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*burps*The reason i personally find glenn so tragic is because he did try to be a good dad, but what he did wasnt what nick needed and ultimately him wanting to be a friend rather than a dad is what ended up fucking him over but then how is he supposed to know what a dad is? he didnt really have an idea as to how to Father properly and so he could only try his best. and his best wasnt enough. his best wasnt even close to enough and thats why he probably feels sick seeing nicholas be happier with jodie, cuz no matter how hard he tried i feel like he knew jodie gave his nick the life he couldnt. and sometimes your best not being enough is the worst thing to happen to you
Oh man sorrh uh didnt mean to burp like that.. yknow how sodas are !!!
#soren shut the fuck up about glenn#challenge failed#i will never not glennpost#this is surface level ig but#im studying#and hes on my mind so#sorenposting#dndads#dungeons and daddies#glenn close#dndads s1
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if yuo sleep in the stillwater every night u can unlock the secret gaysex ending
#my art tag?#pathologic#daniil dankovsky#artemy burakh#burakhovsky#cw medical gore#but as a surface level metaphor ig#cw blood#timblr keeps refusing to post this i claim homophobia
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It's ironic, isn't it
The fate that I condemned my sister to, is now one we share.
Despite my best efforts to change its course, this would always be the outcome.
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Enjoy the rain, little creature.
Before it swallows you whole.
#i dont write often i dont have much of a reference for if thats kinda chill or the most surface level gargage#whateever it took two seoncs anyways#i was just having fun with this one#2 layers#five pebbles#rain world#the rot#ig?#rw#rw fanart#rw spoilers#he mustve felt the rain at least a couple o times after he fell#is my thoughts#I LOAVEVE RAIN WORLD#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I tried so hard to selfship that it made me realize that I was aegosexual, and that's somethin man
#aegosexual#shit forced me out a more comedicallt smaller and thinner closet#im sure im aroace on some level i just dont care to define it#dont think ive ever loved...just a single crush in my almost 18 yrs of living#and that shit is rapidly fading and making me realize that im only attracted to their body#god im so shitty lmao#like sex and sexuality ic cool just dont involve me please#not even repulsed per say just imagining myself in any way like that just....#whats and opposite of an aphrodisiac#anaphrodisiac. googled ig#literally neutralizes#in a split second#maybe its bc im insecure or gender issues thag i cannot and maybe imwhen i staft hrt i might#but its almost funny how it is#sometimes i feel like a surface level fuckboy loser who will never love
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*david and max hugging* Welcome folks to "Who wants to be held more?" today's contestants are: Max, a neglected child who are in need of love and attention and David, a a neglected adult who are also in need of love and attention. Who will be the winner? find out after thos commercial break!!
#idk what this is its like 3 am sorry#maxvid adjacent ig#just everytime i think of them and its like whos the one getting the most out of this relationship#cuz on the surface level its max taking and taking but then i think about it more than one second#no im literally writing about this exact thing in a draft i have to stop
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dont know how to go about formulating my thoughts about the entire show but i do have to give bucchigiri its flowers for that absolutely stunning fight sequence between matakara and arajin
#like ????????#wowie#the animation always goes hard for the fight sequences but this was so good#also super fun seeing arajin WANTING to fight and giving his all#kinda got langa flashbacks when arajin was falling in the void LOL#i honestly cant figure out what to say about the finale#like its been at least an hour since i finished it and i still don't know#so on a very surface level i'd say it was cute#i did actually very much appreciate the short flashback at the beginning#because it does really make sense as to why matakara clung to him#as for arajin himself#congrats to him for being a honki person ig? (which i still don't fully understand but im okay with that tbh)#and the blood stamp he gave matakara was cute too#... that's about all i can think of to say (there's definitely more i could think of)#like zabu not telling komao that matakara nearly killed him but maybe that wouldn't have mattered question mark#anyways#my official bucchigiri rating: ''sure?''/10#bucchigiri?!
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the way the dmlx 3hopes supports end makes me scream and cry etc. like it’s crazy that they ended w The Carrying Scene in the first place but actually for real it is Crazy that it LITERALLY ended w felix carrying dimitri. like that is THE perfect end to their support arc here. felix reaches out to him over & over the entire game trying to help/get through to him………
(^ thank u felix for clearly stating ur thesis statement almost immediately in the B support)
and then of course the king awakens cutscene where felix is the one to actually physically reach out to dimitri in fhirdiad. esp in that scene DIMITRI is the one to turn away—literally every time felix reaches out to him he just does not get what he’s saying & turns him down bc he thinks he’s responsible for fixing everything alone. so for their support chain to end with dimitri ALLOWING felix to literally physically carry him to bed is just so so so so so good and significant and perfect it makes me unwell
#few3h#dimilix#ANOTHER FE POST LETS GOOO#ik this is a very surface level observation im just like. head in hands#i also have more to say abt why it’s significant that felix specifically is the one that connects w dimitri like this but i simply cannot#word it properly rn#i WILL add onto this#deertalking#dmlxposting#feposting#i fear all my fe posts are me reiterating the same points but whatever man i will repeat them all day#i’m also curious why in this timeline specifically dimitri told felix abt the uhhh Waking Dream situation#ig it makes sense considering they’re a lot closer in hopes plus i’m glad it happened i just think it’s rlly interesting that he told felix#here and. Nobody Else in either game#(i don��t remember if he outright confessed to byleth actually? probably he did)#(i gotta replay houses)#side note: in hopes when felix hits like 200 enemies defeated or smth dedue can go ‘you truly are the shield of faerghus’ or smth and i#thought that was REALLY sweet#i rlly rlly love their dynamic in this game too
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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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insane that people who have known me less than a month in my friend group w/i my year have a better grasp on who i am as a person than people who have known me for years
#t#i guess we maybe just have more in common & i know for a fact i'm a lot more free to be myself fully#the other day they were like 'you're really extroverted' and i was like ... you mean it?#and like 'you're not reserved and so open!' im trying to be! im trying to not let it all sit inside me forever#and no one knows me so i appreciate someone noticing!#no mortifying ordeal of being known for me someone looks at me and says one accurate thing about me and im euphoric for days#what fear will do to you ig shrug#did yall know this? that it is possible for ppl to grasp surface level traits abt u#bc that has not historically been my experience
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ive made this post before but it's so weird being a fan of queen the way i am cause they're world fucking famous but those are just... my four guys!! my buddies. my pals.
#im fully in it i don't just. believe what i saw in bohemian rhapsody 2018 i did my own research i read books i can distinctly tell their#writing styles etc but like#they are just 4 funny guys to me!!!!!!! and i love them!!!#it's so different to like. being a fan of the beatles bc everyone knows all of their drama and stuff they're taken like.. way more for#granted than queen bc to ppl#wait maybe i meant it the other way around sorry queen are taken more for granted? do i know what that phrase means?#anyway people are just. used to queen without knowing much about them ig???#average casual queen fan: ummmm freddie was gay and he died.#and that's like all they know about the band#i feellike ppl are more likely to know beatle bsides than queen bsides#it's also different from being a monkee fan bc LITERALLY all ppl know abt the monkees is that they did im a believer#it's not even that people only know the surface level stuff abt them like w queen. it's that no one rlly knows much at all!!!!#this is all like. very much an analysis of the modern age reactions to such bands of course#at the height of their careers ppl were more invested but now? not so#diary
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starting to consider the option that i may not be the worst person on earth and i actually may even be p decent. will keep you updated as i find out more information
#you know how after a good week you may have a crash#i'm having the opposite of this rn#had terrible awful 2 weeks of mental health like we're talking being actively suicidal again and having trouble getting out of bed#and now i'm like. i'm fine i'm chill. i'm tired but i give 100% into my work and manage to get excited about things. holy shit?#but also on a personal 'maybe i'm not horrible' level. i think being around people showed me that i'm okay#like. my standards for myself are way too high. other ppl don't judge me like that. they like me a lot anyway#i try hard to be nice and polite and help in ways i can and i don't cause too much of a stir#i feel like i'm annoying sometimes but ppl still talk to me so. maybe i'm only annoying myself#or maybe being annoying isn't as big of a crime as my brain may tell me it is lol#this is very basic surface level stuff i know but. gotta start somewhere ig 😭#anyway. ignore my character development there. hope it doesn't ruin the image of the edgy kicked puppy i usually give off.
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how do you think seth and makoto would get along?
I think that they would be pretty nice and cordial with eachother, but it would be a pretty surface level relationship. Makoto would probably keep him at a distance and not share anything about his life for Makoto reasons, meanwhile I imagine Seth is largely indifferent to him
. i mean in theory i can see Seth caring more and latching onto him as an authority figure, wanting to please and follow orders all that, but like Yomi is kinda taking up that spot atm sooo i dont rlly see it happening. kinda interesting to think of tho cuz i think its funny to imagine Seth being like "woah an authority figure whos not mean to me.. thats sso amazing" meanwhile Makoto doesn't even remember his lastname and doesn't care to
i can see the 2 like, enjoying a tea party tho ngl, talking all about how they hate Yomi (thats mostly Seth Makoto just nods along and sideglances the framed photos he has of him sitting just a few feet away)
also random hc but i like to think like, Seth often accidentally/subconsciously calls Makoto 'masked freak' or some shit, he just does it without thinking, what being around yomi hellsmile and being subjected to his rants does to a mf (hes so tired man. so tired)
anyway thank u alfie i consulted them on this cuz im no makoto expert and if i were to mischaracterize a character from my hyperfixation id simply die . so naturally i wanted to avoid that
#for a post about seth and makoto i talked a fair bit about yomi sorry hjvnjfg#i just think he just plays a decent part in like seths relationship with authority#so itd make sense hed come up when discussing seth with his Other Boss (kinda . no clue to what extent he has power over the peacekeepers)#also having to think about this made me wonder . why do people ship Sekoto#when i saw it before i kinda nodded along it makes surface level sense#i kinda assumed the appeal was in it being a saviour type thing#but now that i think of it i cant see them like having much interest in eachother esp like relationship wise#i mean atleast they look cute together ig#seth burroughs#rain code#raincode#master detective archives#master detective archives: rain code#mdarc#mda:rc#makoto kagutsuchi#will i tag yomi. sure#yomi hellsmile#asks#makoyomi#i guess
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im going to kill you with hammers
angy cause you don’t like being exposed for transmisogyny, huh?
#your understanding of trans struggles and basic feminism#doesn’t even meet the basic requirement#your understanding isn’t even surface level#and you take it out on me because you don’t wanna acknowledge that you’re deflecting#because the secret is that either you’re a bigot#or you don’t wanna put forth the effort of actually learning how trans women in particular are oppressed by the current system#and you’d rather virtue signal about wanting to fuck girl cock or something#lost.txt#ask#anon#die mad ig?
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another thing with spoiler talk is that it is often exclusive to just these #shocking big deaths for some reason. and i dont even think those things are the most “harmful” spoilers. the thing w asoiaf for example is how significant the utilization of pov structure is. like the whole series is built on key moments of recontextualization. we are deliberately given just a small chunk of information from the lens of a specific pov or side and the way a lot of the themes are conveyed is the challenging of that. like there is so much meaning in structuring so i am so glad people are way more focused on “googoo gaga this mc dies” kind of spoilers and a lot of the key directions the series chose to take and how remain relatively unspoiled because no one is really oversaturating those moments. like i love not getting certain key info revealed until it should be as it would completely recontextualize scenes and characters etc. i love having preconceived notions and those being challenged. because that was very much george’s intention and it is sometimes a key part of his characterization or framing or whatever
#like so much of what truly appeals to me re jaimes character writing for example is the structuring and how it reinforces his character arc#it is so loaded and fun#like other than the obvious surface level fun of that it is so thematically coherent with his character#like on a meta level and on an in universe level too#like i love how it lends itself to the examination of concepts he deals with like heroism villainy self concept identity and reformation#like so much of his arc is focused on what the self even is and what can it be and perspective is crucial in the interrogation of that#so glad that was not spoiled for me and if it was i didn’t remember luckily#when i first read#this is also y i hate the GoT ned jaime fight#y would the show decide to frame him like that already#i much prefer jaime being viewed as very irredeemable and bigger than life image than a character already so unsubtly flirting w all that#that early#all we had pre acok convo is tyrion and even he barely really knows jaime to be frank#and some of cers’ words but its not like the reader would really view her as a reliable lens#keep him more ‘dehumanized’ in terms of lens like keep him more comically villainous#like thats pretty key when it comes to subversion and when we actually finally go in depth with him and see how persona affects the self#ig they could never recreate the pov structure aspect of his arc anyway so wahtever
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sadly "concerning my daughter" is mediocre so far
#ive also been rly slow w reading it though.#but like idk. its not necessarily surface level but i would like it to begin to go deeper into the mothers thoughts#i enjoy it enough though so far ig.
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So I watched that three part BBC documentary on Ze and honestly, it was just okay? I think I expected too much from it, which is on me. There was definitely far too much putin - I skipped through most of that.
It does give a solid enough background on the birth of Ukraine as an independent nation & the struggle to get there. There was some nice K95 archival footage in the earlier episode, but no particularly new information. They do give Ze a fair amount of credit outside of the 'comedian to president' pipeline which is v important I think.
Overall, I'd hoped for a lot more from something which made out it would be sort of, in Ze's own words? I'd have much preferred a longform interview with him & surely they must have filmed more than the maybe, idk 30 mins of footage that's sprinkled through the 3 episodes?
For me it was a solid 6/10 - nothing groundbreaking or earth shattering; just a decent enough foundation.
#I'm kinda disappointed by it? like - it's a lot more surface level than I had anticipated#there was one quote where he talks about his own work ethic ( 'when everybody works. you work. when everybody sleeps. you work' )#and he always seems to have been like that- I am constantly in awe as someone who is exhausted by three meetings a day#but yea - it was just fine IG
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