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cryptamen · 2 years ago

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I’m not doing

….well I really mean that. This show ruined me worse than anything I have ever watched.

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mythicalcoolkid · 5 months ago

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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side

#m/cc #mine #I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges #and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like #a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with #there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example #or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone #*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have #I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side #for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others #for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me #and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public #and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist #that's why there's so much awareness happening for it #but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people

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3twindragons · 4 months ago

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#zuko #sokka #zukka #turtle ducks #mama turtleduck zuko #disaster sokka #the likes in my last two zuko fanarts motivated me to make something bigger #not going to lie it took me so much time but it was worth it #i tried to stick to the same art style as the series #i have no idea how this came out so soft #they are 18 here #i don't have more context for this.#avatar the last airbender

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elfcollector · 3 months ago

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DRAGON AGE: ORIGINS (2009) — developed by bioware.

#gamingnetwork #vgedit #videogameedit #gamingedit #dailygaming #gameplaydaily #daoedit #mydao #myda #daedit #dragon age #dragon age: origins #dragon age origins #zevran arainai #zevran x warden #zevwarden #ppl have talked a lot abt this scene #and how zevrans not able to say he loves the warden here even tho he obviously does #and how thats a show of his past and his hurt but not a lack of devotion #he has a hard time saying the words because hes used them and mostly heard them in the context of a lie #and he could never lie to his warden #but also like. it means so much for him to be able to say 'i know you love me. i believe you. i believe you love me'#because he hates himself in a real way! hes still recovering from being actively suicidal!!#zevran does not view himself as someone who is Lovable in the way the warden loves him #but he believes them anyway #whats the line....i trust you means more from me than i love you #ANYWAY ZEVRAN [chews through the drywall] !!!!!!!

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little-mari-on-a-roof · 2 months ago

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being a miraculous fan is great because every time you're like surely they can't inflict more trauma onto my children they get hit with twelve more lifelong altering situations and you're like ah i guess they could 🥲

#I've never seen so much pain in their eyes #both of them #the moment when marinette has to tell adrien that her father died AND lie to him at the same time and she can't even look him in the eye 😭#when she sees him on the monitor miserable in a white prison made my his own father...#let my girl rest and be happy and have no more secrets i beg you 😭#london special #london special spoilers

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vanyafresita · 10 months ago

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after seeing this post by the artist afkeii on instagram, i got inspired to write a poem... and then i drew something to make it into a zine...

the way i feel about romantic love is... complicated... but i've known i'm on the aromantic spectrum for over a year now ! yippiee !

if you'd like to have a physical copy, feel free to [download the print version here] , and check [how to put it together / make a 8-page zine here]

#zine #personal zine #art #aromantic #aromantic spectrum #my art #id in alt text #that was very... interesting to write and draw about #dont ask me how i feel about romantic love its too tiring to explain #(<- thats a lie- do ask me about it as much as you want i have so many thoughts on it. probs more questions than answers tbf tho)#also yeah the black ring on my middle finger and right hand is bcs im asexual too #but ive known im ace since i was 13 so i dont have nothing poetic to say about it cuz its been just a normal thing for me for so long lol #aight its getting late and i need to go sleep byeeee

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sysig · 11 months ago

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Blind side (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Sans #Papyrus #Gaster #Sans closing his good eye every once in a while and keeping his blind eye open - obviously he does so in-game as well so it's a style-match #It's just interesting in the context of him being textually-confirmed blind in Handplates hehe #There's a level of vulnerability there! Not more than closing both eyes around someone - and potentially also distrust!#''I'm baring myself blind right now but /you/ don't need to know that'' - it suits him ♪#Especially when he does it around Papyrus! Because obviously Papyrus knows about his partial blindness #But when he's trying to be duplicitous - the way he looks at him sidelong with his blind eye when he's trying to lie unsuccessfully ugh <3 #And again-again it being about how much he trusts Papyrus! That he can be a little lazy or spacey and Papyrus will help him!#Also something about his entire right side being impaired - pawing around with his plated hand for something he can't see on that side #The dynamics! Internal and external! Very good like them lots #And then there's Gaster lol ♪ Throw him into the mix I'm sure it won't make a mess at all haha #I guess he's visiting? Just spacing out - he and Sans have a lot on their minds - separately haha #I do love how Sans pushes Gaster to be kind to Papyrus - very deservedly! He wants Papyrus to be happy of course #And he's obviously still angry with Gaster a lot but how might that present itself when Papyrus is Papyrus at Gaster hehe #Even just in that small jokey way of ''you tryin' to step on my turf?'' hehehe #Especially since the comparison wouldn't even come up if he had two functioning eyes hm?? Right Gaster???? Lol #Speaking of that scene and Sans' partial blindness tho ughhughuhg <3 <3 The fact that Sans stands with Gaster to his blind side #It's the vulnerability/distaste/confidence of it all! He's grown up so much it's all right there in how he holds himself #That he either trusts Gaster enough not to attack him - starting to believe him - or that he has enough faith in himself to protect himself #And only looking at him with his peripherals unless he looks directly at him hghhhgh I am Normal about shot composition I swear lol #Also I like how that last panel turned out lol - Sans just appears at the bottom of the steps like how's it going. care to gtfo thx

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fairyhaos · 1 month ago

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cruelest thing that kpop has ever done is impose a "you can't eat anything" rule on their idols in the country that says "have you eaten today?" as a way of showing love

#yena talks #so much of korean... affection? centers around eating and eating well and asking if youve eaten as a sign of love and concern #bc historically it just holds so much significance to like. actually have enough to eat that the question is engraved into our culture #and rvery time fans ask idols if theyve eaten it always come from a place of love but it breaks my heart because it's just so so likely that #the answer they give is either a) a lie or b) misleading because theyre not allowed to eat as much as they ought #also just the symbolism. “have you eaten today” = i love you; “you cant eat” = the opposite of that #like the whole diet culture/ obsession with looking perfect is of course so damaging by itself but it feels even more cruel like this yk #this is an exaggeration btw like i know kpop has done way worse things but this still breaks my heart

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deoidesign · 3 months ago

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