#this is my ADHD hyperfixation rn
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Thinking about how Fiddleford's and Bill's love for Ford are both rooted in absolute devotion. But Bill needed devotion from Ford, while Fiddleford was wholly devoted to Ford without any expectations. Idk.
#gravity falls#this is my ADHD hyperfixation rn#gravity falls fiddleford#fiddauthor#billford#the book of bill#tbob#stanford pines#im too tired to make a more coherent post
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IM ACTUALLY THROWINF UP I LOVE HER I LOVE HER GWAHHHHH CAN YOU HEAR MY SCREAMS RAHHHHHHHHHH 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅 EVERYONE DONATE TO TINLIGHTENMENT NOW!!!!
#no way that my fav starkid is joining my hyperfix musical#caps#I’m actually in love with her#if I wasn’t already a lesbian she’d make me one#I need to see her in my adhd show#ohhh my god#watch me go donate to the kickstarter rn bye#tcb#spies are forever#SaF#mariah rose faith#Mariah rose faith castillias#tin can bros#tinlightenment
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restarting hannibal after finishing it literally the day before yesterday bc ive lost my fucking mind apparently
#i miss him :(( will#also i’m literally making a hannibal edit rn which. i feel at least double or triples the Crazy vibe i got goin on#anyway. agatha all along FINALE tonight i’m terrified#my brain shifted from the most intense agathario hyperfixation STRAIGHT to hannibal out of fucking nowhere#and i think tonight they’ll be fighting for full control over the adhd harder than ever 😵💫#we’ll see who wins ig#silas speaks#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal séries#will graham#hannibal lecter
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It's not enough for me to fixate on Ruby Cruz I need everyone to fixate on her so EVERYTHING WILL BE RUBY CRUZ?
Is this hyperfixating?
#ruby cruz#hazel callahan#Kit Thantalos#ruby cruz bottoms#ruby cruz willow#adhd#hyperfixation#i am hyperfixating#im hyperfixating so hard rn#can you tell im hyperfixating#im hyperfixating again#obsession#what is going on#what is wrong with me#what is wrong with my brain
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Gyutaro rant because IM LITERALLY IN LOVE WITH GYUTARO SHABANA OH MY GOD
LOOK AT HIM
LOOK HOW FUCKING PERFECT HE IS OH MY GOD IM GOING INSANE JES SO PERFECT WTF
HES SO FUCKING UGHHHH I WANNA HPLD HIM CLOSE AND KISS EVERY ONE O HIS PRETTY BORTH MARKS AND TELL HIM HOW PRETTY AND PERFECT HE IS AND I JUST WANNA UGHHH
I HAVE SO MANY DETAILED LITTLE HEADCANNONS ABOIT HOW HE WOULD PREFER/LIKE TO SNUGGLE AND OR SHPW AFFECTION IM ALWAYYYS THINKING OF HIM ❤️❤️❤️ LIKE WOULD U GUYS WANT TO SEE THEM??? ID LIKE TO SHARE THEM
I WANNA RUN MY HAND ALONG HIS WEIRD SPINE BIT NOT IN A WEIRD WAY ITS JUST COOL AND IT MAKES ME GO
AND THE WAY HIS RIBS
UGH
ME WHEN THE CHARACTERS RIBS ARE VISIBLE UGHHH ITS JUUUUHGHHGGG
I HAVE HIS LITTLE SPOTS MEMORIZED(at least from the front angle, thr back isn’t rlly memorized)
BIT I SWEAR LIKE I GET STREASWD OR UPSET AND I THINK ABOUT HIM LOKE
OH MY GOD CAN WE APPRECIATE THE KNY ACADEMY VER OF HIM??? LIKE I KNOW I CONSTANTLY TALK ABOIT HOW MUCH I FUCKING HATE MOTERCYCLE RIDERS BIT HE IS AN ACCEPTION AND NOW SEEING THEM MAKES ME THINK OF HIM WAAA ❤️❤️❤️
AS SOMEONE WHO DOESNT REALLY GET TO LIKE. EXPERIENCE REGULAR SCHOOL BC OF MY DISABILITY AND BC I DONT RLLY GET ALOT OF PJSYICAL ATTENTIPN IRL THE FICKING ENDLESS SEA OF IDEAS I CAN MAKE IP W MODERN GYU SWOOPS ME OFF MY FEET!!
I SO APPRECIATE THE RARITY(or honestly it’s getting more common >_<) OF WHEN HE SHOWS UP IN OR IS PRESENT IN MY DREAMS BC GAHHHH!!!! MY WIFE!!
HES MT FAV I LOVE HIM MY FAV FAV FAV MY LOVEE
Haters will say it’s not true but I just know if he was real he would love me(this is a joke if he was real I know this man would not like me) BUT I CAN DREAM I CAN DREAM I CAN DREAM
This is so me and him coded tbh
I love him I love him I LOVE HIM 🗣️🗣️🗣️ RAHHH NORMALIZE BEING IN LOVE WITH AND BEING HAPPY ABOIT AND BEING HYPERFIXATIED FICTIONAL CHARACTERS BC GUHHH IS SO NICE GOOD FEELING YES THUMBS UP HOORAY!!!
#demon slayer#gyutaro#demonslayer#gyutaro demon slayer#kimestu no yaiba#kny#gyutaro shabana#gyutaro brainrot#I love gyutaro oh my god#Hyperfixation#i love gyutaro i love him sooo#he’s my wife#adhd hyperfixation#positive rant#hyperfixation rant#comfort character#rambling so crazy rn
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discovering their gun kink
how i think you would discover tokrev men’s gun kinks
characters: sanzu, naoto, mikey
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cw/tw: gn!reader, guns, gun kink, pet names (once; baby), slight talk of kink, suggestive but not nsfw, you can interpret this as a romantic relationship qpr fwbs etc tried to keep it ambigous but what’s established is that you’re fucking
☆—`sanzu
he’s known about his gun kink for a while now
has even lived out the fantasy with someone before you two started fucking
so he’s wanted to tell you for a while
he’s not insecure or embarassed about it at all but communication is kind of hard for him, which is why he thought he could maybe just hint at it. which didn’t work at all
one day, the two of you are on a party hosted by the haitani brothers
somehow, you end up playing truth or dare, and sanzu gets asked what one of his biggest kinks is
he admits that he has a gun kink
later, when you’re in private, you tell him that you’re surprised but certainly open to try it out sometime
he grabs your face and hungrily kisses you right then & there.
☆—`naoto
he hasn’t discovered his gun kink yet.
as a detective, he has his own gun. he decides to show it to you one day because you seemed interested
he lets you hold it and all that, but he unloaded it beforehand for safety
so you jokingly point it at him, slowly drawing closer
naoto doesn’t react at all, which is why you decide to only stop walking right in front of him. you lay a hand on his nape and hold the gun to his temple
so close to him, you can see a blush spread from his cheeks all the way up to his ears
he stays still, no signs of moving away. ,,y/n, can you put the gun down, please?’’, he asks, voice raspy
you do as you’re told, lowering your hand with the gun. ,,why’s that, though? i can see that you’re enjoying it, you know...’’
,,i just- i didn’t expect to get turned on by being held at gunpoint’’, he admits, not looking into your eyes
,,oh? if you want to, we can explore your newly discovered kink’’, you offer and smile
his blush gets even darker, and he nods. ,,please put it back on my temple’’, he asks shyly
,,of course, baby.’’ you shove him against the nearest wall and comply.
☆—`mikey
i feel like he straight up tells you tbh
you’re coming home after work, and see him standing in the kitchen, reaching for his beloved taiyaki
obviously, you decide to sneak up on him and hug him from behind. it earns you a surprised yelp
,,y/n! now you made me drop my food..’’, he complains, but doesn’t make any attempts to leave your grasp and pick it up again
,,yeah, yeah, love you too.’’ you roll your eyes, though can’t help to smile
mikey leans back into your touch, tilting his head back to look at your face
you gently kiss his forehead
,,more..?’’, he asks, and grins
you like kissing him anyway, so you comply, spinning him around to face you first
he immediately leans in to kiss your lips, trying not to smile too much to ruin it
after a few kisses, it starts to get more and more heated, and mikey’s clinging to your body, trying to find naked skin
you shove him against the counter, taiyaki long forgotten
,,y/n? could we.. try something a little more extreme today, maybe?’’, he asks against your lips
,,like what, exactly?’’
,,well, you know. i have a sort of gun kink..’’, he admits, looking right into your eyes. he isn’t ashamed of it
,,hm... sure, if you’d like that!’’ you smile, and cup his cheeks, pulling him into another passionate kiss.
#tokyo revengers x y/n#tokyo revengers x reader#tokyo revengers x you#mikey#sano manjiro#sanzu haruchiyo#naoto tachibana#mikey x reader#mikey x you#sanzu x reader#sanzu x you#naoto x reader#naoto x you#tw gun#have the most self indulgent hcs i could possibly write#remind me to never directly write on tumlr in mobile again bc you can’t copy shit so i had to count the words by hand.#suddenly got hyperfixated on writing x reader stuff instead of normal fics like i usually do ??#idk. might post more in a few days might not idfk how my adhd brain works#i really wanna write smth for kisaki rn tho i just need a good idea
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symptoms of adhd that hua cheng displays:
1. hyperfixation
2. jumping from interest to interest/collecting a lot of random knowledge and skills
3. inability to focus on things that don’t interest him
4. rejection sensitive dysphoria
5. emotional dysregulation - bursts of anger
6. saying/doing things impulsively
7. fidgeting when bored
#hua cheng#my hyperfixation demon#tgcf#adhd#meta stuff#because this doesn’t get talked about as much as autistic xie lian#but he’s soooooo adhd that’s why he is Like This#take extreme adhd and trauma and then give him 700 years to learn all the skills and be the Most about it#gay and neurodivergent that’s why he’s the ghost king obviously#like it’s sooo funny the way he CANNOT write like he just. cant focus on it. cant#even when xie lian is trying to teach him he’s just whining and trying to flirt w xie lian and distracted#but at the same time he knows at least 4 dead languages#anyway i definitely have a post cooking about like. compatible neurodivergence#and things hualian do that affirms each other’s neurodivergence. if that makes sense#i’m sorry i’m on 2 hours sleep and i have a migraine i’m trying not to think too hard rn#lmao
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“you are poseidon’s son”
“i am SALLY JACKSON’S son!”
THATS MY MAMAS BOYYYY thats my baby percy right there
#i am such a genius i am having the BEST new years ever#my friends are at a bar fighting for drinks and i am chugging cheap champagne watching pjo having a BLAST#literally NO hyperfixation hits like percy jackson hits let me tell you. that was the first and deepest of them#i distinctly remember pre-adhd-diagnosis summer feeling divine levels of euphoria when son of neptune came out#and being like. i am not normal. the joy i am feeling rn is the most intense thing i think anyones ever experienced ever#anyone i felt something similar when i heard the first lines of this show#the amount of times i have said THATS MY BABYYYYY at the screen is. concerning#I CANT WAIT FOR ANNABETH TO BE ANNABETH ALL OVER THE PLACE MY FIRST SELF-INSERT I LOVE YOU SO DEARLY<3#guys i literally dont think anyones having a better new years than me rn#the only thing that would make this better is Not having to go to work tomorrow lol#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#percy series#percy jackson#wait hold on look at this first tag that came up when i typed percy’s name#percy w severe amnesia looking at 10 ft tall god of war: i feeeel like you’re a bitch
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Goinnnn to the doctor today instead of wooorrrrk we love spending moneyyyyyyy
#bruh i cant think straight rn#i can barely even have adhd hyperfixations rn im so out of it#plz dr plz do more than just give me pills and send me home my tummy hurts
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behind the scenes sneak peek into my brain, i have so many drafts now of my thoughts on hinata and loneliness and obsession and greed and adhd that all feel incoherent that i just have to fuckin, sit on it and write an essay one of these days, but in short
i dont think its explored how deeply lonely Hinata was before karasuno, how unseen and misunderstood he felt until he became rivals with kageyama
and OUGH its the way kageyama respects hinatas *greed* so much, cherishes it, even though at one point it scared him, its scared him but it pushed him to be more and he has his OWN greed that hinata relates to and wants to see flourish and they are both creatures of want and so they understand each other like no one else has understood them before and
how freeing is that? right??? this wasnt short i started rambling again augh but are u catching my drift are u seeing what i am seeing????????
#hinata shouyou#hq!!#look i have peer reviewed adhd#and i relate and maybe projecting onto Hinata rn#bc MAN my hyperfixations as a kid were OBSESSIVE#one time my brother said i wasnt even human bc all i talked about was [cherished media]#it hurt!! i felt isolated from a lotta ppl#bc i cared SO MUCH#about these things and i couldn't help talking about it#like it felt like bubbling over joy that i wanted to share but tpo u know? i didn't always get that#and that feels a Lot like how i read hinatas middle school volleyball#that make any sense??#conspiracy lvl: text
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#day 4 on bupropion#i need to vent. bc today was mostly decent. cause at least i could control my emotions and not cry at every little thing#but ended just as badly as i was feeling yesterday. i feel rly sad rn#when im productive i feel great but when im trying to relax? i feel like i need to find something productive to do immediately.#its like i need to do everything but i have no desire to do anything#im like. lying in bed at 2 am grieving my hyperfixations hard. been crying for the past 3 hours#bc i just cant sit down and enjoy anything without feeling like im forcing myself. and i already miss feeling things when i play video game#idk if i can do the 4-6 weeks of this before side effects normalize. everyone says it gets better#and even that is making me feel guilty bc it took me this long to get help and i already want to quit on my first week#i have an appointment with my dr on friday but fuck. the last 3 nights have felt like weeks. its so hard falling asleep.#it really doesn't help that this med is making me. stupid. i have about 10 seconds worth of memory before the thought is deleted#literally forgetting what i'm talking about midway through a sentence#but hey. at least my memory is so bad i cant remember what i did today and overthink every action. i guess.#and maybe tmi. but my libido is gone... like completely nonexistent now#some people literally take this shit to help w a low libido!!! but for me it is doing the exact opposite!!! what is wrong with my body#and to top it off i can't drink even a half cup of coffee without panic attacks. i miss iced coffee already :(#cant enjoy shit anymore and my adhd feels 10 times worse than it did before bc i can't sit still to save my life.#anyway im yapping so much but i need to because im feeling so alone#some side affects im getting r common and manageable but some are pretty uncommon and its hard finding anyone who relates...
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characters I headcanon as autistic and/or ADHD (long post; there WILL be way too much evidence)
Sally Bowles (Cabaret)- ADHD.
I'll start by admitting that she's definitely not supposed to be seen as ADHD. She's a more toned down version of the manic pixie dream girl trope from a musical made in the 60s and set in the 30s. However, I definitely see a lot of signs in her.
Prefers to have a spontaneous lifestyle- often switches between living spaces and lovers.
Enjoys working at the Kit Kat Club, which is likely full of constant stimulation.
Tends to be very talkative.
Depending on the production, she's often almost constantly moving.
Very energetic in certain numbers such as Perfectly Marvelous (which is severely underrated) and (depending on the production) Cabaret.
Again, this one depends on the production, but she is sometimes portrayed as someone who is very emotional.
Caroline Channing (2 Broke Girls)- AuDHD
I'm definitely self projecting here but I do notice signs of both autism and ADHD in her. It's only because I'm self projecting, but I digress.
Autism:
Really good at sorting things. Even her thoughts.
Can be brutally honest at times.
Hyperfixated on coupons once (could also be ADHD).
Very passionate about business, and links everything to a business opportunity. This is definitely a reach (so no you don't have to tell me), but this could be a special interest of hers.
Talks about herself a lot instead of asking about other people unless she's genuinely concerned about their wellbeing.
Doesn't always understand when Max is being sarcastic.
ADHD:
Hyperfixated on coupons once (could also be autism).
Quite impulsive at times.
Talks a lot, which is sometimes a way hyperactivity presents itself.
Very emotional.
One time got distracted because she accidentally searched more gay men instead of Morgan Freeman and started watching makeup tutorials made by gay men.
Max Black (2 Broke Girls)- AuDHD (it's my current hyperfixation what did you expect)
I literally have nothing to say her other than it could just be a combination of trauma and what I like to call Sitcom Personality™️. However, the power of self projection is here.
Autism:
Not very expressive of her emotions, at least through her facial expressions and tone.
Doesn't react to others' emotions correctly ("You need to react when people cry!" "I did react, I rolled my eyes.")
Baking hyperfixation or special interest.
Doesn't seem to be very socially aware and constantly says things she shouldn't.
ADHD:
Failed to file her taxes for years because she kept getting distracted by YouTube.
Very impulsive.
Still emotional even though she doesn't show it through physical expressions or tone (punched cheesecakes because she was mad about Johnny being in the diner).
Very disorganised.
#yes the 'start by admitting' was a reference to a lyric in the song cabaret.#more will be added! it's just very late rn#autism#adhd#audhd#headcanons#my headcanons#hyperfixation#special interests#neurodivergent#2 broke girls#max black#caroline channing#cabaret#cabaret musical#sally bowles
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alright that’s enough of that. you’re destroying my door jams.
@whumpasaurus101
#yeah time to pick up hampster bawl.#hyperfixating on this style of lighting rn 0.0#whump art#tiny whump#tiny whumpee#my tiny frog son#lee#akias art#lil lee is still tryna RUN FURUOUSLY IN PLACE— THINKING ITLL ESCAPE HANDS#AAA this is me procrastinating on working on my procrastination wip to procrastinate from working on the real wip and—#we’re like 3 levels of ProcrastiCeption deep at this point#I need to take a shower and wash off all my bulshit#time to blast gucci flip flops on loop to avoid depression in favor or LITTY AT ALL TIMES#much to the begrudgementte of my neighbors#hampster bawl#that’s right we’re back on HB POSTING#tiny boy baby tiny eheheeheeehe#so smol#this started as ‘it’s just gonna be a quick sketch’ hence the messy lineart but then oh now we need to do color now lighting oh ok can I#can I get some anti-adhd juice PLEASE#plsssss#my post#my art
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QUICK GIVE SOME HEADCANONS ON WHAT LUPIN'S HYPERFIXATIONS WOULD BE
uhm uhm hmmmm isnt there that one episode of p2 where hes hyperfixated on superman or smthn like that? i havent seen it yet but HJGHF
aside from that tho uhhhh id say one of his fixations would be on like gemstones n stuff like that? like he knows random facts about different gems and knows how to tell a real one from a fake one (and as a bonus of that he knows how to make really convincing fakes)
#id have more but im off my meds rn JKHJGH#man gets those ADHD hyperfixations he just like me fr <3#lupin#//hcs#//inbx
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Should i start posting multifandom stuff?
Idk I've always hyperfixated on one fandom REALLY hard for like 1-3 yrs (warrior cats -> mha -> danganronpa -> dsmp/osmp -> qsmp -> hermitcraft?)
But idk currently my brain isn't like violently latching onto any fandoms and making my entire identity revolve around it. Hermitcraft is cool n all but no matter how hard i try, my hyperfixation on it isn't as strong as i want it to be :<
So i though i might like, branch out a bit? Imma prob still mainly post hermitcraft, but i might occasionally mention dungeon meshi, saiki k, bbc merlin and some other stuff! (more in the tags)
!!!IF YOU GUYS WATCH ANY OF THESE, LEMME KNOW!!! or if you have any suggestions for other mcyts / animes / video games that i might find cool :D
#multifandom#Heres all the fandoms im semi interested in rn:#hermitcraft#the disastrous life of saiki k.#dungeon meshi#life series#empires smp#stardew valley#bbc merlin#I think that's it?#I'm not sure tho#God i crave another hyperfixation I NEED THAT EXCITEMENT AND HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE#like yeah sure it sucks when i forget to eat n sleep n shit bc of that stuff#But it makes me so happy!!! I genuinely miss having sth i can think about 24/7#Like i do have art but thats more of a special interest and it's kinda hard to engage in fandom stuff about that#I just need a new fandom to read fics from :(#adhd#actually adhd#(also autistic hence the spin but that's still undiagnosed so im too anxious to tag it wkrhkwen)
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my parents being fucking weird has ruined so many of the activities queers typically salivate over
#my mom and dad used to go axe throwing with my aunt and uncle once a week#my uncle built a forge out of cinder blocks in my backyard and we moved it with us after for like ten years#my dad forged for a long time#even like. making and serving alcohol or some shit. my dad is an alcoholic who used to make his own mead#cottagecore ass lesbians?? my mom was an apothecary and my dad has always had a garden#dark academia ass gay people? my parents get into ethical debates to pass the time when they're in line in stores#art or singing or dancing? my mom was a theatre major her first time through college. we do that here#my mom used to customize jeans for her friends free of charge bc she could just draw on them to stim during long conversations#my siblings and i split up roles in musicals before we start them bc of my mom#dancing is about my grandparents but anyway they were competitive line dancers and that's not the only dance they did#everybody in my family has adhd and/or autism and there are no safe interests in this house#and my siblings would probably say the same thing about shit that i've hyperfixated on in the past that they cannot look at bc i#talked about it too much. i know enough about literature to make any normal person fall asleep. i have a borderline encyclopedic knowledge#of big cats. i literally read a series of encyclopedias as a child because i wanted to have a base knowledge of most things#how was i not diagnosed !!!!!! how did no one diagnose me !!!!!!!#and it's bc everybody in my family thought it was normal for me to read at a collegiate level in first grade. please be so for real rn#this turned into talking about my family's autism but isn't that what it was always about lmao#mer rambles
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