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Didnât care about brand names where Iâm from, donât care about them nowâ but dressing up every once in a while sânot so bad.
Groovy: Wanna take a picture? Sure. âŠWith me? ïżœïżœïżœUhâŠ
Set Home: Cheese.
Home Idle 1: People keep walking up to me and asking to pet Grim. Then he starts talking.
Home Idle 2: This place reminds me of Beverly Hills. People canât drive here, either.
Home Idle 3: Took a pic of Ace while at a cafĂ© and the photo started moving. Heâs laughingâŠHeh.
Home Login: Iâve been kicked out of stores like Luxe before just for looking around. Itâs weird having the workers actually show me around.
Home Tap 1: Azul can suck an egg. I wouldnât have the money to buy stuff if it werenât for the Lounge, though, so guess heâs actually worth something.
Home Tap 2: *Sigh.* Thought I was done with Vil bossing me around. Itâs worse than during the SDCâŠ
Home Tap 3: He thinks I havenât noticed, but Jamil keeps glancing at me and Grim like weâre gonna break something. I just might outta spite.
Home Tap 4: Kinda wondered what itâs like to stay at one of these hotels back when I used to work in one. âŠHowâŠ? Lied about my age.
Home Tap 5: I know Beautiful Queen is a live action adaptation, but I feel like Iâve seen something like it somewhere elseâŠ
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90 Day Baby Daddy - Adam - HH
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Author's Note: Plot lost itself a little but it'll be explained in the next chapters! I have no idea how long this will be so hopefully we'll find out together
CW: Adam cursing in front of babies, mentions of stalking (but not really emphasized)
Enjoy!
Arrem looks worriedly over at her friend typing furiously at her laptop.
âHey man, Iâm just sayingâŠmaybe get a student loan? Instead of like selling feet pics to save up for some semesters for college seems a little much, right?â
âI really donât want to be in even more debt to be honest with you and I am NOT selling feet pics! I was just writing someoneâs essay for a couple of bucksâ Y/n made a face before picking up her coffee. âAt least we can mooch off of some wifi around hereâ
Arrem nodded and toasted her cup before taking a sip. Her eyes occasionally flitting back and forth to her book and to Y/n.
âOkay what is up, youâve been staring at me looking like you wanna explode or somethingâ Y/n took another sip of her coffee and placed it down on the coaster.
âI still canât believe thatâŠâ Arrem leaned closer, whispering, âI still canât believe Adam is the guy that knocked you upâŠwhy didnât you tell us?? We couldâve sued the pants off of the guy for unpaid child supportâ
Y/n snorted, shaking her head. Arrem was always the practical one, even when her suggestions tend to be a little psychotic and the only one who knows her kidâs actual father.
She looked at her friend, dressed simply with her boots and long sleeves. Sheâs sometimes jealous that Arrem and the rest of the guys managed to finish their studies with relatively no problem.
Pen and Arrem took the same degree and are studying for their work licenses, working in the diner for the mean time to have some extra cash in the bank.
Fish finished his teaching degree a year before them, gave up teaching after seeing how fucking dumb the students of today are, thus crushing his hope for the younger generation and sunk his savings in a diner thatâs surprisingly doing well to support him and his mom.
Which was sweet.
Itâs a little difficult to not feel inadequate when youâre stuck someplace you canât seem to get out of. She did try to finish college, hell she only had a couple of classes left to but being heavily pregnant and having to walk everywhere just to get to class just got too difficult. The judgemental stares didn't help either.
She had to drop out and take care of her baby.
Itâs not all bad, sheâs grateful for the kid and couldnât imagine not having her after seeing her after birth. She just wishes she got pregnant on her own terms. Hell after graduating would've been nice.
Y/n frowned, she still couldnât remember how she got into Adamâs bed in the first place and itâs really bothering her when she has some time for herself to think.
âIâm serious!â
Y/n snapped out of her thoughts, âHm?â
Arrem sighs, taking a bite of her hashbrown viciously. Girl loves her potatoes. âI mean if it werenât for himââ
âI know but itâs no use dwelling in the past...besides you love the little bean, right?â Y/N grinned.
Her friend crossed her arms and looked away, âYeah, I doâŠsheâs got spunk but whatâll you say when she grows up? Toddlers are smart sometimes you knowâ
âIâll get to that bridge when I get there right now, Iâm enjoying the baby rideâ
Arrem uncrossed her arms and turns to look at her, âIâm still sorryâŠI feel partly responsible for what happened, I shouldnât have given you all that alcohol and I shouldâve kept an eye on youâ
Y/n looks at Arrem in surprise. Arrem looks so mad at herself. Has she been holding on to this guilt the whole time?
âHey, donât feel responsible, Iâm pretty sure I went and wandered off on my own anyway, it just so happens to be Adam I got withâ
Her knowing Adam being the father of her child was no baseless accusation.
She knew it was Adam that she got with because she remembered waking up sore but utterly satisfied and his huge autograph written on her stomach along with his âphone numberâ âŠin permanent ink.
It took her 3 days to completely scrub all the ink off, (After having Arrem take a picture of course, the picture is tucked away in her little journal along with the rest of the merch she has of Adamâs band. She hates how obsessed she was before the incident)
âShit man, donât look nowâ Arrem mumbled against the lid of her coffee cup.
âHuh?â Y/n discreetly looks at the door, the bell jingling indicating a new customer.
Murmurs start to echo in the small coffee shop and not the usual kind of white noise either. Itâs moreâŠexcited, quick, hushed whispers and the snapping of phone cameras.
âYoâŠhook me up with a venti flat white, would ya? Yaâll got supersize?â
Y/n internally groaned at hearing that annoying accent. That fucking drawl she thought was charming at one point. Adam has this way of speaking that you canât really tell where heâs from, like a mix of speech patterns you canât pinpoint. Y/n just chalked it up to travelling around so much.
The barista flinched at the order before nervously looking at the large man. With that boyish attitude on interviews, Adam still looks intimidating with his studs and spikes with golden eyes lined with what looks like dark smudged charcoal.
Okay she needs to stop.
âUh sir...thatâs more than enough espresso to give a normal man heart palpitationsâŠare you sure?â
Adam looks at the barista like heâs stupid. âThen serve it to me in those little cups then?â
The barista opened his mouth before shutting it closed, nodding his head in defeat, âYes sir thatâll be $149.99 pleaseâ
Y/n choked on her iced coffee at hearing the price, gaping as Adam easily pulled out a black card and swiping it at the machine. âJesus man, I didnât even know this place have thoseâ
Arrem shrugged, tapping on her phone, âHe says heâs a struggling artist but you never know with types like himâ
âHelloooo ladiesâ
The two women let out annoyed sighs, one rolling her eyes before looking up at Adam.
âAdamâ Arrem nodded, lifting her cup at him, âBig fanâ
Adam gave her a finger gun before looking over at Y/n expectantly.
Y/n looks at Adam with a raised brow, judging him from head to toe. âNot so big fanâ She smiled at him almost sickly sweet.
Adam huffs, taking a sip of his heart stopping coffee. âRight soooâŠâ He looks at her awkwardly trying to keep his cool.
It doesnât help that a bunch of nosy fucks are filming him right now. His PR manager is so gonna fry his ass later.
âOh! RightâŠhere!â he shoved his hand down his tight leather pants, pulling out a cloth headband, pink and wrinkled with what looks like a fake rhinestone in the middle of it. âYour brat dropped this!â Adam grinned, handing it over to Y/n. He looked almost proud of himself for keeping it safe till now.
Y/n blinked at Adam before looking down at the thing suspiciously, it looked tooâŠexpensive to be her babyâs. Before she could protest that itâs impossible to be Addieâs, Arrem nudged her foot with hers.
âDude...â
Y/n looked at her friend before finally noticing the cafĂ©âs patrons trying to discreetly tune in to their conversation.
She bit her lip as Adamâs grin widened almost wickedly at seeing her resolve crumble and taking the hairband from his hand.
âRightâŠthank you SO much Adam, my babyâs been missing thisâŠthing for a few daysâ Y/n turned the clip around inspecting it. It was shockingly girly, looking at it now she does remember panic buying a ton of baby girl stuff before Addie was born. Maybe she forgot about this particular hairband?
All in all, it doesnât look too suspicious. Just a normal run of the mill hair clip.
Once Y/n took the ribbon and tied it to her bag, Adam smirked before turning away to sit at the corner booth at the back, the rest of his bandmates coming into the shop to sit at his table.
âNever noticed Addie wears ribbons like thisâ Arrem nodded at the hairband.
Y/n doesnât want to make a scene and shrugged, not knowing what to say.
This was the first time she ever saw this hair clip too.
Y/n couldnât seem to escape Adam lately. From the sleepy part of the city she knew and love turned into the #1 spot for tours, making her daily life seem a little moreâŠad conscious. Billboards of Adamâs face promoting his new album or a new music video that theyâre going to shoot somewhere nearby or other bands opening for Adam playing non stop in TVs in the grocery stores.
Adam had snuck into her life again, remembering her name this time and even giving out his real number. Which she hasn't tried to call.
It wasnât so bad, the vibes suddenly started becoming energetic with tourists coming in with all the popup events coming in.
Adam would travel around and would always come back after some months to âcatch a breakâ here before going off again.
Maybe sheâs feeling a little too full of herself into thinking that a famous rockstar is following her around but it was a little strange.
Sometimes she feels like someone is watching but when she looks around, no one is there. Or it's some rando not even paying attention to her.
But then who else would leave new baby stuff at her doorstep? Definitely not some good Samaritan. Her friends were pretty stumped too when she called to thank them for the gifts.
It was too much to think about and just let it happen.
âDamn how expensive are the frozen vegetables nowâŠ?â She mumbled, placing the generic store brand packet in the cart. The grocery was thankfully quiet, the early morning giving her some semblance of peace with the old folks doing their shopping and the sleepy night shifters minding their own business.
Addie gurgled, babbling and taking a bite of her teething ring as she tries to reach for a rubber duck hanging from the shelf.
A large hand plucked the toy from the shelf and handed it to the baby, making Addie squeal happily.
âIâve never heard you laugh at vegetables before babyâŠthatâs newâŠâ Y/nâs voice trailed off seeing Adam, smiling at her kid and making a rubber duck squeak in his fist.
âAre you serious??â
Adamâs eyes flickered up at her and grinned, âHey angeltits, looking gorgeous as usualâ
âMan your crush on me is really obviousâŠyour groupies must be so sick of seeing me with youâ
Adam recoiled from her, handing the duck over to Addie. âBitch youâre lucky to be in my presenceâ
Y/n snorts, putting a can of sauce into her basket, âAnd yet youâre somehow around us whenever youâre âon breakâ â
Adam made a face and kept quiet, he doesnât have a good comeback he has to admit so he turned to Addie, âMommyâs being a cunt huh princesss? Yes she iissssâ
Y/nâs eyebrow twitched and pushed Adamâs face away from her laughing kid, âCan you not curse around my baby??â
He only rolled his eyes before looking down at the sorry excuse of groceries in the cart. Something in his gut recoiled.
          | What do you mean?? She canât be mine!
âYour choices suck ass Y/nâ Adam frowned, taking the cart and started shoving actual food into the cart.
| Well...why wouldnât she tell me then?
âH-hey! Itâs not my fault this place has limited stuff-Adam!â Y/n cringed as he grabbed stuff left and right not even checking for the price or sales or even if it was qualified for a coupon before dropping them into the cart.
He even grabbed some of those yogurt bites for Addie.
âAdamâ Y/n grabbed his arm, before he could grab a bag of fruit. âListenâŠI appreciate the stuff and the concert ticketsââ
âWhich you didnât go to and how did you even know it was me sending you those packages?â He pointed out.
She rolled her eyes, âMaybe next time, change your name on the Amazon packages before sending it to my houseâ Y/n sighs, rubbing her face tiredly. Adam, I canât afford this stuffâŠif you think I can youâre sorely mistakenâ
Raising a brow, Adam placed the bag of fruit in to the filled cart and started wheeling it to the check out, âAnd what makes you think Iâm letting you pay?â
The cashier started to swipe the stuff in one by one, the prices going up and up.
âAdamââ
âWe need to talk Y/nâ
Y/n frowned, looking at the man staring nonchalantly at the numbers on the screen before tapping his card easily to pay for everything.
There wasnât a hint of joking around on his face which was unusual for the normally unserious musician.
Adam took Addie from the cart and carried her, escorting Y/n to the parking lot and letting the cart jockeys help with loading the groceries into the back of his truck.
Y/n wet her lips, already having an idea on what the talk would be with the way Adam was looking at Addie and the way heâs so familiar with holding herâŠ
Shit.
I may have rushed it a little lol
Tags: @sniigura
#hazbin hotel adam#hazbin hotel adam x reader#90 Day BBD#adam hazbin x reader#xreader#hazbin hotel imagine#hazbin hotel x you
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All Summer ââ . êȘà§
pairing: weirdo!pouge!reader x rafe cameron
warnings: none ?
summary: after leading y/n on and ghosting her. Rafe decides to go for her again. This time heâs serious, or is he?
a/n: This my first real writing since iâve been on tumblr and itâs highkey bad. I look forward to growing with my writing and community. anyway, keep in mind what I said about writing! Also i tried to not use y/n sm ik some people donât like that so yeah. Try to not criticize me too much (I might cry) enjoy đ€.
It was the first bonfire of summer. Everyone circled around the warm lit fire as it crackled. Blowing in the breezy summer wind. Red cups and cans of beer everyone held in their hands as laughter filled the air. It was peaceful finally seeing the kooks and pouges finally get along (somewhat).
Not you though, you liked being alone. Seeing everyone toghether made you happy. Taking a sip of the canned beer that rested in your hand.
when a hand come to your shoulder. your body tensing for a moment before seeing the familiar face of sarah cameron.
âWhy donât you come over there with us, itâs really not that bad once you warm up to it!â Sarah cameron encouragesâ sheâs been trying to get you to gather around like everyone else.
âYou know I donât do crowds, and besides-â you begin before being interrupted.
âHey y/nâŠâ a raspy voice comes up from behind. you turn around to see rafe cameron. His hair grown out buzz cutâ eyes hanging low, dressed in a navy blue polo shirt and khaki shorts.
When sarah and you became friends sheâd invite you over, practically begging you to cover for her and topper. while they ran off doing only God knows what. rafe would come in sarah room acting as if he had lost something previously.
Some how a conversation would spark between the two of youâ him always initiating the conversation first of course.
Eventually heâd stopped coming in there when you were alone. you just figured sarah found out and told him to stop or maybe he just stopped because he wasnât interested anymore.
anyway, over you just stopped coming after that. partly because it hurt your feeling how heâd just led you onâ plus you were getting tired of sarah only inviting you over when she needed a âcoverâ.
âfuck off rafe, she doesnât wanna talk to you.â sarah scoffs rolling her as at her at older boy.
âno- no, itâs okay, seriously.â you give a soft reassuring smile placing a hand on her forearm.
âwhatever you sayâ iâm gonna go find top look for me whenever you two are done, kay?â she mumbles, you give a small nod in response.
before rafe speaks he watches his sister walk away, making sure sheâs far enough to not hear you both.
âShe donât seem to thrilled about this does she?â he sighs. âHow you been doll? I havenât seen you around tanny hill in a while.â he questions leaning in closer to you leaning on the tree beside you two.
âIâve been good, just got tired of having to cover for sarah all the time.â you rub him offâ not wanting to bad mouth his own sister in front of him. but most of all not talk to him.
Though it was the truth. In reality you hated covering for sarah everytime you went over to her house. The only good thing about going over to tanny hill was rafeâ after he stopped coming to see you. so you started dodging sarah whenever she was even close to asking you to come over.
âyea, guess that shit would get annoying over time.â he agrees. âsorry for kinda just âghostingâ you like that, got caught up in my head nâshit-â
âI donât need an explanation, itâs whatever i guess..â you didnât want his pityâ it was his choice to just lead you on like. getting your hopes up as if something would happen between you two.
âBut it wasnât like that, I just had to get mâshit together come on doll youân know that.â His hand reaches out pushing a strand of hair from your face.
rafe steps closerâ closing the gap between you both as he brings his lips to your ear whispering something into it.
âjust give me a chance, you know i got you all dayâ
âI-I donât know, I mean what about sarahâ and our friendship I donât want anything to happen between us. Even though she gets on my nerves at times I love her and-â you ramble, trying to talking your way out of the situation.
âyou donât gotta tell sarah shitâŠâ his tone is stern but not aggressive, he pauses in his word before continuing.
âlook all iâm sayinâ isâ you donât gotta to tell her every fuckinâ detail about your life y/n.â He suggest.
âsheâs your best friend nâshit but come on, you gotta life to live too.â
âplease doll, just one chance.â His pale blue eyes bore into yours, almost as if theyâre begging.
I mean come on, how can you say no to a face like that?
a/n: okay this ending is kinda lazy lol, but I can give you guys a part two if wanted.
#rafe cameron#sarah cameron#topper obx#drew starkey#madeline cline#obx x reader#obx fanfiction#adoreangelina đ»
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I SO AGREE WITH YOU. Like she's undeniably hot and a fucking unit of a woman, but you can't look at those big ass eyes and tell me she hasn't got the biggest heart on the planet. Of course she isn't all sunshine and rainbows and everything pink because it's the undercity, everyone is at least a lil traumatized and in survival mode.
But just the fact that she's willing to do anything (including losing her arm three times) to see her people free shows that she's DEVOTED.
Anyways, all this long ass ramble just to say that I'm begging on my knees for more sweet stuff with Sev. Girlie needs a shoulder rub and like 12 years of sleep lol
THIS OH MY GOD. her loyalty is something nobody ever talks about, when (as you said) she literally lost her arm THREE TIMES. she was devoted to Silco, and now with him gone, she'll listen to jinx without a second thought, jinx and Isha are her family, I know she yells a lot, but you can tell she cares, like UHHGHHHH it's for frustrating anon, it really is, you can't look at this face and tell me she isn't a softie that deserves the world
#i will give her that shoulder rubđŁïžđŁïžâŒïž#youre the realest anon ever#this made me wanna write something for us so bad#were the only ones who get her#arcane#sevika arcane#ty for the ask <3#sevika rambles always appreciated <3#let my woman rest#with lots of hugs and kisses
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ohhh my god Iâm looking at all these sex toys for this fic and saw this like pleasure tape that you can use for a lotta stuff and????? thinking about being a brat to gojo and acting like nothing he does is enough for you and he gets a little fed up about being sooo under appreciated!!!
so he lays you out on the bed and goes to work with the tape. tapes your mouth shut and your wrists together. tapes your tits so they sit up nice and perky for him to nip and lick at whenever he damn so pleases. then moves down between your legs, shushes you with condescending coos when you wiggle and plead through the tape for him to let you up, even though youâre wetter than he thinks heâs ever seen you.
and he tapes your cunt from top to bottom, despite your little hiccuping moans about how mean he is to you. at least, thatâs what it sounds like, but for that, he still flips you over to tape your asshole too, biting at the flesh when you groan.
and then he leaves you there, wiggling and moaning and looking so pretty for him like this. tied up and teary eyed, and when you beg through the tape to be freed, only then does he feel a little more appreciated because you need him. thatâs all heâs ever wanted from you.
#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE#I hope so#it made sense in my head#but as I was writing it I was like hmmmmmm what.#but yeah that pleasure tape had me barking at my phone#never been a fan of being tied up/down and such#but itâs something like so demeaning yet hot about using the tape to cover you#oh you donât wanna appreciate me? wanna be a brat? complain that I donât give you enough bc Iâm so busy?#fine. you get nothing then.#ohhh Iâm weak in the knees#him making you wear it all day when heâs out to ensure you canât touch yourself đ”âđ«#he can always tell when the tape has been taken off and reapplied#and he punishes you for it đ”âđ«#I need. t lay down.#I wont him so bad#okay gn I donât need to come up w ANOTHA damn fic idea#ânew treat in the streets! đ«#gojo treats! đŹ
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Thank you @pennedinblood for the tag! <3 My fic writing has taken a backseat to my novel and scripts the last week or so, but I can give a nice peak into Ch. 6 of The Space Between Us! The fic focuses on how Vox and Alastor come to be where they are in S1, but this section focuses mostly on Angel & his connection to Val >:3 (it matters overall to the vibe between Vox and Al, much like every other scene I put in that doesn't directly involve the two of them; but you'll just have to wait for the chapter to come out XD)
It felt⊠silly, as he picked up the pen waiting for him. It was just a pen. And it was about to change the shape of his entire afterlife. His eternity. Equal bolts of pleasure and anxiety shot through him at the thought, his heart hammering as he put pen to paper and started to move. Heâd practiced his signature for this, a perfect star in place of the âAâ at the start of his name. What he was going to be. The shape of his new life. And at the end, he couldnât help but doodle a little heart in the space before his name for Val. After all, their love was the reason for all of this. For the opportunity. For change. The moment he lifted his pen from the paper, there was an uncomfortable sensation in his left eye, like ink spilling across the surface with the ghost of a sting. He touched his face, finding nothing but clear tears welling at the sensation when he pulled his fingers back. He blinked a few times to try and clear it, catching a warped glance at himself in the metal of the pen as he went to set it down, momentarily startled by it because his eye â oh. Right. Guess the whole black-eye-ownership thing ainât bullshit afterall. Oh well, he wasnât ashamed for people to know his work was earned through more than being a good fuck and a better boyfriend. That had been the whole goddamn point.
He needs those soft eyes and that warm smile he knows Valâs ready to give him. He takes a deep breath, trying to play off the wateriness of his eyes as relief in having things settled since Vox is watching. But meeting Valâs gaze makes Anthony jolt. A there-and-gone moment where he doesnât recognize the man sitting next to him. That puppy-smile wolfish and hungry, those eyes glittering with something Anthonyâs only seen flickers of between his own pleasure-fucked tears in their roughest play-scenes. He shakes his head, a breathy laugh escaping him as he brings one hand up to card through his fluffy arc of hair. Another pressing a thumb between his brows as he tries to get a fuckinâ grip. âGeeze. Sorry for gettingâ all twitchy. Guess I wasnât expecting there to be physical sensation with it.â âAh.â Voxâs voice, Anthony didnât bother looking over, just slouched back in his chair and watched Valâs large hands roll up the contract and tie it with a big red bow. Cute. âWe might have given you a heads-up, but we couldnât know. Neither one of us has ever signed anything away.â
@grownupchangeling @hashbrownwut (you are summoned but not forced >:3) + anyone else that wants to join in!!! I don't have many mutuals in the Hazbin fandom so far, so have at it! (and don't be shy to message me if you wanna be friends lmao - I only bite affectionately, and you're safe with the screen in the way)
#this has made me wanna pick this up again so bad ty pennnnn#this post is long bc idk how to stfu XD#ltbd fanfic#fanfic wip#wip#writing wip#hazbin hotel fic#hazbin hotel fanfiction#hazbin fic#fic wip#the space between us#this was so fun! I don't remember the last time I was tagged in something like this online :D#missed it fr these are so cute and fun!#radiostatic#radiosilence#staticradio#onewaybroadcast#voxal#alastor x vox#alastor#vox#hazbin vox#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel vox
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#Sevenâs Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw negative#cw health issues#âYouâre such a heartless and hateful person.â well have you ever considered that iâm not really a hateful person and i just hate You#like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so youâll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want#âThat 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.â MF that was made TODAY. ITâS FRESH AND THEREâS NOTHING WRONG WITH IT#if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it#dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache#i feel sick too but i know itâs my fault so iâm not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting#food. because you act like youâre fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and thatâs why I feel sick#but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so weâre sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when itâs my fault#everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and thatâs My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasnât enough#for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so iâll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dogâs teeth need#cleaning too and thatâll come out of my pocket and i guess thatâs My fault for not taking care of him either#i think i have another goddamn UTI and thatâs definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i canât use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess thatâs my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position#my eye keeps twitching and i guess thatâs my fault too. i donât know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired#god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if theyâre packed in a way that shows whatâs inside then iâll have to explain#That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night#the living room floor is caving in so now thereâs Two roomâs floors that need fixing so thatâs super fucking fun! đ#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis#well i donât Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that iâll go to all this trouble and theyâll say i donât qualify#and god itâs NYE now. Besties iâm not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just canât make myself write these days. iâm sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now iâve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but#thereâs just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what iâm gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.
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#Nothing to see here folks!#Just an old bitch whining and being annoying about stuff - move along! Pay no attention to the hater behind the curtain!#Wrestling is Bad Actually#*Heavy sigh*#I miss wrestling#I really do#I miss watching it and enjoying it and getting excited about it and writing fic about it#But I just can't do any of that anymore. Tony Khan ain't letting me LOL#And I have boring real life adult problems and wrestling used to be my escape from all that but NOT ANYMORE!#It's just really hitting me today how much I'm in Fandom Limbo#I stopped watching AEW months ago because - to put it as diplomatically as possible - it is very much Not For Me anymore#And everything I've seen and heard since then has only confirmed I made the right decision there#But I don't currently have another hyper-fixation to fill the void#So I'm just stuck here desperately waiting for something else to come and save me from this nightmare#And I don't want to be a hater! I used to fucking LOVE AEW and I take no joy in how much I think it sucks nowadays#And I don't wanna be a party pooper either - I see everyone else squeeing about the Bucks or Junglecorpse or MJF and Ospreay or Bryan#And it's just like...I'm glad y'all are having fun - really! But GOOD LORD does none of that appeal to me in the slightest#Most of my faves aren't getting booked - let alone pushed!#And the few that are are even worse off because Tony's booking is SO BAD it makes me unable to give a shit about wrestlers I used to love#I feel like Lieutenant Dan on New Years - everyone else is having a grand ol' time while I'm just sat here like đ#I feel like I'm going through the fives stages of grief in regards to fandom at the moment and it is not a good time let me tell ya#So yeah - don't be surprised if I stop being a wrestling blog the second the new Dragon Age game comes out#Save me Bioware! You're my only hope!
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I didn't like blade at first for some reason. too edgy and emo and seemed generic like a sasuke (I never liked sasuke lmao) when I learned about yingxing, I really liked him but still didn't like blade. now I like both for some reason even if yinxing is a dumbass who did this to himself. but blade grew on me somwhow, and someone really needs to gently hold him or something. that poor man. he's so broken. give him a break đ
#why do i often end up like the sad tragic characters#sometimes even ones that do evil shit because i feel bad for them or something lmao#lee text#hsr#if they really wanna make us sad they can end game give him a purpose and reason to live but then make him die permanently đ#because its what he askd for all this time ans its granted to him and he realizes in the end he made a mistake and isnt ready yet#(i doubt theyll do that but it would amuse me to see people's reactions fbfdhjsj)#i doubt blade will have a happy ending and it would be weird if they dont end him at the end#also dan heng needs a hug. hes also a mess and wont leave his room right now fhdjjdjjsjs#i hope he can open up to his friends more at some point and they become closer and rely on each other more?????#he has hope of moving on with them. but what if he also ends up tragically ending fhfdhjddj blade still wont let him go#tbh ive kinda lost faith in the writers writing a good story. they rush things and everything is disconnected and many holes#so idk if it'll end up being a good story at this point đ
maybe my expectations are too high for this type of game idk#but they did show good potential and kinda threw it away imo fhbfdjjdjdkd#what am i rambling about
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was trying to figure out why the hr guy lied abt why i was being fired and i just realized its bc it's illegal to fire me for asking for a reasonable accommodation for a disability or medical condition lol
#i could file an eeoc complaint and sue themmm but that sounds like a hassle#i even have in writing the request to change to part time due to my health#but im sure it would be a huge pain and go nowhere and its a small town as well i dont want to make problems#esp since im starting my own business right down the road#also the owner is a multimillionaire and would sue me to oblivion for defamation or something probably#but i will wait a month or two so they dont know its me and write them a bad google review đ#bc their product quality sucks and they overcharge for disgusting moldy plants after they pay us shit to pick off the moldy leaves and ship#i spent all week picking thru gross moldy mealy bug infested plants trying to find ones that looked ok (after removing gross leaves) to ship#for $76 a tray!!#and for a slightly dif version of the plant each gross plug is like six dollars#and they come in trays of 51 i believe#they also do this with the edible plants btw#last week i was picking out the slimy moldy leaves of the basil so they could ship it to be distributed to every hannafords in the region đ€ą#anyway their quality is so so awful and gross the owner is only rich bc he was born rich#despite his self made man backstory that he completely made up lol#i wanna namedrop them but i dont want to get sued#dont buy basil at hannafords if you live in new england tho
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auauguaughgh assignmence
#i have a thing due tonight that i am nowhere near done with AUGH#literally dont wanna do anything all i want is to sit on my floor and do my cross stitch and listen to rani takes on the world the first 2#were SO GOOD esp the first one the first one was literally Made In A Lab SPECIFICALLY For Me i hope they make more of them please god bc i#want sky to be in it so bad i wanna see what shes up to but idk if anyone ever will bc the webcast is very much considered canon by these#(farewell sarah jane i mean) and that implies that the events of the 3 unmade stories from sja s5 100% still happened and therefore theres#stuff about sky and what her whole Deal is / how it all works that unfortunately exist pretty much exclusively in RTDs head. MADDENING.#like they could be turned into a novel!!! and they havent been!!!! which is GRRR TEARING AND BITING AND RIPPING. WHY ISNT IT A NOVEL đ#PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU esp cause the trickster was in it and its like god..... obviously makes sense why they didnt make those episodes but#they could have at least done a novel or something with them & its like AUGH bc idk if anyone is gonna write sky now which is SUCH a shame#i liked sky its so sad that we never got more of her and luke together and its really not clear what shes supposed to be doing Now and its#like nooooooooo. anyway i forgor what was the point of this post. oh right. assignment AUAUUAGHUGHHHH#ari opinion hour#also i forgot my headphones bc i use the cord from them to connect my cd player to a speaker so i took them out of my backpack and NOOOO#need those to actually do work efficiently
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Marcel und Shanin schaffen es, mit einem paar Monate altem Baby, einen Wochendtrip nach Holland zu machen...
#thinking about writing down the name of 'my father's favorite country' makes me wanna puke#you really destroyed it for me#painful#I can't forget#the way you made me feel is horrible#I would have never done anything likewise to you#how could you?#lies lies lies#'it was the cheapest flight'#that's such a stupid lie#you knew what you did#and you did it anyway#and now I am the one suffering#I am hurting#I am sure that our connection is something rare#we were destined to meet again#and then it all went to waste#I can't comprehend all of this#it hurts so much#the bond between us shouldn't have been damaged that bad#maybe in another life?#I can't give you up#but I can't forgive#it stands between us#and I fear it won't get better over time#you broke me#you really did#you shattered my heart; my soul#I can still recall the feelings all of this has put me through#it's unberable
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okay so i was thinking how about you write the night drew and angel met and him finding out her age and stuff
youâd only ever seen drew around your dadâs movie set, the two of you had small convos and constantly exchanged âhiâsâ and little waves, but when you seen him outside set, you knew it was your only chance.
warnings/notes: both drew and angel drunk talking, drew liking little girls lol, angel tryna be sassy nonchalant, theyâre both tryna play hard to get, suggestive ending! idk if i rlly like this
it started with constant eye contact, then before you knew it you were both drunk and having a conversation about your age. "fuck, you're nineteen?" drew rubbed his head, regret filling up his body. he couldn't be seen messing around with someone as young as you, but the alcohol in his system didnât make it seem like such a huge problem.
"well when you say it like that, it sounds bad.â you rolled your eyes, toying with drewâs hand that was much larger than yours.
âit is bad.â he chuckled. âyouâre like half my age.â he never broke eye contact with you, you liked it, he was mature. âcmon,â you rubbed your hand across his chest. âyouâre that much of an old man?â you giggled.
drew leaned down, his lips pressed against your ear. âyeah. waaayy too old for you.â he whispered. something about the way his hot breath hit your ear made your panties wet; he was so big, so tall, so old. you both knew it wasnât the best decision, but god, were you both intrigued. âdoesnât mean we canât still be friends.â you batted your eyelashes up at him, how did such a young girl like you know how to break him.
âyeah, what if you start to like me?â drew questioned you with a smirk plastered across his face. âwhat if you start to like me?â you turned the tables on him, trying your best to play along with his games. as if you werenât on the verge of vomiting from the butterflies in your stomach. âwho says i donât?â
âwell,â you looked away for a second, desperate to keep composure. âitâs gonna take more than that. iâm a classy girl.â
âclassy girl, hm?â drew smirked, âthose outfits donât exactly scream âclassyâ.â drew looked you up and down, yeah, maybe he was using it as an excuse to check you out, but you didnât need to know that. âyeah and you didnât exactly scream pervert to me either.â you shot back. âbut here we are.â
âwoah,â drew set down his beer on the bar counter. âyouâre sassy.â somehow the space between the both of you was closing, his big arms and chest practically bursting out of his shirt, you felt wrong and dirty for feeling as horny as you did. ïżœïżœïżœwhat are you gonna do about it?â
âi donât think you can handle what iâd do about it.â drew took another swig of his beer. you were both way past the point of drunk and horny. if drew was sober, he wouldâve never came up to you in the first place. âyeah, okay.â you scoffed.
âyou wanna find out?â
#âčâ works â#âčâ fics â#ê° đ„» angel!reader ⥠ê±#drew starkey#drew starkey headcanons#drew starkey x y/n#drew starkey x you#drew starkey blurb#drew starkey fanfiction#drew starkey x reader#drew starkey imagine#drew starkey thoughts#drew starkey x female reader
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that was mean- nicholas
summary: nicholas was having a bad week and gave you the silent treatment.
warning: argument, crying, happy ending
a/n: i couldn't stop thinking abt this no joke. so ofc i had to write it out
from late at night till he left early this morning for work nicholas has been either quiet rude or both.
we haven't spoken to eachother or not even silents acts of love. nothing.
he cut his alarm clock off and i tried to give him a hug before he got out the bed and he pushed me off of him "not right now" he grumbled and got out of bed
when he left for work i said 'bye' to maybe break the silence shared between us, but i got no response. it was starting to get lonely. i missed my bestfriend that was also my boyfriend
i had nobody to mess with or someone to talk to about my day.
to stop these lingering thoughts i go back to bed to maybe get my mind off of things.
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i wake up around 8 am which was later than the time i usally woke up around, but today was sorta a lazy day.
it was gloomy not much sun was shining, it rained a little here and there. it was more of a slow day for me so the extra rest was very much needed
i text my boyfriend forgetting about the whole silent treatment ordeal.
me: how's your day going so far?? :)
and to no suprise i was left on delivered and soon left on seen. i messaged him periodically throught the day; hoping that maybe he would reply
it was almost time for dinner which normally nicholas cooks cause he's just better at it, but i didn't know when he was coming home or if he would even do it, so i look up some quick easy recipes and nothing struck my fancy but the pizza recipe. cause how hard could it really be?
i put a packet of yeast into my bowl along with some flour, water, oil, and salt. i let that sit for 30 minutes then im back to cooking again.
spreading flour onto the counter and placing the dough onto it; kneading it into a circle shape. this was harder than i thought
i look around for the marinara sauce and i put it into a different bowl and add a few light seasonings.
i paste that onto the dough, then i sprinkle some alot of cheese onto the pizza and my additional toppings bell peppers, spinach, and mushrooms.
i was so proud of myself especially sense i wasnt the cook, out of me and nicholas. i was really excited for him to try what i made but again i highly doubt he would even eat the food.
i put the pizza away into the oven completely forgetting to set a timer and put on a movie while i wait.
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a smell of burning was the first thing that woke me up. "shit shit shit" i repeat totally freaking out remembering i left the pizza in the oven.
i get a rag and ineffectivley wave smoke out the air. when i open the oven it smelled horrible. i was coughing from all the smoke that had entered my lungs.
i take the burning pizza out and throw it into the sink, and hose it down with the water.
thats when i hear the front door open and mentally face palm. "what's that smell?" he asks "i kinda burnt a pizza that i tried to make"
"of course you did" he mutters sounding unimpressed. "and the fuck you mean 'kinda' you obviously did burn a damn pizza" he gestures to the chunk of charcoal burnt pizza
"it's not like i did it on purposes or something if thats what you think" my tone sounding a bit confronting.
"It's smells fucking horrible so open a damn window first off" he took a step closer raising his voice.
"you don't pay for shit so i don't understand why you almost had this place in flames secondly. then you also wanna blow up my phone while im working for crying out loud what do you want from me!" he yelled directly in my face
and im sure he knows by now i hate being yelled at. it's something my parents did and overall doesn't solve anything
i just take it, i didn't wanna fight so i go over to the nearest window and crack it open so the smoke clears.
my eyes watered from all the harsh words he could dish out but not the equal amount of attention "well.. you are- when i was.. ugh s'not my fault" i couldn't get a full sentence out. i felt so belittled in this moment
"im going to bed i don't have time for your stupid ass shit" those words hurt more than he thinks.
he had the most patience for me, always making time for us and now he doesnt.
"that's so mean.. you're being so mean" i wipe some tears that had fallen. i turned away from him silently crying.
the peices of my hair stuck to my tear-soaked cheeks. "wait- I'm sorry please don't cry" nicholas' voice was filled with regret.
i lazily push him away from me but he doesn't budge. his arms wrap around me bringing me into his familiar embrace. "I'm so sorry for being an asshole. I've been having a long shitty week and i know thats not an excuse so you don't even have to forgive me."
"you're everything to me. i swear i didn't mean it." he adds
the unforgettable cruel words he'd said to me earlier shoved ontop of his sweet loving words made me cry more.
i let him hold my trembling body as sobs tore through my chest, each inhale was ragged and uneven.
my hands clutched the material of his shirt "im so sorry sweetheart i never wanna make you cry" he explains in such a low voice, giving my hair strokes in attempt to calm me.
my face still burried into his neck tears now starting to dry away, and my breathing starting to even out. he carried me over to the couch and placed me in his lap
i was drained from all the crying, the tense feeling in my body beginning to melt away when i really started to feel nicholas' touch. my eyes drooped again this time staying shut for longer.
i was too tired to resist the sleep that had tooken over. and being cradled in his arms didn't help.
"I'll order pizza for the both of us alright?" he took me off of his lap and placed me on our couch. then lays one of our throw blankets ontop of me. "can we talk in the mornin'?" is the last thing i remember asking before dozing off.
a/n: can yall tell idk how to make pizza
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sweet treat 3
construction worker!rafe is very grateful when shy!reader offers to help with his tense shoulders...
c/w: rafe in a desperate need of a massage, fluff, some heavy making out, slight dry humping, suggestive, 18+ mdni!
wc: 1.4k
meant to write something cute but knowing them it turned into something filthy (who's surprised) hope you enjoy xx
part 2 & part 4 part 5
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Rafe has had a tedious workday on the construction site. The ardent sun making him melt like ice under the searing yellow rays and the clock ticking as if it was an ancient turtle not helping one bit.
Even after heâs washed the sweat and the dirt off and changed into a clean pair of clothes, his shoulders are strained; muscles aching and legs hurting.  Â
Every time he tries to move his limbs into a more comfortable position on his couch his face scrunches up into a pained expression. It makes her furrow her brows, asking whatâs wrong with worry painting over her features. Â
âNothing, just a bit tense,â he dismisses her, rolling his shoulders back, trying to alleviate the soreness thatâs tormenting him; disturbing him from the movie theyâre trying to watch as they wait for the casserole heâs made to bake in the oven.Â
âOh, Iâm sorry. Do youâ do you want me to give you a massage or something?â She suggests, wanting to make him feel better. Â
âItâs fine, donât worry about it, Sweetheart,â he murmurs, turning his attention back to the television. Â
âNo, but Rafe youâre hurtingâŠI wanna help,â thereâs a slight pout forming on her mouth as she takes the remote, pausing the film. Â
He turns the sapphires of his eyes to face her. The look sheâs giving him tugs at his heartstrings and for a moment he wonders what he did to deserve such an angel wanting to take care of him. Â
âYeah? Wanna help me?â Â
She nods.Â
Then heâs turning around and bending his legs to sit cross-legged on the sofa; presenting his solid back and broad shoulders to her. Â
âAlso, Iâve had some practice but Iâm no masseuse, so donât get your hopes up too much,â she says as she scoots closer, raising on her knees behind him in order to reach his tall frame.Â
âYou give massages to a lot of people?â He asks, teasing, seemingly nonchalant but thereâs a part of him thatâs eager to find out whether heâs getting special treatment from her.Â
âNo, I just meant when I was little me and my friends used to do these massage therapy circles and weâd take turns. But now Iâm a little rusty since itâs obviously been a while,â she explains. Â
âGood,â is all he offers in response, making something abstruse in her tummy flutter. Â
She then settles her hands on his wide shoulder blades that lie underneath the white fabric of his t shirt, digging into his skin; feeling the sturdy muscle under her fingertips. Â
âYou want me to take my shirt off? So itâs easier?â He casually suggests and her cheeks heat up.Â
âOhâ umâŠyeah, if you want,â her voice does not sound as indifferent as his which makes the corners of his strawberry mouth curl up as he plucks at the collar of his shirt, exposing solid back muscles and soft skin to stare back at her. Â
She blinks. Â
Hesitantly, she rests her hands on top of his shoulders once again and begins kneading her fingers into his brawny structure. Â
A heartfelt groan rumbles from his chest, making her swallow at the lewd sound as she continues to press into the parts that feel the most strained. Â
âJust tell me if something feels bad or if you want me to focus on a specific spot and stuff,â she murmurs as her thumbs sink into his tense flesh, feeling him beginning to unspool under her ministrations. Â
He hums out a soft agreement, contentment coating his tone. Â
However, when she presses into a particularly taut part of muscle tissue, he suddenly lets out a low-pitched noise from the back of his throat, sounding almost obscene to her ears; reminding her of the night they shared a few days ago. Â
It makes her squeeze her thighs together, trying to drag her head out of the gutter. Â
âFuck, that feels nice,â he grunts out, closing his eyes in ecstasy. He thinks she lied when she said that she wasnât too good because heâs not sure if his shoulders have ever felt this mellow. Â
Heâs practically muddy clay under her tender fingertips and thereâs nowhere else heâd rather be right now. He feels so relaxed he could almost fall asleep.Â
She continues digging her thumbs into his achy flesh for some time until her fingers begin to feel so sore, she thinks theyâll fall off if she doesnât stop. Â
âSorry, my fingers hurt, canât anymore,â she softly apologizes and he turns around to face her again; a lazy grin coating his grateful countenance. Â
âItâs all good, feels so much better now. Thanks, Sweetheart,â he says while he rolls his shoulders back for emphasis; no hint of any sort of agony in sight. Â
âOf course, if umâ if you need me to do that again, just ask, okay?â Â
âYouâre so good to me, you know that?â Carolina blue is peering down at her with a certain tenderness that makes her feel all fuzzy and tingly inside. Â
âThat was nothing. I mean, it was the least I could do after all the times youâve driven me home and stuff.âÂ
âIâm serious, you just spent almost an hour turning my muscles into jelly. Let me thank you properly,â he murmurs. Â
âWhatâ what do you mean?â Her breath hitches. Â
âWhat Iâm saying is, havenât been able to stop thinking about you grinding yourself on top of me, you know?â He says as he lifts his left arm in order to tuck a loose strand of her behind her ear; fingers lingering on her jawline.Â
She freezes, not sure how to respond as his thumb strokes along her cheekbone and he tips her face up with an index finger tucked under her chin. Â
âWas so caught up in it all, forgot to kiss youâŠâ he drifts off, clouded gaze flitting over her features. âYou want me to?âÂ
âYou meanâŠright now?â Her eyes round out, barely managing to shove the words out from the gaps of her teeth. Â
âUnless, you have somewhere else to be?â The edges of his mouth tilt and when she shakes her head, he leans closer, pressing his lips on hers in a tender kiss. Â
However, when a faint noise of surprise escapes her, he deepens it; warm tongue prodding at the seam of her mouth, coaxing her to open. Â
When she eventually does, he slips his tongue in, groaning when he can taste the muted sweetness of the vanilla chapstick sheâs wearing. Â
Something that was meant to be soft and sweet turns into something heated and primal as she holds his face in her palms. He paws at her waist, bringing her closer and lifting her to sit on his lap with a steady grip on her hips. Â
Sheâs straddling his thighs as his hands travel down to squeeze at the flesh of her ass, forcing her to let out fragile whimpers into his mouth as he continues to swallow her up. Â
âThere we go, Sweetheart. Thatâs a lot better, yeah?â He murmurs between soft pecks and sloppy kisses. Â
Their spit-slick lips lock together again and again; her thighs becoming sticky and mind wandering in a hazy vapor. Â
âRafeâŠâ she nearly whispers and she doesnât even realize sheâs rutting against the bulge in his pants until heâs grunting, blunt nails denting her skin. Â
The slight pain makes her whine and then heâs pushing her against his hardening cock firmer, pillowy lips smearing on hers all wet and messy; turning her into a moaning jumble, trying her best to keep up with his hungry mouth. Â
All of a sudden, completely out of the blue, the timer of the oven begins ringing. It makes her jump in surprise; nearly falling off his lap, if not for his beefy arms holding her upright, not missing a beat. Â
He lets out an airy chuckle against her swollen lips and presses a few sweetened pecks on them, reluctantly pulling away. His heavy panting fills her ears for a few seconds as she tries to even out her own rickety respiration. Â
Then heâs gently setting her on top of the couch cushions and standing up on his feet; a disconcerted pout following his movements. Â
âShit, better go check on the food so it doesnât burn, yeah?â Heâs sporting a lazy, taunting smile as he offers his right palm to her; lifting her up on unsteady legs that try their best to follow him like a needy kitten as he disappears into the kitchen that bathes under the burnt orange of the setting sun. Â
#they're so silly they make me giggle#construction worker!rafe#rafe cameron#rafe imagine#rafe x reader#rafe cameron imagine#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#rafe smut#outerbanks rafe#rafe cameron smut#rafe cameron x reader#rafe fanfiction#rafe fic#obx smut#obx fic#obx fanfiction#obx#outer banks#outer banks fanfiction#rafe cameron obx#rafe cameron outer banks#rafe cameron fanfiction#rafe cameron fluff#rafe cameron fic#rafe cameron x female reader
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It's Hard to Believe | Jungkook One Shot
Summary: Getting pregnant with your best friend's baby definetly wasn't a part of the plan... Pairing: f!Reader x Jungkook (fwb, f2l) Word Count: 2.7k Warnings: A tiny bit of explicit and suggestive language but nothing crazy a/n: This is something I started writing at like midnight and it's kinda shit but I thought I might as well post it since I haven't posted in a while (Like five days short of a month wtf?!?!? How has it been that long?!?!) (I just barely checked rn lmao my bad đ„Č) p.s. I kinda wanna do a full on series on a concept like this but it'll be different and less fluffy but that won't be happening for a long ass time but yeah lol Requested by a lovely anon đ
"How am I supposed to tell him?" I ask my friend Sam for the millionth time since I found out. "Y/n just tell him. You guys have been friends for how long?" she asks and it's like I'm having deja vu from both of our responses. "Like ten years" I mumble and pull my sweatshirt sleeves down over my hands in an effort to stop my nervous fiddling but it only makes it worse.Â
"Right and you guys have been messing around with each other for over a year now, maybe even more...I don't wanna know" she says while holding her hand up in a way to assure me that she doesn't need the details. "Just tell him. If he's as great of a guy as you keep on telling me he is then I promise everything will be okay" she says and places a hand on my shoulder before she gets up off my couch.Â
"Where are you going?" I ask while she shrugs on her jacket. "Didn't you say he's supposed to be here around five?" she asks and I nod my head, checking the clock and seeing that it's already 4:30.Â
"Yeah...are you sure you don't wanna stay and say hi?" I ask and she glares at me. "Let me know what his response is to that bun in the oven and then we'll talk. I wanna figure out if he's an asshole or not before I decide to waste anytime on him" she says while lacing up her shoes.Â
"Promise me you'll tell him tonight?" she asks and lifts up her hood, getting ready to shield herself from the pouring rain outside. I nod my head reluctantly, that being way more progress than I've made for the past few weeks since I found out. "I promise" I utter under my breath and she smiles, pulling me in for a bone crushing hug.Â
"Text me if you need me" she says, worried for what might happen but hoping for the best. "I will...thanks" I whisper and she nods her head before walking out of my door and turning slightly and waving to offer me one last farewell.
I close the door after I see her get into her car and lean my back up against it, steadying myself for a second and taking deep breaths, trying to stop my racing heartbeat before pushing off of it and tidying up before Jungkook gets here to distract myself.Â
Sam has been the only one I've been able to count on and honestly the only person I can trust since I haven't told anyone else. She was the one I called when I missed my period and she's the one who brought me a pregnancy test...and then when out and bought me ten more because I couldn't actually grasp the concept that I was pregnant...am pregnant.
Jungkook and I have always been careful and taken all the necessary steps to keep this from happening but I guess we got careless this time.Â
Through out this whole arrangement we've made it very clear to each other that we're not sleeping with anyone else but neither of us are looking for any sort of commitment either so that's why this has gone on for so long.Â
Like it or not though we're going to be committed to each other in one way or another no matter what because I'm keeping this baby. No matter what he says I'm keeping them.Â
Jungkook is my best friend, the one person who has been there for me through everything. He's seen me at all of my highest highs and especially at my lowest lows and no matter what he's never made me feel shitty about it. I know he's not the kind of guy that'll turn on you because of something like this but I can't help but still feel terrified.Â
This wasn't supposed to happen but even if this child wasn't made with love from his side...it was made with love from mine.Â
I don't know how long it's been since I fell in love with him but I know I shouldn't have said yes to this whole fuck buddy ordeal. I just couldn't stand the thought of him being with someone else so when he offered up the idea I said yes.
I figured that if this was a way to prevent him from getting his heart broken by all those sorry excuses of girlfriends he's had in the past then I guess I'll be okay with breaking mine.
He's been acting different lately though. He's been a lot touchier, asking to come over more often, going out of his way to help me with things, offering to feed me all the time and all of it is making me feel like he already knows.Â
Does he know? Have I started showing already? I haven't really noticed a difference in my body yet but he looks at me naked a lot more often than I pay attention to myself naked so I mean I guess he could've noticed right?Â
Only one way to find out though...
A half an hour later I hear him take out his keys and unlock my door and soon I'm greeted with a smile that tugs at my heartstrings.Â
"Hi baby" he says, using that pet name he's become very fond of since this whole ordeal started. The sound of it after finding out I'm pregnant with his baby has made me a little uncomfortable though since I haven't told him yet.Â
Don't get me wrong I love it when he calls me that but I can't help but think that if this goes south that he won't ever call me that again.Â
Maybe the hormones have started to scramble my brain already because those uncomfortable feelings are quickly thrown away when I take in the sight of him after he shrugs off his rain coat. A simple black baggy hoodie and jeans engulf his form and the comfy sight just makes me want to curl up in bed with him and forget about everything and everyone.
Just him and I, it's always been him and I. I just don't know if this little one is going to change things.Â
I place a hand on my stomach for a second as a way to gain some strength from my itty bitty baby before finally working up the courage to greet him.
"Hi" I greet him softly, walking over to where he's stopped to take off his shoes and when he looks back up at me he smiles again and kisses me. I sigh into it, savoring it for just a little bit longer and when it finally breaks he looks down at me with concern now written all over his face.Â
"Are you okay?" he asks, sensing that something's off right away from the just the small change in the way I kissed him. I hesitate for a second then simply hold out my hand for him to take and he does, following behind me as I lead him over to my couch.Â
Getting this over with sooner rather than later is my best option right now so there's no reason to delay.Â
He needs to know, he deserves to know.
We sit there in silence, longer than he would like us to since I can tell how tense his body has gotten in a matter of minutes. "Y/n you're scaring me" he whispers, not wanting to pressure me but relaying his feelings.Â
I take a couple more deep breaths before finally starting. "I need you to listen to me and I need you to please not speak until I'm finished" I say while looking down at my lap, not being able to meet his eyes.Â
He murmurs a soft 'okay' and waits for me to continue, taking one of my hands and placing it in his lap. He needs some form of physical contact to keep him grounded since he's not too sure what to expect and I let him, knowing I need some reassurance too.Â
Even if I don't know what his reaction is gonna be, in this moment I need it more than ever.
"I guess there's really no right way to go about saying this because this wasn't supposed to happen so I'm just gonna come out and say it..." I start off and he squeezes my hand, encouraging me to keep going.Â
"I missed my period...over a month ago...and I haven't had it since then" I say and finally look up at him where he has an unsure expression. It's not one that's mad or disappointed with what I've said thus far which is a good thing but more like he's trying hard to hold himself back so he can keep that promise.Â
His hold on my hand hasn't loosened, in fact it's gotten even tighter and that gives me hope that we'll work this out so I take another deep breath before continuing.Â
"I tried to kid myself into thinking that it was late but when another week passed by I got nervous. I asked Sam to get me a test and it came out positive. I didn't believe it and thought it was a false positive and so to ease my mind she went a bought ten more from a bunch of different brands and...all of them came out positive" I say and he still looks at me with that same expression, waiting for me to give him the okay to speak and so I do.Â
"How long have you known?" are the first words out of his mouth and although they're not negative they aren't necessarily positive either. "About a month now" I say and he nods his head, taking another second or two to formulate what he's gonna say next.Â
"I'll support you no matter what you decide" he says and I let out a breath I didn't even know I had been holding in. "I wanna keep it" I say and he nods his head and smiles softly at first and then as the seconds go by it gets wider and wider making my heart beat faster.Â
"Am I allowed to get excited now?" he whispers and I can't help but chuckle as tears start to prickle my eyes and give him a nod. "You're excited?" I say, my whole being slowly overcome with emotion.Â
"How could I not be?" he scoffs playfully but that answer has me confused. "But Jungkook we're not together. I mean we're not in a relationship, we're just friends" I explain and there's a playful glint in his eyes after I say that that's making me even more nervous.
"You wanna know what I thought you were gonna tell me?" he offers up, slightly changing topics but I look at him in a way to urge him to continue. "I thought you were gonna break up with me" he says and I smile, "Jungkook we're not together. How could I break up with you?" I chuckle in disbelief.Â
"Correction, I thought you were gonna break up with me before I even got the chance to ask you to be my girlfriend" he says with a grin and my jaw drops, the dots all connecting as to why he's been acting so different lately. "You were gonna ask me to be your girlfriend?" I utter quietly as if we were in a crowed room and I had a secret for just the two of us.
"I had actually planned on asking you tonight" he explains, walking over to where he had placed his backpack on the floor, taking out a bouquet of slightly squished flowers. "Sorry they're all beat up. I forgot and rode my bike over here so I didn't really have any other option but to put them in there" he says almost as if he was nervous, rubbing the back of his neck and it's then that I notice how pink his ears have gotten.Â
He is nervous
I take them from him and smile, waiting for him to say it but he simply stands there and admires me and I can't help but laugh. "What so funny? I told you what happened to them" he utters through pouty lips which only makes me laugh more. "No, no it's not the flowers it's just that...don't you have something to say?" I ask, calming down my chuckles and when he looks at me with the same confused expression I have to try my hardest to keep the laughter at bay.Â
"Do you have something you would like to ask me Jungkook" I rephrase it and after a second his lips go from a pout to the shape of an 'O' as he's figured it out. "Oh um, yeah, right. Well I um" he starts off, rubbing the back of his neck again while stuttering and trying to find the words and after struggling for a second I decide to poke fun at him again.Â
"Jungkook I am literally carrying your child and you're too afraid to ask me to be your girlfriend?" I laugh, giving him a slight reality check which he scoffs at before responding.Â
"I was trying to remember what I had rehearsed to say to you but now that you're being a little brat I guess you'll never get to know all the nice things I was gonna say" he retorts, his voice suddenly taking on a darker tone that sends a shiver through my body and he smirks when he sees my reaction to it.Â
He cups my face and rubs his thumb along my bottom lip, making them part and he leans in as if he was going to kiss me but stops just shy of my lips. "Will you be my girlfriend?" he whispers, nudging his nose against mine and making me smile.Â
"I'll have to think about that" I play coy with him which he chuckles at. "You know if you weren't pregnant right now I would have thrown you over my lap for that smart mouth" he warns and I smile before leaning in and kissing him for just a second before pulling back.Â
"Yes I'll be your girlfriend" I say and nudge my nose against his as well and before I can register it my back is on the couch and his lips are pressed against mine, the kiss not rushed but full of so many words that have yet to be said and he gives in, not being able to hold it in anymore.
"I love you" he says, pulling back and looking down at me to see my expression which is completely dumbfounded to say the least. "You what?" I ask and he chuckles, "Is it really that hard to believe?" he points out and I guess now that I think about it it really isn't.
"I guess we've both been in love with each other for a while now huh?" I smile and his eyes light up at my round about confession. "Say it" he says, and I can feel my cheeks heating up. I hadn't planned on actually saying those three words to him even though I've felt them for so long but I don't want to hold them back anymore.Â
"I love you" I whisper and he smiles, "Say it again" he repeats, clearly not believing it just yet. "I love you Jungkook" I say and the little switch up with attaching his name to the end darkens his gaze. "I guess there's no chance in me getting you pregnant a second time right now huh?" he asks, sliding his hand up my thigh and I giggle.Â
"No I think that's pretty much impossible but the odds are never zero" I say and he rolls his eyes. "I'm trying to tell you that I wanna hit it raw" he states the obvious while rolling his eyes. "I know I know...and the answer is yes Daddy" I tease, testing to see how that word affects him now that he knows.
He tongues his cheek at that making me bite my lip, knowing that's gonna be even more of a trigger word for him from now on. "Daddy huh? Well I guess that title is a little more fitting now isn't it?"Â
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