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Just wanted to say I haven't been keeping up with your timor chapters but OH MY GOD? How are you creating such long and polished pieces of writing that quickly??? /pos /gen
Mad respect, keep up the good work, love your writing just have the attention span of a gnat :3
If I'm honest!! It's because I've planned it out SUPER well (by my usual standards) so it's just sort of filling in the gaps to get through it--also I'm so so attached to my silly little son Timor that I don't think I physically COULD stay away for too long
#i'd say i've rediscovered my passion for writing but i dont want to jinx it!!#this is a REALLY lovely message btw#i don't often get inboxes and when i tell you i got so excited to see this notification i actually gasped out of pure joy#im not great at showing gratitude well HOWEVER i will say#thank you so so much you have made my entire day!!
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yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.
to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!
i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.
also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.
they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.
they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.
i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.
#eve text#elmike#stranger things#byler#only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol#tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS#god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear#i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable#i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts#elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about#even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike#i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up#the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me#and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing...#the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me#and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin#also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice…#fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK#so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows#i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too???#love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk#tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO...#like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO#stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest#anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul#i need frivolity#ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show
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in lieu of having posted any writing/headcanons/asks in the past few days because i have been *so* busy and unable to do anything fandom-related which is terrible and evil, i have a poll out of morbid curiosity and self-indulgence. i've been meaning to ramble here about how i feel about DC's lack fo Deaf representation and which Batfam members i would personally make Deaf, but i am mildly curious about the larger opinion and now i will subject you all to the question, i would love to hear thoughts/opinions/headcanons on any specific choices. (would love d/Deaf/HoH opinions esp but i'm mostly expecting this to reach the hearing crowd, so opinions from hearing ppl are ones i'm very curious about. if you've never given it thought before you are going to now or else /lh)
#necrotic nuisance#<- new tag for nonserious shit like this#batfamily#batclan#deafculture#i think not including bruce in this poll bc i ran out of options is *so* fucking funny so i'm keeping it#bc realistically i could bump off more tertiary characters like harper or jpv to include him#but i won't.#hearing people are seriously invited to reblog and share opinions or headcanons i'm so genuine#just like. behave about it.#i have personal headcanons but i will save sharing them until the poll is finished#as not to skew results#i also have a hunch on who will lead. based on popular headcanons i see#but i will also not share that as to not skew it#i'm using the Deaf identity as an umbrella term that can include Hard of Hearing as well btw#so if your headcanon is more HoH leaning it is counted#i do believe this is something most fans haven't rlly thought about#but i *really* want to write fics with Deaf rep and i have been waffling on who to make Deaf#so. this poll is also a field test of who you would like to see me (a Deaf bitch) write as Deaf.#and i totally pinky promise not to project super duper hard on them. (i'm so lying)#i will get back to writing and the ask games i promse!#tomorrow i have the day off after 4 bc someone else is watching the baby so ic can just chill#also *please please* if you have disabled headcanons for any batfam (or DC in general) character#send them to me. i want to see them. i would love to talk about them with you.#as an anon ask as a message as a reblog idc#gimme.#this isn't my usual content but shhh lemme be self indulgent.#both bc i'm curious and bc i wanna write Deaf shit so. we take a break from my usual nonsense for this.#i'll post writing tomorrow to make up for it#also i have to remind myself this is my blog i can do what i want with and not just be a content machine. yk
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i have soooo much more i cld say abt him, and have explored more thru other doodles, but quick summary of talon's whole deal, which is subject to change still as he's only almost 2 yrs old as an oc
#oc text#obvs sparse description of the events bc i dont mean for it to be gratuitous#even if i decided to explore it further in some medium the focus wouldnt be gratuitous ykwim#not that there werent awful stuff within that but my focus with talon is also more exploration of like#even stuff that isnt a big deal (which it wasnt at first) can effect someone greatly#and then once it does get a bit worse the focus is still more on the effects of how he views himself and the aftermath#AS WELL AS LIKE. well. did i do this to myself? i went back. do i deserve this?#he's a lot like me and the reason i like the self insert dynamic is bc he thinks of cheye as Me If It Didnt All Go Horribly#bc ive not gone thru the Extreme but i have had interactions with ppl who very enthusiastically thought i was ummmm underage!!!#while they were already being creepy toward me and making me nervous abt my safety !#so this isnt ''he's umm 400 but looks 12 bc i want to do weird shit with him 😏'' dude drawing him Fed makes me so sad sometimes...#we're also weird eating buddies <3#and grief buddies <3 he actually further spawned out of my need to deal with a lot of family members passing away in such a short time#severe death phobia buddies...#i still dont know how he really feels about his Old Wrinkly Form btw all i know is he feels safe in it#as much as id love to sway toward ''he thinks he's hot like that. because he is.'' i also dont want to convey the wrong message wrt this#form being due to....disordered eating caused by Issues. ykwim#though! he can shapeshift quite well when he's fed and maybe he'd choose that form willingly if he ever got. Past everything#he does hate that he never gets to actually age...! he wishes he cld age normally like a mortal...(still scared of dying though)#but we cant knoww for certain yet ykwim. maybe he'll let me know soon.#my issue with talon other than i suck at plots is well he has too many of my issues. and. idk how to solve them.#he's growing with me.#oh and have we noticed he's mean to me when *im* being mean to me...MANY such metaphors#ok goodnite
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stimboard request for @compassionately :3
x - x - x | x - x - x | x - x - x
#my stimboards#hajime tag#stim#I really hope you like this baby#im a bit rusty so I worry rjdjdjd#secret message for hajime only look away if you aren’t him:#I love you I love you I love you. btw :3
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MANGO mango Mango MaNgO
Listen just hear me out again……
Hoshina is 100% the type to insist his s/o wears heels even if they’re taller than him AM I RIGHT OR AM I RIGHT
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i'm picturing you slipping and sliding down the hallway until you burst into my room and stand panting at my doorway to tell me this btw but i 100% agree!!! YOU RIGHT DUDE thinking about him being the "my girl can wear what she wants cuz i can fight" type of guy!! i also think he'd think it's hot to see his s/o kick ass in heels. to have their legs wrapped around his waist with their heels threatening to slip off their feet as he moves ashfgdgshfjdkl
#I GOTTA STOP THERE OR I WILL COMBUST#insecure s/o who wants to feel sexy wearing heels but gets nervous about being taller than him#hoshina insisting bc he knows your feelings#and then... he SHOWS YOU... that you've got nothing to worry about#you're hot to him no matter what even if you're taller wearing heels or not#sorry if you weren't thinking along these lines btw i'm just in a mood i think!#listen. snail anon i love you#i got your other message too i've just been saving it!!#🐌 anon#fujimail#i wanna write something for this but this time it really will take some business days LOL#work forreal is trying to bury me rn#also i love the mental image of hearing 'MANGO mango Mango MaNgO' in the distance getting closer HAHAHA
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So, would piepoe like some cheese? If so, then how much? It can be from a crumb of cheese to a whole 5 pound block. How much?
#Piepoe actually would give the cheese to the little rat <:3 she doesn't mind it but would much rather give it to someone who'd love it!#they'd still really appreciate the cheese however. it thanks you!!#make sure to take it easy and rest and drink water and eat food!! sending lots of love your way... thank you for this fun message!!#Piepoe arts#(the love for you btw>>)#💓💘💓💖💓💓💖💓💖💓💘💓💖💓💖💓💖💓💘💓💖💓💘💓💖💓💖💓‼️‼️‼️‼️
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WAIT BIG BRAINED THOUGHT:
Sam does smth stupid hoping Dean won't find out.
Someone rats Sam out to Dean.
Sam gets in trouble and a lecture from Dean (bc Dean is a parent and he is Sam's parent I will not accept criticism on this matter).
Later, Sam makes a group chat consisting of everyone who could have told on him to Dean and just sends this video:
#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#dean winchester is sam winchester's parent#and i will be accepting NO criticism on this matter!!!!#dean raised sam and in my heart i just know that its smth they dont really talk abt but they both 100% know and acknowledge it#and sam (the annoying little brother/kid) that he is to dean definitely calls dean 'mom' sometimes especially when hes being a little shit#but sam also loves his big brother and appreciates everything deans done and given up for him#so every year dean gets a pie and a little homemade card on mother's day and father's day from sam#when they were younger sam would give dean the card and actually say 'happy mother's/father's day dean' but once theyre older sam starts#sneaking the pie and card into dean's room or leaving them somewhere he knows dean will find them and neither of them say anything but dean#always gives sam a soft smile and usually a hug too before they continue w/ their day like its any other#the year dean spends w/ lisa and ben while sam's in hell/running around soulless ben makes dean a father's day card and dean gets all teary#and thanks him but then later when hes alone he just breaks down sobbing bc it just remimds him that sammy is gone#even when sam was at stanford and not really talking to dean he still sent dean a short message (text email voicemail whatever) on mother's#and father's day but now hes gone and dean wont even get that#btw dean def saves all of the cards sam's made him over the years and once theyre in the bunker he keeps them all in a special box that he#hides under his bed and he'll pull it out and look through them when hes having a bad day alongside the box of pictures <3#i did not mean to go insane in the tags here but oh well#enjoy my silly post and unhinged rambling ig
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bro causing the bedsheet and dry ice industrial supply shortage
#persona 4 spoilers#persona 4#p4#izanami persona#⛽️🌫#shadow naoto#gas station salad special#mayonaka terebi suteeshon#gsa sl au#arttag#boot.tingting#// discord screenshots because commentary is so important hello#// when my friend messaged that i was like what the fuck i love divorce#// this isnt part of the propaganda btw but you can have this doodle dump in the meantime i think#// so much to write up on about how mimis formation works throughout the timeline so we're stuck with jesus robes and jp royalty i guess#// the next ones going to be really special LOL okya have a nice day okuyakuan <- managing new scheduling while poll is going on
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Goodnight Gamers👍 Someone remind me to make Peppermint an official f/o tomorrow lest I get too busy and forget-
#pan rambles#I've been telling myself I'll make her official#but then I get busy any forget 😔#That goes for anything lately btw-akfjsjfjsk#If I accidentally miss a message please don't be afraid to hit me upside the head or something and remind me#Brain is prioritizing [IRL THING] And school rn so everything else I tend to lose track of#And my silly Tumblr is like. on my lowest list of priorities-#(Which is a shame. would've love to have time to participate in stuff like the fem f/o event...)#(I do like to check in on my dear mutuals when I can though!)#but anyways#I got sidetracked#Peppermint. Pretty👍#The thought of Calling her my girlfriend still makes me incredibly flustered#But it sounds really nice👉👈
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LOVE LIVE!!
redraw of a piece from when i was like 13(ish?) <3 original below readmore
#my art#love live#honoka kousaka#chika takami#ayumu uehara#redraw#this was like.really early nijigaku btw lol. love live to me is still a duology#not that i really love live anymore in general outside of occasionally being insane about chika but well thats how it is#(i think i actually hated her at the time of the original. wild!)#but well now sif is shutting down (sif2 will be a thing but still) and now im like woah.that was core to my early teens!!#and now im gonna be graduating in not too long at the same time sif is ending (tho its been dying a slow death for a while...) ! crazy!#me n sif have history ok. its literally what caused my Ongoing Arm Problems. (at least partially.lol.)#its kind of a yuri situation.#all this to say: drawing the fanart that babyme wouldve wanted :) seeya love live and thanks for the memories <3#(i know love live is still happening.)#(watch 'welcome to the love live' amv. my final message. goodbye)
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Watched Mutant Mayhem! It's pretty good, didn't re-write my brain chemistry or anything, but it does some novel stuff that I thought was interesting.
My only advice is to not watch it in 3D, lmao, it actively detracts from the experience
#tmnt#tmnt mm#mutant mayhem#leo april splinter and superfly are the most developed in the movie#mikey comes off as super competent and that was fun for me ahahaha#i really like the fact they did an arc for splinter#love mondo lmao#the climax really made feel... it gave me feels#everone is helping.... and its making me want to cry#the messages of the movie are great btw#acceptance as the main theme really worked for this movie and its pulled off very well#its just very well writen overall#not really a fan of the humor- this movie is going to be extremely dated after a while#like the second 90' movie#...attack on titan...#anyway overall i loved it#never going to read any of its fanfiction though. i can already see whats going to be written and im not into it#ugh romance and highscool drama? no thanks lmao im good without the angst too
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HE'S HERE
Isn't this the first time he's in the PVs??? I'm glad
#ryoji mochizuki#p3 reload#persona 3 reload#persona#I got his character right!!!! I GOT HIS CHARACTER RIGHT!! THE STUFF HE SAYS!!#I...think this is added content? Y EA H#this guy's supposed to be really important in terms of the message the story gives so I'd be happy to see something that could give insight#btw the movies and this model really gets me thinking: just how tall is he? he looks really tall compared to the protag#at least 184 or something??#sorry..lI'm a lil excited#I had no idea I'd be this excited over ryoji(or maybe I did)#but I really like the stuff he's said!! he loves this world
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I might actually open my inbox for the first time in [undetermined specific amount of months] there’s over 500 unread asks in there ;-; I’m rly touched so many people have been reaching out to me even when I haven’t been here
#I was thinking today how it always used to help me when I’d ask for F/O reassurance and I’d get a flood of nice asks#an anon told me Luke would carry his butterfly knife on him to make me feel safe. and I never forgot that#that sticks with me dude I think about that EVERY TIME I see Luke#it makes me feel so safe with him in a way that I felt incapable of feeling safe with him before#another anon said Colt’s lovestruck expression towards Jody is how he’d look at me. and it helps me feel better 🥺😭#and I think about my signature anons and all of my friends and just generally really nice bloggers who follow and send support#and I miss that. receiving nice asks genuinely always helped me feel so much calmer during the storm#or turtle anon and clover anon going into depth about how Ken is built for love and not violence. and all the stuff they said based on that#it helps! everything people say to me helps me feel so much better with my F/Os#fic anon my beloved guardian angel in my inbox literally writing whole entire stories for me#<- btw fic anon if you’re reading this. I didn’t forget about my promise! I’m gonna doodle you something special#idk if you’ve sent anything recently I haven’t opened my inbox in a few months#but yeah anyone out there who’s ever sent me a nice ask. thank you so much#it helps me hold on a little longer if I think about all the nice things ppl say to me#orange heart anon and maple leaf anon my beloveds#sunflower anon the literal ray of sunshine that you are#anyone who’s ever left me nice messages I always remember and look back on them#esp because I spent SO LONG trapped with someone who would tell me how my F/Os would find enjoyment in hurting me solely bc they love me#and I learned that I’m only loved thru violence. and it’s so. hard. to try to unlearn that#but reading people telling me otherwise helps me a lot. and I need to get back into that#woof
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RED OUT | Kenshi Yonezu
鮮血煌めいて跳ねるスタインウェイ & サンズ 頭の中鳴り止まない砕けたバックビート 零コンマーで褪せてしまう情景 どうした地獄じゃあるまいに そんな目で見んな
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Blood glistens, and the Steinway & Sons bounces A frenzied backbeat hammers in my head A sight that blackens in 0.1 seconds What’s with you? It’s not like this is hell Don’t give me that look
#red out#米津玄師#kenshi yonezu#lost corner#音楽#gif#my gifs#tw flashing#ok moving on !#forget brat summer it's officially rabbit summer#according to the kings of j-pop/rock#although last love letter & this song have extremely different vibes aslkdflkslklsj#this song feels aggressive & frenetic by comparison#the crunchy bass & distorted vocals?#the build up of 消えろ especially the 2nd time around 😤#the segway into kick back !#i love that he opened with the idea of disordered thinking#something 'broken' to which he's desperately asking to go away#only to use the rest of the album to say#you know what?#it's ok to be broken#please stay right here just as you are#even if you don't feel like you're productive or that you're 'junk'#you have a right to exist#i think that's something that so many people need to hear#and i really admire him for making that one of the core messages of this album#OH#BTW#this is completely off topic BUT !!!!! WORLD TOUR ?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!#believe me when i say i WILL be in new york sometime next spring 🫡😭
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do you sometimes go through your posts on your old blog and see something that suddenly makes SO MUCH SENSE now that you know you're a system
#THE FACT THAT ONE OF MY HEADMATES IS BASED ON YUNO AND SHE ALSO KINS MIZUKI....#I'M CRYING IT REALLY WAS A SIGN FROM THE UNIVERSE. A SIGN THAT SCREAMED “YOU ARE MULTIPLE PEOPLE” IN MY FACE#so um. haha... when will my hot blonde woman headmate show up <333 just asking... just a bit curious....#<- already has something that sounds a bit too much like in-sys dating with some of the headmates going on#also. hi everyone i love you all so much and i really want to reply to everyone's messages but dissociation is still hitting me hard#so sorry for being annoying with all this sys stuff ><#[ 🏖️ 𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝗌!! ]#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]#my tags are still not back btw.
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