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kotokoto nuzzling
#milgram#digital footprint (my art)#kotoko yuzuriha#mikoto kayano#0910#kotokoto#sorry chat i gotta indulge in my cringy ship art between my other art stuff#made for me and a singular friend ONLY (kotoko is my fav and mikoto is theirs)#excuses excuses excuses#this is why im posting this at 3am#dont look its embarassing#jk (kinda)#was powered to finish this bc of the recent minigram
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something about s1-3 zane is just. oh this guy is so silly and friend-shaped. look at his friendly boy swag. like????? how could you ever hate him. the ultimate silly
not to hate on his titanium era because frankly it is very cool. but the essence of s1-3 zane is unique and uncapturable. he is just a little guy you can put in your pocket. his default facial expression is so inherently funny. there are no thoughts behind these eyes. i would trust him with my life.
#its almost 3am and i cant sleep HELP ME#ninjago#lego ninjago#zane julien#ninjago zane#my post#does this make sense? i am so fond of him like platonically let me just state this isnt any funny business. i just think hes neat#all the ninja have been my favourite at one point or another in my life (its now cole) but this era of zane i will forever be biased for#again im not being a hater of the new state of the show lol most of the characters are way better but zane is the exception imo#you can't improve upon perfection i guess x#AMELIA GO TO BED ITS 3AM#me: hmmmm why is my sleep schedule so screwed? why do i keep waking up at midday?#and then this is the shit i do at 3am#average amelia antics#amelia isn't funny
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and what do you think they'd use it for? (in the tags for star's sake)
#isat#in stars and time#fuck it i know its nearly 3am but im posting this now.#can also explain why you chose them if youd like. although ill admit i think most of the answers are 'because its funny'
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— THE ELECTRIC-FEVER REMEDY.
#my posts.#lackadaisy#my art.#thinking about … rocky ‘winning’#in the sense that mitzi ends up completely alone and can only rely on his help to keep lackadaisy afloat …#making him irreplaceable — finally! and wick is nowhere to be seen to save the day anymore … so it’s just him#and maybe mitzi’s miserable and he’s miserable but he doesn’t care about it really … he’s just happy to be important … essential … etc#mitzi has shrunk and she’s become blurry and faceless because rocky is indulging in his victory#is too busy internally celebrating to really. notice her. so she’s small and disproportionate … murky …#AHEM! since i can’t write about my mitzi/rocky feelings i’ll art about it ( very quickly lmfao )#i just think rocky’s obsession with mitzi and being the person she relies on most is something he takes to extremes#and will continue to do so the way his arc is going. there’s not much left for him outside of ‘this’ anyway … or so he believes#i also think they will continue to drag each other down …#rocky doomed by the narrative and mitzi IS that narrative. they’re fucked but at least they have each other i suppose!!!#i have so many more thoughts and ofc this is more metaphorical …#but i do think. about the darkness around the corner for the two of them … hm! anyway! yeah!#rocky rickaby#mitzi may#wrote up these tags and drew this at like 3am to 5am so thats why i sound crazy#OH and the lines are from the bunnybox page in the comic <3 where he compares her to drugs twice <3#totally NOT a really bad sign im sure!! that would be silly :3
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starts coughing up blood really hard
#clemart#macthinker#drew these at like 2-3am on different days#they wouldnt do this but these were destressors so idc#grown cog doing all this. throw the whole company away#both of these kind of suck and by that i mean im more embarrassed than anything#everytime i draw them being...whatever this is. i feel like the HE WOULD NOT SAY THAT IMAGE#i have more in character and awesome ideas i just dont have the time to work on short comics a lot of the time#posting with no fandom or character tag nobody will know.#i dont know why im so embarrassed over these. as my friend would say theyre not any different from anything else ive drawn them doing#shipwise.
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hiii I was wondering, is it just me or does it feel like Yesod would spontaneously combust the nanosecond his little walnut brain realizes "hey they might not be visiting me just to bother me about paper" ? in reference to your funny Blue Cheese/Netzach/Yesod post
also how often do you think Chesed is haunted by Chuck-E-Cheese ?
genuinely cant think of anything funny to say in reaponse all outa ideas it got drained out of me into the lobcorp machine to get on the stupidest of grinds for this . feels like it would go all quiet up in there before going back into existence to fully process the fact . exaggerated for a sad attempt at humor
on regards to chuck e cheese not quite exactly the idea presented but i havent slept in awhile so i hope this slight tangent regarding the idea will suffice. i think it haunts him like an ever present oil stain thats just faded but when youre having a nice day pops up to remind you of its existence. not quite sure how it haunts as its not necessary good nor bad but it sure does never leave. if we are talking literal apparition haunting deal. maybe like on weekends
does the city have a chuck e cheese. did chesed ever experince the very grungy experience of a chuck-e-cheese. is there some sort of abnormality that took on its form akin to how fragment of the universe tried to change its appearance in order to communicate its intent though crayon scribbles and hearts but for the mascot of chunky cheese to communicate the . pain of entertainment joints or smthn. ill never know . hopefully ill stay ignorant to such matters
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#this is so stupid im so sorry. even by my standards i regret having caffeine at 9 why did i think it would be funny#there is no activity inside my brain. absolutely nothing. its almost liberating if not a little weird.#will i see this after taking a nap and go 'yeah i totally posted that at 3am that sure is a 3am post'#probably. will i do anything abt it? yeah go back to sleep maybe until i need to rush out the front door#.... .. . do i even want to tag acrually. yeah sure#yesod lobcorp#chesed lobcorp#netzach lobcorp#i GUESS. im ntot going to get into an argument w myself ill decide later if it counts or not#i keep am worried abt ooc but then i realized its. afuckin g thing about paper and chuckecheese. i dont care anymore#and then o felt the warm embrace of liberty. maybe im losing it a bit i should just post this and get over the ever present shame
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tv superhero drama
#im so fuckin tired of scott in this show hes a needy simp with control issues and constantly seeking xaviers validation#DUDE THEYRE GIHTING OVER WHOS GONNA GET JEAN BACK FROM WHATEVER FIRE BLAST THE PHOENIX DID TO HER#WHY DONT WE SEND IN THE GUY WITH THE FUCKIN INDESTRUCTIBLE SKELETON AND HEALING FACTOR#YKNOW THE ONE WITH BETTER CHANCES AT COMIN BACK#NO LETS FIGHT OVER WHO JEAN LIKES MORE#WHY CANT WE JUST HAVE EM BE A THROUPLE AND CALL IT A DAY#im so tired of this show#i love it#when its not solely about scott n logan fighting over jean#x men the animated series#x men#xmen wolverine#logan howlett#x men cyclops#scott summers#its fuckin 3am and im ranting on a tumblr post about a kids tv show about superheros#xmen tas: s3
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What's the favourite photo you've taken? - they're all so nice!! 💕
awww thank you sm !! <33 tbh I don’t really find any one photo too significant as of yet, not to say they aren’t nice to have but real life moments are nicer :)
these aren’t necessarily my fav photos but could argue might be my favourite “vibes”
this one was taken with a digital point and shoot — while it may be argued objectively shitty and I’m completely aware a toddler could replicate it, I think this is why I love it. the fact that it just is what it is. the untouched scene naturally tells its own story, rather than needing to curate one yourself. I personally find it’s more than just something to look at. this stripped back style evokes more emotion for me than others and I love how the darker lighting does not dull its life. I mean this is all subjective. I personally don’t think this style is the best for every photo (or maybe it could be) but I really like when it works out. as someone who feels disconnected from my own existence a lot of the time, I like that I can live through it a little, as I believe it to be as close to a reflection of my interpretation of the society we live in as possible. while it wouldn’t really matter if this particular photo got deleted. never to be seen again, I’d never know the feeling of this particular moment, until I felt it in real life again. obviously I didn’t quite know all this when randomly taking it while bored on the train but I think that’s the only reason it turned out this way which is even more warming.
but of course, maybe more so than anything, I love my trusty film <3 point and shoot ofc — these photos alongside the header of this blog, again very little effort but somewhat significant of a story. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I like when I’m able to capture a simple image that tells a story/evokes emotion (again, whether or not it portrays a story may be subjective). Especially with minimal effort, cause in my opinion if it’s perfect as is, then surely it’s worth taking a photo of. Film is more reliable to me at this point of my life, while I’m not very experienced (in any kind of photography really) I think it’s hard to fail, in fact I feel as though it almost exceeds my expectations. As someone who has never been any good at technical aspects of any form of art (or the patience to pursue them), I find film enables me to curate something to a standard of which I couldn’t ask for anything better of myself. Not to mention the process of developing etc. meaning I really have to stop and envision my image more so than with digital, which is basically an act of mindfulness (something I’m also usually very bad at). I’m pretty sure the Coca Cola photo was the first photo I ever took on film in 2020 lockdown (besides a barbie disposal I got for xmas as a kid that my parents were mad at me for quickly “wasting” and never to be developed). what I love about all these photos is that I believe I was able to zoom in on (no pun intended, because actually I didn’t) seemingly insignificant moments in life happening all around me so that they could later be recognised as something more. again, in my mind, my life feels very fragile at the best of times so I like that I can hold onto things a little longer when I’m alone. I’m so so glad film has stuck around and I hope I one day fix my favourite film camera and can take more photos like these!
again, hella subjective and have found most people I know to have very different preferences in what photos they think look and feel best, but as of right now these are mine :)
#idk if anyone cares THAT MUCH#but im distracting myself from the fact I’m ruining my academic life but continuing to do so by writing this instead#also I’m literally not a photographer so like idk wot I’m saying I’m just saying wot I’m thinking#the way I went on a full blown ramble in this post ab my life philosophies and then realised no one asked so deleted it lmao#but I’ll leave u with this instead#ultimate yapper#idk which parts of the words I say are real I’m literally insane#I also wrote this while throwing up in my mouth and dizzy as fuck#and now it’s 3am and I want to die bc every second I don’t do my assignment another mark comes off#but now i really can’t do it bc I feel too unwell#soz I’m a literally broken record lmao#not lmao at all#actually I’m pissed cos why can’t I do my critical analysis report rn but I can write this help
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#i went to sleep at 3am and its 6am now bc i criedmyself to sleep 👍👍#sorry to ventdump my annoying insecurities again#i cant bring myself to do something i really want anymore#been having these thoughts since last year but this year its a lot more apparent#ideas are not scarce but the motivation/time to execute them are#i wish i could take an indefinite break on taking commissions bc by the time im finished with all of them im too burnt out/1#to draw for my blog and by the time it passes my motivation for these ideas also vanishes/2#I cant actually stop now bc im still an unpaid internee working for experience+portfolio so I need the money#I feel like shit whenever i can't get art done at the appropriate timing (ex: thematic holiday/character bday/event etc)#everything passes too fast and its already too late and the hype dies#its so hard to stay relevant and charismatic enough#Looking back I can't say im 100% satisfied with ANY art i posted this year#“was it worthy? is it still relevant? did I waste my time doing this?”#im too overly emotional over this (unfortunately) popular fictional lion beastman#“I want to yume/draw him more often/talk more about him!”#why? hes already popular enough. He has louder and more popular users who do that for him. nobody would care if it's you.#you'd get a swarm of hate. nobody would send you nice asks about it.#you don't get nearly half of the asks you used to receive back then. people just aren't interested in you anymore.#maybe you should delete your blog and start drawing trendy doodles of whatever is being hyped up at the moment.#.#if I can't execute original ideas what's the point of it?#I hate HATE having to do trendy art of whatever unfunny meme is being hyped up at the moment#but sometimes its necessary for the algorithm to boost you and to get some actual crumbs of engagement and new followers#what else can I do? being interesting on your own or having an interesting oc is no easy feat. I envy those who manage.
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#quotes#sad thoughts#relatable quotes#alone with my thoughts#teen quotes#being alone#texts from last night#i have tears in my eyes#texts#sad post#real tears#3am thoughts#lost thoughts#drunk thoughts#i feel so drained#drunk texts#i am bothered#still not over it#not the same#im so weak#heart broken quotes#heart broken#damaged heart#why am i like this#never again#no longer you#loneliness#forever and always#left alone#left behind
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why can't i just love normally, without having to relearn to love myself when it's all over
#3am thoughts#love#wlw post#wlw#wlw yearning#sadgirl#sad thoughts#why am i like this#unloved#im unloveable#i feel empty#self isolation#isolation
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why are sonic fans so mean i keep seeing people in thei 20s pissing their pants over the third movie 😭
- juniper
YEAH IDK ... if ur not desensitized with seeing a fuck ton of "this realistically means means nothing" discourse, sonic fandom is the WORST 😭 i've gotten used to it but some of it still pisses me off tbh
[directed at most sonicies, not at you] as much as i get having a protective interest or being a "game purist" (i am both...my deadly sin /silly) just dont be a dick about it!!!!!! if someone's having fun and not being a dick to others, it's not that serious!!!!!! game fans b nice to movie fans, movie fans b nice to game fans . we live in peace. 💞 Yay
i wuz gonna give you a silly shadow doodle but i lost my tablet pen again .... hope u feel better soon tho saw ur posts D: dont b afraid 2 take fandom breaks esp if it's fandoms like sonic .. side eyeing my own fandom ...
#lovewired.txt#me when my mutuals send me an ask and my challenge is to not send atleast 2 paragraphs omfg sorry /silly#also answered this @ 3am if nothing makes sens tahts why#im gonna go to sleep after posting this LOL
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The never-ending urge to yap abt my ocs
#Im rotating them in my head#Put them in the michealwave#This is why I almost exclusively post abt my nuggets tbh#Rambles#It's like 3am why am I here rn
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For years I have barely any appetite and have a real hard time eating food when im not high and ppl are like ??? Whats wrong w you, dont you like food ? I love food sometimes its like eating cotton though! Horrible, dry makes me gag. Not hungry. Putting any food in my mouth makes me nauseous. cant swallow it bc i chewed it too much and now its just a ball of nasty mush. even my favorite foods can be not appetizing. Now im reading about gastroparesis and im like. Well. Some things are tracking here..
#someone said the food aversion can make you feel like you have an eating disorder thats not related to body image like !!!!#thats so incredibly real im !!#other people feel like this !!? nobody i talk to has ever understood why i cant eat food sometimes#and the fatigue and stomachaches and sometimes migraines being a thing! eating almost nothing and feeling full im so !!#ok i need to make a doctors appointment f#my post#i remember in high school when we had to track our calories for health class and im eating toast and goldfish crackers and almost no dinner#im like. theyre gonna think im anorexic. food was just too gross to eat#we recently went to disney and had a meal plan so we Had to have two meals a day and i got SO bloated i woke up at 3am to puke#barely ate anything on the last two days there and i was Suffering for a week after#other instances im connecting w symptoms. bro. cmon. has it really been my stomach this whole time aaaahhhhgg#hhhhhmmmmmmmmm
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What tv executive do I have to fight to get season four of Backyardigans on free streaming because like almost all of my favorite episodes are from S4 and for some reason all the services that have the show are allergic to carrying that season + the one that does have it you have to buy the individual episodes to watch them
I just wanna watch Robot Rampage :(
#That specific episode is my current main hyperfixation. Not the show. Just that episode.#I need to see Professor Bug again he was the best Backyardigans villain i will literally take no argument otherwise#I have the dvd of Robot Rampage but im lazy and dont wanna set up our dvd player#And yeah i know the episodes are on YouTube but I hate watching tv shows on YouTube#I just wanna watch it and redraw some screenshots. yknow that feeling.#I’m just coping with listening to the songs from the episode rn#The Backyardigans#Robot Rampage#Yardi Yells#Yardis posts from 3am#Im gonna fight some executives WHAT HAPPENED TO S4 WHY IS IT NOWHERE
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