I would recognize you in total darkness: in different bodies, in different times
Claire wakes up in the hospital with no memory of who she or anyone is. But she is not alone.
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Andrew Minyard puts on his black combat boots and black armbands. He wears his black hoodie because Andrew is not like other boys. His newest teammate Neil Josten has an aura of danger that Andrew knows he is better off not getting close. But Andrew cannot help it. He is like a moth drawn to a flame. Neil’s untamed auburn hair that is never styled yet it is messy in an effortless way and his big blue orbs that must have a lot of hidden secrets. Andrew knows he should not play with fire but with that toned body Andrew minyard can not stay away.
Whatever, not like Neil josten would notice him anyways. He is the outcast in his teams and no one likes him. Neil josten would not care about him.
Imagine Andrew’s surprise when Neil josten joins him on the roof and shares his secrets. Andrew is right, Neil has a very dark past that is even darker than Andrew’s. Neil is involved in the mafia! But because Andrew is not like other boys he does not care and promise to protect Neil even though Andrew probably cannot do anything if anything happens. Neil probably has to be the one to save Andrew.
Neil also turns out to be loaded and he buys Andrew a car when his was destroyed and Andrew cannot say no to a Maserati.
Everyone else on the team is so shock when super attractive good looking Neil josten will choose to be with someone like Andrew minyard but Neil does not care and growls at anyone that says anything bad about Andrew.
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so I realized that around this time of the year is already past my 1 year anniversary of being hyperfixated on Rob?? time flies
this is the timeline of how it happened according to some vague memories:
1. i happen to see some random video of The Rerun on like, YouTube I think
2. me: hmm i think that one eyed guy is giving some real gender envy– wait. oh no. its happening. he's the new Chosen One, isn't he
3. im not hyperfixated im not hyperfixated im not–
4. I AM SO FUCKING HYPERFIXATED I LOVE ROB FROM TAWOG HE MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME!!!!!!
5. rob is a major part of my life and my headspace now. i couldn't stop if I tried, because some part of my brain views him as an actual close friend, and therefore abandoning this hyperfixation would feel extremely cruel. i would never do that to him and therefore he will be my imaginary bestie/adoptive son forever. i will never grow out of it. i am perfectly okay with that
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Bit of a (late) long-ass personal post, but this past year has been insanely monumental for me and a lot of it, if not almost all of it, was centered around this silly comedy show.
Starting the year adopting the most perfect cat in the world purely because he looked like Agent Jack Bauer, I've ended up meeting amazing people and making great friendships, both online and in person, I met Glenn and Charlie and MEE and Meg (and Humphrey) and Danny?? got my first tattoo, bought way too much whiskey, and I've just really, genuinely enjoyed my time posting on Tumblr, making shit, and writing fic more than I have in half a decade. It's stupid, and sappy, and probably pretty parasocial, but I owe so many of my best experiences this past year not only to the show, but to joining this community. Because I wouldn't have experienced much of any of this if I hadn't jumped the casual fan on r/IASIP ship and washed up ashore here. And being here has improved my life and my mental health in ways I can't even begin to properly express.
So here's a photo dump of what I have to dub "A Very Sunny 2023":
To everyone here, thank you for being a part of my 2023. I'm not sure what 2024 has in store, but I'm happy I'll be here, creating and experiencing whatever it is, through and beyond.
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Tav seeing Shadowheart in her wedding dress for the first time, and muttering through tears, “You always looked best in white…”
Oh my GOD 😭💕
Shadowheart has been moving away from the darkness since Tav has met her. Tav has helped, offered assistance, support, and love where she could- but Shadowheart’s really grown and healed all on her own. And switching to lighter colors has been symbolic for that… (her hair being the most obvious example). Tav has adored these changes, because each time it’s like Shadowheart lets out another part of her that’s been locked away and suppressed for so long.
So for it all to culminate in the happiest day of her life, in her white dress, ready to face her new life with her new partner and accept light, and love…
🥹 Tav would definitely cry. Her baby has come a long way 🥰 And Shadowheart would cry! I would definitely cry writing it lol
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growing up, i've successfully kept myself from watching films with gruesome themes like the human centipede or final destination because i'd rather not be scarred for life, and after figuring out how dark of a show hannibal actually is, normally i would have stopped myself from watching it already. but too late, my curiosity on how hannibal and will's relationship develops throughout the story makes me want to keep watching. and it's been really fascinating to watch so far. there's no stopping now.
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hiiiiiiii <33 🍓🥝 🛼🧩
Hiiiiii 🥰❤️😘
🍓 ⇢ how did you get into writing fanfiction?
Ooh okay Kyler lore time! I’ve literally been writing fanfic since I was three or four, writing (and illustrating!) my own stories of my favorite childhood characters. I had two multigifted older siblings, so much of my early childhood was spent sitting still and quiet at band concerts, dance recitals, sports events and academic competitions. My mom always diligently packed me a bag of things to do, including books and stickers and blank notebooks to write and draw in. So I became a connoisseur of stories from a young age! But of course I didn’t know that it was called fanfiction, or that it was a hobby anyone else had. I soon moved onto writing my own stories with original characters.
The real answer to this is that I got big into Twilight fandom as a thirteen year old, and I happened across fanfiction dot net looking for content. After marveling at the fact that other people made up stories like this too? And shared them??? and after reading a few for myself, I thought, “I could totally do this too (and better.)” So I began my first true fanfic. And I’ve slipped in and out of writing since, but I always come back to it! It’s fun!
🥝 ⇢ do you lie a lot? what's the most recent lie you told?
I lie a lot to my students. They’re fourteen and nosy, and they don’t need to know everything about my life! I lie and tell them exciting things I did over the weekend. I lie when I do exciting things over the weekend that they wouldn’t understand. I lie and tell them that I’m single. I lie and tell them that yes, this worksheet is for a grade, so you have to do it. I think the last lie that I told a kid was just before we let out for the summer, that you’ll love that kind of summer job! It’ll be fun!
🛼 ⇢ describe your latest wip with five emojis
👑🔪🌱😵💍
🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?
There’s no one thing. If I’m trying to read something and it’s poorly written (ie unrealistic dialogue, really really bad grammar or formatting, characters acting OOC in a way that breaks immersion), I’ll call it quits. But that’s different for every fandom/set of characters. Sometimes I like the OOC-ness, and sometimes it’s too much. If the paragraphs are too long, I’ll either shove the fic in a screenreader instead, or just give up. (Usually if there are distractingly long paragraphs in a fic, that’s not the only writing problem the author has.)
Send me writing asks!
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I know I just said that we shouldn't categorize people in history, but when it comes to the presidential podcast, I do find myself sorting presidents into "good" and "garbage" piles based on how they treated their wife.
Good
Ulysses S. Grant gets top marks here. I'm not crazy about his wife, but he was, and they're cute together. She was sunny and upbeat enough to boost him through a lot of years of struggle, and he was devoted to both her and the children.
Theodore Roosevelt was a loving husband to both his wives and a ridiculously devoted father to all his children.
James Garfield starts out in the garbage pile because he married her without love and had an affair, but the way they both overcame that to fall deeply in love is a pretty beautiful redemption.
Woodrow Wilson seems to have had a pretty good relationship with his wife. I know less about them so this is a tentative classification, but she was willing to basically help run the country after his stroke, so it suggests there was something good there.
Garbage
Warren Harding reigns in the garbage can. Multiple unrepentant affairs with long-term mistresses.
FDR was already on pretty shaky ground in my mind, but once I learned he had an affair with Eleanor's secretary, and then Eleanor stayed with him through polio, and then at his death he was with this same secretary while Eleanor was away, he lost a lot of points.
Middle Ground
Lincoln and his wife had a pretty rocky relationship, but from what I can tell they tried to make it work and were planning on taking steps to improve things before his death.
Chester Arthur's wife hated that he was constantly away on political business, which gives him a lot of bad husband points, but also she did want that high-class, high-status lifestyle, and from what I can tell he did love her and had a lot of regrets after she died.
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Thinking about schrödinger's cat and how beautiful the unknown is. The cat may be dead or it may be alive but we don't know and it's so hard forcing yourself to learn. Being so scared to hear the news because it could either mean the amazing thing you've been hoping for and waiting for for so long or it's like a dagger to the chest and you don't want to open the box because what if it's not the answer you want. It's so much more comfortable living in that sense of suspense knowing that if you don't open it, you never have to face the possibilities of the bad news. Even if it could be the most amazing news. You're just too scared to face the pain that you'd rather never know.
But you have to open the box eventually, don't you? You can't get someone to open the box every time and tell you whether or not the cat has died, it's your job to open it yourself because it's your cat in your box and even though it hurts because you know it might hurt so much, you have to do it, don't you? How else can your life change? Change hurts so bad but everyone is constantly moving forward and if you're too scared to do so you're going to get left behind, and that's so much worse than hurting because if you don't open the box, you'll always end up with a dead cat whether or not it was dead before you pushed it away, scared to take the risk.
I know it hurts but that cat will die if you never open the box. I'm not talking about a cat in a box anymore but I never really was.
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wait....
Does anyone else know about the destruction of Krypton? Does Clark ever tell? Is it discovered? Does he even know?
Does he hold the greiveing of an entire planet on his shoulders? As Well as the need to keep this planet safe and together and a home to him? Ohhhh my god. Ohhh my god
Does he keep it like a secret? A whole planet, nestled close to his heart so no one else can look at it, no one else can question it or taint it. Kal-El of Krypton. He is of Krypton as much as Krypton is his. His. An entire civilization living on with one man. God damn. Traditions he'll never know, a culture he never got to grow up with. Ohh my god
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Had to sit and let the whole show marinate in my brain after that ending dear god
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I haven't opened this acc in a while but I'm surprised I got some boops lol
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listening to the bad playlist that gives me bad syndrome
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