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And Lilith Sewed the Seam - Sapphic Short Story
The frost came early that year, the year the Queen of Night came to Karelia. We lived in Sharon, a little shtetl in Grand Russe on the Finnish border that was known for its beautiful alpine aerials and lakes like beads of blue glass. The ocean, too, was refreshing to swim in – provided one went to the banya afterwards. I was a young lass in the rime-laden harbors and forests. We Jews of Sharon were a sailing, seabound lot, making our living off fishing and the waves. But mama, bubbe and I? We were seamstresses of the finest caliber. Some would say we were magick. They called us, and our shop, The Weaving Wives.
The boyars ordered traditional kaftans straight from bubbe’s shop, woven with the earth goddess Mokosh and her lovers Veles and Perun on the breast. I had grown up toeing the line between two faiths. I learned both the myths of Baba Yaga eating unworthy children and the Night Howler Agrath screech-dancing on the roof to mark a house that her husband, Sammael, would strike down as dogs bayed at his twelve-winged flight. Sometimes, late at night, I could hear them.
Or perhaps it was only a storm…
Word of bubbe’s and mama’s and my craftiness spread. The year I turned sixteen, the tsarina herself ordered a fashionable cape from us. It was based off the tale of Father Frost’s granddaughter, Snegurochka the Snow Maiden. A tale I had always loved. It was the first project over which I was given complete ownership.
I embroidered white, pale pink and dove gray pearls on the powder blue cape in little clusters of wings shaped like snowflakes, then stitched eiderdown into the golden seams. Bubbe dusted it with malachite flakes to bless it from far off Azov, the riches of the earth piling high upon the tsarina’s head.
Mama, bubbe, and I were the treasures of Sharon. We were married to our thread, the men and women of Sharon said, and they—from the hunters to the midwives to the rabbi, to my own father, a ship captain and whaler—guarded our secrets with their very lives.
We Weaving Wives were a protected, cherished lot. And our craft was our very soul. There was a deep magick in that sewing. For in truth, we were good witches. We could summon sunlight to make yellow fabric like a peach. Melt down rusalka hair in our oven to create the finest threads. Our secrets were the stuff of legends, and we were glad not to tell the rabbi about them, or even dear papa. And the menfolk knew better than to ask, but the women always wondered.
The cape was the talk of the kingdom.
No wonder, the tsarina was pleased.
As fame of our clothing grew, the Weaving Wives gained esteem. Through charitable works we lifted our community up and filled the synagogue coffers to the brim. Our family did good works in Adonai’s name. All so that Peniel – the Face of God – might shine down after the three of us wrestled long with a hill of fabric, like female Jacobs and a needle-bound angel.
But the frost came early the year I turned eighteen, and it stole my bubbe away. Crying tears like glass beads, I looked into my mirror after shiva was over and found myself a changed maid: my long black curls were winsome, I was plump and rounded to please men, and my cornflower eyes could break hearts. I needed a husband. Only… the village maidens had always been far more winsome.
Fair Shayna, with eyes like silver coins. Comely dark Miriam, with a heart like a thorny rose. And Delilah, the marigold of my garden. I had tossed and turned with all of them in the fields and furrows on Ivan Kupalo, what the Western countries called St. John’s Eve, as we searched for fern flowers together to promise bonds of eternal love. Shayna’s lips were soft. Miriam’s grip on my hot hips was hard, determined, just like Malakh HaMavet striking only holy blows.
But Delilah? She was mother-of-pearl dissolving in Cleopatra’s wine. A beauty wrapped in a carpet, delivered to Marc Antony.
I wanted Delilah more than life itself. But Shayna and Miriam had already taken husbands. We were eighteen, after all. Only Delilah, with her red hair, pale skin, full form, and freckles, was left, and to me, she was more holy than any synagogue, a word on the tongue of G-d that would make Chava take an apple all over again, but this time, a blessed fruit. Delilah was a pearl of great price that could redeem. A benediction and wonder that would lighten the load of the Azazel goat on Yom Kippur and set the Temple right.
So, that night in my anger and mourning over losing bubbe too soon, I looked into my mirror, in the flickering light, and I cast a magick spell. I made a wish on bay leaves and some goldenrod I had dried earlier that year for Delilah to be mine. As I was threading the bay leaves through a needle, to string them over my dresser, I pricked myself on my thumb.
A bead of red delicious blood bubbled up. Suddenly, the mirror swirled into a gorgeous Ashkenazi royal woman with long black ringlets of hair done up in silver bands, a purple wine-dark dress with gold threading, yellow-green eyes like parched grass, and pale, ghostly skin. Her bruised pink lips were bloody, and there was hunger in her eye.
“Pu pu pu!” I said, warding off the demon, frightened. I clutched the red thread always tied to my bandeau and threw salt at the mirror. It sizzled as it hit the candle, putting it out. Then, silence.
I had not a day before the Queen of Night came to Sharon. She was the talk of our little shtetl, rumored to be disgraced Romanian royalty who had bathed in maiden’s blood and newborn calf spittle to retain her youth. She was old, she was young, she was invisible, they whispered. Dressed head to toe in a black veil, riding in a carriage like a hearse. It was pulled by black bulls, and scarlet, bloody-colored ribbons were woven round the black bulls’ necks.
Just like the blood from my thumb.
Lailah, she was called. I was so lost in fear of her, I did not hear the clinking of bells at our shop. Bubbe was gone, Delilah was not mine, and I was haunted by a ghost.
I was manning the shop till, daydreaming about the demon. She… had been beautiful. Lailah was said to be hideous. To be virginal and pure. To be a vampir or dhampir or G-d knew what! Only, this Romanian countess or ghost or queen had come to my shop, now, smelling of lavender and patchouli. She had been watching me, and I felt like I was drowning.
A musk radiated off her that reminded me of eating dinner between Delilah’s thighs.
Suddenly, Lailah let her veil and robes fall, and the demoness from earlier in the mirror stood naked before me, perfect as a pale statue of Dark Venus, brimstone the farthest word from her.
Her eyes were a poisonous, mesmerizing yellow. Her pubis was lightly thatched with slashes of black, her sex an enticing pink wound. She seemed to be carved from alabaster, her legs ending in owl’s feet, great sooty wings on her back, and a night storm cloud of ebon ringlets framed her sharp, small and upturned nose and wicked ruby-grapefruit lips.
“Lilith?” I squeaked. I did not have it in me to “Pu pu pu.” To reach for metal or iron or salt. To even clutch my red thread.
I knew immediately that if this beautiful, treacherous Queen of the Night asked, I would be her slave. I would be a dog in her yard, licking fruit off her feet, honey off her lips. All to taste… majesty. The divine.
She demurred, smiling to reveal needle teeth that only heightened her beauty. “You have grown beautiful, Jael.”
“Oh. No. I, Lilith, with all my pleading, please, flee this place. We are holy. Adonai shall smite you. And you are too beautiful to suffer,” I said, rambling, not making sense, soaking in Lilith’s beauty, her temptation, her smirk, the way her thick hips and ripe breasts swayed as she walked towards me slowly, like a leopardess stalking its prey.
“But, if I flee, you will be nothing. An adamant bloom plucked too young to thrive. You have all the talent of your bubbe Abigail, and all the strength and industry of your mother Bina. There is a reason our faith is passed on through women, Jael. You are the perfect vessel.”
I froze. “You mean to possess me?”
Lilith narrowed her yellow eyes at me. Oh, how I wanted to reassure her I was not scared. And yet, I was. Highly terrified. The Witch of Endor was in my shop, and darkness filled the corners, Sheol the depths of the yard; the windows were blotted out by the realm of husks. It was only Lilith and I at the axis mundi of the worlds.
“No, I mean to pay you,” Lilith laughed in a sultry tone, then quickly softened. “I have need of a dress for a ball Ashmedai is throwing. Ashmedai and Sammael are both my husbands, but they are at war as of late. I need to dress for battle. For the manner in which I fight, and who I choose as consort, shall determine the course of Kingship in Gehenna.”
My jaw dropped. “Like the Maid of Orleans?”
Lilith smiled. “Dear Jael, I have been at this for millennia longer than any Frenchwoman. Now, this I must ask you: can you make me a ballgown the color of a mirror, that reflects all it touches, that can withstand hail and hellfire? If you do, you will be wealthier than the tsarina. As you know, the Shekinah often rests with Sammael, and as the Shekinah’s Handmaiden, I ascend to G-d in turn. He lets me do what I like, you see. The world, for me, is freedom. As I mean it to be for all women, Jael. Your namesake certainly agreed. We had plans, Jael and I.”
“The girl who drove a tent spike through her enemy’s head?” I piped out, voice squeaking yet again. I nervously chewed my hair, then spat it out. “Yes, I can make a dress like that. But I do not need riches. Just Delilah.”
“Lilah. Delilah. She is similar, yet nothing like me. A seal, then, of our bargain?” Lilith leaned against the counter and kissed me, deep. “Yes, you taste just like Jael as well. She was one of mine, you know. Perhaps… but no, Jael. Let sleeping Judges lie.”
With that, Lilith disappeared, and the pale, ghostly light of winter trickled into the shop.
I reached for the red thread on my bandeau and snapped it apart, welcoming the demoness in.
For the fabric, I captured moonlight in a jar. I made it slitted at the train, so Lilith could stride across the burning floor of Ashmedai’s ballroom like the Queen of Sheba did to win Solomon’s heart. I wove the bodice of form-fitting silver silk, loose and dyed from rain under the morning star. Do not ask how the Weaving Wives work our magick. We simply do. It was in bubbe’s blood. It is half in mother’s blood. And I?
I surpass them both.
I wrote Delilah a letter that night. A letter to come room with me. It did not say much other than “bosom friend” and “bubbe’s room is empty” and “mama and papa are leaving for America, so it shall be just us, and I could use a shopkeeper.” But I sprayed perfume from Moscow on it, kissed it thrice, and slipped it in a pink bow and thick sturdy envelope into our hiding tree. An alder.
Delilah wrote me back: “If your gown for this cursed queen goes through, then you will have proven to me that a woman can love a woman, like a man loves a woman, and Jael, I do think… I must not write it.”
There were tear stains blotting her delicate signature.
I cried that night. I stitched Lilith’s seam. I used bat wings boiled down to the finest veins to protect the dress from hellfire. Then I crushed the bay leaves of my witchcraft, when I met Lilith in the mirror, into the fur capelet of mink. It was my heart’s treasure. My greatest wish of all.
And finally, a hilt for a dagger, bejeweled with malachite from Mount Azov. It was sacred in Russia, from one Mistress – the Mistress of Copper Mountain – to the Queen of Night.
Lilith came the day after Sabbath.
She tried it on, the silk bunching around her in pleasing, curvaceous angles, the embroidery and pearls and malachite and mink sparkling, and she shone like the tsarina’s silver tiara.
Lilith smiled in the mirror: “It’s perfect, my Jael. Come walk with me.”
Into her dark midnight carriage with the four red-banded black bulls I went. We rode to Gehenna. What I saw would frighten Enoch himself. Dumah, at the gate, with his poisoned sword of gall. Hazarmavet, the Court of the Dead, where new souls ate meat and drank wine in perfect silence. The winnowing of souls in the fire of Sheol with the punishing, purifying angels. A glimpse of Gan Eden and the Silver City where the angels lived, attending the Promised Messiah. It was all like a crack in the sky.
Finally, Ashmedai’s realm. A realm of exotic desert fruit and pleasure girls and winebearer ephebes. Hot searing heat, simoom winds, oases and belly dancers. It was scandalous.
Sammael’s forces of death, poison and decay camped at the door. I waited in the carriage as Lilith walked on French heels to the forefront, her dagger held high, her dress that I had painstakingly, feverishly sewed gleaming under the hot desert sun.
Lilith’s beauty sparked Sammael’s shedim and lilim and seirim into frenzy. They descended on Ashmedai’s forces as the demon king emerged from his glistening sandstone palace with his forces, dates and palm and rivers of jewels surrounding us on all four sides.
I watched as Lilith turned the tides of the battle, flirted with Ashmedai, lured Sammael. In the end, Lilith took both Ashmedai and Sammael’s crowns as they kneeled and kissed her hands off their heads. She melted the coronets down with fiery breath from her beautiful lips, then formed two gold arm bands for her pale limbs.
It seemed Gehenna had a new ruler.
I am old now. Delilah is my bosom companion. I talk to Lilith in the mirror, late at night, I am aged, Lilith is ageless, and she tells me tales of the world: the invention of electricity. War in America. Discoveries in Asia. How her plans are in motion to free women, so one day, we are not so tied to the cycles of our womb, forced to labor in birth pangs like Chavah.
Delilah and I adopted three girls, and we teach them the secrets of weaving, sewing, and stitchery. We are bringing the crafts of our shtetl into a new age. My parents died in America and seemed to have prospered. I have no intention of leaving Karelia. We are the exclusive gownmakers for the new tsarina.
It is a good life. It is a small life. Lilith and Adonai shower riches upon our community – not too much, but enough that Sharon is known as blessed. The Shekinah still roosts with Sammael, and will until the Temple is set right, and Her people ascend.
I am happy all my days. So is Delilah. When we die, we will be led by Lilith the Perpetual Regent of Gehenna to be her personal weavers and outfitters, and our daughter’s daughter’s daughters will know true freedom in the modern age.
And all because Lilith sewed the seam.
#lilith#judaism#jewish culture#demonology#sapphic#sapphic romantasy#faustian bargains#russia#russian history#karelia#short story#original fiction#demonolatry#this is one of my most precious pieces#i've been honored to have reprints appear in Prismatica and Luna Station Quarterly whose publications yall should check out#But like all of my fiction#It all originated from A03#lesbian#wlw#asmodeus#samael#jewish fiction
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Happy birthday Monkey D. Luffy!! - 05/05 🎈🎉
#monkey d. luffy#one piece#luffy edit#luffy gifs#one piece edit#hbd baby boy#i threw this together this morning but i couldn't not celebrate my boy#he is the most precious and means a lot to me
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#swtor#sith warrior#eralei audroti#gonna ramble in the tags real quick hope u don’t mind#six years ago today i created one of my most beloved characters of my whole entire life#and i may not really Go Here(TM) anymore but i still love her just the same#i can’t even really put into words how much she means to me#without getting too much into it…as corny as it sounds she really did help me realize so much about myself#im no stranger to putting myself in a character... i have been doing this since i was a child#but there are such sacred precious pieces of me in eralei#pieces i never even realized i planted#and i will forever be thankful for this beautiful little creation of mine#she inspired me so much#led me to deepen some friendships even#even though i don’t play swtor anymore she will always have a special place in my heart#i will seriously cherish her until the day i die#she may just be a fictional character in a video game born from my imagination#but to me she is so so so much more than that#happy birthday eralei#i love u
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*holds you by shoulders*
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE THING ABOUT 1082 I WAS SURE IT WAS SHIPPY THING AND NOW I NEED TO KNOW
*starts sobbing while slowly falling to my knees*
…….please
I SAW THIS YESTERDAY NIGHT WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO FALL ASLEEP AND I JUST WOKE UP EARLY TO REPLY BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR AGES FOR THIS QUESTION I AM GOING TO KISS YOU ANON-
I do love and adore the shippy part of 1082 because I am a very intense Shuggy shipper and I had been waiting to read their break-up for sooo long. But it's not exactly what made the chapter life-changing for me, tbh.
Buggy's speech is... Is incredibly beautiful and encouraging. It explains so much about his character, the dynamic he has with Cross Guild, and why he's so resentful toward Shanks. Throughout the manga, we've seen him in serious moments, yes, but usually, Buggy is pretty much used for comedy relief more than anything. This is one of the first times we've seen Buggy realize the position he has now and say "Fuck it. Already on the verge of dead for these two, might as well do something with this shitty situation because for once, I have the opportunity to be brave and be more than what people think of me". There's literally nothing stopping him right now, and he prefers to risk his life enraging Crocodile and Mihawk than letting this opportunity of showing who he truly is slide.
And tbh, we haven't seen them ever since (I am starving please-) but I am really hopeful his speech somehow makes Crocodile and Mihawk have a little tiny itty bitty of respect for him at least. Because out of the three? Buggy is the one who deserves the title of pirate more.
Mihawk and Crocodile don't have dreams or ambitions and see pirating as a business. Even when Crocodile did have ambitions (remember when the silly rubber guy destroyed all of his dreams that was a funny arc haha) his whole personality has always been more of a mafioso than anything. Mihawk is a simple man and is bored with life being at the top of the top, he clearly wants something interesting to happen but doesn't see any use in looking for it himself. They care about their commodities and wealth. But out of the three, Buggy is the one who had to give up on his dream and now he has the opportunity to fulfill it.
"How can you call yourselves pirates with schemes like that?! You're doing it all backwards!! [...] Way back when... What did you guys want to be?! [...] I wanna be king of the pirates!! Wealth? Power? Why stop there when we can have it all?!"
This is something a real pirate would say. He talks like Roger here, I am going to curl up and cry don't look at me-
What I like about One Piece is the constant use of themes like dreams and freedom etc, etc... That's something we all know. But you wouldn't expect it coming from Buggy, of all people. And I think I'm pretty fond of him being brave and finally acting upon what he truly wants to do. What makes it great is that you have this comedy relief character standing up for his dream in front of clearly two other antagonists that have control over him in, well, strength and everything. But Buggy has something they don't and it's so, so much ambition and a dream that could be considered childish but it's the representation of freedom and doing things because you want to follow your heart. This is kind of why I always say Luffy would be more fond of Buggy if he knew the whole story and would probably support him a lot--
What I like the most about this chapter is both Buggy's character development through a speech + flashback and Mihawk and Crocodile being completely stunned by it because they weren't expecting this to happen from Buggy of all people. I know I sound like a broken record but I really, really, want them to respect Buggy a little bit more after this. Also, Buggy doesn't do this only to announce he's going to follow his dream now that he's on equal footing with Shanks. He does it because the other two mention needing overwhelming power over the rest. Buggy isn't stupid and knows how manipulating people works. The thing that makes pirates work harder isn't money, it's a dream. And there's nothing a pirate desires more than the One Piece, so that's kind of why he announces it publicly. First, to establish power, and second, so that way Mihawk and Crocodile don't get rid of him because seriously, Buggy is a better boss than these two because their followers appreciate him and don't feel forced to follow him.
Not to mention that the whole thing also shows more of Buggy's relationship with Roger and how left out he felt because people thought highly of Shanks instead of him. But Buggy, even if he was jealous, was willing to follow Shanks despite his feelings because he accepted being less worthy of respect than him. Shanks shone brightly and Buggy decided that, even if he wanted to be seen like that too, he'd give up on his dream and support Shanks instead because at least they'd do this together, just the way they did everything back at the time.
But then Shanks hesitates, and I think that's Buggy's last straw because he sees giving up going for the One Piece as something disrespectful to their captain (dad) and thinks it's unfair that Shanks is so respected by everyone even though the one wanting to follow their captain's steps right away is him. It's honestly frustrating. And then you understand better why Buggy is angry at Shanks-- Yeah, he made him eat the devil fruit and lost the map because of him (not really but whatever), but the way I see it that's just a metaphor for the real reason why Buggy is so resentful. Shanks' existence, even if it was not on purpose, made Buggy feel so powerless he gave up on his dream. And eating a devil fruit means the sea hates you and you can't have any independence in the pirate world, and losing the map is kind of like losing the only thing that guides you. He left Buggy with nothing and let him carry the burden of a lost dream.
This is funny because Shanks did absolutely nothing wrong and everything is a product of jealousy and miscommunication, but I understand why Buggy blames Shanks and this chapter makes it clearer and explains it perfectly.
Basically, it's such an amazing chapter for Buggy's character and it's definitely my favorite for him specifically. Although the flashback does wonders for my Shuggy heart.
Also, adding more points for the revolutionary plot in the end and Sabo showing up because I adore him <3
#also for people who have given up on their dreams because their ex bff was better at fucking everything and now they feel worthless#this is their roman empire okay#definitely not projecting haha this has absolutely nothing to do with me relating to buggy here i swear#i love him quite a lot <3#i could talk more about this chapter tbh this is a summary and mix of my thoughts but uhhh yeah i don't want to write a whole book rn#but this is my dearest most favorite and precious chapter#also sabo is really cute with koala at the end and i appreciate that a lot#one piece#buggy the clown#shuggy#op chapter 1082#cross guild
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I only just found out what Franky looks like, I was picturing Johnny Bravo this whole time.
#The blue hair is what really surprised me#One Piece#I want Laboon on a mug he's an angel I love him the most precious little baby boy grown up giant whale baby boy#Also - wow. Zoro got FUN.#Let me make this clear - I never disliked Zoro he was my least favorite by process of elimination#while everyone else was charming me with their dynamic character hooks he was taking a nap#but it's like a switch went off and suddenly he's got this whole panache#The pose part the part where he poses#he's dumb after all!#I wasn't expecting the story I already liked to get such a massive jump in Just Plain Fun#It might be confusing because I'm tying the what have I read update with the Franky update#I still haven't met Franky but I've finally googled him
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dark content is one of my favorite things in the universe but i cannot do it with zoro—i simply cannot. it goes against everything he stands for!!!!!!!!
#also he’s too much of an indifferent loner virgin /aff to care abt certain shit#darkest u get w him is angst + jealousy but he’s not even prone to jealousy#he’s just. so precious. so earnest and loyal godddd i love him#he’ll be the first to say that he’s a bad guy but he’s NOT#he may not be a hero but he’s the opposite of a villain!#ofc it’d be diff if reader was the aggressor but i would never write that in a million years#i couldn’t do such a thing to my most beloved#in a puddle rn#— roronoa zoro#— one piece
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Sarah Bernhardt as Hamlet by Alphonse Mucha - a whiteboard drawing I did while subbing for a few study halls, 4/10/2025
#i was with no more than 6 kids in any of those study halls i covered today. and i was mainly in one room all day#so for once i found it pleasant to draw at work#2025#my drawing#visual art#alphonse mucha#sarah bernhardt#hamlet#shakespeare#this is the first time i've done one of my little expo art pieces at work. i tried w lizzie siddal a few weeks ago#the pencil sketch i posted. but i didn't have enough time to duplicate it on a whiteboard. i had to leave in like 20 minutes#i was stressing and i wouldn't have done a good job. but i was very pleased w this one#mucha with his thick unrealistic lines makes it easy to simplify for expo drawings. it's always hard drawing realistically on there#whiteboards are unforgiving#expo marker#whiteboard art#i wonder what the people who find it in there tomorrow will think of it#i have an appointment tomorrow so i wont even be in the building to check on it#i always liked hearing about ppl's reactions to the artworks i left behind at my sister's old place of work#i found it very respectful the way nobody wanted to erase them. even when no one knew who was doing them#people have a kind of innate reverence for art i think. bc clearly i did not leave it there to stay forever#expo marker is the most ephemeral medium i could draw in. a swipe of the sleeve and it's gone forever#it's not that it would've necessarily offended *me* (even if they knew it had been me) it's that ppl wanted to keep it#i like that. they kept the precious delicate thing up for viewing as long as they could.#so more ppl can have an opportunity to see it#makes me think that you could argue what distinguishes art from imagery is not just intention but reaction#the definition of at least visual art is something you would hesitate to erase from a whiteboard
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you guys have no idea how hard i laughed at this scene-
even luffy's "ohhh!" moment after kills me i love them so much-
#one piece#one piece live action#roronoa zoro#monkey d. luffy#opla episode 5#summer.txt#summer.jpg#your honor they're my fave duo in op <33#i watched very few eps of the anime and know em mostly from insta reels but yeah they're my fave in the anime and live action ahasjdfhadfa#the most precious pirate dynamics really is one between the captain and first mate#like with crow and sarah from the sea beast too#man soon it'll be me with ofmd and black sails i'm excited to revive my pirate love~
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i think what made me actually interested in reading one piece from the start (and wanting to catch up quite quickly after watching opla), was seeing how is it now continuing with all the main characters.
that the core of the strawhats are all there, especially zoro and nami who were with luffy since the beginning, that all the strawhats are sticking by luffy still after 1000+ chapters and episodes, and made me so curious to dive into the story, and reassured me that it will be worth my time
#that sometimes stories can be good and whatnot but it always starts to feel weird when the oldest most precious characters start to#leave the 'main protagonis'#but it doesnt seem to be this story's case! on the opposite - from what spoilers im reading. even if they split up for a while#they have a meeting set up and trust each other to be there and continue their story#sjfj im just emo#this was mostly about#zolu#bc seeing and reading their respective character development as well how they move and think together is just so satisfying#my ramblings#one piece#ive been thinking about what the story is giving me and its always so good and interesting with plot twists and difficult decisions#but its the characters!! holding it all together and being sometimes so dumb together#its so refreshing. its funny i never thought i would get into this piece of media. and here i am#not thinking about much else since i started reading/watching this
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Hey, look guys, more art-

HOPE.
I’ve been wanting to draw him like this ever since I first saw him smile, but my will to draw eluded me until now! This started off as a doodle, so, please excuse the messiness. I drew this to de-stress.
“Fire” Red belongs to @creatively-cosmic. They have a blog called @themissingnumbers, which is really good! Go check it out if you want to see more.
[Sketch + Colored Version below the cut!]


#Not my greatest work but it’s what I made :)#Hope you don’t mind the lack in quality- haha#I’ve made better pieces#but I still like this one!#I feel like I’m getting better at drawing his hair lmao-#I just kinda messed around with this one but I really wanted to draw him smiling#Fire smiling makes me happy :)#He deserves to be happy#and I hope I can help him attain that happiness.#Even if my help is the equivalent of Baby Steps lmao#Gotta start somewhere!#I could not find the font used for the hidden text for the life of me#but I found a similar one!#Hope Starry and the Mods are doing well!#And I hope we get to see more Happy/Hopeful Fire in the future :)#His smile is precious-#(Bonus!: Y’know what I really wanna see? Red smiling. And not the creepy wide/crazy/manic smiles he usually has.#I mean a true honest-to-god genuine smile. Now THAT would be a sight for the history books. Red deserves to smile too.#Just like everyone else does.#That might be my next goal aside from befriending Leaf—getting Red to smile.#Is that probably going to be extremely difficult? Oh most definitely! But I think he’s worth the effort.)#(Bonus-Bonus!: I wanna give Red a hug so bad-#but I also feel like he’d bite me or something if I tried :(#Maybe he’d just let it happen? Or cry. Or both—who knows?#Red deserves some gentle treatment. He’s been through a lot too.)#I wonder who I’ll get the will to draw next? Hopefully I’ll do them justice!#Long ahh tags Jesus Christ- Didn’t know I could max them out.#Missing Numbers#Fire Red Yuuji#My Art
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You ever have something that you know, you love, you cherish for what it did for you and how wonderful it was for you. So you do the kindest thing you can- let it rest. Like, I love you. I adore you. I knew you like my own skin. So I know what parts don't shine. I know the parts my memory glides over. I'll remember all the glorious highs, and let the lows fade. I love you with all my heart, I have been molded by you to this day. Which is why I won't let my current heart taint you. We were perfect for each other, so I won't let myself change that. I'll let you live on eternally in the shining glory my younger eyes witnessed, instead of letting my jaded ones dull you with their experience. Perhaps you did go back once. When you knew the time was perfectly right, you closed the shutters and cut out the world and let yourself slip back to how things were. When you knew you could appreciate your old love for how you met them, you immersed yourself again. Perhaps in full, perhaps just the parts you remember shining like the sun, a renewal of vows. But once that fades, you put it down and let it return to memory. Here's to you, oh founders of a forming soul. The shows with jokes that didn't age, the games whose mechanics were clunky and new. The media whose soundtrack can flood you with emotion you never thought you'd feel again. May you ride merrily on the annals of history, fondly remembered.
#baka to test#watched it 13 times at least#season 2 is such a wonderful punch to the gut#I can still quote some episodes near entirely#Hideyoshi is glorious#I know I can never speak of it#minami is best tsundere ever#One of the very few shows I insist on subs#but I know what parts didn't age well#The ironman gags are always wonderful though.#Also#yoshi's story for the n64#that soundtrack will bring me tears of joy#but I don't want to replay it. I'm not sure I'd like it.#I'd rather let it live as one of my most precious pieces of nostalgia.
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sure she might scam you, but she's still a sweetheart!
#most precious cat burglar ever!#still miss her short hair#one piece#nami#cat burglar nami#my art#my stuff
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So my fiancé ( @meiko-komoko ) and I found similarities between our current hyperfixations and I made these moodboards just because




#these shows are indeed extremely gay and extremely weird#i'd also say one piece but i've done so many op moodboards now#my brain is being torn apart by two animes#my beautiful gorgeous precious perfect fiancé is the most whovian of them all#so i just HAD TO do this#because i love them#jojo's bizarre adventure#doctor who
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My current strategy for learning to handsew is 1) buy 100+ dollars worth of fat quarters from the Joannes near my house before it implodes 2) print out a bunch of increasingly complicated plush patterns (generally slightly sized down on account of using nothing but fat quarters) 3) sew stuff together with a complete disregard for any instructions based on half remembered techniques my grandmother taught me when I was four and what I think a teddy bear probably ought to look like
So far surprisingly it's going pretty well!
#There is a method to this madness I promise#I'm using cheap fabric because a lot of these are practice runs#And also I got just regular cotton because I embroider so while my plushies won't be soft#If I lose interest I will still have a use for the rest of my fabric cause I can just embroider on it#And also okay this is gonna sound weird but#Fiber arts is the hobby of mine I feel most comfortable not being precious about?#I'm entirely self taught in the worst way#My mom and grandmother taught me the basics of threading a needle and everything else I have figured out by#Reinventing the wheel on a craft that is as old as humanity and that's so fucking FUN for me genuinely#I get to be creative without pressure. It's fine if I screw stuff up because it's just for me. It's a really nice feeling#The two creative hobbies I have stuck with the longest are writing and embroidery#One of them I try very hard to get classically Good At and the other I hack at a piece of cloth with pretty colors until something happens#And I think both are good for me in different ways
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✨💞Happy Valentines Day! 💞✨
Have some cute (yet lore important) Rivetline art~!
I got the idea for this when I accidentally stumbled across this song while searching for a different one.
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If an important moment where later in the arc, where Starline realizes the respect he’s held for Rivet runs deeper than he originally thought.
Throughout their time and interactions together during the completion, Rivet and Starline grow rather close.
At first, he isn’t keen on her dragging him out of the lab and encouraging him to do things outside of his comfort zone, but over time as she helps him loosen up a bit, she becomes the only one he allows to get away with it.
Against all odds, he finds himself growing to enjoy and respect her company as much as she respects his. She enjoys encouraging him, doesn’t mind listening to his ramblings, and they work well together, since despite her roots, she has a fairly decent grip on robotics.
This particular outing happens a a few days before the competition’s end. They both end up in the town library for some downtime, and a song Rivet loves happens to start playing on the radio. Naturally, she starts to dance to it, inviting Starline to join her. He refuses at first, but after watching her have fun for a bit, he rolls his eyes when she beckons again, and lets her pull him out of his seat with a smile.
The two end up waltzing and twirling around the room, getting more and more into the moment and laughing as they get lost in the song. But it all comes to a sudden head when Starline spins and dips her bridal style.
The whole world shows to a stop, and they both slowly realize just how close they are. The weight of this position, how intimate it is for him to be holding her like this…
And just how beautiful the other looks in the glowing light of the fireplace.
It’s the moment where Starline realizes, he really has fallen for this cat.
And it’s a beautiful, yet tragic moment for him, as he realizes he can’t bring himself to commit. Not as long as his sights are set on his goal. Not as long as he’s lying to all of them.
Rivet can sense his hesitation, and despite her own wishes, she doesn’t want to push him into something he’s not comfortable with. So they end the dance, and Rivet soothes over his frazzled nerves before they get back to what they were doing.
Sadly, neither of them get much else done that day.
💞💖
#Sonic the hedgehog#sonic idw#dr starline#canon x oc#rivetline#sonic oc#rivet the cat#starline the platypus#valentines day#he distances himself after this stating they still need to stay focused#but the feelings never truly go away#i love my precious beans#theyre so soft#Rivet fell in love first and Starline fell second#i want to one day make an animatic for this#this is one of the most complex pieces ive ever done#so proud of it but also it gave me so much pain#i stayed up all night to finish this in time#im sure there are mistakes I missed so i might fix them latwr#character interactions#Starpoint Squad AU#Competition Arc
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#ignore the fact that i’m about the over dramatically vague post:#it feels wrong to say because no one died but i am so full of grief;#how am i supposed to be a full person without you;#you’ve carried some of my most precious pieces and you didn’t have to but i can’t take them back;#if time was a limb i had a year amputated and not spending it with you ripped phantom pangs through my body;#you will spend your life loving so many people and i can’t imagine a life not loving you;#i am so overdramatic because i have in no way lost you#but i miss you more everytime i see you#i wish it never felt like the last.
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