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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Original Work Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Flora Guerra/Mattie Hayes Characters: Flora Guerra, Mattie Hayes Additional Tags: First Kiss, Wow, idk - Freeform, I started writing this six months ago and reworked the entire thing in the past two days, Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending Summary:
Flora is left behind after a robbery gone wrong. Mattie wouldn't actually leave her behind, right? But as Flora sits alone in that dark cell she starts to wonder if she cares more than Mattie does. She starts to wonder if it was all a lie on Mattie's part and if any of their connection was truly real.
Outside of the town, Mattie is anxiously trying to figure out how to fix this mess, she knows she messed up real bad, and her instincts are telling her to turn tail and get out of dodge, but she won't leave Flora. She can't. She cares so much it scares her.
#lol#here you go#its long#but I adore them#this is so much fun for me what the heck#I forgot that I used to like writing#anyways#again I am not a writer#but if you read this I hope you like it#cowbians#mattie and flora#cowboy lesbians#wlw#lesbians#lesbian fic#lesbian
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double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#blyla#artists on tumblr#listen i just have a thing for jedi + clones it seems and we cannot forget dartain the ogs (i will draw that tonight + tomorrow not now)#tcw made aayla so cool bro i love her#can you tell i've been on a mellon_soup kick !! i love her references so much bro#one day i will draw foxiyo. that day may be tomorrow i don't know#prequel-era ships are elite sorry everything else is Lame except for han/leia rebelcaptain and kanera (reylo's fine ig)#tcw is also the only thing that salvages anidala for me however! this is not an anidala post i am getting so off-topic whoa#i am unmedicated.#anyway yayyyy double upload#by the way in my head the accelerated aging thing just straight-up doesn't exist#cuz it's one of the dumbest things star wars has ever done i think it just doesn't make sense#anyway ^^)b#listen i'm not ALWAYS gonna go the cheap route and do the gradient thing instead of color i just don't wannaaaa. too much work#“jedi can't have attachments!!!!” and you can't have fun apparently#besides attachment and .-+ love +-. are different things and the jedi USED to know that before they contracted stupid disease#aayla secura#commander bly#would've drawn bly's armor cause it's cool but friiiick dude i already did it for rex and I AIN'T DOIN' IT AGAIN#(will do it again for darman because i'm a masochist)#hey. he's a commando it's different#at least i finally get to throw my etain headcanons into the ring#why am i talking about other ships on a blyla post. whatever#i'll color something eventually. sketching is just significantly easier and more fun#actually scratch that heck y'all i'll do what i wanna do#(affectionate dw)#my art
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so i had the honor to help organize this years geminitay birthday art collab!
this year we had 20 gems from 19 contributors (plus lava, our wonderful background artist!!) and despite a few delays, we are pleased to present this! let’s call the few days late-ness just adding an element of surprise!
#this was so much fun!#happy FIFTH COLLAB WHAT THE HECK#geminitay#gemini tay#geminitay fanart#gemini tay fanart#thanks to oxi who said he wouldn’t be able to do this#and then did a fair amount of work himself#and max maximus who did the lions share of the mod work despite me also theoretically helping#post by oz
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"i will always thrash itachi haters and madara and obito fans because hypocrisy"
"Also, yes, there is a divide between their fans. But I've never Itachi fans being aggressive towards others. Being defensive of him, yes, but hateful and aggressive, no. At least not to the degree it's become a norm."
maybe dial down the violence a few notches? anyone can be a fan of whoever they want and hate whoever they want it's fiction. threatening violence on fans of a particular subset right after making a post saying you haven't seen itachi fans be as aggressive as other fans is what is hypocritical. maybe you need to accept that not everyone has to think like you do. i don't know how old you are but younger naruto viewers don't need to see you threatening them just because they don't worship itachi, and a large number of anime fans are kids. fandom shouldn't be so violent over opinions.
Whoa, calm the hell down. Okay?
In the same post you're quoting, you also read: People with zero reading comprehension skills and media literacy rotting in the depths of Mariana Trench keep attacking Itachi and Itachitards, and still came here to type ALL of this and pressed the send button as if to prove my point? Duh.
Why are you so upset? Even if I alone am going to "thrash" Itachi haters, which, for some reason you associated with physical violence (or internet harassment), Itachi's fans in general don't do it. How the hell was that your only takeaway from my words. Never mind, I'm not an Itachi gatekeeper (although I do wish I were. sighs! things we can never have). xD
So maybe, try to understand the context and that not everyone on the internet means words they say literally. I don't need physical violence to upset Madara and obito fans anyway. They get offended when you show them Manga panels.
Or maybe you meant to send this ask as a ragebait and I took it (good for you - you got 2 minutes' attention, but also I'm feeling terribly violent these days, lmao, so thrashing you here).
Now, before sending another rude ask try to calm down a bit and understand that manipulating someone's words or putting them into someone's mouth and trying to gaslight them into thinking something they neither intended nor said is a LAME and DISGUSTING thing to do.
Did you feel this offended when some people were using garbage vocabulary for Itachi and his fans too? Proving my point again and again, honey?
Although, now that you mentioned it, I will actually be doing it. As an Itachi fan, I want everyone to love him. And they have to think like I do. They have to worship him just because I love him. I will never accept that some people don't like him.
They. Have. To. Love. Him. Just. Because. I. Do.
Period.
And to make that happen, I will be thrashing all those who don't. For some, I'm going to hire assassins, kids or adults, I don't care. To some, I'm going to whip with barbed wires. And I will make this world love Itachi.
All while laughing like this.

Now in the gentlest way I can say: Get out of my blog, you repltie. Or you're going to be my first victim.
#what the heck is wrong with these people#rude anons#they're fun to answer sometimes#thrashed#don't judge me. a girl CAN be violent sometimes right?#i'm not sure why i've answered this shit#but thrashing obito and madara stans and calling out their hypocrisy is also so much fun
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pretty minor thing to think about, but i find it interesting how chapter 7 is the first chapter illustration to show chizuutan as chizuru (instead of chuutan)






like, i get it’s a flashback chapter, but we hardly got to see her as chizuru in the previous few chapters thus far… maybe we’ll get to see more of her as her true self after the hiyori fight/make up? only future chapters may tell, i guess…
#there’s like 5 weeks to go till chapter 6 is released into the rest of the world and i m n o t r e a d y—#man. chapter 5 still manages to ruin my mood no matter how many times i read it… man.#i was having so much fun with renren and concon and the 3 stooges and th e n.#imagine putting on a (somewhat) perfect/cute act to hide your true self because you know you’re unlovable the way you are#but then someone else runs along and screws up every step of the way without putting on any airs and is adored for it anyway…#i imagine chapter 6 will be much worse. especially since the start of the flashback begins there…#i sincerely hope the flashback ends in chapter 7 bc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#though. considering where we are now in the series. i think there’s a chance that vol 2 will come out at the end of december#ch 8 will prolly start to drop somewhere around the later half of november so it seems about right…#b u t if there’s the preorder bonus manga for vol 2 in dec can we have santa girl chuutan in it p l s—#i think we’ll need an incredibly cute bonus feature to lift the mood from whatever the heck’s going on with vol 2’s chapters#bc. idk. im sensing some self hatred with this one chizuchan… it’s as though she can only love herself if she’s dolled up as chuutan…#like. even in her aizo self-insert delusions she’s thinking of herself as chuutan… maybe im reading too much into this. hm.#but then again she even puts on makeup when she’s at home in her own room…#w a i t a sec what if this wack behaviour only came about bc of what’s about to be revealed in the flashbacks. wait. no. w h a t if—#i hope manga chizuchan will be able to love herself properly soon… we all love you chizuchan~~~~~~~~~~#this. too. is our oshi no—#dammit why is something set in the same universe as the [redacted] anime making me feel things??? i hate itttttttttt#anyways. wh. what if one of the h10w turns out to be an anime adaptation of the chizuchan manga#and they’re just waiting on. like. the final vol to announce it.#it’d make the most sense for an anime series at this point… since chizuchan is marketable and it’s set in the same anime verse#so there’s no inconsistencies to retcon and such…#but!!!! most importantly!!!!!! we’d be able to see animated renren and concon!!!!!!!#…but something like this will only appear in my delusions huh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#mousou dake no kawaikute gomen anime#ok that’s enough thinking for the day; back to kimikawaii mv g o o d b y e~~~~#chizuutan chizpost
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Bitter breakup rivalry (Patreon)
#Doodles#Wander Over Yonder#Emperor Awesome#Commander Peepers#I dunno lol I just wanted to draw Awesome being pathetic and insulting Peepers and maybe immediately regretting it :)#As much as I think their relationship dynamic could go very well I also think it could go very poorly >:3c They have a lot of potential!#Awesome trying to get too close too fast to manipulate him before he's proven a useful asset would basically be a death sentence hehe#Especially if he tried to flex about it - he definitely has physical might over Peepers but honestly I think that'd just piss him off furthe#Like ''You think you can just sling your weight around and intimidate me? Hah! Who do you think I work for?''#Even with the equivalent of a peashooter I think Peepers could take him on ♪ I mean heck he beat the Potted Plant with just his hat#He's very resourceful! Out of necessity but hey it just means he's practiced! I think he could MacGyver his way out of most confrontations#Plus y'know - Awesome is already kinda pathetic haha ♪ He gets a bruised /ego/ and he goes home what would a smack to his face do#That said he was there for the Battle Royale - I think he's aware of his intimidation factor :) Intimidation is also charisma! Haha#I think a fight between them would be interesting Especially if they brought feelings into it but even just a slugout haha#Awesome's really fun to pose I definitely would've drawn more of him being dramatic if I hadn't run out of room#But I mean so is Peepers! They're so fun to draw ahh <3 Look at his shoe/knee contact! Flat foot on the ground! I'm so pleased!#Only took a very cartoony style to finally get me to work on contact points haha ♪
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Did the Kraang get to kid Leo and Donnie?! Their injuries look like what are commonly headcanoned when it comes to the aftermath of the movie. Which just makes me concerned.
Did the Kraang come when they were kids? Did they somehow become kids???
What does that title mean? Is it referring to 03, Rise, or both?
HMMHMMMHMMM
i wonderrrrrr
#heck asks#i love seeing everyone's guesses#it literally gives me so much happy#WHO KNOWS WHAT THE REAL ANSWER IS#only helli knows the full truth#and i have them sworn to secrecy#i will prolly be focusing on SAINWB for a little bit :3#the drama is too much fun
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Ya know what inktober or cringetober, what have you, I'll be drawing all these Isaac au shitpost nonsense baby. I FEEL ALIVE. WITNESS MY CRINGE OR LOOK AWAY IN DISGUST. IM LIVING! WRAAGGHHH
#i have not been able to draw this much in years dude#i went thru a whole sketchbook in just two weeks its freaking epic#my brain juices my hand juices theyre coming to life#too bad my fmla will end in november. god i wish i was paid to draw nonsense like this#and trust me you do not need to know or play isaac to know what the heck is going on#im the master of not knowing whats going on and the master of catfishing. i dont know anything and you shouldnt either#its all about wink wink nudge nudge but i take full creative liberties. im taking the reins and going into maximum overdrive#and i hope my new followers enjoy what im spitting. please take a gander at the other things i draw because i have bursts of hyperfixations#i just want to be free to draw what i want ya know. i always feel held back because it doesnt go toward with improvement or making money#but i really think i am improving right now by drawing all this stuff my brain is spitting. my hand tryna keep up with my thought patterns#its nice. and my hand isnt cramping. why? cause i keep taking breaks. me taking breaks yet still drawing this much#youll know you improve if can get thoughts and sketches down fast and comprehensible when you go to clean it up#im rambling but i jsut want you to know that i am happy. even if no one really pays attention to what ive beeb doing. be it this or my ocs#im having fun. genuine fun. i am so tired so goodnight. i lov e you guys
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#ok i said i was goin to bed but lmao a few things. or maybe just 1#me this year compared to last year? what an astronomical difference#i think i really.... came into my own. like thats the saying right#i think im at the best ive ever been. and like..... honestly i never thought id be able to make friends again but lmao i made so many at#school and like it took awhile#and like i also Know im Different n Confident bc not only am i into someone irl.... i legit like..... purposefully got to know him#like usually i stay the fuck away. but like idk a switch happened. and im like ok but why NOT me???? like im cute.... im fun... all that#like !!!!! idk !!!! why not?????#so ya........... JDJDJDJDJJD maybe this doesnt seem like much but to me its a Huge Deal JDJDJJDMDMDMDMS#n i hope the trend continues this way !!!!#like heck i even talk so casually to the profs. like lmao who am i JDJDJDJDJDJD#i am worried tho.... that when i transition back to working in jan (lmao lets be real... probs wont get a job til after then).... that i'll#go back to being Closed Off#its just really hard for me to open up.... but idk i think this year has taught me that like..... it's worth it....#and ya.... hoping i can continue this !!!!!#personal
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fave part about being an english major is when my friends come to me to help them write something and i’ll edit things for them/give them potential rewords or whatever and they’re just like… wow… how did you do that… and i’m like idk there are just many words in my noggin and my whole degree is figuring out how to arrange those words together as effectively and meaningfully as possible
#it makes me so happy :D like yes let me help you with your cover letter what the heck!!!#YEAH i want to edit your thesis!!!#OFC I CAN HELP YOU WITH YOUR ENGLISH PAPER??? DUH#sigh i do love what i do and sometimes i forget when it gets tough but mastering a language is very cool and fun#and learning how to communicate effectively has helped my confidence so much#and then also ofc i love literature#but anyway sometimes it can feel ‘useless’ but then when i help ppl im like :) oh wow!! no this is not even remotely useless!!#and even if it wasn’t smth that necessarily ‘helps ppl’ i enjoy it and thus it could never be ‘useless’ :)#talk time
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@heygutlcss / riff sent: ❝ i want a new tattoo. ❞
she couldn’t help overhearing. it’s like the loudest of the jets are sitting in the booth right next to hers or something. what’s remarkable is how stupid they can be when they’re all right next to each other. once dot snuck out and brought back a six pack she nicked from the bottom of the pantry at home, they made a drinking game of it. whenever one of the guys said something dumb, they drank. it’s all fun and games until she hears riff say that and it’s enough to make her nearly choke on her drink as she chugged the rest ( despite the protests of the other girls, but she deserves it ).
❝ get donald duck on your butt! ❞ grazie exclaims as she turns her body around to face riff. if she was a little more sober, she might’ve had something wittier to say. for now, she can’t help but be annoyed at how soft riff’s lips look right now. it isn’t fair for someone that hates her and that she hates this much to look that nice. ❝ bet it’ll look really good on you. a big, giant, angry duck face right on your rear end. heck, we could get it done right now. right here. we gotta have at least one artist. you know what the funniest part of it is? when you’re an old, wrinkly man you’ll still have it. you’ll still have all those tattoos on your dumb arms! ❞
#i have no control over this girl okay#what is wrong with her#❈ — she opens her mouth but nothing comes out / * in character.#❈ — pretty girls wanting to dance / * v. pre#heygutlcss#them before they got together is so much fun what the heck#she is not attracted to him at all that's why she brought up his arms and was looking what his lips what do you mean#❈ — you swore to me we was gonna dance first / * queue.
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The reason people don’t want to work is that it’s just normal for them to be in bad work environments.
My issue with working at Walmart wasn’t the work itself I was doing. It was the circumstances around it. The concrete floor, lack of places to sit, having to put up with asshole customers, not getting time off for injuries, and bad pay.
If I had been given shock pads to stand on or a few chairs to rest on sometimes, if they paid me a livable amount of money and I was allowed to yell back at asshole customers, if they had given me any amount of training, I would happily work part time folding clothes all day and telling people where the swimsuit section is.
I’m a creative type. I’m a writer. I’m pretty smart, even. But if I could make a living folding shirts and listening to podcasts in one ear and helping people find the scented candles for 30 hours a week? I would. Leaves some mental space free for me to brainstorm. Lets me catch up on my reading with audiobooks.
But instead I was treated so badly by upper management and customers that I’m like legitimately a little frightened whenever I step into a Walmart now. And I only worked there for three months a few years ago.
I’m a good lower level worker. When I’m treated well. I like finishing tasks. I like being helpful. I like having some time to talk to coworkers and some time alone with my thoughts. I’m a frickin team player. And that’s how I was at my first job. I was treated well by my supervisor. I was trained. They were patient with me. I was so good at being low on the totem pole at that job because I was valued and felt like I was being listened to. I was able to sit still when there was nothing left to do which made it feel less bad when we were on a time crunch. I didn’t mind working hard at that job because it was fun even though I was doing all the low level stuff that the supervisors didn’t want do.
But at Walmart I was like that for all of two days. Then I figured out that nobody appreciated my work and if I worked in my normal people pleasing manner I’d kill myself because their standards were high and the rewards for meeting them were low.
So I slowed down. I started avoiding customers. I started taking a lot longer to get to my breaks and to come back from them. I became worse at my job because no matter how good I was at it there would be no reward, no appreciation, and I’d just be pushed further beyond my limits.
My only level of happiness from that job came from the people who were working with me. The old ladies and my department manager who made sure I wasn’t overextending myself. The one other young man working in the clothing department who always got sent with me to unload the heavy stuff and commiserated with me about the shoulder injuries, the hurting feet we were too young to have.
But none of that was enough to make me stay. We were constantly understaffed. I was constantly abused by customers and not able to do a thing about it. I was not paid much at all. So as soon as I had enough saved up for what I was trying to do and my last semester of college was about to start I handed in my two weeks.
I would have found a way to stay if I liked that job. If I liked that job I would’ve pushed myself to my mental limits to finish college and keep that job at the same time. Heck that job could’ve been a rest from college. A place to get away from it. But I hate that job so I got out as soon as I could.
I want to work. I want enough money to live sort of comfortably. I want to have some tasks to do to give my creativity a rest. I want to be a part of something. But the way that modern corporate run work environments are set up does not give me any of the things I actually want out of a job. And I think that’s the same for millions of people right now. A lot of people would happily spend their lives as a waitress or an Uber driver or a warehouse worker or a farmhand or any other “low skill” job you can possibly think of. But with the way the world works right now those jobs are absolutely miserable. It doesn’t have to be that way. I know because I’ve had a fulfilling part time minimum wage job that I looked forward to going to every week. A job where I was listened to and allowed to sit when I needed to. I miss that job. Especially now since I’ve realized that’s not the standard. It should be. People should look forward to going to work or at the very least not get mild ptsd whenever they set foot into a Walmart.
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DAX is just so expressive ♥ (Patreon)
#My art#SCII#Damned#DAX#Lol#Have I mentioned I love him lately#As if I ever stop talking about how much I love any of them lol#Okay but genuinely these were really nice as warmups they were really easy to just knock out one by one#He's very expressive as Dexter! *handwaves about human neurochemistry and expressions* lol#I had to make his Neutral look extra dead inside to make up for the rest haha#Funnily enough I have actually been watching a series of streams of like VAs and visual artists and writers and stuff#And they are constantly uptalking 2D talksprites as mood-setters for dialogue#So it was really fun to make these with that in the back of my head like ''Yeah! :D They /are/ good at that!''#Very cool expressive medium :D#See if you can spot the first drafts for a few of these :3c#I'll give you a hint: Scared and Sad(? Regretful ig lol) were from some posted doodles#His grumpy one was also a doodle but I didn't post it so it doesn't count lol#Oh yeah and and a lot of these had little accessories like the fear bursts and the little sigh bubble lol I just...forgot them here lol#They're there in spirit please feel the grump lines and sweat drops in your heart <3#I had a heck of a time trying to keep his face consistent with different angles lol aren't VUX nervous to move their necks me#Just gotta actually get into 3D modeling properly smh#I keep finding myself wanting to make more now that this set's done but I'm not sure what expressions! Confused? Focused? He's so subdued#Oooh he'd suit an expression meme wouldn't he <3 Now there's an idea#Might even open an ask game for that if I can find a good one :3c Hehehe
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okay was anybody going to tell me love and deep space’s story is this fun, or was i just supposed to find out by myself :/
#ASDFG I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING!! but boy do i like it#i have no idea whatever the heck is going on with sylus but my gosh what an entrance#i saw a second pathway open up and went ??? hello?? HELLO???? you’re doing me a concern!!!#anyway i’m pretty early into the game but i’m having a lot of fun and had to get that out of my system a lil :’ ))#i’m letting myself just kinda relax bc i’ve been so sleepy for the last few days but you might catch me lurking here and there#if i’m not around much ilu and hope this week treats you kindly 💜#get ready to ramble | ooc
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can i just very sincerely say,,, i followed you for death note but i am sooooo delighted you are posting beatles rpf <3 i actually don't give a shit about those white men at all but beatles rpf is one of the most delightful things ever, to me, for no reason. love that it exists love to see you posting it.
Hahaha you're welcome but I'm also sorry to anybody who isn't feeling it, to be fair I wouldn't have thought I'd be interested either like a month ago
#listen it's not even like i want to read smut about them or sthg#its not that kind of interest to me#it's just like#im so amused and so intrigued by what the heck was actually going on there#plus i just love watching and reading stuff about them and that era in general idk#im learning so much#a rabbit hole that im happy to have fallen into#here's what i love about it#so much of this took place before celebs had learned to manufacture this kind of drama on purpose which makes it more genuine to me#it's old enough to be mysterious but new enough that they do have actual videos and lots of interviews and recordings you can reference#there are so many conflicting accounts so you have to like be a journalist or a detective or something which is always fun to me#and also it's just like even when you put aside the personalities involved the music itself is super good and interesting to learn about too#and it's just a fact that they were extremely culturally influential in so many areas of life#so learning more about it teaches you a ton about so many different things#i keep seeing the things im learning popping up and referenced in other places constantly too now#ask#anon#p
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haven't played since it was very first released into open early access.
I thought it was fun anyways, but with the addition of the catapult. Well. My god. That's fucking fun. Shoot yourself into the air and fly around.
Oh to be a little freaky bug guy being killed over and over by birds.
#once you get the handcanon - which is right at the end and exensive as heck and difficult to achieve#so by no means like op for where you are in the game - it does get a lot easier#when you're like one shotting an armored hornet#granted i have a thing increasing xp gain#also tbh that final fight was a bit anticlimactic for me but i don't know how much was i was a bit op for it or how much#was its just a bit like that#and the new area is fun and all but it stylistically just doesn't gel as a cohesive world that there'd be this strip of desert so close#to an otherwise like overgrown forest and swamp area#there's probably some like environmental story telling elements i missed explaining it#since the final boss location is what seems like an old firewatch tower#literally everything else in the world
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