#this is veens fault

[nyxypoo]

mating press with taiju while you think up baby names together....

[mossy-rossy]

I've connected the dots...

[marinaiguess]

my dad took pics of us while we were swimming and in one of them I look so funny gsidveusv I'm squinting cuz I can't see shit without my glasses lmaooo

[mylostlenora]

my sapphic tbr🤍 pt. 1

1. Ink Vine, Elizabeth Broadbent:

Stay the hell out of the swamp — the backwater town of Lower Congaree recites it like an eleventh commandment. But when exotic dancer Emmy Joiner sneaks under the dark tree-canopy behind her family trailer, she meets mysterious, tattooed Zara, the first girl she dares to kiss.

But the small-town South hates a woman who dares to dance instead of plucking chickens for minimum wage, and as Emmy’s life falls apart, her relationship with Zara grows more tangled and bizarre. Zara’s offering something beautiful. But while Emmy’s slowly strangling, its price may be more than she’s willing to pay.

Shifting between the green-bright cypress cathedral and the dreamland of a dance club, Broadbent’s unforgettably-voiced debut confronts the brutal realities of poverty in the South, with a sapphic tale both sultry and sinister, gritty and gothic.”

2. My Darling Dreadful Thing, Johanna Van Veen

“Roos Beckman has a spirit companion only she can see. Ruth―strange, corpse-like, and dead for centuries―is the light of Roos' life. That is, until the wealthy young widow Agnes Knoop visits one of Roos' backroom seances, and the two strike up a connection.

Soon, Roos is whisked away to the crumbling estate Agnes inherited upon the death of her husband, where an ill woman haunts the halls, strange smells drift through the air at night, and mysterious stone statues reside in the family chapel. Something dreadful festers in the manor, but still, the attraction between Roos and Agnes is undeniable.

Then, someone is murdered.

Poor, alone, and with a history of 'hysterics', Roos is the obvious culprit. With her sanity and innocence in question, she'll have to prove who―or what―is at fault or lose everything she holds dear.”

3. House of Hunger, Alexis Henderson

“A young woman is drawn into the upper echelons of a society where blood is power in this dark and enthralling Gothic novel from the author of The Year of the Witching.

Marion Shaw has been raised in the slums, where want and deprivation are all she know. Despite longing to leave the city and its miseries, she has no real hope of escape until the day she spots a peculiar listing in the newspaper seeking a bloodmaid.

Though she knows little about the far north—where wealthy nobles live in luxury and drink the blood of those in their service—Marion applies to the position. In a matter of days, she finds herself the newest bloodmaid at the notorious House of Hunger. There, Marion is swept into a world of dark debauchery. At the center of it all is Countess Lisavet.

The countess, who presides over this hedonistic court, is loved and feared in equal measure. She takes a special interest in Marion. Lisavet is magnetic, and Marion is eager to please her new mistress. But when she discovers that the ancient walls of the House of Hunger hide even older secrets, Marion is thrust into a vicious game of cat and mouse. She’ll need to learn the rules of her new home—and fast—or its halls will soon become her grave.”

4. Our Hideous Progeny, C.E. McGill

“Mary is the great-niece of Victor Frankenstein. She knows her great uncle disappeared under mysterious circumstances in the Arctic, but she doesn’t know why or how. . . .

The 1850s are a time of discovery, and London is ablaze with the latest scientific theories and debates, especially when a spectacular new exhibition of dinosaur sculptures opens at the Crystal Palace. Mary is keen to make her name in this world of science alongside her geologist husband, Henry—but despite her sharp mind and sharper tongue, without wealth and connections their options are limited.

When Mary discovers some old family papers that allude to the shocking truth behind her great-uncle’s past, she thinks she may have found the key to securing her and Henry’s professional and financial future. Their quest takes them to the wilds of Scotland; to Henry’s intriguing but reclusive sister, Maisie; and to a deadly chase with a rival who is out to steal their secret.”

[ikram1909]

Players' salaries in 2024 via capology

Frenkie de Jong 37,5M

Robert Lewandowski 33,33M

Ilkay Gundogan 16,750M

Ansu Fati 13,950

Our four biggest earners are either washed or a liability (or both) and are paid a total of 100M aprox. Frenkie and Lewandowski alone are at +70M per salary which is INSANE. Imagine if we got ridden of them, the FFP would be totally different becuse of this ginoumous and undeserved wages.

Frenkie is 26 years old, has been being paid for more than 5 years this wages and still refuses to renew because we all know he will leave as a free agent to get the biggest bonuses in hia next club while milking us. 2024 and we still dont know which position he plays (cant score, cant assist, cant create chances, cant defend, cant do NOTHING) and he is injury prone developing clearly a chronical issue in his ankle (by the way, its very ovvious since he has veen out for more than two months for just an ankle sprain). Lewandowski is the same, he helped us at the beggining of his years as culer and after the WC he came back as washed as ever. Last season he got exposed and his declining is very obvious but he still deludes himself into believing he will be on his prime now that Flick is here (spoiler, it wont) and then be a rat talking in interviews on how its his teammates fault that they dont provide for him. This yeta his wages augemented because of some stupid clauses that I still cant believe how stupid our club is (they never think of long term so they threw money to a grandpa to get him), he started with around 22M wages per year and ended up with fucking 33M, dont yall see the problem here?. Gundogan os declining too, he is by far tge player that less participates in defensive tasks and pressing whichis something Flick demands, just another liability because his de jong ball watching costed us a lot. Also this man is annoying as fuck i cant believe coolers want bvb grandpas be our captains when he already made statements that provoked quarries inside the lockerroom because he cant shut the fuck up and has come savioue complex because he thinks because he won a treble at City then everyone is worse than him somehow. I'm sorry for Ansu but that contract....yeah i cant blame him since they gave him that when he was generational and the biggest prospect before the terrible injury, but he eatsa lot of FFP money for someone who has been disappeared for 2 yearss and went on loan because he wasnt part of the coach's plan, and the fact that he is injufy prone like now....it doesnt help, much less now that we have reports that insist that Ansu is still in the exit list so the board doesnt put too much faith on him

Other players' salaries

Clement Lenglet 12M

Ferran Torres 10M

Iñigo Martínez 9M

Do I really need to talk about them.... especially the first two twins. Some people say Lenglet is on 16M sages but the source I used had different numbers. This guy is the definition of getting paid for nothing, useless guy that is also a fucking shit pf player that gets paid millions amd contract ends in two years because of Bartomeu hell's tenure. We try to get rid off him but he comes back like fleas. Ferran Torres is the definitoln of victim of his price tag (cant believe we got him for 55M....) and the fact that media used the "ferran reduced his wages because he wanted to help the club to sign more players! Poor him" tella you enough hoa protected this dude is because rhey acted like he was getting paid 5 pens and a handkerchief and not more than players like Pedri or Gavi lol. This dude deceived everyone by delivering washed stats but staying with the shark mentality that everyone loves (????) And he pisses me off when he acts like he is an importsnt player but never showing it ("i cant wait for preseason snd work under Flick" *gets vacations after warming up the bench the whole summer*) and whats worse is that he doesnt want to live oh my god he is so annyogin. I dont want to be that harsh on Iñigo, he has been an alright signing, but too injury prone and warms a lot the bench, and sometimes he vn yave brainfarts like Napoli first leg or this years Gamper, i just think his wages are totally undeserved for a man in his thirties

They will all be our by 2026 hopefully

The way the more I read your ask, the closer I got to the edge 😭😭 how are all our highest earners a liability one way or another wtf??? Also, this just shows that there's really no difference between Bartomeu and Laporte. They make the same dumbass deals with salaries too high. It's also crazy to me that all these people earn much much more than our actual most important players who give us everything... It's unfair.

[s1ll13rg00s3]

Sorry I just can't imagine caring much about how women do or don't shave or how often they wear makeup and what kind and what kind if clothes they wear and how "practical" those clothes are or who they like to have sex with when stuff like THIS is happening.

Like I'm not saying no one should thibk critically about the things I've listed above but like some of you will go "no hope for women - we're never making it out of the partirachy" because a woman says she *shock and horror* a woman says she likes wearing makeup and argue fucking endlessly about whether it is self expression or creative and to what extent and it's just so fucking tiring when there's women doing shit like THIS to make money. Like some of the things people are hung up on seem incredibly navel-gazey and like nitpicking when THIS is where we are at. With one the rise surrogacy and no abortion rights and "stay at home girlfriend" bullshit - and that's just in the west lol

What do you think is more structural to patriarchy: Eyeshadow or the culture of sexual subjugation? What is more damaging to women: when other women want to dress "femininely" or "immodestly" or when women actively help build a pedophillic society for little girls to grow up in? A woman who wants to have a male sexual/romantic partner, maybe veen start a family or a woman who thinks sex and reproduction should be commercialized for profit?

Maybe you're throwing the baby out with the bathwater when you tell women who don't look the way you think they ought to or have sex with who they want to or god forbid want to have a baby that they aren't welcome in your movement and you don't want their help when THIS is where we are at? Cutting off the nose to spite the face perhaps?

Alternatively SOME of you refuse to hold women accountable for shit like the above at all, women are just helpless victims to you and imo that is just as bad. Im sure if these women had a boyfriend telling them to sexualize children and motherhood like this you woukd think he needs to fucking die, but if the women do it on their own its not worth getting angry about? You all need to stop living in black and white worlds where women need to either be perfect (by YOUR metrics) or are never at fault and just incapable of hurting anyone ever lmfao

[musamcal]

The thing with Tommy is the following: Depsite making hyperbolized jokes in a skit that was supposed to be an exaggerated portrait of reality, the Quackity vs Dream segment was literally on point from the perspective of Quackity’s solo stans.

Mind you that I don’t hate Tommy for this, but it made me anxious seeeing the skit because my gut told me, and I KNEW, that things were going to be shitty on twitter.

And that’s what happened. It’s not Tommy’s fault that after watching his video the toxic Quackity stans had all veen like “oh! Tommy knows it’s Dream’s fault and he is truly a piece of shit! If Tommy portrayed the situation this way then it must be true and we were right!”.

Many of these toxic pieces of poop on twitter took Tommy’s skit as face value and reinforcement to excuse their bad criminal actions, lashing once more against many dream stans and dream team stans by doxxing them, death-threatening and rape-threatening them all together.

Even when standing up for themselves, Eryn, who was portraying Dream in the skit, was apparently also making ableist movements and gestures from his non-verbal language in reference to Dream’s adhd. Not only that but he also publicly made fun of a victim of death and rape threats live on stream thinking it was funny.

The thing is that, it’s ok to feel upset by Tommy’s video and skit because it brought people back to a drama that was already moved past by, but of course, this was not the outcome he expected and regardless of the unpredictability of his actions, that is not an excuse to actually dismiss the victims of heinous internet behavior. He should’ve been smarter with how he portrayed things.

Also the skit’s portrayal is inaccurate so much because Quackity NEVER took accountability to make his community a welcoming place with everyone. Doesn’t help that he has been ignorant about the toxicity of it all and has not acknowledged how bad it has become and that people like this should not even be welcome to it. Yes, Quackity doesn’t have 100% of control over his fanbase, but he should have done what Dream has done MULTIPLE times at this point now and adress that he doesn’t condone toxic or inappropriate behavior from his part towards ANYONE and anyone who breaks this boundary is not welcome on his community. Simple as that. Quackity could’ve done this the same day he announced the French and Portuguese creators to the QSMP. Literally the perfect time to do it since qsmptwt was at its peak toxicity, but no. He decided to ignore the elephant in the room and now in the eyes of those who have suffered because of his toxic twitter stans, it just makes Q look like an ignorant, narcissistic moron.

Copied from my comment in r/dwt2.

[lmanburg-letter-service]

Dear Wilbur

my last letter was a moment of weakness that I just rememebr because I remembered that yeha. i did send letters. and turned out it was me screaming and crying ove rmissing you which is not very stoic-pilled of me so. here's a new letter.

Dear Wilbur:

how r u? i hope u've veen doing fine. u know writing the music u wanted and such and not sticking to genres you know will annoy phil. actual music you want to write.

last time I properly spoken to you was when you left. but what about before? let's go to before. before that there was dancing on the beach. I still hadn't told you fully what happened in exile and I don't think I ever will. let by gones be by goens or whatever u use that phrase for.

let's go back earlier. I hated thudnerstormed so everytime it stormed I would go sleep on the foot of your bed instead of the sode closet. and you never stopped me or said "no, leave" so i kept on doing it. Techni was right when he said I'm more animal that I'm human. you didn't bother to teach me how to be human eother so ig it's not my fault.

let's talk about mean girls. do yo ustill hate that movie? bc I remember u getting so annoyed over me begging to watch it on ur tv and then proclaiming regina george will be my girlfriend. u just wanted to play your guitar back then and you were a little sad. and I don't know what to do when you were sad, so I just annoyed u for an reaction. any reactio ntjat would tell me "yes I want you around. no don't leave me alone" and I'd stay.

you once took me to a pond because i got cabin fever from staying in for too long so you took me out and let me run wild. i stayed close to u the entire time because what if when i go and turn back you went home wothout me. that out be scary wouldn't it.

there is also the swing down the hill under that big tree. we carved our heights into its bark along woth our names. i was five and you were sixteen. the world was defined through orange sunsets and kicking eachother on the way home so the other would be the last to get to the door. i built a nest under your bed and you didn't mind. i cried and smeared snot all over your duvet and you didn't midn. i scribbled crayons over the back side of your music sheets and you didn't mind. when my horns grew in, i cried and whined curled up under your desk and you didn't midn.

idk. so how have you been, Wilbur. How are you, Will. do you miss me? do I miss you? do you regret chosing me as your brother? My name's not Tommy anymore, I'm sorry I threw that part of you away. forgive me?

Your forever little brother, Clementine

(C!tommy fictive)

[Letter Sent!]

[nyxypoo]

head in my hands... girl dad taiju...

[jjungkooksthighs]

You are your own person. No one blooms at exactly the same time or in exactly the same way. Do not be harsh on yourself, omega. All will come with time.

I know. That, I understand. But all along, up until now, I've veen thinking of how beautiful it is for people to be growing every minute. But now I realise that rather than going up that ladder of learning, rather than becoming the best version of myaelf, my character has been deteriorating. It scares me, alpha.. how easy it is to fall and be bad scares me.

It is much easier to break than it is to fix yourself, omega. No one develops at the same level or time span. It can be scary. I know. But you��re doing the best you can. The first step of progress is acknowledging your faults (and we all have them). The next is taking measures to correct them. You’re already on your way to doing that.

[readersdigestsum]

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[archerstreet]

also ok fam rant karna padega im so angry at everything

I HATE MY STUPID FUCKING DAD BHAI JAB MANN KIYA APNE MANN SE YAHAN MOVE HO JAO I HATE YOU HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH I DON'T DESERVE THIS WE DON'T DESERVE THIS IT'S NOT MY FSUKT YOU'RE SO FUCKUNG DEPRESSED AND INCAPABLE THAT YOU CAN'T MAKE A BUSINESS IJ THE CITY WE'VE VEEN LIVING IN FOR 21 FUCKING YEARS AND MORE REALLY SINCE 1991 FUCK YOU YOUR FAULT I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE IN SOME RANDOM FUCKING VILLAGE YOU ALREADY RUINED MY 11TH 12TH STD YOU SNATCHED AWAY MY CHSNCE AT A HAPPY COLLEGE LIFE BY TRAPPING ME HERE BUT OH MY FU KJNG GOD FOR FUVKS SAKE LET ME HANGOTLUT WITH YOUR STUPIF AGARWAL CULT ATLEAST SO I WON'T GO CRAZY I NEED TO HANG WITH PEOPLE MY AGE I CSNNOT SIT IN KY CLOSED ROOM ALL ALONE ALL DAY I CANNOT STUDY LIKE THAT WHY DON'T YIU FUCKING UNDERSTAND WQS 8T NOT ENOUGH TO FAIL INTER 2 FUCKING TIMES DO YO UWANT ME TO BE 23 YESRD OLD AND STILL WRITING A FUCKING ECAM DEPENDINT AND UGH YUCK FU K YOU HONESTLY FOR NEVER KNOWING OR CARING ABOUT MY NEEDS MY HAPPUNESS FUCK YOU TO HEOL ALL OF YOU

[yourlocalmechanism-dr-carmilla]

She slowly nods. In her eyes, theres ancient pain-very old, kept away, but now the door has veen forced open-its not jonnys fault, and it disappears, shes foricng it back in. This is not about her.

Yes, even then. I felt the same, back then....over time it will get less and less worse. But righ now, it hurts like hell. Abd its okay, its ikay to feel everything. Dont try to focre the feelings down...its no use.

She holds him close, its surprisingly...essy to comfort someone. Easier than comforting herself.

Youve never felt power, while your father was alive-it mustve been bad, living with him. So of course...you wanted to have the upoer hand for once, you wanted to put your pain somewhere.. wanted to show him what yiu endured . But as itnis...notihng can make the pin we endure even, yet revenge isnt wrong. Our fathers...had what was coming to them. When ..i killed mine...it was out of similar motives...i wanted to show him that i survived, no matter what. Even after he abandoned me and called me-...well, its in the past now. But my point is...it will hurt for awhile, unfo4tuntely. But...youre not alone with this..

She doesnet yet offer him to come with her. Not yet. Nows not the time.

Dr. Carmilla sat by her usual spot by the big observation window, in a comfy chair. They hd deceided to land on a planet, and alice was still out exploring, probably accompanied by some of the octokittens. She had found something esrlier in her room, and that was the reasonnwhy she drank a whiskey-she wasnt particularly fold of most whiskeys, except for this one. She had been savouring it, and today was the time, to have abit. The reason was a photograph-it was her and Jonny, it was a few days after the mechanization. Jonny was smiling, widely abd he had hugged her. And she hadlooked happier aswell, her fabgs were showing in her smile.

....i still remember when i met you...it was im that run down saloon, one of these cliché ones...i dont even know if it had a name...you were just 17 and had killed your father....

She saw it, right infront of her, ad if it wouldve been yesterday-she was sotting there, cursing the ground for being unfriendly to walk on and the whiskey being cheap, when she spotted the kid. He sat at the bar, shoulders hanging low,voice trembling as he ordered. She didnt sat too far away, so she could see that he had tears in his eyes and a gun still clutched in his hands....

[ @captain-dville ooc: i hope this is good enough? I tried qew

[nururu]

I love that I rlly don't know much of anything about one piece past where I'm at but I pretend like I do

[diomedrian]

Turns out when I imagine the future, it's always by myself. There's ofcourse my friends but it's also just me, there is no partner, there is no romance and it warms my heart seeing everyone talk and want and get love but it also makes me slightly uneasy because I don't want that. Perhaps a better way of saying it would be: I want romance for a few hours, maybe only on Friday or Saturday nights, I want to get tipsy and make out a lot and hold them and watch a really funny show but then I want them gone in the morning, or I want to leave in the morning. I don't want a lover during the day, only in the nights, only when I can afford a free weekend and I think about how the last time someone loved me and held me and about how I managed to take them apart so abruptly that I could feel the ground shake under me. I know the past doesn't have to define us and that there are more people who will love me because there have been plenty who have loved me but I cannot get away from the idea that there is something terribly wrong with me because I don't want romance and it's very funny to think he was the love of my life but I am also very dramatic and so I believe that but it doesn't come alone, I have to also bear the heaviness of hurting him and I want him to know that in every other universe I am always kissing him and always loving him and that it just so happens in this one that he is the perfect one for me but I am not the one for him. And I don't usually believe in the ripple effect but I don't think I will ever let anyone love me again. I don't want to be held and I don't want to be looked at like I am the best thing to have happened to them and I don't want to be loved so grossly that it echoes into the next town.

[nerdfighterwhatevernumbers]

i’m real annoyed that my microsoft update made it impossible to open my microsoft game then the support team said that because i don’t have my support ID (which only shows up on the game’s homepage so I can’t see it when the game doesn’t load) I have to delete the game and lose 2.5 years of progress like how about i just don’t play anymore