#this is entirely too pure

[empty-malboro-box]

Bring Me To Life

Paring: Eddie Munson x Reader

This story is based off of the song Bring Me To Evanescence

Warnings: Swearing, Cheating (doesn’t go into detail), Angst, Manipulation, I think that’s it but def lmk if I missed anything.

Also the reader has a aussie accent, i dont know it just seams fitting to me

You do not have permission to use, steal, or copy my work (reblogging is fine).

Eddie and I have been dating for a year and a half now. It’s been rough. And I wouldn’t be surprised if it ended soon. Is it bad that I wouldn’t be said either? I mean, he’s cheated multiple times and each and every time he’s convinced and manipulated me into staying with him. It’s not healthy for either me or him and it needs to stop. But I love him, I can’t just up and leave.

Or can I?

❤️‍🩹

I knock on Eddies trailer waiting for him to answer. We’re supposed to be having movie night, we’re watching Mad Max. I don’t get a response so I knock again, but as soon as my knuckles reach the door it opens.

“Hey, y/n!”

He looks disheveled. Clothes ruffled, pants unzipped, hair messy, well, isn’t it always? I also take note of the fact that he’s panting, like he had just ran a mile.

“Eddie, are you alright?”

“Uh, yea, yea I’m fine why?” Its then that I notice Eddie has red lipstick stains littering his cheeks, neck, and collarbone.

“Eddie what the hell have you been up to? You’re panting like you just ran a fucking marathon, mate! Bloody hell!”

It’s then that I again notice something else. The aroma around him smells rosy. Which I know he doesn’t use perfume, that’s a no brainer, he uses black ice which is for sure not what I’m smelling.

“Eddie,” I start, looking him dead in the eye. “What. In. The. Living. Hell. Have you been doing.”

It wasn’t a question anymore it was more like an I know what you’ve been doing moment.

~~~~~

Eddie’s POV:

I didn’t want to lie to her again.

“Eddie, what. In. The. Living. Hell. Have you been doing.”

I knew that she knew what I was doing. It was ironic actually, this song, we used to listen to called Bring Me To Life by Evanescence matches exactly what’s happening right now

How can you see into my eyes, like open doors?

I knew she could see right through me.

“C’mon, sweetheart. You know I wouldn’t do that again. I swore to you I wouldn’t.”

I didn’t even want to say what it was that I had done. But I’m sure we’d both had an idea. I just need to convince her enough. I know what I’m doing is horribly wrong. But I just can’t loose her.

~~~~~

Y/ns POV:

I knew he was lying, but part of me wanted to believe him. It’s like he knows my week spots and he knows how to get what he wants.

Leading you down into my core, where I become so numb

No, I couldn’t let him win this time. I can’t. And I won’t.

“No Eddie. You do this every godamn time! And I’m done with it. You’re a manipulative piece of shit!”

“You don’t mean that, hun”

“The hell I don’t! And you don’t get to call me hun anymore-” I was cut off by an all too familiar voice that I knew from my high school days. A strawberry blonde girl comes walking down the stairs.

“Ed’s? When are you coming back to-” She’s stunned and stops in her tracks.

“Chrissy?”

“Y/n?” We say in sync.

“Eddie what the hell! Chrissy?! You’ve got to be kidding me right?” I ask.

“I- we weren’t fucking were were just….” He stops, not knowing what to say. “You were what Eddie?” He furrows his brows and rubs his forehead like he’s frustrated. “I was planning on sleeping over toning Eddie. But fuck that just sleep with Cunningham instead!” I look at him, my eyes glossed over and threatening to spill. But will not show this jack ass that he’s affecting me.

Without a soul, my spirits sleeping in somewhere cold

“Fuck you, Eddie Munson. And Chrissy,” She snaps her head toward me when she hears her name, afraid of I might say, “You could do so much better. Even fucking Jason was less of an ass than this guy, mate.”

I slam the door, leaving his doorstep and storming away and getting in my car. I hope he’s fucking happy.

~~~~~

Eddie’s POV:

“Fuck!” I yell, pinching the wall making a decently sized hole.

“Godamn it!”

“Eddie calm down, you still have me?”

“I don’t want you! You’re just a fucking distraction! You’re meaningless to me. I don’t love you! I love her! And now she’s gone.”

Frozen inside without your touch, without your love.

Darling, only you are the life among the dead All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see, kept in the dark, but you were right in front of me

~~~~~~~~~~~

OMG THE AMOUNT OF ANGST IN THIS ONE LIKE IM ROLLING, CRYING, AND THROWING UP ITS TOO MUCH HOW TF DID MY SLOW ASS BRAIN COME UP WITH THIS😭AND ITS ONLY THE FIRST FIC IVE WRITTEN

[laniidae-passerine]

don’t get how you can watch iwtv and be a sincere diehard lestat hater. like the world’s biggest lestat hater is louis and that man can’t even commit to it for more than five minutes before literally hallucinating lestat wearing a wedding ring and talking pretty to him. this show is about louis and every road leads back to lestat for that man

[polarsirens]

Would you have fallen in love with her?

[umblrspectrum]

au where the sentinels are jusr really big dogs but everyone still dies through hilarious and comical missteps

[medi-bee]

isat pokemon au, my liege?

my rambling in tags

[lorebird]

In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.

[lovewingburb]

remembered this tweet of mine today happy pride month

[ttheatre-trashh]

I’ve cried so many times over the fact I’ll never get to see the iconic cast of ride the cyclone live and meet them because I think I would cry

[kaeyachi]

One of the probable reasons as to why Kaeya didn't arrive on time for Crepus and Diluc when they were attacked was because he, and the knights with him, had no vision, and thus, cannot use a teleport waypoint.

Him receiving his cryo vision when he was supposed to get scorched by Diluc was genuinely the biggest slap to the face given to him by Celestia. It arrived just in time to save HIM.

Even now, the vision only heals and shields him alone as a manifestation of his desire to keep living from that fight... but he can't use it to help others.

[matoitech]

revamp ideas of another old oc, this is xeneal, he lives in shawns universe. he used to be named shay and was a space bounty hunter, the first thing obviously got changed for his redesign but as for the second thing im kinda entertained by the concept so it might stay. it was not a huge part of his character tho i literally only remembered accidentally finding a note abt him in an old character document from 10 years ago lol

his species r typically pretty stocky & bulky. they weigh a lot so their long fur is very plush and light. i had harbor seals in mind when i was doing his palette and body markings so i leaned into it more for the face idea for the 2nd pic. still gonna be playing around with it

[greeenchrysanthemums]

Mumbo and Etho were in the royal army together. It wasn't a terribly long period of time, only a few months really.

Mumbo had joined as a mission from Grian to infiltrate the royal ranks while the resistance was still in its infancy stages and in desperate need of any kind of intel. This was long before Grian had eyes and ears at every turn.

Etho was nearing a decade of service and by that point, he had enough. He had seen all of the corruption within the kingdom, how it valued power and control over everything else, even its own citizens and those who served it. He had seen it first hand. He would bear the scars of it for the rest of his life.

Their paths didn't cross much in that short period of time, it really had no reason to with their differences in rank. In fact, it was something Mumbo actively tried to avoid. He had figured that if anyone was smart enough to figure him out, it would be the kingdoms most infamous knight. And he had been right.

Now you see, Mumbo wasn't the best spy. He was, after all, young and inexperienced. It was only a matter of time before he got caught. He was only fortunate that it was Etho who found him elbow deep in important documents.

Mumbo thought for sure he was a goner, but to his surprise the feared and well known solider actually helped him. Etho made sure Mumbo got out of the castle safely with whatever information he needed, in exchange for one simple thing: a place in the resistance.

It was purely coincidence that they would end up working closely together in the end. No one had known that Etho was a highly talented engineer on top of his famed battle skill.

[stergeon]

> FERDINAND II.

And so your PLANT shall henceforth be known as FERDINAND II.

The thought of needing to inform FERDINAND I of his having a namesake makes you a bit ill, but you are already hard at work devising several plausible excuses for the gesture. Something about how you've named it after the one most invested in its naming, or how it is similarly prone to drooling. Yes. Yes, you will be able to deflect quite easily, should the need arise. It has nothing to do with your fondness for FERDINAND or your desire for a substitute in his imminent absence, no—again, you are not so prone to sentimentality. It's about the drool.

Well, anyway. Best to move on with your day and think about something else, lest you grow maudlin or cultivate further affection for the PLANT. May the GODDESS be merciful and never cause you to develop inclinations that could be described as paternal.

Now that your plant has received sufficient care, it is time for COFFEE. You set to making your morning brew. By CHANCE, there happens to be sufficient water remaining in the kettle for FERDINAND I to have TEA, should he wish it.

Per your TIMEPIECE, it is now a quarter to eight. You have made excellent progress on your PRE-BREAKFAST TO-DO LIST thus far: the only remaining task is to remove FERDINAND. You are starting to get rather peckish and would like to be rid of him quickly, but over the past week, you have found that extracting the man from YOUR QUARTERS is a more arduous task than it ought to be.

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[zehl0w]

Unfinished comic that I’ve bee sitting on for literally over two years. Anyways when you and the bestie have a complex situationship that very quickly spirals into something so agonizingly one sided (unless….? 😳)

[capybaraonabicycle]

Doctor: Huh, is that who I am now?

Donna: It was never that far from the surface, mate.

Doctor: frowns Yes, it was! You know I used to be a woman. And that made people... assume all sorts of stuff. And - and pretending to be Graham's wife for five minutes was bad enough but - Byron? That was torture. Does the man ever stop talking?

Donna: Takes one to know one

Doctor: Oi! I just mean, there were all these men people assumed I would be into and I - and I just - I just wanted -

Donna: I know, darling.

Doctor: softly I just wanted Yaz.

Donna: I know. - There was one man, though, remember?

Doctor: No, there wasn't! I don't fancy the Master!

Donna: ...

Doctor: Okay, fine. But the Master isn't a man. He's like me! Flexible - uh - timelord gender and stuff.

Donna: Sure.

Doctor: So, anyway, I have always been primarily into wom-

Donna: What about Jack Harkness?

Doctor: - Jack doesn't count, everyone fancies Jack.

Donna: ...fair enough.

[lovealwayssay]

My brain has completely forgotten almost everything about Supernatural seasons 9 and 12-15. I remember bits and pieces, but I cannot for the life of me tell you what the overarching plot was for any of those seasons. Here’s what I know about each of those seasons:

9. Sam is possessed by an angel? Dean dies in the end and becomes a demon idk

12. Peak Destiel vibes, Mary’s back, Cas is killed?

13. Widower arc, Jack is there

14. Jack kills Mary at some point idk

15. Lets kill God, divorce arc, “You changed me, Dean”, worst finale ever

[orcelito]

Gotta love that we have nearly all the named konoha kunoichi (minus Tsunade, Kurenai, and a few other even more minor kunoichi)

AND YET. the guys still outnumber them.

Still. 5/12 is still way more than we usually get (since it's normally teams of like 1/4 to 1/8 or so)

Wow the female characters ratio in naruto is absolutely atrocious.