stop*#Narratively speaking it'd be the most Character Development for Bill to exhaust his violent means#And have to bargain with someone#(Probably the Axolotl)#The biggest challenge Bill has ever or will ever face: Going up to someone. Hat in hand. And saying *please*
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good evening, all. it is May the 25th. our lilacs are blooming, just as the ones at the Watch House did. and I am thinking about remembrance of the fallen, and GNU, and the love in commemoration.
y'know, I read Night Watch… oh, maybe a year ago and some months ago. and the lilac symbolism, the remembrance of the Watch, has always struck me with the depth of the emotion of it, the tangibility of it in the flowers. but I wasn't aware that today was the day until I saw commemorative posts, all that gorgeous artwork and more, on my dash.
I was also not aware, until now, that fans commemorated the day not only because of the book reference, but in support of Terry Pratchett and of those with Alzheimer's. which knocked me over a bit because of course, of course the group that would use GNU to honor him would do that. and… I've been thinking about GNU a lot, lately, and this caught me again.
I read Going Postal a bit ago, and reread it recently. both times, the parts about GNU made me tear up. this idea of the names, the memories, the lives of the clacks workers who dedicated themselves to ensuring that people heard each other's voices—all those names spoken again and again and again by that which they poured their souls into, winging along in the air as they could not, an eternal reminder that they were loved—how could that not touch a person's heart?
when I found out that fans online used it to memorialize him, I damn well cried. hell, I still tear up just thinking about it. do you know, there's a code for an HTTP header "X-Clacks-Overhead: GNU Terry Pratchett" written by Reddit users to put in webpages, where it goes unseen by the average user? and in 2015, when Netcraft took a survey, there were eighty-four thousand websites using it? it's eight years later—how many thousands upon thousands of websites have this now, do you think? how many little cables of light has his name flown along, now? how many times?
that alone is absurdly and unimaginably lovely in its own right, but… there's something else to it. there's something about remembering with the lilac sprigs every year, just as Vimes and those who were there remembered their dead. something about how, when we take up our lilac sprigs, we carry a little piece of the characters in our hearts, too. I kept trying to put my finger on why that makes me tear up the way it does. the conclusion I came to is this:
what greater way to honor a writer is there, but to honor them the way they did the characters they poured their heart and soul into? what better way to say we know you and you are not forgotten and your work and words and gifts to the world are held in our hearts forever than to remember them by their own words, their own vision? how else could we say you embodied all the good you believed in and wished to see in the world, but to memorialize them after the little pieces of their soul they wrapped in ink and put upon the page?
it is a knowing of the writer, to remember them in their way. it is not a worn-out faceless platitude, but a reminder that their work has been read and will continue to be, that the characters and world they loved enough to bring to life last just as their name does. such remembrance is warm and loving and delights in their memory even as it grieves.
and now Pratchett's name has been written in his tradition, over and over and over, across the vast plane of the Internet, where it will—with any luck—continue to fly for generations to come.
there is no way to truly express the beauty of that… but perhaps we can catch a glimpse of it in the lilacs, both ours and the Watch's.
#the glorious 25th of may#night watch#gnu terry pratchett#discworld#I cannot express how much I love that our lilacs bloom at the same time as they do in the books#also I dearly wanted to include this little fact in my accidental monologue but it didn't fit. so in the tags it goes:#GNU Terry Pratchett is ALSO a Minecraft splash text#which is just. aaaaaaaaaaah of course a game with something like the End Poem would do that but aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah#I have many feelings on this and a decent summary of a lot of them is about the beauty of how humanity remembers and loves our dead#and also just... the love. the love that can be held for someone you never met#but whose writing and words can pierce your heart in the best of ways#and the love for characters--for the best of them are these little shards of the writer's soul that they decided to share#because that's really the nature of writing. baring your soul and your self to others in those persons you breathe to life on the page#and then sharing it with others just in hopes that it might ring true and inspire them#give them insight#help them in ways no one else could because only YOU could write that character and share that part of yourself#and by gods if Pratchett isn't among the best at that then I don't know who is#anyway. I have feelings and I accidentally turned them into a monologue whoo#have a good evening all
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karlach origin run is so fun because her responses are honestly. so similar to shit i would say so its soooo funny getting to see everyones responses
#frankie posts#bg3 spoilers#i curse a Fuckton and am just. wildly sarcastic but also sorta. idk bright i guess#and karlachs inner monologue abt the soul coin had me rolling
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not me blearily waking up at 5:30am almost in tears bc I had a dream that Ian had apparently been making more little OK KO shorts on the side and the utter joy I was feeling as dream!me was scrambling to find & watch them only to wake up before I could........ :((((
#there were 5 of them out already apparently#the most recent one had a Ray focus to it so big shocker that that's the one that caught my attention#and dream!me was like ''oh so THAT'S why ppl have been spam-liking all my Ray posts recently!! makes sense 👌''#I actually got to se like a little ending clip for that one where like. he was wearing this stupid cloak & outfit—#—kinda looked a little Shadowy Figure-esque actually??—but apparently he was like. secretly doing hero work on the side or smth??#and then at the end he had this convo with Darrell back at the factory where he monologued about how dabbling in hero work--#--made the villainy they do feel all the sweeter or smth like that & he was all dreamy-eyed pensive staring up at the sky#and Darrell was??? drinking imaginary tea/coffee from an imaginary cup which you could tell bc he had his pinkie up#and then when Ray finished his monologue Darrell just gave him this most unimpressed smirk & dumped out his imaginary cup over the balcony#like pour-one-out style??? and then that was the end of the short 😂😂#and so dream!me was pissing her pants bc HERO RAYMOND REAL AFTER ALL??¿????#and there were some other like screenshots/gifs I stumbled across on my way to find the actual shorts themselves#(Ian apparently had a whole lil youtube channel he was posting them to lol which I only found right before I woke up)#but the only one I can remember now was Elodie doing a Big YellTM towards KO about something 😂😂#broooo there are genuine tears being wiped from my eyes rn wtf is thissssss 🤣🤣 I have work soon I need my SLEEP#but I had to document this bc it was just. so Visceral & now I am so so so soooo bummed that it wasn't actually real TwT#I think my brain & heart have gotten too inspired by how some of my other Big Fave interests have been getting sequels/remasters lately#so now my soul is Once Again I Am Yearning For Justice For OK KO.meme TTwTT#anyways. god it's taken me an entire half hour to blearily tap this out on my phone. time to squeeze another half hour of snooze before work#OK KO#shut up Wisp
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wretched. there it is. that's the word. i am feeling wretched. wretched is the word that describes how i am feeling today. wretched. what an interesting word. like the past participle of a verb, "to wretch", but the suffix is syllabic. wretchèd. [ˈɹɛtʃˌəd]. like beloved, but only if you pronounce beloved as three syllables, which as we know not everyone does, and not under all circumstances. is there such a verb, to wretch? was the participle ever pronounced as a single syllable? was the simple past pronounced as one? wretch'd. to speak it is an awkwardness. affricate then plosive. and would the plosive be devoiced? i suppose it would have to be. wretcht. [ˈɹɛtʃt]. i am wretcht. the day has wretcht me. my body, my wretch'd body. am i then a wretch? a wretch that has been wretch'd, a wretch that is wretchèd. how clumsy it feels in the mouth. the double recoil of the tongue, the jaw, the lips. the ricochet. not the rolling, like marbles, of "miserable". wretch'd is an implosion; miserable, a controlled fall down a flight of stairs. and wretchèd, two syllables, is a word that is spit, but only in despair. wretchèd, the sharp sting of my body describing its own misery.
#the good thing about being an overdramatic nerd is that sometimes your inner monologue can distract you from#whatever is actually upsetting you. just describe your negative feelings and then get distracted by the words you use#in your description#and then really lean into it. that part is important. if you are not mentally on a fainting couch with the back of your hand draped#over your eyes then fare thee well but i can't help you#fun with words#my posts#my body hurts and my. soul. hurts. i have so many emotions that i'm yoyoing between but there aren't even any fun ones in there#just bouncing back and forth between irritation and weepiness and self-pity#how about some i don't know delight? maybe just some chillness?#no? okay i will continue feeling sorry for myself then. carry on 👍
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The Swan Song of Nicholas Farlow
aka The Moment I Truly Came to Love Him.
#i know like no one is in this fandom anymore but this scene has had me in a chokehold for weeks#burn gorman#jamestown#nicholas farlow#secretary farlow#my gifs#just- the fury. the rage. the symbolic use of loosening his ruff as dropping the mask at last.#the fact he is directing this monologue at one of the foulest most contemptible men I've encountered on screen-#just fucking-#/nicholas/#;_;#shut up ace#man i need a tag for burn now fuck#the burn collection#a gif set that i feel in my soul against all bigoted assholes in power#not even gonna bother being mad about tumblr killing the quality again 😐
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Bump in the Night & Sleeptober Day 21: Black Dog & Room Below
#6#Sleeptober#Sleeptober 2024#Sleep Token#Bump in the Night#Bump in the Night 2024#Stray Souls#Stray Souls Webtoon#Webtoon#HELLO#I’m here#Yeah for BITN I drew Mialek and Kaira from Stray Souls by Maf#Very good webtoon#Recently ended (unfinished but still) so if you wanna check it out there’s like 138 eps for u#Idk if Kaira came out amazing but for someone who doesn’t draw animals often she came out fine#First time drawing Mia so that’s cool#And then for sleeptober#This is a comic of the day I first and last heard Bloodsport#I remember that night so vividly it’s like awful#You can find my post from that night if you want you can see the tags of me right after I managed to compose myself#I mean in actuality it was the monologue that made me die not the song itself really but. I don’t want to risk it#Even just looking up the lyrics or the transcript of the monologue got some tears out of me#Two things that can never fail to make me cry are that monologue and Arthur Lester’s poem about his parents in Malevolent podcast#I haven’t listened to Blood Sport since and idk if I will. I still remember the chorus and like the “favorite regret… weapon of choosing…#atoms stopped fusing” parts but besides that just waaaaaaaaah#I’ll probably only listen to it again like several years from now or if Vessel forces me to hear it at a ritual bc he plays it#But uh yeah enjoy dog and funny comic of me suffering to ST hope you like
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*Albert returns to Britain on a visit*
Barok: "Welcome back, Albert. It's good to see you."
Barok, internally:
#I'm an avid believer of 'Barok may act elegant and collected but internally he is vibrating with adoration for his beloved'#His mascot is a cat. Cats purr when happy. Barok vibrates internally. It's that simple.#Albert talks and Barok silently listens but his inner monologue reads 'I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you'#Albert is the exact opposite btw#Barok: *is just standing there* Albert: Wow. Would you look at that. The love of my life.#He kept on calling Barok 'gentlemanly' and a 'incredibly kind-hearted soul' Albert WILL tell people how much he means to him#the great ace attorney#dgs#barok van zieks#albert harebrayne#benjamin dobinbough#benbaro
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was there confirmation from the devs that gascoigne has two daughters or did we all take the older one's words at face value when everything else in the game points otherwise
#sort of rant but it genuinely makes me crazy to see it in lore vids and shit. others must have said it before but#the evil ribbon monologue is the least suspicious part#why wouldn't the little one mention her at all#why would a young girl be out by herself on the evening of a hunt and how would she survive throughout half the plot#viola wouldn't have let her go out by herself. and if she left after viola. again. WHY wouldn't the little sister mention it#fromsoft doesn't just /forget/ to mention things (most of the time...)#and then she spawns like a flower... under the blood moon... when there's not a single soul left in central yharnam ??#sure i'll buy it. come on guys. guys /i am dragged offstage by security#don't get me wrong tho if she's still an ordinary girl she deserves better than to die down a ladder lmao#but if i went the extra mile i'd make her a beast in disguise like the beggar. little girls get to have fun and be evil. as a treat#sorry i'm having. a day
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I think Wonka must be jealous I’m about to be spending a lot of time with Beetlejuice 🫣😂👀
#our one year is coming up#so I don’t think Wonka wants me to forget about that#I could never just forget about him#he is my everything#monologue :: 💭#self-shipping :: 🫀#chocolate-dipped souls :: 🍫
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MOTHERFUCK i did not realize how much those antidepressants made me feel physically psychologically and dare i say spiritually like a peat mummy
literally 2 days off them and i've experienced more joy, lucidity, motivation and general good vibes than i did in the whole 2 months i was on them 😭😭
#now granted i did only sleep for 3 hours#but i felt more refreshed and energized today than i ever did when the pills forced me into 8 hours of pseudo-death a night#MY INTERNAL MONOLOGUE IS BACK TO NEVER SHUTTING TF UP#it was practically bones for so long oml#i'm usually annoyingly verbose but i was only able to say like 5 words at a time before i forgot how to end my sentence#yeah i'm prolly gonna lose the rose tinted glasses in a few days when the novelty wears off but for now#it's so nice to feel like myself and not like a lobotomized skinwalker trying to wear my own mannerisms convincingly#(obvsly they help some ppl or they wouldn't be an option to prescribe but GOD they fit my brain chemistry as well as a fork fits an outlet)#<<<<<<I CAN DO THAT AGAIN!!! I MISSED MY STUPID METAPHORS AND MY BAD PUNS AND MY SLIGHTLY OUT OF POCKET JOKES#i was fucking trying but it fundamentally doesn't work if u Try#yoda moment but whatever#yippeee#god did they fucking '''cure''' my ADHD instead of my depression#ok if this is what some ppl's experience of ADHD meds is like then the 'they made me feel like a robot' thing makes a LOT more sense#personally they just make me feel like. yk that one comic abt ADHD with the dog metaphor#yeah amphetamines my beloved let me hold the leash rather than becoming a human dogsled to the whims of my psyche#actually i think i was rather uncharitable to my current dream mask normal pills#i just happened to get mega bitch burnout for 3 months and then spend 2 in the aforementioned peat bog where souls go to die#when not impeded by outside circumstances i think they actually are completely fine#maybe not QUITE as agressively effective as my previous prescription but the ritalin was str8 up harsh#i tried it again for a week and it made my heart beat like it was being powered by a caffienated hamster#but when i used to take it i was already experiencing Real paranoid gerbil anxiety so it just kinda blended in#i only noticed the Severe Health Issue i got bundled as a side effect#and i keep having to remind myself not to go rose-tinted abt how bad it rlly was in retrospect#do i just need to leave a sticky note on my mirror like 'hey dumbass that was NOT a net positive period of ur life'#lexi stfu challenge
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why is half of armin fanfic really sweet and in the other half he’s literally a murderer
#like can someone please explain where this version of fanon armin came from??#i know he’s tactically manipulative but like bffr#like i just don’t understand why you would want to read some of the shit i see ab him honestly#like why would i want to read the inner monologue of armin considering the thought of killinh me when i find out his Big Secret#like sometimes it’s fine but y’all get so extreme with it#it hurts my soul#armin is such an inconvenient comfort character to have#shinjeki no kyojin#aot#snk#armin arlert#attack on titan
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