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i feel like people dont realize how naive c!dream can be, hes so trusting in people and even when hes trying to be "evil" hes still deeply trusting in the systems in place
honestly, yeah--people have been talking about c!dream's fatal flaws today and honestly a lot of his problems in a lot of cases boil down to expecting people to act in ways that he thinks are more Reasonable, or acting within the letter of the law, etc, than they actually end up doing.
you see plenty of this in the disc war, starting from its very beginning (and how he gets pissed about being attacked out of nowhere + not getting an apology, and how much of the early disc war had to do with fake deals and the like) as well as the revolution (how he gives technical independence in exchange for the discs and then continually ends up wrapped up in conflicts around the discs, which evidently frustrate him because according to the terms of their agreement the discs are technically his, an argument he maintains for a long time. as early as that first conversation with lmanburg he's giving them legitimacy unintentionally by abiding by c!wilbur's requirements such as "you cant come into our land without armor but you can walk on the wall" and "you can't break any of our leaves" etc. in spirit speech he's blindsided by nlm going against the terms of the agreement that they just made in order to blackmail him, and that's what makes him snap--later on, during dethronement, it's c!sapnap and c!george reacting through a coup + assassination plot that has him specifically peeved because he's unhappy with their reactions to his trying to protect them + acting in line with the requirements they originally set for the kingship in the first place. his favors with both techno and wilbur end up completely unenforceable once he's in prison and really rely on good will more than anything, the idea that because he Did Something For Them they'll Do Something For Him Too even though there's literally nothing that he can do to force them to do anything for him at all. (which obviously then goes into inconsolable differences, where, for all of his supposed "power" that he was clinging to over c!wilbur, he sure couldn't stop c!wilbur from doing anything and still ended up doing everything that he said.) and of course, the prison is the biggest example--expecting c!Sam to operate within the prison protocol only for c!Sam "I am the law" Awesamdude to completely ruin that assessment week by week until he's inviting someone into the damn prison in full armor to torture him daily.
there are more examples that im sure people can articulate more clearly, but these are what i can think of on the top of my head. he's an evil asshole but he's an evil asshole who keeps forgetting that people aren't just going to Follow The Rules Just Because
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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wanted to try my hand at a fake screenshot thing with a scene from one of the bttf fics of all time, Time Is a Flat Circle by @fourth-dimensional-thinker! i set in to draw only the "little canary" line but. as you can tell. my hand slipped and fell down a 6 story building
if you haven't read it already please check it out PLEASEEE it's very good. i read the whole thing in basically one sitting. the vibes are perfect for the spooky season too!
versions without the filter/subtitles under the cut:
#bttf#back to the future#bttf fanart#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#dear fic author i hope this is not too terribly off from what you pictured in your head#and that you like it :D#listen guys when i say my hand slipped it slipped BIG TIME. like this was not even supposed to be shaded that just happened#as well as the 6 other frames but i digress#i fought tooth and nail for these colors it was crazy out there. still not exactly the ones i pictured in my head unfortunately but it stil#looks baller so i'm pretty happy :D#the Ys on his hand in the fic is on his palms but since they were facing away from the “camera” i put them on the back of his hands also#bc i just really wanted to draw them hahaha#the hardest bit to draw out of all of these was surprisingly doc's nose LMAO. i guarantee you it is not even the right shape. oh well!#second hardest was moving marty's arm in the second frame ever so slightly. layer hell i tell you#this isn't even the only drawing idea i had for this fic i have like two more#but best to get to some other fic scene ideas before coming back to this one!#the fake screenshot thing is really fun i'm going to do it again#super time consuming. but really fun#kit does an art#kit read a fic and is making it your problem#tumblr took the quality and shot it out back i'm so sad
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On Wednesday before I gave my presentation I confessed to a new employee that I was worried it would be too long and she brightly told me her life hack was to just let AI rewrite things for her. She said I should put in all my talking points and ask ChatGPT to give me a five minute exactly presentation. I was like....how is the most polite possible way (since this is a new colleague I shouldn't get off on the wrong foot with) that I can express that I will Not be taking this advice. Ever. I told her that I didn't think we were allowed to use ChatGPT at this job (we most certainly are not, it is a nightmare for any type of protected information) and also that I prefer to write all of my own work. Despite my best efforts the last part of that was still passive aggressive, lol.
Something about being a writer makes it so that it's almost offensive to me for someone to suggest I use AI to do my work instead? Like, the day I reach the point where I let AI write something for me is the day y'all need to be checking me for brain damage because clearly I'm losing it
#i also told her i was capable of making a 5 minute presentation but that i had too much information to cover to explain the project in 5 min#and she was like oh that makes sense!!#but like im sorry 😭am i the insane one or like....#idk to me suggesting I use AI isn't a helpful suggestion it reads as someone telling me i don't know how to do my job#does that make sense?#i don't consider it a lifehack or working smarter instead of harder. it seems like you're suggesting i am incapable of writing well myself#i know a lot of people right now thing AI is the best thing ever#to me it's a blatant omission that you can't do your own work or think for yourself#this is also even crazier of a suggestion to me because that morning i had TWO managers on call debating wording of a sentence#like we were reveiwing this presentation tightly so that we said exactly what we wanted to and met the standards of our administration#chatgpt is not going to understand the nuances of what we can/cannot say or official/approved wording lol#i think we use ai tools in the sense of like...photoshop generative fill or ai stuff in scientific research/arcgis#but i'm like 99% sure we were banned from using chatgpt over privacy concerns of putting controlled information into it#anyway. idk. i know not everyone writes as well as i do.#but i'd rather read bad writing that came from a person than something that was generated for you tbh#and i will help review my colleagues' writing any day
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LOVING your fantasy au, has Home tried to attack or steal the soul of anyone in the party without Wally's permission? What happens then?
not really! i think when Wally first joined there must've been at least One instance where a Neighbor went down, and Home was automatically like "oh cool free snack" and Wally had to shut that shit down quick
but after a nice explanation of "these are our friends / they're off limits" then Home (begrudgingly) backed off. at this point in time Wally & Home are already close enough that Home somewhat respects Wally's wishes
#they don't like Wally's friends very much tho lol#it takes them a veeeeryyyy long time to warm up to the neighborhood#and it isn't until after the Reveal that home outright starts liking some of them#i like to think that home finds sally & frank amusing#doesn't like barnaby tho due to how barnaby keeps saying 'MY best friend or MY little buddy-'#and acts like there is no one who understands / knows / is as close to wally as barn is#home just... gets a little territorial! and lowkey views wally as their uh... not property but its a similar vibe#there's a bit of an ownership thing going on which is understandable! home is wally's patron! thats Their lil warlock!#like even in the big 'wally is a warlock and hey home exists' Reveal#when home is eating just. So many people and wally's friends attack them#home pretty much ignores the neighborhood. it's watching them soooo unimpressed and vaguely annoyed#but it doesnt eat them and tries not to hurt them! wally asked home not to so home won't!#wally loves and cares for them so home has to put up with it!#rambles from the bog#wh fantasy au#home when wally decided to stick around: NOOOOOO NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#hard cut to home seething as wally sits at a campfire listening to terrible singing and laughter & tries to chime in#they had a good run of just the two of them on the road. seeing the sights#wally spending most nights curled up on home's (house-form) floor instead of in a tent#sighhhhh those were the times... OH WELL-
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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I mean this in the most affectionate way possible, of course.
But hey, that's okay! Somebody has to keep the people in Geneva busy😂
#nothing to see here folks#just America's psychotic hat doing what they do best😂#anybody remember those ''99 Things I am Not Allowed to Do'' lists that were popular back in the day?#well this is Canada's#proposed alternate title for the Geneva conventions: List of Things Canada isn't Allowed to do Anymore#maybe they're born with it maybe they're a war criminal🤣#(I had to modify it but shoutout to anna-pineappel for the original one with the word 'she')#to quote HLC: ''When the sorry stops the war crimes start.''#can you imagine if it didn't tho?#just imagine brutally stabbing someone and then being like ''Oh sorry.''#that would be awkward lol#side note: I'm so glad I saved this as a draft first instead of posting it right away#bc I was making my tags VERY late at night#and when I opened this one of my words was spelled wrong#I also had put something I don't even remember typing🤦🏻♀️#this is why the combination of late nights exhaustion and writing do not pair well together#sorry for the tag rant#as always it will happen again😂#spongebob squarepants#spongebob meme#my ramblings#random fun
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At the end of the day, it just really sucks when you can't even enjoy a new release by your favorite artist because the greater internet has decided she's their acceptable outlet of misogyny and they have to comment or hate on her every move every single time.
#liveblogging my life#and for anyone saying oh it's only bc she's hyper famous and a billionaire now#it has literally always been like this#I've been here since 2009 and it has been like this every single time#like jesus i have to see people lose their mind over soulless factory ready kpop groups#or anything ariana grande puts out#(which btw is 1000% more soulless than anything I've heard)#or any other artist who's lyrics are just as 'cringe' as taylor (which is not a bad thing sometimes lyrics are fun! sometimes lyrics#are tongue in cheek! sometimes some of you are illiterate and don't get basic ass metaphors)#and that's all fine and good#and the respective fandom gets to enjoy the release#but when it's us we have to be exposed with barrage of hate after barrage of hate#sometimes over something so innocent as even announcing an album#like it's really a demonstration about how you can be the best and most successful person in the whole world at something#if you're a woman they'll still hate you#and then you guys find it cringe when she sings about that but isn't she right?#and then how dare we compare her to some of the old greatest of all time#as if they sometimes didn't have fun or cringey lyrics as well! but in this case those are two whole verses in a 31 yo album#but yeah stop and listen to what some of those oldies were singing about#not that they aren't great iconic songs is that the songwriting and bop status is very much comparable#taylor swift
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"Star Wars isn't dead y'all are just haters" "Disney saved Star Wars" "It's the Woke Agenda that ruined Star Wars"
My mans, Disney single-handedly destroyed the Sequel Trilogy despite the Force Awakens being the gateway to something potentially fantastic; MCU'd the Mandalorian (a story which originally had nothing to do with the Prequel and OG Trilogy aside from sharing a universe and exploring a sect of a completely different culture/ideology); ego-boosted both Filoni and Favreau to the point where their OC Verse is not only canon but openly disregarding the Star Wars Universe Bible/Lore; gave us a snippet of what an extremely misunderstood indigenous culture is actually like (instead of portraying them as the savages one of the white leads mislabeled as animals that deserved to be slaughtered) only to then wipe out the tribe we got to know for no reason other than shock value thus alienating indigenous/poc viewers in the most disrespectful way possible; completely threw away the entire message of TCW (that being a clone does not make you incapable of being your own person who has their own thoughts, ideals, moral compass and overall identity) by making TBB (a show that does have it's strong points in set design, soundtrack orchestration and overall sound design, but is extremely weak on both characterization and storytelling because they either make the meaningful plot points stretch too thin or focus on the wrong character completely) their go to show marketed for kids instead of the actual kids programming that people shit on for being for, surprise, kids; constantly disregards valid critique from their consumers (to the point where infighting in the Fandom has gotten extremely ugly) that people either give up on interacting completely or simply vanish and take all their things with them (because no one seems to understand where these critiques come from, or how being unable to admit your special little show is imperfect is actually not a good thing for both you and others).
This isn't even accounting for the fact the Fandom seems to have doubled in it's overall toxicity since Disney took over. Which is par for the course when a mega corporation takes hold of something that started out extremely political in nature anyway. The Cash Cow machine needs feeding after all...
#Eps Talks About:#Funny enough this started as an argument between my sisters#One of which isn't a Star Wars fan and the other who is an OJ and Prequels fan#My mom (who was the one to introduce us to star wars mind you) and I watched from the sidelines#Mom didn't care because she doesn't like Modern Star Wars stuff but I ended up putting an end to the argument#My younger sister is right that Disney put too much emphasis on SELLING Star Wars to newer generations to a detrimental degree#but that doesn't mean they invalidate what came prior to their shitshow or the message SW was created to uphold#in fact Andor and SW Visions S2 made a point of being the best homages to the OJ trilogy thus far by being very political in their messages#But my older sister is also right that the state of Fandoms these days is very much a US vs THEM situation in terms of how people make#themselves heard and how meeting in the middle is virtually impossible which is very much a product of social media and how people conduct#their personal image via either genuinely expressing their feelings on certain topics or simply using them for clout#It is a case of locking yourself in a room with an 'adversary' and trying to see who can scream the loudest until someone loses their voice#I love star wars but that doesn't mean I'm blind to the fact star wars also kinda sucks lmao but oh well these are just my thoughts that#I'm letting loose because I'm already pissed off from something else going wrong today and have no patience for some of the rancid shit#that keeps cropping up in either tags or posts I find in and out of Tumblr Dot Com
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#oh wow...#i just had an oh shit fuck moment#wow#i usually complain about the one therapist i had in my entire life and how she wouldn't just listen to what i was saying#if it didn't fit her textbook definition of whatever she was thinking at the time#and how i talked to her about my anxiety and how that made me feel and she would only focus on how i acted#so the example i gave her was the one time i went into a shop to buy something by myself#because my mom didn't want to go in for me and arguing with my mom in front of the shop in public and then inevitably have to#go in myself either way was way worse to me#because of the embarrassement of arguing in public. the fact that my mom was gonna spend the entire walk home telling me how i have to#''just suck it up and learn and just overcome my anxiety because i don't have a problem'' or whatever#and then having to go into the shop where the lady had been watching me from inside the entire time how i clearly didn't want to go in#and possibly be even more awkward with teary eyes because of the anxiety and awkwardness i already bring to the table any day...#all of those things that were going inside my head were trumped by the fact that i did go in and did buy what i needed#although my heart was coming out of my chest the entire time... all that didn't matter to my therapist because in her words:#''if you had anxiety. you simply wouldn't have gone in''#which is ridiculous#but anyways... i just had an epiphany... that was masking wasn't it?#forcing myself to do something that brings me major discomfort to make my mother and the shop lady not judge me?#pretend i'm a normal human being just doing normal things instead of someone who's about to have a heart attack buying embroidery thread?#panicking the entire time because i wasn't prepeared and hadn't scripted the entire transaction in my head?#yet still going in and putting on my ''normal person'' mask to try to seem like i wasn't just dying seconds ago (and still was)?#isn't that literally what masking is?!#and the ''autism specialist'' ass therapist was like ''if you did it then you don't have a problem''#when i'm literally telling her how much of a problem it actually WAS?!#you know what's the best part about all this#that when i told my mom after i left that therapist that she didn't listen to me because [insert everything above]#my mom's response was ''well sometimes therapist will say things that you don't want to hear but you have to accept them''....#same woman who's always saying how much she hates therapists because they ''will say whatever and pretend they know shit''#ok so it's only The Truth when I tell you it isn't...
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You're more amazing than rules
Working on Modified Set 2.0! I've made some commons today and the ally-color archetypes are:
Auras
Modified
Equipment
Supplies
And Enchantments
A lot of these probably really need the context of the enemy-color archetypes to make sense, but this post is already long. One little hint: Red also gets Resonance creatures, but Differently.
#asks#custom cards#i'd put all the cards under a read more but that ruins the image formatting and makes them all huge#resonance originally wasn't an ability word but then i remembered a piece of mtg design wisdom:#if you're writing the same thing on several cards then just keyword it#anyway i'm kinda worried that this set isn't very unique#like the equipment theme is just a basic equipment theme with nothing to set it apart#same with the auras#Resonance helps the enchantment theme stand out a little but it's pretty basic too#oh well probably best to keep things simple#i'm One Person designing a whole magic set solo. making it complicated would be an unnecessary hurdle#in the original modified set i felt like i had to make unique mechanics for the equipments and auras#and for THAT set i probably did because it had like 3 themes. 4 if you count mentor and support as separate and 5 if you count modified#that is Not Enough to fill a set#but now i've broadened the design space a bunch so i'm fine#also thinking about adding Bestow to help get more auras in#supply tokens make for lots of artifacts and +1/+1 counters and auras really need the help#it would be the 5th mechanic in the set (kinda) so that would probably max out my mechanic budget#but i think auras really do need the help#thought about adding Escape but just for auras but that would just make them into equipment#bestow is a very Aura way to make more interesting and better auras and i've already got enchantment creatures so why not
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kinda want izzy to absolutely decimate stede at chess and I can't explain why
#ofmd#stizzy#izzy hands#stede bonnet#like... maybe stede is teaching ed because he wants to have someone to play against and ed is trying his best to learn#and brilliant tactician that he is ed of course can understand the game and the rules very well that's not even remotely the issue#it's just that... well the game is about strategy and planning and anticipating your opponent's moves and ultimately overpowering them#and that's quite like pirating now isn't it except these are tiny wooden pieces on the board and ed is just used to this kind of strategic#planning on a much larger and livelier level with higher stakes and with the added element of human unpredictability and never quite#knowing what rules someone else is playing by. so he does learn and he plays okay but tends to lose focus somewhere in the first ten turns#so one day they're trying to get through a full game and izzy is sitting off to the side watching them play and ed is kind of trying but his#mind is already wandering elsewhere and he makes frankly ridiculously bad move and izzy is just like 'wait' then sighs walks over to them#and puts the piece back and makes a different move instead saying 'do this instead' and ed's face is just like ??? confused betrayal because#why and how did he not know izzy could play chess?? and stede's eyes of course fill with excitement at the thrill of a new opponent and also#because he's been taking it easy on ed while he gets the hang of the game but is actually rather skilled at chess and would love to impress#with his skills even if the only person who would truly get the brilliance is izzy (and stede admits to himself that izzy does know what#he's doing given that the move he corrected for ed is exactly what he would have done)#so anyway stede does his whole big eyes hopeful voice *vague gestures* thing and is like 'oh you play? care for a game?' and izzy stares#him down for what feels like forever but is actually about 8 seconds before saying 'one. one game' so they reset the board and it's only#fair for stede to let izzy go first but for izzy's first turn instead of moving a piece he rotates the whole board so the white pieces are#in front of stede and says 'i don't think so. not letting you have the excuse to say i only won because i went first' and stede#is a little taken aback but you know what? challenge accepted. game on#it's about twenty turns in when stede starts getting nervous that izzy does in fact know his shit and another ten turns later when he#realizes he may be in over his head#and while it isn't a carelessly simple defeat izzy does end up beating stede#and isn't there just something so satisfying about being the cause of stede making the displeased but invigorated expression he's wearing#(do i have any clue how izzy became a chess genius? no but we can speculate. maybe he played regularly with someone on a ship growing up bc#it was a good way to pass the downtime in an entertaining way without having to talk much at all. or maybe he learned as a child and was#required to keep strict hours of practice so because really good but kind of resented it so maybe this is the most he's ever enjoyed playing#or maybe he was watching as stede taught ed to play and just picked up on some of stede's strategies and/or snuck one of his chess books out
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It's a shame owl city hasn't put out anything new in like ten years. But ending on the ultraviolet ep means he at least went out on a good note. Too bad nothing came of that ep
#sorry it's apparently time for my bi-yearly modern owl city rant#the ultraviolet ep truly feels like the last thing he put his heart into#it just felt so unique and new and different. i was soooo excited for the direction he was taking#was listening to pre-2015 music of his and like. god what happened#mobile orchestra wasn't *terrible* but it felt so ... lifeless. so... burned out. like i personally wouldn't even call it a good album.#cinematic was better but still ... eh. it gave me hope at least.#coco moon imploded that hope. is he a youth pastor now??? it's fine if he is but like ... that was like veggie tales: the album#at least he sounded like he was actually enjoying himself. but god every song was the same corny structure#kelly time would've been fine if it was the only song like that!! but they all ended with the same addressing the audience#with 'so you see life is cool and you should enjoy it and the lessons it teaches' i just. adam how did we get here#well actually the closer was fine bc it was a totally normal love song to his partner. thank god it had one song that didn't do that#and the religious songs are so... on the nose now. what happened to angels... galaxies... meteor shower... kamikaze.... i still adore those#it's funny that bastille are now doing the same concept of an album but WAYYYY better. god i can't wait for the full '&' release#alright i think rant over. anyway#sorry one last thing. in my heart i knew it was joever when the one song from ultraviolet that made it to the next album#was the one Sad Inspirational life goes on we just have to accept it and learn from it. (oh my god. it was the proto-coco moon...)#he left beautiful times and wolf bite and up all night behind for the sake of this isn't the end???#it's honestly for the best that he chose it bc any of the other 3 would've really highlighted how bland the rest of mobile orchestra was#alright. NOW rant over
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First, when I was looking for reference pics for my very spontaneous Mori cosplay, I was like: You can't wear boots in that outfit, like, Mori... WTF.
Jokes on me. I forgot that my own damn OC Campari also wears boots in her all badass black right hand of the mafia boss outfit.
These two characters almost wear the same damn outfit. The only difference is, that Campari chose to wear a green turtle neck sweater and a hat.
I am crying and laughing.
#me judging Mori hard for his mafia boss outfit bc of the boots#completely forgetting that my OC Campari isn't doing better than him#the moment where I want to ship them before remembering that Campari is 26#well I could just make them meet when they're actually the same age#but the thing is that Campari either dies before she becomes even 30 or that she takes the APTX and goes into hiding#the APTX solution would actually make an interesting plot#that would throw her kinda into same age group as Dazai#oh damn I want to write that scenario now#great#I just need to figure put her ability now#I already have an idea#these two were made for each other#like they have very big best friends forever energy#I like his outfit#I just hadn't realised until I took a closer look that he was wearing boots#akikos shitpost#bsd mori#oc campari#bsd#bungou stray dogs
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Shows I’m behind on
So Our Skyy 2 and Minato's Coin Laundry 2 made me realize just how many shows I'm behind on. So pinning this here to remind myself to work through these 😬
A non-exhaustive list:
Vice Versa (ep 11/12)
Unforgotten Night (ep 8+)
Minato’s Coin Laundry (ep 11/12 and season 2)
My Only 12% (ep 1+)
Ai Long Nhai (ep 6+)
Color Rush Season 2 (ep 8)
Flower of Evil (ep 10+) DONE
War of Y (last BewGus ep)
SCOY (ep 4+)
Gap (ep 1+)
La Cuisine (ep 3ish+)
Mouse (ep 4+)
About Youth (ep 5+)
Oh! My Sunshine Night (ep. 3+) IN PROGRESS
Love in the Air (was there a special ep?)
Big Dragon (ep 7/8)
Love Mechanics (ep 9/10)
Kei x Yaku (ep 3+)
Kill and Healer (ep 3ish+)
My Beautiful Man S2 (ep 2+)
Cherry Magic (ep 11/12 and movie)
Cutie Pie (ep 12 and season 2)
My School President (ep 8+)
Never Let Me Go (ep 6+)
Bedtime Story 609 (both ep 11s)
The Eighth Sense (ep 9/10)
A League of Nobleman (ep 14+)
Desire Catcher (ep 20+)
Star In My Mind (ep 7/8) I don't even remember what happens in this one
Sky in Your Heart (ep 1+)
Hard Love Mission (ep 1+)
Love Bill (ep 1+)
To Sir with Love (ep 1+)
My Ride (ep 3+)
My Tooth Your Love (ep 8+)
Even Sun (ep 6)
Still 2Gether (ep 3+)
Theory of Love (special ep)
My Secret Love (ep 10+)
Advance Bravely (ep 5ish+)
The Luminous Solution (ep 6)
Step by Step (ep 12)
La Pluie (ep 11-12)
I Will Knock You (ep 10+)
Ghost Host Ghost House (ep 4+)
Chains of Heart (ep 10)
Naked Dinner (ep 11/12)
Buddy Y Line (ep 2+) waiting to see how this one pans out
Love Tractor (ep 2+)
Love Stage (ep 7+)
Star Struck (ep 7/8)
Our Dining Table (ep 10)
Love Mate (ep 7+)
A Boss and a Babe (ep 8+)
House of Stars (ep 2+)
Senpai This Can't Be Love (ep 5+)
Takara-kun & Amagi-kun (ep 2+)
Tasty Florida (ep 7+)
The End of the World with You (ep 5+)
The New Employee (ep 5+)
Under the Skin (ep 9+)
What Zabb Man (ep 3+)
Cherry Blossoms after Winter (ep 5+)
Kieta Hatsukoi (ep 7+)
Stay by My Side (ep 3+)
Low Frequency (ep 2+)
Stay with Me (ep 5+)
Candy Color Paradox (ep 8)
First Love Again (ep 2+)
Additions!
Laws of Attraction
Absolute Zero
D.P.
Bloodhounds
You Are Mine (ep 8+ and special ep)
Cherry Magic TH (ep 12)
Twins (ep 1+)
For Him
City of Stars
The Sign
Pit Babe
Playboyy (ep 12)
Memory in the Mirror (ep 6) DONE
Knock Knock Boys
Meet Me at the Blossom
Spirealm
Sunset x Vibes
Deep Night
I Hear the Sunspot
Takara's Treasure
My Love Mix-Up!
My Love Mix-Up! Thailand
#thai bl#kbl#vbl#these are mostly bls#but i've also never finished basically any usa network show that i started and many others#i thought i was doing well with bls but i guess not#i think the issue is when i can't binge watch them#then i start thinking like... this is the end of this show#there's no more of this after these last couple...#and then i can't watch#or sometimes i start it when i'm not in the right mood and then i can't continue#so i'm going to try to start binge watching these#starting with oh! my sunshine night#that one i stopped watching because i was afraid of the ending#which hopefully isn't bad i'm not 100% sure but already started rewatching 😬#and also i shipped rain with his rugby friend tony i think his name is instead the not-quite-bodyguard#which is crazy because i love best friends to lovers and the (not-quite-)bodyguard trope and they live together#so how could i not love that?#so i'm hoping some distance will allow me to love them#listing them out really puts in perspective just how much of a problem i have 😭
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Fucking christ
#managed to escape to bed before 11#dad put on some american thing and then went out to help my grandparents' carer with my grandad getting to bed#im pretty sure my stepmum's upped her methodone to cope with being alcohol sober for the first time in at least 20 years#shes falling asleep and slurring her words just the same as she always has#idk we don't talk about it#idk if dad's done the same but he's very proud of not having had a drink for 6 months#anyway i woke her up so there'd be less bother about me going to bed#and she gets me a pillow cs i didn't have one and is like#and is talking about like my dad goes out to help his parents every night (in a tone of voice of isn't it awful)#and how my nan's looking better than she was - which is good obviously#but i can't help thinking of the other week my nan couldn't breathe or really talk and rang my stepmum to help her#because she couldn't breathe and thought she was dying#and my stepmum told her like. all as if it's trouble. oh well i can't stay long ive got things to do.#to an old woman who's lungs are full of fluid. who can't breathe. and thinks she's dying.#anyway.#im going to do my best not to think about any of that#oh also one of the characters in the american thing dad put on is trans and my stepmum was immediately like oh dyou think she's a man?#no. no i do not think she's a man. fuck offfffff#anyway. anyway.#i am. going to turn my brain off from stress by watching death in paradise
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