#this is BULLSHIT I want that song back
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Last night I dreamed up an extra Strange Trails track, which sounded like a cross between Fool for Love, La Belle Fleur Savage and the Birds are Singing at Night. It was unsurprisingly another banger and i was furious to discover that it was in fact not real
#lord huron#this is BULLSHIT I want that song back#for some reason my brain was convinced that it was la belle fleur savage but like. it’s not#and I’m still pissed it was SUCH A GOOD SONG#dani speaks
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it's gon' be a long ride home tomorrow from tennessee to texas to la well if i could i'd never leave you i'd come home to stay another night from home away from you it ain't easy i know (baby, don't you want me)
the bucktommy cowboy au nobody asked for part three (parts one and two)
thinking about rancher!tommy who goes on long two-month cattle drives and dreams of the gorgeous cattle hand back home...
(song insp.)
#tommy spending long nights under the open sky dreaming of bright smiles and sparkling blue eyes#maybe worrying a little that the home he dreams about wont want him the same when he gets there after so long away#but all that goes out the window as he and the herd crest the last hill into the san fernando valley#and tommy sees a tall figure outlined in the gold rays of the sunset high atop a horse#and evan is there to welcome him home with a flask a whiskey and a warm kiss that chases away any lingering doubts#ANYWAYS I HAVE LOOOOOTS OF THOUGHTS ABOUT COWBOY BUCKTOMMY OKAY#they live in my head rent free#i just love them your honor#song is baby don't you want me by lucero#bonus lyrics: “when we first met / i'd count the days / i'd make excuses / just to say your name”#and if thats not bucktommy coded idk what is#anyways can you tell im obsessed!!!!!#bucktommy cowboy au#otp: better ways to get your attention#bucktommy#firepilot#kinkley#tevan#fireflight#evan buckley#tommy kinard#911 abc#911 on abc#911 moodboard#em's moodboard#mine#im back on my cowboy bullshit
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WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL!!! /POS. ATTACKING YOU.
Xemnas and Xigbar for 37 if that number hasn't been done? If it has, how about 74?
no puedo pedirle lo eterno a un simple mortal // ay, todo lo que he hecho por ti.
[ID: a mostly black and white drawing with a purple overlay of xigbar and xemnas shown from the hip up on the left side of the image. the background is black and has some diagonal lines with a bit of transparency on the right side. the shadows are harsh, with only a bit of light falling on their faces.
they stand before each other turned to the audience. xigbar, holds the handle and the middle of No Name before him, head tilted down as he looks to the audience. xemnas stands a full head taller behind xigbar, his left hand held some distance below the bladed tip of No Name, his left eye is covered by his fringe.
xemnas visible eye is painted ochre with a white pupil, while xigbar's eye is white and gold. The eyes on no name's handle and the gazing eye on the blade are a vibrant cyan. the caption reads the spanish lyrics "i can't ask a simple mortal for a forever" and "oh, everything i've done for you." /End ID.]
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#capisnotonfire#PUTS MY HAND TO MY STERNUM AND FALLS TO THE FLOOR ON MY KNEES /affectionate#warning to whoever might open the link; there's a slightly suggestive several 'ay's at the beginning porque shakira it's also bass heavy#OBJECTIVELY THE FUNNIEST SONG THAT COULD'VE COME UP. it's the gift that keeps on giving!!#this specific remix's been on my top list... several years; top five for a couple. i've loved it forever. top radio edits ever.#it's basically about a guy that makes up excuses to hide he's cheating and a gal that's fed up with his bullshit and is like. okay. bye.#i briefly considered going with............ right now i know my heart is yours <- in regards to i'm already half-xehanort#as per usual not ship art but it would be HILARIOUS if it was. it would've been able to go so many incredibly funny tragic ways#nano does reqs#my doods#xigbar kh#xemnas kh#IT TOOK SO LONG. putting this out there because i WILL lose my marbles if i do anything more. it's not as polished as it could.#fret not if you've asked for a req i am still doing 'em this one just. kicked my ass (been busy). i tried a couple of things and failed#THEN the file corrupted like 9 hours in and i wanted to die a little (thank the heavens my drawing app has a#thing to get back corrupted files through their screen recording) but i GIVE UP (affectionate)#Does this make sense thematically? Fuck if i know. i forgot all lore (half serious). it looked cooler in my head (jesting)#anyways. mwah tysm for the ask<3#i love posting at mystifying times (i finish at terrible hours and get excited)#described#74
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i dont have the right kind of mental illness for BBC merlin to actually make this but in my head there's an animatic of hamiltons "satisfied" involving merlin, arthur, and gwen that Haunts Me
#it haunt me#im thinking bout it again cause i got tunes on shuffle and satisfied came on#i love this fucking song#gwen is fucking. eliza.#the trouble is with merlin and arthur because like. it would make sense to have merlin be angeliica bc unrequited love but also not at all#it would be friends not sisters here but like like like#cause angelicas role better suits arthur for the song w/ being 1st born noble but likeeeeeeeeee. him n gwen aren't like.#the way hamilton talks 2 angelica is very merlin 2 arthur I think. could be other way but works best as merlin = hamilton kinda#the goal is fucking. argwen marriage merlin being depressed Just Like Canon Lads#i have like. parts of the song storyboarded in my head#the only thing i can think of is like. fucking. id be switching povs a bunch during the song to make it make sense#like uhh. arthur would be 1st and 2nd reasons. merlin would be 3rd reason.#it would start as merlin switch to arthur when they start talking then back to merlin for 3rd reason#which is WEIRD but thats the only way it would make sense I feel like????????????????????????????????????????/#with merlin its like. idk 1st and 2nd reasons don't work#ive considered doing fuckiing uhh#morgana as angelica and arthur as eliza and mmerlin as hamilton#that WOULD work best but also doesnt quite have vibes I want. i am more of a morgwen girlie idc about mergana#idk the ship names lmao#ALSO arthur would not mak e a good eliza. he is not all sweet and demure and whatever the fuck. so like#i cant win. i cant win but it haunts me sometimes it would be soooooooooooooooooooo#the love triangle drama. it lives in my head i had this idea like a fucking YEAR ago it Haunts Meeeeeeeeeee I can't escape animatic brainro#bbc merlin#i dont even usually post about my merlin bullshit thoughts#but im pullin an all nighter nad also ive lost my sanity I think#its like sinew sinewy sinewy. slipping. strerciing. ougghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i will now depart tumblr again for multiple weeks. mwah#lilac post
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*sobbing* I don't care what happens with Mahiru's next trial music video, I'm voting her innocent!!!
#mahiru milgram#milgram mahiru#milgram#milgram trial 2#I DONT WANT HER TO DIE#i am always back and forth with her cuz i keep belittling her crime but no like yeah that shit was bad and unhealthy#I CANT HELP THAT I LIKE HER and that i think it's bullshit that kazui was voted innocent#I know ive been wrong before in my theories but imagine if it turns out he thinks women are disposable now and thats why he#didnt help mahiru#and why his next song is Cat#i think him 'loving the memory of his wife' and his sad act is a cover :/ dont trust it#anyways#free mahiru and get her help please#fear me
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I’m tired of you still tied to me
Too tired to move too tired to leave
#just a scrap lol but I want to kill myself#back on my beyond evil bullshit#juwon the man that you are#issues issues issues#this edit has potential I really want to make it HD#I swear I listen to other artists guys#will I edit another song other than Ethel Cain ?? probably not#I’m going to make a dongsik edit soon too#the line “”’I’m poison in the water’ is literally dongsik#nothing to see here just me oscillating between my obsessions#this potential honestly got wasted just like mine :)))#jwds#han juwon#lee dongsik#yeo jingoo#shin ha kyun#beyond evil#kdrama#drama#edit#rec#drama rec
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6 weeks of breathing clean air, I still miss the smoke…..
🏝️🤙🏄🏾♀️🏄🏼♂️💔
#seemed appropriate to use t swift lyrics since I associated so many of her songs with them &haven’t been able to listen to any of them sinc#I don’t even want to say their names#if you know you know#purging them from my life has been depressing as hell#I’m so fucking sick of behind the scenes bullshit ruining my favourite ships#this is the THIRD TIME this has happened to me btw#I’ve genuinely been in mourning#I’m not even exaggerating when I say that finale triggered a days long anxiety attack for me#it’s so ridiculous how something that wasn’t even real caused me to have physical symptoms of distress but it’s true#my heart wouldn’t stop racing. chest was tight. started shaking a few times. felt lightheaded. couldn’t sleep. eating made me sick#it was awful#but now I’ve mostly moved on to anger#I’m angry at a lot of people involved for different reasons#I’m also angry because I’ve lost my inspiration to write#I was solely committed to writing about them the past few years and now that they’re over I have no desire to write for them or another shi#I’m crushed that I’ve lost my joy for writing those ficlets but it’s too painful now. probably always will be tbh#feeling pretty lost creatively…#thank god I made a new friend on here before shit hit the fan#she and I have been venting out our sadness and frustrations together and it’s helped a lot#I hope everyone else in the fandom was able to find support like I did#I know my exit from the fandom was abrupt but I had just finished watching and was reacting purley on raw emotion#but I still think it was my best way to cope with it all#apologies for the rant and to everyone following me who don’t know wtf I’m talkimg about but I was thinking about them today#and I needed to unload a bit#I’m not going to tag anything but I do miss this fandom terribly#I’m still at a point where I don’t want to hear anything about this show or ship ever again… but yeah… I really miss those good times#take me back to the season 3 hype#THIS is the bad place#personal#laura says things
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Still thinking about how someone at the party I was at last night mentioned Always Sunny in a conversation with someone else on the other side of the room and I was suddenly Activated.
Had a lovely time trying not to be too weird, but also definitely being weird and getting to explain the insane context for some of the stuff on the show to @pog-mo-bhlog, then realised that I had apparently got so excited that I was no longer overstimulated, as I had taken my headphones off and didn't need them for the rest of the night.
It's like a special autism bonus. Activate my special interest and I will successfully cope with an overstimulating environment.
Of course, I did then go home and watch some Sunny.
#it's always sunny in philadelphia#iasip#I'm back to downloading the whole show in HD#not having it on my laptop has made me really sad bc when i have the urge to find a specific part of an episode#I don't usually get over the tiny hurdle of having to plug in my external drive#but this laptop doesn't have the space for it#going to see if I can have it in shitty quality on my laptop and maybe better quality on a usb stick that I'm more likely to use#mine#iasip mine#am I back on my sunny bullshit? maybe#we shall have to see#I'm technically still partway through a rewatch - it's hero or hate crime next - but I keep wanting to watch random earlier episodes instead#it was the nightman cometh last night plus my song compilation that I still need to finish then worst bar in philly today#maybe I'm in more of a random episodes phase of enjoying the show rather than full rewatches#that's how I've watched doctor who my entire life#only once have I ever done a full new who rewatch#anyway I've rambled way too long#suffice to say: mention always sunny in my vicinity at your own peril
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okay shoot me or whatever you want lol but i miss 2020. like for me personally that was a good ass year
#she bork#got super fit got super healthy mentally and did a lot of growth got lovesick then threw it up and felt better then got lovesick again but#that time my stomach settled. was looking at my playlist for that year (bc every year i make a playlist and add any song i get obsessed w or#listen to a lot) and it was a GOOD era of music for me. and thinking about each of those songs i can feel what it felt like to listen to#them back then and remember listening to them off a bluetooth speaker in my shitty honda or w my airpods in w my eyes closed on my bed w#only my color changing led lights on. fuck man i want to be young and healthy and happy again w no responsibilities and friends who also#have no responsibilities. growing up continues to fucking suck#and ROLLERSKATING???? FUCK i miss skating so bad. skating listening to tame impala and frank ocean and tyler the creator and brent fayaz and#scary story podcasts and alice isn't dead (never did finish that) . .. skating as the sun set. i remember skating down a hill where i would#always go so fast while new person same old mistakes by tame impala played and it hit THAT part of the song and it was so. i can't even#describe it. transcendent??? part of what i struggle with every single day is the idea that the older i get the fewer and farther between#those bursts of magic become. i have to believe there are more waiting for me. i have to i have to#furthermore (and less poetic lol) i miss working some part time bullshit job that didn't stress me out. really i miss not working at all#during quarantine but even when i went back it was for like. twenty hours a week. this full time bullshit w expectations and stakes sucks
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#feels like i shared this one b4 but i cant find it so idk so whatever#p.s. edit the date is cropped out oops this is from march actually#but still relevant yreeee#anyway whah ha h the core of my bullshit#like for like 2 years ive been more actively drawn to the feeling & the idea of like#yea idk being genuine and expressing yourself and just doing the things you want feels like what it's all about.#big start in all this was the stuff vyletpony was saying about the Antonymph song & the personal meaning / manifesto of it. you know#but i got nothin#like don't even feel like im rly holding anything back or having self-imposed barriers of shame or whatever. just nothing#like if you cracked open a dam and shit's all dried out so what was the point actually#feelin like an npc. nothin complex going on in there. surface level mechanisms#wah wah wah wahwah.#shevr
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I am compelled by the keyboards that look like they're made for bees
#i would be intimidated if i hadn't already gone through the trouble of figuring out how the hell button accordions keys were laid out#turns out structuring the keyboard like stacked fretboards makes WAY more sense to my brain than white and black keys ever did#like i assume most people look at that and think that's bullshit how could you figure that out why would you try to make that work#i look at it and see RGB accordion that won't hurt my back#i don't need something that lights up i would settle for an overlay you put on top of regular piano keys#i want chord shapes you can just move around anywhere and the intervals stay the same#i know chords my relative pitch is good this would be so much more intuitive to get a musical idea out of my brain#or figure out what a song is doing by playing along#i miss music#i know people have 3d print files for this sort of contraption i might be able to just take the measurements and build my own durable one#would have better results faster doing it that way than trying to figure out 3d printing
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you ever hate on something you've never played/watched/read for what are still moderately good reasons given the circumstances, and then decide to go and play/watch/read the thing just to be fair. just to give it a chance
and then you were not only Right but its Worse Somehow and you're actually just more pissed off now
#liz blogs#vocaloid#this post is about project se\\kai. what a garbage ass replacement of project diva oh my god#i dont care about any of these random ass teenagers why does my vocaloid game have all these other guys in it#why are there 238928934 currencies why does it take so long to unlock new songs its just all too much and so convoluted#i wanted a rhythm game not a rhythm game that takes a backseat to visual novel and gacha game and watch 3298 ads#GET THIS OTHER BULLSHIT OUTTA HERE#i thought rhythm game on a touchscreen was a bad enough idea but i wanted to be FAIR because project diva doesnt get updated anymore#even though that was THE vocaloid game for a fucking decade and they replaced it with hot flaming dogshit oh my god#its just every other fucking mobile game im gonna start biting people#im in my Hater Year but i'm actually fucking right about everything aaaAAAAAAAAA#and look. i didn't play it for too long because it was just too fucking annoying and overwhelming. but it seems like you can only#play x amount of songs in a day before you run out of energy. which you need to Buy#you get more when you level up! it recharges! but it seems that it takes longer and longer to do that#thts the only Complaint i have that i cant actually verify because i would need to play longer and i am Not doing that#but if im right. thats the biggest load of shit of all#just go back to making project diva games. let me pay for the game so i can play interrupted without all this other BS in my face#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#the like... two little visual novel bits i saw that Just had vocaloids in them were cute. i will be real with u. but who are these like#six teams of random ass teenagers i dont know and dont care about. why did u put non vocaloids in da vocaloid game. are you nuts#maybe i just need to figure out how to mod project diva cuz at this point lord knows theyre not doing anything else with it#if you wanted to have other characters sega do u know how many Other vocaloids there are. you didnt have to invent random boring teenagers#pullin a fuckin transformers and backseating your Title Characters to a bunch of random ass humans im not here for#except you charlie watson from bumblebee i love you mwah
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dean listens to adam lambert. no i will not be taking any questions at the moment. thank you.
#HE SO DOES THO OH MY GOD#like he literally does it’s canon in my mind#imagining him singing his heart out to whataya want from me#and if i had you oh my GOD#and sam walks into the room and just silently walks back out#because dean’s back on his bullshit#cas just eating his bowl of cereal at the table as dean blasts his songs in the kitchen#like yeah this little bi cowboy listening to his gay music#yeah#he’s so precious to me#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#spnfandom#strawbsposts
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prayers, monologues
#in the old world the stars spoke to each other#writing progress as i uhhh scramble to fix some really fucking obvious lot holes#day#dusk#desert death song#i jus want more stuff in their tag. ive been thinking Bout them a lot#dawn and night have their whole divorced husband bullshit in mo(u)rningstar but what about the uhhh. the yearning#what in the fuck is a lot hole#*plot holes#anyways. revamping 10 years of worldbuilding huh#and i realise more and more that these two kind of get mega fucked over by everybody#day sits in the core of the earth stewing in resentment. dusk brings back all her pantheon's deceased and receives nothing for it but lies#'yikes dawg' < the voice of someone who is going to put the rest of the pantheon through absolute apeshit hell to balance it out#at some point i will make some serious posts w actual writing but most of my plotbuilding is in one chat w/ jae and a few journals
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Turns out I can still learn something new about my favorite band: Ron Blair played the fucking cello on "The Wild One, Forever"?!
It was confirmed by Tom Petty who said: "He doesn’t play the cello," Petty said of Blair. "He just fashioned out enough that he could play the chorus."
#when I saw that on the Wiki page for the self-titled I was like 'WHAT. GET OUT. WHO WAS HIGH WHEN THEY EDITED THIS PAGE'#too bad I don't like that song very much or I'd give Ron more credit/appreciate the song more for bullshitting his way through THAT#(I've played the cello before...very briefly - for like a few months - before switching back to violin and...good lord. LOL yeah...HOW.)#(before you ask: yes envision a girl carrying around an instrument literally as big as if not bigger than her every school day for 2-3 mos.#and then you may ask why the hell I switched from violin to that for even a few months. LMAO)#I keep forgetting that I actually did play the violin for 2 years. or slightly less considering the amount of time I played the cello.#but now I'm just thinking 'I could not play the violin again/be anything but a vocalist because I NEED my DANGLY EARRINGS' 😂#anyway...bless you Ron. I want to give you bullshitter of the decade award for that. (keyword being: WANT TO. but I WON'T.)
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this fucking woman has been sending us multiple emails every day with conflicting information about what she wants us to play and when she wants us to rehearse for this stupid xmas concert and i'm about to just fucking quit and tell her to find another oboist at this point
#sasha speaks#oboeposting#in her latest email she said the pay could raise to $160 but she's not even sending us sheet music.#it's literally 'look up this song on youtube and play that'#or 'look up this song on musicnotes.com and get this one'#(as of the results aren't 1. 10 different versions of the same thing 2. all piano vocal scores 3. EXPECTING US TO PAY OURSELVES)#LADY. IF YOU WANT US TO PLAY FOR YOUR DUMB CONCERT. GIVE US THE MUSIC#if you want someone to transcribe or arrange parts that can be done but you have to let us know NOW#exactly what you want and pay me a WHOLE lot more because that's a lot of time and work to get done before rehearsal!!#also she keeps going back and forth about when the rehearsal actually is. lol.#i need to take gigs when i can get them sure but i don't think this bullshit is worth $160.#at least last year they had me do one piece. sent me the sheet music. soundchecked day of. and let me go.#it was less pay but fairer for the amount i actually did. this is just nonsense at this point...
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