#this is how my relationship with 127 works okay i love them i promise

[hae-ter]

my favorite parts of ayyo were all of haechan's 4 lines

[markxmelon]

Parings: Johnny x American!Y/N

Pronouns: She/Her

Genre: Fluff (Mostly)

Warnings: Y/N has a boyfriend named Andrew, Fights, Johnny and Y/N are 14 in the beginning, let me know if I forgot anything

Word Count: 3k

Hope y’all enjoy!

Johnny looks astonished at his friend of 10 years. "You what?" Y/n looks down while she plays with her hair. " I...I like you..." She answers, her face turning redder by the second. Johnny's expression went from surprised to apologetic. "Y/n...I'm sorry but I don't feel the same way." Y/n continues to look down, "oh..." Johnny felt bad, but what else could he do? "...if you think about it, I'll be leaving for South Korea next week. The relationship wouldn't work out." Y/n knew he was right. Honestly she was just happy she didn't have to live with knowing she never told Johnny how she felt. "Right as always, Suh." Johnny smiles at her. "We still friends?" He asks with hope written all over his face. Y/n hugs him, "Of course." Johnny hugs Y/n back and smiles. They stayed like that for a while. Y/n sighs, "I'll miss you while you're in Korea." "I'll miss you too."

"Flight 756 to Seoul, South Korea is now boarding."

"Mom I love you too, but they called my flight!" Johnny says as he tries to escape his mother's kiss shower and tight grip. "Okay fine. Make me proud honey." She says as she lets go of him. "I will. I promise." He give his mom a smile then goes to Y/n who was patently waiting.

"Well this is it." Y/n says. "Yeah. I promise to facetime you whenever I can." He promises as he gives y/n a hug. "Next time I see you in Chicago, it better because you're on tour." Johnny laughs. Before he could respond, the airport speakers went of again. "Last call for Flight 756 to Seoul, South Korea." Johnny sighs and lets go of y/n, "See you soon." "See you soon, Suh." Johnny then did the unthinkable. He leans down and kisses y/n on the cheek, then quickly walked to the boarding gate.

Y/n touched her cheek as she and Johnny's mom watch the plane take flight from the big airport window. Until next time Johnny.

Y/n and Johnny tried to often talk to each other. Y/n was there through the 8 years of Johnny's constant doubt of ever debuting. She reassured and gave him the hope he needed. She was there to celebrate his debut and made sure he knew how cool he looked. Soon, of course, both were wrapped up in their adulting, that they hardly had time to talk due to their schedules and, eventually, they lost communication.

Y/n became a really popular model in America. She moved to Los Angeles for a few years, but went back to Chicago after being so homesick. Johnny debuted with NCT 127 a few years ago and his music career became his top priority. Both of them kinda forgot about each other. Well that was until NCT 127 went on their world tour.

Johnny was happy to perform in Chicago. He couldn't wait to see his mother and all his old favorite places to go. He was actually planning on taking the members to his favorite restaurant after the concert. He even planned to spend the next 2 days with his mom before they left to another state. He was beyond excited. It really shown while he was on the stage. When the concert was over he quickly went back stage and started rushing the members so they can quickly go to the restaurant. He hasn't been there for years. He went there everyday with y/n- Johnny smiled. He hasn't heard from y/n in a while. Going back to the restaurant will for sure bring back a lot of memories.

"Finally!" Johnny shouts as the van pulls up to the place he's been missing for years. The members walk into the restaurant while Johnny's 6 foot self jumps in excitement. The hostess/owner sees Johnny and a smile quickly grows on her face. "Johnny? Long time no see!" She leaves from behind the counter and hugs Johnny. He hugs her back, "Hey Mrs. Jones!" "I see Korea treated you well. You're a giant now!" Johnny laughs. "I've seen y/n come here with her boyfriend all the time and I thought it was weird to not see her here with you. Today she came in alone. I was wondering why but now that I see that you're here I understand completely." Johnny looks at Mrs. Jones confused then that's when he gets what she's hinting at. "No! Nonononono I'm here with my members." He jesters to the guys patiently standing behind him. Mrs. Jones eyes widen. "Oh my goodness! Let me get you guys seated. I'm so sorry." The members tell her that it's fine as she rushes them to a big table. She gives them all menus. "Your waitress should be here soon." She smiles at them and left, but not before hugging Johnny one more time and saying, "Y/n is over there if you want to say hi." She points y/n out. When Mrs. Jones left, Johnny looked at y/n for a while. She looks beautiful.

Y/n sits at her table for 2 alone and constantly checks her phone. "Where is he?" She mumbles to herself. Her boyfriend has never been this late before. Maybe he forgot. She sighs. It's been almost 2 hours. She gives up and asks the waiter for the check. As she checks her phone one last time, someone sits in front of her. She assumes it was her boyfriend. "Where the h- Johnny?" She looked up mid-sentence and saw her childhood best friend, Johnny Suh. "Hey." Y/n smiles from ear to ear and quickly stands up from her seat so she can hug him. Johnny stands up as well and hugs her. "I-I can't believe it's you...You're so tall!" He snorts, "Why does everyone keep saying that?" Y/n laughs. The two hugged a bit longer and eventually let go. "What are you doing in Chicago?" "I'm on tour with my group." Johnny gestures to his friends who are staring them down. "Oh you're eating with them? Don't let me bother you. I was just about to head out anyway. I'm just waiting on my check." "oh really? How much was your meal?" "Only $2.15 since I didn't eat anything." And before y/n could even stop him, Johnny put $3.00 on the table, grabbed her hand then dragged her to his table. "You can eat with us." is all he says as he drags her. Y/n protest but Johnny keeps going.

When they made it to NCT 127's table, Johnny says, "Guys this is my childhood best friend y/n. Y/n this is Taeyong, Yuta, Haechan, Mark, Jungwoo, Taeil, Doyoung, and Jaehyun." The guys wave and greeted y/n and she shyly waved back. Haechan mumbles a "yeoppeo" to himself. He wasn't quiet enough though and got a smack on the head from Johnny and red cheeks from y/n. She learned Korean from Johnny's mom and the Korean class she signed up for to surprise Johnny a while ago. Johnny pulled out a chair for y/n and she reluctantly sat.

The members asked y/n many questions about herself and younger Johnny. She was a bit shy at first but soon opened up to them and told them many embarrassing Johnny stories. "Y/n please!" Johnny pleads while trying to cover y/n's mouth. "No No! Let me tell it!" She says while fighting back. The members laugh at the two and laughed even harder at the ending of y/n's story. Johnny rolls his eyes, but is secretly happy that the members have taken a liking into y/n. He looks at her as she tells more stories from their childhood and can't help but think, she's really gotten beautiful over the years. Her personality hasn't changed at all though. He smiles at her as she waves her arms around while telling the story of how he threw up on a rollercoaster once. However, the moment was short lasted.

"Y/n, there you are!" Everyone turned to the voice. Y/n eyes widened. "Andrew! Where were you?!" She says as she stands up and walks angrily towards him. He grabs her and and takes her further from the table. Johnny sees them talking but can't hear anything. He sighs. Jaehyun notices Johnny's dismay. "I got this bro! I can read lips." Johnny rolls his eyes as Jaehyun focuses on the pair. "Okay so y/n said 'I'm sorry your grandma fell down the stairs. Is she okay?' the guy said 'Yeah she's fine. You know grandma's a trooper.' 'Yeah she's the strongest woman I know. Hehehehehe. I'll go say bye to the guys so we can go.' And now she's coming this way." Haechan scoffs, "There's no way that's what they were saying." "Yeah there's no way." Taeil agrees. The members nod in agreement as well. "I guess we'll see for ourselves." Jaehyun says as y/n made it to the table.

"Hey guys I got to go see my boyfriend's grandma. She fell down the stairs! Crazy right?" Y/n says, making the members look at Jaehyun with wide eyes while he leans back with a smirk on his face. Y/n looks at them in confusion, "What?" Johnny shakes his head, "Nothing...before you go. I wanted to ask if you wanted to go to Six Flags with us tomorrow." Y/n jumps in excitement, "I haven't been there in a while! Of course I would go with you guys!" She looks back at Andrew who smiles at her. She turns back to Johnny, "Can Andrew come too? I would love for you guys to meet!" Johnny screams on the inside and says, "Of course he can." Y/n smiles widely at him and hugs him. "Okay text me the time you want to meet up and I'll see you then. My number is still the same by the way." She waves goodbye to the other members and they wave back and say bye.

As soon as y/n left the members ask Johnny why he ask her that. "We never said anything about Six Flags. I thought you were going to spend the next 2 days with your mom?" Taeyong questions. Johnny totally forgot about that, " Well 1. I asked because I want to spend more time with y/n and 2. I can see my mom before we go to Six Flags, like a take her out to breakfast and when we get back I can treat her to dinner. The day we leave I can spend that time with her too, so it'll be fine." Mark looks at Johnny, "You really like y/n huh?" Johnny coughs at this, "WHAT?! No! I just haven't seen her for what, like, a gajillion years and I missed her." "Because you like her." Jungwoo adds. The members laugh. Johnny's face turns red, "Just...shut up and eat."

The guys bang on the bathroom door. "Johnny hurry up!" "Come on! I need to pee!" "Haechan just go to your own restroom." "It's too far!" The guys continue to knock on the door. Johnny ignores them as he finally got his hair the way he wanted. He pats his clothes a little bit then smiles at the mirror. "Looking good Johnny." He finally opens the bathroom door only to be pushed out of the way by Haechan who needed to pee really bad but was too lazy to walk to his own bathroom.

"About freaking time!" "Were you pooping your organs or something?!" The guys asked many questions just to be ignored by Johnny. He had the biggest smile on his face as he put on his shoes then walked out of his hotel room. He practically skipped to their van and yelled out to the others that they're walking too slow. He couldn't wait to see y/n. He texted her that they're on their way now and she responded saying that she's already there. Johnny screamed at the now satisfied Haechan to hurry up and get in the car.

They finally arrived at the amusement park. Johnny pushes past the members to get out of the car first. He once again ignored their complaints and looked around for y/n.

Y/n sees Johnny and starts waving her arms. He eventually sees her. He runs to her and picks her up. They spin around while laughing. Even when he put her down, they were nothing but giggles. Their moment was interrupted by the sound of someone clearing their throat. That's when Johnny remembered that he was coming too.

"Nice to meet you! I'm Andrew, y/n's boyfriend." He said with a sweet smile and held his hand out. Johnny decided not to be petty and returned the handshake. "I'm Johnny." They both stood there. Analyzing each other.

"Wow if I was a bystander I would think that you two were dating." Y/n jokes and the boys both laugh loudly at her joke. Slightly glaring at each other. Andrew looked away from Johnny and at his girlfriend. "Let's go before the line gets too long!" Before y/n could respond, Andrew grabbed her hand and ran to the entrance. Johnny looked at them and sighed.

"Brutal." Mark says and Johnny rolls his eyes.

The whole day kinda went like that. Johnny fighting for y/n's attention by winning her stuffed animals and making her laugh. Meanwhile Andrew would take y/n on tons of rides with promises of protecting her and giving her tons of kisses. Y/n was completely oblivious about the competition and was just enjoying her time.

Soon it was getting dark and the Six Flags fireworks show was about to start. "I'll go get snacks." Y/n says. Johnny and Andrew jumped up. "I'll go with you!" Y/n taps their shoulders. "You've both did enough for me today. Sit down and relax. Taeyong, will you go with me please?" "Of course." He stands up. "Me too!" Haechan gets up as well. Y/n giggled then they head off to the closest snack place.

Everything was peaceful for a second but someone had to open their mouth. "What are your intentions with y/n?" Andrew says. Johnny looks at him, "What?" "You heard my question. You've been flirting with my girlfriend since you got here." Johnny then realized that it was wrong to flirt with a girl who was already taken. No matter who they were. He was about to apologize when Andrew spoke again. "Well it doesn't matter because it's not like she'll want to be with you anyway." Andrew smirks while Johnny raises an eyebrow, "It's funny. You seem like the perfect guy for her. Famous, kind, treats her right, loyal. Yet she's with me. The guy who would lie about his grandma being hurt just to get away with cheating on her."

Johnny shoots up. "You did what?!" Andrew stands up too. "And there's nothing you can do about it. 'Cause honestly who would she believe? Me, her sweet loving boyfriend or her ex best friend who left her heart broken." Johnny eyes widened. "You think I wouldn't have known about that? Y/n was untouchable for years because of you. Well that was at least until I got to her. I didn't even like her and she was just throwing herself on me. I still don't like her." "Then why are you with her?" Johnny's anger rises. "Duh! She’s rich and famous! Nothing’s better than a sugar mama.” Johnny balls up his fist. Andrew sees that. "Awe are you getting mad? Don't worry. When I'm done with her, you can have my sloppy seconds-" Johnny punches Andrew square on his jaw. Andrew fell and Johnny went down and threw more punches at him. The members try to pull him off of Andrew but it was too late.

"Johnny?"

He quickly turned around and saw y/n standing there. He then realized how bad this looked. "Awe man. I missed the good stuff!" Haechan says and receives a head smack from Taeyong. Johnny tries to explain everything as y/n puts the snacks on the table. She quickly tried to see if Andrew was okay but the bruises on his face and his teary eyes told her everything she needed to know. Y/n puts his head on her lap and glares at Johnny. "First you break my heart and leave me here with a kiss on the cheek as if that'll make me feel better THEN you ignore me for years THEN you comeback and talk to me like you've done nothing wrong THEN you beat up my boyfriend! What's wrong with you Johnny?!" Johnny opens his mouth but nothing comes out. The members who were there tried to talk for him. "Y/n you should've heard what Andrew was saying." "Johnny did what was right." "Please listen to us." "We have no reason to lie to you."

"No reason? Johnny's your friend! Of course you'll lie for him!" Y/n was about to pop off again when Andrew spoke up. "I just wanted to be friends with him but he said that I didn't deserve you and that he only wants you so he can use you for publicity. I tried to stand up to him but he punched me." Y/n heard nothing. She didn't hear the guys scream that it wasn't true. She didn't hear the fireworks. She didn't hear Andrew's fake cries. She didn't hear anything. Is it true? Would Johnny really say something like that? Am I really that gullible to believe he would want to be friends with me again? Johnny's changed since I last saw him...it could be true. She looked at Johnny. They both have tears in their eyes. Johnny hasn't changed that much though.

Y/n snaps back into reality. She sits up and lets Andrew's head fall to the ground. He hisses in pain. She ignores him and walks to Johnny. "Tell me the truth." She demands as she looks him straight in the eye. He tells her everything in great detail. She listened and believed every word. When Johnny finished, he looks nervously at y/n's unreadable face.  She turns around and kicks Andrew. "We're through."

She links her arm with Johnny's. "Take me home please." He smiles at her and walks away with the members following them. Well most of the members. Jaehyun and Mark stayed behind. They pointed their middle fingers and laughed at Andrew. When Andrew was about to get up, they ran away while laughing like little kids.

[4dtk]

jaehyun as a bf

anon: “your writing brings me butterflies i love it you are so underrated!!!!! would love to request a jaehyun bf headcanons (like the one you did of mark <3)” thank you for the kind words anon <333 hope you enjoy this one!

(a bit of a plug lol but check out NCT 127's ideal r/s headcanons in this post!! i appreciate you checking it out! <3)

brief mentions of sex, but nothing explicitly nsfw!

likes to talk about music with you

especially jazz. there’s a plethora of songs out there with different renditions and sometimes he likes to ramble about who’s rendition he likes best

would play the piano for you if you asked, just maybe not after schedules or something. but usually when you’re free or alone together in the room, he likes you to sit beside him to listen to him play

you guys like to play a little game where he’ll play the chords and you play like a random note to create blobs of music

even if you don’t know how, the way the session always dissolves into giggles is his favourite thing in the world

if you know how to play the piano that’s great too!! jaehyun just likes the unexpected notes that come out since there’s no set melody in his mind

jaehyun needs to have some part of his body on yours at all times. like he has to hold your hand all the time, or a finger hooked around your backpack, or an arm around your waist.

at least when you’re together he does it very often and he’s just. obsessed with you lmfao

it’s also the reason he buys a promise ring when he’s sure of you as a significant other so you always have a part of him with you (his love)

would buy you those lockets for you to put pictures inside. he doesn’t care where you wear it though, around your neck, wrist, ankle, as long as the locket is on your person

he clings onto you like crazy in the mornings. jaehyun’s a heavy sleeper and likes to hug you on his side, so you’re always having trouble trying to pry him off of you in the morning

a bit nsfw: he likes morning lazy sex lol, ngl. jaehyun adores the rawness of your relationship in the morning and the sleepiness in your eyes when you’re gently pushing him away. he knows you don’t mean it but he makes sure you really want it first

loves the sunlight kissing your skin and the slow, gentle movements

so so intimate, he prefers it to the rougher forms of sex, but sometimes he doesn’t have that luxury since they leave for schedules quite often in the wee hours of dawn

for cuddling sense, jaehyun likes it when you’re under his arm and cuddled into his side. classic position but he dies every time inside when you look up at him and there’s this clueless look you have. has the biggest smile on his face after and you have to repeat the stuff you said bc he’s too distracted by how your eyes shine

second hot favourite (more of when you’re making out) is when you’re straddling him. nothing sexual, just like you on top of him when you’re kissing and stuff. he digs it when you’re pulling away for oxygen and he has to lift his body to reach for your lips again

gets flustered from kissing, but doesn’t show it. if he’s found a way to suppress the crazy crimson on his ears (which i doubt) then he will but his words will always contradict his expression

jaehyun can say “are you nervous, y/n?” with a smirk but his ears keep giving him away!!!!

mfer’s hands are shaking too when he trails it over your body. in disbelief you’re his.

sometimes shamelessly moans into the kiss LOL, not too loud but he whines when you pull away, and has to kiss you breathless again

when you kiss him, expect like a long-lasting kiss. doesn’t mind small pecks and stuff but he’ll want to savour your lips a little longer than a mere peck

jaehyun likes your neck too. when you’re hugging his face is always in your neck, placing small little butterfly kisses

you need to look out for him, always. mans always tripping over something at some point. it’s become more frequent now that he has you and my god he’s so unable to keep his eyes off of you that he trips over simple things. he once tripped over nothing

on the daily when he’s not tripping over you, he’s clumsy in a sense where he drops food on the table. he once struggled to tie up his growing hair into a mini ponytail bc it was just too little hair. the hair tie slipped from his fingers and shot itself into your face - those kinds of small small mishaps

it’s endearing but sometimes you can’t help but laugh at him

likes to take you out on impromptu dates. dates that are close by and easy to plan (?) i guess.

not saying jaehyun is a lazy boyfriend but he likes the more candid dates where you decide what to do as you go along. of course if it’s a big day like your anniversary or birthdays then he’d want to plan something out.

other than that, he just either lets you choose the places to go there or you two decide along the way. he doesn’t want to impose options for you and pressure you. if he’s being honest, he wouldn’t know where to go either lol so he just follows wherever you bring him

laughs so much when he’s with you. giggles, deep laugh, whatever you name it. your relationship is very light-hearted and he finds that he’s the one laughing more when you deliver jokes even tho he wants to make you laugh too

i can’t lie… his jokes can be dry sometimes i’m sorry jaehyun 😭 so he backs it up with laughter and has to catch his breath sometimes bc he finds it really funny

you’re not laughing at the joke, rather at his laugh so you might have to tell him that some way or another bc he’ll just keep making bad jokes i’m sorry y’all

he can’t handle the suuuuuper cheesy physically affectionate films or series (with shitty plot) but i feel like if the story’s interesting enough he’ll pay attention. likes bittersweet films too, i feel, gets him thinking

doesn’t mind cliched plots (fake dating / idealist girl meets realist boy / idk any others lol) but would propose something at the end that he thinks will make the movie/series more interesting

jaehyun likes to share his theories with you

unironically wants to learn the la la land tap dance scene with you. he ALWAYS hums city of stars too, no matter what. idk why but it sticks to him, in bed, in breakfast, when he’s doing something random

he did it once on the radio and he received a text from you in break that told him he was humming along to the song

with that said, jaehyun wants to try out the stuff in the rain quite a bit. making out, dancing, lying down, running, he likes that fascination that society has with doing things in the rain

doesn’t like it too much that he’ll get soaked, but as long as you’re with him and willing to do it, he’s all for it

jaehyun would def want kids in the future. wants to dote on them and buy them stuff and whatnot. wants to see them running around the house with laughter while you both struggle to contain the bursts of excitement they have

doesn’t care for the dynamic much. if he’s the one to stay at home to take care of them while you work, he can work with it. if it’s the other way round, he’s okay too

he just worries that if he’s still involved with the entertainment industry, you might have to take a back seat since he’ll be the one earning the money, and he doesn’t want babysitters either.

heart is so so full when he comes back home and you’re just playing with the kids, or singing them to sleep. any sight of you with him is enough to make him melt into a puddle

HAS to hold them even if they’re asleep. wants to always have them close to him while he nudges you to shower or get the food ready.

like jaehyun, he would wanna meet someone in a vinyl shop or bookstore. he knows it’s cliched but the thought of meeting someone when you’re buying something is exciting. anything unexpected for him, he welcomes it

the next few are just random, miscellaneous headcanons: he likes to see you in his clothes, preferably with nothing underneath. just his shirt lol. cheeky man

jaehyun likes it when you shower together (again, nothing sexual, just likes the domesticity)

likes it when you fall asleep on him

will never stop gushing about you to his parents, first time you met them they’re like “he’s told us so much about you!” and he really did

feels comfortable in your presence, no makeup, messy hair, no need for a perfect bod. he’s just jaehyun. jung yuno if you will

adores it when you call him “lover” i mean boyfriend is good, significant other is good, but lover is just chef’s kiss

it is a bit cheesy if you think about it, so it’s not often that you say it. when you do say it in songs when you’re singing it to him, he can’t stop smiling

plays lover, you should’ve come over when he’s on tour bc it’s the closest thing he can get to a replica of how he feels for you

and when jaehyun falls asleep to the song, all he can remember is your honey voice singing it to him. he’ll just have to hold onto it before he can see you again

<3

[astroyongie]

Seventeen - Reading March Edition

Note: Please remember to take my words lightly and with a grain of salt ! You are welcome to comment and ask me things about the reading, but please refrain to ask for too much detail that I cannot give. Next coming: The Boyz, Treasure, NCT Dream, BTS, NCT 127 and WayV 

Scoups

For now he is single and actually enjoying his life that way. He goes out, he sees his friends, he has his fun and that’s all. When it comes to the career I have noticed that pretty much all members are on the same pages. At the moment Scoups feels really sick of how things are going because he feels like he always needs to make decisions. Still working on music. physically is health is okay, but mentally there’s a lot of anger, of negative self talk, of inner turmoil and anguish but he is seeing someone for that.

Wonwoo

He is still in a relationship with his partner (idol) but things are a little bit shaky, I feel like they haven’t seen each other for a while. Things are not going as planned in his career, a lot of opportunities slipping away and I see that he has lost some quite a lot of money. physically, he is having troubles with his chest area, heart, breathing difficulties, diaphragm but also his eyes are hurting and his head smashing. Mentally he feels alone, and he is in deep denial

Mingyu

Still single, Mingyu is moving on from his past relationships and it’s cute to see that he has been thinking a lot about his family and he definitely wants to have his own kids. He gives a lot of his person work wise, and he feels like he still has to give much more because he doesn’t feel like he is having the opportunities he deserves. Health wise, he is okay just a little bit alone and having some pelvic and sexual difficulties

Vernon 

He has finally gotten in a. relationship not a long while, with a non idol and things are only starting and going well, because he is very into it and he wants to make it work. One of his projects has been cancelled while other will take place but it’s taking long before it arrives. Health is pretty much okay, he is simply tired and thinking a lot about his own stuff. 

Hoshi

Still on his relationship with a non idol person and his relationship has been okay however he has been having conflicts with one of his parents (mostly father). Career wise, he is struggling to reach his goals and he has been stuck in a routine but he is fairly calm compared to the other members because he knows his partner protects them when it comes to his career. He needs to be careful with use of some substances, the conflicts in his private sphere affect his health and he is unable to speak about it 

The8

Minghao has finally got into a relationship, him too with someone who isn’t an idol. Happy with it but he is scared that this person will use him or betray him. When it comes to his career he is the only one who has been approving the companies decisions for the group and he has been taking advantage of it. When it comes to his health he is pretty much okay even with the COVID. 

Jun

Happy and well with his current relationship with non idol and he is living fairly well with them. With no surprises, some of his opportunities have been taken away from him, but someone in the company as promised him new ones so he is trying to manage that. His health is shaking, because substance use are making him sick and having influence on his environment. Needs to work on his self esteem. 

Dino

Recently got in a relationship with a 3rd gen female idol who isn’t idol anymore and things are going well, they are helping him with his career and providing him a lot of support so he feels loved. Dino understands that that the company is doing isn’t fair but he is trying to think about his own ass. Physically he is having some chest pains and headaches and he is overthinking a lot 

Woozi

He is very single at the moment and not really looking into having any short of relationship. Woozi knows is potential and he knows who he is. So even with the changes going on, he is working and not minding the rest when it comes to his career. He is being followed by professionals when it comes to his health. 

Joshua

Joshua’s relationship with his partner is still going well and strong and he is very stable and balanced when it comes to his love life. He has having a hard time accepting the changes that the group is facing at the moment and he has been hearing a lot of criticism about himself too. Physically he is okay but mentally he is fighting inner turmoil, fear, negative self talk and stuckness. He is trying to ignore his problems by helping others. 

Jeonghan

Another one who is happy and stable in his love life with a non idol person and honestly there isn’t much to say about all of it !. Things are taking time, and like the others he feels very frustrated that their plans aren’t going as they have planed it . He feels alone and stuck too, agitated but he communicates his worries. Having some sexual problems too . 

DK

DK is single at the moment, he is rather close and dependent of his family who have been around him and protecting him during this period. Some other companies and some opportunities have been knocking at his door but DK knows that if he accepts theres opportunities a lot of sacrifices needs to be made. He is moving on from his old life but not talking about is problems and worries. His body feels aged and he is missing love and having some digestif and stomach problems. 

Seungkwan 

He too is dating a non idol person for quite a while now and even if his relationship is going very well, Seungkwan as the feeling that it won’t last forever. He also knows that in other for new career opportunities to come, he will have to make some changed on his current one. He is feeling quite stable with his health simply thinking a lot about life in general 

[alreadyblondenow]

And he never heard from her again

▸ Jaehyun x reader ▸ Smut, Angst, Idol au

Summary: As you lay at the hospital bed unconscious, Jaehyun blames himself because of the accident and regrets the time when he took you for granted.

Word count: 4k

Warnings: Sex, sex, car accident, major character loss (that spoils everything but you’ve been warned), possessiveness, making of sex tape, mentions of multiple sex tapes, swearing, mentions of other idols, unprotected sex, mentions of alcohol, Jaehyun accidentally hurts the reader. Click away if any of the warnings makes you uncomfortable.  

A/N: PURE FICTION! Enjoy another idol au from me. 

Wet.

Minty.

Cold.

“Wake up sleepy head” your boyfriend spreads wet kisses around your exposed skin. Anything he could reach, your neck, your thighs, your lips. It feels good to be showered with love first thing in the morning but you shrug him off and pull the blanket over your head because you want to sleep more. “I’m sorry to disturb your sleep princess, but it’s time to go now” you smell his fresh breath near your face. And when you finally meet his eyes, your boyfriend is all dressed up, ready to start his schedules for today.

“Oh Jung Jaehyun, you have worn me out last night” you whine but you force yourself to wake up. Jaehyun is looking at your morning face and naked body, admiring the beauty of his girlfriend. “No shower sex today?” he gave you a good morning kiss and chuckled at your question.

“No, sleeping beauty. If only you got up a little early then, yeah we could have. But, you were sleeping so soundly I couldn’t wake you up. Now come on, have breakfast with me before the van arrives with my manager” he offers you his hand to help you get up, giving you his robe to cover yourself.

It was your second anniversary last night and you two had dinner in one of the fanciest restaurants in Seoul. The food was amazing as expected, Jaehyun picked a fine wine which made you two a little buzzed and ended up in his house and had crazy anniversary sex to end the night.

Dating a very famous kpop star like Jaehyun is not a walk in the park. But loving each other and giving the relationship a chance is always worth it. The busy schedule is something you and Jaehyun always fight about, but as you two keep on holding on you both managed your busy schedules and always meet each other halfway just so you can spend time with each other. Who would have thought that believing that your relationship could work brought you two deeper into loving each other?

After you had your shower, Jaehyun booked you a cab to make sure you get home safely. You see, even for Jaehyun, watching you leave every morning is something he really hates. “Call me when you’re home okay? I’ll pick up, I’m having my makeup done by that time” he kissed you deeply and passionately before he opens the door for you and watches you get inside the cab.

Soon, the white van appears in front of his house and Jaehyun said goodbye to his family thanking them once again for letting you and him crash for the night. His family always adored you, they love you even more because you take care of their dear Jaehyun and secretly hoping that it’s going to be the two of you in the end.

When Jaehyun is all settled and getting his make up done for NCT’s schedule for today, his phone rang and it was a call from you. Finally, he thought, his mood changed from quiet to giggly because you did not forget to call him. “I’m guessing you missed me already, that’s why you called?” he answers with a smile, the members beside him tease him continuously. He needed to gesture a ’shh’ sign because he can’t hear you.

“I���m sorry Mr. Jung but this is not Ms. Y/n. She got into a car accident this morning and we can’t reach anyone from her family. She is rushed to the Asan Medical Center. Your number is the only local number we could find if you could please-“

The shocking news made Jaehyun drop his phone and ran to his manager, asking him to please let him go to the hospital to see you. Jaehyun was desperate but the managers can’t let him go just like that. Spotting a kpop star inside a hospital can make a whole nation buzz, of course, they won’t let Jaehyun go to you. There are tears in his eyes as he imagines you alone and unconscious in a hospital bed while the members are trying to help him compose himself and tells him to be strong but Jaehyun was only quick to blame himself and cry some more. “This is all my fault”  

Twenty five months ago

Jung Jaehyun is mighty handsome.

The office is having an exclusive party at an open space rooftop bar. The party was not like any loud party, it's a party where people still talk about business and meet possible clients for the future. And meeting Jung Jaehyun and the other members of NCT 127 and their manager, is part of the purpose of this party.

And again, Jung Jaehyun is might handsome.

“How long have you been in the marketing industry?” he asks, leaning on the glass balcony with you. Looking at the wonderful view of Seoul.

“Long enough to be established?” you chuckled because you don’t want to sound so boastful with your life achievements.

For a minute it was an exchange of words, a decent conversation that’s in between being professional and being friends, but it soon turned to lowkey flirting and exchanging of glances. He tells you what’s on his mind, you listen and feel your heart skip a beat every time he look into your eyes and smile. “Can I be frank?” he licks his lips and drank from his bottle of beer, “I find you attractive and I want to keep talking to you and I want to know what you think about me- and don’t you dare lie, please”

You let out a scoff and smiled at him shyly, “Well, Jung Jaehyun you’re incredibly handsome. That has been going on through my head since I saw you earlier and you’ve been making my heart skip a beat for the last few minutes”

Satisfied with your answer, he came closer to you slowly. Like your bodies are magnets. You’re sure that the place isn’t quiet but this small space that you share with Jaehyun is dead silent. Only his breaths and yours are the only ones you can hear. Having this kind of moment with Jaehyun is kind of magical like you’re a princess who just met his destined prince in a ball.

The friendly and flirty conversation became something even more when Jaehyun became too bold with telling you how he wanted to end this night with you, when he pressed his cold bottle of beer just above your knee and when he starts caressing your shoulder like he’s not on a public place. You’re not stupid to see that he’s after having a one night stand with you. One thing led to another and the next thing you know is you’re back at your apartment, kissing Jaehyun on your couch with a long forgotten bottle of wine on the coffee table. It’s not right to sleep with your clients but nobody needs to know.

Jaehyun kissed you down on your couch, unbuttoning his dress shirt and revealing his abs to you. Your hands automatically roamed around his body and you feel him smile in between kissing you passionately. “You’re so handsome” you whisper, and guided his hand under your dress, he got the message and finger fucked you while you remove your clothes and bra, leaving your panties on to tease the handsome man kissing you.

“I’ll take you out on a date, I promise,” he says while unbuckling his belt, removing his pants and boxers brief.

Wow. He’s big. And he has a dick of a porn star, his pubic hair is so sexy and- “Oh-“ he devours your neck, biting and nibbling your ear making you giggle and laugh while your bodies grind on each other. “So this is not a one time thing?” you moan out and he stopped upon hearing your words. “What? No. Let’s see where this goes” his face was so close to yours and you can’t stop your smile because you couldn’t believe you scored Jung Jaehyun. Is this a dream?

“What’s that smile, hmm?” he nuzzles your neck and kisses it softly. You touch his dimples and lips but he’s quick to catch your hand with his mouth and kiss it. “I’m just a person who happens to be not immune by your charms. I’m not kissing you as a kpop star now, I’m kissing you as Jaehyun” he continues to spread kisses around your neck, down to your left boob, and suck it for some time.

“Can I remove your panties?” he asks oh so sweetly.

“Of course” you answer with a kiss and feel him remove your underwear without breaking the kiss. Once fully exposed, you feel his slender fingers play with your slit before he goes in finally, the tip of his cock making you jolt for a bit. You hear Jaehyun grunt and watch as his eyes close and part his lips as he pushes inside you slowly “Fuck” Jaehyun went straight to the point and fucks you deeply. Bodies to bodies while listening to each other’s breaths.  

You had sex for the first time on your couch on the night you two first met.

Present time

“Just sign here please, then your transaction is complete”

For the third time in the past two months, Jaehyun has been paying your hospital bills and has been taking care of you, while your family is finalizing some heavy paperwork before flying to Seoul. Not that he’s thankful for the awful accident, but the accident had become the way for Jaehyun to finally meet your family even if it’s through a video call. Jaehyun promised your parents to take care of everything while waiting for them and that he’ll gladly pay for the hospital bills and refuse to take your parent’s cash.

It’s been two months since the accident and every day without you is consistent torture for Jaehyun. As long as you’re not awake, he will never stop worrying for you. It doesn’t matter if he overworked himself to save money for the bills, as long it saves you he’s up for it.

Ever since the accident, Jaehyun and the other members help him look after you at the hospital. Of course, the members are worried about Jaehyun’s emotional state as they are worried about your condition. They made sure that you two get the emotional and physical support that you and Jaehyun need. SM managers were all nice and helped Jaehyun with everything they can just so your boyfriend can see you every day.  

It was not an easy fight for Jaehyun, but the people around him take care of him, while he takes care of you.

“The other two victims from the accident passed away this morning” Jaehyun informs Johnny as the two sit quietly near you. Watching his girlfriend on a hospital bed is a different kind of pain. He misses you a lot.

“Don’t overthink dude. She will be fine” to be honest Johnny doesn’t know how to comfort his friend.

As Jaehyun takes Johnny’s advice, he reminisces about the memories that he had with you. Everything, from happy memories to sad and awful ones. Regretting the times that he took you for granted and promised over and over again that if he’s given a second chance to love you, he will love you right this time.

“I wished for this accident to happen Johnny. It’s my fault” Jaehyun blurted out.

Johnny was shocked to the core and stopped what he’s doing with his phone, “What the fuck?”

Jaehyun told Johnny the story about the biggest fight you two had during the months when you were just a new couple. So new that your work schedules irritate the both of you and all you two did was have sex and forget the problem. The cycle went on and on until you had enough and you wanted to break up with him.

Five months of being together

In the middle of having dinner with Jaehyun in a private restaurant, you finally told him what you’ve been keeping inside your heart. “This will never work, Jae” he turned silent and pretends that he’s not hearing you and you find it disrespectful. He was smiling the whole time, asking you what do you want for dessert and pour you a glass of wine like there's nothing wrong.

“I’ll cut ties with you starting tonight Jae, and that’s my final decision” you wiped your lip with the table napkin and stand up from your seat.

“Wait- baby, okay I’m sorry” he stopped you from opening the door, pull you in an embrace and everything turned silent again. You still love him, but staying in this relationship is hurting both of you so you had to take the first step and leave. As usual, Jaehyun uses his charms to get away from the situation. He kisses your neck and tells you sweet things that will lead you to having sex with him in this room. But not anymore, you thought.

“Enough Jaehyun. Please stop” you begged him to stop kissing your neck. Slowly, you feel his embrace crushing you and hurting you. You try so hard to push him away but Jaehyun is naturally strong that whatever you do to push him away is nothing.

Eventually, he lets go and tell his sorry. “I’ll change, I swear”

“No-“

“Stop making it complicated!” he punched the door and the loud sound surrounds the small room making you scared of him. He was turning red and his eyes were full of anger like he’s about to hurt you.

“I want to leave-“

“Well, I hope you get into an accident” he opens the door for you, pushing you out of the room because he’s so angry he’s actually afraid he might hurt you.

The breakup did not push through because Jaehyun went to your apartment to ‘fix’ things, three days after the fight. He apologized with all his heart, telling you he’s sorry and that he won't do it again. He promised to change his ways and love you even more in exchange for taking him back to your life and give him a second chance. Apologies are nothing if a person will always do it again. It’s up to you if it’s still healthy to take him back into your life. And of course, you have a weak spot when it comes to Jaehyun. You love the man. And he loves you. He just sucks at showing it.

Now that Jaehyun is on his sixth chance, the change that you’ve been yearning for and the change that he promised is long forgotten. Days, weeks, and months passed by, you and Jaehyun still fight like crazy because of different reasons that piss you both. May it be jealousy, he stood you up on a date, you forgot that he’s going to visit you in your apartment, Jaehyun has no time for you, or you don’t want to have sex but he’s really horny.

“I had a company dinner tonight, baby I thought you understand that part?” you whine in frustration while you remove your watch and your earrings. Listening to Jaehyun as he shouts at you, telling you that he’s tired from practice but he still chose to visit you, only to find out that you’re not home. He kept on yelling his points and arguments, hurting you with words that you’ve heard him say before but still sounds like you’ve just heard them tonight.

“I waited for hours! If my career is ruined because of you, I swear!-“

“I can ruin your career in one click, Jaehyun. Do you want me to post all of our sex videos?” you finally bite back because you can't stand him already.

“Post all you want my fans will be happy seeing my dick but you, you will get all the hate in the world!”

“Fine then!” you threaten him of actually posting it, scrolling through your gallery to find your favorite video with him. “Ah! This!” you picked the video where Jaehyun was spitting on your boobs while two fingers are inside your mouth and his cock is inside you. He was wildly flirting with the camera like a porn star. His fans will not doubt that he is the guy from the video.

“Stop it. I mean it” he tried grabbing your phone but you’re quick to counter his move. For a minute, it became a violent push and pull that made him use his strength on you which is not fair. He threw your phone so hard on the nearest wall that it cracked and the screen got broken. He didn’t notice that he pushed you way too hard that you landed on the floor face first and made you bruise your face.

“Fuck- let's stop this, baby I’m sorry” he let out his frustration.  

“DON'T TOUCH ME! GET OUT!” you shouted so loud that you’re sure you hurt his ears. You slapped him so hard on the face when he came close to help you get up. He took it like a man, but it’s obvious that your slap hurt his pride. Thankfully, he did not pry and left your apartment quietly.

Present time

While Jaehyun was cleaning your face with a damped cloth, he noticed that your bruises are all healed. He remembered that one time when he had pushed you accidentally and you ended up having a cut just above your eyebrow. He also remembered how you slapped him so hard that it made him realize that all he’s ever done to you is hurt you. It was a wake up call for him.

“Slap me again. I don’t care just please wake up” he begs. Kissing your forehead before continuing to clean you up. It has been his routine to talk to you even though he gets nothing. Sometimes he plays you some music so you won't get bored in your sleep and also you would know that he’s inside the room with you. As he continues being like this, he never losses hope and always visit you with a cheerful aura, knowing all too well that being negative in this kind of situation will only make him go crazy.

“Maybe if I did let you break up with me the first time you said it, this wouldn’t happen to you. I’m sorry” he whispers again. Tucking you in your hospital bed and making sure that you won't get cold. He fixed the white sheet and smoothens it before laying beside you carefully.

“I just love you so much” he hugs you carefully, “That’s why I really can’t let you go. But look where my selfishness brought you” tears roll down on his cheeks, making your sleeves wet because of his continues crying.

When Jaehyun became busy with his career, he can’t visit you every day anymore but confident that you’re in good hands because your parents are with you now. Nonetheless, he never forgets to call the doctor to check up on you. Sometimes, he and Taeyong write lyrics in your room just so he can spend time with you while he’s still working on his music. To be honest, he produces great lyrics whenever he works beside you. It was too much for him that sometimes he cries while writing the lyrics and Taeyong is quick to bring him back to focus and comfort him.

First month of being together

The continuous ringing of your doorbell makes you panic for nothing and quickly ran to your door to open it. “Jaehyun, what are you doing here?” you look outside to check if it’s safe and that none of your neighbors is watching.

“I just miss you so much I’m itching to see you” he cupped your cheeks and kissed you passionately, closing your door shut and motioning your bodies straight to your bedroom. You two were quick to get naked and meet in the middle of your bed to kiss and fuck already.

“Can’t believe I’m letting you fuck me in the middle of the afternoon Jaehyun” you lay comfortably in bed as Jaehyun kiss you wherever he wants, however, he pleases. Kneading your boobs and sucking them from time to time, spreading spit all over your body, and licking your pussy. He surprised you by spreading your folds and spitting on your pussy, licking you good, and making you moan and whine.

“Still on the pill?” he asks, pumping his cock and sucking your right nipple as he waits for your answer. You nod your head. Jaehyun folds both of your legs and spread them wide until your hips are not touching the mattress giving Jaehyun a nice angle to fuck you deeply. He pushed in slowly while watching you beneath him, he watches you grab your boobs and moan a little too loud. “I want to do something fun, will you let me?” he asks in between fucking you deep and slow, you wonder what he has in mind.

“Whatever you want” you smile and watch him reach something on the side table. He opens your phone and put it in recording mode, taking a video of his cock going in and out of your pussy, switching the camera to selfie mode, and put it on the side of your bed. Telling you to smile while he continues to fuck you. “Clever,” you said, as you two look at the camera while having sex. You smiled and asked him to flirt with the camera so whenever you watch it, it will make your heart jump and you won't miss him that much when he’s away. And so he did. He flirts in the camera like how he flirts with you normally in bed, kissing you while he looks at the camera, putting his idol skills to good use in bed.

“Turn around for me please” you followed what he asked of you and lay on your stomach. Jaehyun put your phone in front of you and dragged you all the way down to your bed so you two can fit the screen. He puts your ass up in the air, lick your pussy from behind, and went back to fucking you. Jaehyun loves to fuck you hard from behind while his hand is on your nape, pushing your face on the mattress as he pounds you hard.

“FUCK” you cursed loudly when you feel his thumb go inside your asshole slowly, making your pussy clench and unclench. A tight feeling for Jaehyun’s cock which he loves. He lets go after a minute and put his fingers on your clit, making you let go and cum so good that your legs are shaking and your legs are giving on you. You feel Jaehyun slow down and feel him cum inside you, leaning down to kiss you and ask you if you’re alright.

He saved the video and put your phone back on the side table and went back to shower your body with kisses while you two calm down from your high. “Sorry if this is spontaneous” he lays beside you, tired and sweaty.

“It’s okay baby, I miss you too”

“Baby?” he smiled in disbelief.

“Yes,” you rolled your eyes and continue to catch your breath.

“Say it again? Please?” he asked oh so sweetly showing off his dimples. Your weakness.

“Baby-“ he devours your lips again after hearing you call him ‘baby’. A small gesture that makes his heart jump.

“That’s it, okay? We're together now and that’s official. Understand?” he kissed you deeply again before you could even say something else. You smile through the kiss amused at how happy Jaehyun is while he’s on top of you. You two stayed like that in bed talking about anything and everything, admiring each other while you’re skin to skin, asking for kisses here and there, laughing together whenever he tells you something funny.

From the moment Jaehyun left you that day, your life changed and Jaehyun is the reason behind it. Bittersweet. That’s the perfect word for your relationship. No relationship is perfect, you’re well aware of that. And dating a famous idol can be so complicated that it drives you both crazy. But still, it’s a relationship worth saving for because you love each deeply than you could have ever imagined.

Present time  

Waiting is long suffering. That is clear to Jaehyun, now that you’re already sleeping for a year and four months, slowly his hope is already running thin. Not only that he’s suffering emotionally these past few months, but he’s also suffering financially and has become a man full of debts. He loaned money from his company, the bank, even from his parents, just so your hospital bills can be covered. Accepting every kind of project and working from sun up to sun down just so he can provide your needs.

Your parents needed to go back home and entrust you to Jaehyun because they don’t have any other options.

Life is becoming harder than expected.

Now that he’s away for a tour, he became even more depressed because he can’t be by your side. He asked his parents to take care of you while he’s on tour, which they gladly accepted and made sure to call him every day to tell him your condition even though he hears exactly the same thing every day.

“Great job today everyone!”

The members and staffs congratulate each other as they finish another successful concert in the states. Hugs everywhere, and a lot of ‘thank yous’ are said, smiling through the day as Jaehyun ready himself to call his mother and ask about you.

“34 missed calls” he murmurs and went somewhere quiet to call his mother and ask about the 34 missed calls. They should know that he’s working.

“Hey, mom. W-why so many calls? I was doing a show- did she wake up already?” The other line was silent but he can hear his mom breathing, “Hello?” Jaehyun speaks again.

“She gave up son, she passed away, two hours ago”

Jaehyun’s world came crashing down as he reaches for the nearest wall to support himself because his knees gave up on him. Tears pool in his eyes as he cries quietly, holding his phone so tightly. He screamed and sobbed so loud it echoes to the empty hallway. Thankfully Mark saw him and called the others and his manager.

“I didn’t even get to say goodbye!” he yelled and push the other members away as he lets that sadness take him away.

“I’m sorry! I’m sorry Y/n, please forgive me!”

[neokollection]

Their S/O Has Small Breasts & Is Insecure (M)

WayV

A/N: Ten’s was in the original NCT 127 post, here! I changed his a bit! ALSO WinWin’s is still there, if you want to read a diff one for him lol Situation is basically you’re dating them. ‘Semi-Mature’ situations because... B O O B S

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Kun:

He loved listening to your heartbeat, the steady rhythm enrapturing his attention. He found himself subconsciously grinning as he shifted closer, his soft cheek pressing further against your blouse.

“Kun,” you whined slightly, wanting to shift away in the sheets, but also enjoying the sensation of the closeness.

If your ears could tinge pink, they’d be glowing. You felt quite embarrassed about your chest, having a small size you worried he would also take more notice to it being so close. 

“What are you thinking?” 

Your heartrate had increased, pounding against your chest, intriguing Kun.

“Nothing-” you replied, attempting to sound as nonchalant as possible.

Kun pulled away, his face nuzzling against your own, his hand sneaking under the hem of your blouse. The cold sensation caused you to shudder, his palm cupping your breast as he felt your heartrate.

“Your heart is racing,” he informed, his eyes sparkling.

“What’re you doing?!” you whined, shifting under his hold, his bare skin upon your own making your escape attempt weak.

Knowing your insecurities, he knew exactly why you became anguished each time he came into contact with your chest.

“You’re so cute,” he whispered, trailing gentle kisses to your ear as he switched his attention from your heart to your chest, giving a gentle grope, the soft surface of his palm rubbing your perked nipple causing you to let out a breathy sigh.

Ten:

“Let me see!”

“No!”

“What’re you being shy for now?!” Ten bickered, fighting to pull your fists from your chest, your bikini top accentuating your rather small assets.

With a sigh, he sat back, straddling your hips with a challenging gaze. With sudden vigor he leant forward, face falling to the crook of your neck as his hands tickled your sides, the pool chair scraping upon the concrete momentarily. Giggling, you tried to swat him away, but he caught your hands, pinning them aside your head in triumph.

“Wait!”

His head snapped from the crook of your neck to your pleading gaze.

“Don’t look...”

“Why?” baffled, by how flirtatious you were being before, your teasing winks and playful smiles in the pool now traded for reddening cheeks and shy glances. His brows knit together in confusion as to why you were now shy, his lips pulling into a smile of amusement.

“Just don’t-” you whined... “They’re small and...”

“Mine are too,” Ten jested, trying to make you giggle again.

However, seeing as you didn’t giggle as he expected, he let his fingers intertwine with your own romantically to give a reassuring squeeze.

“If you don’t want me to I won’t,” he promised before releasing your hands.

WinWin:

(WW has another scenario under my 127 reaction, it’s more of being in a new relationship type situation, this one is more of a you’ve been dating for a while)

“They’re quite small aren’t they-” you were talking to yourself rather than your preoccupied cutie, Sicheng.

His gaze flickered up from his phone, to your mirror image, lips pursing as you turned side to side to inspect the new top you’d gotten earlier that day.

“Maybe I should get a boob-job...”

You heard a disgruntled sound from the man in the corner, giving a shake of his head with his thick brows knit together.

“I didn’t think you were actually listening,” you teased slightly, giving yourself a once over in the mirror.

He stretched a long leg, the toe of his sock wiggling against your ankle, bidding your attention. He wore a pout, something he often did when he wanted something. He placed his phone to the side as he shifted against the wall he was leaning on.

“Aren’t you uncomfortable on the floor?” you asked with a small smile as you stepped closer.

He made ‘grabby’ hands as you, reaching up to open and close his fists several times.

“What?” you cooed at his cute antics.

Once you were within reach, he grabbed your wrist, pulling you down to him. You bent at the waist, face level with his own. Unsatisfied, he pulled you in further until with an ‘oof’ you were collapsing into his lap, though he seemed unfazed by the small tumble. He wrapped himself around you, caging you in with his long legs and arms, peppering pecks wherever he could reach between your giggles.

Lucas:

You were hardly paying attention to the movie playing on your laptop, snuggled with Lucas in bed, your cheek pressing against his strong shoulder as you occasionally snuck glances at his profile.

“Oh-” Lucas made a sound, smiling at the screen for a moment as the female lead came out of the shower in just a towel, her breasts quite impressive to your own.

Immediately, he looked at you, his smile fading. It was as though he’d purposely done something to get himself in trouble, looking to you immediately for a response or reaction like a disobedient puppy, expecting you to cover his eyes or scold him. You opened, but shut your mouth, not having the energy to shame nor scold him. Worried he’d made you upset, his long fingers tapped the space bar, pausing the movie, shifting your laptop from his lap to the side of the large bed. You’d gotten comfortable in your spot, emitting a small groan. He rolled over, wrapping himself around you, smothering your face with his massive chest, his scent overwhelming.

“Loo- cus...” you mumbled, muffled by him as your hands fisted his shirt.

He hummed in response, the deep sound reverberating through your whole being.

“What’re you doing?” you drawled out, although not expecting an actual answer.

“I don’t want to watch the movie anymore,” he informed, followed by a deep inhale of your scent. 

idk how to explain this, I think he’d either be super direct like ‘yours are great too!!’ or super indirect about it and just showing his love-

XiaoJun:

XiaoJun had his own insecurities, especially about his size- Compared to giants like Lucas he felt thin and skinny, determined to stick to his workout regimen- That being said, he was also aware of your insecurities, but this was the first time the two of you were being so open to each other about them. The clock beside the couch reach 3:04 AM, the gummy worm dangling from your fingers making him chuckle as you threw it at him.

“I don’t know,” you began, your pout deepening, “I just feel insecure about it- I know you shouldn’t compare yourself to others and all, but I can’t help it-”

“I understand,” he spoke up, toying with the bottle cap at his cross-legged feet.

“Sometimes I,” you paused, “I feel like a child rather than a woman...”

“No-” he retorted, his brows scrunching together with a face of sadness.

He didn’t want you to feel any less than you were. He thought for a moment, if you would let him he’d like to make you feel like a woman.

“I’ve never thought that way about you,” he replied, scooting closer, “You’re so beautiful- Seriously!”

Hendery:

“You think they’re small?”

“I mean,,,” you quirked a brow, “They are-”

Hendery made a disgruntled face, any other time you would have giggled, his wide eyes boring into your own-

“They’re perfect,” he retorted.

His sudden compliment made you break away from his gaze, attempting to hide your grin as he reached for the lingerie on the hanger, ignoring the stares of those passing.

“Try it on,” he urged, his expression serious.

“It won’t look good,” you argued in a hushed tone, taking the hanger from him in attempt to hang the item back on the rack.

He pulled the hanger out of reach, his frown deepening.

“I’ll be the judge of that-”

“Hendy-” you sighed (srry that’s the nickname I call him, I think it’s cute, okay-)

“Please,” he pouted, switching tactics, his bottom lip puffed out.

Giving in, you took the item from him.

“You’re gonna look so hot,” he exclaimed with a loud giggle, beaming.

YangYang:

“No-” you whined, wallowing in your bed, phone to your ear.

“But I’m outside your apartment...”

“But I’m comfy in bed,” you drawled.

“But I miss you,” he retorted.

“It’s too much work,” you lied, scrambling out of bed, “I’m my pajamas-”

“So?”

“I don’t have a bra on or-”

“Well, you don’t need one anyway, right?”

Ouch. Sometimes he said things that he really shouldn’t- Even more painfully so, although it was a joke, he’d remain quite oblivious to how it hurt others until someone was giving him the silent treatment or crying.

You’d been in the process of pulling on a pair of socks- Even though he’d showed up unannounced, it wasn’t completely abnormal for him to do so- And although you teased him, claiming you were already comfy in bed, in a minute you would race down to him. The line was quite for a few moments.

“Shit- I’m sorry,” he began, his tone lowering, “I was just kidding, but I shouldn’t-”

“It’s fine,” you assured, you knew how he was, and technically he wasn’t wrong.

“No,” he fought back, “It’s not fine... I don’t know why I said that-”

The line was silent again for a few moments, neither of you knowing what to say next.

“Are you at the front? I’m um, coming down now-”

He’d give you so much love and would not even hold your chest size against you This is just a fake scenario so like don’t think badly of him!

[hannie-dul-set]

who in nct dream would agree to fake date you

back with another shit post and it's fake dating edition with the dreamies!!! haha we all know how terribly well fake dating ends :) i have a similar one with 127 but it's smooching here so if u wanna wink wink

mark: inhales. okay. okay. he's gonna think he heard it wrong at first and be like haha right, but then you repeat it so now he's haha— w h a t. fake date to get back at ur ex??? why? where? when? how? whO??? very hesitant but this is marky we're talking of course he's gonna agree but you have a lot to work with good luck lmao you're gonna lara jean and peter kavinsky this shit but like +80 sweaty palms +50 awkward voice cracks when he calls u "babe" +100% chance that he's gonna fall in love with you so | rating: 6/10 it's really fun actually as long as u don't think about the repercussions.

renjun: [gagging noises] "ew? why the fuck would i date you?" "it's fake dating renjun, c'mon i don't need another miserable family reunion" "why the fuck—" he's thinking that you're crazy, you're out of your mind. that is until your bribe him with some money and a promise that you won't bully him for the rest of the month them maybe he's considering. but then the day comes and your aunt asks you when your anniversary is and you both respectively answered "july 7" and "december 25" | rating: 4/10 because he did terribly the first time and now he's insisting to do it again to defend his honor.

jeno: okay at first— jeno.png but then he recovers and like "oh sure haha" and you're squealing because oh my fucking god jeno ur an angel now i can finally prove to my friends that i'm not a single loser anymore. jeno is like "yeah no problem :)" but watch him wikihow to be a fake boyfriend. fake dating 101. how to NOT fall in love with ur fake s/o and he's a mess really oh my god. jeno thinks he's ready. jeno thinks he's prepared. but the moment his hand BARLELY grazes yours, a volcano would erupt in his head good bye | rating: 5/10 because you'd end up with a very broken jeno but your friends are like awww he's so shy so it actually works out?

haechan: if hyuck is gonna do this then he's gonna do this RIGHT my god. "here's how we met, how i asked you out, how you fell in love with me— memorize it, bitch" and jesus you're like you signed up for a fake relationship not a fucking supplementary class but hyuck is like "MEMORIZE IF YOU WANT THIS TO WORK, YOU WORM" and you're like "OKAY U PSYCHO" and he'd stop. stare at you. offended. and gASP "baby, how could call your boyfriend a psycho i'm hurt" and you're like what the fuck did you just get yourself in to | rating: 8/10 gruelling preparations aside, he plays his part well

jaemin: your best bet really. he's good at it. like reallyyyy good you might actually find yourself falling for him fr and you're like whoa we're breaching dangerous territory here haha. you asked him to be ur fake bf because ur cousin was getting married and you're very salty but my GOD all your relatives love him nana is insane. but again, he plays his role too well. lingering feeling of his arm around your waist. when he wiped the frosting from your lips while you were eating the wedding cake. his protective hold when some of your friends get a little close and you're like fuck. you're a goner | rating: 9/10 minus 1 bcs nana this is supposed to be fake what are u doing.

chenle: the only circumstance that he'd actually agree is when he he's absolutely bored and has nothing else to do. and like, don't expect him to take it seriously either lmao. ur like "chenle just hold my fucking hand" "ew what if you have cooties" "hold. the fucking. hand." and then when someone asks you how you started dating, you were about to tell the whole made up story that you came up with but chenle opened his damned mouth before you and said "y/n was chasing after me for a long time so i just agreed because—" "hAHA HE LIKES :) TO JOKE :) AROUND :) we're in love very in love. right, lele?" | rating: 3/10 he has the decency to get you free stuff.

jisung: do you.... want him to die? do you really want him to die? literally the very act of asking if him to fake date you will get him like fake date? date? did you like him? but wait it's fake? wait why is his heart beating so fast oh my god did he like you? shit well damn i guess jisung likes you now. and because he has now suddenly realized that he likes you, he can't say no right?? right??? but then he realizes that you have to do all those couple-y stuff which he may want to but oh my god what even how and u realize that this was really really bad idea because smoke starts emitting from his head and you're like oh my god | rating: 1/10 please don't try this at home.

[dreamyyang]

hi there! i really loved your demigod au with haechan and was wondering if you could maybe do an angst with a happy ending with him as well? i love all your concepts so far so yeah! maybe another one or a domestic argument kind of thing

ahh I’m so happy you liked it :) and thank you, mostly I just think, “okay, does this hurt me enough or give me adequate second hand embarrassment? great, time to post!”

I've never really written an argument before, but I hope this doesn't disappoint. (also I'm sorry it's kinda short sgdhsdf)

[18:11] bodyguard!reader

people usually met their significant others in normal situations. maybe in a cafe or through a mutual friend. you, on the other hand, were introduced to donghyuck as the newest addition to nct 127’s team of bodyguards. you were fairly young, only a few months older than jaehyun, but you had incredible skills. your agency had assigned you to the boy group for your probation period and you were determined not to let them down.

donghyuck couldn’t help but fall for you. you managed to make all the boys feel comfortable with you on your first day itself and you were just so strong and confident. saying that he was head over heels for you was an understatement. luckily you felt the same way - and come on, he was adorable, funny and an absolute sweetheart to you. what were you gonna do? not be absolutely whipped for him?

but of course, no relationship comes without issues. in your case, it was your upcoming transfer to sm’s new group, aespa.

“hyuck please, this isn’t going to be the end of us.”

“that’s what you think but have you ever considered how busy our schedules are? how are we supposed to see each other?”

“we can make time for each other. we can make this work.”

“you don’t get it, y/n! we might as well just break up now instead of wasting our time.”

one week. it had been one week since your argument and your boyfriend - or am their ex now? donghyuck would wonder, bitterly - was a mess. he could barely do anything without thinking about you and wanting to cry. it was actually getting quite annoying for his members. they wanted to enjoy their much anticipated break but all donghyuck wanted was to watch dramas in bed and eat ice cream. he couldn’t stop beating himself up for letting his insecurities get the best of him. deep down, he had always felt that he was too childish for you and that you’d eventually get sick of playing babysitter. so, being the idiot he was, he decided to cut the chord before you did.

now he wished he hadn’t.

having listened to the same depressing lana del rey song for the sixth time in a row, johnny decided it was time for him to intervene before he shoved donghyuck’s laptop down his throat. it took him an hour and some promises regarding free food that he did not intend to keep but he managed to drive donghyuck to your apartment. the younger boy was silent the whole time, mulling over what he was going to say to you. how was he supposed to explain how insecure he felt? he had always been confident and sure of himself around you and he didn’t want you to think he was weak.

however, when your door opened to reveal your dishevelled hair and tired eyes, donghyuck didn’t care anymore. the dam had burst and it was like he’d lost control of his mouth.

“y/n,” he spoke with teary eyes, “I’m so sorry, love. I was so terrified I would lose you to some older guy, someone who isn’t as reckless and immature as I am, and I let it get to me. but I promise you, I’ll do everything within my power to keep us together.”

you stood in front of him, eyes equally glassy, as he rambled and your heart ached. he had hurt you and you could feel yourself hesitating. what if history repeated itself? yet, it hurt just as much to not be with him. you felt empty without his arms wrapped around you and his sweet kisses. you felt so conflicted and it hurt. so you closed your eyes, squeezing out a few warm tears as you did, and let your heart choose your next move.

hyuck: you can head back to the dorm hyung

sent at 19:02 p.m.

[datk-popblog]

Imagine...

NCT Dream as Your Boyfriend

(not a request! I thought I’d do a little write write for you guys haha❤️)

Renjun:

He’s such a loving boyfriend. Like he’d do anything to show his affection for/towards you.

Whenever he’s super busy with comebacks or just work in general; he’ll ALWAYS make up for it.

Like for example. If he missed 5 days to spend time with you, he would spend 5 days on little dates with you. It’s the little things he does.

The boys always mention how much he talks about you and omg he gushes everytime.

“What can I say? I’m obsessed with her!”

Cute little nicknames for you like “lovely,” “Buggy bear,” “Honey bee,” and “Doll face”

He likes to make you dinner a lot. Like a lot a lot.

“This is the fourth time you’ve made me dinner in the same week, babe.” “I can’t let my wifey starve!”

He was the type to get your relationship very open to the members but very secret in public.

Renjun always wants to protect you from the hateful critics and what they have to say about your guy’s relationship.

When it came to meeting each other’s parents; man oh man he was a wreck.

“Are they gonna like me? Especially your dad! I have to look very clean and nicely dressed. I can’t look like a jerk!”

He wouldn’t shut up about how nervous he was gonna be the entire ride. It got so bad it started making you overwhelmed and nervous😭

On his days off, he literally took you anywhere you wanted to go.

The spa? He’d get a mani pedi to pamper himself too because he’s a supportive boyfriend so why tf not.

Even dates to the amusement park? Like one day he’d be like “it’s my day off, so, let’s go to the park.”

Even dates to South Korea’s fanciest restaurants like omg.

THIS BOY LOVES TF OUT OF YOU ITS BEYOND.

When it’s sexy time, he knows what you like and how you like it delivered.

One day he found out you can squirt and he’s literally been making you squirt over and over ever since.

Yeah, Renjun looks very innocent on the outside with a dash of glitter to him; but when you two are alone he MANHANDLES the fuck out of you.

Sometimes he doesn’t mean to hurt you. He just is really rough and it comes off super duper aggressive.

After sexy time, he ALWAYS ALWAYS makes sure to nut in your mouth. Whatever position you guys are in, he’ll turn you around or stand you up.

He just loves watching his liquids drip from your lips. He gets off looking at it.

After sex, he’d cuddle you so so hard. Like he’d fuck the hell out of you, but wants to be little spoon? Like dude wtf

“I love you soooo much my lovely.”

Ugh omg just hold this boy and cherish him

Jeno:

He’s such a tease boyfriend and it SHOWS.

He likes to brag about how hot you two look together (and y’all do look hot PAUSE)

“That’s my baby. Her fine self!”

He enjoys bringing you to his practices. He knows you like to watch him dance

Sometimes you’ll be there at the studio for hours and you’ll get super tired.

“I’m sorry I’m taking long baby girl. We’ll be home together soon.” He’d tell you then go back to practicing

The one special thing about Jeno is that he’s soooo reassuring. From little compliments to accomplishments.

He loves to praise you for how much you’ve done and how good you take care of him

“I love you so much. You’ve done everything for me.”

Like if you passed a test or something from school, he’d take you on a date.

Even if you didn’t pass the test he’d still treat you because he loves you so much!

Jeno likes to leave little love notes around your guy’s room. It’s like a scavenger hunt. You’ll find them behind the tv, under your pillow and bed, in your shirt drawer. Literally everywhere.

When it came to announcing your relationship to the world, he wasn’t afraid. He did NOT care at all. Regardless of what the company said. SM told him to wait at least one year and he did it after 6 months.

“I know you’re meant to be my forever. I can feel it in my heart, babe. I know you are.”

When it came to sex, he was super super sweet and slow. He loved taking his time with you. He wasn’t dominant but was when it was the right time.

Lovesssssssss to suck your toes.(IK ITS WEIRD BUT HE LOVES IT!!!!) He loves tf out of your feet???

For your guy’s first time, Jeno put roses on the bed and serenaded you with a guitar and literally had you meLTINGGG.

“I love you so much. Whenever you’re ready; I’m ready.”

He liked for you to be dominant sometimes but would never force you. He never forces you into doing stuff you never wanna do; especially during sex (or in general)

After sexy time, it was shower time together.

You both just hugged one another in the shower and let the water run over you both. And during all this, his thick arms just embraced your frame.

When you were in his arms you felt loved and at home.

“You know I love you right?” “You tell me all the time, Jeno. I’m aware.” “I just love saying it.”

(Jeno is my bias so this made me feel so lonely writing his section. I hate it here😭)

Haechan:

Haechan is known as the sassy one but in the relationship that’s literally how he is. It’s the Gemini in him.

Don’t be surprised if sometimes he has an attitude. He just had a bad day at work.

“I don’t mean to yell or snap at you. You know I love you, baby.” And he’d hold you so so tight

You guys wouldn’t ever argue sometimes but if you did you both would ignore each other.

Then the other mates would have to fix the issue with you both.

“If you guys don’t stop with the petty shit!” -Renjun

Haechan LOVES your kisses.

If you didn’t kiss him in a certain amount of time he’d fake cry and stomp his feet.

“Jagi~~!! I need your kis-“ “omg there. Be quiet”

When he was gone for work (for literal months) it was so hard for you guys to maintain a good long distance relationship.

You guys would FaceTime all the time but it was never the same because you wanted him in person.

“I don’t know the next time I’m able to see your face. I miss you a lot though, baby girl.”

You would see Haechan all the time and how good he was doing on the web but omg YOU MISSED YOUR BABY

Occasionally he’d come back home and stay with you for as long as he needed to.

“You should travel with me and sing with the group. A female touch would be awesome.” “Haechan, I love you, but I’m not singing with 127.”

Soon enough he convinced SM to bring you wherever he went so now you’re with the boys. All. The. Time.

“You’re my new assistant, Y/N. I demand a bottle of water.” “Kiss my ass, Haechan”

SEXY time with Haechan ooooooo chile

He likes to lift you up and hold you against the wall and kiss your neck.

Or even doggy style. Haechan just loves the view from the back.

Whenever he hits it from the back, he digs his fingers right at the bottom of your back. Or even grabs your shoulders to go in deeper.

You only know when he’s close when his body starts slowing down and you feel his body jerk.

“I wanna nut in you so badly, Y/N!” “Well don’t do that.”

Eventually he nutted in you and you had to take a plan B. So that’s that

“I told you not to do that to me, babe.” “I couldn’t just hold it back. It came out.”

After 10 months of dating, he bought you a promise ring. Seems quick but he KNEW it was meant to be. He’s not letting you go; no matter what.

“Soon, I’m gonna turn that ring into an engagement ring.” Haechan smiles

Jaemin:

I don’t think I’ve ever seen someone more affectionate than Na Jaemin

He’s such a loving boyfriend like super loving

Before you would go to work, he would pack your lunch and make sure to add little hearts and notes in your lunch-bag

His little notes would say something like: “I love you so much my honey bear,” “Have an amazing day at work. DONT overwork yourself.”

LITERALLY SO AFFECTIONATE

If you went somewhere without him, he would be a little offended but would end his disagreement w/ a “text me when you get there. I love you.”

and holy fuck if you did NOT text him, he’d lose his mind

you guys have each other’s locations

THATS WHEN YOU KNOW ITS REAL AND LEGIT

when Jisung was around, it was literally a competition for whoever gets Jaemin first.

Jaemin would occasionally pick Jisung over you. He’s fake and it shows

“where’s all the love and attention I need?” You call out.

“Baby, you have to wait your turn.” -Jaemin

when you guys argued, he would literally feel so guilty. especially if you had reasons to be pissed off.

like you would have receipts and he’d just cry. not to play victim, but because he wouldn’t ever want to hurt you emotionally, or physically.

“I’m really sorry...I promise I won’t do it again.”

he made it up by kissing you endlessly.

sexy time with Jaemin was everything you desired it to be

little comments in-between sex like: “i love you princess,” or “do i make you feel good?” 

UGH WE LOVE TO SEE IT

okay but Jaemin is more of the submissive type. he rarely gets dominant with you.

“i’m tired of riding you jaemin. my legs hurt.” “don’t worry, babe. lay down.”

like he KNOWS how to put it down

like he knows what he be doing too like wtf man

Jaemin makes dinner practically every night. this man is never not cooking.

“do you want pork or soup tonight?” “how about pork IN the soup?” “Y/N, I love your thinking.”

HE EVEN MAKES SURE YOU HAVE A NAPKIN ON YOUR LAP SO YOU DON’T SPILL ANYTHING HOT ON YOURSELF

Jaemin as your boyfriend>>>>>>anything else

Chenle:

HE IS SOOOO LOVING!!!!!!!

Chenle likes to wake you up with breakfast in bed

even though sometimes he can burn the food or miss an ingredient

“how does it taste, baby girl?” you smiled and kissed him

“I LOVE IT!”

Chenle was very very giving

he would always buy you something (RICH CHENLE CHECK)

little trips to the mall, coffee shops, jewelry stores

“babe do you want this?” “Chenle, I don’t need-” “Grab it. I’ll get it for you”

he brags to the dreamies about you ALLLLLL THEEEEEE TIMEEEEE

“you see Y/N as my lock-screen? isn’t she so frickn beautiful!”

“Chenle, you’ve mentioned Y/N about a hundred times” -Haechan

“And I don’t regret it.”

if you guys are far away from each other he’ll always ft you. there’s never not one day he’s not talking to you

“holy shit. I miss you so much. I’m going insane!” “Chenle, it’s just three more weeks.” “I can’t even go 3 minutes without thinking about you.”

since you guys have a studio apartment together in South Korea, he does surprise pop up visits

he’ll literally be sitting on the couch and scare the shit out of you

“Chenle, you didn’t tell me when you were gonna be home!” “I thought I’d surprise you when you come home from work.”

When he came home, you guys made love. Like he was holding it in for YEARS!!!

Chenle is rough af when the times right. Like especially when he hasn’t seen you in so long.

“Tell me when to slow down. I don’t wanna hurt you.” He whispers in your ear

He likes to kiss your neck and leave hickies when he’s on top. HE ENJOYS LEAVING MARKS ON YOU

He’s very demanding

“Tell me you love me. Tell me, Y/N. Say it, baby.”

Sometimes he gets tired and makes you ride him. And when you slow down, he grabs the fUCK OUT OF YOUR HIPS

“Chenle, I cant go any faster. My thighs hurt.” “Here let me help you.” AND BOOM. HES ON BEAST MODE

As soon as you guys finish, he cuddles you so hard and rubs your booty. He doesn’t care to put boxers on after sex because he’s just so comfortable

“That was so amazing. When’s the last time we’ve done something that well together?” “Chenle, I don’t know. You’ve been gone for 3 months.”

“Yeah but how’d you get so well.” “Chenle what?!”😭😭

If you guys rest long enough; he goes for round two. There’s nothing holding this kid back. HE WILL FUCK THE SHIT OUT OF YOU BC HE MISSED YOU

If you guys ever have small arguments it would literally be for five minutes and boom. You guys are best friends????

he hates arguing with you because he feels it’s a “waste of time” and it “emotionally hurts the relationship”

which he’s not wrong because who would want their relationship ruined on stupid arguments

“Y/N quit ignoring me and make out with me.”

This KIDS ALWAYS IN THE MOOD FOR YOU

he’s just never around you anymore so it’s just a bunch of orgasms built up

Chenle is awesome in all the right ways. This kid is the best boyfriend.

Jisung:

I’m pretty sure Jisung has told you and other people hundreds of times he’s gonna marry you.

“you have no idea how much I fucking I adore you, Y/N.”

yeah he’s the baby of the group, but you’re HIS baby.

“Jagi! You have to eat something! I’m not letting you go anywhere til you eat!”

he’s very very caring. sometimes he doesn’t show it in a talking way, but through his actions; it speaks so much louder.

Jisung can be a little awkward sometimes. especially around the members.

If you were to kiss him when the dreamers were there, he would get super red and would be on hush mode.

“Jagiiiii~ You aren’t supposed to do that. You know how I feel.” “But you and I both know how much you love it.” You smiled

when he first met your family, he was very scared. I mean like sweating through his dress shirt scared.

“Jisung, baby. they’re gonna like you a lot, okay? Don’t be so nervous.” “Yeah, but what if they ask me a question and I don’t respond? Imagine if your dad asks me what my intentions are with you? What the fuck am I gonna say?”

DONT WORRY. HE KNOWS WHAT TO SAY HES JUST SCARED AF I-

he literally shakes when he meets your mom but not your dad???

after he met the fam, they loved him a lot

Jisung is the sweetest person how can anyone NOT love him. like cmon

when you guys came out to the public, he took you E V E R Y W H E R E

and i mean everywhere

You were his date to music awards, debut stages, game/talk shows, etc.

Jisung loved bringing you everywhere with him. He says it makes him feel safe and at home every time he’s with you

(i wish someone felt that way about me. ima cry)

(this next part im NOT getting into detail. ik how lots of you feel about baby Jisung therefore it’ll be not so r-rated)

love making with Jisung is the softest thing ever.

before he does ANYTHING to your body, he ALWAYS makes sure you’re okay with it.

“Baby, you know I’ll always put your feelings first. I love you.”

He wasn’t rough(unless you asked or begged) he was always gentle

whenever he was on top, he liked to bury his face into your neck and give you neck kisses and soft nip at your ear

whenever you rode him, he’d just grab your hips and does the work for you. he knows how tiring it can be for your thighs so he goes all out by helping

his soft mOANS ARE TO DIE FOR. like literally he lets loose when it’s private time

moral of the story; find yourself a Jisung bc you won’t regret it.

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It’s been WAY too long since I posted. I’ve been working full-time at my job now and saving up for a car ! Im super excited for myself guys omgggg. I missed you guys so so much

xoxo Jay

[daeguzen]

NCT 127 + Dream - Being the Maknae in NCT and Ignoring Them because of Sasaengs

NCT 127 / NCT Dream x Reader

Genre: Angst Fluff

Word Count: 2.5k

Summary: You’re the female maknae and you start ignoring them because you’re afraid of sasaeng threats.

Requested by Anon

- NCT 127 -

Taeyong

Taeyong would be the type of person to get really soft and upset. Like, you two got along so well. Even though you were the youngest, you were good at taking charge. You even matched Haechan’s witty personality. It was natural for you to take up most of the responsibilities of cooking and cleaning although the boys always pitched in. They liked to take care of you too and Taeyong was always cuddling up on your side asking to play Animal Crossing. It’s been about a week and Taeyong had noticed how painfully obviously you had been avoiding him. He felt hurt so he came to your room, knocked, and when you gave him permission he walked in. He asked you if you were avoiding him and at first you denied it. But after the constant whining you gave in and told him that you were afraid about how the sasaengs would try to attack you for being so close to him. Taeyong would be upset but he’d comfort you and tell you not to listen to them because he’d protect you.

Doyoung

Doyoung wasn’t one to shy away. If he saw something wrong with his relationship with you he’d talk about it. It wasn’t a surprise when Doyoung knocked on your door a bit harshly and walked in asking why the hell you were avoiding him. You’d look at him startled and he’d soften his voice. Why are you avoiding me? Did I say or do something wrong to upset you? Of course you’d tell him it wasn’t his fault. It was the sasaengs that threatened you. You were afraid they’d hurt you because, well you were so close to Doyoung. You really appreciated his company. Whenever he was attacked by Haechan you’d stand up for him. If you were to have a deep conversation and Johnny would drop by the three of you could go for hours. Doyoung would assure you not to worry. He would protect you just as the other boys would and that you shouldn’t ignore him anymore over some rude sasaengs. They didn’t know him and had nothing to do with your friendship. 

Johnny

Johnny was always a happy guy. He liked joking around. He’d pick you up all the time because you were just so tiny compared to him. You were like a plushie and Johnny was like...you’re go to teddy bear. Literally. Johnny could just be sitting on the couch joking around with the guys and you’d come by to ask if you could cuddle. Johnny knew there was something wrong because it’s been a week and you haven’t asked to cuddle or watch a movie. Not even to have a Harry Potter marathon. Like. . . what the heck? You love the movies, why do you no wanna watch??? One day you’re just sitting on the couch watching a movie and Johnny comes by to sit next to you. Before you could leave Johnny holds you and cuddles you. Why are you avoiding me? Johnny. Tell me. You’d hesitate for a second but eventually reply. Cuz of the sasaengs. Because of that? Don’t worry about them. If they try anything it’s okay I have a team of 22 other guys to take care of it. You’d just laugh and he’d smile at seeing you get comfortable around him.

Yuta

Yuta was like Doyoung. Man lives for confrontation. Brave boy. The moment he sees you shy away from his hugs and jokes he’ll be like. . . tf. Why are you ignoring me? And you’d be like Yuta don’t worry about it. But he be like no no what the heck is going? So you explain the situation and feel kinda dumb about it afterwards when he gives you the biggest wtf kind of look. But he’ll see the tears welling your eyes and bring his hands up to your face to wipe them away. Honey, you don’t have to worry about that. We’ll take care of you. Just stay close to me and if they say or do anything they’ll have it coming. Don’t ever ignore me because of them. You would nod and melt into his hug.

Taeil

Taeil is a mellow person but he’s very funny. His personality was just extremely nice to be around so you always tried to find his company. Mans would be chilling to some music and you’d come by to listen with him. You guys go from chilling to jumping on the sofa and throwing pillows. However, it’s been quite awhile since you two had a jam session and Taeil was wondering why. Taeil doesn’t come to you to ask what’s wrong. It’s actually you who goes up to him and explains the situation. You felt so sad and guilty so Taeil comforts you telling you not to worry. You guys were going to be okay. He’d ask if you wanna just listen to some music and would order some comfort food for you. You guys would spend the rest of the time chilling and talking and you’d feel the weight of your burdens lighten up a lot.

Jaehyun

Jaehyun is weird. He’s like the cool chill guy but he’s dorky and weird. You love it. You’re always laughing at his jokes no matter how weird or random they are. You guys have long conversations on what parenthood would be like and the responsibilities of little mini Jaehyuns. He doesn’t talk about mini you’s, you’re still a baby. He’s a sweet guy and likes to sing either for you or with you. So when you start telling him that you don’t want him to sing and that you just want to go to sleep he knows something is off. You would never be like that with him no matter how off your day was. He would be serious but concerned. When you’d tell him the situation, Jaehyun would have a serious talk and reassure you that he will protect you. You were the maknae, how could 127 not protect their little maknae? 

Jungwoo

People think Jungwoo is soft. They aren’t wrong. Jungwoo is witty and sassy. When he’s with you he’s just a little ball of fluff. You two are like the cutest pair of 127. You guys would watch Snoopy videos and make a bunch of jokes and it was just aegyo cringe inducing moments. So when you started hanging out less and less with him he’d confront you with a really sad look in his eyes. You’d coo at him and call him by his nickname, Snoopy. You’d feel bad so you’d talk it out with him and he’d try to bring your mood up. You’re his favorite person and no one will ruin his friendship with you. That’s just illegal in Jungwoo’s world.

Haechan 

Haechan would be whiny. He wouldn’t stop bugging or trying to get to talk to you. One day he comes by as you’re playing on your phone and he hugs you. You’re surprised because you know Haechan is affectionate but he’s never this quiet or intimate. You hear sadness in his voice as he tries to talk to you. He asks why you have been ignoring him and you’re silent for a little while when you decide to talk to him. It might sound stupid but the sasaengs have been threatning me because of our friendship and it really scares me. You’d start crying and Haechan’s heart would break. Y/N, they won’t do anything to you. I’ll sue them and fight them if they even think of touching one little hair on my baby’s head. You’re going to be okay because I’m here to protect you just as the rest of 127 will. Never ignore me for that reason. You would nod through your crying and he’d hold you close.

Mark

Mark would be confused. He’d joke around with you a lot and talk about music and a bunch of other stuff. But even under that quirky and dorky boy he was a serious and gentle soul. So he comes by and he starts talking to you quite gently and you wanna tear up because you know that this was your doing. If Mark Lee can avoid an extremely emotional moment he’ll do it. Not in a rude way but he was just a bit awkward when it came to feelings. But you see him looking at you sadly and fidgeting in his seat so you come up and hug him. You let everything spill out and apologize for ignoring him but he tells you not to feel that way. You're his best friend, the maknae of the group, he’ll do everything in his power to watch over you. I can’t believe you actually came to me with this. I thought you were going to cry, Mark. He’d whine because he was shy and embarrassed but you laughed through your tears and asked yourself how you ever got lucky with having him as a friend.

- NCT Dream -

Renjun

Boy was ready to square up with his cute little fists. And if a fist fight wouldn’t work he’d get a car to hunt down those sasaengs. It would be easy to tell how you avoided him and it got to the point where he got irritated and called you out on it. He’d regret his harsh tone as he’d see how sad and guilty you looked. He’d hear you sniffling and apologize, explaining to you why he was upset. You’d shake your head saying that he shouldn’t apologize. It was your fault because the sasaengs were scaring and threatening you because of your friendship with him. Y/N no, they won’t do anything to you I promise. If you ever have a problem like this don’t avoid me. Talk to me, that's why  we’re friends. 

Jeno

Jeno would be very sentimental. Like yeah he can look stoic but this is the boy who adopted 3 cats because he loves them even though he’s allergic. The boy who likes to hold hands, yeah go watch those vlives. He’s just so sweet and adorable. He would be confused as to why you were avoiding him and would come to the conclusion that he did something wrong. He would decide to face you about it but immediately break down in tears asking you why you were ignoring him. Your heart would break apart at the sight of a crying Jeno like no, it’s not your fault honey don’t cry. You guys would just end up crying together and you’d tell him your fears. He’d cuddle the life out of you and tell you to never do something like that again. He’s had enough of crying over Mark coming back to Dream he can’t take another emotional break down. 

Jaemin

...NA JAEMIN PEOPLE. Na to the flippin Jaemin. He’s introverted around big crowds. It just takes too much of his energy to be that hyper. But when it’s with his Dream members he will be the most boisterous cutie in the galaxy. Have you noticed I’m Jaemin biased yet? (their all bias wreckers tho) ANYWAY, so you two are the biggest duo of all Dream. You play games, having the inhumanely longest cuddle sessions possible, actually like doing aegyo, cook like the good parents you are, and just are the dictionary definition of best friends. Like nojaem. The first time you reject Jaemin’s idea of watching a movie he assumes you’re tired. The second makes him feel a little iffy. The third time is just too much already for him. He sees you scrolling aimlessly on your phone while lying on the edge of the bed and sits right in front of you. He’d poke your cheek and ask why THE HELL ARE YOU IGNORING ME? Jk he’d be soft and gentle about it. And when you finally open up to him about it he’d caress your head and tell you that you shouldn’t worry, Nana would take care of his little maknae. 

Chenle

The next biggest sassiest boy of all Dream. He’s probably almost as dangerous as Haechan. Said that one time in weekly idol how jeno was jealous because of jaemin. 0_0 like wow he really enjoys exposing and teasing the members. He is such a gamer boy. They're all gamers actually...and so are YOU. You game like there is no tomorrow. And you can bet your life savings that you're the top ranking gamer. League? You carry them all lol what losers. Jkjk. Playing games with Chenle is such a frequent thing that happens that it’s practically part of your routine. When Chenle realizes you haven’t been playing with and instead with the other members he gets upset and frustrated. He catches you playing on your phone in the living room and immediately makes his way to sit down next to you. He can see you’re uncomfortable and starts asking questions. You tell him it's nothing but then he takes away your phone and looks at you with that pouty look. You finally give in and tell him what’s been going on and he takes it all in. Y/N, you’re my best friend, don’t hide these types of things. You should have told me sooner, I am President Chenle after all I practically own all of South Korea. Lele stop being such a dork. 

Jisung

Jisung would be such a confused soul and you’d see that. It would hurt seeing him look like a lost puppy after rejecting his offer of playing a game together. And then you said you didn’t want to watch a movie and you saw how his lips made a silent “oh” and you just wanted to cry. The last straw was when you overheard Jisung crying softly and telling Jaemin that he thinks he did something wrong. You stood outside the door until Jaemin came out. Jaemin saw your puffy eyes and how your lips trembled. He didn’t look angry but concerned instead and suggested that you’d go and talk to Jisung. And you did. You walked into the room and saw how Jisung had wrapped himself in a blanket. You walked over to him and nudged him gently on the shoulder. When he saw you he covered his face with the blanket and started crying even more. After he calmed down you explained what was happening and he practically attacked you with a hug. You should have said something I thought I had hurt you or you were mad at me. I’m sorry Sungie, I didn’t mean to hurt you like that. Jisung would put out his pinkie, something you two did often, and made you promise to always talk to him if there’s something going and you promised you would because he was your best friend.

[seulgiology]

when you smile | bae joohyun

pairings: wife!irene x wife!female reader

words: 1.1k

genre: a lil angsty fluff

synopsis: “hello! I am craving some massive fluff so can I request a wedding day scenario with irene? Her being nervous and the girls having to calm her down and all that shit? Thanks in advance if you do it <3” ~ request

warnings: cursing, mentions of sex, crying, nervousness, overall a kinda angsty situation 

a/n: yer yer , admin 1 here :3 this is what the dress looks like, scroll on the website to see more references. hey guys, admin 2 is gonna be a lil inactive probably cause she’s working on pink ferrari !

disclaimer: This is a work of fiction from our imagination. It is not intended that the plot, theme, original characters, idols, etc. portray any real-life events/people. Plagiarism is NOT tolerated on this blog. If you believe we have copied an existing authors’ work, please message us privately. Thank you and enjoy :)

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She gulped down the heavy lump in her throat, trying to stay still as the makeup artist added the sheen champagne-colored eyeshadow.

Her favorite BoA songs were playing in the background. But the only thing playing in her head was the intrusive thoughts she wishes she didn’t have.

Not on her wedding day.

“Irene, I finally found it! You wouldn’t believe who had it.” The perky sound of her bandmate, Sooyoung, could be heard as she stepped inside the cosmetics room.

She looked beautiful in her beige-colored bridesmaid dress. The bride gave her a tight-lipped smile and moved her newly styled hair out of the way so the piece of jewelry could be clasped around her neck.

Sooyoung took a step back and sighed a satisfied sigh. The choker-like necklace had white pearls as the straps with a sparkly pendant situated at the center, giving the perfect vintage look.

But a frown quickly overtook her features as a distressed and troubled look overcame her friend's delicate face.

The bridesmaid gently reached down and squatted face-to-face with the older woman she’s been working with for several years.  Making eye contact with the other, she tried to silence the hiccups that made their way up.

“Joohyun-Unnie, it’s ok to be scared.”

Those were the things she needed to hear for her to begin sniffling.

Someone signaled for everyone to leave the room, leaving only three other women to stay behind.

The rest of her beloved and gorgeous members crowded around to check on their leader. Their youngest brought her up and sat her down in the comfortable chaise towards the back of the room, continuing holding her hand even after they sat down.

“I just- I can’t even describe the love I have for that girl. And there’s nothing more I want then to be with her for the rest of my hectic life.” She started, looking up towards the ceiling to try not to let her tears ruin the quality makeup the artists worked on.

She gave a watery hiccuped that shook her body, thinking about the shit that her wife is going to have to go through. She felt herself being pulled into a group hug by her other members, comforting words being gifted to her in the best way possible.

“The media hates her, my family but my dad disapproves approves of our relationship. I don’t want to put her through it anymore.” The uncontrollable tears began to free fall, the pressure of her love-life taking a toll.

“Joohyun, look at me,” The most stable of all, Seulgi, softly held her chin and tilted it towards her direction.

She was a sight to behold as the tears streaked her face and a hopeless looked shined in her tears eyes.

“Why do you think you’re here right now, honey? That’s because Y/N wants to be with you. She’s willing to face the backlash, the hate, the sacrifices with you.” The whispered words crept in her mind, slowly overlaying her doubts.

She let the words of comfort creep their way through her being, knowing the words being preached to her were right.

“Yeah, and, ReVeluv’s are all for it. The GP might love a controversy here and there, but that’s not what matters right now. What matters is that you’re getting pussy for the rest of your life.” Yerim commented, a humorous smile adorning her face.

Even that one.

“You can always count on Yerim to say some bullshit like that,” Their main vocalist stated as she lightly bumped the youngest.

As she laughed, the tears dried on her cheeks. One of the few genuine smiles she pulled today.

“Ah, there’s that pretty smile. Why were you hiding it for so long huh?” Sooyoung said snapping a quick picture of the candid moment.

The stars couldn’t have aligned for anybody but the five of them to meet as one. — The delicate ivory tulle dress hung loosely on Irene’s body. It’s elegant flow and puffy sleeves design made her feel like a fairy in an enchanted forest.

The people attending to her makeup and hair weren’t as upset and quickly touched it up before she was fitted in her gown.

She took a deep breath, holding tightly onto her father's arm and the peony bouquet in her other arm.

“I’m happy for you, Joohyun-Ah. Let’s hope this marriage isn’t another strict contract.” He jestered playfully.

“You’re really funny you know that?” They chuckled lightly together.

“Don’t forget to smile, okay?”

She never got the chance to smile as the big and ominous doors awaited her destiny.

And there you were, watching the love of your eternity gliding down the aisle like the angel she is. The way the light caught her dress made her look absolutely heavenly. Your cheeks hurt, and your heart burned with an undying love for the woman coming towards you.

She lightly bowed towards her comrades that worked with her. One of her long time friends, Johnny, and his group gave you thumbs up and discreet finger hearts.

When she finally stood in front of you, you really couldn’t breathe. You didn’t believe in that cheesy phrase “as time stood still,” but shit, you wish it did.

Neither of you was the religious type, so instead of a priest speaking, you kindly asked her esteemed friend, Jennie, to do the honors.

It was a hilarious mess when the poor young woman called for any objections, and all of her bandmates declared they loved her first.

“YOU’LL ALWAYS BE OUR PERFECT 10 IRENE!”

If that didn’t make her want to cry of happiness and joy even more, then the end of your vows would surely leave her a sobbing mess.

“I pledge to remain your companion and friend, I promise to be with you always, to care for you, and to love you no matter how far apart we may be. I will always show an interest in the things you do and your ideas. I will be with you in your heart, and keep you safely in mine. When you are happy, I will be happy with you. When you are sad, I will make you smile. I swear it on my soul it’s so beautiful when you smile,”

Her hands tightened in yours as she held back sobs and tried to keep her composure.

“I will encourage you to continue growing as an individual as we work toward our mutual goals. Things are hard right now, but we'll get through this together. It's okay to step back and breathe. I stand with you as your best friend and wife and acknowledge that your choices are valid ones. I promise to give you love, honesty, trust, and commitment, and, in general, keep your life more interesting and chaotic than NCT 127s music, as we grow old and beyond. I love you, Joohyun.”

She trembled in the overwhelming feeling of yearning as she looked into your intense eyes. All she can see is promise and unconditional love.

“You know I love you more, Y/N.”

With the seal of a delicate kiss of plush lips pressed against each other and arms pulling her in tight, dress against dress, she knew she could overcome anything with you by her side.

[honeypwark]

[ Steamed Bun ]

  ↳ Gone Days era

     ↳ Xiang and Yeosu eat street food.  Yeosu talks about her relationship.  Xiang reveals something.

Note: To whom it may concern, I am confirming now that Yeosu and Johnny do eventually end up together since I felt it is an important part to include in Xiang’s storyline even if I’m not there in Yeosu’s storyline yet.

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

"Oh, this is really good.  I promise.  Come here."

Xiang lets Yeosu tug her in a direction, sipping from her carton of banana milk.  They come to a stop in front of one of the dozens of vendors selling their goods in Namdaemun Market.

"Hello, can I have one gamja hot dog, please?  Thank you."

Xiang moves to stand closer to Yeosu, "What's a potato hot dog?"

“This."

The woman working the booth hands Yeosu what she'd asked for.  Yeosu walks over to the condiment table, Xiang trailing behind her.

"You've had to have had Korean hot dogs before," Yeosu says, squirting ketchup and mustard on the hot dog.

"Only once when I was still a trainee," Xiang tells her.  "It was like a corndog covered in cinnamon sugar and honey.  It was awful.  Kind of set me off Korean hot dogs."

"Yeah, the sweet ones aren't for everyone," Yeosu nods her head.  "This one's different though.  It's basically a hot dog covered in cubed potatoes.  It's nothing like the cinnamon one you had.  Well, it is, but it won't taste the same."

"I'm trusting you on this."

Yeosu laughs, “Just try it.”

Xiang picks the hot dog out of the paper wrapper Yeosu holds it in and takes a bites.  Her apprehension turns to pleasant surprise.

Yeosu laughs, "See?  Good, right?"

"Yeah, that is really good."

Yeosu pulls Xiang's hand toward her and takes a bite of the hot dog as well.

"Okay, your pick," Yeosu says.  "I'm practically stuffed, so let's make this the last one before we head back."

Yeosu had approached Xiang backstage at an awards show once.  She's told her she was always free to talk and could empathize with being the only girl in a group of boys.  They'd exchanged numbers and after Xiang asked her for an unbiased opinion on a song she was making, they grew to become good friends.  Yeosu had picked Xiang up from her dorm earlier to take her out for street food.  They'd eventually fallen into a system of going back and forth to pick which foods to get.

They walk through the extremely busy market for a short while, finishing the hot dog before something catches Xiang's eye, "Oh!  Kimchi-ppang!  I love those."

"Come on, then."

Yeosu loops her arm through Xiang's and guides her over to the kimchi-ppang stall.

"Jae gave me one of these when I ran into him and his members eating lunch.  They're literally so good."

"Looks like a new batch just finished," Yeosu says and nudges Xiang playfully, "Lucky us."

Xiang approaches the vendor and orders two of the kimchi pork steamed buns.  She hands one to Yeosu and they weave their way through the crowd to get out of the market.  Once they reach the street, Yeosu takes a bite of her steamed bun.

She sighs contently, "Heaven."

Xiang laughs but her smile fades as she looks down at her own steamed bun.  She shouldn't have eaten so much tonight.  Eating her kimchi-ppang tastes bittersweet.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

"Hey, unnie?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Of course."

"... How did you know you liked Johnny?"

Xiang sits in the passenger seat of Yeosu's car, the older woman driving through the streets of Seoul en route to Stray Kids' dorm to drop Xiang off.

"Well... I don't really know.  I'd lost Jungkook and was looking for him.  I was going to ask Jaehyun to call him, since I didn't have my phone on me, and Jaehyun wasn't there but Johnny was.  We talked for a bit.  Flirted a lot.  Then I headed back to my dressing room.  He tried for weeks to get my number but the timing just never worked out.  He eventually got it from Jaehyun and... I don't know.  He asked me out and... everything just sort of fell into place."

"Fell into place?" Xiang repeats.

"Johnny and I, for the most part, avoided any pining stages since we both obviously showed romantic interest right off the bat," Yeosu explains, tapping her fingers to the tempo of the turn signal as she stops at a light.  "Of course, we didn't rush into anything, both of us being idols and all.  We got to know each other and made sure we could make it work before saying anything to our members or companies. From there it just," she clicks her tongue, "Fell into place."

"How do you make it work?  Since you're both really famous idols?"

"We keep it on the low.  We avoid interacting in front of fans and cameras and people who don't know.  With how big BTS has gotten, and how quickly NCT 127 is getting up there with us, I'm not sure when we'll tell the public.  Outside of BTS, NCT, and our companies’ management, I could count on my hands how many other people know about our relationship."

"Would you, theoretically, ever... date one of your members?"

"One of my boys?  God, no.  I could never see any of them like that; they're my family."

Xiang forces a laugh, "Sorry, I asked."

"That would be so many levels of wrong for me," Yeosu continues.  "I don't know exactly what your place in your group's dynamic is, but I'm literally my boys' mother.  They would crash and burn without me.  And they have.  During our break last year, I went to Iceland with John and within two hours of our flight landing, Jin was texting me saying Namjoon almost burned down the kitchen."

The rest of the drive to Xiang's dorm is spent making fun of their group mates, recounting tales of boyish idiocy that range from walking in on Xiang in the shower to dealing with the aftermath of glitter bombing Yoongi's studio.  When Yeosu parks out front of Stray Kids’ apartment building, Xiang unbuckles her seatbelt but remains in her seat.  Yeosu sits quietly beside her, sensing she has something to say.

"Have you ever struggled with how you look?" Xiang says eventually.

"Yes," Yeosu answers, "Everyone does at some point. Some people more than others.  Jimin... He had a rough time for a while dealing with his looks and his weight."

"Did your company ever say something to him about losing weight?" Xiang asks, "Then it's been over half a year and he just can't let go of it.  And whenever the company checks in on his weight, they just comment that he's lighter.  And no one realizes he's really struggling.  And he's hurting himself but he's afraid to ask for help because he's doing what the company asked and he can't tell if something's wrong with him or if he's overreacting because he was already mentally unstable to begin with.  But no one knows about that either because of the prejudice around mental illnesses in South Korea and by the time he realized something is really wrong it seemed like it was too late to bring it up and he doesn't want anyone to think that he's pretending or wants attention because he’s been accused of that before and-“

"Xiang."

Xiang breaks out of her ramble as Yeosu says her name gently and reaches across the console to take her hand.  Xiang instantly regrets ever opening her mouth.

She forces a smile and pulls her hand out of Yeosu's, "Thanks for tonight, unnie, it was a lot of fun."

"Xiang- Xiang, wait!"

Xiang has closed the door to the car behind her before Yeosu could even unbuckle her seatbelt.  Yeosu clambers out of her car and calls for Xiang again.

"Xianghao!"

By the time Yeosu makes it to the sidewalk, Xiang has disappeared inside the apartment building and she can't follow her. Hating that it’s the only option available to her, she walks back to her car slowly and heads back to her apartment.

[starboyten]

barriers - kj.w

jungwoo x reader feat. johnny

genre: fluff, humor

length: 2,008 words

warnings: like 2 curse words

a/n: italicized words will be dialogue in korean! also sorry if this kinda sucks lol

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You were irritated -- no, that’s not the word you’re looking for. You were frustrated, there it is, at this very moment. Well, actually, you’ve been pretty frustrated for the past couple of months now. All because of a stupid, adorable boy named Kim Jungwoo. There he was in the middle of the gymnasium, fooling around with puckered lips while the other members of NCT 127 try to avoid his advances on them. They were supposed to be practicing for their upcoming concert, but instead were running around chasing each other like kids on a playground. Your eyes trailed Jungwoo, chuckling as he engulfs Mark in a bear hug, the younger yelling in protest. You watched as Jungwoo’s lips smushed against Mark’s hands as Mark shoved him away, a whine leaving them in the process. His lips formed into a frown, and you felt yourself staring at them before a lumbering oaf, or so you called him, scared you shitless. 

“Whatcha starin’ at?” 

“Jesus Christ, Seo!” you exclaimed, clutching your chest as he pops into your line of vision. “You almost gave me a goddamn heart attack.”

He laughs and sits down on the ground next to you, stretching out his legs. He was probably exhausted from rehearsal, surprisingly opting out of being childish like the rest of his members.

Johnny was your best friend. Other than Mark and Jaehyun, he was the only one who could hold an actual intellectual conversation in English, because that’s the only language you could speak to them in.

You had met Johnny through a mutual friend. You were studying abroad in Korea and found out your roommate was interning for SM. She invited you to one of the company parties and that’s how you met him. The stupid boy whom you developed a crush on but could never talk to. If only you knew how to speak Korean, this wouldn’t be a problem. That was months ago, and to this day it’s still torturing you. 

“It looks like something’s on your mind. What’s eating you?” Johnny questioned, cocking his head to the side to look at your face.

“It’s nothing,” you said, looking down at your feet.

“Hey,” Johnny said. “You know you can tell me anything, right?” You looked at him and nodded. You were about to spill it all to the boy when the choreographer called for him. “Tell me later,” he said. “Promise?” Outstretching his long pinky to you. You smiled, interlocking your pinky with his.

-

You stand outside the door to Johnny’s room, foot tapping nervously. Knocking twice, you hear loud footsteps before the door opens, revealing Johnny in his pajamas, fresh with a facemask on.

“So what’s up?”

You sit down on his bed, peering over to Haechan, Johnny’s current roommate, passed out cold. Johnny notices and shakes his head.

“Don’t worry, even if he was awake he’d be clueless.” You let out a sigh. 

“So I have a… predicament.”

“Hit me.”

You look down at the floor and pray to god Johnny can keep this secret for once in his life. Last time you told him a secret of yours he “accidentally” ended up telling Haechan, who, of course, just had to tell the rest of NCT Dream.

“Okay but you have to keep this a secret, Johnny, or else I’ll murder you. I was this close to ending your life after you “accidentally” told Haechan I peed the bed laughing too hard,” you glare, pinching your fingers close together. 

“You can’t muder me, you love me too much. Plus that was really funny I couldn’t not tell at least someone.”

You raise your hand threateningly at him and he just laughs and holds his hands up in defense. Sighing, you look down at your feet and let it spill past your lips. 

“I like Jungwoo.”

Johnny blinks, trying to comprehend your words. He shifts in his spot, sitting up so he’s cross-legged on the bed.

“Like, like as in you enjoy his presence or like as in you have a crush on him?”

You laugh at Johnny’s obliviousness. Shaking your head, you shove him.

“You’re so dense, Seo. I have a crush on him, stupid.”

Johnny’s mouth forms into an ‘o’ shape, nodding his head as he finally understands. He peels off the mask from his face and tosses it into the waste bin under your desk.

“And you’re upset about this because?”

“I wanna talk to him, Johnny. But I can’t speak Korean, obviously, and he only speaks a little broken English. You see my predicament now?”

He slowly nods, eyes looking up and away as if he’s thinking of what to do. 

“And I can’t exactly devote my time to fully study the language, as much as I would love to, I have school to focus on! I only know enough to get me around the city and to survive during my time here.” 

Johnny hums before shooting off the bed and onto his feet, fists in the air.

“I’ve got it!”

“Got what?” you question.

“The answer to your problem,” he grins. You raise an eyebrow incredulously at him, not convinced. 

“What genius plan have you concocted now?”

“Okay so,” he starts, sitting down on the bed and crossing his legs. “I, your best friend and the greatest and handsomest person in the world--”

“The point, Johnny.”

“Anyways….” Johnny begins. “I can act as your translator! You just tell me what to say and I’ll tell him.”

“Even if he, for some miraculous reason, liked me back, I couldn’t date him anyways. Your company would get pissed. And he wouldn’t even have time for a relationship.”

You continue to ramble on before Johnny shuts you up by placing his entire hand over your face. 

“You’re such a pessimist. It won’t work out with that attitude.” You pout up at him before sighing in defeat.

“Fine.”

“Perfect!” Johnny says standing up and striding towards the door. “You have two days to come up with something to say. Good night!”

“WHAT!” you shout as Johnny closes the door. You stare at the wall, collecting your thoughts. Shit, you’re in trouble.

-

Two days stressfully go by as you try to write down all of your thoughts onto paper to say to Jungwoo. 

“You absolutely cannot fuck this up,” you whisper to yourself as you wait for 127 to gather in the gymnsium again.

“You got this!” your roommate yells from her station. She sends you a thumbs up and you send her a weak smile in return. You’re shaking, and you continue to curse at yourself when you see the ink on your paper smudging form the sweat on your hands. 

You watch as 127 arrives one-by-one, nervously waiting for Johnny to arrive. As soon as you see him, you wave him over. He stands over you, hands on his hips.

“Well?” You shove the piece of paper in his hands. He gives it a quick look-over before covering his mouth and laughing.

“What?” you panic. “Is it too much?”

“No, it’s cute,” he chuckles. “I didn’t know you felt this way.”

“Shut up!” you punch his arm and pout. “I’m nervous, okay?”

“That’s what I’m here for,” Johnny reassures you. You look past him to see the other members tiredly stretching, your eyes immediately landing on Jungwoo. You see him try to touch his toes, his sweatshirt bunching up around his waist, and you feel a fresh layer of sweat coat your skin.

“When are we doing this?”

“I’m going to try to get him in a better mood first,” Johnny says. “We’re all a bit tired right now.”

“Johnny, I'm about to go into cardiac arrest, don't make me wait too much longer.”

“Hey,” he says, putting his hand on your shoulder. “Just relax, this is gonna go fine.”

“How do you know that?” you question, but Johnny just gives you a smirk and runs off to join the other members before you can pry an answer out of him. 

Crouching down, you keep your eyes glued to the ground, counting down the seconds before you have to face your crush. 

- 

You’re almost dozing off by the time you hear footsteps approaching. Blinking and looking up, you’re met with two giant men standing over you, one being your best friend and the other being the person you like. It’s almost comical, the speed to which you get onto your feet. 

“Hi,” you gulp, trying to make eye contact with Jungwoo. You hope your face isn’t as red as it feels. 

“Hi!” Jungwoo replies cheerfully and you want to curl up into a ball and roll away far from where you are. 

“Y/n has something she wants you to read,” Johnny says. “Isn’t that right?” He looks directly at you, eyeing the paper in your hands.

“Oh!” you fluster, realizing what he means. “Yes.” You shove the piece of paper out towards Jungwoo, who looks taken aback. He takes it and looks at it before looking at Johnny, unsure of what to do.

“What is this?” Jungwoo questions.

“Just listen,” Johnny responds. 

You watch nervously as Jungwoo’s and Johnny’s eyes read over the paper. Johnny begins to read aloud. 

“I don’t really know how to begin this so I’ll just get straight to the point. I like you. But not in a fan like type of way. I mean in an ‘I want to be there for you all the time when you go through hardships and hold you when you cry. The person you go to when you need comfort. The person you stay up with watching dramas with until 2 in the morning. The person who gets to hug you everyday and calls you theirs.’”

You watch Jungwoo’s facial expressions while Johnny’s reading. His eyes are wide and you can’t tell if he’s shocked or panicking. You definitely are panicking.

“‘I understand if you don’t feel the same way because we’ve never really talked other than casual interactions but I just needed to let you know because I’ve been thinking too much about it lately and it’s causing me great amounts of stress keeping it to myself.’”

By the time Johnny finishes reading, Jungwoo’s face is beet red. You can’t tell if it’s a good or bad reaction and your insides feel like applesauce. 

“Now it’s Jungwoo’s turn,” Johnny says with a big grin. 

“W-What?” you question, looking at Johnny, your eyes saucers.

“Just listen. Go ahead.” He nods to Jungwoo and you watch as Jungwoo pulls a paper out of his pants pocket. Johnny clears his throat and reads.

“We’ve never really talked formally but I wanted to ask if you wanted to get food with me sometime and watch a movie together in the dorms? I think you’re very pretty and want to spend more time with you. I don’t have the guts to tell you this myself and my english isn’t that great so I’m having Johnny read this to you.”

You think your soul has left your body. He likes you back? Has Johnny been keeping this from you??

“So I’ll leave you two to it!” Johnny says before dashing off to the others. 

You stare at the floor in full disbelief. You don’t know where to look. After about 10 seconds of silence you muster up the ounce of courage in your body and look at Jungwoo. He mirrors your stance, eyes avoiding yours. Once you look at him though, he offers a small smile at you. 

“So...?” He says shyly. “Do you...?

You blink at him before realizing what he’s asking you.

“Oh! Yes!” Jungwoo gives you a toothy grin.

“Good!” he says before someone calls his name. You give him a shy wave as he runs back to join the rest of the group.

“So, how’d it go?” your roommate asks you as you plop down next to her. You hide your face in your hands, trying to contain the squeal that was threatening to erupt from you.

“Better than I could've ever imagined.”

[notthatiwilleverwriteit]

In your opinion, in the future could zhanyi relationship survive being long distance? Because tianshan relationship seems long distance and they're doing just fine

Good evening, dear anon-san!

I’ve touched upon how I see future Zhanyi a couple of times:

Will Zhanyi be okay in the future?

Little future snippets for both ships

“could zhanyi relationship survive being long distance?”

In the snippets, I mentioned that I hope Zhanyi can always stay together because I don’t think their relationship is built for long-distance. It’s not that they couldn’t survive to be apart - if they absolutely had to - but I imagine they would be both miserable and start wilting. Compared to Tianshan, their dynamic is different and less flexible when it comes to distance. Overall, Tianshan and Zhanyi are very different dynamics.

As far as fictional relationships go, Zhanyi strikes me as one of those “soulmate” stories with a childhood-friends kicker. They’ve spent most of their lives glued together. Over the years, they’ve become a part of each other’s very beings - they’re both individuals, of course, but what they mean to each other also defines them as individuals. If they’re forced to be apart, it would feel like a chunk of them was missing.

Zhanyi is pretty much a textbook example of how childhood friends trope works in love stories. There’s a strong rhetoric of promises in Zhanyi, overarching pretty much every decision they make (ch. 48, 97, 127, 159, 161, 247, 297):

It stems all the way from their childhood when ZZX promised to protect JY to them planning to attend the same high school, university, and jokingly even work at the same place. Basically, they’re looking to share their futures together as a continuum to all the years they’ve already shared. If they’re apart from each other in the sense of a long-distance relationship, they couldn’t fulfill those promises.

Now, of course, we’re talking about 15-year-old kids. When I was that age, my BFF and I planned to live together as adults, too. Naturally, life didn’t follow our naive plans. But in fiction, this kind of promise-discourse is very typical to stories about childhood friends to lovers. And we as readers get the satisfaction out of those promises being fulfilled despite how the real world works.

Will they be able to walk exactly the same paths every step of the way in the future? I don’t think so, and I would even go as far as to say it’s good if they diverge a little. Despite being together, they still need to be their own persons. But as a whole, I think their paths will remain very much parallel.

Zhanyi’s promises also include ZZX’s promise and personal objective to always stay by JY’s side to protect him (ch. 127, 169, 238, 285, 287, 304):

A huge chunk of ZZX’s love for JY is about his urge to protect him. After JY’s latest kidnapping, ZZX has taken that role increasingly seriously. And “protection” comes very much down to physical distance - at least in ZZX’s mind. The further and longer they’re apart, the harder it will be for ZZX to protect JY. Distance makes ZZX uneasy because he’s in the dark. That’s unnerving especially when it’s clear that dangerous people are interested in JY.

I think that resolve will carry strong to the future as well. Especially, after ZZX’s nightmare became true despite his efforts when JY just disappeared one day. But we don’t know enough about the future to know the full aftermath of JY’s high school kidnapping. However, I can’t imagine ZZX being comfortable with the thought of letting JY out of his sight for long periods of time or if there’s a long distance between them.

As I said, if Zhanyi absolutely had to be in a long-distance relationship, I think they would survive it but it would be incredibly taxing for both of them. Their dynamic isn’t built for that. However, what would make them suffer while being apart could also ultimately keep them together. If a part of you is missing, you would probably be ready to endure anything to get it back.

“tianshan relationship seems long distance and they're doing just fine”

I also talked about Tianshan in the future snippets. I believe Tianshan will be at least partly long-distance but I think their dynamic is actually quite suitable for it. They’re both very independent characters who are comfortable with not sharing every moment of their lives together. I believe they will share a deep bond based on trust in the future but they don’t need to be constantly around each other.

@call-me-ala actually answered an interesting anon ask regarding this topic recently. And I very much agree with what she had to say. I think HT is definitely clingier than MGS and more starved for physical contact and reassurance. As his guard has gone down around MGS, the more apparent his need for intimacy and closeness has become. However, HT strikes me as a character who can store that like a camel and “recharge” whenever he can go to see MGS. I think that’s the direction Tianshan is heading in the future.

If Zhanyi could be seen as two parallel lines not straying too far from each other, then I picture Tianshan as two points that are separate but always gravitate to each other before being pushed apart again. MGS’s dot would probably be more static compared to HT’s more dynamic one. Where Zhanyi is about “I will never leave your side”, Tianshan is more about “I will always come back to you” and “he’s still there”. (This is also connected to MGS being a safe haven of sorts for HT - a place for recharging and letting his guard down.) I think when it comes to Tianshan, distance is about keeping different worlds separated. We don’t know enough about their future to say for sure, but HT could be protecting MGS by putting distance between them. He’s the line or barrier that keep MGS safe. That’s quite different from how being protective works in Zhanyi.

So, very different relationships and very different futures.

Thank you for your question, anon-san!

[not-majestic-bluenicorn]

Puzzle || Ink Prints JohnKun Chapter 4

Fandom(s): NCT (127 & WayV)

AU: Soulmates AU

Genre: Romance, Fluff

Relationship: Johnny x Kun

Language: English

Status: 5/5

Chapter WC: 4,413 words

Warnings: Mentions of alcohol, Bruises (someone falls of a bike), Divorce.

Chapter Warnings: Divorce

Summary:

“Hey,” Johnny said, snapping Kun’s attention back. “Can I ask you a weird question?”

“Uh,” Kun frowned a little, “sure?”

“Can I like…” Johnny cleared his throat, “hold your hand for a moment?”

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Johnny left his room and walked all the way to the living room, where his mother was sitting watching TV. At fourteen years, he was already very tall, but he still hadn’t fully grown into his limbs, which made him look a bit uncoordinated and gangly. His mother looked up and smiled, seeing him all dressed up.

“Are you ready to see your father?” She asked, patting the sofa next to him.

“You know he’s not gonna come,” Johnny muttered, taking the place next to her.

He couldn’t see it, but he could feel how his mother tensed up. He could easily imagine her severe rictus and displeased look. She looked at him like that a lot those days. Johnny knew he was right though, because she wasn’t denying it, and because it was already past five in the afternoon and his dad still wasn’t there to pick him up for the weekend. He was okay with that, though, he didn’t actually want to see him anyway.

“Could you take me to see my friends?” He asked. “We made plans.”

“Why would you make plans with them? You know your father is going to come for you!” She reprimanded him.

“He’s not!” He yelled, throwing his arms up. “He misses his ‘turn’ with me almost every single weekend. I want to go see my friends.”

“Then why don’t you spend the afternoon with me?” Her voice softened, and she grabbed Johnny’s hand. “You’ll see them at school anyway.”

“It’s not the same,” he turned his eyes, pulling his hand away. “And what would we even do together? We don’t even like the same things, just take me to see my friends.”

“I can’t take you today,” she took his hand again. “Let’s just stay at home and watch a movie or something.”

“Fine, I’ll go by myself!” He stood up, yanking his hand away.

“John Seo!” His mother yelled.

“Don’t call me that!” He retorted, turning around. “God, you’re so annoying.”

Johnny stormed out of his house in a rush, forgetting his phone and keys. He was angry. His mother was always prohibiting him all sorts of things, and it made his life so difficult. Moving to the neighborhood had been difficult enough. Their apartment was small and cramped, the classes sucked, and Johnny was still struggling to integrate into the new friend group. His father being an asshole didn’t help.

He didn’t quite understand why his mother was always so intent on denying him everything. It was like she was against fun. He didn’t want to be angry at her, but it was so hard when she refused to at least listen to him. The worst part was that he didn’t even know where he was heading to. He had made a scene, and for what?

Stopping in his tracks, he glanced around. The anger seeped from his body and he began feeling unsure. He knew where his friend lived, but didn’t know how to get there. Maybe he should head back to get his phone and call his friends. It was most definitely not the guilt of leaving his mother like that. He just didn’t want to get lost. 

The way back took him longer than he would have liked, because he hadn’t been paying attention while running away from home. Once he recognized the area he was in, he ran. The door was still unlocked, so he pushed it softly and tried not to make noise, to not claim his mother’s attention. However, it didn’t matter, because she was currently distracted with something else.

“Can’t you just come see him like you promised?” His mother asked, dropping one hand to her side. “He still needs you.” 

Johnny ceased taking off his shoes and sat at the entrance, listening in to the conversation. He knew he wasn’t supposed to do that, but he felt entitled to some answers about the man supposed to be his father. His mother sounded hurt and desperate, and he felt the guilt spill out of his chest into the rest of his being, because he had upset her before, and now she had to deal with his father.

“Then can you at least give me the money?” She asked, lower this time, defeated. “I know you’re still looking for a better job, but Johnny asked me today if I could take him with his friends, but if I do that we won’t have enough gas for the week and I have the money counted.”

He felt his heart constrict in his chest. That was not what he had expected. His mother had never once complained about struggling with money or about his father not paying them the amount he had promised at court. He knew they were trying to save a little by living in a smaller apartment, but he hadn’t realized the situation was that bad.

“What do you mean he shouldn’t go then?” She raised her voice. “He’s a teen, he needs his friends at this age!” He could hear her pace around the room. “No, it’s fine! We don’t fucking need you!”

The cellphone collided with their two-place sofa with a soft thud and his mother sighed. Johnny decided to leave his hiding. He took off his shoes and walked to the living room. His mother was sitting on the sofa with both hands covering her face. She looked so small and tired, and Johnny felt guilt crawling at his throat. 

“Mom,” Johnny spoke in Korean, his mother’s native tongue. He hadn’t used it in sometime, as a sort of rebellion for how things had been going between them.

“Youngho-ya,” she raised her head in alarm. “Did you hear all that?”

“I’m sorry…” he kneeled in front of her, grabbing her hands. There were tears in his eyes, but he didn’t want to cry. It was his mother who was hurting the most.

“I imagine you didn’t make it to your friend’s house?” She chuckled, but she was crying too.

“I’m really sorry, really,” he repeated, squeezing her hands.

“I know, it’s okay,” she squeezed his hands back and smiled. “You’re at the right age for rebelling, I’m glad you were able to recognize it was wrong though.”

“Should we watch a movie together today?” He didn’t care about meeting his friends anymore.

“Let’s do that,” she nodded, sniffling a little. “What is that on your cheek?”

“My cheek?” Johnny rubbed at his right cheek, but he didn’t feel anything.

“Wait, let me look,” she gently turned his face and let out a gasp. “Your marks!”

“My marks?” Johnny stood up and ran to the bathroom, where they had a mirror. He got there in time to see the small red panda and bunny hiding under his shirt. He turned around and hugged his mother tightly, knowing that her sacrifice was the reason behind those marks.

“I love you,” she whispered into his ear. He was already her height.

“I love you too.”

--

Johnny woke up late and ended up rushing to the meeting room. The foreign students were having another conference about how the dorms worked and whatnot, and Johnny was supposed to be there to mentor his peers. He ran to the door and stopped right in front of it, taking a deep breath and making sure his clothes and hair were in order. Kun was in there, he needed to appear chill. 

He cleared his throat and walked into the room in silence, mindful of the other mentors in charge of that day’s meeting. Johnny spared one glance at the audience and instantly found Kun, who was looking at him. Kun smiled, and Johnny tripped over his own feet like a fool, almost falling to the ground. He caught himself right on time to avoid breaking his face, but the damage to his pride had been done.

“Are you okay?” One of his friends asked.

“Yeah…” Johnny nodded, but he could feel his skin burning with embarrassment. 

He looked up to find Kun covering his mouth as he took notes. It looked like he was trying hard not to laugh, but his shoulders betrayed him as they shook softly. Johnny smiled despite himself. Kun had seemed very serious at first, and Johnny had worried that they wouldn’t be able to get along. But the marks didn’t lie, and it seemed like Kun was slowly opening more; not only to him, but in general.

After the meeting ended, all of his group approached him. They exchanged a few words as they asked him questions they had about the system and whatnot. At some point, Kun sneaked next to him, and when he was done answering questions, he felt a tug on his shirt. Kun was looking at him expectantly, and with a small smile on his face.

“Let’s go eat together?” It was a question more than a suggestion, since they had agreed on nothing, but Johnny nodded enthusiastically.

“Oh? What is this?” Alex asked with a raised eyebrow, leaning into their space. Kun immediately let go of Johnny’s shirt, a little taken aback.

“Kun? You can’t go flirting with our mentor, I’m sure that’s illegal!” Junhui exclaimed, looking half like he was joking and half like he was scandalized.

“Actually-” Johnny didn’t get an opportunity to say much.

“He’s not a teacher Junhui, stop,” Kun rolled his eyes. “Besides-” Kun grabbed his arm where it was uncovered, and it didn’t take long for the others to open their eyes in surprise.

“You’re soulmates!” Yanan exclaimed, a big smile on his face.

“Now this is a surprise,” Handong chuckled, “when did you find out?”

“Like two days ago, actually,” Kun shrugged. Johnny was still looking at him, marveled at his tenacity. “So, should we eat together?” Kun asked again, this time looking back at Johnny.

“Yeah,” Johnny smiled, understanding that he wanted to get away from their friends’ teasing, “let’s go.”

Johnny ended up guiding him to a little restaurant that had homemade style meals. It was small but nice and outside of campus, which meant they were less likely to encounter the others. Kun wasn’t yet quite familiar with actual Korean meals, so Johnny did his best to choose a good variety from the menu so that he could try food to his heart content. Food was, after all, the way to a man’s heart (or something like that). 

“I was not expecting you to do that back there,” Johnny said as he observed food put a spoonful of kimchi jjigae in his mouth. The spice didn’t seem to bother him too much as he hummed in delight.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t stop to think if you wanted to show others about our marks,” Kun apologized as soon as he had swallowed his bite. “I should’ve asked you before.”

“It’s okay, I don’t mind, actually,” Johnny shook his head. “To be fair, I thought it would be you who wouldn’t want to tell anyone.”

“Hyung, we’re trying to make this work, right?” Kun smiled. “Keeping it a secret is not the way. Besides… I don’t like being teased.”

“Note taken,” Johnny chuckled, digging into his own food.

The next day, on Friday, they also went out to eat together. Johnny promised to take him out during the weekend and show him Seoul, since they wouldn’t have any meetings to attend or activities to participate in. What they were doing was a surprise, but Kun guessed it would be related to water at the very least, because Johnny advised him to take swimming trunks with him.

When Saturday arrived, Kun met with Johnny outside of the university. They took a taxi to the Han River, and Kun very quickly understood why they were there. It was the middle of summer in Korea, and as it was very hot, water sports rose in popularity. He had never really tried any of those, but the idea seemed exciting to him. 

“This is a suggestion,” Johnny explained as they started walking down the river. Kun looked around, admiring the beauty of the place, “but I was thinking we could do wakeboarding, and whoever lasts less on the board pays for today’s meal.”

“Oh, you want to challenge me?” Kun chuckled, looking back at Johnny.

“I’m pretty sure I can win this one, actually,” Johnny smiled, softly pushing Kun with his shoulder. Neither missed the way his red panda tattoo reached towards Kun since he was wearing a sleeveless shirt, but Kun’s shoulders were covered.

“I’ll let you know that I’m pretty good at everything I do,” Kun scoffed. 

“Of course, Mr. Perfect,” Johnny’s smile widened, almost turning into a laugh.

“Have you tried this before?” 

“One time when I first came to Korea, but I haven’t since,” Johnny shrugged. “It’ll be fun.”

It did end up being quite fun, even though Kun lost by a few seconds. He then convinced Johnny to ride the banana boat with him. By the time they were done, they were completely drenched, but their chests were light with laughter. They sat together by the docks while they waited to dry off a little before going to get changed.

“Turn around,” Kun commanded as he took the towel off of Johnny’s hands. “You’re going to damage your hair if you continue rubbing it like that.”

Johnny turned around and closed his eyes as Kun gently dried his hair. It felt like a massage, and helped him relax. Even after he was done drying it, Kun continued carding his fingers through Johnny’s locks. He had wondered if his long hair was real, and was pleased to find that it was. His roots were starting to show through the blond dye, but it still looked good on him.

“I like your hair, it’s pretty,” Kun smiled, carding his fingers through one last time before sitting back down.

“Thank you,” Johnny turned around, also smiling. “I should probably dye it again soon.” Kun nodded.

After they finished drying and had changed back into their clothes, Johnny guided them back to a picnic area. He put down a blanket while Kun ordered the food. The oldest had insisted they get chicken, because apparently Korea had the best chicken in the world. Kun used the chance to order some more snacks he was curious to try out. They ended up with a blanket full of delicious food, which they somehow managed to finish.

They walked for a while, towards the Banpodaegyo bridge, because Johnny wanted to show him something. The sun began to set while they made their way there. As they came closer to it, a spectacle of music, lights and water started. The bridge lit up in a beautiful display, and Kun let out an exhilarated laugh. Johnny smiled and guided him to a spot where they could see the show better.

“This is really pretty!” Kun exclaimed, turning around to see Johnny staring at him.

It was a little weird, because it seemed like Johnny just liked to look at people. Almost like he was able to learn all about them just by observing. Kun wasn’t sure he was worth being observed like that, but it made him feel a little flattered that Johnny wanted to know more about him, despite the circumstances in which they had found each other.

“Hey,” Johnny said, snapping Kun’s attention back. “Can I ask you a weird question?”

“Uh,” Kun frowned a little, “sure?”

“Can I like…” Johnny cleared his throat, “hold your hand for a moment?”

Kun opened his eyes in surprise before letting out a light laugh. He extended his arm towards Johnny, who grabbed his hand gently. Johnny’s eyes were trained on their tattoos, following them around their skin, marvelled by the sight. Kun looked too. It was a beautiful sight, one he had never thought he would get to see, because finding your soulmates could be hard.

“You don’t have to ask to hold my hand next time,” Kun said after a while, the water show long forgotten. “You can just take it, if you want.”

Johnny looked at him and smiled, squeezing his hand softly. They went back to walking shortly after, this time holding hands. It felt really comforting, despite how little they knew each other still. To Kun, having Johnny there was like an anchor; a sign that maybe he wasn’t making the wrong decision. To Johnny, it was a sliver of hope that maybe things wouldn’t go like they had with his parents. 

“Why did you come to Korea, Kun?” Johnny asked him as they made their way back so they could take a taxi. They hadn’t stopped holding hands.

“I’m not sure, actually?” Kun hummed. “I don’t know if I was looking for something, or maybe running away from something… I just kind of woke up one day thinking it would be a good idea, and now I’m here.”

“Hmm,” Johnny nodded, looking down at their linked hands.

“Why did you come here?” Kun asked in return, because he was curious. Johnny had mentioned he missed his mother once, but aside from that, he didn’t know much more.

“I suppose this is as good of a time as any to unlock my tragic past,” Johnny’s voice went dead serious, but then he smiled and broke into a laugh. “Don’t look at me like that, it was a joke.”

“A terrible one.” Kun clicked his tongue.

“I simply came because I wanted to know more about my mom’s culture. She’s from here, my dad is from America though,” Johnny shrugged. “I thought she would want to come with me, but she’s happy over there; and she’s gotten on better terms with my dad after the divorce.”

“I see,” Kun squeezed his hand softly. “Thanks for telling me.”

“Don’t mention it,” Johnny smiled. “Should we head home now?”

--

The weekend went by fast, and so did the following week. Between meetings and activities, Johnny and Kun found the time to go out and get to know each other better. Johnny showed him all that he knew about Seoul, and it was a lot of fun. It felt, simultaneously, like they had all the time in the world and like they were running out of it. 

The Friday of the second week, Kun found himself worrying. His flight back to China was the next day, but he still didn’t feel like he knew Johnny enough. He didn’t feel the certainty that he wanted to feel. Plus, there was the issue with his second tattoo, which he was still keeping a secret. 

He was so focused on his feelings, that he completely missed the end of the meeting. He didn’t realize it had ended until Johnny sat next to him and gave him a little nudge. Kun turned to look at him and smiled, putting everything back into his backpack. Finally, the long introductory course was over, but Kun felt like it hadn’t lasted long enough.

“Are you okay?” Johnny asked, looking a bit concerned.

“Yeah,” Kun nodded. “I want to talk to you about something though, let’s go outside.”

Johnny followed him suit to the grounds of the university. They walked a little until Kun found a comfortable bench and sat down, patting the place next to him until Johnny had sat as well. There were two concerns in his mind, but Kun couldn’t bring himself to talk about both of them when he saw Johnny’s worried expression. Instead, he chose the most urgent one.

“I have to go back tomorrow,” he explained. Johnny’s face dulled with realization. “Don’t look so sad, it’s just a few months until the semester starts anyway.”

“Yeah but-” Johnny clicked his tongue. “I completely forgot, I kind of got used to you being here.” He put his head on Kun’s shoulder and sighed.

“I did too, but again, it won’t be for long.” Kun patted his knee.

“Can’t you just stay here until the beginning of the semester?” Johnny asked, a tad hopeful.

“That is illegal, I’m pretty sure,” Kun chuckled. “Besides, I would like to spend some time with my parents before coming here for the next… four years, or so?”

“Fair enough,” Johnny conceded.

“I’ll tell you what, though,” Kun perked up, turning around to face Johnny. “I’ll cook for you tonight, I’ll make it special.”

“I’d love that!” Johnny immediately perked up as well, grabbing Kun’s hand unconsciously.

“Where can I cook, though?” Kun smiled, letting out a small laugh at Johnny’s enthusiasm.

“There’s a kitchen here in the dorms,” Johnny stood up, pulling him along.

“That’s not very romantic hyung,” Kun scrunched his nose, displeased with the idea.

“You’re not going to propose to me, Kun,” Johnny huffed, “we can just have fun.”

Kun ended up agreeing, and Johnny took him shopping for the ingredients. He wanted to try making both Chinese and Korean dishes, so he and Johnny made up a menu on his cellphone and bought everything that was needed. They ended up choosing three main dishes and a bunch of sides to accompany them, although Kun was almost certain he would end up cooking way too much. Especially because Johnny seemed way too excited about trying his food.

When they arrived at the dorm’s kitchen, they found it empty. It was nice, because that meant Kun could cook with ease. He put on an apron that Johnny had insisted on buying and then helped Johnny put on a matching one. Even though Kun had insisted that he could do everything on his own, Johnny wanted to assist him, so he ended up accepting.

Cooking was, in short, a little bit of a mess. Kun wasn’t used to the appliances, and Johnny was very confused when given instructions, but by the end of it they managed to not burn any dishes and have a table full of homemade food. Johnny was ecstatic, to say the least. Kun, instead, was nervous. He worried that his cooking skills wouldn’t be up to Johnny’s expectations. Of course, the worry was unwarranted.

“This is amazing,” Johnny let out a pleased sigh as he put the spoon in his mouth.

“Really?” Kun looked at Johnny with expectation.

“I’m serious, it’s so good,” Johnny chuckled. “Let me try this one next.”

They ate to their hearts’ content, and to Kun’s surprise, they ended up finishing almost everything. Johnny immediately offered to clean the dishes, but Kun insisted on helping him anyway, so they did it together. When they finished, Johnny walked Kun to his dorm room. It was kinda late, and they were both sleepy after having eaten that much, but they still fell into quiet chatter.

“Will you come to the airport to see me off?” Kun asked as they reached his door.

“Naturally, I don’t want your parents to think badly of me,” Johnny muttered. Kun laughed it off.

“See you tomorrow then,” Kun smiled.

“See you.”

--

The rolling of his suitcase numbed Kun’s hand as they headed over to the gate. His flight was boarding at that moment, and Johnny was following him like an anxious puppy until the last point where they could be together. Kun’s heart was divided in half. He was feeling a bit homesick, and wanted to get home to his parents and tell them everything that had happened in those two weeks. At the same time, he didn’t want to leave Johnny behind.

“I can’t go any further,” Johnny muttered, grabbing his hand.

Kun stopped walking and turned to look at him, letting out a little sigh. Johnny smiled. His eyes mirrored what Kun was feeling. Without saying a word, he opened his arms, and Johnny smiled excitedly as they shared a hug for the first time. An actual hug, because they had held hands before and put an arm around each other’s shoulders. It was nice, and it made Kun feel certain that he was doing the right thing after all.

“I’ll see you in a few months,” he promised. Johnny nodded before letting him go.

--

The distance didn’t last them much, because they talked basically all day everyday. Kun’s parents often asked about Johnny, and he was more than happy to let them know what he was up to. They had even talked through a phone call once, with Kun serving as a translator. Johnny had also gotten creative with the virtual dates, finding all sorts of games and activities to do while they were apart.

They often had movie nights, and even cooked together sometimes while wearing the matching aprons they had gotten before. Johnny had even decided to go visit his mom, and introduced Kun to her. Those two weeks Johnny had spent back in America had been the most painful ones, because the time difference was a lot, but once he came back to Korea, it was easy to settle back into their routine.

Johnny-hyung: what are u doing?

Kun: studying Korean, why?

Johnny-hyung: your Korean is really good, don’t do that

Kun:  what should I do instead, then?

Kun rolled onto his back with his phone on his hands, smiling to himself. He had taken to seriously studying Korean while he was at home, wanting to make sure that he wouldn’t be behind his peers once classes started at the university. Plus, it made communication with Johnny easier, without much use of an online translator.

Johnny-hyung: pay attention to me

Kun: that’s not nearly as productive

Not even a minute passed and Johnny was already calling. Kun let out a laugh as he answered the call, having known fully well that Johnny would do that. The oldest immediately complained, arguing that talking to him was far more productive because he could practice his Korean and talk to his soulmate at the same time, which was a big advantage. Kun conceded, still laughing to himself.

They talked for a little while until the sun set, and Kun began to feel sleepy. He was about to ask for the call to end when Johnny’s tone changed. It immediately woke him up, feeling as if the air had turned heavy around him.

“Hey Kun…” Johnny cleared his throat. “There’s something I haven’t told you, and I wanted to be honest with you before, but I didn’t know how to tell you.”

“Well,” Kun felt his heart drop inside his chest. “It’s okay, you can tell me.”

“Okay, right,” Johnny took a deep breath, before letting it out. “I have a second mark.”

[rvnjun]

nct 127 reacts | gf overhears them call her clingy

request: Hiii! Can I request something where the 127 calls the gf clingy (but she overheard it) and she distances herself , barely talking to them and they don’t know why?:) warnings: angst? authors note: sorry this took so long babydoll and I changed up the req a bit!  Feedback and reblogs are very appreciated 

T a e i l

Taeil stared at your figure on the couch, your hands tightly curled around the remote and your eyes glued to the movie on the television. Something was wrong but he couldnt put his finger on it. He knew that there was something different about you but he didn't know what. “Y/n?” he called out, awaiting your response. You didn't even him spare him a glance as you mumbled a ‘huh’. “Are,,,aren't you gonna come and greet me?” he asked, voice wavering. Taeil hated how he sounded but he finally realized what was causing him a bother, you hadn't been greeting him when he arrived home anymore. “What's wrong?” he asked right after realizing what was the problem. Normally you were the type of person to not just burst out your emotions like that but before you could collect yourself, the tears were already dripping down your cheeks. “I,,I,,I-” you stopped for a second to collect your breath “-I overheard what you told Taeyong and im sorry for being so clingy.” Taeils eyes wavered at your words “Baby I didnt mean it like that,,Im sorry that I made you feel that way. I love how clingy you are, it shows me how much you love me,” Taeil softly spoke, pulling you in for a gentle hug.

T a e y o n g

Taeyong loved how clingy you could be, some days he wanted nothing more than to be in your arms. Afterall, it wasn't easy being the tough and strong leader of over 16 wild boys. Your arms were a safe haven, the one place we he truly felt like he could relax and not have to worry about anything. However, when Taeyong was truly feeling stressed he would take the anger and worries out on things that didn't make him angry. Which is how he ended up in the situation he was in. Tears burning your cheeks and eyes red and puffy. Your arms were tightly crossed around your chest as you struggled to get the words out. Taeyong hated seeing you this way and it pained him even more to know that it was his fault. “Y/n what you overheard was a private conversation with Johnny that I said under an enormous amount of stress and it wasn't true,” he calmly explained. Your tears momentarily halted as you brokenly asked “Are you sure?” in reassurance. Taeyong didn't say anything but open his arms for you. Immediately you ran to his arms as he tightly held you “I'm so sorry, Y/n.”

J o h n n y

Johnny sighed as he rubbed his temples. There was so much going on his life and he just wanted to lay in bed and cuddle with you. But you were angry with him and he couldn't figure out why. Between you and work he felt like he was being torn apart. Sighing heavily he looked up at you “Y/n I need you to tell me what's wrong otherwise I can't do anything about it,” Johnny stated trying to help the situation. “Im just being less clingy, that's what you wanted, right?’ you asked in a slightly sarcastic tone of voice. Johnny's brows furrowed as he racked his brain for answers, why would you think,,,,,Mark. “What did Mark tell you?” his anger was bubbling a little more. “Mark didn't tell me anything. I went to the dorms to drop off some stuff that you left when I heard you tell him I was annoyingly clingy so I left,” you explained the situation. “Y/n I,,I guess I didn't realize how much I love your clinginess until you stopped in. Im sorry,” he sighed while the weight finally lifted from your shoulders. You smiled and opened your arms, missing giving your giant teddy bear of a boyfriend hugs.

Y u t a

He stared out the window with a blank look on his face. The image of your sadden expression burning into his mind. It was his fault, really. You guys got into a pretty bad fight and he was just upset over that. While ranting to Sicheng about you and the whole ordeal he said that you were “overly clingy to the point it was creepy.” What he did not expect was for you to go to the practice room to apologize for the fight, overhearing the comments he made. Your face shown pure agony, his heart breaking more every millisecond. Regret. He felt regret that he didn't run after you to explain himself. “Im creepy,,huh?” your voice sounded shattered as you spoke with seemingly no emotion. “Y/n,,I didn't mean it like that I was just upset. You're not creepy and I don't know why I even said that,” Yuta said, now the one crying.”I mean at the time I meant it but now that i've calmed down I don't,,,can you please forgive me?” Yuta added hopelessly. Your whole body felt tired and like you'd spent the past hours running miles. You knew Yuta, that sometimes he said things he didn't mean. Almost like you were being pulled to him you wrapped your arms around his sitting figure, his head resting in your chest. “Im glad you dont care that i'm clingy”

D o y o u n g

Doyoung stared at the menu as he continued to talk about his relationship. He confided in Taeyong with private and personal problems, and trusted his advice. Sat at a table a few rows back your grip on the glass began to tighten the more he spoke. Sitting across from you, your dear friend watch with a saddened expression. “I thought things between you both were going good?,” she questioned, voice laced with obvious confusion. You didn’t say anything but placed some money on the table and sat up to leave. You couldn’t bare to stay there any longer, hearing the things Doyoung was saying about you was really hurting you. Once you arrived at your shared apartment you laid in bed and quietly wept. After a few hours your phone lit up showing that Doyoung was calling. Rolling to your side you ignored it, not wanting to talk to him just yet. A few more hours had passed when Doyoung barges into the apartment, confused and worried as to why you never answered his calls. “Y/n?,” he called our softly, carefully pushing the bedroom door open. Even in the dark room he could make out your silhouette in the bed. “Hey what’s wrong?,” he asked already knowing something was up. Despite wanting to yell at him you turned over and looked him dead in the eyes “Why are you being so clingy?” Was what you had asked with ill intentions. Immediately he understood your reasons behind not answering the phone. “You weren't supposed to hear that,” he simply said. You felt the bed dip as he took a seat upon the comfy thing. “Yeah and what else haven't I heard that I wasn't supposed to? What else have you been saying?” Doyoung could tell you were rightfully upset. “Y/n,,I,,I did mean it when I say you're clingy, but If I had a problem with it wouldn't I have told you? Im a straight up person,” Doyoung confessed, hands reaching over towards your figure. It was silent for a moment as you processed his words. Sighing heavily you rolled to face him  “Do you promise that it doesn't bother you severely?’ you questioned earning a nod from Doyoung. He leaned down a placed a gentle kiss on your cheek “I mean it.”

J a e h y u n

He always got a little ancy with the interviewers starts asking questions about their dating life. Its a question every idol dreads to hear but has to sit through anyway. Jaehyun, he is always tried to make a joke of it. He may have made it funny for all his fans but all his joke did was hurt the person he cared most about, you. You haven't been answering his texts or calls since the day that video went up. He pulled the mask tighter over his face and rushed to your apartment. Technically he wasn't supposed to leave the dorm today but he wanted to see your face. “Y/n,” he called out while banging on your door. “Y/n,,please open the door,” he said with more desperation. You slowly walked to the door,,feet stopping at the edge as you stared at it. “I know what i said hurt you and im sorry about that,” Jaehyun added, not even sure if you were there. Pressing your back against the door you slid down, Jaehyun doing the same on the other side. “I shouldn't have said that  gf who is clingy would be the worst, because for me, a gf who is clingy is the best. A gf who is clingy is the best thing that has ever happened to me,” Jaehyuns voice sounded broken. He needed to see your face, he needed to hug you and make sure everything was okay. The second he heard the sound of the door unlock his heart raced with excitement. You opened the door and pulled him in for a hug. Jaehyun tightly squeezed back and placed kisses on the top of your head. “Oh my god I missed you so much,” he said while bending down to place a kiss on your lips

W i n w i n

Winwin wasnt the type of person to be honest with his emotions but you could always read what he was thinking. “Y/n,,I didnt mean to call you clingy,,yes sometimes you a get a little attached but the only times it bothers me is when im already in a bad mood,” Winwin quietly explained. He felt upset with himself for ever saying those things about you when he knew that they were some of the things he loved the most. You wiped the tears from your eyes using the paws on your sweater. “Are you sure?” you questioned, unsure if he was being truthful. You could tell in the way he looked and in the way he was acting that something was bothering him. Winwin then did something that took you by surprise, he was never one to initiate romantic things first, it was always you. Reaching out, Winwin grabbed you by your waist and pulled your body flush against his. He looked into your eyes with an intense emotion before slowly leaning down and pressing a kiss to your lips, his tongue teasingly darting out. You two stayed like that a few seconds longer than you should have but when he pulled away you were flushed and out of breath. “I really do mean my apology, Y/n. I love you,” he quietly said, seemingly embarrassed with his previous actions.

J u n g w o o

Jungwoo stared at you for a few seconds, he brain racking over everything that had happened. “Why,,why are we breaking up I thought everything was fine?” he asked, tears already flowing like a hydrant. Seeing his broken face broke you even more. Your voice, barely above a whisper, finally came out “Because our communication isn't the best,,and no good relationship has bad communication.” Jungwoo hands grasped out for your wrist holding you in place and not letting you leave. “What should we tell eachother then? Y/n I cant have you go, you're the only thing that's holding me together right now,,please,” his voice cracked and he looked shattered. Your chest heaved up and down as loud sobs erupted from you. “I accidentally read your texts and I saw you tell Lucas I was clingy,,” you confessed, convinced that he would want to break up then. “That's what this is all about? Goodness Y/n you should've talked to me first. Yes you get clingy but tis not a serous issues, what's a serious issue is how hot you eat your food,” Jungwoo cracked a joke. Your tears fell even harder as you pulled him in for a hug. “I'm so sorry for ever suggesting it I should've talked to you first,” you cried like a little baby in his arms. Jungwoo swayed side to side, holding you tightly and cherishing every second of it.

M a r k

You often read over Marks lyrics, whether they were going to be used or nt you loved to read them. It always felt like you got a insight into what was really going on in that Canadians head. Your fingers flipped the page as you started on the next song. “Cling to me” was the title as you guessed since it was written sloppily at the top. Some of the words were smeared due to something having been spilt on it but you did your best to read it anyway. At first ti seemed like a light hearted song but as the lyrics progressed you realized it was about you. A song about how loving it was at first to have someone cling to you only for it to be over bearing and annoying. The door opened as Mark walked in, his eyes skimmed the room only to see you reading his journal. “Oh, I haven’t been writing lately,” he said, plopping down next to you. When you didn’t respond right away Mark noticed that you looked distraught. “y/n?” he questioned before his eyes slowly moved to the page. He felt his heart drop momentarily before his hand darted out to cover the page. “Don’t continue reading this, before you saying anything let me explain. I wrote this after our last fight and I was angry,,I didn't mean it. Flip the page,” Mark instructed while flipping the page for you seeing as you wouldn't listen. “I wrote this he next day after seeing what I wrote the previous night, I didn't mean to write those things, Y/n.” Holding back tears and wanting to listen to him you glanced up at the top “Eyes of an Angel” was the title of this song. Reading the lyrics you let the tears drop. “Eyes of an Angel” was a song about how you always saw him for him and how it was yours eyes that pulled him out of some of his darkest times. About how he was thankful that the first thing he got to see in the morning was your eyes staring back at him. Leaning over he pulled you into a hug and kissed the top of your head “I really should rip that page out,” he mumbled while pulling your lips to his, giving you the sweetest and most gentle kiss he ever had

H a e c h a n

Haechan was a playful spirit, that was something everyone knew. Infact it were his light hearted jokes and his childish teasing that gave him a lot of fans, plus It didn't help that he was incredibly good-looking. Haechan was teasing Mark about how he never lets him hug him or give him kisses. Your feet padded against the ground as you made your way to the dorm, ready to finally drop off Haechans clothes that you stole and promised to return. “Yeah well you know who is really clingy?? Y/n,,sometimes I cant breath when Y/n is in the room-” you stopped in your tracks, dropped his clothes on the ground and spun around on your heels. “clingy,,but,,,Haechan,,with,,he,,me??” you mumbled incoherently to yourself. “-its not like I have a problem with that though, her clinginess is a big reason why I love her,” Haechan finished his sentence, confused as to why Mark was staring behind him funny. “I swear I heard someone,” Mark slowly walked towards the hallway, Haechan not far behind. Peaking over the corner Marks eyebrows went from being knitted in confusion to panic. “Okay Haechan, DON'T PANIC BUT-” Mark was quickly interrupted by the younger bright boy “WHAT DO YOU MEAN DON'T PANIC?? NOW IM PANICKING WITHOUT KNOWING WHATS WRONG,” the young boy yelled back. “Sorry,,,I uh,,,I think Y/n was here to drop off your clothes but for some reason she dropped them,” Mark directed Haechans line of sight to his clothes on the ground. “Fuck. She probably heard me calling her clingy and left,” Haechan quickly pushed past Mark, pace picking up as he attempted to catch you before you got back on the train. The second her caught sight of your hair, bouncing as you hurriedly walked he couldn't help but scream your name. You froze in place long enough for him to catch up, with his hands on his knees and his favorite hoodie in his hands. “You,,you didnt hear it all,,I called you clingy,,but I also said thats why I,,I love you,,please,,take this back and,,,come back to the dorm,” Haechan said in between heavy pants. “Oh my gosh im so stupid,,sorry Haechan,” you said with a giggle, putting his favorite hoodie on. He stared at you in disbelief for a few seconds before pulling you in for a tight hug. “Its not fair you look better in my stuff than I do.”