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The game wouldn’t load enemies in the mission I was doing so I decided to go to bed. I’ve written a little bit as well, trying to shake off the rust. Tomorrow night I probably will finish the game finally lol
#veilguard spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#writing the pre-end mission scene with Emmrich bc. that was. a bit of a worse argument#than it was in the game lmao#not bad necessarily but Silvana is deeply aware of her own mortality and the stakes and#getting told she’s too young to understand what it means to date someone 12 years older than her is…#she needs him to understand what HES gotten into#this is a two way street
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really i think step one of really digging your teeth and nails into a work of fiction is to surgically excise the buzzwords "media" and "consuming media" and possibly even "entertainment" from your brain and instead try grafting in the terms "fiction" and "engaging with art". step two is to have fun and be yourself!
#allow it to be a two way street between you as a person and the creative work of another person. instead of Audience Eating Product#shebbz shoutz
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#selfie bee#good evening friends!! how are you doing! C:#I'm very very sleepy I got a new ikea office chair and I build it all myself#I think it went okay! I don't think I pulled the back screw tight enough and now the back is a bit loose#I can probably fix it but I can also ignore it for the next 18 years#thats how long the old chair held up!! in germany it could now drink vodka and drive a car!!#not at the same time that is illegal! not at the same time!! (❁´▽`❁)*✲゚*#but the day is not over yet my uncle asked me for a big art quest and I do not want to disappoint#he wants a muppet tattoo and asked me to draw it#my uncle has started to get tattoos a few months ago#as far as I know he has now gotten 3 note clefs 3 stars a flower and multiple birds#he also started getting piercings but so far I managed not to know exactly where#I think tattoos are super cool (´。・v・。`) I wish I had a good idea for a tattoo but the last time I was very sure about getting a tattoo#it was heath ledgers face as the joker#at that point I was 12 and would not see the actual movie for two more years#a muppet tattoo is a way better idea!! he asked for the count van count! that is also one of my top 3 muppets ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡#I always thought I knew a lot about muppet lore but since I started looking up muppet pictures I think there are still a lot of secrets#can the muppets from the Sesame Street actually leave the Sesame Street?#I think Kermit is both on the Muppet Show and on Sesame Street but he is also like the boss muppet#he might have special abilities#I hope you're having a good day friends!! C:#I think I'll post a Sherlock comic later this week#miss you!! ♥♥♥
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outie irving incessantly painting the testing floor hallway. innie irving incessantly drawing burt in his notebook. we know the images of the painting bled through, even in the most incomprehensible and abstract ways. now I wonder if the images of burt will bleed through the other way.
#explains the fucked up dream sequence from ep4 previews....#if outie irv is dreaming about burt.....#his paranoid brain is gonna fill in the gaps and assume. just like he was doing for his innie. that his innie is trying to warn him#about this man. whose doorstep he woke up on after otc was triggered#it just seems too breadcrumb-like. to show irv drawing something over and over again. it feels too familiar#hes not doing it with any particular goal in mind. but whether he intends to or not. his outie and he are connected.#its a two way street.#severance#severance season 2#severance spoilers#irving bailiff#irv tag#wails from the abyss
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Coffee-scented kisses
Tim fell in love with a barista. At first he had wondered if it was simply a mistake, to transfer his love for coffee to the person who produced it, but slowly he realized it was a little more than that.
Danny, the new barista, didn't really criticize him when he ordered 8 coffees a day, as long as he was on shift. He also didn't ask him about his health insurance every time he ordered Death Wish, and even made sure to make small talk every time he delivered his coffee.
It had only been a few days since he was hired but Tim fell in love with his small talk, his care, and of course, his coffee.
Then, when Danny was suspected of working with Two Face he was heartbroken. The boy was probably innocent, but he couldn't get out of his head that nothing in Gotham was simple, everyone kept secrets, including himself. So he made up his mind to stay away from Danny, for his sake.
Danny, for his part, was Harvey Dent's assistant and a part-time barista, he just wanted to distract himself and Harvey was strangely sympathetic after telling him about running away from home. Kind of like a guy you stay with during the vacations, but more permanent.
The halfa started to worry when the cute boy from the cafe stopped coming, maybe he was in danger? Danny couldn't help but worry, but when his coworkers told him Tim was coming in on other shifts he wondered if the boy was avoiding him.
#dpxdc#Barista Danny#he likes his part time job#making coffee relaxes him#Danny escaped from Amity#he closed the portal but he couldn't stay there any longer#his parents hated him enough the way he was#so he decided to escape#he took a backpack with some of his most precious items along with some money and ended up in Gotham#Harvey found him on the streets and basically decided to keep him#Two Face is delighted with Danny but Harvey forbade him to interfere#mostly to keep Danny away from a life of crime#dp x dc#dc x dp#dead tired#Tim fell in love with Danny because of his coffee#and his attitude but mainly the coffee#he felt betrayed when he discovered that Danny could be related to a rogue#But he guessed that everyone in Gotham had secrets#which reminded him of his own secrets and the fact that he could put the barista in danger#so basically he started avoiding Danny to protect him#or that's what he tells himself
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Ok, so we know that Mychael's love language (giving) is gift giving. Would it stay the same if he met an mc with a different love language (recieving)? Or would he try to adjust a bit? (Like if the mc like physical touch would he try to give hugs or head pats more often, ect)
I think he would! Love languages are a personal thing and it's different for everyone. He gives you gifts because he enjoys doing so but if he picks up on the fact you like physical touch (or even better, you directly ask for it) he'd definitely try and offer it more.
#mushroom oasis vn#mychael ask#it takes a long while for him to get used to physical affection in the first place#so itd be a two way street for sure#but he wouldnt mind it!
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I was thinking about how people poke fun at Reigen for being friends with middle schoolers but then I realized. One of Mobs closest friends is his boss. Like imagine some kid asking Mob to hang out and Mobs like “oh I was actually planning to ask my friend to hang out that day so maybe next week!” and the kid asks who this friend is and Mob says “my boss ^-^”. Your fucking boss??? You’re in middle school!
Just imagine rumors going around that Mob is so bad at making friends he attached himself to some dude trying to make a living who just plays along with this random kid because he pities him, and Ritsu desperately trying to save his brothers image before admitting to himself with devastation that well they’re kind of right actually. Only difference is that Mob does have other friends; he keeps showing up because he genuinely values this guy and that this burdened business owner isn’t burdened at all because he matches Mobs energy.
They’re both kind of losers but in a sweet way leave them be lol.
#their dynamic is a two way street and it’s hilariously wholesome both ways#reigen arataka#shigeo kageyama#mp100#mob psycho 100#fandom#ritsu kageyama#i hope I typed that little ^-^ face right I’ve only ever used the trusty smiley :)
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#veilguard critical#please repeat the same dumbed down explanation of things I JUST FUCKING SAW some more game#it makes me feel greeeat#written for people who hate paragraphs in books#who think sesame street is problematic#and who didn't understand the themes in the fucking YA books they read exclusively#dragon age#was never this dumb I don't care how you delude yourself about the previous games#the shock i got from playing this shit and going into dao after could've sent me to the hospital#and i'm tired of giving the writers the benefit of the doubt#there is no way every single issue with this game is down to a#ea#just no#if we praise them when they write great things we should be allowed to criticise the bad stuff#fuck dai's two best romances were written last minute but I'm supposed to think time crunch is why Lucanis goes ooc and then forgets he's i#relationship#suuuuure#bioware#magic#next me will be even more dumb down#mark my words
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LISA SWAIN and CARLA CONNOR in CORONATION STREET ↝ 16.12.2024
#two women who are definitely not sleeping together#the way carla looks at lisa like she’s about to devour her whole right there in the chariot square hotel lobby#secret little glances we deserved more of you#swarla#the colouring and quality of this set is criminal and also absolutely none of my business#lisa swain#carla connor#corrie#coronation street#vicky myers#alison king#luthqrs#luthqrscorrie#luthqrsgifs#cs 16122024
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Lose Yourself plays in his head every time he looks in a mirror
#two!!!#bit!!!!!#thief!!!!!!#he's a dirty rotten STREET!!!! RAT!!!! and i hate him i'm gonna kill him#cp77#cyberpunk photomode#male v cyberpunk#in my world streetkid!V is canon i tried to do the other life paths and i could not get into them to hit the same way#its heywood all the way baby#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077
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Trainer Bakugou who you're a little terrified of the first day you're paired with him. when asking for a trainer at the gym, you had expected the friendly redhead who always looked so sweet and encouraging and cut as hell. you weren't expecting his grumpy looking blond counterpart, who was all glares and shouts for his clients to keep pushing themselves.
you were hesitant at first, before you quickly realized that it was all a ruse, for the most part. he pushed those who needed that extra encouragement, but was more lenient to people like you who simply wanted a professionals guidance. so, after a few weeks, you liked him for the most part, and his looks damn sure made it easier to cozy up to the big guy.
the only issue you've been having with Bakugou though are the...coregasms, as you've seen them been named on social media, that you keep experiencing. the first time, you weren't sure what it was, why your stomach and pelvis kept tightening up. you couldn't have...climaxed, or anything. you hadn't even been touched!
but, as the weeks go by, and the workouts get more strenuous, they've become harder and harder to subside and ignore, and so had Bakugou's commands to keep going when you suddenly stopped. you can only lie and say its cramps so many times before he realizes that something is up.
you're midway through a good morning, when that familiar feeling starts tightening in the pit of your gut. you clench your eyes shut, shaking your head a little, as if you could ward off the impending feeling. bakugou notices though, frowning at your almost pained expression in the mirror, walking up behind you to stop you as you pull yourself back up. his hands are on your waist, and as you come up, you feel his bulge glide over the curve of your ass, and something in you snaps.
you gasp, buckling over, one hand on your knee as the other reaches back for bakugou's hand to keep you up as your thighs shake. you can feel yourself spasming, clenching and unclenching around nothing, secretly wishing you had something that could fill you up, something that you felt throb against you as bakugou leaned over your form.
"Another coregasm, huh?" he asks you lowly, his lips brushing your ear as you bite your bottom lip to hold back your moan. your eyes buck open though, when his words sink in, head tipping back to look at him in the mirror, only to find his gaze already on you.
"You knew every time?" you ask quietly, panting now that its finally starting to pass over you. but bakugou doesn't let you up from this position, especially since the area you're in seems to be desolate for now.
"It's hard to ignore how pretty you look when you cum, sweetheart." Bakugou seals his words with a firm press to your ass, his cock rubbing the seam, and you can practically feel the heat and veins of it through your thin bottoms. you groan under your breath, getting lost in the feeling of him grinding against you, when he suddenly speaks again.
"You still feel it?" he asks, voice low as he looks at you through his lashes. you nod, biting at your bottom lip as you meet the steady rock of his hips, watching how he smiles before slotting his lips against your ear.
"Want me to help make it go away?" and he does, in the employee locker room after hours. he makes it go away, and rebuild, and go away again and again until you're hoarse and your legs are weaker than they typically are on leg day. bakugou helps the ache go away, but not for that sweet redheaded coworker of his, whose fists have fucked his cock the entire time of watching bakugou rail you over the locker room bench again and again.
#remember when I said in my lion bkg tags that I would write that long fic#sorry but I lied 😔#idk its been so hard to write long fics for me lately!!#I thought it would be better since the brunt of everything in my life has passed#but the creative energy isn't all the way there yet#so I won't rush the process of it!!! when I let it come to me I typically bang out like#3-5 fics in two weeks lol so im waiting for that feeling#but anyway!!! I love trainer character aus they're so seggsy#also I had to throw in eiji sorry what else could I have done#NOT put him in this somehow???? I don't think so#okay bye im gonna write another Drabble ive had in my drafts for a few weeks now LOL#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬#also has anyone ever actually experienced a coregasm before??? I saw it on insta and was amazed LOL#I need to start working on my core more to get one lol if im LUCKY
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very quickly: the expectation that jgy needs to be some kind of working class hero is :/ to begin with, and condemning him for “buying into the system of oppression” is really telling when that’s not a criticism made of anyone else
but the idea that jgy personally is refusing to use his power to uplift the common people is mind bogglingly dumb
i cannot emphasize enough that his primary project for the last decade has been trying to figure out how to get all of the other sects to do their fucking jobs—the jobs they were supposed to have been doing the whole time—so that poor people are less likely to be fucking murdered by monsters.
a concept, if you recall, that was so controversial, nobody questioned that a guy would kill his political opponent’s child over it.
this society balked at “do the jobs you signed up to do,” but it’s somehow jgy’s fault that change is going so slowly? fellas he’s the only one doing anything.
#moi#mdzs talk#jgy tag#jin guangyao#not even your precious wang//xian do anything to uplift the working class#and in fact their enthusiasm in assisting in the destruction of jgy’s reputation may have fucked over the common folks :)#also as a side note#solidarity is a two way street#so why do ppl expect jgy to have solidarity with a group that visciously bullied him (A CHILD) and his mother for years#ppl also love to ignore that jgy canonically treats servants well
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HI YES HELLO I’M ALIVE and the yapping is back (it never left)!!
Just when the summer bbq is concluding. 🥹
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Uhh looking back at this post, it’s highkey a sako character analysis post in disguise. Spoilers Ahead for Wind Breaker Chapters 160 & 161! (as promised with doodles)
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This last panel with everyone toasting to each other feels like the end to the Summer BBQ event, at least to me. *shakes and wails off into the corner*
So many friendships being strengthened, healing/healed and being made in this one event is making my heart do somersaults. GAHHH!! I would’ve loved if we stayed in this wholesome moment a little longer if it is the last but oh well at least these recent two chapters have given me two things to brainrot about for a while. 🤧
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Sako Kota and his relationships
Hooray!! We finally get to see the (much needed) closure of HiraSako’s *gestures wildly* everything, in that moment my spirit synced up with Inugami.
I’m sure it doesn’t take a genius to point out Sako had an unhealthy dependency towards Hiragi from when they were kids up ‘til the Shishitoren arc. On the surface level, Sako’s reasons for getting back at him may seem very immature and they are but I also see where it stemmed from. Hiragi was essentially the first to take a chance on him when he was at his lowest and gave him a chance to better himself. Hiragi to him was the pinnacle of strength and security, his guiding light (Chapter 15). He likely thought that even when things change, he would always be by his side because with him, he’s safe—with him, he’s strong. Stronger than he was before, someone who wouldn’t let bullies trample over him.
So when the latter told him he was following Ume and that he should follow his own path, which is normally very inspiring, Sako took it as abandonment. In his eyes, his pillar of strength was no longer holding up the weight of his (Hiragi’s) own roof but rather someone else’s (Umemiya’s’) and he was left in the ruins (dramatic ass analogy I know but it works).
“If Hiragi had been the source of his strength, then if he beats Hiragi that means he’s reclaiming that strength as his own right?” was what probably went through his head when he started picking fights and joined Shishitoren.
His reliance on Hiragi was still there but now it was twisted and he likely started hating himself for having been content with remaining a follower. If you asked my personal thoughts about this, I would say it was unfair. Not just for Hiragi bearing the weight of his unreasonable expectations, but also for Sako himself whose helplessness as a child manifested into the ugly beast that is emotional dependency.
Deep down, he was still the same hurt child who couldn’t fight back against his bullies and needed someone to support him. When that support came and fell through, he thought defeating Hiragi was his way of proving to himself that he can stand on his own without relying on others. The point when things finally climaxed (aka the Hiragi vs Sako fight) was the moment when Sako had begun letting go of his heart demons. Turns out he just needed to have a talk or two with Hiragi. Communication and respect are the keys to any healthy relationship after all, even if said communication is thru fists but they are delinquents so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.
With that tangent on Sako’s previous ideologies out of the way, another thing I noticed in his official apology was that he called Inugami “kohai” and also like other things he said, but mainly that part. Maybe I’m reading into it or im late to the party, but me thinks he was somewhat of recluse in Shishitoren. Like sure, he wouldn’t be outright hostile but he wouldn’t be actively making friends either.
When Inugami first appeared and was very comfortable talking to him, it made me think “ah this is Sako’s new bestie when he came to Shishitoren, it’s good someone was there for him while he was gunning for Hiragi”. But with this new context, in my head it makes sense if he only joined because he wanted revenge so he likely wouldn’t have reached out if he was so fixated on his goals. And with the whole uh pre-Shishitoren arc Choji and Togame thing going around, yeah I wouldn’t also be eager to make be friendly with them too. But somewhere along the way he got attached to them, he just didn’t realized it at the time.
After Bofurin bulldozes in with their life changing fists and kicks, Sako leaving wouldn’t have been a hard decision for him to make since (1) he’s got presumably no friends and (2) he wants to wallow in self pity alone for a good long while. Then comes crashing in sweet boy Inugami and honestly? I don’t blame Sako for spilling his entire backstory on the guy. I mean look at his face!!
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He’s Sako’s emotional support dog.
Anyways, in my heart I’d like to believe Inugami was the second person to reach out to him. Offering him another chance to lean on support and start anew on learning to be okay with accepting a hand or two but not to the extreme. Trusting others and letting people in again, but also learning to trust in himself too.
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And so far, things are going pretty well for him. Found family within Shishitoren, got someone who’s unafraid to keep him in check and repaired his relationship with Hiragi & his other childhood friends! Throwing all the confetti and sweets for him <3
HOO-WEE THAT WAS SO FUCKING LONG 😭😭
I wanted to add more to this latter half of this discussion but the Sako-brainrot took over, so i’ll just briefly cover my thoughts on Sakura’s progress.
Two words: SAKURA’S GROWTH!
HE IS BLOOMING IN THE SUMMER HEAT OF JULY, HE’S RADIANT AND HIS SKINS GLOWING AS HE SMILES, IM SMOTHERING HIM IN A PILE OF FLOWER BOUQUETS -*ahem*
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Sakura really has come a really long way from the person he was 4 months ago and it’s a real tear-jerker. Even if he didn’t say it to their faces directly, he called his class his friends and he hangs out with the others (their allies) on his own whenever he has the time. Sakura’s getting comfortable with all of them and I cannot believe that after 160+ chapters this is the first canonical mention of the “stray cat” analogy. His first year and he already won the hearts of so many people, deserved really 🙌.
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The Kanuma and Suo reunion I’ve been waiting for 👏👏. But it’s not enough,, so I’m gonna post a doodle of their mini interaction to satisfy my craving for enemies to friends and/or lovers suonuma 🏃🏃
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!!Togame and Choji apologizing to Kaji!! I almost forgot Choji completely trashed him and other Furin students on his way to the school.
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This panel is my everything, it’s so sweet like y’ALL I’M HERE THINKING ABOUT WHO KNOWS HOW LONG YANAGIDA AND MATSUMOTO HAVEN’T SEEN AND TALKED TO THEIR CUTE KOHAI WHO FOLLOWED HIRAGI AROUND LIKE A DUCKLING. IM UGGHHH- *stumbles to the ground and wails pathetically*
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Sugi? Sweet boy, what are you contemplating about 👀? If you asked me, I hope it’s about Sakura AND/OR will be relevant to the next arc of the series because my body is simultaneously ready and not ready for new antagonists.
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Once again singing my praises to Nii-sensei, their team and the official english translation staff. My head is constantly in a spin for these characters and their interactions with one another. And thank y’all for being patient with me for this post and for reading til the end.
#wbk chatter#makochi rumors#tonpu market street art#wind breaker#wind breaker nii satoru#wind breaker spoilers#wind breaker chapter 160#wind breaker chapter 161#sako kota#sakura haruka#bofurin#shishitoren#gravel (wind breaker)#PUMPING OUT LATE POSTS I KNOWW#my surprising feelings for sako clawed its way out into the open#this post also made realize how much harem potential the tamon leaders of each class has to offer sksk#like what is with this faction#watch me post simultaneously my other drafts lining up after this sksk#ALSO WHERE WAS URYU AND SEIRYU IN THE BBQ#DID I MISS THEM OR SMTHING IN BETWEEN A PANEL OR TWO?
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Neighborhood kids loved the plushies! They disappeared so fast, and I made like half a dozen more while sitting outside waiting for kids so I didn't even get pictures of them but one kid said "I'm so glad I got here before you ran out! I got a plushie here last year and was hoping you'd still have them" so like...I absolutely have to make more for next year
#the person behind the yarn#at my mom's suggestion I had the two giant worms on the table with the candy and cauldron full of plushies#and not a single person mentioned them lol#two giant worms and zero comment#we did have a lovely conversation with neighbors about the giant toy soldier (human sized) that stares out the window!#apparently you can see him all the way down the street#and when you go on a walk he watches you the whole way down the block#it's fine he's friendly
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i’d love to know how much of early day's spn subtext was deliberate or just a happy accident bc the subplot of 1x08 bugs is sam and dean butting heads about how they were raised and sam hating it while dean tells him he should accept it as they protect a family; predominantly a father and son
the father and son argue bc the son is different and not who the father wants him to be while the son feels ignored and shunned (aka sam). sam spends the episode empathising with him and telling him he can look forward to going to college to get away from him just like he did while dean cuts in to say he should stick with his family
the entire episode, dean defends john and the way he raised them ("maybe he needed to raise his voice but sometimes you were out of line"), it even starts with him and sam arguing over their illegal ways of making money and how they were brought up in the life; dean adapting to and enjoying it and sam wanting to be honest and straight
they talk about sam being sure john is and always has been disappointed in him just for dean to say john used to go to stanford whenever he could to check on him and something about his expression is so bitter; like he knows john would never express that care for him
but at the climax when they're trying to get matt to convince his dad to leave, sam is the one telling him to tell the truth and make his dad listen whereas dean tells him to lie; implying he wouldn't trust his son enough to believe him
he outright scoffs at sam and asks him what he was thinking for trying to get matt to tell the truth
the entire episode, dean is advocating for the kid to work it out (almost to just take it) and stay with his family but when push comes to shove, he tells him to lie
sam who spent years resenting john and his family for how they were raised, fell back on "making him listen"; echoing all the arguments he had with john, trying to force him to understand who he is while john's too blinded by vengeance to even begin to try. the same way sam refuses to see how they were raised and why they were raised that way from john’s point of view, hinting at how similar people they are (which still isn’t an excuse but also not the point rn)
dean winchester, the king of repression and masking (and fawning), dean who at this point is still staunchly defending john, tells a shunned kid with a harsh father to pretend in order for his father to care enough to listen to him and believe him
dean knows reasoning won't work bc he's watched it happen over and over again with sam and john
even the way matt tries to say, “but he’s my… (father)” feels like he’s coming over to dean’s point of view; that matt as a son respects his father to enough to tell the truth and no matter how much they’ve fought, that should trump everything. but dean still insists he lies. and matt tells the truth. and his father doesn’t listen
there's no way they intentionally made dean subconsciously know that a man raising his son in a mimicry of how john raised them wouldn't respect or trust his son enough to believe him about something potentially life threatening after half a season of john ignoring them about something potentially life threatening
right?
#sam accusing dean of being perfect and thats why john never yelled at him actually makes me crazy#especially when you take in how much dean fawns when hes around john#fawning being the fear response of making yourself as unobtrusive as possible so you dont become a target#deans fawn response is to be the soldier; to always agree and listen to orders and be johns mini replica so he doesnt make waves#its not just him being a good son despite how much thats hammered into us over the course if the show#thats why he tries so hard to get sam to just agree and do as hes told; not just bc he thinks john is right but so it wont cause an argument#arguments he expressly hates despite being highly confrontational with literally everyone else#he only has a fawn fear response when it comes to john and sam; not even bobby gets the same level of repression#anyway i unintentionally started a rewatch and dean flipping on a dime about how the kid should be with his father twigged my interest#and how much of it was intentional? in the good supernatural in my head all of it is#but alas this is the real supernatural and it was probably completely unintentional and means nothing#especially since the episode ends with the kid throwing away the things that make him different#and sam saying he wants to apologise to john in person for the things he said to him when he left for stanford#hes dean says he will apologise then theyll immediately be at each others throats again but he doesnt really progress at all beyond that#he spends the whole episode saying relationships are a two way street and sam said awful things and should pick up the slack between them#and he ends with that same mindset so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ likely all of it was unintentional#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#supernatural#spn#meta#dean winchester#sam winchester#john winchester#john winchesters a+ parenting#save post
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If you’re gonna make Tim the red hood in your reverse robins au instead of Steph you better have a Damn Good Reason
#like let’s put our heads together and think about which two characters have really been on the streets of Gotham in a way that might#draw similar conclusions about what the city needs#who both died thinking they were unwanted#I will expand on this later I think#jason todd#stephanie brown#reverse robins
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