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Nooo i just saw a TikTok of someone calling their mom a hoarder cause she has a CD collection and going "i can play these faster on an app" and telling her to throw them away BITE BITE BITE BITE KILL KILL KILL KILL if someone said that to me i would rip them apart with my teeth i would burn them alive the violence that would take place would be unimaginable i would be an unleashed demon hungry for blood and meat. unimaginable horrors. death and destruction. killing. maiming. no one could survive that. it would be a nuclear apocalypse. leave the fucking CDs alone

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guy who is stuck in a timeloop but is too socially anxious to bring it up to anybody or change their routine just in case it turns out they're mistaken. like yeah you're pretty sure that it's been november 3rd for two weeks now but idk maybe that's the depression talking. it's fine.

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I finally gave in to all the ads I got for this game and now I may have a bit of a problem…

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Going through the VAs in the Date-a-Dex is a terrifying experience

Wdym my bed is a 2 inch tall "kawaii" 'ladybug' Wdym Lyric and Scandelabra are the same voice and theyre both SUKUNA Wdym Dante's VA is also named Dante. Dante Basco. Famous VA of THE FIRE PRINCE ?!

There is no peace to be had here. I am halfway through.

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If to be loved is to be human, why do I crave it?

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every time I post about how much I hate my period some dumbass terf gets mad about my "internalized misogyny" for "hating my natural woman body" so periodic reminder that I'm a cis woman and I hate my period, my uterus can eat shit, and I'd flush my ovaries down the toilet given half an opportunity fuck this shit 🖕🖕🖕

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me earlier today: ill take my vitamin supplements now so that I dont have to worry abt the annoyance of taking them later :]

me now: oh my god did I actually take them? or was that just a fake memory? or was that yesterday??

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y'know, one thing i don't see get talked about much in regards to asexuality is how it feels to never be 'sexually motivated' by anything

and not just when it comes to advertisements using 'sexy' models to try and sell you stuff, but like. in general

sex as a favor, sex as a bribe, sex in exchange for whatever

casual sex, 'friends with benefits' situations, even simple flirting

it all looks a whole lot different from the perspective of someone who's immune to manipulation via sex appeal, who has virtually no understanding as to why sex would motivate someone to cheat on their partner, etc. etc.

sex is worthless to me

i mean, it's useful as a story element in fiction, but it genuinely perplexes me that sex is such a driving force behind so many aspects of irl society & of people's individual lives, for better or for worse

and that it's so deeply ingrained into how the average person views the world & various situations, because the average person feels sexual attraction, whereas i do not

i think the barrier between aces & allos is actually even deeper than it seems on the surface at times, because it's more than just the grating expectation that everyone must want to 'settle down' and have kids, it's also the fact that the majority of the world is sort of 'in' on a joke that aces will never truly be a part of

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It is such a stupid thing to be so worked up about..

BUT FOR GODS SAKE IZUKU MIDORIYA IS NOT A CRYBABY??? I feel like his reactions are SO REASONABLE IN ALL OF S1. ESPECIALLY the pre-UA ones?! like the MOST you can get him for is being mega loud and anxious around All Might but. Like. He's literally THE GUY, I, too, would be freaked out constantly if I met Captain America x Markiplier on steroids.

And then of course, after everyone clowned on Izuku for "being a crybaby" (when the scenes are A) He's a bullied 5 yr old watching all his life dreams get torn up and stomped on in front of him. B) 13-14 yr old getting met with excrutiating pain and/or interacting with The Guy Ever. and C) Genuinely mega important moment like being told he can be a hero, in which he doesnt even cry/wail really, and thus dousnt count for this purpose) there was a noticable uptick in Izuku crying in increasingly comical ways, clearly playing into the idea.

Like, examples off the top of my head, s1 Izuku crying when All Might offered his hand and told him he could indeed become a hero vs s2 Izuku crying when Ururaka asked to team up with him during the Cavalry Battle round of the Sports Festival. s1: Clearly insanely important moment, with watery voice and tears (iirc followed by a short scream when All Might did something unexpected) s2: Smaller impactful moment with a loud drawn-out wail with two giant tear gyesurs, and a follow-up panel where Mineta observes the resulting pools of water and ponders what it is, and if it's urine

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Nothing like taking 5 minutes to talk yourself through finally doing The Thing because your anxiety about The Thing is unfounded and you did indeed think through and rethink and check and rethink again and check one last time before doing The Thing to make sure you don't do it wrong

AND THEN SOMEHOW GET IT WRONG ANYWAYS

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Another emote to the collection...

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colored these boys ⚡️

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if you remember, the first time i saw Skylar I said that I loved her fit except that the waist of her skirt seemed slightly awkward so I suggested she should have been given a belt and I cant remember if you agreed or not. either way, throws this edit at you and smiles.

also for the record if she was my own oc I would give her a FUCK ton of jewelery but that is just my personal jewelery loving self.

WHAT THE FUCK I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THAT WASNT THE OFFICIAL DESIGN THATS SO CLEAN

I probably DID agree, because the heart tops look insanely uncomfortable and like they dont grip properly and would feel awful, and thre's no clean break in the design to seperate skirt from Skylar

That is such a perfect belt wtf im jealous

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day 34234209312 still thinking about Hoove... i fear its terminal

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okay so, what you are telling me is that society generally expects one to love their romantic partner more than any of their platonic friends. but if you were to switch the tables and love one of your friends more than your romantic partner, or even in most cases just as much, that would be considered emotional cheating? okay. okay. dont mind me biting my hand, it's just my reaction to being told that at any point my relationship with my friends could be undermined by them finding a romantic partner.

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Reminds me a bit of this like documentary thing I saw a while ago. Some girl went to collage, got swept up in the excitement of the new LGBTQ+ freedoms and acceptance, and identified as nonbinary and i think bi for a year or two before taking a step back and realizing she was neither of those things. And I thought yeah, that's chill, thats cool, I like hearing about people who are willing to explore and learn more about themselves, even if they learn that that isnt them. And then she went off about how that meant that LGBTQ+ identities were all a choice, and they were all inherently evil and cult-like and brainwashed and forced people to join the community and adhear to labels. Which is. Objectively not chill or cool.

Hot take, just because YOU found out YOU didnt actually vibe with that stage of your self discovery does not mean that no one ever will and the identity is inherently predatory and evil. And, hotter take, if you are going to harm people in your pursuit to come to terms with not vibing with yourself for a bit, you 1000% deserve hate.

Your outward hatred of detransitioners doesn’t make you a white knight trans activist. It just makes you a bigot in another direction (and quite frankly shows how unintelligent you are)

If by "detransitioners" you mean the specific people who are campaigning against allowing HRT or transitioning processes to anyone at all, because they did something that they didn't like, and regretted it, yeah fuck those people.

I contemplated having a kid when I was 15. I knew that the finnish trans law would require my sterilisation and thought that if I ever wanted a kid, I'd have to get one before turning 18, because that option would be taken from me when I get the diagnosis and can get my legal sex changed.

Imagine if I would have had that kid, immediately realised that I made a huge mistake and that kid is an asshole who fucking sucks, and then spent my whole adult life campaigning for mandatory abortions for all and insisting that nobody should be allowed to have a child ever, because mine fucking sucks and nobody ever should be allowed to do something that I regretted doing.

That would have been unintelligent behaviour.