#this is a personal failing of mine
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i get folks leaving me very sweet asks now and then and just know...... i dont reply to them so they can sit in my inbox forever for when i need them - theyre massively appreciated!!
#cleo talks#now. other asks i havent answered bc if i dont know how to respond in the moment it takes me 800 yrs to formulate smthn#this is a personal failing of mine
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S.COUPS Marie Claire Shoot Sketch
BONUS : a realtime transformation from cheollie<3 -> general leader s.coups
#s.coups#seungcheol#choi seungcheol#seventeen#tw flashing#tw eyestrain#svt#svtgifs#*mine#my gif#heymax#maddieblr#userhev#usermery#jennalook#userbexrex#xanblr#1k.#2k.#3k.#coups stops ruining my life challenge: failed this week. we go again.#this fit changed me as a person#why is he so edible :| asking for a friend
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DAREDEVIL | 1.01
Our practice is relatively young, Miss Page, and we are aggressively pursing new clientele.
#Daredeviledit#Karen Page#Matt Murdock#Foggy Nelson#Deborah Ann Woll#Charlie Cox#Elden Henson#Daredevil#DD 1.01#Not Revolution#GIF set#Mine#Daredevil OT3#Somehow I erased like a bunch of this show from my memory - maybe because I haven't properly watched it for 9 years#But I've just spent the week going through S1 of DD and the original season had so much heart and everyone cried#Everyone had a breakdown#They got overwhelmed and disappointed and angry with each other#and it slides so effortlessly into a slow build as they start introducing all the characters AND I FORGOT KAREN WAS THEIR FIRST CLIENT#And that Foggy bribed Brett for a heads up if 'something interesting' walked into the precinct.#And they just sort of adopt her#This is our Karen now#Please stop trying to arrest her for murder#It's sort of a person version of a foster fail. She's just going to stay at Matt's house for one night. And then maybe work at the office.#And okay now she's buying office equipment and helping us investigate and being a drinking buddy.#And she's making friends with a reporter and being a translator. But it's nothing serious. She hasn't accidentally become very important#to our mental health. She'll go back to her regular life when the case is over. This is all very normal.#Except for all the murders that keep happening.#And oh no - we've accidentally become a crime fighting team... WHOOPS.#Off Topic: I wish DDBA was on at the end of the week rather than the middle. It gives me way too much time to think between episodes.#And what is with the colouring in this show? There's no need for this much yellow.
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Incorrect, the fact that Biden has dropped out and a candidate with history of supporting medicare for all and being more receptive to a ceasefire in the I/P conflict has made me go from "I cannot morally support the Democratic nominee" to "I am voting for the Democratic nominee despite the fact she isn't perfect in every respect." I'm really happy this played out. The Dems for the most part abandoned the old Obama platform and it feels like its possible an actual progressive agenda could come to pass in my lifetime.
Kamala 2024!
If you weren't going to vote Democratic in this election before Biden dropped out you're a dorkass loser who does not care about any of the issues you're yammering about here and also a fundamentally bad person, and I hope you get run over by a bus.
But you got one thing right in all of this gibberish, Kamala 2024.
#personal#answered#anonymous#i mean let's be clear here no president is gonna attempt to be progressive ever again within my lifetime#because joe biden tried to do like 25% of that and got ZERO fucking credit#he did so much on healthcare on reform on loans on so many social issues and for all his litany of failings on i/p#he has been distinctly harsher on netanyahu than a good chunk of dems and certainly the entire republican party#for the first time since i was four we are not involved in any wars as americans and that is thanks to joe biden#but the thing is that he gets no credit for any of it!#him pulling out of afghanistan caused his approvals to tank in a way that never recovered#and leftists gave him FUCK ALL for it#they gave him nothing they just continued whining that even tho he cancelled a bajillion in student loans#he didn't actually cancel a QUADRILLION dollars so both parties are the same and voting is the most arduous task known to man#no democrat who is running is going to forget that catering to leftist/progressive policies gets them zero leeway with those supporters#that it not only tanks numbers but you still get constant haranguing about it anyway#so they're not gonna do it#we are gonna get fuckall for at least a good fifty years#and anything we get will be utterly in SPITE of people like you anon it will happen in spite of everything you've done#mostly because of people like me and mine who understand that voting is the bare minimum#and that for the democratic process to work the way you want it to you need to participate and not pitch a fucking fit#like a four year old who was told they can't go to disney this weekend#like i know you ratfuckers are happy this played out because this is all a game to you and you don't actually care#but that's why i've got zero faith in you people and why i'm glad it's my kind of folks#actual die hard democrats who have always been hardliners for supporting democrats in every possible election#who are picking up the slack and donating to harris and supporting her agenda#which is the exact same as biden's because she's his vice president and they share they same platform#because that's what they were both running on! twice!#anyway fuck you please feel free to find a necktie and test how tall your doorframe is
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I can't stop thinking about how the show sets up selfishness and selflessness as two sides of the same coin. How do you walk the line between making sure your loved ones can achieve their own dreams even if it means hurting yourself, and hurting your loved ones because you're hurting yourself for their sake?
It all goes back to Thame putting up his wish on the orange tree that he'll make all of the other members' dreams come true. Thame, who agrees to a shitty contract and works himself to the bone and makes it completely his burden to prove that Mars is a good investment for the company. Thame, who is made to believe that that very act of love and sacrifice is only debilitating his friends' dreams and the only way to keep his original promise is to leave.
We see Thame essentially being back at square one in this episode. He has to leave and go to Korea alone so the people he loves can achieve their dreams. But so much has changed since then. Thame had found hope, that he could simultaneously keep his promise and be selfish to want both his band and his partner. He's once again been working himself to the bone, giving up all of his time and attention between the band and Po, because his tiredness is such a small price to pay to turn that dream into reality. Why wouldn't he gladly take on all of that tiredness and more?
But despite all of the groundbreaking things he's achieved and everything he's given of himself, it doesn't work. His friends break down around him possibly reigniting the same insecurities from earlier that he worked so hard to ensure wouldn't come to pass. His boyfriend breaks up with him despite Thame promising to take on all of the burden and tiredness to make it work. He's being forced to leave everyone behind and he's being left behind too.
That flip from Thame being convinced that the best thing for him to do would be to leave for everyone else's sake, to the rest of Mars and Po being convinced that the best thing for them to do is to step back for Thame's sake is so so important to me. It's not just Thame who made making his friends' dreams come true into his own dream. The rest of Mars and Po did the same thing with Thame's dream. But how does it all work when the sacrifices you're willing to make for the dreams of your loved ones are at the cost of their happiness because they're at the cost of your own?
Thame's effort didn't go to waste. We see all of that effort manifesting in how it opens doors for the other members and Po so much more easily now. But it's also true that at the base of those new successes lie the shattered hopes of that shared dream between them.
The show sets up the question of whether the person who's leaving others behind feels hurt, and we see so many iterations of it. We see Earn leaving behind the person who was an instrumental part of his success without a second thought. We see Thame giving himself up and leaving for the band's sake. We see Jun leave twice, the first so that his friend would for once think of himself and his own success instead of letting the others drag him away from it, and the second when he's sure that his friend can be what the person that he cares for deserves. We see Pepper being completely willing to leave if the two biggest parts of his life cannot exist together and we see Gam actually leaving when it proves to be true. And we see Po leave because he cannot let himself become an obstacle in Thame's path and make all of their efforts come to waste. If that's the price to pay so that the people they love can have what they want then so be it, right? Their sacrifices are insignificant in the face of that.
But what happens when all those sacrifices still aren't enough? When the cost becomes too huge to bear?
#thamepo#thamepo the series#thamepo heart that skips a beat#mine#if it wasn't clear already i do love this show a lot and i think the writing is really clever#i personally thought that the conflict in this ep was actually very well set up since the beginning#not to say that you're wrong if you felt otherwise! i mean you don't need me to tell you that your opinions are valid#(that is if there's anyone even reading these lmao hi)#i just do think that maybe certain things that are treated as inherent failings of the ql genre have set up certain expectations#that maybe should be revised once in a while so that we can meet the story half way and see what the creatives are attempting#instead of writing it off because of those expectations?#sorry that was confusing but i've been thinking about this since peaceful property and the trainee i think if not before#i understand the feelings around things like the ep 11 curse or queerbaiting or queer women ending up with a man etc etc#i really truly do. but i think we're far enough from when these storylines were being used in the worst ways#that it's worth examining the reasoning behind storylines like that now and see if there's worth to it#before dismissing them as invoking that precedent?#idk maybe i'm wrong. anyway.
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Reframing whenever someone decides to leave you out of something or walks out of your life or just all around neglects your presence not as your loss but as theirs…. like that could have been so much more fun w me in it but I wasn’t and that will forever be your loss
#It might sound arrogant conceited etc but I used to deal w a lot of attachment anxiety bc id be like#That person is so cool. They’re so exciting. They know how to liven something up. I’m missing out on their energy#But now I think ab how they’re missing out on mine too and how they’re at the risk of losing me w every half assed action they take#Loss is never just one way if you know you bring value to something. I legit felt that yesterday for the first time in my life#Ruminating and clinging to ppl less has truly come at the behest of knowing I’m someone worth keeping around#And if you decide not to that’s a failing on your end and I don’t have to overcompensate by proving my worth to you
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daydreaming about a radiostatic safeword fail fic
#personal#my writing#god i LOVE safeword fails I need to write more#it's a shame the radiostatic tag only has two and one of them is mine lkxuhjfg#GONNA ADD TO IT EVENTUALLY#when I have time#eta: HURT/COMFORT FLAVOR OBVIOUSLY I DON'T DO HARD ANGST WITH THIS STUFF
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this is my fancast for kaz brekker
#can't help myself#sun yuan and peng yu#kaz brekker#six of crows#kanej#mine#i love this art sm#for people who don’t know this is a robot arm that keeps continuously sweeping a deep blood-like red liquid back into a circle#but it fails to make it look neat.#the haphazard movements of the arm give off a hysteric feeling as if it's meant to portray a human who's#overcome with emotions and having a panic attack and therefor fails to do what it's supposed to.#the machine makes screeching sounds reminiscent of screams of despair.#it’s like the machine made a huge mistake and it's trying to cover up the evidence but fails to due to the overwhelm and shock of it all.#it can’t clean up its own blood fast enough.#or as if it's going through such intense stress because of responsibilities and expectations#that it doesn't know where to start anymore.#it’s in pain and no one helps it#theres many ways to interpret this work but that’s my favourite#there is no way to help it out of the burden and neither can it help itself like the title of the work already indicates.#and in the progress it's destroying itself the way trauma fear and anxiety can also destroy a person overtime
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remus don't know how to handle allat
#wolfstar#mine#my art#sirius black#remus lupin#genuiely tried to de-twinkify sirius but failed horribly i'm sorry. but look. chest & arm hair & happy trail#my personal sirius in leather pants propaganda#harry potter#marauders#marauders era#the marauders#marauders fanart#harry potter fanart#wolfstar fanart#remus lupin fanart#sirius black fanart
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today
#not tickles#yet#mine#my art#wont add more tags to this since its just a shitty preview#but i rlly liked this sketch so wanted to give yall a teaser#every time i draw sebastian he gets chubbier and i love that personally#i keep thinking abt how roux fits into pressure too#yk he and sebastian are actually very similar as characters#lost their families bc humanity failed them#went on violent tirades in revenge#wound up forced by a greater power to help people they dont like#miss their moms#generally sarcastic and sassy#they really are kindred spirits
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hate hate hate leftists created a fucking 2-ideology society where you’re either “good” or “bad” and now you either want all Israeli jews dead by violent means or you’re sucking netanyahu’s actual dick and there’s no other option
#g talks#‘waaa i hate this corrupt 2 party system!! 😭’#‘anyway you either agree with me or you’re a horrible person’#and it has to be 100% agree with anything they say or you fail the test#meanwhile you have to dumb down the most common sense kindergarten concepts#or else they have a meltdown#mine#/mobile#/okay to reblog
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Rui & his need to harsh the vibe must be studied “just think… this wouldn’t have been possible if we’d all split up… anyways” <- said by a guy who has fought tooth and nail to keep wxs together and calls himself selfish and greedy over it even though this outcome is what his friends also want, because he is incapable of realizing that his friends truly love him just as much as he loves them
#rui vc I love my friends too much im failing at friendship#tsk/emu/nene vc if wxs splits up im becoming the Joker#mine#rui#I think rui is like I’m the first person alive to have these emotions#and the emotions in question are just normal friendship emotions
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Mars, you have a lot more patience than I would at this point gdhfkjgdsfg. If you'll allow me to choose violence for a second:
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Hi anon! Did you know you can engage with other people without interpreting every word they use in the worst way possible, making a million assumptions about their background and prescribing opinions to them they've explicitly told you they don't have?
I don't even disagree with all of those rebuttals, but if you want people to engage in discussions with you you have to treat them like human beings, not your opposition in a court case. What are you expecting to get back when you act like this? About nonexistent fingers in his ass guy?
You should at least have got off anon and owned what you said- unless you're using anon to block evade, in which case you should consider respecting people's boundaries.
:D waow…. feeling very cared for in this chili’s tonight
#ask#lyre#as for my patience: yeah i am a bit more patient than i’d like to be#but anons like that are enrichment to me lmao#i try not to feed the trolls but there’s smth very satisfying in showing someone that they have failed to get under your skin#it was how i dealt with troublemakers/bullying in school as a kid ^_^#in one of my art classes (8th grade i think? so like 12-13yo) there was a kid who just refused to follow any directions#and would also try to distract and annoy everyone else#it pissed me off. so i decided i would literally just pretend he didn’t exist#he would get my attention and i wouldn’t respond. he’d try to startle me#wouldn’t even flinch. i got to the point where i could look Through him#it pissed him off so bad. i think i lowkey crave returning to the level of power i felt in that moment#anyways i employ a similar strategy with these types of anons. i’m trying to have Less patience with people but i’m not an angry person?#i don’t experience anger at individuals very often#i DO however have a strong competitive spirit and a trickster’s sense of humor#(yes i was raised on looney tunes can you tell)#so i laugh whenever ppl try to get under my skin like that because. heheheheee they’re madddddd they’re soooo angry#and it must piss them off sooooo bad that their words don’t make me feel bad :(( poor thang#this is probably a character flaw of mine in excess. but right now it’s funny#and hey if someone is gonna refuse to treat me with respect i think i’ve earned a few potshots right
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#rick and morty#the morty one is a joke but also might end up being an actual copium take#also uou alresdy know mine. bitchhhh#im tryyyyyying my best to keep my expectations lol. failing#ooooooh s7 finale give us Anything#ummm my opinion on these.#i actually kidna dont want prime back. i think it wld detract from ricks arc unless they did it some special way#BIRDRICKKKKK. i dont thinkit will happen 💔💔💔 but if it cld at least get mentioned in passing i cld die happy for now#also not a huge believer of swap theory… ive seen like one or two moments where it works well but idk#i dont quite understand what the point of that wld be …..? but who knows maybe#diane… i wlddd like to see her but only in a flashback or smth. and give her some personality#i think theres been enough reminders of her recently …. like her ghost u know. lets get smth Real#altho a possibilty to undo the omega device wld be interesting. but unrealistic i feel#um. yeah. i actually just really want morty to get to Do smth this season#like u know i love rick lore. but we are in DESPERATE need of a morty arc#rnm spoilers
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// hopping in again because 2 am is in the timeframe where i become so hyper on accidentally finding vibes like a nocturnal predator
. https://youtu.be/8Gopg80VXwc?si=j_vS5a5xUWvgiBRC
somehow sounds like t.i
// ASHES ASHES DUST TO DUST THE DEVIL'S AFTER THE BOTH OF US //

#[ ooc ]#i have Never heard of this song until now and now i'm obsessed holy fuck holy shit#“tell me i am good enough” me when i am a random doll who wants to please everyone to the point it's a source of manipulation#from the parasites in my brain#by making me think i'm being useful when i do things for them while also not hesitating to put me down when i fail#( i easily accept these words because i truly believe that everyone else's wellbeing is more important than mine#and do not like being seen as a failure or useless because it makes me do feel worthless#as i lack internal validation for myself#so everything is a personal failure on my part even when it isn't )#i hollow out my being for the people that only serves to take and take and i fully let them do it#it's what is 'good' for me after all - at least that's what they tell me#... yeah here's some psychology
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(https://www.tumblr.com/yourfrutoto/756245101471252480/journalists-are-the-major-evil-of-dp-but-we-dont?source=share) But if the tall one teamed up with Wes, it'd be a fast victory. Wes would slap him, "Stop. Talking. Shit. Just. Say. Their. Names!" (and then Wes could show his collection of photos and videos on TV)
I confess, I don't know much about Wes Weston other than he was a nameless background character that phans latched onto and for whom they created their own fanon. I've seen fanart—very hot fanart, I should add, probably posted on Tumblr before the Purge—with Wes appearing to be some kind of photographer or reporter. I generally don't go too far into fanon territory, but it's fun to think of Wes being a much-needed ally of Phantom and even Plasmius. Poor Danny gets dragged by the press way too often.
#asks#danny phantom#danny fenton#wes weston#screenshots#fanon#phanon?#my reluctance to engage with fanon stems from a feeling of ''not being there when the fanon was written''#not because i hate fanon or anything#it just feels awkward#in a ''hello fellow kids'' type way. imposter syndrome maybe#if i do partake in fanon i try to transform so it's more a derivative of fanon than the OG fanon itself#i'm not much of an OC person either. it's a personal failing of mine#if i loved OCs i'd be writing original fiction instead of participating in fandom 😅
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