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I'm alive!!! And I bring to you a silly little animation!!
#also why cant firealpaca export transparent gifs i will go feral#i just want to have funky little backgrounds ia that too much to ask firealpaca 😔#but anywaysss#i literally love this little goober sm you dont understand#wordgirl#invisibill#invisibill wordgirl#wordgirl fanart#wordgirl invisibill
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I'm watching HOTD in english although it's not my first language so maybe i just misunderstood something but... was it implied, that Sunfyre died??
Criston said "Sunfyre was long in the dying" and at the end Nyra said :"Melyes fought two dragons and one of them was slain"
I'm currently reading the book and i know how the dance ends so how will they do- who is gonna - Huh??
#hotd spoilers#hotd#sunfyre#house of the dragon#fire and blood#BUT ???#why#i am confused#They can't change the death of a certain person bc it impacted another certain very young person WAY too much and ia important but...#why would they kill off the responsible dragon??
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not me already working on vflowers 10th anniv art…
(( there’s so many chibis but it’s her 10th anniv she deserves almost all her friends there 🥹🥹
#vflower#ia#floweria#vocaloid#wip#procreate#my art#fanart#digital art#my littles..#i love flower so much#this is a HEAVY wip btw#very rough#i wanted to include more chibis but i think it might be too much if i expanded the canvas to draw more..#:( sigh
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Kissie prompts as asked for by @shadow--writer and @claudia-nomusaabara :3
commission me | buy me a ko-fi
#my art#oc ismet#oc ia#oc miloš#oc vedra#This took me like way too long but hehe enjoy!!#original character#this picture is very much giving yaoi yuri normal love is love
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it’s 2 am but im still thinking about this ace and sabo play mat for the one piece tcg
LIKE ???
it’s times like this i appreciate the tcg cause the art that comes from that game is so immaculate 😩😩😩
if you see me getting this despite just finding out the tcg exisited …no you didn’t 😁👍anyway here’s what my friend sent immediately after sending me the mat gn 😭
#AND WHAT ABOUT IT#if i remember play mats are humungo jumbo so this would be so fun to stare at#if this is how they’re getting ppl into the tcg…then my ears are open#i just need big pretty art of my boys is that too much to ask :(#oh and sorry for being ia i started persona 2 innocent sin and i forget that means i’m losing at least 100 hours LOL#but hear me out maya is so coooool#monos last three brain cells
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found this painting from when i was 16 or 17 (a little over 10 years ago now) and its an abstract self portrait, made with a mix of paintbrushes and pointillism with q tips, any color mixing done on the paper rather than pre mixed. at the time i wasnt entirely sure what the feeling in me was, but that it was something i desperately wanted to convey, of this detachment of myself from the world and my own mind i felt, every dot and stroke and mark i thought very carefully on and also let myself do it as it came to me. i felt sick making it as it distorted more, but also felt very satisfied seeing this itteration of my image come to life. it would take me years until i knew that this odd thing that tormented me was schizophrenia, so rediscovering this painting now that i know and understand myself was really touching as well as painful to look at, of this art i made and kept in secret that was as raw of my emotions as i could manage, a portrait of myself of pain and acceptance in one. the paper has over time become warped from storing and the weight of its dollar store paint.
i wasnt sure at first how i felt about sharing this or the story behind it, but being open about being schizophrenic rather than keeping it as a dark secret has brought me a lot of comfort. its let me meet and connect with a lot of people that are the same way too. i think about how happy i felt when i first saw someone on here talk about their experience and the way it perfectly mirrored my own thoughts i never shared, and it inspired me to open up in this psuedo public and private sphere. and so its nice seeing this painting that was of something dark within me now becoming a memento of that, and knowing its something that would have remained that way if it wasnt for others opening up this way too. something that had weighed on my heart that kept me in a self made cage, and how now i feel more free despite it all
all i wrote on the back was june 2013 and entitled simply "self-portrait"
#not the bewt photo of it but its amazing its still in one piece on the flimsy paper#but i really do love sharing this sort of stuff too it makes me happy ^-^#art#old art#i love how much of my like teenage years art really ia very 'art of the mentally ill' but i love that about it#i made a lot of odd paintings on paper and cardboard in highschool and its amazing to know now what it was i was trying to express
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got rejected for student loan repayment assistance (it would lower my monthly payment based on my income which is literally 0 right now lmao). my partner is going to fucking murder me
#miss shania talks too much#i have no idea why they rejected it when my partner doesnt make any more money than they did the last time ia pplied and was approved#i am so so so utterly fucked
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—falling in love with life (you)
I was able to work with the wonderful @toniactually to create a gifset for their amazing fic for the @dtqkbigbang event! Be sure to read the fic and drop them a follow (toniactually on twitter) because their writing is amazing :>
#I've been super ia lately SORRY but this was so much fun to do!!#shoutout to jules for taking on the responsibility of organizing all of this bc his hard work made it possible so drop a follow there too!#lyss.gif#lyss.dnf#dtqkbigbang
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also guess which complainer about cevio/voisona's supposed lack of vocal dynamics controls finally Looked Up. and Discovered.
#IN MY DEFENSE on cevio its hidden by default you have to unhide it#but not in my defence it was just out there in voisona. but in my defense again i got scared by the key controls above it#what if the key signature controls kills me. what if i make eyecontact with it and it kills me#but this shit rules ITS NOT as versatile as my beloved sv tension parameter#you cant go from loud to soft within a note for example#BUT this still adds so so SO much. plus i like the usage of forte and piano for it#i like putting a bunch of pp all over my synth covers. normal thing to say#OH ANOTHER THING IN MY DEFENSE for me not looking at the big black bar and seeing the controls is that there are Not many cevio tutorials#in english or otherwise. most are a little basic or too old so they dont mention these parts. i did watch a few japanese tutorials#most were also too old so they have different UI BUT i did watch one where the dude started fucking with dynamics and i was like WHAT#besides most unofficial tutorials and manuals especially in the english speaking world like Only focus on pitch editing. WHICH makes#a BIT of sense in that older software basically just had that + breathiness and maybe formant as things to edit. but we live in the future#i think there is much more to play with than just pitch bends especially with newer software. lot of fun to be had!!#ia has a really nice special type of phoneme in cevio that makes her go suuuuper soft and relaxed which im having fun playing with!
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Current brother ranking has gotta be
Beel & Bel (tied for first. NO NOT JUST BECAUSE THEYRE TWINS I just love them that much
Satan
Levi
Mammon
Lucifer
Asmo
#might be in love w/ Belphie#granted ive only seen the anime#in which he's a bit confused but he's got the spirit#he's thw actual prettiest like goddamn#Beel ia overall the best genuinely he's so sweet like wtf#the only one not to do ahything outright mean the whole series (so far)#he's a little confused but he's got the spirit#AND I LOVE HOW MUCH THE TWINS SUPPORT EACH OTHER#genuinely so cute OMG#Satan is also general just a solid and well-rounded character but he has a lot more capacity for sass#damn bookworm/aff#cool ass dude#Levi is unbelievably silly#i can't deny that we are over and the same#i too am ridiculously pathetic over fictional characters#he's a better person than me tho#i would go FERAL if my little brother saved over my game AFTER RUINING THE WHOLE RUN#Mammon's really funny but i'd be SO done with him so fast actually#Lucifer is .. there.#I'd also be done with him so damn fast but he ISN'T funny#and Asmo is simply doing too much. go sit down bitch or i WILL get the mail polish remover🤨#don't test me.#tho im totally biased against him from the little bit of the game that i did play#he doesn't do much in the first season of the anime#except for his one ep in which he was just kinda entitled#chill out bro you did NOT need to bring the sun down for your?? idek what they were doing actually
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suffering with my gondor designs because tolkien equated gondor to italy, but i feel like gondor is a lot colder than italy (no specific reason, just vibes). also their connection to the sea while also having their cqpital built into the mountains means theres essentially two different types of influences on possible clothing.
#lotr#mummel#diary#gondor#my heart ia telling me to go a bit more viking-y but i also fear thats too basic#fuckass country#rohan was so much easier
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They are enjoying a performance art (some more than others)
#my art#oc ia#oc vedra#oc adina#i'm trying out a style that takes less effort and I kind of dig it#i do dig the not having to do way too much way more than how it looks
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The worst part of being a Jeia and Jay stan on twitter. There’s more hate for them on here than love 😭
#that 90s show#jeia defense squad#jay kelso defense squad#also lmao to bashing jay and acting like Leia is so much better#newsflash they’re both teenagers who make mistakes and are flawed#yet somehow jay gets held to a high standard than leia just because kelso is his dad#also it’s hilarious when a lot of this type of shit is coming from n*ia fans#like I ship them too (in s1) but hypocritical much?#nate is a hell of a lot more kelso than jay#and his relationship with nikki is literally the 90s version of jackie and kelso
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[Ancap] retreats into silence; the comforting space between words and conversations. “Does Red know?” Ancom’s eyes narrows into slits. “He knows. He just conveniently forgets.”
SIKE i didn't draw only two fanarts for @aur-el-ias 's monopoly man fanfic. this one takes place in chapter 4. can't wait for the update!!
my other monopoly man fanarts: [1] [3]
#art#centricide#centricide fanart#centricide ancap#jreg ancap#centricide ancom#jreg ancom#this scene felt oddly comforting#like... intimate#tried to capture it#i hope i don't bother you too much doing so many fanarts of your works au-rel-ias.....#aur-el-ias fanart
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I have had a VERY busy week (positive but very very socially draining) and I am ABOUT to have a few days of work and then ANOTHER very busy week (work, 2 different appointments and a job interview) and I just wanna take a moment and remind myself that I may take longer to do things than average but im still DOING them and it's. Okay to still feel tired several days after making a phonecall
#idk im having a lil moment of clarity/calm in the middle of.#what feels like a storm of there Always Being Something that i need to do#and thats never gonna go away but its okay to take a breather here and there to help me keep pushing at it#feeling very positive today bc i got offered an interview for a youth councillor role locally#the main problem with it is its 20 hours a week and a 6 month contract. so i cant leave my current job for it#BUT it would allow me to reduce my hours a bit doing something hopefully less emotionally intense#the coffee shop below us ia recruiting again too which. isnt the best look tbh but i think if im doing two jobs id rather#have one there bc like. ive done fast food#i know i can handle it at its worst for at least a while and the bougie coffee place isnt likely to hit those peaks#so yeah! lots of stuff going on lots to do#definitely not talking to friends as much as i should be#but heres kind of why i guess and currently at least im. feelin pretty good!#we also made it through last month without asking for help#which. is huge but being undercut a little by me spending more than i intended and being mega nervous abt it#not sure how this month is gonna go. but. baby steps.
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It's like two completely different people lmaoo
#selfie#elfie#gpoy#tw: my face#lmaooooo#its wild#like what#long hair ia better I guess#but i hate it in my face and being too much#so short hair it is xD#and wigs are a bonus#i can be whatever you want#lol
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