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Mfer that's why I'm in here in the first place

that post thats like “you’re not unlovable you’ve just been spending a lot of time alone in your room” is true for everyone but me. i’m unlovable i’ve just coincidentally been spending a lot of time alone in my room

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Fuck it my mental health can't get much side. Ceasers a bitch AND he's already dead I'll just stab myself thx

im going to (*remembers suicide jokes are bad for mental health*) stab caesar

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Yall don't toast your bread on a pan w/ butter? I don't need my mildly warm and unbelievably fragile Slab of Assembled Crumbs when I have real bread with soft innards and crispy golden buttery outsides tysvm

Y'all help

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Time-honored question of do I love him, or do I just relate to him so far that I wish someone would love him the same way I wish I could be loved

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TFW you finally listen to that one song on the album that you always skipped and find out it's pretty much your entire sense of self rolled up and put over music

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mentally i am always doing FANTASTIC

...until literally even the tiniest change in my perception of information comes along and then it taken an entire sobbing breakdown to process it

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ITS THE B BOIS BDAY ?!

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You can only reblog this today.

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i was about to make a metronome meme about how im constantly flipping through a bright-eyed love of being alive and seeing all the things the world has to offer, especially as i come of age and truly hating myself for being alive because I'm a NEET and mentally fucked up and a resource-suck

and then mspaint crashed, and re-opened itself on a blank canvas.

so. not sure what thats supposed to mean.

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in my head mephisto is a small victorian child that leviathan is trying to feed pop rocks

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reactions to my anonymously submitted screentime

chat went entirely too hard on my i fear. OM is NOT that bad, some ppl had 30+ hours on chai, c.ai, and even JANITOR AI and got such calm reception

"THERAPY" "this person isnt real" and "FREAKY RPG THINGY" are my favorites.

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y’all remind yourselves your account is your space. you’re not a performance. you’re not annoying by being yourself. if people aren’t into it they can leave. you’re not obligated to please anyone, especially at the cost of your personal expression. the worst thing you can do for your online enjoyment is to filter or censor yourself.

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i think the real issue of being aromantic is the lack of autonomy. If I could just be allowed to TRY romance and see if it is or isnt for me, I'd be fine. But I don't get the choice to try it in the first place and that is what really bothers me so deeply to the core. And then literally Any Happy or Healthy Dynamic Ever exists and I get his with the hardest mfing FOMO ever.

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a mha game i was playing (Strongest Heroes) just gifted me a ton of the in-game currency and all the event-exclusive heroes that you couldnt get since they stopped holding events

....and a notice that the game will shut down this month. So.

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No nuance the normal option is only one and i want statistics to prove to my parents that something is deeply wrong with them

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had a dream that Obey Me sent me a duck as part of a Mammon storyline. like a whole on duckling. had to buy food and necessities for it. it was cute asf but like what a weird thing for a dating sim to magically send you