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#dead friend forever#dead friend forever the series#ta nannakun#copper phuriwat#pheejin#dffedit#deadfriendforeveredit#dffep10#sasa gifs#this looks horrible but i had to#i needed gif proof of whatever phee is doing now
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saw some mangy dog on the outskirts of town
#my art#oc#els#werewolf#furry#anthro#illustration#you would not believe the hassle this gave me lmao....i want to do more with it but i have to wipe my hands of it#idk if this looks good but it has to be finished i have to be finished with it#WORD OF ADVICE that allows a small glimpse into the horrible time i've had: PLAN YOUR COMPOSITIONS#GOD. initial drawing of els: 1-2 hours at most. trying to find a composition that doesn't suck: 100000 hours and ongoing#i think my problem is this els looks better zoomed in but finding a way to keep it zoomed in....mission impossible#i love this els face though. i will admit. i had to persevere to get SOMETHING that at least vaguely worked so i could show off this els#okay. okay. anyway it's greengage season again. big ups to greengages for making life just that much brighter#also the owls are goin crazyyy outside my window rn they are speaking and i am listening. in a delirium
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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#911 abc#911edit#chimney han#911 gifs#madney#kevin lee#maddie buckley#glmdedit#jee yun buckley han#albert han#henrietta wilson#karen wilson#john lee#anne lee#eddie diaz#evan buckley#ravi panikkar#bobby nash#look i hope people are as emotionally damaged by this as i was making it#we only had kevin for like 25 mins but i've never gotten over him#this guy has every reason to be a horrible miserable character but no#no he's the coolest cheeriest funniest caring man alive#sick dead mom at a young age and abandoned by an absent father and taking care of sick after her diagnosis#ideas constantly shut down for owning a business and losing his brother on the job#and also sorta losing mr lee who couldn't bear to see him without being reminded of kevin bc they were so intertwined#failing in love and getting stabbed and left for dead#oh and the rebar accident where he almost died again#losing the love of his life and then finding her but not being together with her#911 edits
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you said forever / tell me why can’t you stay?
#the book of bill#tbob spoilers#gravity falls#stanford pines#bill cipher#weirdmageddon#billford#yeah this is a billford post#WAS IT CASUAL WHEN YOU TURNED ME INTO A GOLD STATUE AND EVERYONE ELSE STONE#i have a lot of thoughts about them#mainly how horrible they are#i feel i could’ve done a better job making ford look golden#but i had a lot of fun with this one#you’re awful i love you by ludo is theirs btw#toxic old man yaoi#as promised#art#digital art#gravity falls fanart#fanart#digital painting#my art#artists on tumblr
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Let Nico say frick
#i refuse to draw Taiga in his non-white-coat look when he's standing next to Nico cause she almost killed my hand lmao!#but i also refuse to draw them separately#so there it is aahah#the white coat is low strain waahah!#exaid#kamen rider#taiga hanaya#nico saiba#kamen rider exaid#when you're a horrible and mean unlicensed doctor but you've got an equally horrible mean patient that wont leave#they were so funny do not separate#i forgot i had these in my drafts flaskjflaej posting them now...
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teslas are literally the iphone of cars. fashion accessories. status symbol. not fully useful for their intended purpose. sickly animals. why did you breed them like that
#ive made this joke at least 3 times irl but just now realized i never posted it#but yeah teslas literally look like iphones on the inside i had to ride in one recently it was horrible and alien#LOL
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GUINEVERE
Merlin 4x11 | The Hunter's Heart
#merlinedit#merlingifs#bbc merlin#merlin#guinevere pendragon#gwen#my gifset#my content#w:other#she was having such a horrible time in this ep but she looked too gorgeous i had to gif 😭
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a troubling discovery
#fnaf#fnaf fandom#fnaf art#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddys#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#fnaf springtrap#fnaf 3#fnaf 3 springtrap#springtrap fnaf#i literally love peeps so much#i had this ready to rock and roll you have no idea#also never allow me to say the words rock and roll together like that#that was horrible#dont look at me actually
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ULTRATOBER // Part 1 - Day 2: Favourite soundtrack
Its only desire: to see the sky for one last time.
(alt version under the cut)
#ultratober2024#ultratober#ultrakill#ultrakill fanart#minotaur ultrakill#i'm gonna try and see how many days i can complete#mostly by just drawing what seems fun to draw#violence has a banging soundtrack and my favourite song has got to be bull of hell#my original idea for this drawing was a bit more intense and ultrakill style but like‚ the minotaur makes me sad#don't look too closely at its rightmost hand. i had fixed it but csp crashed and took the hand with it upon death#galadraws#arttag#id included#oh god the post i have drafted right under this one is so horribly contrasting in tone
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With the best of your writing or drawing ability, how do you sum up Twisted Wonderland Book 1 till Book 6?
I'm so sorry to make you wait so long for such a stupid joke
#art#twisted wonderland#shockingly not really spoilers for once?#i apologize that this isn't cleverer but. it's true.#either everything is crowley's fault because he has some secret vaguely-implied diabolical plot#or everything is crowley's fault because he is a terrible terrible administrator#frankly i'm becoming increasingly convinced that this man couldn't mastermind his way out of a paper bag#this is 100% a pro-crowley post btw. i love this birdbrain.#look he's been running this school for (mumblemumble) years and everything was FINE#but you let a handful of students turn into horrible monsters and suddenly it's 'negligence' this and 'unfit for your position' that#and that's not even including when he let a teacher take the students into the woods and then hunt them for sport#...twice#like ambrose has never had to cover up a little grievous bodily harm. as if.
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If ZJ didn't have a regulator... 🥲
And then, somewhere in the aetherial sea...
(Zoraal Ja gets the lecture of his fucking life after that. And then, a proper hug or 2. God knows he deserved both.)
#look. LOOK. They make me so fucking sad.#I cried while drawing this and I almost cried again writing the alt text#I cannot fucking take thissssss#from the first time I saw that duel cutscene I've been thinking#how horrible it must be to take your child's life#torn between duty and love and with no time to think or find a better solution#just a split second decision followed by so many regrets...#and it wasn't even really a choice; he had to do it he had to#art#my art#ffxiv#ffxiv dawntrail#dawntrail spoilers#gulool ja ja#zoraal ja
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Charles' thing is that he wants to feel alive and that's part of the reason why he decided to never move on to the afterlife right? Meanwhile Edwin thinks Charles will move on and that he'll be alone again because 'he isn't good with people'.
But then when the Night Nurse shows up a second time Charles is ready to go wherever -including Hell- as long as Edwin shouldn't have to go back there, meanwhile Edwin refuses that they be split up, and both are okay with being sent together to the Lost and Found Department to be sorted out later as long as they're together-
#does this make sense#like#charles -> stay on earth#then charles is like -> fuck earth edwin n��1#edwin -> stay out of hell and wander alone ig#then edwin -> stay with charles#although you can argue that charles wanted to stick around the one dude that was nice to him since the start but like#idk how to explain it#he'd rather argue for edwin's case than argue to stay on earth#edwin not going back to hell is his main goal in the discussion#meanwhile edwin's goal is that they stay together + that he doesn't go back to hell#i do wonder what it would've looked like if they'd gone to the lost and found department#do they try to escape it#does charles find out where he was headed#anyways another day of being very normal about this show#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#paynland#payneland#i know that charles' whole motivation isn't just that he wishes he were still alive and that he wish he hadn't had his life stolen from him#but my thoughts are not coherent enough for any type of deep character analysis essay and i would probably mischaracterize him horribly#wonder what was edwin's plan when he came out of hell cuz he went back to his highschool so was he just doing a bit of visiting#“oh hello place where i died”
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All of the quest menu descriptions for Aventurine's quest "All the Sad Tales".
(... And the one from "A Walk Among the Tombstones.)
#hsr spoilers#honkai star rail spoilers#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr aventurine#penacony spoilers#i really don't look at quest menu text often#but i'm glad i did this time around#i think that's all of them but i could have missed one or two#the text for the next step sometimes changes while keeping the same description so i only captured it once each time#this is was really funky but also goddamn aventurine just had a horrible time the whole patch#delightful for me personally#who loves it when characters suffer#mihoyo pulled 0 punches#i hope i used enough spoiler tags cause that's big fat spoilers right here but it's one of the things i liked the most about the new quest#i love it when games have fun with their medium#ray's records
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Today's serve
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a hero at heart
#baldur’s gate 3#bg3#baldur’s gate iii#wyll bg3#wyll ravengard#bg3 fanart#this took me two episodes of critcal role to do oh my god#i forgot how much fun i had fully rendering stuff but was it worth it?#tell me wyll#was it worth it#i like my flat coloring better i think#bee's art#ugh the resolution is horrible hold on#i played with the face for too long and i dont think it looks like wyll anymore
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