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Bring Me To Life
Paring: Eddie Munson x Reader
This story is based off of the song Bring Me To Evanescence
Warnings: Swearing, Cheating (doesn’t go into detail), Angst, Manipulation, I think that’s it but def lmk if I missed anything.
Also the reader has a aussie accent, i dont know it just seams fitting to me
You do not have permission to use, steal, or copy my work (reblogging is fine).
Eddie and I have been dating for a year and a half now. It’s been rough. And I wouldn’t be surprised if it ended soon. Is it bad that I wouldn’t be said either? I mean, he’s cheated multiple times and each and every time he’s convinced and manipulated me into staying with him. It’s not healthy for either me or him and it needs to stop. But I love him, I can’t just up and leave.
Or can I?
❤️🩹
I knock on Eddies trailer waiting for him to answer. We’re supposed to be having movie night, we’re watching Mad Max. I don’t get a response so I knock again, but as soon as my knuckles reach the door it opens.
“Hey, y/n!”
He looks disheveled. Clothes ruffled, pants unzipped, hair messy, well, isn’t it always? I also take note of the fact that he’s panting, like he had just ran a mile.
“Eddie, are you alright?”
“Uh, yea, yea I’m fine why?” Its then that I notice Eddie has red lipstick stains littering his cheeks, neck, and collarbone.
“Eddie what the hell have you been up to? You’re panting like you just ran a fucking marathon, mate! Bloody hell!”
It’s then that I again notice something else. The aroma around him smells rosy. Which I know he doesn’t use perfume, that’s a no brainer, he uses black ice which is for sure not what I’m smelling.
“Eddie,” I start, looking him dead in the eye. “What. In. The. Living. Hell. Have you been doing.”
It wasn’t a question anymore it was more like an I know what you’ve been doing moment.
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Eddie’s POV:
I didn’t want to lie to her again.
“Eddie, what. In. The. Living. Hell. Have you been doing.”
I knew that she knew what I was doing. It was ironic actually, this song, we used to listen to called Bring Me To Life by Evanescence matches exactly what’s happening right now
How can you see into my eyes, like open doors?
I knew she could see right through me.
“C’mon, sweetheart. You know I wouldn’t do that again. I swore to you I wouldn’t.”
I didn’t even want to say what it was that I had done. But I’m sure we’d both had an idea. I just need to convince her enough. I know what I’m doing is horribly wrong. But I just can’t loose her.
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Y/ns POV:
I knew he was lying, but part of me wanted to believe him. It’s like he knows my week spots and he knows how to get what he wants.
Leading you down into my core, where I become so numb
No, I couldn’t let him win this time. I can’t. And I won’t.
“No Eddie. You do this every godamn time! And I’m done with it. You’re a manipulative piece of shit!”
“You don’t mean that, hun”
“The hell I don’t! And you don’t get to call me hun anymore-” I was cut off by an all too familiar voice that I knew from my high school days. A strawberry blonde girl comes walking down the stairs.
“Ed’s? When are you coming back to-” She’s stunned and stops in her tracks.
“Chrissy?”
“Y/n?” We say in sync.
“Eddie what the hell! Chrissy?! You’ve got to be kidding me right?” I ask.
“I- we weren’t fucking were were just….” He stops, not knowing what to say. “You were what Eddie?” He furrows his brows and rubs his forehead like he’s frustrated. “I was planning on sleeping over toning Eddie. But fuck that just sleep with Cunningham instead!” I look at him, my eyes glossed over and threatening to spill. But will not show this jack ass that he’s affecting me.
Without a soul, my spirits sleeping in somewhere cold
“Fuck you, Eddie Munson. And Chrissy,” She snaps her head toward me when she hears her name, afraid of I might say, “You could do so much better. Even fucking Jason was less of an ass than this guy, mate.”
I slam the door, leaving his doorstep and storming away and getting in my car. I hope he’s fucking happy.
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Eddie’s POV:
“Fuck!” I yell, pinching the wall making a decently sized hole.
“Godamn it!”
“Eddie calm down, you still have me?”
“I don’t want you! You’re just a fucking distraction! You’re meaningless to me. I don’t love you! I love her! And now she’s gone.”
Frozen inside without your touch, without your love.
Darling, only you are the life among the dead All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see, kept in the dark, but you were right in front of me
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OMG THE AMOUNT OF ANGST IN THIS ONE LIKE IM ROLLING, CRYING, AND THROWING UP ITS TOO MUCH HOW TF DID MY SLOW ASS BRAIN COME UP WITH THIS😭AND ITS ONLY THE FIRST FIC IVE WRITTEN
#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#stranger things#my heart was actually breaking when making this😭#this is entirely too pure#Spotify
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don’t get how you can watch iwtv and be a sincere diehard lestat hater. like the world’s biggest lestat hater is louis and that man can’t even commit to it for more than five minutes before literally hallucinating lestat wearing a wedding ring and talking pretty to him. this show is about louis and every road leads back to lestat for that man
#nobody hates lestat like the men who have brain rot about him#like that’s Claudia’s mother their whole thing is far too messy to be reduced to hate#like sorry that was her mumdadbastardparent. too complicated to get it sorted out right#madeleine didn’t even know him#daniel doesn’t know him (yet)#santiago will bend over for any vampire with more power than him unless they don’t like him#(then he’ll seethe while imagining getting fucked) so in another life he’d dickride lestat or seethe at him and louis hardcore#uhhh. who else knows this bitch. his momma dipped she got her own shit going on she don’t really think about him#maybe Louis’ family are bigger lestat haters but they’re all dead#armand hates him but that’s entirely dwarfed by the sex thing and also he’s way more obsessed with daniel. lestat is not touching that thing#so yeah it’s just louis who knows him deep enough to be a true pure hater#and louis loves him so so so much. so it’s kinda over this show is literally about these two#attacking each other and then holding hands. or punishing the other for 77 years#so. yay!!!#this is not the show for you louis gets the mic for like five minutes n he’s immediately going ‘so there’s this blond-’#like we all didn’t know. get off the stage!!!!!! silence on the blond guy. but alas. louis has the mic still so it’s blond guy central#louis de pointe du lac#ldpdl#lestat de lioncourt#loustat#iwtv#interview with the vampire
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Would you have fallen in love with her?
#dimension 20#dimension 20 spoilers#d20 neverafter#neverafter#ylfa snorgelsson#prince gerard of greenleigh#elody of greenleigh#fanart#my art#am i done thinking about this entire conversation? no#god. this moment for no reason got me crying#and that line too. ylfa's so so pure#she loved you for more than you could hop? and#and gerard's little chuckle and yes#stomp on my heart why don't you
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au where the sentinels are jusr really big dogs but everyone still dies through hilarious and comical missteps
#this was purely an excuse to draw beau#and a sentinel i guess#realized i actually hadnt posted anything aobut them like ever so here we are. double feature#not entirely happy with the sentinel body but im working off like 2 blurry screenshots here and was too lazy to grab more#big rim hats are the death of me. how do you draw them they never look right#i have like one more drawing idea before i have to go back to the drawing board (giggle)#art#murder drones#murder drones beau#murder drones sentinel#regarding one of my previous posts. why did i think artori was a good name#cori was right there. im so stupid#i hate drawing octagons
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if you ever feel stupid please remember that there's people out there who think that there's "queerbaiting" in DEAD BOY DETECTIVES
#the show with MULTIPLE on-screen queer kisses#MULTIPLE canonically queer characters#Edwin. Jenny. Monty. Maxine. The Cat King#all of these people have explicitly been attracted to someone of the same gender#KISSED someone of the same gender#oh Simon too forgot about that little shit#what “bait” are you on about#is it purely because Charles said he doesn't entirely reciprocate Edwin's feelings?? that doesn't make Edwin ANY less gay!!#ace's random thoughts :)#dead boy detectives#dbda
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) aren’t. yk. identical. shouldn’t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jersey‚ finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity falls‚ his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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isat pokemon au, my liege?
my rambling in tags
#my art#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#pokemon#siffrin#mirabelle#isabeau#odile#bonnie#i am not individually tagging pokemon sorry. floragato eevee ursaring scorbunny meowstic <- for anyone who does not know them#im personally a big fan of when artists mold pokemon designs like clay to fit their characters so i tried to channel that#siffrin really does have the perfect mystery dungeon backstory. washes up on a beach with no memories of their past type of deal yknow#i imagine that he was still a sprigatito then? and evolves at some point during their journey? dont ask me for details i dont know them#veryy tempting to make him an absol but ive already seen that done very well!! so i kept most of these to floragato sif#mirabelle being an eevee is suuuch low hanging fruit sorry. i could not resist the evolving pokemon not wanting to evolve trope#i was concerned that sif was no longer shortest party member until i realized they just stand on their back legs all the time to feel talle#when quadruped like mira he is still shortest. sorry siffrin#isa gave me such a hard time. like i never thought i would turn a character into ursaring of all things but it really was the best choice#my other choices were bewear or pawmot if you care. he’s so bear coded#if going purely based on looks i probably would have made odile a sneasler. but i wanted her to be psychic#ill be honest bonnie was purely vibes. they carry the treasure bag :)#never draw bonnie's hat in profile worst mistake of my life#loop is still cat shaped here but i’ve seen the idea of them changing species thrown around. much to think about#i like the idea of the party seeing sif and loop side by side and immediately clocking their entire deal#the change god is mew btw. very important information to no one but myself#eurasie as hisuian zoroark?? lots of hair. and the king can be darkrai#don’t mind the inconsistencies. me and my 2781 ways of drawing the same character#wait what does an eevee look like again. googles it. oh i really crabbed this one up#uhh. looks around. been sitting on this one for a bit too long i think. maybe ill clean up some more sketches later
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m23 was really just a whole kaishin date
#kaishin#this kaishin date movie really cockblocked avengers lol#dc prattles#also shinichi you didnt have to join the merlion pic yet you're still there!!!! your “i was forced to do this” face cant trick me!!!!#you couldve easily said no and yet!!!!!!!!!!!!#kudou “i will pout and complain the entire time but i'll still do what the people i love wants me to do” shinichi#also i think kaito would want to travel the world#i hope he gets to do lots of magic tours around the world#maybe as kid but most definitely as himself too!!!!!#(yes kid is also a part of him but also!!! i want his name kuroba kaito on the posters!!!! with magic tricks in his own repertoire!!!!!!#with no agenda or mission just performing magic purely for himself and the joy of it#and a seat reserved for shinichi always!!!!!#i feel like kaishin would love to travel the world even though a part of me thinks they would also be such homebodies lol#a good balance of both perhaps#during tours where shinichi goes with kaito#shinichi usually tries out all the seafood and any marine life related activities when kaito is busy preparing for the show
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One of the probable reasons as to why Kaeya didn't arrive on time for Crepus and Diluc when they were attacked was because he, and the knights with him, had no vision, and thus, cannot use a teleport waypoint.
Him receiving his cryo vision when he was supposed to get scorched by Diluc was genuinely the biggest slap to the face given to him by Celestia. It arrived just in time to save HIM.
Even now, the vision only heals and shields him alone as a manifestation of his desire to keep living from that fight... but he can't use it to help others.
#ngl this description was a shock to see purely coz wtf were inazuma vision bearers doing lmao#unless they didnt want to leave their countrymen alone while the decree was still up#kaeya#kaeya alberich#yeah idk what else to say about it other than the fact that Kaeya's vision is the biggest middle finger from celestia#celestia: lol f this kid specifically. he did nothing wrong but his fam sure did#1 more thing but do they have to approach a teleport waypoint to use it?#im assuming they do purely coz they dont memorize where all the other waypoints are#ngl this opens up to other ideas like cyno tighnari and collei travelling instead of teleporting is coz nari hasnt been to mond#same with others taking a boat coz they havent encountered that waypoint yet#i guess that explains things for most inazuma vision bearers actually :O they havent left the nation so they cant unlock the other waypoints#wow i have a lot of thoughts here in the tags yet again. kaeyachi with the tags that can be a whole entire post instead.#right back to kaeyangst but seriously what a wicked timing. him receiving it too late to prevent everything#him also receiving it just in time to let him continue living his life full of lies...(his own words not mine)#did he start learning how to use it immediately? did he fear its usage because it meant celestia was watching him?#did he stare at it in betrayal? throw it off a cliff? hide it in his drawers?#so many thoughts hnghh
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I’ve cried so many times over the fact I’ll never get to see the iconic cast of ride the cyclone live and meet them because I think I would cry
#I’m not going to act like the show helped me through depression or something important I just love it too much too explain and it fills my#Entire body with pure happiness and I want to meet kholby and Tiffany and Lillian and Gus and Alex and Emily and#Oh my fucking god I would actually be sobbing#ride the cyclone#mischa bachinski#noel gruber#nischa#passionroses#musical#rtc#constance rtc#ocean oconnell rosenberg#jane doe rtc#ricky potts#mischa x noel
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Most important thing to know before writing: What is the point of your story?
There are two parts to that question.
-What are the main story elements you want to feature? A certain character? A setting? A moment of the plot? A particular theme? Which elements are essential to the story you're trying to tell?
-What type of ending are you aiming toward? It doesn't have to be super-detailed, but knowing something about where the story is going is how you know you have a story and not just an image. Is the main character going to change/grow somehow? Learn the answer to a question? Accomplish a certain goal? Make a friend?
Defining those things before you start lets you know that your idea is a story, not just an image or a concept that won't go anywhere. It also gives you a core to base the story around and keeps you from going off-track.
As long as you have defined the essentials to the story and the general direction that you need the story to go in, everything else is negotiable. You have freedom to adjust the non-essentials and explore different possibilities as you discovery-write, so long as none of those non-essentials interfere with the point of the story. If it distracts from the main point, or turns the plot in a way that'll make it impossible to reach main point of the story, it needs to be discarded. Anything else will most likely enrich your story.
#adventures in writing#i'm writing in the second person but i'm talking to me#i'm always trying to distill these realizations in ways that will stick#this is once again me trying to find out my particular balance between discovery and planning#i can't just free-write#i need to know the point of the story otherwise i just flail around in pointless details#i can't plan everything otherwise i'm constrained and frustrated#when i find that the plan that worked so well in my head doesn't translate at all to a sequential story#and this time travel story has been yet another case study in that#discovery writing brought out so many cool details and made the story richer than it could have been through pure outlining#however getting too caught up in those details veered me away from the story#it might be a good story but it's not the story i wanted#it makes the time travel and the narrative conceit superfluous#makes it impossible to focus on the relationship and the themes i wanted to feature#so i need to step back again and define what the essential elements of the story are#what is the main point of this story?#and then cut everything that interferes with that story shape#the beginning i was writing was the beginning to another story entirely#i may end up writing that second story#or i may need to adjust the beginning to get back to the story i wanted#but defining the essentials needs to be the first step
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my heart is shattering into a million tiny pieces (i just want happy oplita)
#I've been thinking about tf one oplita a lot and. is it too much to ask for pure domestic bliss for them#I just want them to be sillies together giving each other kissies watching movies hanging out doing bf gf stuff#like ik there's next to nothing out right in the film that's explicitly oplita but god I just want them to be bf gf with sweet moments befo#before the war kicks off fully#:((#sad hours rn#before anything was known about tfone i had a dream that was supposed to be tfone but it was pure oplita and it was just the#entire ellie+carl montage scene from up. no joke (yes even the sad parts) and I cried when I woke up. I just want to share that 😭#my brain has been over run with tf one oplita and it physically hurts knowing they'll probably never get the happy ending they deserve#my heart bro#okay sad dump over#oplita#transformers#elita one#elita 1#transformers one#tf one#tf one elita#optimus prime#orion pax#tf one orion pax#tf one optimus#tf arion#optimus x elita
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Transformers one is fucking amazing!!
#transformers#transformers one#optimus prime#orion pax#megatron#d 16#Starscream my love!!!#starscream#soundwave#shockwave#badassatron#Bee my baby!!#Ahhhh blurrrr!!!#elita 1#b 127#We had the entire cinema to ourselves#I got too excited#Yknow when you almost scream in pure joy#Just aghhhhhh!!
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Some Volgres doodles, mostly wanted to do some older Ares content for my fav side au (the wargod au) but decided Volga deserved to be silly too. Also I just enjoy drawing dragons and wanted to draw a thicc fireboi.
#hyrule warriors#loz au#Link#Volga#Volink#Volgres#Ares (kheprriverse)#kheprriart#kheprriverse#wargod au#dragon#dragons in the au grow quite fast first few years of their life. then slow down a little more but do continuously grow forever#however fire dragons get quite large anyways. pure and utter muscle. and w/ the territorial-ness they tend to eat a lot too.#+ volga being the only fire dragon in the area (for now). mans gets to be spoiled by the entire lizard population. he is well fed xD#volga deserves to be a little silly sometimes. and when i mean sometimes i mean all the time let him be silly forever#edit: i always forget the dragon tag man
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remembered this tweet of mine today happy pride month
#ninjago#ninjago fanart#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago sora#sora ninjago#arin ninjago#ninjago arin#dragons rising#(implied) wyldcat#but this could also be wolfcat shipping#idk their ship name but it could be sora and euphrasia too#sora is just ninjago yuri jesus#maybe she’s getting married to all 3#arin is crying throughout her entire wedding out of pure joy seeing his best friend find happiness
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Dude i really need to write a proper post abt monstale this aus been brewing for over 2 years 😭
#DID YOU KNOW ITS CONSIDERED INFORMAL TO NOT WEAR A CLOAK AND HOW HERES DIFFRENT TYPES AND FOR PROFFESSIONS AND POSITIONS IN SOCIETY.#DID YOU KNOW THAT MONSTERS WEAR LONG ITEMS LIKE TASSELS AND CLOAKS BECUASE OF THEIR ABILITY TO BE MOVED IN THE WIND#BECAUSE THE SKY (WHERE THEY LIVE) AND WIND HOLD A PLACE OF WORSHIP AND GRATITUDE IN MONSTER SOCIETY IN MONSTALE AND THEIR#OUTFITS MOVING IN THE WIND IS A WAY TO PAY HOMAGE TO THE SKY????#DID YOU KNOW FLOWERS ARE A CORE PART OF MONSTALES CULTURE BECAUSE AFTER THE HUMAN AND MONSTER FLOWERS WERE ONE OF THE ONLY JOYS THEY HAD???#DID YOU KNOW THAT THERES A WHOLE FLOWER CODE??#DID YOU KNOW SENDING A PURE BOQUET OF WHITE FLOWERS TO SOMEONE = “I HOPE YOU DIE A SUDDEN AND TERRIBLE DEATH”#HAVE I EVER SAID THE MONS IN MONSTALE IS BECAUSE THATS WHAT MOUNTAIN TOP IS IN LATIN#AND THE ENTIRE BIT IS THAT THE MONSTERS WERE SENT TO THE TIP OF MOUNT EBOTT TO DIE INSTEAD OF THE INSIDE??#NO#because i'm too stupid to write a text post abt it#moxx's contemplations
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