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thinking about that one song that just makes you sob and think about life literally tightens your chest the moment you hear it deadass tenses your body up and throws you into a pit of despair yet that feeling it gives you is just so good the pain is too good you cant stop listening to it the pain hurts so good and then you start to wonder how can a song invoke this much emotion
art is so beautiful
#not art#music#sobbing#that one song#real#this isnt what i usually post but😭😭oh well#whats a good tag for this#music blogging#i didnt know that was a thing#girlhood#yeah seems about right
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will i ever stop being startled by seeing my own art while im scrolling through my feeds? unlikely
#engie.txt#am i just dumb??? like why do i get jumpscared every time 😭😭#im always minding my own business and then im like yo wtf that looks like something i drew#and then itll click and im like oh yeah ofc it looks like something i drew. bc thats what i drew. i did that#i really hope other ppl experience this bc otherwise im just a freak im just a weirdo 😔#and this isnt even just a tumblr thing either. ive been on twt for years and i still have this happen lmfao#well i should say ive been posting on twt for years#i have also been here since like 2015 but i usually lurked. this is the first time im actually being consistent in activity haha
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I was playing Genius Invocation yesterday, but out of nowhere this idea came to me like tge whispers of an old god.
How would the characters react to knowing they are the creator's favorite card? (Mine are Beidou and Ningguang, but if you are confortable, I would like to know yours as well)
AHDAALLL I HAVENT PLAYED TGI CARD GAME ENOUGH!! SO FOR NOW I RLLY LOVE THE WAY CYNO AND KAEYA'S ART LOOKS (tho diluc does look shmall in his hehe)
Thank you for your patience!! Sorry this is SO FUCKING late :0 and if it’s bad! i havent rlly liked my writing the past couple pieces, so i stuck with some fun headcanons i thought of while kicking me feet and twirling my hair over this question hehehe
Sun: Gender Neutral Reader (they/them only)
Planet: General SAGAU/Isekai Stuff :)
Orbit: Headcanons
Stars: Beidou, Ningguang, Kaeya, Cyno
Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: Cussing & Trigger Warnings: None Known.
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Beidou:
BIGGEST EGO BOOSTS OF HER LIFE LMAO
SHE WOULD LITERALLY SUBTLY FLEX EVERYTIME UR AROUND IM CRYINGGG
Every fucking port knows she’s a favored one, every goddamn pirate knows it atp, hell maybe even some abyss monsters at sea too-
(Kazuha’s happy for her, but also lowkey jealous)
literally got one of her cards framed and hung in her captain’s quarters, and insisted you sign it omfg-
Ningguang isnt surprised tbh, (she knows u like strong women lol)
Ningguang:
…she gives one of the most smug smirks of her entire fucking life.
All of Liyue is gushing for her, not that she isn’t also excited on the inside, she’s just more proud than anything on the outside/for appearances
Literally set up a whole date meeting that felt like it was about to turn into a goddamn wedding proposal
I’m talking giving handcarved furniture, household necessities but they’re in pretty colors that all match (like a gold tea kettle, gold throw blanket, etc.)
Full nine-yards different kinds of teas, cakes, and all accustomed to your taste
so if u dislike super sweet stuff there are more savory items, the teas can be more bitter, or if u love sweets, this woman is giving you a bakery basically every day for nearly 2 weeks, u dont have enough space in the cabinet for all these teas- help-
Kaeya:
so fucking smug on the outside, def brags about it in Angel’s Share and he’ll only just be tipsy he’s so fucking excited to talk abt it
whenever conversations end or get a lull, he just, “So anyway, our All-Powerful Guide, really likes my TCG card, maybe even above yours, Diluc…”
pls stop him he’s annoying Diluc, and slowly other patrons 😭 (there are bar rules posted on the wall, and Diluc adds one, not for the first time, specifically for Kaeya to stop talking about TCG while in the bar LMAO)
Now all Kaeya has to do is just pull out his card (cough he’s constantly got it in his pocket, the one he asked u to sign cough)
Rosaria just looks the other way like if she can’t see it it’s not real, Diluc will literally be in the middle of making a drink for one of them and just leave it halfdone and attend to somebody else, Venti’s eye twitches-
and the entire bar just groans too LMAOOO
(have a meme I made just for you <3 )
Cyno:
oh no.
Look what you’ve done, you’ve seduced the General Mahamatra!!
Take responsibility, play TCG with him every time you see him now lmao, the only reason all of Sumeru knows you like his card (which makes it all that more desirable to ppl who do play, and collectors)
is bc he talked to Tighnari about it for hourssss, and then it made it’s way down the grapevine, and if they didn’t find out that way, the other was just seeing the usually stern and formidable General Mahamatra nearly vibrate out of his headpiece when you come near him every time you visit
Cyno weirdly gains like, 20x the luck when ur either playing against him, or sitting watching him play someone else, he’s struggling to find partners tbh bc “you’re my lucky charm? Of course I’m winning more.”
When you initially told him about him being one of ur fav cards, he literally looked like there was a loading sign over his head… Then proceeded to nearly break your ribs hugging you so hard, and nearly take ur eye out with the ears on his headpiece lol
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Sorry if all my writings shit for these past 2 posts! Idk im just thinking its not so good rn and idk how to fix it-
anyway I’ve started playing Breath of the Wild over the past like 2-3 months I think, and it’s amazingggg
I may or may not be both getting gender envy and also a huge crush on Link help-
Safe Travels Wandering Lantern,
💀♒
♡the beloveds♡
An iced coffee? For me??
@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist / @thedevioussmirk / @the-dumber-scaramouche
#hello i bring more bad writing#kinda short this time#hope u dont mind#love u guys have a good weekend!!#thank you so much again for the ask and sorry again it was so late!!#genshin sagau#genshin isekai#sagau#genshin imagines#my asks#gender neutral reader#genshin impact sagau#genshin impact isekai#genshin fluff
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i never rlly post anything in tumblr since im usually on the kpop side of tumblr and rarely ever use it, but here i am. hello everyone 😭 anyways, i was rewatching disney’s peter pan 2 return to neverland ( a REALLY GOOD movie, i highly recommend you watch it ) the other day and something just clicked-
so for context, in the end of the movie, there is this once scene in which peter pan reunites with a grown up Wendy. I was never the one who enjoyed disney sequels that much, but this. this scene. oh my GOODNESS. it was soo 😭😭😭😭😭 so 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔
IT WAS SO SAD I CRIED. anyways. When Peter first reveals himself to her, he kinds of jumpscares her ( not rlly, i just dk how to describe it LMAO ) in which she flinches/move backwards
AND THIS. THIS SEEMED SO FAMILIAR TO ME. ITS LIKE “wait where have i seen this before” AND THEN IT HIT ME LIKE A BUS.
the symbolism. the reference. THE PARALLELS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔this is probably old news to many and is most likely intenionally done by the animators and storyboard artists- but omg. i know this small detail probably went unoticed by many, and you might be thinking
"eh? so what? its not a big deal💀”
TO YOU.
"yeah we already know Imao" well then heres just me ranting then: i feel, to me atleast, this detail symbolizes how Wendy has grown up, no longer the same girl she was in the first movie. Peter was a figment of her childhood, and their reunion is a sweet and heartwarming reminder that growing up doesnt mean loosing her inner child.
yeah thats all sorry for the random yap 😭😭 i grew up with the first movie so seeing this small detail imo, really captures Wendy’s growth as a person🙏 well done to the storyboard artists !!
( p.s sorry for the bad english, it isnt my first language )
#peter pan#peter pan 1953#wendy#wendy darling#return to neverland#disney#jane darling#captain hook#tinkerbell#rtn#I REALLY LIKE RETURN TO NEVERLAND. IT DESERVES BETTER.#this movie was so good it made me come out of my shell to make my first tumblr post#personal rant#peter pan the goat#this cooked and peaked#is the peter pan tumblr community alive#anyways#go watch rtn rn !!
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J K Y with Sun
OKOKOK so two things:
ONE!! I am setting a hard boundary right now, I'm not taking fnaf requests. I am writing this solely because I miss the character and writing for them. I'm not pulling another F13 incident, I will not be entertaining any fnaf requests that may be sent because of this post (/lighthearted and not mad, but very firm)
TWO! I still havent seen help wanted 2 LMAO so I may be a little off on characterization I'm kind of just going off my hcs and what I've seen in clips 😭😭
Might make a moon version but idk
JEALOUSY:
Oh this boy gets jealous badly.. all of these feelings are new to him, so can you blame him for being a little possessive of you! Now sure, he might not do anything to cause problems. Primarily because there isnt much for him to do.. but he does sour a little when he hears about someone trying to make moves on you.. imagine the drama if one of the parents tried to flirt with you while they were trying to pick up their kid! Very firmly says that it is not the appropriate place or time for such talk in a passive aggressive tone oversaturated with sickly sweetness. Goes into a sort of denial when asked about it, his rays clicking around
KISS:
Said this before but I'll say it again. He very gently boinks his faceplate against your face.. usually he tries to aim for the mouth or cheek, but due to how his face is built he kind of bumps into your whole face.. it's still sweet though! He loves when you kiss his forehead and nose! Kiss the back of his hands and he will mock fan himself with his free hand. Bonus points if you bow when you do it, he loooooves theatrics
YEARN:
Does not handle it well. Hes antsy waiting for you to come on your next shift, often bouncing from one foot to the other while he counts down the minutes. Working with the kids does help take his mind off of it, though! Just as long as he has something to keep him occupied, he can function well enough without you around!
#fnaf x you#fnaf x reader#fnaf imagine#sunrise x reader#sun x you#sundrop x reader#sundrop x you#sun x reader#sunrise x you#fnaf dca x reader#dca x reader#fnaf daycare attendant x you#fnaf daycare attendant x reader#fnaf sundrop x reader#fnaf sun x reader#fnaf sunrise x reader
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Kacy exes era was definitely something and so was your fic
All of those angsty prompts are sooooo good. The first one where it's late but you can't sleep so you show up at their door in pajamas 😭😭
Fully imagining Kate turning into peak Season 1 mean girl cause she isn't getting enough sleep and is making it everyone else's problem too and then Lucy also can't sleep and it's effecting her performance out in the field so Jane tells her to take a long weekend and catch up on sleep but she can't cause she can't sleep without snuggling right up into Kate
thank you omg i hope I lived up to the the angsty kacy post-exes era 🫡🫡🫡
and holy shit wait i can 100% see the vision for the sleep one? like. jane notices that lucy isnt doing her best and tells her point blank “whatever you need to get well-rested” so when kate opens her front door at midnight she is understandably very, very confused. totally imagine the scene going like this:
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Kate answers the door with an (appropriate) amount of apprehension due to the time of night, but it melts away into soft, plain confusion when she sees Lucy standing there. “Lucy,” she says, quietly, sounding vaguely hopeful and relieved and—Lucy absolutely cannot allow that.
(The hope, anyway).
“Hi,” Lucy says firmly, “I need to sleep here. Tonight.” She reconsiders her words a little and amends, “Please.”
“Is there something wrong with your apartment?” Now Kate looks concerned. “Are you okay?”
“Everything's fine. Can I—can we take this inside? Your neighbors will really hate me otherwise.”
“Yeah, of course.” Kate steps back to let Lucy in, watching her with that patient, perplexed furrow of her brow, and Lucy is extremely mad that she still finds it cute.
“Jane told me to come here,” Lucy says, once they're standing together in the living room and Lucy is pointedly avoiding eye contact. “Well not here specifically, she just made me take time off to get some rest and…well, she might have mentioned that you're a little off yourself. In her usual cryptic way.”
“Off?” Kate echoes, frowning. “Off how?”
“Well you've been a little—prickly. More than usual. At least, that's what my team has been saying, I haven't noticed anything.” That's a lie, but Lucy is trying very hard to show she doesn't care what Kate Whistler is up to nowadays.
(Showing up today is just. A brief lapse in judgment).
Kate crosses her arms. “I've been nothing but professional. If they sent you to complain—”
“That's not why I'm here, okay?” Lucy pauses to exhale deeply. “I can't sleep. I'm driving my team crazy and Jane finally told me to take some time off and…I think I just can't sleep without you.”
“Oh.” Kate blinks, outwardly stunned, and her frown falls entirely. “Does this mean—”
Lucy doesn't let her finish. “I don't want to talk about us,” she says. “I don't want to listen to you explain, or…or anything. I just want to sleep, and obviously, it needs to happen in your bed or it won’t happen at all.” She pauses. “If you’re fine with it, anyway.”
Kate just stares, for a moment. “Is this…wise?” she finally asks. “The ramifications of getting used to being around each other could be…”
“Don’t analyze it,” Lucy protests. “And don’t look at me like I’m crazy. I just need one night of sleep or I’ll actually kill someone. Can we just, take it one day at a time here?”
“Okay.” Kate bites her lip, looks down and doesn’t look back up. “Sure. We can just stay together tonight and figure the rest out later.”
The act of giving in is very uncharacteristic for Kate Whistler, and deep down, Lucy knows why Kate is agreeing. She knows why Kate is so willing to let Lucy back into her bed despite their issues. And she knows why Kate is currently gently clearing off Lucy’s side of the bed that is so obviously slept-on instead of Kate’s usual side.
But Lucy pushes those thoughts deep, deep down, and instead buries her face into a pillow and listens to Kate’s uneven breathing. “I can hear you thinking,” she says, feels Kate shift behind her. “Relax, okay? We’re just two people…sleeping next to each other…to get one night of rest. It doesn’t have to be weird.”
Kate gives a huff of a disbelieving laugh. “Right,” she mumbles. “Not weird at all.”
Already, Lucy feels like this is working, all exhaustion melting out of her body as she sighs. “You can touch me, you know.”
Kate coughs. “What?!”
“It it helps you sleep,” Lucy yawns, eyes already closed as she pulls the blanket a little tighter. She has an explanation on the tip of her tongue about how she knows Kate likes the grounding ability to touch, but it fades when sleep comes.
(She swears, though, that she feels the faintest brush of Kate’s fingertips at her waist right before it does).
#also can we talk about that latest ep bc im DEAD god i <3 them#kacy is truly. enveloping my brain i might cave and start a whole proper fic for them...im envisioning a celebrity au lets see how it goes#anonymous#preguntas#i need a fic tag#(sort of. i just need to look back at this lol)
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I’m ngl lmao I genuinely did like a quintuple take when I saw your tags on the “what do you remember by as a writer?” post say it might be a long shot bc you haven’t written a ton. I think your fic masterlist is one of the longest I’ve ever seen on snzblr, and the fics are sooo good!
From time to time, I’ll go back and reread some of my favorites or just all the Sh/ado/w and B/one fics (despite never having seen or read the series!), and I always end up being extremely tempted to try getting into the fandom sometime just bc your fics are so enjoyable and you make the characters, their dynamics, and little glimpses into the plot/missions/etc seem so fun! They always come to mind whenever I see the names Ka/z or In/ej anywhere lmao
“Bound” is probably the one I remember best and, ig I’m not sure on the Statistical Accuracy, but I honestly always tend to think of it as one of the most iconic fics in snzblr, esp since I remember seeing it be reblogged a lot and people absolutely dying in the tags lmaoo. One of very few fics I know by name without even needing a second to try to remember it. And I’m usually really not a pollen girlie! But it’s SO well-executed and hot. “Tease” comes to mind for me a lot when thinking about snz while hiding scenarios, esp ones where 1+ character has supernatural/magical abilities
Generally, I definitely remember your writing for being SO good with characters teasing/flirting/being charismatic and smooth (all things I feel like can be really hard to pull off!), kink!chars, struggle to keep composure (love seeing all the ways in which Ka/z, resident composed and collected man, ends up disheveled and a lil pitiful lmao), power dynamics, snz while hiding, wide variety of causes and scenarios that are all bangers, and snz that is Very Well Done and I am Looking So Respectfully at ahdjhajdhsjsba
Oh. My. God. hi
this is genuinely such insane high praise i am seriously about to cry reading this 😭but oh my god yes 100% watch s/ab its well worth it i love it so much ajshsjd
AND LIKE??? this actually means so much to me you’ve complimented me on everything in my writing that im always unsure about SO IM SO. AAHHH RN!!!!?!!!? i always struggle with dialogue and trying to make characters seem “natural” i guess?? like when it comes to how characters actually act i always sort of hit a brick wall so it genuinely makes me so happy and reassured to hear that it Isnt Actually That Bad !!
and yeah i think bound is probably one of my favourite things ive written . ever so it makes me so happy that you also like it AAAAHHHH NO STOP THIS IS THE SWEETEST MESSAGE IVE EVER HAD i appreciate you so much
#i am so thankful for you#i kind of had such a bad day today im so overwhelmed but this has lifted my spirits significantly#thank u sm :’))#k answers
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minidura chapter 6 react
oh please let this chapter be celty and shizuo focused i love the besties
i think they should hang out and play smash bros and talk in sign language and terrorize gangs together
awww :(((
although him smoking reminds me of this one scene from omniscient reader's viewpoint where joonghyuk stares out a window dramatically trying to appear cool when he's actually super embarrassed
people are also more likely to smoke when they're upset because they feel like it helps them calm down
shizuo 🥺
ohhh he doesnt have the chibi and the usual 'normally this size, now this size!' thing :( this chapter probably wont be that sad because it's literally a gag series but still. not getting the greatest vibes
shinra step aside celty is my wife now
she's so sweetttttt ughhhhhhh
but yeah uh. there IS a reason they're afraid of him
i just had the horrible idea of 'what if they ran a shizuo campaign that just gave speeches about what a nice guy shizuo is' and that devolved into 'signing shizuo up to run for president' even though japan has a prime minister not a president
yk what fuck it SHIZUO FOR PRESIDENT LETS GO BABY
oh. suddenly im worried. shizuo's reputation is probably gonna come out of this even worse than it was before
THEY'RE SO TINY
celty is a horrendous actor godbless
crying. this isnt gonna go well
heiwajima shizuo serial old lady helper
i dont know how this is gonna go wrong but it's definitely gonna go wrong
is she gonna like. run from him or something?? or maybe izaya appears and shizuo just throws the package at him
LMFAOOOOOOOOOO
was NOT expecting that
i keep forgetting i havent published my post about isekai shizuo but like. the truck instinct to just ram into shizuo no matter the circumstances is hilarious actually. he beckons them to him with his shizu mating call
HE'S HELPING!!!! i dont know what the citizens are so scared of smh
shizuo asking 'what's next' obliviously like he's enjoying helping 😭my beloveddddd
how the hell can he mess up saving a puppy though. like. there's no way
I CACKLED OUT LOUD
THERE IS A WAY
SHIZUJESUS LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HE'S HELPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is so sad actually like he's only done good things!!! he's been using his strength for good!!! man
oh lets go!!! actually why wasnt shizuo able to find a job as a construction worker or mover 😭 i assume something with izaya but still. he's so overqualified
awwwww it's working out!!!!!
AWWWWWWW
WHAT THE FUCK
thats actually nightmare fuel jesus christ asdjkhGKJSgd
shizuo looked so touched at the beginning too 😭leave it to izaya to ruin everything
was izaya the old lady at the beginning too?? did he hire the truck driver (again) to hit shizuo?? or does he just have a picture perfect costume of the old lady from before down to the wrinkle because ?????????
he probably wasnt at the beginning because all the stuff with helping people happened in one day and there's no way izaya could come all the way to ikebukuro to be the first person they tried to help or even know to come PLUS the lady actually looked shocked but. idk man izaya is unhinged when it comes to trolling shizu-chan so you never really know with him
i imagine his voice changed from old lady impersonation to regular smarmy izaya voice in the 'you know' too which is so. evil
although it does make me question how good his old lady impersonation is and why he can do one??
plus he said 'i dont crossdress' in that one ova but that has now been proven to be a lie! diversity win!! the cringe information broker from shinjuku crossdresses as old grandmas sometimes!!!
MAN
i had hope there for a second but this is in line with canon so 😔no change can actually happen hhhhhh
izaya jumpscare/10 chapter
#shizaya#izaya orihara#shizuo heiwajima#celty sturulson#shinra kishitani#kyouhei kadota#durarara#long post
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HI BABY OH MY GDKJSHFKHSDFIUHKJSDHFKSHFHSDKFH YOURE BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive been checking on your main blog every single day since uve been on hiatus just waiting for the day you come back and somehow i think the past few days i just completely forgot you had a side blog and idk how i missed your comeback the past few days but ig i did... :((
I HOPE YOURE DOING ALRIGHT!!!! summer has been pretty okay w me so far, mostly just hangouts with friends and staying inside to avoid the sun and any uv rays possible like the fucking vampire i am, etc.
im going to kcon la next month!! unfortunately skz isnt part of lineup and i wont be able to go friday so ill only be able to see the saturday+sunday conventions and concerts, but i hope itll be fun nonetheless. my uncle is some kind of manager in the entertainment industry (idk too much abt it but he usually gets me signed albums every year so im not complaining!) and he usually helps out at kcon every year, so he always has at least 2-3 free tickets.. whenever he visits so im usually able to head to kcon if my schedule fits!!
i think for other life updates on my part theres not tm.. i ended up going on a diet the past month because ive been really wanting to lose weight for a while now but ive never been able to do it in a healthy way because ive had an ed for as long as i could remember.. (growing up with asian beauty standards is pretty tough unfortunately 😞) i used to be 130lbs at 5’1” so i always considered myself overweight because of my height, but i recently lost 10lbs and im hoping i can reach my goal of 110 within the next month asw 🤞
aside from my life update rant though, ive srsly missed you so much star you dont even know !!! im so happy youre back 🥺🥺🥺
as always, ur biggest fan
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BABY BABY BABY BABYYYYYDHDKDKDKKFOVKFKEMRKFKF I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUU my little clover angel I LOVE YOU SOOOOO BAD I AM ACTUALLY YOUR NUMBER ONE FANNNNNNN 💔💔💔💔💔
I’ll be back on main blog™️ soon !!!! I miss it there too tbh RAHHHH side blog is good too but main blog is where everything started and I miss posting so bad 💔 I also somehow check tumblr less ever since the creation of side blog so I have to physically remind myself to check tumblr and I just. miss when I had more time to post and people wouldn’t get annoyed of me answering asks on main ☹️ BUT FEEL FREEEE TO SPAM SIDE BLOG™️ TOOOOOO she exists for all ur spam/vent/miscellaneous needs and I love checking on you guys even when I’m not on main. I love you !!!!
I’m so glad summer has been treating you so well ALSO KCON??? HELLO??????? I AM SOOOO FUCKING JEALOUS OH MY HODDKDKDMDMDKD I wanted to see Taemin & nmixx SOOOOO FUCKING BAD MY BABIESSSSSSS 🤲😭 TAKE SOOOO MANY PICS FOR ME I CANT WAIT TO HEAR ALL ABOUT IT RAHHH IT’S GONNA BE SOOOO FUCKING SICK I CANT WAIT I love this for u. Kcon era. Yes.
Also don’t be so hard on yourself my angelllll just make sure you’re staying healthy :( I love you :( and I fully acknowledge that beauty standards are fucking impossible to live by and they can genuinely be so taxing to try to fit. But as long as you’re healthy and happy and doing what you want for yourself only, that’s what matters :’) I’m always a message away if you need me (even though I’m fucking garbage at responding) and I love you no matter what. Take care of yourself precious cargo 🤲💓
I LOVE YOU and I missed you and I promise I will be back on main blog™️ as soon as I physically can be. I am ur biggest fan actually if you were a clover I would pick you and keep you in a little resin necklace and wear you all the time. I love you !!!!!!!!.!.!.!!.!/!:!!,?,!.!.!
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🥇🌙 📝 for the fanfic asks? 👀 Also hi!!! and have a good _____ [insert time of day according to timezone bc it probably isn't 1 am for you]
thank you so much!!! <3
🏅 What is something you recently felt proud of in regard to your writing (finished a fic, actually planned for once, etc).
i have two! i recently finished my Ronance Mermaid AU, and i feel soo proud of that one! it's just cozy little thing about healing and found family and being gay and only women allowed and i have so much love for it. and also!! i just finished writing a "nancy wheeler choose your own adventure" story and i'm soooo excited to post it!!
🌙 What time of day do you prefer to write? Why?
technically i think i'd be happy to write at any time of the day. wait no. probably not the morning. but after noon everything is valid lol usually i've been writing only after diner bc i've been so busy with life. so it's kind of becoming a habit to write at night!
📝 What is one growth area you have for your writing?
i'm not sure? like, something i'd like to get better at? well there are action scenes. and definitely not being so lazy about it all 😭 i'd like to expand my vocabulary and try more words and like for example use more idioms, but i have bilingual anxiety hgsdjfhgjf i'm like oh this isnt a real word/i'm using it wrong/no one actually says that, and so i end up deleting that probably nice word/sentence and writing it in a more simple way. i should probably stop doing that
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7, 18, and 22!!
7. What is your deepest joy about writing?
I LOVE. TO MAKE MY LITTLE GUYS DO THINGS. I LOVE PUTTING THEM IN SITUATIONS. no but fr i just find so much joy in writing them particularly in situations that will never happen in canon but would fix me if they did. like those little guys r never gonna really have a deep heart to heart about their trauma on screen but TO ME. THEY HAVE AND I WILL WRITE IT. or even like for not angst/hurt comfort stuff its like oh writing them having fun with their friends or being in love and being happy is so !!! GOOD
18. Choose a passage from your writing. Tell me about the backstory of this moment. How you came up with it, how it changed from start to end. Spicy addition: Questioner provides the passage.
sorry for choosing such a long part of this fic but its like. the most recent fic ive written that has anything worth explaing ig?? anyways this def isnt like crazy impressive or anything but this chapter has so much dialogue and i fucking suck at dialogue so this end portion was rlyyyy just an excuse for me to write tommy freaking out a bit without having to include dialogue and i think it was also a good end to the first chapter of this fic in terms of setting the tone for the rest of the fic 👍
22. How organized are you with your writing? Describe to me your organization method, if it exists. What tools do you use? Notebooks? Binders? Apps? The Cloud?
almost all my fics start as a handwritten draft (i have almost all my fics in some notebook somewhere in my room dating all the way back to like the 5th grade when i started writing beyblade self insert fanfiction) and then i retype them in docs and use that as my chance to edit as well ig? and then when i paste them onto ao3 i do a final edit there. uhhh if its a chaptered fic i usually have a doc with all the important details with the exception of like my umbrella academy dsmp au which almost all the details are on a post somewhere on this blog under the tsmpa tag i think? but they havent been updated in awhile, i need to change some major stuff for that au before i go back to writing it 😭😭
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tagged by @choitaeyang for the little P1ece questions thing :)
(ps im sorry i didnt answer all of the questions but i just didnt want the post to get too long!!)
1. Since when have you been a P1ece? I listened to Siren for the first time like early last fall, and found That's It a little later, and i remember thinking ok this is probably some well established group like their rapping and sound overall just really impressed me. (cut to surprised pika face when i found out OH THEY'RE LITERALLY ONLY A YEAR OLD)
2. What made you decide to stan P1H? i knew i liked their music but i decided to officially stan when i found out they were at FNC because n.flying is my ult, so i was like this must be a sign??? lmfao
3. Who is/are your bias(es)? jiung!
4. Your favourite era so far? in terms of music, Siren/Stand Out is my fav but in terms of looks/concept, Do It Like This/Find Out by a long shot.
5. Your favourite title track/MV? I like the MV for scared the best because the concept for it is really artistic, plus the falling rocks genuinely made me nervous so A+ for the immersive experience alkdflsdkjs
6. Your fav P1H choreo? the intro to Reset is so amazing, they are literally so in sync its mesmerizing to watch
7. Your fav b-sides? That's it is one of my favorite kpop songs ever, and idk if this counts as a title or a b side but i also love breakthrough a LOT
8. Your fav cover of theirs? MANIAC MANIAC MANIAC oh my god if you havent listened to it yet you have to. i love it even more because they were in charge of the creative direction for the video and they talked about how they had to put moodboards together and stuff. it makes me glad that they have some creative control for their content!!
10. Have you watched their little STAGE + performances? What’s your favourite? i havent seen all of them but this one with seob and intak is my favorite that ive seen. im usually not a fan of lyrical dancing like this but the beginning part is so good and i can just watch it over and over
12. Most iconic P1H tiktok in your opinion? soul glitching to the "listen to me now" audio fucking kills me. its literally so dumb but it cracks me up dlkfjsdlfs
13. A P1H moment you love? when they did the portrait drawing contest on Jongseobs birthday live, and keeho gave this big speech about how some artists arent appreciated in their time just bc he lost sldkfjlsk😭
16. A collab you’re hoping for? in their daebak show interview keeho and jiung said that they want to try more bandy music, so i think them working with n.flying would be so cool!! it would make my n.fia heart so happy
18. Fav lyric if you have one? "going my own way with two great danes, gotta stay humble like bill murray" certified iconic
19. Fav vocal, rapper and dancer? vocal has to be keeho, rapper jongseob, dancer soul!! why my own bias isnt on this list the world may never know.
23. Something you love about being a P1ece? I always love being a part of smaller fandoms because theres such a strong sense of community and dedication that sometimes gets lost in groups with huge fanbases. (in terms of like, when fanbases get bigger there can be lots of weird drama about voting or who should have won what or which fandoms are "fighting" one another but with smaller groups its like "woo!! we got a comeback!!" lmfao)It's a difficult balance, because while you want them to become successful and reach a larger audience, theres something special about stanning a newer/less well known group and feeling that camaraderie in fandom spaces.
Bonus: Anything P1Harmony-related that you want to recommend to your (non-P1ece) followers or to new P1eces?
Keeho covering "All of Me" by john legend genuinely surpasses the original, i could listen to this for days!! pls listen and be amazed!!!
#kpop stuff#p1harmony#p1h#thank u for tagging me this was super fun!! got me back into watching their youtube content#and looking at all the stuff that made me stan originally#ugh love them!!#text
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MARE if possible could you elaborate a bit on how your teacher is letting you sing surface pressure at a concert :O cause dude... that is. Fucking amazing?? HOW 😭😭 i remember i almost got a solo in my old orchestra class but i backed out cause i was so damn scared... LIKE
I'M SO GLAD U SAW THAT POST BC I WAS THINKING OF U WHEN I MADE IT :D
so basically my voice teacher works thru my school but isnt like an employed staff member she just has an agreement w the choir teacher that she can use the classroom space and has cheaper prices for lessons and obv offers them to students at my school ETC. and she's really chill and ive known her for a while so she always sort of starts the semester of lessons (they run by semester) asking ppl for what their goals are and what they want to sing. so usually she's taking students who have like some sort of audition coming up (thats not a rigid rule but a lot of ppl who do lessons are musical theatre kids etc so) which means she has to focus on like preparing pieces for auditions and everything
for me though i like. don't do jack all auditions wise for singing so im like Yeah lets just go funky and sing whatever. preferably songs in lower registers tho i need to expand that part of my voice
we talked and i mentioned that i was into six the musical which is why im singing that song all you wanna do but if you don't know the song its um. Very heavy and also. explicit 😭but she's letting me sing it the thing is Um. we have a concert so i told her at voice lessons today Hey if we do a concert with all the kids in the lessons i CANNOT sing that in front of my mother
so she was like oh yes of course okay we can get u a second piece and she played me a bunch of songs and at some point she scrolled past "we don't talk about bruno" so she started singing it and i told her "I've never watched Encanto but i have a friend who LOVES it so I listened to the soundtrack and Surface Pressure always makes me cry" (guess who the friend i was referring to was :D ) and she was like "YES okay. Do you want to sing it." and i was like. holy shit YES
and it works well bc (1) mare's mother approved aka not explicit (2) character piece and in musical theatre so it works for what i was trying to do for voice lessons (3) has a lot of low notes which is entirely what i wanted to go for (4) very cathartic to sing
so yeah :D i used to get TERRIBLE anxiety with singing like. thats what made me realize i was Quite a worrier by nature was cos i could not do it but. kind of forced myself to many times over the years and like i don't recommend brute forcing everything exposure therapy is a delicate thing 😭😭😭 but now like. im not the best eprformer or anything im still awkward and anxious as hell BUT im way more confident so ya :D
TLDR some miraculous combined effort between my mother, you, and bootleg exposure therapy
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yza <3 im so sorry for vanishing like that 😭 my phone's not doing well so it's hard to open tumblr. all the gif posts hang my phone and kick me out of the app 😭 i missed you sm
darling is so cute i love it really, the choreo is even cuter 😭 them hips wiggling shua and woozi do it the best i'm obsessed!!
the song is nice like it's not wow kind but still very cute and enjoyabe ( AND IU'S VERSION OF IT? GOD BLESS I LOVED THAT ) how was the overall cb for you? <3
from the solo trailers till the music show promo end, i enjoyed everything. so nice to see boys perform infront of carats 🥺
the way this was everyone's era <3 all of them shined equally in performances, songs etc the nose ring. anyway- hdjfdk 💀 okay but i genuinely meant when i said this was really everyone's era 😭😭 i swear
the songs are great too! i love them (except maybe ash jdjdkd) im so so obsessed with don quixote (and wonu co-wrote it 😭)
don quixote, 'bout you, hot, if you leave me, shadow, domino, march. i liked them all but this my current ranking hddjdj
if you leave me's lyric are so 💔🥺. wish they performed it or don quixote on dingo music </3
the music video is so fking cool tho? and watching pd's (the form of therapy youtube channel's) review i got to appreciate it even more
ALSO ALSO OH MY GOD 😭💔 STILL CRYING ABOUT IT, GOT7 ALBUM OH GOD 😭 they really did that im so so happy for them and proud yza 😭 not only did they come back, they came back with a banger 🔥 hopefully ppl will stop asking them about d*sbandnent. how was the experience for you?
we're not only infjs but also birthday month twins _+$+$($) love that for us honestly!
i'm doing good except i need some new gadgets dhjdkd i hope you're doing well 🥺💚💙 i missed you so much, take care yza 🥺 thank you for hanging out with me even tho i keep vanishing, will try to not vanish 😭😭😭
mA CHERIEEEEEEE <3 HIIIIIIIIIIIIII 🥺
I MISSED U SM??????????????????? + omg no need to be sorry at all >:( also i relate sm JKHSDFJHKFDS my old ass phone crashes on every single app atp
PLEASE???????????????????? when i saw that part i just about fainted 😭 jihoon's rarely cute but when he's doing cute things... pain... REAL pain
ALSO AGREED W MY WHOLE CHEST?????????????? thats exactly how i described darling to my friends too dsjfdsjkfh she's not bad, and she has really served her purpose she's just not titty dropping yk <3 also sumn abt songs of this genre suit iu sm!!!!!! it sounds even more light when she sings it its v enjoyable. I LOOOVE what the boys have been doing, ion think i've ever been this overwhelmed with content tbh JDSFHJSDFSD but i'm not able to maximize it bc they always have cbs during finals season for me djfhsdkjfh but i can always catch up its nbd <3 how about uuu?
i was just gonna ask how u were finding this cb + ur rankings for the songs since i usually reply paragraph per paragraph without reading the whole thing yet AND I LOVE HOW U JUST MENTIONED EM DSJFHSDJKFH
AND SO TRUE???????????????? i really love how everyone had a chance to shine, esp members who dont get as much attention as the others (china line, dino). NOT THE WONWOORIDEUL JUMPING OUT???????????????????? 😭😭😭 i am surrounded by wonu girlies huh
also sOO valid of u <3 ash really isnt for everyone (esp w the amt of autotune and just… heavy semi-4th gen style in it), but she is my baby 🤩 (bc of the jihoon and ww chorus tbh) ALSO LOVE HOW BOUT YOU RANKS SO HIGH???
i bet thats another crier during cons....... its gonna make its smile flower moment tbh
AND YEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! especially love the aspect ratio changes + 3d illusions that is sooo fucking hard to do and takes sm time... not to mention the transitions and illustrations on there??????? and omg so many people have been watching that vid maybe i should too 👁
AND I KNOW????????????? PLEASE, NOW EVERYONE WANTS TO PULL A GOT7 AFTER VIRTUALLY SHITTING ON THEM THEIR WHOLE CAREER 😭 it really is next to impossible and i respect them sm for even pulling it off (+ jb doing all that fucking paperwork??? mustve been literal hell) its SUUUCH a different experience too when u just love a group who u can just TELL loves e/o vm. AND I HAVENT SEEN BIRDIEBLR THAT ALIVE IN YEARS???????????????? we got more content than we have in their whole career in that 1 week tbh (also just in general after they left jype lmfao)
PLS??????????????? matchy matchy 😋
mood tbh 😭 manifesting those new gadgets for us </3 AND NOOOOOOO, i dont mind at all tbh. didnt even get a tiny bit upset bc i totally understand <3 and if its any comfort to u i have unintentionally disappeared from my friends for a month just last month JKDFHJSDFHS AND THESE ARE MY IRL CHILDHOOD BESTIES I’D RIDE OR DIE FOR 😭😭😭 also worst yza moment i disappeared on them irl for 2 years with no explanation i am the absolute WORST JKFDHJD SO PLSSSSSSS!! don’t feel bad at all i def get what u mean <3 i’m grateful u even spend time w me!! that being said ty for hanging out w me and i hope the rest of ur day/week is very sexie <3 MWAH
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you said we can rb with our opinions so i'm doing that
Capital City (s3) 6.5/10 this was a lot of fun but couldnt match skull town's energy at all
Airbase 7/10 love me some airbase. however it is a little bit boring
Skull Town 10/10 i miss her so much. i miss dropping on top of the buildings idk why no one else ever did that but omg. i want her back
Thunderdome 100000/10 I MISS HER SO FUCKING MUCH 😭😭😭😭 this was the Best place to land i always won fights here and endgames here were just *chef kiss* i love you and i miss you so much
Fuel Depot 1/10 bland. zero flavour. i don't even remember her. never landed here. i cannot pronounce her name correctly
Epicenter 2/10 this sucks i only landed here for challenges
Bridges 8/10 i miss her but not a lot i wasnt distraught when she died but whenever they bring her back i cant help but add bonus points for nostalgia she was a good spot for my newbie ass
Cascades 4.5/10 this may be an unpopular opinion but i dont care abt cascades and i HATED fighting here the layout was just bad for fights but still nostalgia points
Containment 7/10 i land here a lot but that's only becus i know the layout so well and i have my own secret landing spot basically this is where i land if my teammates are pussies and wont go to hotdrops
Sorting Factory 6/10 she's fine she's fun she's just not my go to spot i honestly kinda forget abt her a lot
Train Yard 8/10 i enjoy the chaos
Cage 9/10 one of my fave spots i usually don't last long here tho lmao. watered down thunderdome copy
Water Treatment 6/10 she's fine she's just boring i like end circles here tho it's fun
Relay -8/10 i fucking hate it here and i'm so glad she's dead. the only reason it isnt lower is becus the view was nice and i won my first shadowfall game here which took me forever
Capital City (s4) 4/10 i drop here constantly cus my teammates want to but i dont like it
Bunker 100/10 i love it here this is my favourite spot if my teammates or the champ squad are camping characters or the ship is flying over it we are landing here and no i do not give a shit if YOU die that is YOUR problem and i'm willing to make that sacrifice ykno
Dome -2/10 i was clickbaited into thinking this would be anything like thunderdome it is not
Skyhook 4/10 it's always a fuckin struggle to get out of here to go to the next circle
Artillery 5/10 i wanna know why every damn bangalore main lands here like i hate having bangalore jumpmasters cus i just Know we are going here why
Thermal Station 8/10 i like it here i like landing and late games here she's fun
The Tree 3/10 boring
Lava City 1/10 has anyone ever genuinely landed here
Repulsor 7/10 it's lit esp if u have a character that can get u up on the towers this hydro dam's spicier cousin
Salvage 4/10 i hate it here but she's not The Worst
Capcitor 1/10 i didnt know what this was at first when i read op's post but now that i kno i can tell u i do not like it very much
Slum Lakes 5.5/10 not my idea of a fun drop but again, not the Worst idea
Runoff 5.5/10 she's fine i just forget she exists all the time she was better in earlier seasons
Survey Camp 0/10 i don't know where this is
Geyser 6/10 it's nice n peaceful but i hate end circles here
Drill Site 8/10 she slaps a lil ngl
Wetlands 6/10 i do miss her fights here were p fun but i was always solo in late games that ended here :/
The Pit 7/10 real fun i don't go here often tho
The Harvester 5/10 i hate late games here but it's a fun drop ig
The Rig 0/10 if u were to show me the map rn and ask me where this is i wouldnt be able to tell you
Swamps 4/10 fun late games but i REFUSE to land here. this is such a boring drop. if you land us here genuinely fuck you nerd
Hydro Dam 6.5/10 she's actually rlly cool but it's boring to land in. this is ur peaceful game option tbh
Lava Fissure 4.5/10 i like it here when we're alone but FUCK fighting here
Refinery 6/10 it's fun but once the fights are over it's like oh. now i gotta get into the ring :/
Market 8/10 she's fun i die here a lot when we hotdrop but she's fire at late games
Overlook 4/10 i'm bored
Gauntlet 8/10 lots of fun usually it slapped harder in earlier seasons tho cus it was next to thunderdome :(
Labs 8/10 slaps. if i am tired i Will be dropping us here i dont care if YOU die i'll be the last one to go out mark my words. i never land outside i always portal
Mirage Voyage 5.5/10 it's fun but we never win here also im confused by why it's still here even tho it was a christmas thing like ik it's mirage's thing but-
Trials 4/10 stupid fuckin prowler!!!!! excuse me? EXCUSE ME??? i Hate prowlers
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Capital City (s3) 8/10 had a rlly good flow and the two buildings were such a chaotic fun time
Airbase 3/10 i only go here when no one has any ideas on where to go
Skull Town 9/10 i miss her, the loml
Thunderdome 7/10 landing here was fun but fighting here was a shitshow, especially if the game Ended here
Fuel Depot 8/10 the BEST part of the s3 map, but only if u dont include that high ridge by the res beacon. She had one flaw.
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