#this is entirely too pure

[empty-malboro-box]

Bring Me To Life

Paring: Eddie Munson x Reader

This story is based off of the song Bring Me To Evanescence

Warnings: Swearing, Cheating (doesn’t go into detail), Angst, Manipulation, I think that’s it but def lmk if I missed anything.

Also the reader has a aussie accent, i dont know it just seams fitting to me

You do not have permission to use, steal, or copy my work (reblogging is fine).

Eddie and I have been dating for a year and a half now. It’s been rough. And I wouldn’t be surprised if it ended soon. Is it bad that I wouldn’t be said either? I mean, he’s cheated multiple times and each and every time he’s convinced and manipulated me into staying with him. It’s not healthy for either me or him and it needs to stop. But I love him, I can’t just up and leave.

Or can I?

❤️‍🩹

I knock on Eddies trailer waiting for him to answer. We’re supposed to be having movie night, we’re watching Mad Max. I don’t get a response so I knock again, but as soon as my knuckles reach the door it opens.

“Hey, y/n!”

He looks disheveled. Clothes ruffled, pants unzipped, hair messy, well, isn’t it always? I also take note of the fact that he’s panting, like he had just ran a mile.

“Eddie, are you alright?”

“Uh, yea, yea I’m fine why?” Its then that I notice Eddie has red lipstick stains littering his cheeks, neck, and collarbone.

“Eddie what the hell have you been up to? You’re panting like you just ran a fucking marathon, mate! Bloody hell!”

It’s then that I again notice something else. The aroma around him smells rosy. Which I know he doesn’t use perfume, that’s a no brainer, he uses black ice which is for sure not what I’m smelling.

“Eddie,” I start, looking him dead in the eye. “What. In. The. Living. Hell. Have you been doing.”

It wasn’t a question anymore it was more like an I know what you’ve been doing moment.

~~~~~

Eddie’s POV:

I didn’t want to lie to her again.

“Eddie, what. In. The. Living. Hell. Have you been doing.”

I knew that she knew what I was doing. It was ironic actually, this song, we used to listen to called Bring Me To Life by Evanescence matches exactly what’s happening right now

How can you see into my eyes, like open doors?

I knew she could see right through me.

“C’mon, sweetheart. You know I wouldn’t do that again. I swore to you I wouldn’t.”

I didn’t even want to say what it was that I had done. But I’m sure we’d both had an idea. I just need to convince her enough. I know what I’m doing is horribly wrong. But I just can’t loose her.

~~~~~

Y/ns POV:

I knew he was lying, but part of me wanted to believe him. It’s like he knows my week spots and he knows how to get what he wants.

Leading you down into my core, where I become so numb

No, I couldn’t let him win this time. I can’t. And I won’t.

“No Eddie. You do this every godamn time! And I’m done with it. You’re a manipulative piece of shit!”

“You don’t mean that, hun”

“The hell I don’t! And you don’t get to call me hun anymore-” I was cut off by an all too familiar voice that I knew from my high school days. A strawberry blonde girl comes walking down the stairs.

“Ed’s? When are you coming back to-” She’s stunned and stops in her tracks.

“Chrissy?”

“Y/n?” We say in sync.

“Eddie what the hell! Chrissy?! You’ve got to be kidding me right?” I ask.

“I- we weren’t fucking were were just….” He stops, not knowing what to say. “You were what Eddie?” He furrows his brows and rubs his forehead like he’s frustrated. “I was planning on sleeping over toning Eddie. But fuck that just sleep with Cunningham instead!” I look at him, my eyes glossed over and threatening to spill. But will not show this jack ass that he’s affecting me.

Without a soul, my spirits sleeping in somewhere cold

“Fuck you, Eddie Munson. And Chrissy,” She snaps her head toward me when she hears her name, afraid of I might say, “You could do so much better. Even fucking Jason was less of an ass than this guy, mate.”

I slam the door, leaving his doorstep and storming away and getting in my car. I hope he’s fucking happy.

~~~~~

Eddie’s POV:

“Fuck!” I yell, pinching the wall making a decently sized hole.

“Godamn it!”

“Eddie calm down, you still have me?”

“I don’t want you! You’re just a fucking distraction! You’re meaningless to me. I don’t love you! I love her! And now she’s gone.”

Frozen inside without your touch, without your love.

Darling, only you are the life among the dead All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see, kept in the dark, but you were right in front of me

~~~~~~~~~~~

OMG THE AMOUNT OF ANGST IN THIS ONE LIKE IM ROLLING, CRYING, AND THROWING UP ITS TOO MUCH HOW TF DID MY SLOW ASS BRAIN COME UP WITH THIS😭AND ITS ONLY THE FIRST FIC IVE WRITTEN

[laniidae-passerine]

don’t get how you can watch iwtv and be a sincere diehard lestat hater. like the world’s biggest lestat hater is louis and that man can’t even commit to it for more than five minutes before literally hallucinating lestat wearing a wedding ring and talking pretty to him. this show is about louis and every road leads back to lestat for that man

[umblrspectrum]

au where the sentinels are jusr really big dogs but everyone still dies through hilarious and comical missteps

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

if you ever feel stupid please remember that there's people out there who think that there's "queerbaiting" in DEAD BOY DETECTIVES

[lorebird]

In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.

[medi-bee]

isat pokemon au, my liege?

my rambling in tags

[hayaku14]

m23 was really just a whole kaishin date

[kaeyachi]

One of the probable reasons as to why Kaeya didn't arrive on time for Crepus and Diluc when they were attacked was because he, and the knights with him, had no vision, and thus, cannot use a teleport waypoint.

Him receiving his cryo vision when he was supposed to get scorched by Diluc was genuinely the biggest slap to the face given to him by Celestia. It arrived just in time to save HIM.

Even now, the vision only heals and shields him alone as a manifestation of his desire to keep living from that fight... but he can't use it to help others.

[ttheatre-trashh]

I’ve cried so many times over the fact I’ll never get to see the iconic cast of ride the cyclone live and meet them because I think I would cry

[bookshelf-in-progress]

Most important thing to know before writing: What is the point of your story?

There are two parts to that question.

-What are the main story elements you want to feature? A certain character? A setting? A moment of the plot? A particular theme? Which elements are essential to the story you're trying to tell?

-What type of ending are you aiming toward? It doesn't have to be super-detailed, but knowing something about where the story is going is how you know you have a story and not just an image. Is the main character going to change/grow somehow? Learn the answer to a question? Accomplish a certain goal? Make a friend?

Defining those things before you start lets you know that your idea is a story, not just an image or a concept that won't go anywhere. It also gives you a core to base the story around and keeps you from going off-track.

As long as you have defined the essentials to the story and the general direction that you need the story to go in, everything else is negotiable. You have freedom to adjust the non-essentials and explore different possibilities as you discovery-write, so long as none of those non-essentials interfere with the point of the story. If it distracts from the main point, or turns the plot in a way that'll make it impossible to reach main point of the story, it needs to be discarded. Anything else will most likely enrich your story.

[lennyjamin]

i'm a big fan of scifi/fantasy romance novels and it's really tickling me how many of the ones i've read over the past year have involved Confessing To The Murder(s) as a major relationship development milestone

[suck-too-hard-on-your-jaskier]

Transformers one is fucking amazing!!

[kheprriverse]

Some Volgres doodles, mostly wanted to do some older Ares content for my fav side au (the wargod au) but decided Volga deserved to be silly too. Also I just enjoy drawing dragons and wanted to draw a thicc fireboi.

[lovewingburb]

remembered this tweet of mine today happy pride month

[cto10121]

It’s so funny to me how Melena and the Wizard’s daughter together (Elphaba) and Melena and Turtle Heart’s daughter together (Nessarose) all became powerful witches in their own right while Melena and Frex’s son together (Shell) is just🧍‍♂️

[proosh]

I was thinking about frapru and realized France killing almost everyone Prussia holds dear (Knights Templar and HRE) is kinda possessive admirer/boyfriend behavior. Like it can't be just a coincidence

Hahahaha, yeah...

It's such a fascinating historical and personal dynamic. The Templars being executed was part of the impetus for the Teutonic Knights to get Serious as an occupation-coloniser-force and actually become something of a functional state (as much as that was a concept in that era, of course) and I can't help but think of the echoes that had on both Gilbert and his eventual dynamic with Francis.

It's about Francis throwing his weight around as an imperial power, and the backwater on the edge of Europe rising to rival him, seemingly from nowhere. Francis kills Holy Rome and it's more of a formaility at that point, like putting down an old sick dog, but it's also clearing the stage to set it for the inevitable showdown between proper, fully-fledged nation-states and their wars of dominion.

After Francis disassembles him Gilbert comes back and he's reforged himself into the perfect enemy and he reforges the entity that Francis killed and then Francis tries to kill that as well, and it becomes The War To End All Wars and quite honestly I don't really think it could have gone any other way.

The unmoveable object of French power meeting the unstoppable force of Prussia's upward trajectory until all that's left is ashes. And I think that forms the underline of their relationship: the mutual obsession, the rivalry that was made inevitable by Francis' imperial nature and Gilbert's existential drive to escape the flames and the impossible mortal gravitational spiral they locked themselves into.