#this is lowkey a cry for help
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in the spirit of halloween i might do a silly and write a couple of yellowjackets x reader oneshots except in each one the character is a different supernatural creature
#ive already started writing shauna and lottie#[vampire shauna and werewolf lottie cuz im basic]#im not sure about the rest of them tho#this is lowkey a cry for help#because i really want to do it but i dont know what to make the rest of them#shapeshifter nat?#siren jax?#aasimar laura lee?#gonna write someone as a skinwalker /j#no real tags im shouting into the void
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now that twitter is dead in brasil i might as well go back to posting here uhh
#also ive gotten extremely hyperfixated on this game jesus#not even funny how i can only think of them. theyre everywhere. its been months#this is a cry for help how do i stop thinking about disco elysium#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois#kimharry#also this lowkey feels like old school destiel art but im trying not to think about it too much#bissexual background colors and all
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It's alright
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#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd fanart#our flag means death#“I am a brave boy and will NOT cry while getting reference screenshots of Ed” he said.#*barely manages to hit Win+Shift+S through the fucking tears*#I'm sorry but this is the only decent OFMD fanart I got in me for now#I'm shit at drawing people with faces/head and I still gotta learn and find a style but god knows the gay pirates are gonna help me practic#I still need to recover from this scene- this episode- this season- this show goddamnit#ngl at first I liked how I drew Ed's hair but the more I look at it now the less I like it >:C#did I forget to post this? no nope nuh uh I don't know what you're talking about#this absolutely blew up on twitter- lowkey hope tumblr dot com likes it too :>#ed teach#stede bonnet#gentlebeard#ofmd s2e8#tw blood#blood#akans art
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Idk about you guys but I am an absolute sucker for stoic, strong, providing/protective, "macho-macho" male characters absolutely just breaking down when the going gets a bit too tough. Willing to shoulder any burden or battle scars if it means granting their loved ones' safety, but cracking when it gets too much, getting disheveled when things go wrong, when things are out of their control, when they've lost so much that they cannot hold it in anymore. They cannot continue being strong, at least just for now when they just need to decompress.
With that said, Arthur Morgan absolutely deserved to have a good cry. I'm upset he hasn't in the game, at least from what we have seen. Despite how strong and hardened this 36-year-old seasoned outlaw is, he is still a man - a good man at heart (at least in my canon as a High Honour truther).
There is no way he couldn’t have cried on the ship after watching his own father and mentee/lowkey-son-figure die right before his eyes. There is no way he couldn’t have cried when he failed his chance of running away with the love of his life whilst he still had the chance, and having to come to terms with the fact that the last memory she will hold of him will be him making another promise he couldn't keep + that the last piece of her he has left is her essentially writing him out of her life with no time or opportunity to explain. There is no way he couldn’t have cried when the fear of death/the fate that awaited him and his loved ones got too overwhelming for him. There is no way he couldn’t have cried when he started seeing both life and death differently after Sister Calderón's inspiring words in that train station.
He deserved to have a good cry. Arthur, a man living in the American 1890s where there was a certain expectation for men (outlaw or otherwise) to surpress any 'weak' emotion, finally admitting "I'm afraid" was one of the 'manliest' and most human moments we ever see him have, and it was so simple yet so beautiful. The man has been through so much pain as much as he has inflicted it - he deserves a hearty moment of release. To cry, to sob, to wail, whatever. He just needed that after everything.
#ranna word dumping#tldr; arthur eldest-daughter-syndrome morgan needs to let out some of his emotions thru a good cry session#arthur if it helps i can always put on some mitski#he is lowkey kinda class of 2013 coded but idk#oh arthur :(#let him cook? more like let him CRY 🗣🔥🙏🏽‼️#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#rdr#red dead redemption#arthur morgan#rdr2 arthur#rdr2 arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#john marston#hosea matthews#mary linton#lenny summers#javier escuella#sean macguire#micah bell#sadie adler#kieran duffy#mary beth gaskill#tilly jackson#charles smith#rdr2 fandom#rdr2 community#rdr2 meta#meta
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okay I refuse to indulge a second longer in this dumbass project, but. do you see the vision.
if gerudo town is to be home of the unpractical heel, why should he be spared.
be a king ganon. lead through example.
#totk#ganondorf#gerudos#shitpost#buliara#I guess she's here too#my art#thanks to buliara for being a good sport#and whoever took the screenshot I then massacred#it's very messy but I wasn't going to fully render This ok#sorry I know he's green even though I'm Against the green but I colorpicked and then didn't adjust and then it was too late :(#very important to know I listened to girlband kpop the entire time I drew this#gerudo town capital of Bad Shoes for the Desert#this is a cry for help nintendo don't you see#(I think he lowkey rocks the look tho......)
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just finished malevolent relisten. needless to say the obsession has been rekindled tenfold its previous magnitude
#im so fucking isnane about this podcast#ok notable reactions:#john.. Oh my god. It’s so insane to go back and hear how much he’s changed in the way he talks and reasons and treats arthur#i love you john doe malevolent#fav trans allegory ever!!!!!#definitely relate to him a normal amount (liar voice)#and then. S2. I really need to make that animatic with lonesome dreams#godddd i forgot how painful the ep18 divorce was#and then!!!! the canna mentions helping noel escape!!! completely forgot about that part#s3. oh my god. absolute fav season. soooo many crazy moments.#like coda??? “You want him back.” “I want him safe.” You want him baaack.” “I want him back”#KAYNE I FUCKING HATE THAT RAT BASTARD.NEED TO BASH HIS HEAD IN WITH A ROCK BUT HES A FREAK AND HED ENJOY IT SO I CANT#piece od shit#and then 23/24??????? arthur’s happy cry-laugh???? dead#part 25. “I killed myself. For a voice in my head. Do you know how mad that sounds?” what if IIII killed myself#26. god. Then 27. And 28. Literally my fav season ever#followed closely by s4#ohhhh my god i forgot how hot the butcher is like genuinely#i completely forgot prelude somehow???? giggling kicking my feet twirling my hair the whole time#i need to be this homicidal gay irishman hes so hot oh my god#the 29 divorce. with the movie lmaoo#i need to draw them going on a night out and seeing a movie and getting dinner and drinks and dancing and (gets shot)#gooddddd i remember listening to 31 for the first time and being so fucking confused#PART 33. HIT ME RIGHT IN THE EMOTIONS. OH MY GOD. BELLA SALTZMAN I COULD’VE TREATED YOU SO MUCH BETTER#34….. i can’t speak about 34 without barking and howling like a rabid dog#dog. Is that a butcher refere(gets shot for the third time)#NOELLLLLL MY DARLING WIFE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#this has just inspired me to keep writing hofth with ella tbh#lowkey don’t even get the obsession with oscar tho i can’t be talking#to each their own or whatever
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dreamt about oplita and woke up crying from happiness and cuteness
#OH MY GOD#I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT#IN MY DREAM I WAS WATCHING TFONE#AND THEY HAD A REUNION SCENE POST MEGATRON AND OP FIGHT#like atp elita doesn't know he's alive YES SHE STILL TRIED TO GO AFTER HIM#idk where the fight w/ megs happened but it wasn't in the main area because ELITA WAS LOWKEY A MESS PANICKING WITH BEE#Like girly was about to cry because to her she has no idea if this fucking thing is alive#(fjskdhsh i think op and megs fought else where while b + e helped out the citizens outside the tower)#BUT THEN!!! someone goes “orion pax/optimus prime” (yh both got said) AND OP CAN BE SEEN DRIVING UP TO LIKE THE FRONT OF THE TOWER#AND YALL WHEN I TELL YOU THEY RAN#THEY RAN TO EACH OTHER SO HARD#they were crying I woke up crying everyone was crying#THEY HUGGED EACHOTHER SO HARD AND FOR SO LONG THEY BASICALLY BECAME ONE#THE ENTIRE WORLD AROUND THEM MELTED ALWAY AND THEY JUST HUGGED AND HELD EACH OTHER#UGHHHHH IT WAS SO SWEET#SHE HAD THE *CUTEST* SMILE WHEN SHE SAW HIM it was so sappy she was so happy to see him#YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#my explanation of this can't do it justice I might have to draw or at least sketch this#the thing is I was constantly trying to take screenshots in my dream like I do when I actually watch smth elita#like it was accurate!#oh man#transformers#elita one#elita 1#transformers one#tf one#tf one elita#optimus prime#orion pax#tf one orion pax
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Love these dudes
#i not gonna lie the audio was lowkey shit in my theater so half the time punk was talking i couldn't hear him well#but i rewatched his scenes online and i rlly like him#also pav is funny and i love how he appears to help miles at the end#here is where the british stole from us- crying#spiderman atsv#atsv#spiderman across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse#spider punk#hobie brown#Pavitr Prabhakar#spider man#sidrabbles
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NEW HALLOWEEN CHIBIS DROPPED
#this is vee speaking#LITERALLY CRYING AT MTC WHYD THEY DO THEM LIKE THAT LMAO#WELCOME BACK GHOST POSSE ITS LIKE YALL NEVER LEFT LMAO#MTR AS MAD SCIENTISTS FCKS AND IM IN TEARS AT HIFUMI ADDING DOPPO CHEMICALS TO HIS OWN CHEMICALS WITH GLEE I SEE YOU ARTIST#THE WAY ROSASA ARE FRANKESTEINS MONSTERS AND FRANKENSTEIN IS REI PLS HELP#BBS PUMPKIN HATS ARE SO CUTE I WANT A 70S STYLE PUMPKIN BERET#AND THE WAY ICHIRO AND KUUKOU ARE LOWKEY TWINNING WITH THEIR POSES??????#BAT AS REAPERS IS EXACTLY WHERE ITS AT!!!!!!!! ALWAYS LURING US INTO HELL ITS ABOUT TIME THEY JUST BLATANT WITH THE DEATH METAPHORS YEEEEAH#HITOYA SLICKING HIS HAIR BACK TOO YESSIR!!!!!#BABY REAPER JYUSHI WHO PROBABLY IS COMFORTABLE IN THE REAPER ROLE YET LOL#KUUKOU MAY BE CONFUSED WHY HES BEEN ASSIGNED TO COLLECT MY SOUL WHEN IM NOT DEAD YET UNTIL HE SMILES AND I PERISH INSTANTLY LMAO#HALLOWEEN ALWAYS PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAK
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So you know the AUs where lemurians/descendants of lemurians live for thousands of years like Nereus? Decades would pass, and Will, Ant and Fontaine wouldn't change much. But Kaiko would. She'd age and die, much earlier than everyone else.(and she'd never get to see Ant and Fontaine grow up) so I bring you this⬇️
#Those AUs always make me cry#i had to make this#i couldn't help it#i love angst#i'm lowkey crying over this#ant nekton#fontaine nekton#kaiko nekton#will nekton#the deep cartoon#the deep 2015#angst#what if they forgot about her?
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Fuuuuuuuuhhhhccckkkkk I got the most jaw-dropping Lloyd's true form design in my head that would drop you on your knees in awe like you just saw a biblically accurate angel or the God himself but my drawing skills are so ass I could not convey how truly majestic and beautiful it is 😔
#soul's shitrambles#ninjago#lego ninjago#lloyd ninjago#ninjago lloyd#lloyd garmadon#lloyd montgomery garmadon#artist struggles#it's lowkey like a biblically accurate lloyd with oni and dragon features but also more human-like features mixed in there too#while fsm wu and garm would have no human features. only dragoni#also it would have like. 6 arms by default but could actually have more or less arms however he liked#also multiple eyes#the multiple eyes are a must#I am screaming crying kicking so hard rn#also but that one sonne edit audio that has violins and stuff playing to help with what I mean btw
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(my first ever) commission for @meltic-daze
#rei's art#vergil#vergil sparda#dmc vergil#dmc#devil may cry#dmc fanart#fanart#i love drawing my favorite soy chud sigma soggy boyfailure#this was lowkey mentally challenging though Help!
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when something goes wrong in my life i tell myself “i’ll be dead soon” as a way to comfort myself
#weird habits#mentally unstable#im lowkey so depressed#i hate you guys for what you did#i hate my life#i hate you#fuck you#trauma#tw depressing stuff#i wanna kms#i want to be okay#tw depressing thoughts#this account is a cry for help pls help me#depression relapse
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I can imagine the first cycle after moving. Probably Leo because Donnie likely has internal scarring, so leo goes through the process of laying his eggs, panics, his brother can't help, and finally, *finally* they ask for help. It's not willingly. It's not for fun. It's purely necessity. It's purely because there's *literally noone else* and the idea of telling anyone at all is so scary that the way they do so is in a note. Splinter sits them down and basically walks them through "You're safe, you're fine. We can handle this however you feel most comfortable, including getting you both on blockers if you prefer" and they just.... sigh. For the first time, there's *someone else* in their circle, and it's willing and it's warm, and it's *safe*. There will be tears.
Yes, except I'm not convinced that either of them could stand to tell anyone. Even if it was literally life or death (which it has been before,) I'm not sure if either of them could bear to give up that information. Donnie is finally, finally away from the people who hurt him when he got found out last time, and even though logically, he knows that it's different here, he's absolutely petrified of the thought that the same thing will happen again and it won't be over anymore. He's still horrified by the idea of anyone else knowing about Leo when he's gone to such lengths for so long to protect him, and Leo is likewise terrified in the same way. They've spent years with this being their more closely guarded secret, and that's going to be really difficult to give up.
But it's really not a secret they'll be able to keep for long.
They're in a completely different environment, with far less space and privacy. They're both stressed as hell and Donnie WAS on birth control and taking all sorts of vitamins and supplements to make sure he didn't eggbind again and now he's suddenly not and it's not only messing with his body, it's fucking scary. It literally keeps them both up at night. Neither of them know how to wash blood out of clothes or sheets. There's no private en suite bathroom they can sequester themselves away in. They're both literally making themselves sick with anxiety trying to deal with this, and they're used to handling this on their own, this is routine for them, but they're not used to all of this.
They'd probably metaphorically limp through a few cycles before their family puts it together and gently confronts them.
Venus probably figures it out first. She's pretty smart, and incredibly observant, and after all-- she quite literally experiences the exact same thing. April may not lay eggs, but I think she'd be able to get the idea after a bit as well. And while I think Splinter would realize something was wrong pretty quickly, Draxum would probably realize what was wrong first. Splinter has April, so he has a little bit of experience in this realm, but Draxum has Venus and so he has far more experience.
And so when they do sit them down and talk with them, it's going to be really scary at first. And then they get to, "you're safe, you're fine, we can handle this however you feel the most comfortable. It will be okay. No one will hurt you."
And then there's finally other people in the know, in the circle, people who will actually help them. And yes-- there will definitely be tears.
#leo in particular will probably panic at least a little when theyre confronted#because its been what? almost four years?#almost FOUR YEARS of him keeping this a secret at any cost#almost four years with no one else in the universe aside from his twin knowing#and now the spell is broken#but its okay#and they might panic and cry for a little but then they calm down and its... actually ok. things will actually be okay#april will take to big-sistering them so hard#and lowkey just? having venus exist in the household will be incredibly helpful#(she was honestly so baffled that everyone else didnt realize what was going on right away. it wasnt obvious????)#mikey tries to spoil them the same way he tries to spoil venus whenever she feels nasty#(but has to adjust a bit to respect boundaries because. donnie will bite him...)#likewise raph tries to take care of them the same way he'd take care of casey#(ie by leaving offerings at their doors and staying the fuck out of their way. just overall letting them do or have whatever they want)#their family will take care of them and keep them safe and things will get better#its honestly a huge relief when they get caught in some ways because leo can finally be like#and donnie got really sick one time and almost died and im scared itll happen again PLZ can we make sure it doesnt happen again#donnie in the background like >:0000 that leo just fucking OUTTED HIM LIKE THAT#but to leo 1000% worth it if it means donnie wont get sick and die#(as if donnie is actually realistically at any more significant risk of that than leo is)#(quite frankly theyre BOTH at risk of it at the time because of how stressed they are. lowkey a miracle neither of them eggbound yet smh)#also donnie def has internal scarring lmao;;;; poor bab. makes it a bit rough...#menstruation#tw menstruation#cw menstruation#gemini au#asks#anon#csa implied#cw csa implied
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hi
#stop because im always scared to post actual stuff#like shitposting#so i always put like#my entire life story in the tags#help me 😭😭😭#this is so fucking annoying#anyways#i love having a lowkey dysfunctional family 😍#one minute everyone is yelling and crying and being toxic#and the next it's like??? completely fine?#and back to normal????#like why???#(someone say hi to me pls)#(im so lonely lol)
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Pin-up rusted birdie
#hfjone#hfjone airy#this one . lowkey makes me wanna cry lol. him w/ wings means a LOT to me both to pick at his character and how his life is reflected in them#like. a bird can preen its own wings but he Doesn't. they break and new shafts aren't opened. some shafts die.#and even if a bird doesn't preen itself it generally has a member of its flock to help (especially in places it can't reach) but like.#he doesn't have that. aouhhhh lamp mannnnn.....
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