#this is how i drive myself insane
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I just had a realization about TGAMM’s ‘Citizen McGee’ and ‘The Internship’ which are both two parters within the same episode. I thought the artistic design of the ghosts was one of the reasons why Molly wasn’t able to make any connection between Todd and Scratch, and then I realized something.
In ‘Citizen McGee,’ Mayor Brunson was able to easily identify his Mom when she was a ghost. It’s unknown how long she has been dead, and he has a picture of her in his office, but he was able to tell it was her, despite some visual differences.
Then the next part of the episode is ‘The Internship’ which is the second time Molly is able to interact with Todd, but this time she had more than just a few seconds to get a good look at his face. She knows Scratch’s face so well by this point that she should have picked up the physical similarities, and there should have been a reversal of that identification…. And yet that didn’t happen.
I know it wouldn’t have worked for obvious reasons, and I know realistically she would not have immediately saw the connection, but it’s still a bit laughable that she wasn’t later all “Hey Scratch there was this guy who kind of looks like you. You don’t think you have any descendants or family members who are still around?”
Then again, this is the same girl who mistook Geoff for President Lincoln, so….
… But now I’m having another realization. Brunson knew Todd since they were kids, so why the hell did he not recognize Scratch, who was RIGHT THERE WITH THE OTHER GHOST MAYORS?! In that song?!
…..Is Todd so average-looking that this applies to his ghost as well?
#stuff like this about TGAMM is amusing but frustrating#the ghost and molly mcgee#this is how i drive myself insane
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Been stalling on posting but s/o to @ask-spiderpool 's lovley Anita and Peter...they are everything 💖💖💖
#driving myself insane about posting and how to and yadda yadda yadda#sometimes you just have to push yourself in the pool#heh#naur but seriously...anita so muse coded....so inspiring... i owe you my life angel......ouh...#any way still nervous but you know what never back down never give up#passes out#brizie draws#anita lotta love#peter parker#spiderman#Spider-Man#fan art#ig?#deadpool#kinda??#hough#be nice to me gang im trying...
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HI I still need help with moving funds! So I'm going to do something silly!
I'm going to play the We Heart Katamari Rerolled "roll up 1 million roses" level on stream until I get all 1 million roses or I meet my fundraiser goal starting Oct 13th at 3PM PST/6PM EST!
Note, speedruns of this level take between 16-19 hours. So, come join me yeah? I'll have friends coming in and out to help me on this Endeavor.
>>KOFI LINK WHERE I'M COLLECTING DONATIONS<<
>twitch link<
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#katamari damacy#we <3 katamari#marathon stream#we heart katamari#stream stuff#i dont know how to tag stuff btu yeah. hi. help. im going to go drive myself insane so why not help me be able to afford to move please
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you mustn't blame yourself
#FF7#FFVII#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#advent children#aerith gainsborough#tifa lockhart#aerti#my art#<- i am moonlight elegy on twt#driving myself insane walking in circles thinking about how much guilt tifa must feel#i've already rambled about the weight of grief and other things that threatened to crush tifa so i wont do it again but man. MAN#girls who carry the world on their shoulders#also if anything in this looks fucky just close your eyes. take ur issues up with god. i dont wanna hear it LMAO#i had to cling to the phrase “trust the process” the entire time and buddy my trust was constantly wavering#but this is the best i can do with the idea#i went with tifa's AC fit specifically so that aerith would be holding the ribbon heehehehehe (crying sobbing throwing up)
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OVERANALYSIS OF THE BURNING SPICE UPDATE TRAILER BECAUSE YOU KNOW I HAVE TO
we open up like this. pretty ominous words ... and you wonder which one is the demon and which is the god. burning spice and golden cheese seem to be very similar, possibly the most parallels that one could draw from the ancients and their respective beasts.
And then we get this shot. Obviously it's showing the soul jam, but there are also some things behind it. One resembles a snake ... APOPHIS ANYONE? this has THE most Egyptian mythology symbolism ever. if golden cheese represents ra, which makes one hundred percent sense considering her kingdom and wealth and radiance and all that, and the fact that she resembles a falcon, then the snake on this wall HAS to represent apophis. it can't not. heck, in some versions of the story apophis was A FORMER SUN GOD. like crk def knows what they're doing.
there's also this tiger character ... nutmeg tiger I'm pretty sure? something like that. they seem to be under the influence of burning spice, as well as all the creatures around them. they seem to be at a higher "position" than all these other guys, though. maybe a willing host?
and there is this. this is really interesting. the fact that Golden Cheese is the one to say this is very intriguing. as far as we knew, the ancients had no knowledge that the beasts even existed until pure vanilla's trip. he wrote the letter to dark cacao, and it was all "you won't believe this - but the place called BEAST-yeast has BEASTS in it!!!" and dark cacao was equally surprised. they didn't know. they thought they were the first ever wielders of the soul jam. but golden cheese ... seems to know a bit more than she lets on to the rest of the group. and a bit more than us. what the heck is the spice swarm?
also, the return (and release) of smoked cheese!! man I missed this guy. he seems to be working with golden cheese in this shot, but then what was his little deal at the end of the first teaser about? it does make sense, though, that he would try to at least be against burning spice - his entire goal is to get the soul jam because he thinks the current wielders aren't worthy - but to me it seems like he might have his own third side in this battle. he'll probably convince both sides he's working with them, knowing this dude. he wants the power of abundance and destruction, a second half he knew nothing about, the ability to make a change in the kingdoms and the lives of everyone in them.
and these two images are probably the most interesting of them all. they seem to be part of some sort of ancient papyrus or prophecy or something like that. golden cheese is yelling about the "great destroyer." could it be possible he was some sort of legend in their kingdom, a prophecy just waiting to unfold? could golden cheese have known about this threat since the beginning? could the beasts' corruption have been inevitable from the start, written in the stars ... and could the witches have known about it?
#im way too hyped for this update actually#if you couldn't tell#burning spice's ability to bring others under his influence is a CRAZY power tho. I thought that would be more of shadow milk's thing#but its kinda unclear HOW burning spice's power works.#and that nutmeg tiger or whatever their name is ... what's THEIR role in all this?#and this isn't even the entire trailer!!! I covered like four frames!!! THERE'S SO MUCH!!!#anyways super excited to pull burning spice first try as an f2p#hey look. I did it w/ wind archer. twice. I got mystic flour on my first 50. it's POSSIBLE.#buuuut if there's anything I want it's shadow milk.#anyways SUPER EXCITED FOR OCTOBER!!#“THE GREAT DESTROYER!!” whaaaat does that mean?#also one more thing: this doesn't seem to be taking place IN beast-yeast? it looks like we're just at the fallen gc kingdom#do we go there eventually? what's goin' on?#the fanartists will be going craaazy (including myself)#crk#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#beast yeast#burning spice cookie#smoked cheese cookie#golden cheese cookie#also that whole Egyptian mythology thing is INSANE. I love mythology it drives me nuts about everything when im able to make a connection.
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i think you’re doing ur best actually and i m v proud of u *kiss on the forehead*
#this is me @ myself rn bc im done with maths it’s driving me insane#but also @ anyone who’s struggling#no matter how little u think you’re doing#I promise u it’s more than enough#ur doing ur best and u may not believe that but it’s true#I love u#stay happy and okay
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weird guys in my brain in an ongoing battle of who can pry more personal information out of the other while revealing the least about themselves (neither of them are winning but heinrix is definitely losing)
#i mean... he IS also flirting with him. but it's not because he likes him#not yet anyway#my art#rogue trader#cosmas von valancius#heinrix van calox#heinrix x von valancius#vanvon#how it feels to put cosmas in a practical vest instead of leaving half of the buttons on his shirt undone ->😔#actually kindo f shocked an awed i finshed something i have been on that Giving Up grind#does anyone want to hear about what the deal between them is.....#i have been driving myself insane about it for the past several months#hey. does this look. im kind of sleep deprived for no reason my judgement is not good
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stanford motherfucking pines
#lab notes#sorry sorry sorry he's driving me crazy though. ohhh my god#When you think about it. when you think about it he's really. he's so. ugghghghghg#okay. I'm calm I can articulate myself. I think he's a good character. in a normal way#what if you wrote the most insane narrative about identity and abuse recovery Ever but it was trapped in a cartoon that a majority of fans#did not know how to analyze because they fall victim to the same thing it's warning against irt scrutinizing the margins and losing sight o#what's right in front of you. anyway#btw I don't want to add on to what I already wrote in the big osdd analysis thing but I did think about That One Scene.#big win for people who have issues
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after i finish my first run of veilguard i will probably be going back to inquisition so i can shake solas like a ragdoll for all the shit he just Neglected to tell us
#dragon age#solas#i love him so much#but i have a feeling he's gonna drive me insane#and i'll need to replay inquisition to fully remind myself#just how much shit he lied by omission about
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if anyone was wondering. some of MY favorite panels from the update
#the last one of minfilia annd vaya has been driving me insane all week#you know how everyone is like oh theres this one image of my faves that plagues me. THIS IS MINE.#i also had to hold myself back from posting every graha because i really like all his panels. hes my friend#jupi ramble#DID YOU SEE THE UPDATE BY THE WAY? SMILES?
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Decided I'd redraw my strawhat pride post, this took way to long to finish
Og drawing and reference
#one piece#monkey d luffy#nami#cyborg franky#franky#usopp#zoro#roronoa zoro#nico robin#robin#tony tony chopper#one piece chopper#sanji#brook#soul king brook#redraw#pride month#God this was so fucking tedious#I tried omitting old details for new ones and ended up driving myself a bit insane#now I'm starting to look and like how it turned out even less#but fuck it this took too long
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LOOK all im saying is if by some fucking miracle dread weight and the cinderellas castle digital ticket drops on the exact same day, i will exclusively combust because what the actual fuck.
#im gonna drive myself insane transcribing the entirety of dread weight#how long did cooking companions take me again?#every route every ending every path of ng+/nightmare mode?#fucking. god. like 2/3 months???#yeah dread weight is gonna hold me hostage#and then we have cinderellas castle#my beautiful gorgeous cinderellas castle#to which we#being the discord server i am in#are doing a readthrough of that as soon as its out#and bcs im the one who types 100wpm per average#im the self appointed transcriber#am i excited?#absofuckinglutely#but there is a low chance both dread weight and cinderellas castle will drop on the exact same day#last time i said that it was 'the chances of jeff blim singing rogues are we at sk innit is low but not zero' and then he did it so#starkid#cinderellas castle#dread weight#cooking companions#deer dream studios#also the fact i casually have the cooking companions script up on my laptop for personal references#literally why did i get possessed to do that#that is a different level of autism.
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Was gonna go into a whole long post dissecting the significance of Porsche's defiance and how it was integral to lowering Kinn's defenses so early on considering the narrative emphasis on his trust issues, but I gotta sleep soon so long story short:
Besties know you best~ 💖💖🙏🏽🙏🏽
#kinnporsche#trust me I have this whole thing#bc their dynamic drives me insane#bc how porsche engages w kinn is so contrary to everything he's been met w his whole life#w the exception of his closest friends and to a much lesser extent his most trusted bodyguards#yeh yeh yeh imma go crazy but I can't work myself up rn so imma leave it at that LOLLLL
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if i had a quarter every time i read something this year and came away disproportionately attached to a central character named peter, i would have two quarters
#which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice#(not snz)#this is about sa//ll//y ro//o//ne//y's newest novel (not sure if i would recommend it to anyone else; i could very well see someone#hating it (and for good reasons maybe) :')#or maybe it would be more correct to say that i'm a little afraid i read this book wrong and that was why i enjoyed it so much?#if someone told me they hated it i would not just understand them but also probably know exactly why#but i desperately want to talk about it somewhere#because i loved it 😭 i loved it to the point where i was thinking about it driving home the other day and almost started crying out#of nowhere#i think it's been awhile since media has impacted me to this extent? i find myself circling back to the ending and how much#it affected me and how cathartic i found this one specific scene... book so good it ruins reading for you temporarily 😭 i feel insane#will it make me feel better to write sneeze fic abt p**** k***** which i don't post and keep in my docs forever? who knows#ugh#i've been frustrated by my lack of creative output recently and things feel like they're always on the line btwn being bearable and not#but this book just makes me want to take a walk and re-contemplate everything
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u have to know the girls you hjave been drawing recently are all absurdly fucking hot and you are bearing the weight of the aearth on Ur shoulders never stop for anything not even the orc thank you OK!
🫡 glad to be of service anon
#ask#im having a lot of fun lately tbh#now i need to figure out how to translate this (me drawing fat women) into getting ppl to buy me sushi more#amongst other foods#im deadass. i have no shame i will draw art of myself eating food if it means i can have more food#<- her quetiapine dosage was increased and it is driving her insane
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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