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a lot of those that condemn cait for the actions she took & feelings she has against jinx seem to conveniently forget that jinx kidnapped cait, tried to kill her, held her captive then killed her mum. like, that girl ruined cait. i'm honestly surprised cait didn't do more in retaliation, tbh.
#⟢ㅤ❪ㅤ𝙎𝙏𝙐𝘿𝙔ㅤ❫ㅤㅤㅤ⸻ㅤㅤ��compassion's in my nature‚ but deny is all i stand.#this is important to my perspective tbh#cait is very much in the wrong#but there's a rEASON she went there#she was pushed in that direction#by someone who deliberately sought to terrorise her#anyhow.........
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ialso love playign superhero ttrpgs can i ask what the Masks ttrpg is? i love finding neww hero themed ttrpgs ^-^ yay!
Ohhh!! Hey! i love getting to talk ttrpg stuff thanks for the question!
MASKS: A New Generation is a superhero ttrpg about teenagers all trying to figure out who they are in a world filled with people constantly telling them who they are and how the world works. It's less about the powers and the fights and more about the emotional journey of the PCs with mechanics that support that. It's a really narratively driven game!
tldr: try it out! it's fun! it's simple! and it's low-prep (apparently, just not for me, but i'm always just gonna do Too Much). you want a system with mechanics that revolve around telling a story? around your character's emotions and how they view themselves? this is the one for you! it's great and i've really been enjoying it!!
First of all, it's a fail-forward system, so the way your character levels (advanced) is by missing rolls. I like this a lot.
There are ten core playbooks that are essentially the classes you can choose from. They each come with their own powers, some intentionally more impressive than others, but it's not about the powers; it's about the core conflict that comes with each of the archetypes. Here are a few playbook examples:
The Delinquent: You've got these cool powers. But everyone keeps telling you how to use 'em. You know what they need? Someone to give them trouble, to make sure they don't always get their way. And hey! You're the perfect her to do it.
The Legacy: You're the latest in a storied heroic lineage, a family that shares a name and a cause. Now, everybody is watching and waiting to see if you've got what it takes to uphold that tradition. No Pressure, right?
The Nova: You're a font of power. Channel it, and you can remake the world into exactly what you want. Unleash it, and you can do miracles. It's wonderful... and terrifying. Lose control for even a second, and other people get hurt.
Your stats are your Labels. They're how you see yourself, and how others see you. The Labels are DANGER, FREAK, SAVIOR, SUPERIOR, and MUNDANE. Different stats help with different Moves/rolls, so for example a high DANGER stat helps you Directly Engage a Threat, while a low MUNDANE stat makes it harder for you to Comfort or Support Someone. Your Labels are constantly being shifted around throughout the game as your character's self-image changes (and that self-image changes a lot, basically the NPCs are just label shifting machines).
The mechanics are fun! Instead of traditional damage, the PCs have Conditions that they take on, and what conditions a character has affects their rolls. The Conditions are Afraid, Angry, Guilty, Hopeless, and Insecure. So if you're Angry you take -2 on your roll to do the move Comfort or Support Someone, if you're Afraid, it's -2 on Directly Engage a Threat, etc. There are multiple ways to clear your conditions but the most straightforward way is to take a particular action, so if you're Angry you have to hurt someone or break something important, and if you're Afraid you have to run from something difficult. These actions lead to some awesome and surprising story beats!
There's some other stuff as well, but that's the gist!
Coming from DND, it took me some time to adjust to something so wildly different in terms of the system, but I've been enjoying it! I haven't gotten to play it as a PC, but running it has been an interesting challenge. I think it's a pretty simple system to work with, and I at least hear it's low-prep (again not for me tho lol). It's mechanically looser than the only other ttrpg I've played (dnd) and requires a lot more decision making from the whole table, so I think in a way it asks more of its players in that way. And the GM role is constantly on in a specific way, because it's up to the GM to listen and call out when a Move is being triggered and a roll should be made based on what the characters are doing in any particular scene.
anyway I can always have more to say but MASKS has been fun. I recommend giving it a shot! And then you should tell me what you thought about it!!
#ask biji#masks a new generation#text post#pbta#masks ttrpg#it's a great system for a oneshot or a quick game#however the game i have been running is not that lol but i like a longer narrative#look i was not even into superheroes#but i wanted to try this game because i thought the mechanics sounded fun and interesting#and i've been enjoying it!#try it out!#tbh i'd love to play it as a PC one day... i'm all about those narrative arcs baby#actually this is a great time to try it out because magpie games is having a sale and all the MASKS books are 50 percent off#and yes i hear it is low prep#just nothing is low prep for me...#i've been GMing MASKS pretty nonstop for a couple months now as we're on a dnd break so i've been extremely MASKS brained as of late#it's also my first GMed long campaign#which might be why i find it a little extra challenging#but still it is pretty well known as simple and low prep so#TRY IT!!!#extra tags as i thought more about it:#okay maybe it is low prep at least compared to dnd#but i think it requires more brain power while actually playing because the mechanics make it more unpredictable than dnd#which is great for storytelling purposes!#again i've only experienced MASKS as a GM so my perspective is gonna be different than a player's#and every GM is different#but for me? i think it asks a lot of its players and a LOT of its GM#however it is for the benefit of the story#oh right and because it's so emotional playing with a table you feel comfortable with is gonna be important#this all may sound critical of masks but let me assure you i like it so much that i crave its mechanics in more games
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having the hc that minato is ace is incredibly funny sometimes when you think about how ryoji is oh so very bi because it's like. "ah. death stole my ability to be attracted to people," in the same way that ryoji stole minato's eye color and energy level. like wow, thanks ryoji, you just keep finding things to steal from minato!
#persona 3 spoilers#minato arisato#hc and au nonsense#lizzy speaks#happy international asexuality day to my fellow aces out there i hope you know that you are loved!!! 🎊🎉🥳#i like viewing minato with the lens of him being gay / ace. esp bc it stems from my own experiences so it's fun to look at-#him from that perspective even if that's not what was intended by atlus y'know?#and im sure others have other hcs from me that are informed by their own life experiences and i think that's great ^_^#something that i found interesting while playing FES was how. stilted? minato's animations felt when hugging the girls#you could definitely go with the perspective that it's a graphical limitation or they didn't have time to polish the animations#and that's def true!! but sometimes i see the hug @ yakushima beach + the other hugs and then i compare it to the sou/yo hug in p4#and there's like... a noticeable difference to me with how intimate and close together the hugs are...#that said i do know that the animations for reload are updated and the hugs are much more natural (good on them tbh!)#the other thing is (pensive sigh). the way you couldn't reject any of the girls when doing their social links in FES#objectively speaking i'm glad that they did away with that and i like how the rejections were handled in reload. it feels naturally written#but also a part of me enjoyed looking at the “hey atlus what the FUCK” moment and thought of how to interpret it differently#specifically with the idea of minato having like.. little to no autonomy and kind of going along with the relationship#it kind of reminded me of myself tbh with like going along with the rship without considering what you want bc#it's what others want or expect out of you... LOL. i dont think atlus intended for someone to interpret it this way but#eh i think that's the fun part of hcs and looking at characters with certain lenses!#regardless of how you perceive minato i do think there's something to be said about him being the kind of guy who molds himself-#into someone that is needed. not wanted. but needed. important distinction here.#the one caveat my brain runs into when im like “minato is ace!” is when i remember thanatos exists and i go#“you know what these ideas can exist simultaneously” GKLHFHDFHD when in doubt schrodinger's headcanons#anyway that's all i've had this thought in my brain in awhile and haven't sat down to share it properly until now 👍#have an excellent weekend everyone !!! lizzy loves you all lets all nurture our inner yippee!!! 🥺💙
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im about to go to bed for the night but after a rewatch im thinking abt smth again wrt episode 4 that i dont think abt TOO too often but like. it IS smth i still think abt a not small amnt
(warning that theres discussion of suicide n such!)
like the thing i talked about earlier, i dont see it in discussion much anymore but i DO still see remnants of it here nd there. the question of 'did gangle intentionally jump in front of the truck.' and like. from what ive seen debate died down eventually bc ppl moved on from that topic but i still have thoughts on that that i dont know if ive seen anyone else say?? it probably has been said but i just havent seen it myself BUT
i think this question is genuinely 100% irrelevant. i think 'did gangle do that on purpose' doesnt actually change anything. fwiw i dont think it was deliberate myself! but i truly think that it doesnt change ANYTHING about that scene if it was intentional or not, and thats because that scene is certainly literally happening in-series, but its MOSTLY there symbolically (for lack of a better word for it, im not sure if symbolically is quite right but its the closest i can think of). its there for the audience
that anyone in the audience questioned what she was doing is part of the point imo. because what the scene is evoking is VERY clear, not because thats what it is literally happening but because of the emotion that conveys. i dont fully know how to explain it but to me the scene isnt about what gangle is literally doing but its about conveying a sense of unsteady and almost unhealthy hope and despair and peace and recklessness. inuniverse she cant die. it doesnt matter in a literal sense. but the scene creates an image for the audience thats uncomfortable and harsh. it creates an image of gangles state in that moment thats stressful and concerning
like many people have written so many different analyses of the episode. i think its depicting many things if you look at it right. i dont think any one reading of the episode and gangles role in it is wholly correct because i think its vague on purpose, and i think the episode is MEANT to be open-ended and able to be interpretted many different ways. and building from that i dont think the ending is supposed to literally depict a suicide attempt but i think it IS meant to call that concept into mind, because it ties into most possible interpretations of the episode, but in different ways
theres also probably a case to be made about the idea that regardless of her intention the end result is the same. she did something reckless because she was doing incredibly poorly and nothing came of it but that moment brought her back to the despair she felt before she got the new mask. the intention doesnt change what it means for her character. the main context that scene matters in is in what it alludes to in the audience (and debatably how it ties into the different readings of the episode), and THATS the point. that people questioned it is because its calling to mind that concept on purpose, and thats the more important role that the scene serves imo rather than knowing exactly what gangle was trying to do
#tadc#ask to tag#sui discussion#not quite sure how to tag this bc im not completley talking abt in detail but also like#that IS what this post is revolving around#idk if this makes any sense im very tired but i think about this from time to time...#one of my FAAAAVORITE things is stories#is when an ambiguous thing happens but its not 'what actually happened?' thats important#but how the scene makes the audience feel thats important#i like when knowing the answer to a question abt smth like that is completely irrelevant#i mean personally it doesnt look like it was deliberate on gangles part at all. like i think it was more to do with her just....#being reckless because she was ina deeply low spot#but even still i think the image its evoking IS intentional writing wise and that sort of thing is rly cool to me#from a writing perspective#tbh i think this show does this in more than just this scene#but im too tired to elaborate im going to bed#ill see about explaining what i mean by that later but i suspect tomorrow is gonna be more of a drawing day. hopefully at least LOL
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Love my job but sometimes I'm sitting in meetings with a smile plastered on my face thinking "I should definitely not be the one attending this meeting."
#i talk#job talk#I am like. The third go-to person for [redacted] department technically#but realistically I'm more like the second go-to since the first go-to is the very very top of the department#So in most cases I'm the second go-to#and somehow that means I've been looped into these Extremely Important Meetings With Important People#and I'm just like oh god I did not prep for this#I'm very good at faking it but oh my gosh I did not have enough time to prep for that Friday meeting#There was 1 small awkward moment at the beginning but I salvaged it at the end#I'm good at my job and tbh they put me in these meetings / other things because I CAN do it#but sometimes I'm also like !!??#flattering but also pls give me more time to prep#I need context for what this meeting is supposed to be about 😭#I'm being whiney but I actually love second in command thats my ideal setup#I don't want to be first in command I want to be the glue holding it all together#oh my gosh wait I'm literally frickin Soundwave LMAO hang on that changes my whole perspective
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ohhhh my god im going to fucking throw up thinking again about the scene where sawashiro almost lopping off ichi's pinky parallels the scene from earlier where arakawa's mom threatens him with scissors
#snap chats#IM GOING TO BE FUCKING SICK !!!!!!!!!#i havent mentioned it before. or if i did its been A Hot Minute but god i think of it a lot#sorry i was just having my morning Arakawa Family In Retrospect thinking and im going to throw up#AND IT WAS OVER MONEY TOO. and the topic of insufficient income was brought up.. fuuuuccckk YOOOOU#triggering myself rewatching the scenes just to validate my points and im going to be even MORE sick#its the way both ichi/arakawa glare at sawashiro/his mother and then getting reprimanded for it. via sharp implement#and the way arakawa interrupts sawashiro and ichi like how his dad had to step in between him and his mom Shut UP#jesus. arakawa wasnt even confrontational bout it like that either bro just walked in on it#his life is a flat circle And What If. I Threw Up.#i thought of translatin this concept via a comic buuuuuttttt </3 no time </3#or energy tbh#im tempted to at the very least make comparative gif sets for these scenes... its so important i point them out....#anyways wow !!!! i love the arakawa family !!!!!!! youre all fucked !!!!!! <- crying#i love the arakawa family because it's so easy to see each member as a protagonist of their own stories#which No Duh Everyones A Protagonist In A Way but it's just espsecially easy to dig into the arakawas' perspectives and feelings#theyre ALL so interesting in how they think and react and the possibility of how theyre thinking and feeling in situations#like im so invested to want to know their perspectives because there's always extra layers to them and its fascinating..#the arakawas are just so intertwined .....
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I know this should be the least of my worries right now but it's just crazy to think that 8 years ago when this happened for the first time, taylor was writing miss americana and feeling completely disolated by the news. and now she's probably at a party somewhere being ~politically neutral~ about it with her trump supporter football player girlfriend squad
#just. yikes#I've seen people - who I'm mutuals with - try to blame this on travis but I don't even think he's the problem#the problem is money. I guess because she was already rich everyone always assumes it doesn't make a difference#but I think there's a huge difference in mindset when you're a regular millionaire and when you're a billionaire#and have people constantly tell you you're the biggest in the world#that changes your perspective a lot and I can't help but feel this is what happened to taylor#and now she just happens to be in a environment where her shinny new neutrality world views can unfold#but whatever I'm just thinking out loud about this tbh. trying to take my mind off more important issues#like the fact that hundreds of thousands of people will literally die because of this#idk. looking at the shitty little aspects of it so I don't have to face the bigger picture of ''this ruins everything''#rambles*
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good things today:
National Park agreed to let us do a year-long research project starting in January which is gonna look REALLY good on my resume (and also be fun!)
difficult conversation with my boss went well (I think she agreed with me and I’d gonna follow my advice/had already reached the same conclusion herself)
fun concert (with banjo!)
made plans with a friend for tomorrow
got school work done
#sooooooooo pleased with today actually#the most important things today were that the meeting go well and the convo with my boss go well#and fellas we are two for two!#i thought she might be really hesitant to agree with me but i feel like she got it#bc i was legitimately coming at it from an unbiased perspective and she appreciated that#of course i DO have a secret biased angle but that’s frankly not even my fault#if someone says they’re gonna quit if they don’t get a certain job and then clearly demonstrates that they are not capable of that job… 🤷🤷#i did not cause that situation - so i am well within my rights to call it as i see it#tbh threatening to quit if you don’t get a job you’re unqualified for says a lot#like. this is a seasonal job - feel free to quit at any time!#but to be so specifically fixated on getting this one particular job and expecting to be handed it despite All Of That…#ridiculous#the definition of making your own bed#but i said it in a nice way of course so it got through#bc i do legitimately want her to improve and i feel like giving her the job would do the opposite of that#what she needs is strong and effective leadership (particularly when it comes to people management) to learn from#will she get it? who’s to say#maybe she’ll quit!#and wouldn’t that just be too bad…
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I like to think I've gotten pretty good at ignoring opinions I disagree with when it comes to stories I love, but man. All that goes completely out the window when I see someone read The Farthest Shore and immediately, with full sincerity, go WOOOOO YAOI because there were two guys in a boat. Like. I'm not a "let men be friends!!!1!" kinda person, but this really sends me into a rage because 1) the story is so much more meaningful and compelling if you interpret it literally any other way, 2) given the richness of this book's themes and ideas and questions, if THAT'S your main takeaway from it, we live on separate planets and I truly don't know what to say to you, and last but not least 3) ged is in his 40s and arren is a TEENAGER
#i just dont get it!!!#like im not blind im not ignoring all the mentions of love and devotion (and once specifically romance) of course theyre there and important#but this is all told from arren's perspective. we dont really see ged's side of it except knowing he also cares about arren deeply#also ''a teen is in love with his mentor figure and water is wet'' is vastly different from ''a teen and a guy 3 times his age are fucking''#which i see way too often for my taste tbh.#there are so many kinds and expressions of love take off the yaoi glasses for a minute and ponder the possibilities i can show you the world#ok ok im done now im just bitching. anyways#earthsea reread
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Saw a post talking about how it's stupid that literary analysis is seen as this boring excruciating thing and yep. Couldn't agree more. But it got me thinking about how much I love how ppl on this site talk about ideas that were traditionally pretty inaccessible things, restricted only to an academic elite, so casually. Like yeah there's no running from how there are people here who are determined to be anti intellectual and those that have their head up their own arses and are determined to think that they are way more intellectual than they are lol but there are even more people just talking about these ideas casually and I just think that's so important and so cool and honestly that's what the internets all about??? Its about getting exposed to people and ideas you never would have gotten exposed to irl.
Like its so fun! I love that ppl talk about philosophy and sociology and literature analysis as these everyday things that you can joke about and make memes about. Yeah loads of you are wrong lol and tumblr is the home of net zero information, but acting like there aren't idiots spouting shit in every university worldwide is ridiculous. Sometimes people are wrong and they are really sure they are right! And part of the fun of learning is accepting that and reading between the lines. Being ready to challenge people and challenge your own ideas! Yeah I just love it tbh. I love getting to see ppl sharing this specialist knowledge like it's nothing. I've been introduced to so many fascinating ideas and texts through tumblr. I love to bump in to someone raving about their speciality and let what they've told me lead me in to a total wormhole of research and end up knowing way more about an idea I never would have even considered
#i think we should celebrate this more tbh#and allow less room for ppl assuming expertise based on what expensive bits of paper you hold#internet experts are my favourite kind of experts tbh.#and yeah a lot of them are wrong and overconfident and bad at listening but you find these ppl in academia too lol#i think it's great that some ppl dedicate their life to a certain area of academic study and get published and have multiple degrees#but there is a element of privilege to get to that stage that a lot of ppl don't consider. and there are ppl with 0 degrees that have a#outstanding level of understanding of their subject and some really interesting ideas that we just wouldnt get to hear from#without accessible spaces to talk about these things in. you can't read their ideas officially cause nobody is publishing the analysis of#the guy who drives your train. or the person cleaning the supermarket. but a lot of those ppl still have really really interesting ideas#especially when it comes to sociology. I'd argue that ppl who weren't able to go to uni often have an important perspective on#ideas around class & society that just don't get explored in academia cause the ppl in uni's aren't on 'the frontlines' so to say#with that stuff. even if they once were. anyway. keep at it tumblr. love to hear about philosophy from a guy with a public library card#access to philosophy academics online to discuss/ debate with. and 0 degrees. love you
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in my heart of hearts edna is always making silly faces at the invisible camera like she on the office
edna is doing this btw if it wasn't clear

#sorry about the smudging. there is. a lot of smudging. good lord.#you should see my hand haha#i don't think i got the perspective quite right with her standing behind them but tbh it's better than i thought it was gonna be#anyways this was kinda fun#i need to draw them all interacting now that i know how to draw their expressions n stuff#if you can't read the text btw it's not important the jist is they're rambling about ruins#wyvern art tag#tales of#tales of zestiria#sorey#sorey toz#mikleo#edna toz#shitposting
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sometimes you just be a little sad bc you feel like people forget about you a lot.
you are the forgotten friend. the one people often feel they don’t have to worry about so they just completely forget you. you’re the one people meet and forget to reconnect with because they just don’t find you someone worth remembering.
it’s hard to shake that identity placed on you when it seems to follow you through life. and it’s really lonely.
#so much of my writing comes from needing someone who remembers to check in#who finds me important enough to them that they can’t go a second without thinking of me#I don’t have that a lot and I don’t think I ever have#so I write people and stories where they do#and I think that puts Rex into perspective (Mari too tbh)#he never forgets and he’s always there
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I have such mixed thoughts about being trans, like I’m so thankful for the people I’ve met and the things I’ve learned and who I’ve become because of finding out I was trans, but my life would of been a lot fucking easier if I wasn’t. Like simple things like going out in public, using bathrooms, seeing family, etc inspire fear in me. I don’t have the privilege to live life (I mean who really does here in America) but it’s like I never really got the chance to even try and that really hurts. Especially now in America when trans people are, for lack of a better word, a victim of genocide. I’m scared to go outside, let alone go to school, which most everyone already hates, but everything I do gets picked apart, and what I wear and how I act dictates if people will respect my very person. It’s terrifying yk? I have had threats to my life multiple times, you have to understand what that does to a person…
It gets even worse when you go into the directly political sphere, my very existence in the world is simply a question of tolerance to most people. I’m not doubting that being trans isn’t directly political, because everything we experience in our daily lives is as a result of politics, but I find it quite disconcerting that it’s so simple to reduce personhood to label words. We really need to learn, as a society, that people are greater than the sum of their parts. We are all people, we all experience struggle, and we are all united in our feeling of discontent. We are all oppressed but there is a special oppression within this world that comes from putting us against each other, it’s obvious where bigotry comes from, and yet people still fall for the same old “worries” they have for decades. Oppression comes from a lack of understanding and a willingness to blame other people for systemic issues. We have the power and ability to move past this but it’s impossible in a world that has to breed hostility for profit. Our conditions are unacceptable and instead of pointing our anger at the system, a lot of people end up blaming other groups.
I wrote a short essay about a year ago when I was hearing a lot about anti-trans legislation and I think it’s still significant now,
“People constantly preach acceptance and equality, but once things get hard it’s a different story. People will go from posting in support of us, to calling us pedophiles or believing we aren’t real in a matter of months. The same people who say they believe in free speech and talk of themselves as original free thinkers are the same ones silencing us, taking away our rights, and killing us. If that’s ‘freedom’ I don’t want it.
Trans people are the boogeyman of the day. You are allowed to say ‘the quiet part allowed’, in public. We are the group to attack. Any ‘free thinker’ would quickly find that we are NOT what conservatives fear-monger people with. Any ‘free thinker’ would not blindly follow the status quo. Any person ‘pro-freedom’ wouldn’t want or allow our rights to be stripped away. Any person ‘pro-freedom’ wouldn’t want us dead.
I hope people know (and I know for sure they do, it’s their goal) that with every anti-trans bill/law people will die. Wether it’s from back-alley surgeries and hormones, or suicide, people—including the ‘children’ these republican assholes say they are protecting—will die. Our lives will end without satisfaction, without a chance to be ourselves. Our lives will end and it will be the legislators fault, it will be the parents who witheld their child's freedom, it will be the news stations' fault, it will be all the religious pundits who advocate for our death's fault. They will be to blame. They are nothing less than murderers.
This is far from over. We are not the first, nor the last group to face this. As a society we are regressing (you'll never guess why /s). It's pretty obvious what's next but, to distract us from what's at play, there are manufactured culture wars to keep us occupied, so they can further their death toll. They say they want us gone, and they will follow through if they are allowed. They have the power and human life has never detered them before. I encourage you to critically think about what you choose to believe, and don't give in to the Fox News bastards' propagandistic knowledge."
I remember the fear and anger I felt when writing this. The state I’m in is definitely not the worst of the anti-trans legislation but it’s definitely not the best, and it’s not helpful that I don’t live in the most progressive of towns. This shit’s happening everywhere though and that’s probably the worst part. We are retrogressing rapidly and it’s not like it’s a new phenomena, this has been happening for many years.
Passing is a whole other issue. I don’t really feel a desire to be stealth in most circumstances because I feel like me being trans is a big part of my politics and politics is a massive part of who I am. I have a desire to be comfortable in my body but I don’t have a desire to fit into their arbitrary standards.
Ultimately, there’s no winning. Our ‘gender’ is imposed on us from birth and defying that standard isn’t acceptable to a lot of people. I mean at least the politicians have a reason to hate us, i mean it’s in their class interest, not to mention, it gives them something to be mad about.
#transmasc#transgender#ftm#I don’t really have another big important thing to write tbh like I usually try to do#this was mostly a rant piece bc I’m just really frustrated with things rn#I guess something else about being trans that I’m really passionate about is talking to other trans people#I really wish a lot of my trans friends would be more willing to talk about trans-ness with me#like especially the trans women I know I wish they would talk to me more about being trans because I don’t personally have that perspective#so I want to learn :D#I guess I just really love talking to other trans people because our different perspectives on being trans is so interesting and our#differences in experience is so mesmerizing#anyways if you actually read this really ramble-y bad put together essay then ilysm ty 😭😭#long story short ig being trans is very interesting
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Got my score back for my presentation, & it was About what I was expecting. I knew the weak point of the presentation was how dense it was + how much I had to cover, and as a result I did end up largely reading off of the slides. Tried to insert some extra information about the stuff, but didn't have much in the way of discussion built into my slides. So like... I can accept that criticism lol (even if it does sting a lil 😭)
Overall tho I got an average score of 8.6, professor score of 8... I'm not sure actually what will count for my grade. Is he including his score in the average at the top??? Also 8.6 is also not right. When I calculated my score from the tallied numbers, I got 8.31 for class average, 8.29 if I include the professor's rating in there as just one. For some reason, what he wrote is higher than either?? I certainly won't complain about a higher score, though I'm confused lol
But yeah people in general praised my research and preparation. Also video choice. Yay!
I will now try to focus on the good points and not worry so much about the bad. Regardless of any of it, 8.6 or 8 (out of max 9) is generally Pretty Good. Might as my professor for clarification on the grades when I next see him.
#speculation nation#which will probably be on...monday. he said it doesnt rly matter if i get the thing in on friday or monday#so since i'll already be on campus monday for class. also gives me more time to do it. it just makes sense.#oh also i was praised for the use of my quiz at the beginning hfksk yayyyy#gonna be looking thru my classmates reviews again i think. theyre generally nice.#i got 9 scores of 9. 4 scores of 8. 2 of 7. and 1 of 6. (again. where 9 is the top score)#the funny thing is. well the two 7s have valid critiques on them (primarily my delivery lol)#the 6 doesnt really?? have any criticisms in it. which is strange. like girl why did u give me a 6 😭😭 tell me pls 😭😭😭#another praise i got was for including both sides of things. which tbh that was a big part of what video i chose over ERA#bc when i looked at that i was like 'why in the world would people protest against the Equal Rights Amendment?'#so i felt like it was an important thing to include. found a video that included perspectives from key figures on either side.#bc i dont Agree with the ppl who oppose it. but i think the context is important to understand Why we dont have the ERA yet.#ok looking thru all the things again makes me feel better about it all. overall the criticisms are valid lol#i definitely dont prefer the presentation style i had. just. ya kno. god there was so much to cover.#i will accept this deduction... as it is fair. also tho i do not know what my final score is 😭 professor please#'well prepared but weaker in delivery' was my professor's summary of it. yeah . yeah😔#oh well at least it's over lol. and even if it's an 8/9 thats not bad. would love the 8.6/9 to be my final score tho lol#idk i'll ask for clarification. later.
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okay i'm back from the movies let's talk about screen and multiply layers
you can read part 1 of this series of tutorial posts where i mostly talk about gradient maps here.
now we're going to talk about the other layer effects. i feel like these ones are already pretty commonly known, but i've also been using them for like 15 years so it's very easy to assume everyone knows everything but actually i'm just old. anyway.
the panel up top is where we're starting from. i've got a nice blue color gradient applied, and everything looks a bit more harmonious. but...... those inks are pretty harsh, especially in contrast to the background, where there's no black inks at all. i'd like everything to come together a little more.
you can do this with a gradient map, if the darkest value is set higher than black. but since we're not using the gradient map at 100% (it's just 30%) the black isn't really affected by it. so it just stays black.
what a screen layer will do--and this is in practice, i don't know what it's actually mathematically doing--is turn your darkest value into whatever color is on the screen layer. so this is what a screen layer set to 100% would do to this panel. (NOTE: all the layers applied in this post are clipped to a folder containing just the characters. they are not affecting the backgrounds, they'll just affect the characters. the gradient map does affect everything)
That's Pretty Blue! the color that neeta's hair currently appears is the color of the layer. everything else is lightened up and also made a little more blue. and this doesn't look terrible, but screen layers will pretty much always make your art a bit lighter, because it's trying to make its color the darkest color. tbh it's great for fog effects and making your blacks light enough that a texture can show up in them. but let's turn it down a bit, to 40%.
hey nice. everything is still a bit lighter, but neeta and emery's hair isn't as sharp against the background. still enough that they stand out as the most important things in the panel, but not so much that they feel pasted overtop. it's a bit like putting some atmospheric perspective between you, the reader, and the characters. there's air in the image. (and why it's good for fog!)
but i want it just a little darker to make up for the lightening up that happened. i don't think i actually need to explain multiply layers, because everyone has definitely used those for shading at one point or another. but here i'm using a very very light blue over the entire characters. i'm not using it for shadows, but to make everything a bit blue.
now it really feels like they're in a room. the only pure white is the speech bubble and gutters. their eyes/teeth/glasses will still read as white, but they are not white. everything is at least a Little blue, so everything is unified.
and that panel above is what the final looks like! let's look at it side by side with just the gradient map.
neat! it would be perfectly acceptable to stop with just the gradient map, if you value high contrast black inks and characters popping off the page. i... don't! i like the air that's generated by going a little bit lighter overall. it has a nice matte effect, which is why i'm very glad my book was printed on matte paper.
and that's why hunger's bite looks so good. you should buy it and read it
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Wars and Wild as knights in Lu
They have issues.
I have a lot of thoughts on Wild and Wars and their relationship (Order of this post is talking about saluting, Wild and Wars' different perspectives, memory issues, and fire) Rant time.
No saluting!!

So Wild took a formal- almost/awkwardly saluting pose when Wars confronted him in 'Entrance pt.2'
It's similar to the first time Wild addressed Wars as 'captain'. His left hand is up from where a salute should be, and his overall posture is awkward, with his shoulders and right hand raised, but it's clear he's trying to do a salute in the presence of a fellow knight.

In the second example his hand is behind his head, but his posture is very straight and his right arm stiff- he's again attempting a formal saluting position. Which is still awkward
It is less clear but his changes in posture clued me in. He goes from like a deer in the headlights to visibly sweating to straight backed and looking up at Wars- looking at the changes in his body language

Side note but I literally love how Jojo draws the champions tunic so much-
We can't see the action of Wild's body language in a comic, just the positions he went to. But he visibly leaned away from Wars before switching to a straight backed saluting-like posture. He's clearly freaked out, hence Twilight's face: >:(
I think that Wild taking somewhat military poses around Wars is important to their relationship issues because it comes from his struggle with memory and identity
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So like. All of them have different perspectives
Wars
I adore Wars. He is baby and I love him. I think it is also important to acknowledge that he would not speak to any of the others this way.

And the scarf man cmon it's so pretty they are so cute-
Why is Wars talking to Wild like this? He's called him out and reprimanded him multiple times in front of the others. Wild has taken it well but tbh if it was Legend I think he would be on fire.
To some extent I think he is in captain mode. I think that he has trouble seeing Wild as not a knight. Wars gives Wild respect as a knight who sacrificed for his kingdom, but now it seems he's taking it away as a knight who's not doing well enough since he 'disregarded the plan'
At least I think that's the outside (or Wild's) view of it. But Wars internally really cares about Wild and he saw him run up to a giant and lose it. Different ways of showing concern perhaps?

Who wouldn't want to keep Wild from getting more scars?
I just. Don't doubt for a second Wars really cares about Wild- even if the way he's acting still isn't cool. He has no right to treat him like a soldier any more than the rest of the chain, and right now I think Wild is acting as the more mature person.
Wild
I adore Wild. He is baby and I love him. I think it is also important to acknowledge that although he is clearly making efforts after Twilight's injury, Wild has ignored Wars for the majority of Lu, by not speaking to him much, and not thanking or acknowledging Wars when he directly helped him. (Small example being walking with Hyrule not Wars when injured and not directly responding to Wars)

Wars cares about and respects Wild, but it seems Wild wants nothing to do with him, and he's been cold towards Wars for the majority of Lu. To Wild, Wars reminds him of his perceived failure. Which is valid feelings, but still not fair. And I think that ask is talking about these two.
The thing I love about this is each of them are right and wrong in some ways, leading to the tension between them. So fully blaming either of them is not logical
The rest of the chain is just vibing. Except twilight who's mad and wants them to just grow up, but. Heros of courage not wisdom @uniquevoidflowers ;)
And that ask- '''Are any of the Links ever jealous of another Link for adventures that were less difficult/life threatening?'' ''When you hear Wild say he 'hates' someone you'll have your answer.''' somewhat leads to my next point-
Wild's identity and memory issues exacerbate all of this
In Entrance, Twilight is being stressed and defensive, that's ok. What concerns me most is that Twilight has talked with Wild through stuff like this in his rough moments
Wild has tried to be formal several times- he is not very good at it

Four's face I can't didnwidkekfjej
Wild isn't and can't be 'him'- the same 'perfect' (<actually has crippling anxiety) knight he was before, and Twilight knows this. And I agree with him a bit, I think, that Wars is making things worse in Wild's mind by being that perfect soldier, and seemingly holding Wild to a standard he isn't
Wild's attempts at saluting is symbolic of that- Wars makes him feel like a failure trying to be the person he should be. But Wild shouldn't be anyone but himself.
Anyways. Fire.
Wars and Wild have issues, and I want them to work through all their relationship drama so they can reach their PEAK dynamic, which is obviously this
I mean like. We need these two to be friends
Anyways. Wild is in this constant state of identity crisis, and being around Wars has not been beneficial- neither of them is or has been showing the other the respect they deserve. Not as knights, but as people and brothers. They need a get along shirt.
All this Art is by Jojo @linkeduniverse au!
:)
#that's it that's my argument. they need a get along shirt#I think times armor would work. they are small enough to be the kids shoved in dads clothes to get along#it could hold up when wars starts breathing fire and wild blowing stuff up#linked universe#linkeduniverse#hiii Jesse#Lu wild#lu wars#let's talk about it! I know some of yall will disagree with me probably on some of this#open communication and whatnot#but. do not take this post to hate on wild or wars bc they are both baby <3 fire babies#this post took like three days. like it.#<wait that's unclear. I don't mean literally like it lol I just want you to like as because I made it for you and want it to make you happy#':D if I've said anything like mean or offensive accidentally sorry let me know. we all care so much about these little arsonists <33#remember you are loved yall matter so much and I care about you#:)#if I have type the word 'wars' or 'wild' one more time I'm gonna lose it
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