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valorant montage kpop edit but make it carlos winners || after school - weeekly
#carlos alcaraz#this is so niche but uh yea#inspo linked#wasn't gonna post this bc the quality is kinda shit but i spent way too much time on it to not share#did i sink hours into this when i should be doing other things? yes#did i go insane trying to get the timings down? also yes#was it worth it? maybe who knows#still figuring out how to edit so plz be gentle#might do more of these for fun w diff songs and stuff later so lmk if u have recs :)#edits 🍑
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date back on for sunday now. His friend is okay. thank god. And uhhh, yea now we're finally be fr about the "hey we met on a dating, lets be so fr about what our experience has been" uncharted territory besties. we're not at "so what are you looking for?" but i already essentially told him my approach is to just really try getting to know ppl i find interesting and letting a spark develop from there w/o pressure. kinda like in school where you consistently see people in casual settings. and he thought it was a good plan so uh. here we are.
#basically he's had no luck and only like 2 matches (excluding me i believe) and all those people just never responded to him#which must be so funny bc now theres like. me. where i have seen his id. know his govt name. address. dob. and vitals. like. crazy.#and he's seen mine too ofc. equality. and uh. sounds like he's never dated. never had any bug feelings for anyone despite wanting to fall i#love so bad. which is... interesting. i feel like he has liked ppl and not recognized that it's a crush. nit just wanting to be friends but#imma hold off on sharing that until further developments.#i basically told him that I've had a very different experience. not to like brag but like most women will have better luck on apps (also hi#profile kinda sucks. all 4 photos look like a different person. his like actual answers to prompts aren't bad. they're good. thats what mad#me think 'oh i think i could rlly get along w/ this dude' but he'd attract a very niche type of woman)#which i also. didn't fully say. bc time and place. it'll come up but not right now. but yea so i told him that like. ive gotten many matche#but a lotttt of it is super low quality. lot of wasted time. so like. yea. we all have a bad time on dating apps till someone sticks and we#dont. we basically have both admitted to having idealized people in the past and getting the ick irl. and yea. building some good common#ground. ive always wanted to ask to ppl ive gone out w/ what their experience looks like but i feel like thats not smth to talk abt till#later on and I've never wanted anything past a 2nd date before so. yea.#although my first date did tell me but she was poly and like much more open to talking abt that than most monogamous ppl would be
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Hi, do you have any general tips for getting into grad school lol?
I'm trying to get into a clinical psych phD program which I know is very different from what you're doing but hey, I'll take any advice youd like to share ! Also love your art :-)!
I'll just explain how i got to this point and hope theres something worth taking from that.
For me, I did my Masters 1st bc I hadn't done in the lab work until my last year of undergrad and I wasn't sure how I would handle working on a big project and I had a general idea of what I wanted to study but it was still kinda blurry. So, I thought ok 2 years on a project that seems ok, then 4+ on something I really wanna do based on what i learned from my masters. I found my Masters advisor through a string of talking to different people about my interests, reading her papers, and asking if she happened to be looking for students. I sort of stumbled into a good situation on a bit of luck
For my PhD I had a very narrow focus for what I was looking for in terms of research, so there were only like 5 ppl doing exactly what I wanted in english speaking countries. I found them all through reading a bunch of papers, stalking their lab websites and then emailing them like: Hey! I found u through reading X paper, ur research is so cool! Here is how it fits with my interests and here is what I've done that qualifies me to work with you (in as few words as I could manage). Are you accepting students into your lab? And then if they reply that they are: would u be willing to talk with me?
During meetings the questions I always ask (aside from questions abt their research) are: what's your lab space like? How hands on are you as an adviser? What do you like about what you do/what compelled you to take on X research? And then it's also good to ask about their other students (what research they're doing and if you could email them to ask if they like this adviser as a boss/whats it like at the school).
Honestly, I feel like the best advice I could give is treat an interview like it goes both ways. You don't want a boss that sucks so grill them a bit to try to figure out what they're like as a person. And it helps to let a little passion shine thru ✨️
Hope that helps? And good luck!!!
#its a lot easier to get in once you have your masters too bc it demonstrates u can handle grad school#like id get emails back like: oh ur work fits well with my research! and im like: uh yea thats y i emailed u???#but my interests r extremely niche and a bit odd so i guess i kinda come blazing thru like a rogue planet#idk im maybe a bit weird but ive got a lotta passion for what i wanna do when im not drowning#and hopefully that comes thru in interviews even when im rambling around my answers#aha now im procrastinating prepping for those interviews 😅#anyway hope this helps a bit!#mostly for me its finding ppl with the background thst will enable me to do what i want and then trying to fugure out what kind of person#they r and if that fits with how i work#unrelated#lmao literally 2 ppl i got on calls with were like algae??? most ppl try to hide their interest in algae#and im like great its been 2min and uve already called me a freak lmao
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…yea sure why not?
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baker!simon who’s known for the bit he’s got going on – something you wished your friends would’ve told you because the first time you walked into the niche bakery (at six am to boot) and saw simon, big and tall and inked and masked simon, you screamed bloody murder.
“jesus-!” he yelled back in surprise, almost dropping a tray of freshly baked shortbreads before whipping his head up to see what was going on only to feel like he’s been punched in the gut because there you stood by the entrance, bundled up with thick jackets like you’re preparing for winter even though fall was just settling in, your hair a haggard mess and your face gaunt from exhaustion, and looking like all parts of simon’s dream woman.
“um,” you stammered, staring at him with wide eyes and trembling hands, your heart hammering in your chest as you began to panic. “i, uh. i’m…?”
simon watched as you continued to stammer before finally taking pity on you. he placed the tray on the counter and turned to fully present himself to you, spreading his arms out in hopes that it would show you that he’s not dangerous. that you would see his flour-covered apron and see that all he’s got going on in life is baking, and then instantly be enamoured with him.
“you here for breakfast?” he asked, clearing his throat upon hearing the awkward croak of his voice. thank god for his mask because he was able to hide the flush of his cheeks, allowing him to continue to play it cool in front of you.
“yes?” you replied, still confused as to why the… baker? was wearing a homemade skull mask.
“sure,” he said and you watched as he wiped his hands on his apron. “come over here then. what’d you want to order?”
baker!simon who isn’t really a big sweets enthusiast but whose desserts are the best in the block. you asked him what made him pursue this career and you watched as he stilled, his face falling slack like he can see something you couldn’t – like he is reliving a memory – before shaking himself with a deep inhale and finally whispering, “for my brother.”
you did not probe any further, your heart heavy with guilt, but simon just turned to you with a small smile and asked, “wanna hear about ‘im?”
he gathered you in his arms as he recounted the few fond memories he has of his childhood, and you breathed him in, smelling the faint smell of macaroons and toasted butter on his skin.
baker!simon who begins dedicating his daily special treats to you. “for the apple of my eye,” when it’s apple fritters day. “for my beloved cheri,” on cherry pie day. “for my precious sugar,” on sugar cookies day.
baker!simon who proudly prances around in his frilly pink apron that has “husband material” embroidered on the chest. you gave it to him as a gag gift but simon loves it so much that he began to wear it to work, showing it off to his friends with a deep chuckle.
“my girl got it f’r me,” he says to johnny. “pretty, isn’t it?”
johnny nods amidst laughter, his body folded into himself as he clutches the counter for support.
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fuck. baker!simon might even be better than biker!simon
#suns.hc#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x reader#simon ghost x reader#ghost x reader#simon ghost riley#simon riley#suns#IM ACTUALLY GOING INSANE WHY DO I LOVE THIS SO MUCH#ghost x female reader
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Hello- Patricia Taxxon but in Disco Elysium WIP
I`m very burnt out atm but I am forcing myself to draw more and uh- I realized with the last patty thing I did (the one of martin, rene, and patricia playing boules together) that I accidently hit a cool artistic idea niche
So now we have multiple patrcia taxxon disco versions!!!
Humanoid Patricia is going to be a Loona's friend and will do music nerdin with Andre, Noid, and Egghead.
Dog Patricia (avery) will be Martin's pet and Rene has a begrudging love of the dog cause who can't resist and adowable widdle puppppyyyyyyyy. (Puppers patty also gets a bite of the sandwhich)
And raccoon patty (amber) is Cuno and Cunoesse's chaos pet!!!!! The one thing Cuno fuckin cares about. I may not fuckin care ya pants, I may not care about ya murder, I may not fuckin care bout your gay lil romance that everyone can see but you BUT I CARE ABOUT THIS LIL HEADPHONES WEARIN RACCOON I FOUND YESTERDAY- is something I think he would say if he had a pet raccoon
But yea, I'll have more fleshed out lil stories for patty-elysium when I finish the drawing. Its a nice lil thing to do bit-by-bit.
#disco elysium#art#harrier du art#patricia taxxon fanart#patricia taxxon#disco elysium cunoesse#disco elysium fanart#disco elysium cuno#disco elysium rene#disco elysium martin#furry#fursona
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hi ive been binging your blog a lot recently. i rlly adore the sheer effort you've given to these dumbass fucking characters that otherwise get such little people even attempting to appreciate or engage with them beyond very shallow depths. as someone who only really got into the p4 games relatively recently (2022. my only remembered experience with the series beforehand was like a couple episodes of the the p4anim years ago and playing p5 in 2016/2017) and kind of being shell-shocked by how characters like marie and teddie and namatame were perceived by the overall fanbase once i started engaging with it more i really appreciate all the writing and analysis and art and other shit you do for them. even the gas station attendant, a character i overlooked initially, i've come to love because of all the time and energy you put into picking them apart like a dead frog in a science class
uh yea idfk i feel generally vindicated by seeing the way you characterize these bitches. especially marie as someone who felt like a lot of her interesting aspects were evaporated by the fandom (somewhat because of p4ga i feel but but still) and wanted to see more silly fanart of her (and shumarie/soumarie/whatecvrer the fuck that wasn't just kind of surface level romance becuz i rlly do love their dynamic w how i see bancho in my head. idiots who dont know how to properly express themselves w one repressing themselves to adopt a likable persona and the other unable to shut the fuck up much to their own detriment. im not gonna get over that fucking "marie makes everyday sunny for him" post ever i think) so uh keep on keeping on and ill continue to like your posts and something
anyway dumb stupid cringe fucking rant over. i apologize if i come off like a loser i dont use this website and idk the general tumblr etiquette. im pretty sure shit like this shouldnt even go here but . dont need to respond to this i just wanted to yell into the void cuz i appreciate this account. rest of this will just be panels of marie and teddie and bancho from some of the p4g anthologies i own that i wanted to share in the off chance that you also dont already own said anthologies n have seen them befor. these r only from the last ID antho and the dengeki one because those r the only 2 i have proper pictures of
hai i read this ages ago and i wanna get back to it by saying youre so awesome possum forever and ever dont worry about your ettiquette because getting 3 essay worthy paragraphs of you talking is basically everyone ive met in the tumblr nation
another thing i remember is that a bestie also loved your offerings esp the last one because those two look so lalala AUAHUAHA okay i should answer this ask properly now that i have the time 🏃🏃🏃🏃
can we give it up for the bingers and blog skimmers !?!?!?! you guys are such an interesting breed i remember trying to do that in 2018 i can already recall the thrill going through my blood im so honored to see people doing that and moreso coming to me to tell me about it WAHAUHAHA 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
this gas station (blog) really is catered to the niche market of all time also because the way my brain is wired to just go in the dustiest nooks and corners of a community and thrive and live there. i AM the bug you see when you lift up the rock . hai . i'll do anything for these poor poor characters being tossed around like hot potato with people who dont bother understanding thing or even try to pick them up at all. also im getting such a kick every time someone tells me i got them into appreciating the attendant or even iznmi more OR in a different way. thats why im here bros . me when i do my JOB !!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
the way fandom handles shipping has always irked me because theres just SO much you can do with two characters than just make them hold hands. what if there was blood invovled, you know . /starts pacing around the room / you know im glad you know the know it's so cool you know /shaking you/ im glad i have a post that's affected you so much like i thought it was just a silly caption at the time and seeing it after 2 or 3 years is like "YEAHH i cooked this " and im glad you brought it to me hehehe
i hope this gas station brings you joy and you keep coming back for more etc etc and please know i really am happy to see you around in whatever branch you show up at 🫡🫡🫡 /explordes
#assk#mint-adjacent-vibes#ggif#long post#ゲッー#💌#// it really does make me warm inside to hear stuff like this even when i dont get to reply all the time#// tgank you for representing the marie nation at this sad and desolate time she needs her soldier s to survive the war 🫡🫡🫡🫡🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#// and youre doing amazing at it too even if i dont see it all the time KEEP IT UP !! ⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️
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I don't collect many things, but of the things I do collect I think the most surreal is physical Mabinogi merch.
To explain Mabinogi is an MMORPG that came out in 2008 and I've been playing it ever since beta. I'd argue it has plenty of charm and enough reason even now in 2023 for anyone with even some slight interest in it to give it a shot however to me (and to my partner) it has a special place. Not only is it how my partner and I met, but it's literally a game I have played for 15 years now; considering I'm 28 that's over half my entire life.
As you might imagine back in middle school and even early high school I didn't really have a lot of money, let alone the understanding of how to order things from overseas. So a very niche MMORPG didn't necessarily have a lot of merch out and about. While most kids at my school had Pokémon backpacks or some kind of Anime plastered on their shirt (normally Naruto or Dragonball) I never had physical merch. So I was always that annoying kid who had to verbally tell you how much I liked my dumb special interest.
To give you an idea of how much this game was a part of my life, my mother once bought me an actual copy of the Mabinogion, like; the book that the game is loosely based on, it's entirely in Welsh and my mom also gave me a dictionary to translate it, I was stoked about this; I was in early high school walking around with a black book with a red symbol on the front speaking in Welsh as you can imagine this did not make me popular and cool.
Now my partner and I collect actual official merch, just last year we acquired a few magazines, guide books, and even manga. It's incredible to behold such a snapshot of time from when this was all still new and popular.
This is a guide book from back when the slogan for the game was still "fantasy life" it would later become "anime life" and a few other things; but this is the one I remember from my childhood:
We were really excited to look through this and translate it, more over we were taken aback by the system requirements listed in the guide book, I mean just check out these specs!
The funniest part is that there was a time at which I was getting a new laptop because I had to travel and I specifically gave the guy at Bestbuy this almost exact rundown for the specs I needed. This was of course because my plan was to install Mabi on it, which I did. However I had a hard time explaining to anyone why I wanted these sort of specs specifically without saying "uh so I can play an extremely niche online game from Korea?"
We also got books that were literally Item and databooks which had full lists of items you could obtain in the game as well as what races and genders could use them:
This was an absolute trip down nostalgia lane for us.
I cannot stress just how cool it was to flip through these pages and go "oh shit I had those, oh I remember that! Remember this? Yea it was from an event, damn that was a long time ago; oh god I'm old."
It's crazy to see just how much detail and effort went into these! I didn't even know they existed, if I was aware of these back in school I'd have gone ballistic over them like, check this out there's entire pages dedicated to Generation 1:
of course the merch pages caught our eye looking over all the stuff we have yet to hunt down for our collection
These books are great and I personally love the manga, illustrations of the world that I've only ever seen as low poly PMGs is such a sight to behold as a long time fan.
However you may notice something, there's not a ton of physical merch. Sure there's books and manga, and it seems like at one point there were standees and a few figures, posters, and mugs; but these days getting your hands on the rarer merch can be difficult and not to mention expensive.
That's sort of why we excitedly took matters into our own hands, slowly and methodically recreating the game's PMG models as OBJs we can actually print from our 3D printer. It's not easy but it's totally worth it.
I know this probably sounds REALLY stupid to you, and I wouldn't blame you for laughing at me for it; but the fact that I have played this game for 15 years; and today I held a 3D printed figure of a Golem in my fucking hands has me feeling a certain kind of way that's hard to explain. Knowing I could print figures of our characters, our favorite NPCs, not to mention entire dungeons and create dioramas of our favorite places from a game that means so much to me is genuinely mind boggling.
I think the part of all this that still has me in disbelief is that if you asked me what I wanted when I was a depressed 16 year old in school who came home and immediately jumped on Mabi; I'd 100% tell you that I just want to live alone with a partner who enjoyed Mabi and maybe a few cats. Now I'm 28 living with a partner who I not only met via this game but who is actually significantly better than me at it lol; we also have 3 cats and our home is slowly but surely being decorated with more and more Mabinogi crafts. I don't mean to sound like my life revolves around this game, though I admit I do laugh when my partner breaks out her signature slogan of "Mabinogi is Real Life" but I guess in a sense it just feels like I've fucking made it you know? I did it, I finally got the life I was longing for and while it may not feel real; every day this sort of thing happens makes it a littler harder to deny that I'm living the dream. I'm far from rich and I'm far from healthy; and I don't exactly have a great career or anything sure, but I think 16 year old me would be happy with the way I turned out.
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so I caved in LMAOO (14DWY OC)
MORE INFO UNDER THE CUTTT!!!
INFO ABT CALI :]
• They go by any pronouns!!
• majored astrophysics(doctorate) and Biomedicine !! and is planning to take architecture in the future
• a huge overachiever in acads even back then!! not Alot of people went and talk to them to be friends and mostly used them for academics because they can't say no Alot of the time (sadly)
• Genuine loves learning things and you could see them spending their break reading stuff in the aisle where stem bullshit or mythos are in
• despite being very good in science or math it's not exactly natural talent? well some part of it is but compare it to medical field... they're far more better in that field surprisingly but they didnt take medical in college so.. that's that
• really good with taking care of people and wounds!! surprisingly empathetic?? like when it comes to taking care of people they're very empathetic idk how to explain it's just if they're not taking care of people they're not as empathetic they might be insensitive but it's just they don't really understand social cues or some emotions 😞
• other than that they like alot of niche things and that Include games!! THEY LOVEEE STORY BASED GAMES!! (what remains of Edith Finch is the perfect example) but they also like other type of games!! they're willing to play fps or first person shooting games it's just... they suck at aiming and will probably stay with being a healer or something because they deadass cannot aim AT ALL
• Cosplay is their side gig I don't have anything to add on to this but they craft everything and stitch it by theirselves
• they know how to bake!! they love making pastries and sharing it to their friends but like it's more of a daydream because they're too scared to share anything or gift something they MADE soo... :(
• They're short. like 5'2 short LMAOOO they have to wear heels or heeled shoes to reach Ren's chin
- impressive voice range like their voice stays in high but when they just woke up it's SURPRISINGLY DEEP?? like not deep deep just like mid deep
- has a weird talent?? they can dislocate their shoulders at will 😭
-also weird body temperature?? it changes randomly like they're cold and then suddenly they're warm?? they complain about it constantly
-their cat is named yolk and they squeak like a seagull and they're very talkative and affectionate
RANDOM FACTS??
• They can sing!! only when drunk tho
• when being flirt with they will not understand it. like you have to be very bold with it like?? I'm just saying if you flirt with them theyre gonna take it literally and look at you with genuine confusion (they'll understand it 4 hours later)/ Internet explorer ass)
•their clothes has some designs of wings, their usual jacket they wear usually is has a pair of wings at their back as the design !!! or have one of their hair clips as wings <3 (haha angel thingy haha)
• too many books and is literally broke from buying too many shit
• DESPITE probably having a very hectic schedule having no sleep at all in a week uhm THEY HAVE ALOT OF ENERGY, for someone who based their whole look off their cat and looking like a person who's personality is probably cat like uh they're actually more of a golden retriever!! <3
• their real name is actually valentine but like.... they didn't like it at all because their real birthday is in April and they were genuinely confused about it so they changed it to Cali !
• Shakes their hands or do small jumps if they're excited or very happy and when they're very overwhelmed by any emotion they cover their ears and closes their eyes (ex is when an intense scene in a horror movie they cover their ears when jumpscare happens) also does random noises when spacing out LMAO
• KNOIWS how to crochet!! they love doing amigurumi versions of people :]
• also their bed is really comfy.. well uh two beds?? they have a loft bed and like a bed on the .... floor... yea.... haha but BOTH BEDS ARE REALLY COMFY and cozyy <33
• THEY LIKE ALOT OF FASHION STYLESS!! their closet is really diverse :3 but currently they're into acubi/gorpcore/ whatever the fuck they want to put on style !
• will probably cry if you seem genuinely interested in their ramblings of stars or numbers (they will)
• they're also ALWAYS seen holding something?? anything but they're mostly seen holding a bag and fiddling with it, if you let them hold ur hand they will be over the MOOONN
• they may be academically smart but they're common sense and general knowledge STUPID (srs)
ok I'm done rambling abt them wow @14dayswithyou (IM SO SORRY FOR @ BUT I SAW SOMEWHERE TO @ YOU IN 14 DAYS WITH YOU STUFF AND ANDN DNND IM SO SORRY IF YOU DIDNT WANTED TO BE @ ED I CAN DELETE JT 😭)
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more ds9 time bc heat make brain jelly. s2e7
fascinating that dax is down her playing dabo with quark. tongo. whatever.
ah. ferengi misogyny. i do enjoy that dax is very... unthreatened? shes basically just using it as an opportunity for banter. thats kinda fun.
ah, plot. lets go baby.
i feel like every time the nagus shows up im going to have to re-remember hes the one guy from the princess bride. in my defence have not SEEN that movie still but by reputation i am aware of the man.
okay so i have, for lack of word, clocked that that specific ferengi is being played by a female actress, so thats. hm. whats going on here. ah i see thats a plot point, i promise i noticed that before the scene where she returned to her room.
okay so dax genuinely is just like 'yea theyre shitheads but theyre funny' incredible? incredible.
we love a lady knight scenario, dont we folks. love a good ol' fashioned uhhhhhh alanna situation. yknow i always use alanna as my go to reference for a 'woman pretends to be a man' fiction and ive literally never read it or known anyone who has. niche, i guess.
so this is all the start of the ongoing ferengi women plotline, iirc. i know quarks mother (mothers?) shows up in later plots about ferengi politics, but i didnt realise we were gonna jump in with it. neat!
is dax's job now just advising other women on their romantic situations. its what she was doing in melora. like thats two eps in a row her primary role seems to be 'provide advice to a woman in love' whats the go.
i dont like the nagus but at least in universe i think thats the position of the majority of the people around him
make! out! like i dont really give a shit but like just go for it folks
thank you for your contribution to the plot, mr odo sir, very excellent work inciting a crime
now my thing is i dont actually like 'pretends to be a man' plots bc, yknow, ~transgender~, its a vibes based situation. anyway i skipped the scene but ive got the transcript, ive got the gist. im good. it seems fun. that said the way quark physically reacted to being kissed, and how hes reacting in every dialogue line afterwards, is uh. very dramatic? not sure where this is gonna go bc the signs point to Poorly for the both of them
but also "dont you want to know why i kissed you?" is the sort of shit i would say if i was trying to come out worse than i actually had. like "dont you want to know why i started shortening my name" level shit.
oh that was an excellent in the background there
this romance is doing Nothing for me lads
that said like, quark is still quite compelling as part of it. and the fact he defends Pel is sweet. but i also find it so difficult to take ferengi drama seriously because like, the nagus is RIGHT THERE, and he's a pure comic character. its pure comic. and that just sorta sucks drama out of it for me. whereas i think quark has the right balance of comedic greed and genuine pathos that he can carry dramatic story lines. pel isnt quiiite working for me in that respect but i already flagged my lack of interest in this specific kind of plotline earlier so its not her fault.
dax just vibing in the background of most of this episode was kinda fun though. i do like that.
okay so my verdict - ? two romance episodes back to back kinda sucks for me since i didnt really feel invested in either romance as a thing in itself, though maybe part of that is the foreknowledge that neither go anywhere, right. as an episode on its own i think its alright, but will probably be better as part of the overarching Ferengi plotlines later, i guess? idk. its not quite my thing. i did enjoy dax here though so she's starting to win me over after a rocky start
#ds9 blogging#i dont have that many thoughts about it honestly#sometimes i worry im very predictable in not enjoying romantic stuff in media and get very defensive about it
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It’s a very niche fandom, so I wasn’t exactly hopeful. In fact it got way more love than I’d hoped (marry me Guest Commenter Leanne C). But it is my favourite story and possibly my favourite show, so.
It’s Chekhov’s Uncle Vanya, specifically the one-man Andrew Scott adaptation (it is amazing), and it doesn’t have an online fandom whatsoever.
The Shadow of Your Shadows was my literal love-letter for it. Mostly for Sonya, who I loved more every time. She’s so wet cat it’s NUTS.
Uh yea! Hope you get something out of it (: tysm for this post ❤️ /gen
All of you fanfic authors out there have THAT fic.
one you spent ages on
that you put everything into
that you are so fucking proud of
and….
definitely didn’t get as much love as you hoped. Whether it didn’t find the right audience, or found no audience at all.
We all have one.
Repost this with the name of the fic, fandom, and what it’s on (and a link if u want) for people to see.
And I will read and aggressively hype the shit out of all of them. Idgaf if im in the fandom or not. I might not understand shit because who tf are those goobers but ffs you will get support from me.
#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer#fanfic#fanfiction#writers on tumblr#uncle vanya#vanya#uncle vanya adaptation#sonya my beloved
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I’ve been playing some otomes over the last year so here’re some Olympia Soirée drawings~
#Olympia Soiree#Yosuga#Byakuya#Amakusa Shirou Tokisada#myart#uh#Hairi#Asuha#yea#tbh tagging somethin so niche makes me feel silly :'D#and tagging Tokisadas full name even more so :'''D
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Was just wondering if you were working on any fic? And if so, when will it be done? Love re-reading your stuff, of course, but would love some new stuff too! Thanks!!
Aw, thank you anon ❤️❤️❤️
I HAVE started on working on something, but I haven't written anything down yet. It's an extremely preposterous crackfic haha.
As for when it will be done: some time after I've actually written it down 💡
#Thank you this is very sweet 💖#I feel like this fic is like exceptionally niche#Like genuinely a fic for three ppl haha#So it might not be your cup of tea#But it's going to be short!!!!!#So hopefully shouldn't take too long haha#I had to work a few things out#I'm deep deep deep down the rabbit hole#If anyone needs advice about what vegetables are best to plant in detroit hmu#And I made some notes!#Which is uh yup say I doodled all over some paper hahaha#I've been in a very Canon mindset#So I think hiatus n holiday will be helpful ❤️#But yea not sure when it'll be done#I don't have a firm grasp of this 'time' stuff 🤷♀️#*to say#Fanfiction#Writing
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birthdays r fine but like... ehat do you even do if you dont have any friends to celebrate it with
#like theres a niche subset thats just completely untalked about where youre a teenager but the only ppl u have to celebrate with is family#all articles that talk abt being alone on ur bday always have it from an adult perspective where they can choose 2 do whatever they want?#but any article talking about a teenagers birthday always expects that u have ebough friends to justify like a sleepover or an arcade party#like. thanks ig? i have like 1 friend and even then shes not a close friend so itd b weird if i just invited her?#n then how do i even say to my parents that uh.. yea we cant fucking do anything bc im pathetic as all hell?#i mean. i have OTHER friends too but i barely see them. one birthday was this week or last week but i have no clue bc she didnt do shit w it#and like. whats the protacol here? do i invite them??? do i not?? i had them over for halloween! would it be weird??#its just.. sigh.#anways DON NOT RB. and please dont write a dumb suggestion to me. this is just a vent
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KICKS OPE NTHE DOOR. ME AND @pumpkinpyre TALKIN ABOUT SR, REPO AND CANNS AND ELBY.
I... DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED WITH THE FORMATTING SHDFJSHKJH JUST TAKE WILD GUESSES AT WHO’S SPEAKING AND IGNORE THE BULLET POINTS
I think SR, when he does get Rick Age, would be a lot more calm and down to earth about things. And a hell of a lot more openly affectionate of his family. Hell, he might even be one of the ones that comes around to Jerry relatively quickly, if that's where Elby winds up.
because
No other Rick that we see really has anybody. C137 didn't really have anyone after Diane. He had flings and crushes but nothing long term, and most things he either got rejected from or got scared and ran
SR gets a chance to heal with Repo really early on compared to other Ricks after losing his wife
IT'S TRUE THOUGH
LIKE. POINTS AT CANNS
HE HAS PEOPLE BUT HE'S ALREADY A WRECK
AND HE TRIES!! BUT HE ALSO EXPLODES AT THE SLIGHTEST SIGN OF REJECTION
and doesn't want to look like he needs anyone
in him there are two wolves shdfjks one of them is like I want to Help undo the pain I've caused, and the other is, DONT SHOW WEAKNESS FUCK EVERYONE ELSE THE UNIVERSE OWES ME NOTHING AND I OWE NOTHING TO THE UNIVERSE
YEAH
And Repo out here with SR and both of them are like "maybe it's okay to show you need people because holy fucking CHRIST does it feel GOOD to be needed"
and then SR lets him have some of his blood despite knowing that Canns could lose control and eat him. it's trust. it's love. and Repo keeps coming back willingly to hang out and have a beer with Canns and invite him to crazy shit, even if he knows that Canns could fuck him over if he wanted. it's trust. it's love.
YEA
YEAH!!!!
feeling needed is important to a retrieval unit because they aren't needed they have functions and they have nothing. they are nothing to no one.
SR will happily get into screaming matches with Canns over the shit he does but at the end of the day those aren't relationship ending arguments. He's still gonna hang around and let him hang around his daughter and keep him in his life
and for Canns, who may not have lost his daughter and wife like c137 did, he still lost his wife because he refused therapy for his problem. but he brainwashed his own daughter because he didn't want her to suffer like he has. he destroyed his own body just so he could commit to his problem rather than seek help for it because that would be outside his control. and then there's this little Beth who is so eager to learn stuff and gung ho about violence and whatnot and he's just like. i wont fuck this up this time.
he's so nice around Elby. like, he's adorably nice. he gets so excited when she makes discoveries or comes up with stuff. high fives and cheering and stuff.
listens to her ramble about her traps and he's just like. rests chin on his arms and C: at her
Elby probably doesn't even really realize he's such a huge crabby brat because he's always so excited and happy to see her and listen to her rant about whatever thing has caught her interest.
...She starts loving horses more because she gets to talk to Canns about it and he tells her fucked up biology facts about them
YEAAA
oh man. oh man. him being like "you- you know, there's horse surgeons. they. they specialize in treating horses. helping them have gross wet babies and shit like that. th-they're kind of badass, even if they're super niche. but- but they're whole thing is they know a shitton about horses and they put it to good work. i-- i know a shitton about rick biology, it's what i do, but- but horse surgeons??? they're helping so many horses out there. s-so if you ever find yourself in that, uh, in that position, don't, uh, don't be ashamed of yourself, sweetie. y-you'd be saving these fucked up creatures."
Elby grows up to be one of the least fucked up Beths because she has so many supportive (grand)dads
YEAAA
and one of them is never growing older or anything. always comes to visit, shoot the shit. hes good for that.
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According to Vyn's Skadi ssr MC knows how to paddle a canoe which is hilarious bc she's just slowly becoming a jack of all trades
me: //sobbing in I Dont Have That Card but im coming to terms with how im not gonna get it, i'll just watch it bc i need to know how on earth they get to the point of romantic moment while theres an active volcano eruption in the background skjgds
BUT GOD YEA
mc being very close with all the boys who have niche interests and skillsets has the hilarious effect of her learning so many many topics and skills. jack of all trades so true.
but wait she said she knew how to paddle in a canoe ESPECIALLY???
this is. hilarious cuz
Luke SSR Iridescent Heartbeat, she says the same thing and is very determined to paddle Correctly so that she can get luke to stop being such a hover-y overprotective self flagellating idiot but uh
it doesnt go according to plan
she somehow ends up paddling in a way and direction that has them going in rapid circles KJBSFJGKSJD
WHICH IS LIKE.....OK, TWO OPTIONS HERE
since this card is set during the Lost Gold period and Skadi cards are set way after Lost Gold, maybe this experience was so embarrassing to mc that she decided to learn how to paddle Correctly, FORREAL THIS TIME. she cant let this happen again, she needs to get it right
OR mc, for some reason, keeps lying about her boat paddling skills
idk whats funnier to me. i like the first option bc continuity and also the thought of that experience sticking in her brain and thus propelling her to get very very good at such a specific ability is fantastic
but the second one i like because what KIND OF REASON would somebody have to lie about BOAT PADDLING PROWESS. not once, but TWICE.
i hope she brings up boat paddling one more time in a future card. third time's the charm would mean this is truly a recurring pattern. running joke that mc will admit to her weaknesses (eventually) in most situations so she can adequately grow and improve
except boat paddling
mc: pssshhh, canoes? kayaks? i can TOTALLY paddle that, haha!
//insert nervous expression mc sprite here
EDIT: i have been informed that kayaks and canoes are not synonymous kjbKHBKJFGS i know nothing about boats. apologies!! tho ive got NO IDEA how to adapt this response to that oversight so this is now one of those posts where u get net 0 information LMAO
#ihavenotfallenyet#asks#maybe theres another possibility im not seeing here but dont make me think too hard at 6am HAHA#tears of themis headcanons
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orville peck released new stuff?? btw i was wondering why we didn't really get a fully colorful glitter cowboy in kpop as far as i remember... with all of the western adjecent styling it would make sense but maybe that would become to costumy them
hell fuckin yea we sure did anon!!!!
youtube
he also dropped a trailer for the full album which is gonna be released in april!!!!
youtube
as for why there hasn't really been a lot of spectacle country styling in kpop........well. it's pretty long answer that has to do with several factors like:
golden era country as a genre just isn't popular in the way that it would need to be to catch international attention
country music pretty dramatically changed post 9/11 and the pop country that gets media attention + play nowadays portrays a particular nationalistic message that is viewed uh......distastefully outside of the us. it's also pretty wrapped up in right wing rhetoric and while this is absolutely not true of the majority of the genre and definitely not true of golden era country, it all gets painted with the same brush; country's 'tacky' and 'only about trucks and beer and girls and conservatism' because that's what the image of country music has been to the general public for the last twenty years.
despite a lot of country music's themes being very universal, it's a folk genre, an intrinsically american one at that (i'm not going to get into too many semantics here but it's not totally specific to the us there is canadian country) and folk genres are visually rooted in personal and cultural experience. so a lot of the aesthetics that come with folk genres often will not hit with people who haven't lived that experience because they just don't understand what the markers mean.
the 2000s were super homophobic. like so homophobic. i don't know how to explain this to anyone who didn't experience it firsthand or is not from north america but men do not know how to dress here specifically because the 2000s were so homophobic. like we really made up a whole new word to politely (derogatorily) call men who knew how to do their hair and wear clothes that fit them well. yes it was that bad. and now combine that with my second point. so men wearing bright colours and rhinestones? definitely a no go. it's only now in the last few years that nudie suits have made a (semi) comeback in popular styling in the west which is i think, mostly thanks to lil nas x and post malone/his stylist cathy hahn (who, fun fact, has also done styling for orville peck. i love when things come full circle). but the reality is that the domestic environment just has not recovered enough for them to be popular internationally.
all that being said: there are still a couple of comebacks that have, in my opinion, done a pretty good job of integrating + synthesizing that golden era aesthetic. mx's fantasia, which i think everyone just forgot about? these two stages (it's the same outfits but one set in black and one in white) especially have a lot of the right shapes and ideas, and they also imo do a good job to capture the more casual/workwear aesthetic too. they then managed to do it again with rush hour, but with much more of a talladega nights bend, which is a pretty specific niche to pinpoint, but i thought it was great because it made my top styling list. and nobody is gonna like me for this but sticker maybe actually got it the best? the mv is really great and a lot of the stage styling is not exactly referential to country music in specific but is absolutely based in gaudied up old western (the genre, not the geographical area) aesthetics, which you can see here, here, here, and especially in these purple outfits.
tldr: i don't think people outside the us really understand what and where the 'country' aesthetic comes from and the prevailing us domestic disdain for the kitsch of the aesthetic and the genre as a whole means that it's not likely to get picked up directly by kpop stylists.
#like.....how do you explain a rodeo to someone who's never been?#also korea has a very specific way of picking up and integrating things that's a form of of cultural hybridization#that people (my friend) have literally written theses about#so nothing ever gets truly copied directly it usually get's synthesized into a new form. anyways ill stop this is way too long#kpop questions#kpop analysis#kpop styling#i'm really glossing over a lot here but there's also a lot of classicism involved with how country is perceived domestically. like a lot#im also glossing over the much larger topic of how kpop styling is directly reflective of korea's us neocolony status#which means that it's directly emulating the popular trends of the us#i could legit write a thesis on all of this what a fascinating question thank you anon#there is a LOT of universality and the human condition at the core of folk genres#so there's actually a lot of parallels between korean ballads/balladic storytelling and country music#but that's ALSO too long to get into here#text#answers#im a HUGE orville peck fan. one of my big breakdowns in 2019 was set exclusively to pony#i listen to a lot of country/americana/canadiana which i think surprises people who know me irl#but my parents are from the prairies so
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