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HEY! DO YOU LIKE THE STUFF I POST HERE ABOUT BURGERTRON X BONZ-EYE? Then you're in LUCK because I'M writing a fanfic series about this EXACT premise on Wattpad!! It's a bunch of oneshots strung into a sort of "timeline", and it also features Sweet Tree/Sugar 'n Slice and (queer-platonic) Burgerfrost, as well as art for each chapter done by yours truly <3 (pictured above is the art for chapters 1 and 2!) It's called "OPERATION: Steak Cuts!" and you can read it here! 🧡⚔💚
#botbots tag 🏪#kin tag: burgertron 🍔🤖#f/o tag: bonz eye 💚⚔#tf botbots#transformers botbots#botbots#transformers#maccadam#fanfic#canon x canon#self promo#the chapters might be a tad slow to update because im currently busy with artfight!!! but I *am* working on things :o)#and also: this is a PERSONAL project! a love letter to these two and their dynamic and chemistry#this isnt anything i have a schedule for#i work on it when i want to and when i have the drive to & i dont have deadlines for chapters#please keep this in mind and respect that
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My comic is so pretty...
The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!
#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two#which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4#so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn#the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely#its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time#cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that#52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me#i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me#where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work#thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension#me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again#ttawebcomic#comic panels#hiatus stuff#adam and steve
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some small stuff from recently! sketches from when i was having a migraine and couldn't have my glasses on, and a little (vaguely) 1920's pearl design that i'm not gonna be doing anything with
#hermitcraft#skizzleman#grian#geminitay#tangotek#pearlescentmoon#art out the oven#caught up on some hc povs and the skizz raid bit was so good <3 tango's drawing isnt related to anything#i just wanted to draw someone in a cowboy hat and i decided it was gonna be tango#i have a feeling most of my posts for the next while will be of this quality 😔 forgive me#[scheduled]
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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#jesus christ my new job has had me working literally every day all closing shifts so i dont get home until after dark#which like. TERRIBLE for the social life and ability to do anything else. but also. the paychecks are looking very sexy. alas.#god im so fucking tired though#and the job itself isnt bad and neither are my coworkers. theyve all been so sweet to me and are very patient with me learning the fucking#1930s-esque system they have going on. im enjoying myself i just also wish i wasnt scheduled so damn much#and i wish my brain would let me finish whats left of my responsibilities. the way my anxiety has SKYROCKETED lately and i#cant do a single fucking thing about it bc my brain just says. no <3#ill get it all done. i know i will. i just need to. idk. sit down and suck it up a bit#okay i need to shower and eat and also my feet hurt a lot so i need to mope about that too#KISSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#personal
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Woah this little project has been going on for 3 years now! A little crazy that I've managed to keep this thing running but I am nothing if not committed to the bit. Thank you to everyone who has been here since day one and everyone who has followed along more recently in this journey to post every single Sanji! Here's to three more years 🥂
#not sanji#this isnt housekeeping either but ill tag it with that#im scheduling this out on the 11th ive just finished queuing ch333#but ueueue i started this blog as a freshman in college and i graduate in may#ive changed hyperfixations half a dozen times and i stopped keeping up with#the weekly releases for one piece in like august 2020#wano was just getting too convoluted for me#but one piece was what i hyperfixated on at the start of the first lockdown#so it will always have a special place in my heart#also hopefully by the time this posts ill have my new car#and this blog will have been with me through 4 phones (technically) and 2 cars#and 3 different dorms/apartments#i dont know what im doing post graduation tbh i just applied for a job as a#patient representative at a clinic in my home town which will get me on my feet in the#professional world but i could do just about anything#everyone wants an anthropologist but nobody wants to admit it#im also bilingual which is also a useful skill. but if anyone says they know what theyre doing#especially when theyre my age (22) they are lying#we're all kinda groping around blindly hoping to find something that sticks#anyway ive rambled enough! dkshsjkssj if you read all this.... thank you?#idk this blog means a lot to me ive been keeping it up through a lot of rough patches#its like. one of the constants in my life idk.#anyway. i need to do dishes and make lunch byeeeeeee#i never tagged this with housekeeping.#housekeeping
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im going to get really into remembering to brush my teeth . for real this time . i know ive said this like multiple times a year every year since i was like 8 but like for real this time
#text#i AM medicated now#so maybe i CAN actually do it this time#i think one problem is i reallyyyy like drinking soda and i dont like brushing my teeth b4 i drink soda or right after#so by the time im done with my morning treat its ''too late'' Which isnt true u can do anything whenever u want but#yknow. brain weird. so ig actually the problem is i think i have to do it at Specific Times that dont with my weirdbrain schedule
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Some stuff I've drawn semi recently
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry#furry oc#furry art#Ive been going thru it recently but Ill survive#on the bright side the pet sitting job for my aunt is coming up soon#so Ill have a house to myself for a bit at least#Im probably still gonna be fairly offline for the foreseeable future unless I somehow manage to fix my sleep schedule anytime soon#not to say I will be on any sorta complete hiatus or anything just that Im not getting any more active most likely#not that I think anyone rly cares at this point since its been the norm for a while now but yknow#Ill still be around to answer asks and stuff just dont freak out if I take a lil bit to see it 👍#anyways enough of being a downer Im actually pretty happy with these even if theyre mostly just doodles#also I havent posted any art of these guys in a While but say hi to them while you can cause theyre back into the void of my brain now#first is keese (the oc™) second is toon and third is clyve#all from different stories but toon and clyve are both from the magic cat universe#their paths never meet tho the closest connection they have has to go through like 4 characters first#you can also tell theyre from different stories because one is anthro and the other isnt lol#generally speaking I consider anthro designs slightly more canon but both are canon depending on the story#not in a shapeshifting way just in a me being an inconsistent bitch sorta way#but yeah keese the oc is much older than either of those two I just dont talk abt them or their story ever#but hey if any of yall remember suckerz those two are besties#suckerz is sort of younger than the other two and sort of much older than all three#shes a sort of updated version of a reallyyyy old sona sort of character I had in like 6th grade I think#back during my lilo and stitch experiment oc era where I had one that was music themed#I also had a digimon variant of her she was called like beatramon or smth like that#she was basically a hypothetical music mascot and shes kind of still that tbh#if I ever get enough into making music that I start posting shit it will be my music mascot
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dear fucking god charlie slimecicle's character formula has ruined me once again. it's 4:15 am as im writing this and my body is litterally vibrating I can't stop thinking about peter fucking sqloint he's so me coded fr fr <3 <3
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#jrwi#i promised i would start taking care of myself better and fixing my sleep schedule#AND THEN I JUST HAAAADDDDDD TO WATCH THE ANGLESTONE SUPERCUT#FUCK ME AND THIS GAY EARTH#i need to draw the urge is so strong#but i dont want to draw him digitally i want to draw him traditionally#but i dont have any of my sketchbooks:(#also i cant even DO anything about it because i dont have patreon :((((((#i watched the supercut then i binged art here then fics as many of them as i could read at once#and now i still cant sleep so my ass is probably about to be even MORE mentally ill about albatrio!!!#(because this dumbass is on episode 56 of riptide and the domestic vibes for this episode are killing me)#anyway point is charlie slimecicle make a character that isnt autistic and laced with cocaine for autistic people challenge (impossible)
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how do you ask your roommate to leave surfaces generally in a clean and working order. not even talking about clutter but like oil and grime and shit
#he is my age. at the throats of parents who dont teach their male children to clean#god knows im not perfect at this but at least i have immense social anxiety about putting my own obstructive messes in front of other peopl#id like to state for the record that im not angry or upset over this . just frustrated that im doing a) more home maintenance work than him#and b) more home maintenance work than i did living on my own#and im like 2-3x as busy. get 2-3x less sleep. developing stress conditions etc etc#he does stuff when i ask him to in a good enough kinda way but also i hate asking 👍👍👍👍👍 i hate asking so fucking bad#this close to asking him to just hire a cleaning service on his weeks to clean despite the fact that he makes like almost half of what i do#augh#anyway im fine . ive been crocheting a project due at the end of the month for 4 hours straight sitting on the living room carpet#id sit on my couch but like i have a thing about touching peoples beds and hes asleep on it half the time 😭#incidentally. yes thats why im in the living room instead of my room lmaoooo#ugh ok anyway anyway. ''you live like this?'' yes sorry i just need to talk to him but our schedules are really incompatible l#and im always the one pestering him about stuff like hes never asked me to do anything . so i feel bad. this is my own fault. i know this#just need to complain somewhere because my ass is numb lol this isnt a cushiony carpet
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spiraling is so wild first im pissed that my drawing didnt look good now i dont think ill ever forgive my family for their treatment of me
#im sick of being babied because theres a man whos taller than me 🙂#'ooohfhgf yr so little im sorry about how you dont know anything 🥺🥺'#< talking to a 5'7 person who swims at least twice a week has a 3.97 gpa and calls my grandparents more than my parents do#if i try to make jokes to not just fucking PISS EVERYONE OFF they think ohh so silly woman. never had an opinion 🙂#nothing i say is ever serious dont even FUCKING worry 👍👍#its fucking pathetic. at my brothers age i was like i can relate to this scary character haha#cue my mother swooping in to be like noo this isnt you#AND HE FUCKING SENDS SOMEBODY TO THE HOSPITAL IN HOCKEY. BUT ITS FINE BECAUSE HE PLAYS BETTER HOCKEY THAN ME#all you have to do here is be strong. physically not mentally because knowing you have undiagnosed adhd for#a literal third of yr life doesnt count. BUT if yr shoulders are too big for the prom dress that they think you want to wear its also over#and my brother is so butthurt from also growing up in this wack ass situation that he wont let me have ANYTHING.#sorry that you dont think i can read a map or whatever the fuck#sorry that you THINK you make more money than me at yr silly sports job#WHEN IM TRAINED TO HOLD 150 POUNDS TREADING WATER. sorry i got illegally scheduled and it gave me heat cramps#silly me.
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college registration is once again trying to FUCKING KILL ME so im off to draw tntduo to cope i guess
#text#WHY do i need to score high enough on a placement exam to get into ENTRY LEVEL chemistry isnt the POINT that i dont know FUCKING ANYTHING???#also looking from my schedule like im gonna have to go back to working both weekend days again 😁😁😁 yay 😁😁😁
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#Im hiding in the tags of my own post cause im a COWARD#anyhoo im RANTING#Im staying home today cause my period cramps are obliterating my insides (hence the gif)#and I was trying to figure out what to do cause now my schedule is rearranged#and my first thought was 'oh I have some time I should reblog one of those prompt ask memes and just do a few drabbles'#and straight up stopped walking cause ???? hello????#hmm what a strange thought for someone WHO HASNT WRITTEN ANYTHING ON HERE EVER???#I mean I did like once 4yrs ago but the I got so stressed out I deleted the app for an hour so#like why would THAT be my first casual idea😭#THE URGE TO CREATE (the urge to write vaxleth) is STRONG in this waffle house tonight boys#and for a moment I was like 😏 I could do it but the more I think about it the more daunting it feels?#I feel like Im not well versed enough in c1 moments cause its been a year since I 'finished' it and lowkey dont remember a lot#and despite 2 seasons I feel like there isnt enough room in tlovm to write something that I feel would be og enough#and because im a little pab and spent the last year sending every single au idea and every hc to other blogs (i am my own worst enemy)#i think any au i would write would just be straight up plagerism cause I have no self control in other ppls inboxs😭#ANYWAYS look whos getting worked up over literally nothing#off to google docs I go!#mira talks
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update <3
#in case anyone remembers the saga about the guy i’d been talking to for like a week then made out with then he promptly ghosted me despite#having given one of those ‘even if it doesnt work out i still want to be friends’ claims and all my additional choosing insanity over it#well. finally got one of my friends to go to the restaurant he works at with me#also keep in mind that that stuff happened in like november we literally havent spoken in months i am just choosing to continue being#insane bc i think i deserve to#anyway. so my friend and i go to the restaurant and unfortunately he isnt there#but before we leave i ask the waitress hey um do you happen to have a coworker named [redacted]#and she was like oh yeah is he a friend of yours? :) and my friend says no. and i say …. i know him#waitress can tell that i dont mean i know him in a good way too. she laughs and says it seems like theres a story here but she doesnt ask#anything further. instead she proceeds to tell me his fucking work schedule ajdjsjjfkf#she was like yeah he worked this morning he usually works thursday mornings then all weekend :)#so shes my new hero#idk if this guy has also gotten himself on bad terms with her or if she just knows what hes like or if she just understood the implication#of an irritated girl coming in asking after a guy bc she ‘knows him’#but she rly understood the assignment. anyway im in love with her now <3#OMG i almost forgot the best part. after telling me this she asks do you want me to give him a message and i saw yes i sure would. tell him#sam said hi :)#anyway i will be dragging my friend back there with me at the end of the month on a weekend to continue antagonizing this specific asshole#sam speaks
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For the rest of July I want to focus on art I think. I've been struggling with it lately but if I started a drawing challenge. Well. That'd help me
#itd always an excuse for me. but its so useful#i get a better schedule bc i have to blmce drawing and irl stuff#and i enjoy drawing A LOT#but also i ahvwnt ahd much inspo bc ive also been taking a pause from anything mcyt that isnt qsmp#genuinely fatigued#i struggle a lot in the summer#but on the other hand#ive been having a lot of fun on the wander smp#its my first smp with many ppl#and its so nice#genuinely great people on there#rare rambling
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So I found out upon checking my email this morning that the therapy appointment isn't in the health building like I thought, but rather in the basement of a boy's only dorm further north
Which brings up two problems: that's even further away than I'd accounted for, and I find it SUPREMELY uncomfortable to go to a boy's only dorm for therapy, even if the office is in one of the general areas.
I'd already been conceding on the matter of agreeing to talk to a man, since I'm generally uncomfortable with talking to men I don't know, but it was the soonest appointment I could get... so I agreed to it, but finding out it's in the boy's only dorm is just Too Much. Not only would it make it even harder to get there, but my skin just kinda crawls thinking about baring my fuckin heart in a place so thoroughly meant for guys. Like it's a place I don't belong, which REALLY does not help give the comfort kinda required of such an appointment.
I called the office asking if the appointment could be set up on zoom (bc it mentioned it in the email), but the therapist was staunch on it being in-person, so I rescheduled with a different person for the 13th. Bc if this dude isn't gonna be understanding with my discomfort with the location, like fuckin hell I'm gonna let myself be emotionally vulnerable with him. Bet he was thinking I was being too picky like "Oh it's a stupid Girl who can't handle being around Men" like sorry I have a healthy fear of guys I don't know 😋😋😋😋😋 if U have a problem with it then change society so talking to unknown men doesn't feel like walking in a minefield. Thanks.
#speculation nation#so. no appointment today. i asked the receptionist just to be Sure of the location for the one next week#and yeah it's not gonna be in a fucking boy's only dorm#genuinely why the hell did they schedule me with someone there. ugh.#bit of a bummer but i do feel like i dodged a bullet#bc if the dude isnt gonna be understanding about this. why would he be understanding about other things?#bc ultimately this comes down to an accomodation for anxiety. he may think it's senseless but it's real to me.#being around men i dont know is just so uncomfortable. makes me so nervous. and Especially at a boy's college dorm...#if the guy cant concede to that then i cant trust him to be understanding of my other Issues. so it's better like this.#really fuckin annoying though. but i cant say i'm disappointed to have the extra time in my morning.#so it's... fine. i'll manage. im just vaguely disgruntled by it all.#negative/#Probs. im certainly complaining enough.#& pls dont come at me with the 'not all men' shtick. i Know majority of men are just normal people#but even among normal men i sometimes just feel like a hunk of meat to them#once i know a man & know hes not gonna try to hit on me or be creepy to me then i'm just fine#but unknown men. anything could happen. even an okay man could make me uncomfortable if he's overly friendly or hits on me#this is just basic self preservation ok. if youre a small 'girl' you learn very young to be careful with these things. ok.#anyways so that's My morning lol. ugh
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