I only started to realise over the last couple years that I was quite weird. I found it really difficult to make friends, and I felt like people spoke a language that I couldn't speak...I remember those years as like banging my head against the door trying to gain access to a room that was locked, you know, and I just didn't know how to do it. +
Louis is such a Catholic good girl btw. Gets courted by a wealthy gentleman for months before they even kiss. Married in a church. Gets himself a precious baby daughter because he’s been dreaming of that perfect family since he was a little girl. Loyal to his man not even multiple deaths can separate them. Says Hail Mary like fifty billion times to cancel out the anal sex he keeps pretending he didn’t enjoy but also calls that dick his personal black tar heroin. Gonna lie to everybody he meets including himself. Feels guilt for a century about things that weren’t his fault but also kinda doesn’t give a shit about the things he did do. God’s gonna see him through <3
"I remember everything...Sometimes, when you have this big moment in life, it can all just be a blur...that whole weekend, I remember everything...All of it. That feeling was a relief. I'd built that belief I could do it...I showed I could do it." - On his first ever win at the Montreal circuit 10 years ago.
"I have had some very nice moments here. We have a car thats definitely points worthy. Maybe some weather will get sprinkled around and that might change a few things, but I'm quietly confident and excited for the race" - On his hopes for the top ten this weekend
"I look at my season honestly, Miami was amazing, one good result is not going to be enough for a top team in this sport. I've been frustrated with my own performances. The story in my head and the nice way to finish my career, I would love to go back to Red Bull, but I certainly need to be doing a lot better here ." - On the 2025 driver market
- Daniel Ricciardo speaks to Formula 1 ahead of the Canadian Grand Prix weekend
Zaman compared the experience of getting to fully embody Armand to being freed from a straitjacket. He was invited to sit in on the writers room over Zoom early on in the process of writing the second season, which proved invaluable. "I don't think many actors have that kind of opportunity to go, 'OK, how can we cater to who you are and who Armand is and find the language together?'" he remembered.
That collaboration between Zaman and the writers helped build his character's complexity. "I would be really interested to see how people think about Armand at the end of the season," Reid said. "Because once you see the whole season, they really have drawn him quite beautifully, but also quite surprisingly."
Interview with the Vampire Returns Once More, With Feeling x
i feel like teh show does such a great job of giving the trio even more character than the books somehow. like i feel like walker leah and aryan are playing percy annabeth and grover better than even the books did. like theyre taking the essence of their characters and then making them more
it's been a month since we moved into the new apartment -
I'm so stressed. everything is stressful. we're still not done building the kitchen but it's getting there (slowly). mostly we just need to wait until we get a couple parts that weren't in stock when we ordered the rest. I'm hoping it'll be done by next weekend.
some of it is very frustrating with my brain specifically. I'm so bothered by all the tiny little things that no one else would even notice - like, some of the handles on the drawers are very slightly crooked (as in, less than a millimeter higher on one side) - but for me it's so obvious that it's impossible to ignore. my husband didn't even know what I meant when I pointed it out to him. there's also been a few slightly bigger issues, but we've solved them now (I think).
my eye has been twitching for like three to four weeks. not all the time obviously, but every few minutes. it's very, very annoying.
we still have no new info about when we'll have internet finally. it could take a while still.
on Monday a guy has to replace something in the electric roller shutters in one room - but we don't know which one yet. so either I'll have to let him into my room (awful, uncomfortable, will have to tidy up tomorrow so he could even get to the window), or I'll have to get both our cats into their carrier if it's the one in my husband's room (awful, difficult, one of them doesn't like that so he'll be scared and I'll feel bad).
also on Monday the electrician will install our stove (if he has time). then we're getting two ikea deliveries. and I've got an appointment with my (new) GP because I need a prescription, and I'm very (verrry) nervous about it.
I miss watching TV. I miss tumblr and YouTube and messaging my friends whenever I want and sending them photos all the time. I miss order and structure and (some level of) routine. I miss using real cutlery (we still haven't found ours lol).
when I was finally starting to get used to the noises in this place, the family above us moved in with their baby that cries all the time very very loudly and most of the time right above my room. so now everything is different again and I'm not adjusting well and once again I can't sleep.
but, I've listened to 14 audiobooks since we moved! that's been nice. it was the same way when we moved the last time (just over a year ago..). my favourite by far was The Thursday Murder Club. I've got the other ones in the series but I'm trying not to listen to them too quickly, so I'm gonna listen to three other books first (one is done already, so I should get there on Monday or Tuesday hopefully).