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Just wanted to say I haven't been keeping up with your timor chapters but OH MY GOD? How are you creating such long and polished pieces of writing that quickly??? /pos /gen
Mad respect, keep up the good work, love your writing just have the attention span of a gnat :3
If I'm honest!! It's because I've planned it out SUPER well (by my usual standards) so it's just sort of filling in the gaps to get through it--also I'm so so attached to my silly little son Timor that I don't think I physically COULD stay away for too long
#i'd say i've rediscovered my passion for writing but i dont want to jinx it!!#this is a REALLY lovely message btw#i don't often get inboxes and when i tell you i got so excited to see this notification i actually gasped out of pure joy#im not great at showing gratitude well HOWEVER i will say#thank you so so much you have made my entire day!!
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yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.
to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!
i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.
also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.
they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.
they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.
i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.
#eve text#elmike#stranger things#byler#only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol#tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS#god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear#i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable#i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts#elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about#even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike#i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up#the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me#and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing...#the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me#and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin#also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice…#fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK#so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows#i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too???#love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk#tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO...#like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO#stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest#anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul#i need frivolity#ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show
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in lieu of having posted any writing/headcanons/asks in the past few days because i have been *so* busy and unable to do anything fandom-related which is terrible and evil, i have a poll out of morbid curiosity and self-indulgence. i've been meaning to ramble here about how i feel about DC's lack fo Deaf representation and which Batfam members i would personally make Deaf, but i am mildly curious about the larger opinion and now i will subject you all to the question, i would love to hear thoughts/opinions/headcanons on any specific choices. (would love d/Deaf/HoH opinions esp but i'm mostly expecting this to reach the hearing crowd, so opinions from hearing ppl are ones i'm very curious about. if you've never given it thought before you are going to now or else /lh)
#necrotic nuisance#<- new tag for nonserious shit like this#batfamily#batclan#deafculture#i think not including bruce in this poll bc i ran out of options is *so* fucking funny so i'm keeping it#bc realistically i could bump off more tertiary characters like harper or jpv to include him#but i won't.#hearing people are seriously invited to reblog and share opinions or headcanons i'm so genuine#just like. behave about it.#i have personal headcanons but i will save sharing them until the poll is finished#as not to skew results#i also have a hunch on who will lead. based on popular headcanons i see#but i will also not share that as to not skew it#i'm using the Deaf identity as an umbrella term that can include Hard of Hearing as well btw#so if your headcanon is more HoH leaning it is counted#i do believe this is something most fans haven't rlly thought about#but i *really* want to write fics with Deaf rep and i have been waffling on who to make Deaf#so. this poll is also a field test of who you would like to see me (a Deaf bitch) write as Deaf.#and i totally pinky promise not to project super duper hard on them. (i'm so lying)#i will get back to writing and the ask games i promse!#tomorrow i have the day off after 4 bc someone else is watching the baby so ic can just chill#also *please please* if you have disabled headcanons for any batfam (or DC in general) character#send them to me. i want to see them. i would love to talk about them with you.#as an anon ask as a message as a reblog idc#gimme.#this isn't my usual content but shhh lemme be self indulgent.#both bc i'm curious and bc i wanna write Deaf shit so. we take a break from my usual nonsense for this.#i'll post writing tomorrow to make up for it#also i have to remind myself this is my blog i can do what i want with and not just be a content machine. yk
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oh yeah. so i have a new pfp on discord
(yellow version that i also like but it didnt fit the theme i was going for)
kind-of self-portrait typa thing half inspired by the corru.observer style. you should play that you should play it now you should boot it up on your computer or laptop and play it
#ive fallen in love with cmyk a little#beetledee art#eyestrain#bright colours#whats the hidden message you ask? idk i bite people. sharp teefs#got this idea while lightly tipsy very dissociated and in the middle of seething over backstitching dont ask me good questions#looking at it now damn i should've changed white blood for the hot pink should've i. might edit it now#that *is* blood btw. not tagging it because it doesnt really read as it does it. sighhhhs#ill make a tumblr pfp later probably
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I don't like to think about this because it makes me sad but given that og pjo had a whole thread going about how you need to accept death for what it is it's the natural order of things and bad things happen when you try to change it (the most obvious example is nico coming to terms with bianca's death but tbh I think the same general notion applies to other things, e.g. all the times we hear about demigods trying to force quests to happen a particular way and it ends very badly)
I think hazel should've been sent back to the underworld after hoo but instead this time she goes to elysium. yes it's angsty and sad and no one wants hazel dead but the justifications given for why her lasting reanimation is okay just this one time are pretty flimsy when it's emphasized so many times in the franchise that You Can't Disrupt The Way Things Are Meant To Be (more in tags)
#like if pjo weren't the kind of narrative that insists over and over and over again that your fate is set in stone. you can't change it.#it was all decided before you were born. it was prophecized it was written by the fates. etc etc etc#(I think this kind of messaging is kind of problematic/sucky for a kids book but it does make sense when it's all based on greek mythology)#(which tends to be extremely fatalistic)#then hazel's reanimation wouldn't be so thematically incongruous#like she's allowed to be alive for now. she's a member of the prophecy 7 she's literally prophecized to be there#she's /supposed/ to be there#and I think her going back to elysium instead of asphodel would've been a pretty perfect bookend for her. she was supposed to go there all#along but she gave it up for her mom. she became alive again and was a hero in her second life so now she can go to elysium instead#like is that not a perfectly tragic bittersweet ending for a story based on greek mythology. at least she's no longer in horrible asphodel#would've been cool if yk. rick cared as much about hazel half as much as he cared about [redacted]#all the narrative significance (specifically regarding death) kinda went to leo. which is cool I love leo.#but man so many characters were shafted by the choices made for that ending#also we don't need to make this about manpain btw. it would be good angst for nico and frank yes but that's really not the point#let's think about women 👍#that said I do think it's darkly humorous that she only gets to live if pluto just ignores her#it's like. inverse orpheus and eurydice?#pluto can keep hazel out of the underworld so long as he doesn't look at her#but will he look some day?#baye.txt#pjo hoo toa#hazel levesque#nico di angelo#rr crit
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stimboard request for @compassionately :3
x - x - x | x - x - x | x - x - x
#my stimboards#hajime tag#stim#I really hope you like this baby#im a bit rusty so I worry rjdjdjd#secret message for hajime only look away if you aren’t him:#I love you I love you I love you. btw :3
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So, would piepoe like some cheese? If so, then how much? It can be from a crumb of cheese to a whole 5 pound block. How much?
#Piepoe actually would give the cheese to the little rat <:3 she doesn't mind it but would much rather give it to someone who'd love it!#they'd still really appreciate the cheese however. it thanks you!!#make sure to take it easy and rest and drink water and eat food!! sending lots of love your way... thank you for this fun message!!#Piepoe arts#(the love for you btw>>)#💓💘💓💖💓💓💖💓💖💓💘💓💖💓💖💓💖💓💘💓💖💓💘💓💖💓💖💓‼️‼️‼️‼️
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hate when i see a youtube video that's like 'analyzing why [thing] is bad!' and you watch the video and they just say nothing for twenty minutes
#random thoughts#watched a video on why a specific character was poor representation for survivors of assault#and it was such a nothing burger of a video#'this character is bad because children might see them and think their behavior is okay' okay?#i learned how to block out memories from finn adventure time but that doesn't mean memory suppression shouldn't be addressed in media#plus hazbin hotel. i'm talking about angel dust btw if that wasn't blaringly obvious. is an adult cartoon. for adults#adult cartoons shouldn't have to restrict their subject matter because kids could see it#and angel dust being a male queer SA victim using hypersexuality as a coping mechanism could be good!#and the fact he hits on other people despite it making them uncomfortable isn't exactly a problem a la his character?#it could be a control thing. i used to do something similar (pushing other people's boundaries and complaining when they pushed back)#because it made me feel some kind of control over my life#it could start off as a really shitty joke and then grow into 'oh god is that why he does that??'#but anyway their second main point was that the songs were bad? and that poison being an upbeat song makes it bad#like despite listing many other songs which are upbeat with heavy lyrics. but somehow poison is the exception because it's a cartoon?#like again that could be a character thing. angel dust using obfuscation as a coping mechanism to distract himself from his shitty life.#。・゚゚・the lyrics are upbeat to distract you from how dead i feel inside・゚゚・。#and their reading of the second song seemed really mean-spirited?#like as 'everyone has problems so you're not special because you're a whiny baby' rather than 'you're not as alone as you think you are'#and like if op wanted to just complain about a show they watched then yeah go off i do that all the time#but don't parade it as character analysis???#and they say 'oh reading it as a feelgood you're not alone message doesn't work because these characters' struggles are not equal'#but like. sometimes rape needs to feel like it's not some special trauma. it's not unique and you're not uniquely fucked up for it#two characters' traumas don't need to be directly comparable for them to bond!!!#and im not like. defending hazbin hotel btw. never seen it not going to see it no thanks#i'm just complaining about a mediocre youtube video that i'm going to forget about in a week#god i hate that brand of youtube video. where they just complain about things without going into depth about why they're bad#especially if their complaints are shallow and don't have to do with like. the actual structure of a character or story#like it's so easy to say 'this character is bad because theyre a predatory stereotype' but like. go into some depth at least#i think i hate these videos so much because they're fueled purely by hate. no love for the source material or even a desire to learn#or a love for storytelling even
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WAIT BIG BRAINED THOUGHT:
Sam does smth stupid hoping Dean won't find out.
Someone rats Sam out to Dean.
Sam gets in trouble and a lecture from Dean (bc Dean is a parent and he is Sam's parent I will not accept criticism on this matter).
Later, Sam makes a group chat consisting of everyone who could have told on him to Dean and just sends this video:
#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#dean winchester is sam winchester's parent#and i will be accepting NO criticism on this matter!!!!#dean raised sam and in my heart i just know that its smth they dont really talk abt but they both 100% know and acknowledge it#and sam (the annoying little brother/kid) that he is to dean definitely calls dean 'mom' sometimes especially when hes being a little shit#but sam also loves his big brother and appreciates everything deans done and given up for him#so every year dean gets a pie and a little homemade card on mother's day and father's day from sam#when they were younger sam would give dean the card and actually say 'happy mother's/father's day dean' but once theyre older sam starts#sneaking the pie and card into dean's room or leaving them somewhere he knows dean will find them and neither of them say anything but dean#always gives sam a soft smile and usually a hug too before they continue w/ their day like its any other#the year dean spends w/ lisa and ben while sam's in hell/running around soulless ben makes dean a father's day card and dean gets all teary#and thanks him but then later when hes alone he just breaks down sobbing bc it just remimds him that sammy is gone#even when sam was at stanford and not really talking to dean he still sent dean a short message (text email voicemail whatever) on mother's#and father's day but now hes gone and dean wont even get that#btw dean def saves all of the cards sam's made him over the years and once theyre in the bunker he keeps them all in a special box that he#hides under his bed and he'll pull it out and look through them when hes having a bad day alongside the box of pictures <3#i did not mean to go insane in the tags here but oh well#enjoy my silly post and unhinged rambling ig
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Is alcohol really needed to have fun?
I don't know how to tag this and if anyone will/could help but, I've seen people say before they wished there were places to gather that wouldn't have alcohol. I'm guessing in the way bars are opened in the evening/at night, while coffee shops usually close early (at least most of the time, since they usually open during the day).
The coffee shop Time Out Space I talked about here, was opening until 9-10pm, but they had almost no one showing up so at some point decided to change a bit their opening hours, but it still didn't work unfortunately.
Now the people who run it think it must be because they don't sell hard alcohol (except for one type of light Korean beer but people have to also buy something to eat with it, for license reasons). They see bars all around town completely full every night, like so crowded people can't even find sits sometimes, and would even stay standing outside some bars with their glass awkwardly hovering until a group leave.
I think they simply didn't find the right partrons yet, people who have money to spend and would be into pop culture and would rather have a nice calm place to eat and drink soft drinks, and be able to play games and/or discuss nerdy stuff. I believe people who don't like super noisy full of drunk people bars exist, and it's sadly just hard to reach people through social media if you're not constantly pumping content and sharing pretty things, but being able to sell alcohol still wouldn't help them.
Does someone have ideas to be able to attract the right regular clients attention? Or are they right and the problem is the lack of alcohol?
#alcohol tw#Coffee shop#Rennes#upthebaguette#whatthefrance#french side of tumblr#Time Out Space#This shop has been one of the few positive things in my life in the last few years and I'll be really sad if it closes#Unfortunately their crowdfunding is probably not going to be blowing enough either we don't know what else to do...#They would love to have international students btw one of them speak Spanish and they do their best communicating in English too#Anyway I'm sorry for not having answered a couple of messages I got last time I posted/talked to someone here#But I have a bunch of stuff to worry about irl and it's taking most of the little energy I have and#it's making my usual difficulties to reply worse really sorry
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bro causing the bedsheet and dry ice industrial supply shortage
#persona 4 spoilers#persona 4#p4#izanami persona#⛽️🌫#shadow naoto#gas station salad special#mayonaka terebi suteeshon#gsa sl au#arttag#boot.tingting#// discord screenshots because commentary is so important hello#// when my friend messaged that i was like what the fuck i love divorce#// this isnt part of the propaganda btw but you can have this doodle dump in the meantime i think#// so much to write up on about how mimis formation works throughout the timeline so we're stuck with jesus robes and jp royalty i guess#// the next ones going to be really special LOL okya have a nice day okuyakuan <- managing new scheduling while poll is going on
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Goodnight Gamers👍 Someone remind me to make Peppermint an official f/o tomorrow lest I get too busy and forget-
#pan rambles#I've been telling myself I'll make her official#but then I get busy any forget 😔#That goes for anything lately btw-akfjsjfjsk#If I accidentally miss a message please don't be afraid to hit me upside the head or something and remind me#Brain is prioritizing [IRL THING] And school rn so everything else I tend to lose track of#And my silly Tumblr is like. on my lowest list of priorities-#(Which is a shame. would've love to have time to participate in stuff like the fem f/o event...)#(I do like to check in on my dear mutuals when I can though!)#but anyways#I got sidetracked#Peppermint. Pretty👍#The thought of Calling her my girlfriend still makes me incredibly flustered#But it sounds really nice👉👈
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LOVE LIVE!!
redraw of a piece from when i was like 13(ish?) <3 original below readmore
#my art#love live#honoka kousaka#chika takami#ayumu uehara#redraw#this was like.really early nijigaku btw lol. love live to me is still a duology#not that i really love live anymore in general outside of occasionally being insane about chika but well thats how it is#(i think i actually hated her at the time of the original. wild!)#but well now sif is shutting down (sif2 will be a thing but still) and now im like woah.that was core to my early teens!!#and now im gonna be graduating in not too long at the same time sif is ending (tho its been dying a slow death for a while...) ! crazy!#me n sif have history ok. its literally what caused my Ongoing Arm Problems. (at least partially.lol.)#its kind of a yuri situation.#all this to say: drawing the fanart that babyme wouldve wanted :) seeya love live and thanks for the memories <3#(i know love live is still happening.)#(watch 'welcome to the love live' amv. my final message. goodbye)
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Watched Mutant Mayhem! It's pretty good, didn't re-write my brain chemistry or anything, but it does some novel stuff that I thought was interesting.
My only advice is to not watch it in 3D, lmao, it actively detracts from the experience
#tmnt#tmnt mm#mutant mayhem#leo april splinter and superfly are the most developed in the movie#mikey comes off as super competent and that was fun for me ahahaha#i really like the fact they did an arc for splinter#love mondo lmao#the climax really made feel... it gave me feels#everone is helping.... and its making me want to cry#the messages of the movie are great btw#acceptance as the main theme really worked for this movie and its pulled off very well#its just very well writen overall#not really a fan of the humor- this movie is going to be extremely dated after a while#like the second 90' movie#...attack on titan...#anyway overall i loved it#never going to read any of its fanfiction though. i can already see whats going to be written and im not into it#ugh romance and highscool drama? no thanks lmao im good without the angst too
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HE'S HERE
Isn't this the first time he's in the PVs??? I'm glad
#ryoji mochizuki#p3 reload#persona 3 reload#persona#I got his character right!!!! I GOT HIS CHARACTER RIGHT!! THE STUFF HE SAYS!!#I...think this is added content? Y EA H#this guy's supposed to be really important in terms of the message the story gives so I'd be happy to see something that could give insight#btw the movies and this model really gets me thinking: just how tall is he? he looks really tall compared to the protag#at least 184 or something??#sorry..lI'm a lil excited#I had no idea I'd be this excited over ryoji(or maybe I did)#but I really like the stuff he's said!! he loves this world
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RED OUT | Kenshi Yonezu
鮮血煌めいて跳ねるスタインウェイ & サンズ 頭の中鳴り止まない砕けたバックビート 零コンマーで褪せてしまう情景 どうした地獄じゃあるまいに そんな目で見んな
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Blood glistens, and the Steinway & Sons bounces A frenzied backbeat hammers in my head A sight that blackens in 0.1 seconds What’s with you? It’s not like this is hell Don’t give me that look
#red out#米津玄師#kenshi yonezu#lost corner#音楽#gif#my gifs#tw flashing#ok moving on !#forget brat summer it's officially rabbit summer#according to the kings of j-pop/rock#although last love letter & this song have extremely different vibes aslkdflkslklsj#this song feels aggressive & frenetic by comparison#the crunchy bass & distorted vocals?#the build up of 消えろ especially the 2nd time around 😤#the segway into kick back !#i love that he opened with the idea of disordered thinking#something 'broken' to which he's desperately asking to go away#only to use the rest of the album to say#you know what?#it's ok to be broken#please stay right here just as you are#even if you don't feel like you're productive or that you're 'junk'#you have a right to exist#i think that's something that so many people need to hear#and i really admire him for making that one of the core messages of this album#OH#BTW#this is completely off topic BUT !!!!! WORLD TOUR ?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!#believe me when i say i WILL be in new york sometime next spring 🫡😭
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