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empty-malboro-box · 1 year ago
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Bring Me To Life
Paring: Eddie Munson x Reader
This story is based off of the song Bring Me To Evanescence
Warnings: Swearing, Cheating (doesn’t go into detail), Angst, Manipulation, I think that’s it but def lmk if I missed anything.
Also the reader has a aussie accent, i dont know it just seams fitting to me
You do not have permission to use, steal, or copy my work (reblogging is fine).
Eddie and I have been dating for a year and a half now. It’s been rough. And I wouldn’t be surprised if it ended soon. Is it bad that I wouldn’t be said either? I mean, he’s cheated multiple times and each and every time he’s convinced and manipulated me into staying with him. It’s not healthy for either me or him and it needs to stop. But I love him, I can’t just up and leave.
Or can I?
❤️‍🩹
I knock on Eddies trailer waiting for him to answer. We’re supposed to be having movie night, we’re watching Mad Max. I don’t get a response so I knock again, but as soon as my knuckles reach the door it opens.
“Hey, y/n!”
He looks disheveled. Clothes ruffled, pants unzipped, hair messy, well, isn’t it always? I also take note of the fact that he’s panting, like he had just ran a mile.
“Eddie, are you alright?”
“Uh, yea, yea I’m fine why?” Its then that I notice Eddie has red lipstick stains littering his cheeks, neck, and collarbone.
“Eddie what the hell have you been up to? You’re panting like you just ran a fucking marathon, mate! Bloody hell!”
It’s then that I again notice something else. The aroma around him smells rosy. Which I know he doesn’t use perfume, that’s a no brainer, he uses black ice which is for sure not what I’m smelling.
“Eddie,” I start, looking him dead in the eye. “What. In. The. Living. Hell. Have you been doing.”
It wasn’t a question anymore it was more like an I know what you’ve been doing moment.
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Eddie’s POV:
I didn’t want to lie to her again.
“Eddie, what. In. The. Living. Hell. Have you been doing.”
I knew that she knew what I was doing. It was ironic actually, this song, we used to listen to called Bring Me To Life by Evanescence matches exactly what’s happening right now
How can you see into my eyes, like open doors?
I knew she could see right through me.
“C’mon, sweetheart. You know I wouldn’t do that again. I swore to you I wouldn’t.”
I didn’t even want to say what it was that I had done. But I’m sure we’d both had an idea. I just need to convince her enough. I know what I’m doing is horribly wrong. But I just can’t loose her.
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Y/ns POV:
I knew he was lying, but part of me wanted to believe him. It’s like he knows my week spots and he knows how to get what he wants.
Leading you down into my core, where I become so numb
No, I couldn’t let him win this time. I can’t. And I won’t.
“No Eddie. You do this every godamn time! And I’m done with it. You’re a manipulative piece of shit!”
“You don’t mean that, hun”
“The hell I don’t! And you don’t get to call me hun anymore-” I was cut off by an all too familiar voice that I knew from my high school days. A strawberry blonde girl comes walking down the stairs.
“Ed’s? When are you coming back to-” She’s stunned and stops in her tracks.
“Chrissy?”
“Y/n?” We say in sync.
“Eddie what the hell! Chrissy?! You’ve got to be kidding me right?” I ask.
“I- we weren’t fucking were were just….” He stops, not knowing what to say. “You were what Eddie?” He furrows his brows and rubs his forehead like he’s frustrated. “I was planning on sleeping over toning Eddie. But fuck that just sleep with Cunningham instead!” I look at him, my eyes glossed over and threatening to spill. But will not show this jack ass that he’s affecting me.
Without a soul, my spirits sleeping in somewhere cold
“Fuck you, Eddie Munson. And Chrissy,” She snaps her head toward me when she hears her name, afraid of I might say, “You could do so much better. Even fucking Jason was less of an ass than this guy, mate.”
I slam the door, leaving his doorstep and storming away and getting in my car. I hope he’s fucking happy.
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Eddie’s POV:
“Fuck!” I yell, pinching the wall making a decently sized hole.
“Godamn it!”
“Eddie calm down, you still have me?”
“I don’t want you! You’re just a fucking distraction! You’re meaningless to me. I don’t love you! I love her! And now she’s gone.”
Frozen inside without your touch, without your love.
Darling, only you are the life among the dead All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see, kept in the dark, but you were right in front of me
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OMG THE AMOUNT OF ANGST IN THIS ONE LIKE IM ROLLING, CRYING, AND THROWING UP ITS TOO MUCH HOW TF DID MY SLOW ASS BRAIN COME UP WITH THIS😭AND ITS ONLY THE FIRST FIC IVE WRITTEN
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laniidae-passerine · 5 months ago
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don’t get how you can watch iwtv and be a sincere diehard lestat hater. like the world’s biggest lestat hater is louis and that man can’t even commit to it for more than five minutes before literally hallucinating lestat wearing a wedding ring and talking pretty to him. this show is about louis and every road leads back to lestat for that man
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polarsirens · 2 years ago
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Would you have fallen in love with her?
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umblrspectrum · 8 months ago
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au where the sentinels are jusr really big dogs but everyone still dies through hilarious and comical missteps
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ace-and-the-rpg-horrors · 1 month ago
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if you ever feel stupid please remember that there's people out there who think that there's "queerbaiting" in DEAD BOY DETECTIVES
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lorebird · 2 months ago
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) aren’t. yk. identical. shouldn’t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jersey‚ finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity falls‚ his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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medi-bee · 6 months ago
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isat pokemon au, my liege?
my rambling in tags
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#my art#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#pokemon#siffrin#mirabelle#isabeau#odile#bonnie#i am not individually tagging pokemon sorry. floragato eevee ursaring scorbunny meowstic <- for anyone who does not know them#im personally a big fan of when artists mold pokemon designs like clay to fit their characters so i tried to channel that#siffrin really does have the perfect mystery dungeon backstory. washes up on a beach with no memories of their past type of deal yknow#i imagine that he was still a sprigatito then? and evolves at some point during their journey? dont ask me for details i dont know them#veryy tempting to make him an absol but ive already seen that done very well!! so i kept most of these to floragato sif#mirabelle being an eevee is suuuch low hanging fruit sorry. i could not resist the evolving pokemon not wanting to evolve trope#i was concerned that sif was no longer shortest party member until i realized they just stand on their back legs all the time to feel talle#when quadruped like mira he is still shortest. sorry siffrin#isa gave me such a hard time. like i never thought i would turn a character into ursaring of all things but it really was the best choice#my other choices were bewear or pawmot if you care. he’s so bear coded#if going purely based on looks i probably would have made odile a sneasler. but i wanted her to be psychic#ill be honest bonnie was purely vibes. they carry the treasure bag :)#never draw bonnie's hat in profile worst mistake of my life#loop is still cat shaped here but i’ve seen the idea of them changing species thrown around. much to think about#i like the idea of the party seeing sif and loop side by side and immediately clocking their entire deal#the change god is mew btw. very important information to no one but myself#eurasie as hisuian zoroark?? lots of hair. and the king can be darkrai#don’t mind the inconsistencies. me and my 2781 ways of drawing the same character#wait what does an eevee look like again. googles it. oh i really crabbed this one up#uhh. looks around. been sitting on this one for a bit too long i think. maybe ill clean up some more sketches later
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hayaku14 · 2 months ago
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m23 was really just a whole kaishin date
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kaeyachi · 2 months ago
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One of the probable reasons as to why Kaeya didn't arrive on time for Crepus and Diluc when they were attacked was because he, and the knights with him, had no vision, and thus, cannot use a teleport waypoint.
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Him receiving his cryo vision when he was supposed to get scorched by Diluc was genuinely the biggest slap to the face given to him by Celestia. It arrived just in time to save HIM.
Even now, the vision only heals and shields him alone as a manifestation of his desire to keep living from that fight... but he can't use it to help others.
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ttheatre-trashh · 6 months ago
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I’ve cried so many times over the fact I’ll never get to see the iconic cast of ride the cyclone live and meet them because I think I would cry
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bookshelf-in-progress · 2 months ago
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Most important thing to know before writing: What is the point of your story?
There are two parts to that question.
-What are the main story elements you want to feature? A certain character? A setting? A moment of the plot? A particular theme? Which elements are essential to the story you're trying to tell?
-What type of ending are you aiming toward? It doesn't have to be super-detailed, but knowing something about where the story is going is how you know you have a story and not just an image. Is the main character going to change/grow somehow? Learn the answer to a question? Accomplish a certain goal? Make a friend?
Defining those things before you start lets you know that your idea is a story, not just an image or a concept that won't go anywhere. It also gives you a core to base the story around and keeps you from going off-track.
As long as you have defined the essentials to the story and the general direction that you need the story to go in, everything else is negotiable. You have freedom to adjust the non-essentials and explore different possibilities as you discovery-write, so long as none of those non-essentials interfere with the point of the story. If it distracts from the main point, or turns the plot in a way that'll make it impossible to reach main point of the story, it needs to be discarded. Anything else will most likely enrich your story.
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hercarisntyours · 2 months ago
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my heart is shattering into a million tiny pieces (i just want happy oplita)
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Transformers one is fucking amazing!!
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kheprriverse · 13 days ago
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Some Volgres doodles, mostly wanted to do some older Ares content for my fav side au (the wargod au) but decided Volga deserved to be silly too. Also I just enjoy drawing dragons and wanted to draw a thicc fireboi.
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lovewingburb · 6 months ago
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remembered this tweet of mine today happy pride month
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lemm-moxx · 9 days ago
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Dude i really need to write a proper post abt monstale this aus been brewing for over 2 years 😭
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