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HEY! DO YOU LIKE THE STUFF I POST HERE ABOUT BURGERTRON X BONZ-EYE?
Then you're in LUCK because I'M writing a fanfic series about this EXACT premise on Wattpad!! It's a bunch of oneshots strung into a sort of "timeline", and it also features Sweet Tree/Sugar 'n Slice and (queer-platonic) Burgerfrost, as well as art for each chapter done by yours truly <3 (pictured above is the art for chapters 1 and 2!)
It's called "OPERATION: Steak Cuts!" and you can read it here! 🧡⚔💚
#botbots tag 🏪#kin tag: burgertron 🍔🤖#f/o tag: bonz eye 💚⚔#tf botbots#transformers botbots#botbots#transformers#maccadam#fanfic#canon x canon#self promo#the chapters might be a tad slow to update because im currently busy with artfight!!! but I *am* working on things :o)#and also: this is a PERSONAL project! a love letter to these two and their dynamic and chemistry#this isnt anything i have a schedule for#i work on it when i want to and when i have the drive to & i dont have deadlines for chapters#please keep this in mind and respect that
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My comic is so pretty...
The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!
#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two#which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4#so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn#the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely#its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time#cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that#52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me#i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me#where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work#thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension#me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again#ttawebcomic#comic panels#hiatus stuff#adam and steve
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some small stuff from recently! sketches from when i was having a migraine and couldn't have my glasses on, and a little (vaguely) 1920's pearl design that i'm not gonna be doing anything with
#hermitcraft#skizzleman#grian#geminitay#tangotek#pearlescentmoon#art out the oven#caught up on some hc povs and the skizz raid bit was so good <3 tango's drawing isnt related to anything#i just wanted to draw someone in a cowboy hat and i decided it was gonna be tango#i have a feeling most of my posts for the next while will be of this quality 😔 forgive me#[scheduled]
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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Woah this little project has been going on for 3 years now! A little crazy that I've managed to keep this thing running but I am nothing if not committed to the bit. Thank you to everyone who has been here since day one and everyone who has followed along more recently in this journey to post every single Sanji! Here's to three more years 🥂
#not sanji#this isnt housekeeping either but ill tag it with that#im scheduling this out on the 11th ive just finished queuing ch333#but ueueue i started this blog as a freshman in college and i graduate in may#ive changed hyperfixations half a dozen times and i stopped keeping up with#the weekly releases for one piece in like august 2020#wano was just getting too convoluted for me#but one piece was what i hyperfixated on at the start of the first lockdown#so it will always have a special place in my heart#also hopefully by the time this posts ill have my new car#and this blog will have been with me through 4 phones (technically) and 2 cars#and 3 different dorms/apartments#i dont know what im doing post graduation tbh i just applied for a job as a#patient representative at a clinic in my home town which will get me on my feet in the#professional world but i could do just about anything#everyone wants an anthropologist but nobody wants to admit it#im also bilingual which is also a useful skill. but if anyone says they know what theyre doing#especially when theyre my age (22) they are lying#we're all kinda groping around blindly hoping to find something that sticks#anyway ive rambled enough! dkshsjkssj if you read all this.... thank you?#idk this blog means a lot to me ive been keeping it up through a lot of rough patches#its like. one of the constants in my life idk.#anyway. i need to do dishes and make lunch byeeeeeee#i never tagged this with housekeeping.#housekeeping
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#just... ugh! im so frustrated nd need to vent a bit#sadly.. smth i havent accepted yet is that having avpd will be constant thru my life and it will have ups and downs#i had a pretty long run of not being *that* avoidant#for 2 weeks now i'm back in that suuuuuper avoidant place#like super avoidant. i dont even go for walks or go to the grocery store. or send emails to my teachers (important!!!!)#i cant look at anything thats important. i dont even clean my room T-T#this is the 2nd week im skipping school which is v bad. nd i havent done anything on my assignment in the course i need to finish in march#i dont open messages or reply to anyone bc i just cant it gives me too much anxiety#im simply avoiding EVERYTHING#and it's such an awful place to be stuck in i hate it so so so so much#worst part is I HAVE NO FKN IDEA HOW TO BREAK FREE!!!!!!!#i've never gotten any treatment for my avpd nd there is actually no information or research online so idk how to handle it#i just wait and simmer in this fkn.... sucky ass soup mess nd wait nd wait#until suddenly it just loosens nd i can start doing things here nd there#the problem is. i dont rlly have time#i dont have time to sit and wait!!! i have time sensitive responsibilities that i risk ruin if i dont do them#i just have no idea HOW to do anything rn. bc it doesnt work to just force myself to do them#it doesn work to make lists or schedules#it suxxx that there isnt rlly any treatment or accessible tips for how to deal w avpd bc im rlly...#im alone... out in the open sea... no one around as far as the eye can see... no life raft. no help skskksks#anyway#ig all i can do is wait nd *try* to do small things as much as i can nd hope i'll get less avoidant soon#i just hate this so much. i always feel so awful nd terrible nd it's so bad ugh
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im gonna fucking throw up istg PAY ATTENTION TOO EMEEEEEEEE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
#theres something WRONG WITH MEE AAUUUGGHGHGHGHGHGGHGHHGHHHGHG BAPPING MYSELF ON THE HEAD WHY CANT I BE ALONE#vent#car seat headrest isnt making it any better man. ive just guh#ive just been having a bad week mental heath wise dude. like ive been having thoughts of hurting myself and shits insane and i just guh.#i feel like im only desirable when i can give something to someone guh. laying on the floor and taking damage#maybe i should stop making self depreciating jokes about myself that could be it too#idk why ive been having thoughts of hurting myself either idk what could be causing it.#maybe i miss how it felt to do something i knew was wrong and that could get m in trouble if my parents found out.#idk what they would even do if they found out. theyve never noticed anything wrong with me wow im that good at hiding shit#grgh. kicking things >:[ idk what's wrong with me. maybe it's just a bad week or something i dont know#i wish i could get loved the way i love people#anyways back to our regularly scheduled posting!!! no more of all that :] normal again chat tee hee
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im going to get really into remembering to brush my teeth . for real this time . i know ive said this like multiple times a year every year since i was like 8 but like for real this time
#text#i AM medicated now#so maybe i CAN actually do it this time#i think one problem is i reallyyyy like drinking soda and i dont like brushing my teeth b4 i drink soda or right after#so by the time im done with my morning treat its ''too late'' Which isnt true u can do anything whenever u want but#yknow. brain weird. so ig actually the problem is i think i have to do it at Specific Times that dont with my weirdbrain schedule
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might have to quit today guyssssss the waiting game is killing me
#i do not know my managers schedule so im not sure if he’ll be there tonight#but if he is i have to give my two weeks tonight#if hes not and also isnt scheduled for tomorrow ill just tell a lead and submit it to hr#one of them can tell him#im not really afraid anyone will be mean all my leads are very nice i just dont leave for another half hour#dont start work for an hour and a half#and dont have anything to do until i leave#so i just have to SIT WITH ITTTT#hellish
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Some stuff I've drawn semi recently
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry#furry oc#furry art#Ive been going thru it recently but Ill survive#on the bright side the pet sitting job for my aunt is coming up soon#so Ill have a house to myself for a bit at least#Im probably still gonna be fairly offline for the foreseeable future unless I somehow manage to fix my sleep schedule anytime soon#not to say I will be on any sorta complete hiatus or anything just that Im not getting any more active most likely#not that I think anyone rly cares at this point since its been the norm for a while now but yknow#Ill still be around to answer asks and stuff just dont freak out if I take a lil bit to see it 👍#anyways enough of being a downer Im actually pretty happy with these even if theyre mostly just doodles#also I havent posted any art of these guys in a While but say hi to them while you can cause theyre back into the void of my brain now#first is keese (the oc™) second is toon and third is clyve#all from different stories but toon and clyve are both from the magic cat universe#their paths never meet tho the closest connection they have has to go through like 4 characters first#you can also tell theyre from different stories because one is anthro and the other isnt lol#generally speaking I consider anthro designs slightly more canon but both are canon depending on the story#not in a shapeshifting way just in a me being an inconsistent bitch sorta way#but yeah keese the oc is much older than either of those two I just dont talk abt them or their story ever#but hey if any of yall remember suckerz those two are besties#suckerz is sort of younger than the other two and sort of much older than all three#shes a sort of updated version of a reallyyyy old sona sort of character I had in like 6th grade I think#back during my lilo and stitch experiment oc era where I had one that was music themed#I also had a digimon variant of her she was called like beatramon or smth like that#she was basically a hypothetical music mascot and shes kind of still that tbh#if I ever get enough into making music that I start posting shit it will be my music mascot
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dear fucking god charlie slimecicle's character formula has ruined me once again. it's 4:15 am as im writing this and my body is litterally vibrating I can't stop thinking about peter fucking sqloint he's so me coded fr fr <3 <3
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#jrwi#i promised i would start taking care of myself better and fixing my sleep schedule#AND THEN I JUST HAAAADDDDDD TO WATCH THE ANGLESTONE SUPERCUT#FUCK ME AND THIS GAY EARTH#i need to draw the urge is so strong#but i dont want to draw him digitally i want to draw him traditionally#but i dont have any of my sketchbooks:(#also i cant even DO anything about it because i dont have patreon :((((((#i watched the supercut then i binged art here then fics as many of them as i could read at once#and now i still cant sleep so my ass is probably about to be even MORE mentally ill about albatrio!!!#(because this dumbass is on episode 56 of riptide and the domestic vibes for this episode are killing me)#anyway point is charlie slimecicle make a character that isnt autistic and laced with cocaine for autistic people challenge (impossible)
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how do you ask your roommate to leave surfaces generally in a clean and working order. not even talking about clutter but like oil and grime and shit
#he is my age. at the throats of parents who dont teach their male children to clean#god knows im not perfect at this but at least i have immense social anxiety about putting my own obstructive messes in front of other peopl#id like to state for the record that im not angry or upset over this . just frustrated that im doing a) more home maintenance work than him#and b) more home maintenance work than i did living on my own#and im like 2-3x as busy. get 2-3x less sleep. developing stress conditions etc etc#he does stuff when i ask him to in a good enough kinda way but also i hate asking 👍👍👍👍👍 i hate asking so fucking bad#this close to asking him to just hire a cleaning service on his weeks to clean despite the fact that he makes like almost half of what i do#augh#anyway im fine . ive been crocheting a project due at the end of the month for 4 hours straight sitting on the living room carpet#id sit on my couch but like i have a thing about touching peoples beds and hes asleep on it half the time 😭#incidentally. yes thats why im in the living room instead of my room lmaoooo#ugh ok anyway anyway. ''you live like this?'' yes sorry i just need to talk to him but our schedules are really incompatible l#and im always the one pestering him about stuff like hes never asked me to do anything . so i feel bad. this is my own fault. i know this#just need to complain somewhere because my ass is numb lol this isnt a cushiony carpet
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i need to attack someone with teeth Very Badly
#tje .. the difficulties :(#piktalk#longtags; apawlogies#make a resume this get a job that learn t drive go to school book an appointment What If I Exploded w The Force Of An Atomic Bomb Rightnow#hey is anyone else seeing this shit. hey anyone else got the horrors on their schedule. hello#its so fucked up. its So fucked up. is anyone seeing this shit.#yknow whats funny tho. the other day i got a ''i heard on t/ktok that laziness isnt actually a thing and it means people just#need help. so im sorry for calling you lazy and let me know what you need to get moving again''#days later ''you have to do hard things sometimes things arent free you cant just cut corners bc youre lazy''#looks directly at the camera and Stares. Hard.#icant make this shit up mybeloveds. somethins real wrong and i sure as hell cant see it so fuck me dude iguess! hell on earth!#anyway isnt it fucked up how feeling anything ever is a fatal character flaw and it means ur horrible + irredeemable. crazy.
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spiraling is so wild first im pissed that my drawing didnt look good now i dont think ill ever forgive my family for their treatment of me
#im sick of being babied because theres a man whos taller than me 🙂#'ooohfhgf yr so little im sorry about how you dont know anything 🥺🥺'#< talking to a 5'7 person who swims at least twice a week has a 3.97 gpa and calls my grandparents more than my parents do#if i try to make jokes to not just fucking PISS EVERYONE OFF they think ohh so silly woman. never had an opinion 🙂#nothing i say is ever serious dont even FUCKING worry 👍👍#its fucking pathetic. at my brothers age i was like i can relate to this scary character haha#cue my mother swooping in to be like noo this isnt you#AND HE FUCKING SENDS SOMEBODY TO THE HOSPITAL IN HOCKEY. BUT ITS FINE BECAUSE HE PLAYS BETTER HOCKEY THAN ME#all you have to do here is be strong. physically not mentally because knowing you have undiagnosed adhd for#a literal third of yr life doesnt count. BUT if yr shoulders are too big for the prom dress that they think you want to wear its also over#and my brother is so butthurt from also growing up in this wack ass situation that he wont let me have ANYTHING.#sorry that you dont think i can read a map or whatever the fuck#sorry that you THINK you make more money than me at yr silly sports job#WHEN IM TRAINED TO HOLD 150 POUNDS TREADING WATER. sorry i got illegally scheduled and it gave me heat cramps#silly me.
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Hello "use Firefox" entities. If anyone would have fun expanding upon the suggestion, my phone came with like 20 google apps and I would prefer to have 0. I'm doubt that is 100% possible because there are very few default programs. Example: no default calender or photo app--just google calendar and google photo. But good lord there are too many of them
Is there a "use Firefox" suggestion for email/calendar/map/file viewer/anything?
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#i almost got a plain flip phone to avoid Advertisements but the cheapest was like....$100.... so i got a $200 smartphone and its#moderately adequate. i am still figuring out how to answer calls. you swipe to do it but if you dont swipe with a specific velocity it just#wiggles things around. im not sure how im supposed to lock my phone bc the lock button is also the “reads your fingerprint and unlocks your#phone“ button. so ill lock it and then it immediately registers my finger (which i need to use to press the button to lock it???) and then#it unlocks.#humans are not designed for this. we are crafty and clever and cunning but this is beyond my established skill#i miss my first “phone.” everything customizable. app. font. brightness. scheduled volume changes to silence my phone#during school hours. keybind any key to anything. double-press volume-down to pause audio without looking#i had a “swipe down menu” before they were default :3 i picked exactly which options i wanted in it. i remember my first#real phone had the swipe down menu. i was kinda mad because i knew the original designers and programmers hadnt been#compensated. it was open software. but its different when apple uses the programming in hundreds of billions of dollars worth of products.#gah and then they took SOME of the ideas and locked them behind subscriptions 🙄 like when youtube decided that you#had to pay for Youtube Plus or it pauses media if you turn off the screen. why does this app even know if my phone is locked or unlocked?#its annoying... i stay very far away from any work-arounds that could have consequences. so im stuck hopping#from newly-found method to the next. they vanish as soon as the wrong person discovers it and someone codes it out of existence#i love my little mp3player. no wifi. no bluetooth. no google. the few features it has require non-intuitive button pressing.#but....no ads. just music. purchased music! no subscription. it has a headphone jack. fits in my palm. the exterior isnt glass lol.#wow sorry i am raaaambling. oh well. its my post lol.#sorenhoots
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college registration is once again trying to FUCKING KILL ME so im off to draw tntduo to cope i guess
#text#WHY do i need to score high enough on a placement exam to get into ENTRY LEVEL chemistry isnt the POINT that i dont know FUCKING ANYTHING???#also looking from my schedule like im gonna have to go back to working both weekend days again 😁😁😁 yay 😁😁😁
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