#also it’s hilarious when a lot of this type of shit is coming from n*ia fans

[piperslovebot]

The worst part of being a Jeia and Jay stan on twitter. There’s more hate for them on here than love 😭

[voxlvrr]

could you do adam with an incredibly insecure and nervous reader? i'd love to see your hcs abt it! (comfort hcs would also be amazing even though it seems a bit unlikely, since it's adam we're talking about)

⋆⠀҂҂⠀Adam with an insecure and nervous!reader hcs ๑⠀، ୭

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ First request ahhh!! 💗💗 hope you enjoy <33 , and sorry for not posting for months on end.. motivation striked

ꕥ ; Honestly It’s Adam Here, When He first noticed this he thought it was fuckin HILARIOUS. he would poke at you for fun, but he wouldn’t go far as to point out your insecurities and make you even more insecure. he might be a asshole but he’s not like a total douche! Also if you’re nervous to be around other people and you can’t speak, he’ll finish the conversation for you, and Whenever you both go out into the main area of heaven he’ll hold your hand, if you’re nervous when going out into public. and if your incredibly insecure with your looks and have anxiety before going out, he’ll try to distract you In some way from those thoughts. he’ll even trying encouraging you in some way, “Y/nnn, we’ll be fineeee i promiseee “ and whines about it til you end up going.

ꕥ ; Adam doesn’t play about you or your feelings, he doesn’t give a shit who it is either making fun of you or making your insecurities worse, he doesn’t care where you both are, even in heaven he has no problem sending those fuckers to hell for you, sure he has a reputation to uphold but he doesn’t give a shit or if sera gets on his ass about it. he doesn’t wanna admit this but he cares, yes the first man adam. caring about someone in his life? absolutely unheard of. even lute knows but Adam threatens her not to tell anyone, she never thought of it. and she knows how much you meant to him so she’ll keep her mouth shut.

ꕥ ; whenever you cry due to being insecure or angels made fun of you for being shy, adam doesn’t know how to comfort at all, but he’s seen emily take care of other sad pathetic angels, so he knows some comforting words, but doesn’t wanna seem to emotional in front of you but he tries and trusts you anyways, he probably has good hugs due to his robe being made out of soft fabric and silk, and somehow has a very sweet scent, despite him killing different types of demons, surely it had to lose its smell a little, but either way it calms you down a lot and slows down your tears and sobs, whenever you come crashing down into his arms he says concerned “ what the fuck- shit what happened now?? “ letting his golden guitar slip from his hands, catching you instead and holding you upright so you don’t fall, once you tell him what happened, he’ll say “ what the fuck - y/n fuck them, you don’t need those fuckers telling you that shit. oh fuck - it’s okay - “ trying his best not to let his ego slip.

ꕥ ; at the end when you finally calm down, and go back to your room to rest, he decides to pay sera a visit, surely she wouldn’t mind letting him send a few false angels to the filthy gates of hell, killing them is also an option but decides against it due to sera finally having enough with him, but does give them a hard blow in the face before making them descend thousands of feet down to hell, and said to lute “ cmon lute wasn’t that fuckin’ awesome !” laughing his ass off before quickly disappearing into the dark clouds of heaven making his way towards your balcony, yes he’s too lazy to use the actual door. but hey you wouldn’t mind a cuddle session outside would ya? but in end, Adam does love you he just doesn’t wanna admit it in your face, so he does the dirty work for you. he’s definitely inviting you down for another extermination.

[girlreblogger]

the annoyance with blk y/n and the stories she’s in is hilarious. her characteristics might be the problem one day or her side characters the next. it legit feels like we may never get to a balanced solution on what to do with our own representation since the wrong ppl always talk about it and create it. we have mean and shallow ppl who take over the conversation, ppl who really self hate but try and cover it up with “i just don’t want her to be a stereotype” and then the ones who probably love and support tyler perry movies.

the bottom line is the ppl who do write those niggafying, toxic (it’s a buzzword but that’s what they are) or smutty fics (not talking abt the actual good ones with a blk reader though 🧎🏽‍♀️) can do wtv they want and owe you nothing. that’s why they get so frustrated. i don’t think all the times those should be crucified for what they write when other groups of ppl (or our own) write all kinds of other crazy shit.

and.. i know a lot of ppl who don’t want to say it but y’all keep bringing up the smut and niggafying as the main problem, but i think it’s some of the ppl writing it and their underlings. it’s just no one wants to say anything.

an excerpt from a draft of mine

“a lot of ppl on here be weirdos or mean asl. so when someone block you don’t be like “oh what i did” “they that mad cause of my (internet—fictional—digital on screen) presence”

like nobody got time to go to your acc and say “i don’t like you” who cares. oddly some miserable ppl do actually but still. the lack of awareness is ridiculous. that’s why ppl don’t f with y’all.”

i was talking abt all of tumblr and every other app but it applies here.

from what i see on here, some are just straight up weird, cliquey, and chiesty (if that’s how you spell it) and that’s why ppl be so mad abt those types of books 💀. we also have to acknowledge the amount of overwhelming & honestly damaging blk yn fics (not to be confused with ppls screwed ideas of stereotypical) there are. i understand why ppl write them for personal reasons but when it comes to our own reflections of ourselves as blk women it’s almost hurtful to read some of the things people put “her” through. i mean even her with a white man that use aave and has cornrows is hurtful.. 😔 (i’m trolling now 💀) naw but fr. i personally don’t like reading blk women just being written for smut or going through crazy situations or kinda like.. i don’t wanna say unfulfilling but like.. idk i can’t think of the word. (edit: ppl write blk yn to be in unfulfilling situations) but girl i can watch a tyler perry movie for all that.

again. ppl write these stories for there own personal reasons, relate to them and enjoy them for those reasons as well. that’s why depending! on what it is i don’t think blk writers should be bombarded with hate like that. also ion think smut should be banned like y’all go to far can we just slow down on it … there are some nice ones out there i promise 🧎🏽‍♀️

but in all seriousness there are many other reasons why i feel toxic and smutty fics are popular for blk yn but i don’t think anyone cares to hear that and the conversion will prolly go back to nigga eren somehow which is crazy cause y’all be arguing over a fictional white man.

oh! 😒 i almost forgot 😒 the ppl who are against “ghetto” y/n to try and advocate for more fluffy or like.. normal (healing) stories and from what i see the ppl who are the most up in arms about it in my personal opinion seem to dislike certain parts of blkness that i appreciate personally and so i just straight up disregard their opinions. y/n doesn’t have to “act” (😒) blk but i see ppl get mad about her protecting her hair….. with a bonnet….

sigh, anyway but yeah we need more soft and sweet fics or just like calming ones? but someone gon have to write it! i don’t like this app or my writing all too much so i gave up a while ago.

just like many other blk writers….

gaspp! we should also do like a fluff challenge or sumn where writers do like fluff … march? girl idk so maybe that will trend and all the ppl who spend time arguing and going back and forth with ppl who write stories they don’t like can like idk look for other writers who write soft, normal, fun stories and reblog them or make a list of them. or maybe like possibly write their own stories too????

everyone says the smut fics gets the most likes and they do. that’s why you keep seeing them. so maybe support or refreakingblog the fics that are comforting to you so others can be as well.

i actually made this page to repost softer fics because i was tired of blocking certain tags so i can avoid heavy smut and subtly abuse fics. also pls leave the ppl who niggafy anime characters alone they will not be stopped. i mean we still have ppl who have been calling chris evans jamal since 2020.. calling him that to this date. married and all.

sigh… 2 more days until blk history month ends. maybe next year we can find a balance between “dramatic” and smutty fics and soft and slice of life ones for blk y/n next year. remember this is tumblr too and the ppl writing aren’t even getting paid for this but it’s for the ppl yk.

ppl who are respectful and reblog tho.

muah

[rinashinki]

Survey Corps vets as content creators:

Hange: you know damn well they're making the most unhinged YouTube videos of insane science experiments like mythbusters and talking endlessly about their interests and theories on anything. 0/10 editing skills but goes on live every other week and has a strong following nonetheless. Has been banned multiple times off several platforms but just keeps coming back. Has some haters but they're mostly too bemused by the content to know how to troll so they give up

Moblit: runs hange's website, updates his twitter and IG for fans to find out which platform/username they're posting on next. Blocks/reports users posting hate comments. Posts BTS clips of hange's filming and experimenting

Erwin: youtuber with video essay content about politics, history, English, and a healthy dose of anti-capitalism and socialist views. Attracts a lot of right wing/incel/neo n@zi/alpha bro red pill viewers who assume he shares the same values and he greatly enjoys dismantling their views. Also has a big following of people who just think he's hot and have no idea what's he's talking about. 8/10 editing BC it's fairly simple face-the-camera-and-talk but he also posts on a weekly schedule and breaks down the videos to reupload as short form content. No longer invited to guest on podcasts BC he takes over the conversation and wins every debate or argument. Runs multiple successful side businesses but doesn't care about selling merch BC he doesn't need to. 8 books under his name (all NY times bestsellers), 2 more books on the way.

Levi: never shows his face. Rarely responds to comments or questions. Makes calming content about types of tea and lifestyle content and it's unintentionally ASMR. 0 post schedule, either he's making content or he's gone for 5 months. Strong cult following and a billion conspiracies about who he is and Reddit threads of people taking screen caps of the backgrounds in his videos to try and work out where he is, but no ones ever figured it out. Never takes sponsorships so if you see him recommended a brand, you know it's good and the item sells out in 24hrs. 0 merch, he doesn't give a fuck, but participates in fundraiser's for good causes, especially for children coming from impoverished backgrounds.

Mike: gym bro thirst traps and workout tips on tiktok and IG reels. Occasionally posts talking vids for sponsorships, mostly protein shakes and charity fundraisers. Sometimes does cooking content and mens lifestyle like fashion and book/film recs. Likes to troll alpha bro viewers. 7/10 editing skills but mostly uses premade capcut templates to the latest trending tiktok audio clip.

Nanaba: editing queen 10/10. Day in the life of/GRWM/chatty vids, no particular angle for her content, SHE is the content. Takes no shit. Huge following. Big sis energy. Always has the most in depth and hilarious clap backs to hate comments. Rumoured to be dating Mike but neither of them confirm it (they've been together for years).

bonus Eruri headcanons- Erwin has his own office to film his videos whilst Levi pretty much used the rest of their house. Erwin always has a mug of tea when he films despite being known as a coffee drinker. It's always a tea blend that Levi has recommended before. No one's put 2 and 2 together yet.

[xotication]

☆,

i’m bored nd tired of videogames so here’s some more of what type of man i think kaneki is..

okay. when you & kaneki first meet, you have to break him into a LOT of things. one time you guys were texting nd he said something funny.. so you keysmashed & poor baby was CONFUSED.

“y/n are you okay..?”

having to explain it to him made the situation all the more funny but awkward at the same damn time. it’s a hassle having to explain gen z things to this man LMAO.

you had him download instagram, tiktok, even snapchat & learning how to use them was such a drag to him.

“why do you like this stuff anyway?” he says but a week later he’s sending you his entire fyp all like “HAGAHAHA BABE THIS IS SO FUNNY” like boyyy.. wasn’t you JUST talking shit?! at one point he even takes it upon himself to upload silly lil vids & they start to go VIRAL. he doesn’t understand why bc half the time he’s just talking about you & explaining diff things he doesn’t understand about girls.

“my girlfriend asks me really dumb questions all the time, i don’t get it.. how does your brain come up with that?? what on earth do you mean by ‘would you still love me if i was a worm’ like what?!” & then there’s just girls in the comments sending thoughts nd prayers for his poor soul.

basically, kaneki becomes a whole different person after dating you for just a couple months. he adapts damn near all your habits nd it’s the most endearing yet hilarious thing ever.

for example: say he’s talking about a girl or boy & you give him a nasty look bc.. why is he talking about OTHER PEOPLE?! eventually when you start having story times that include someone else, he gives you the MEANESSSTTTT side eye ever. it’s insane.

& don’t ever ask him about it either. “why’re you looking at me like that?”

“idk, why’re you conversing with people who aren’t me?”

“ken, i have to socializ-”

“says who?!”

not only that, but kaneki is airheaded when it comes to people. like if the man doesn’t like someone or something. it shows all over his face.

one time you guys were out eating, & he thought the waiter was being a lil too friendly.. manz was making the most uncomfy faces ever. 😭

“ken- fix your face?!”

“i’m sorry! i’m trying my best.” you guys both whisper yell.

ken gets a house kitty, & when you’re not home, he makes one of those, “gf isn’t home.. yk what that means.. OPTIMUS PRIME ON THE COUNTER” tiktok’s & thinks it’s so funny.

also, when you’re not home, this poor manchild is so bored.

he could read books upon books in a day & still be dying. it’s not until he hears that front door unlock that he feels freed from the shackles that are his boredom!

ken loves to annoy you, he loves to be around you, he loves to look at you, to touch you, any & everything to do with you- he loves.

not to mention.. he begs you to build legos with him. when you agreed, he made it a whole little picnic date & made sure that the weather would be perfect… he also made you swear to not leave the park until the whole lego set was completed.

kennie baby is soso cuteness.

posting my drafts cuz my brain doesn’t wanna work nowadays. 😫😫😫

[baddiecarl]

Streamer! Carl Grimes x Streamer! reader

Like Chandler Riggs, Carl Grimes in a normal world would also totally be a streamer. Here’s a peek into what it might be like to be his streamer crush!  (Also I’m pushing a slight resident evil agenda in this, I grew up watching my dad and brother play them and waited with bated breath to actually be able to play them myself!  It’s my favorite video game series of all time if you can’t tell lol)

For maximum enjoyment, please watch the clip I put right under this because I referenced it in this story!

  “Do I know who (your screen name) is?”  Carl says, reading his chat.  “No, I’ve never heard of them, gimme a second.”  He picks his phone up off his desk and types the name into google, coming up with endless pictures of you playing video games, doing cooking and baking streams, making art, reacting to the memes people made for you, all the things your streams are widely loved for.  Realizing he was quiet for longer than he probably should’ve been, he speaks up. “Oh yeah I’ve seen her before, she does awesome resident evil speedruns! I didn’t recognize the name at first, but yeah, I know who she is!”  

“Omg he’s blushing!”

“Is bro blushing rn?”

“Looks like no one’s immune to the charms of (y/s/n) lmfao”

  The teasing comments poured in while Carl did his best to play it cool and laugh them off, “yeah she’s pretty cute,” he admits through a soft smile as he focuses on the game he was streaming before he looked you up.  Teasing chats trickled in every once in a while, but for the most part, the topic was changed completely and by the time the stream was over he had almost forgotten about the situation entirely. 

  Little did he know that the next day your viewers would also ask you if you knew Carl.  Having been a streamer for quite some time you’ve seen a lot of clips of other streamers and you immediately recognized the name Carl.  “Oh my god, is that the dude who sucks at fall guys?”  You joked as you pulled up the clip of him failing epically at fall guys. “If you get eliminated at this part then you don’t deserve a single win,” he said, seconds before getting eliminated on the exact part he was referring to.  “He’s fucking hilarious,” you remarked as you smiled while you watched the video.  Well, that didn’t go unnoticed by any of your viewers either.

“She’s straight up giggling and kicking her feet lol”

“He called you cute on his stream yesterday”

“He called you cute on his stream yesterday”

  Man, did your fans come in clutch or what?  Returning to your game, you saved that bit of information for later, knowing that it probably got clipped and posted by now.  After you finished up your game and ended the stream you finally got to look up the clip.  You couldn’t help but laugh while you watched him read the comments and grow more and more red with each one that came in.  “Yeah, she’s pretty cute.”  THERE IT IS! HE ACTUALLY SAID IT!!  This was all you needed to want to reach out. 

  A couple of days later, Carl was streaming again as usual when he felt his phone vibrate.  A DM from…(y/s/n)??  Holy shit, okay, play it cool.  He tried to hide his shock and excitement as he opened the message but still, a goofy smile crept onto his face while he read it.  

“Hey, Carl!  It’s come to my attention that we have quite a bit of an overlapping fanbase so I thought it’d be a great idea to play a game together sometime!  Don’t worry, I won’t ask you to play fall guys ;)”

  By the time he was done reading your message, the grin had broken out into a full-blown smile and he hid his nervous and excited laughing behind his hand.  To no avail, his viewers saw this immediately and began teasing him, asking if (y/s/n) was making him blush again.  “No guys, that’s not it, don’t worry about it,” he said, still trying to hide his bashfulness.  Yet, again clocked by his fans, they knew he was lying.  But they weren't the only ones who knew he wasn't telling the truth, because you had joined the stream just before you sent your message.  You wanted to see him blush just by the sheer mention of you one more time, so you arranged to send it while he was streaming.  You were overjoyed to see him pick up his phone, and judging by his reaction you knew he had to have read it. 

He’s quiet for a minute while he types on his phone and you watch the text bubble pop up on your phone.

“I’ve noticed the same thing haha! I think that’d be awesome, but for the record, we will be playing fall guys so I can prove I’m not ‘the guy who sucks at fall guys’”

  You grinned at his message, not failing to see the humor in the fact that he did the exact thing you did, looking up the clip from your stream where the chat had brought him up.  You respond to his message simply and sweetly.

 “Fair enough! I get to pick the game we play next time we do it then!” 

“Sounds like a deal!”  Carl replies, his heart skipping a beat at the implication of you wanting to do a stream with him more than once.  Carl’s voice coming from your computer removes your attention from your phone. “Alright sorry about the pause there guys, I had a very important message to respond to,”  he says, refocusing on his game all while he's still being teased for his very obvious change in behavior since his phone buzzed.  Giggling at him regarding your message as very important, you sat back and watched him play his game, cracking up at the jokes he made.  After he wraps up his stream, you’re left sitting at your computer, alone with your thoughts and they’re all about Carl.  

  About three minutes into zoning out, you're startled by the buzzing of your phone.  You unlock your phone to see another DM from Carl. 

“Do you think I could have your discord or maybe your phone number if you don't have that? I just thought it might be easier to communicate that way if we’re going to be doing streams together.”  How does his nervous dorky voice translate so well through text?  It’s almost like you could hear him stammering over asking for your phone number.  Doing your best to reassure him, you reply: “I do have discord! But you can have my number too!  It’s ***-***-****!”

“Thanks (y/n), I’m really excited about collabing with you!  I was kinda shocked to see that you messaged me, even though I’m pretty sure this was orchestrated by our followers lol”

What can you say?  Your followers really do come in clutch!

Me again! I hope you guys like this while you wait on the next part of Carl Grimes x Dhampir! reader! Also I hope you enjoyed that clip of Chandler sucking at fall guys, I really wanted to include that in this fic lol

[the-family-business-83]

Be My Pumpkin?

Fandom: Supernatural

Genre: Fluff, slight angst

Type: One-shot

Pairing: Dean x Female!reader, no body type or ethnicity mentioned

Word count: 1,674

Summary: Dean doesn't always stop to have a normal moment very often, if at all. Ever since you came along, a lot of things have changed. And this year, you're the reason he remembers to have some fun on Halloween.

Warnings: None honestly. Just some possible spoilers if you haven't seen much of the show but I tried to keep it vague so it's not spoilery.

Dividers created by @firefly-graphics; cover image taken off of Pintrest

A/N: I wrote this at like 3am because I couldn't sleep and I wanted to write some fluffy Dean. I was feeling the Halloween vibes but I also kinda wanted to touch on season 8 post-Lisa feelings. I don't care if those makes sense because honestly I just wrote it to write something. Any and all mistakes are my own because I wrote those without a Beta or anyone to preview it before I posted it. I hope you guys like it because I kinda love it and I thought it was super cute. Anyway, enjoy! :3

Sometimes there were mundane things you did with Dean that brought back older memories. You didn't mean to, hell you didn't know half the time–and how could you, you weren't psychic. But you'd ask him to take the trash out with a tired sigh because it probably wasn't the first time you'd asked that, and sometimes it reminded him of Lisa. You got excited over every holiday and insisted that the bunker should be decorated even if Sam found it ridiculous, and it had him thinking back to a time when he and his brother made the best of a year. Come to think of it he couldn't remember the last time they actually sat down and celebrated a holiday that wasn't their birthdays, if you even counted those.

It was the middle of October, and you'd covered the bunker in whatever dollar store decorations you could find. Mini-skeleton garlands on the railings with little orange fairy lights, Halloween monster themed window clingers on every mirror or glass you could find, you'd even changed out the bathmats in the shower room to be those color-changing white ones that turn red with water. Sam had vetoed those though on the premise that they were a bit distasteful. Little did he know Dean had tucked them away for later pranks. But now you and Dean had gone to the grocery store for a supply run, and you were walking past the giant bin of pumpkins that they had. You didn't say anything beyond a happy little gasp and stopped to look at them. Some were small, some were huge, and some looked a little worse for the wear. They were all pumpkins in your book though and you were perfectly happy looking through them to find a good one.

Dean realized after a few moments that you weren't by his side anymore, because he turned to ask you what was next on the list. He frowned when he didn't see you, and stopped in his tracks as he did one of those half-circles around himself with the body language of where the hell did she go?; that was when you called out to him.

“Dean! Help me put this in the cart, it's heavy as shit.” You called out to him, huffing as you set the big, cartoonishly perfect for carving pumpkin back into the pile. You practically squinted at it like it had done something to offend you personally by not being easy to move.

The Winchester spun on his heels when he heard your voice, emerald hues taking a second or so to lock onto you before he relaxed a bit and made his way over to you. “Midnight already there Cinderella?” He teased, cocking a brow up.

“Ha, ha. Yeah except my prince ran away from me, imagine that.” You countered, rolling your eyes at him. You could see that tiny smirk on his lips already forming and you fought against one of your own as you raised your brows. “Would you just put it in the cart already?”

Dean chuckled a bit at her quip, he thought he was pretty hilarious now and then, and he liked to think she did too, at least sometimes. Glancing over at the pumpkin in question, his eyes raked across the others in the cardboard bin. “What do we even need one of these for?” He asked out of curiosity, one hand fiddling absently with one of them, poking and prodding at the orange gord before letting it fall back down to his side. Dean was what you might call a Halloween nerd, sure, but he didnt often partake in the activities associated with it, so the thought didn't really occur to him.

“To carve, Dean.” You began, as if it were an obvious thing. “You pick one too, and I think we should get one for Sam. He probably won't, I know, but at least the option would be there and besides, an extra pumpkin can't hurt. I mean look at em, they're pumpkins!” you rambled on excitedly and gestured to them as you spoke. Palms out and faced up, you waved them over the pumpkin bin as if presenting them like some proud mother of her star children.

After a moment or so, you noticed Dean hadn't said anything. It made you look at him, wondering why he was so quiet. Because generally, he wasn't. Not unless something was wrong, and that had you worried just a bit. “Dean?” You asked, a little quieter this time as you tried to catch his attention.

When Dean registered that you had been talking to him, he felt a little bad that he hadn't said anything. His eyes were glued to those pumpkins–the only thing she'd been talking about for several minutes now–in thought. He couldn't help it; he was trying to remember when was the last time, if ever, that he'd actually gone out and picked a pumpkin to carve for Halloween. Certainly not since he was a kid, and not after his mother had died when he was 4. Maybe there had been a couple of Halloweens with Bobby where he let them carve some at the table. But that still had been some decades by now. Then he remembered…. The year he'd spent with Lisa and Ben. Which actually hasn't been all that long ago that things had gone sour and he'd almost lost them. He remembered that Halloween before everything went bad, taking Ben out to the store and getting a few pumpkins for them all to carve together. He remembered showing Ben how to hold the knife right so it was easier, how to make it look scarier with the teeth. He remembered working outside and spotting squirrels chewing on them, and scaring the little furballs off with Ben. Lisa yelled at them for being idiots but Dean still couldn't forget the loving look in her eyes that betrayed every word she tossed at them for that. He still missed it all so much. He'd have thought he'd have gotten over it by now but he still hasn't, he still woke up some days with the urge to call Lisa and check on them before he remembered that he couldn't. He wasn't about to mope around about it when there was still work to do, but he was human, he was allowed to feel pain over something he'd lost, especially when he knew they were out there somewhere, happy and safe, he just couldn't be with them. So much crap had happened and there was still crap going on. It was all whirling in his mind until he looked over at you.

You were standing next to him, you had turned the bunker into a festive warehouse when they hadn't even had the place very long, and now you were telling him how you were going to carve pumpkins for Halloween. In the middle of the world's 80th apocalypse. He shook his head lightly and let out a light chuckle, short and dry with disbelief laced in it. “You wanna carve this…” he trailed, eyes drifting back towards her prize.

You weren't sure if you were scared or confused. Or, maybe both. You frowned at the way he looked at you because you knew that look. You knew those eyes. Even if he wouldn't come out and say it you knew something was wrong but for the life of you, you couldn't figure out what. Following his line of sight towards the pumpkin you'd picked out, your brows knitted together as you chewed at your lip in thought. “I mean, you don't have to. I just thought it might be fun. And uh…I mean I thought you and your brother could use some fun.” You reasoned aloud, quietly. Mostly because you weren't totally sure what was going on with him and if something might set him off. “It's Halloween, y'know? Horror movies….bad popcorn…carved pumpkins. But- it's, I mean. It's not a big deal, I promise.” You shrugged shaking your head but mostly at yourself because you'd rambled enough.

You made another attempt at getting the big orange lump out of the bin full of them, and peripherally you heard Dean chuckle again before suddenly the pumpkin felt a lot lighter. Because his hands had joined yours in the effort of moving it to the cart. Once it was set down, Dean turned back to the bin and pulled out another one. You frowned, confused and blinked as you watched him grab not just one but two more of those pumpkins.

“What?” He cocked a brow up slightly as you looked at him like that. He knew why you were giving him that look, but he didn't really want to talk about it and he was trying to play it off so he smirked her way. “I thought you said it's Halloween, let’s bring home some pumpkins. Maybe Sam'll finally ‘conquer his fears’ or whatever, therapists say that's good for you and all.” He joked, that smirk widening into a bit of a grin.

Your worries weren't gone but they'd been substituted for mischievous joy at the notion of giving Sam a bit of shit. Mostly she just loved to see the two in their natural rhythm, and it had–admittedly–been a bit tense lately between them. The idea of some good old fashioned fun sounded good for all of them.

But above all, you were just excited to challenge them into a carving contest. With a grin, you tiptoed to pull Dean into a gentle kiss. “Pretty sure there's no therapist protocol for people like us, that's what whiskey and John Carpenter is for.” You teased back, kissing him again when he chuckled. Tomorrow night was going to be fun, you knew that much. But so would tonight and you made sure Dean knew that in the way your lips lingered on his just a little longer before pulling away so you could finish your shopping trip with a bit of incentive.

[atla-confessions]

the gaang's favorite snack for school! idk why i made this. (actually i do. this is because i am AMERICAN and trying to ignore the impending doom I feel; it's 11/5/24 in the night, almost 11/6, as I type this out... so you can do the math. also again im American so. mostly american snacks and meals sorry.)

Katara: she's SUCH a granola bar girl. with either peanut butter or chocolate in it or both. either that or she'd have one with nuts and berries in it which YUM! i feel like she'd just carry like 6+ granola bars in her bag, whether it be a purse, backpack, tote bag, or WHATEVER. i could ask her for two granolas and she'd just Give it. she's a reliable gal. she probably packs multiple for both herself and others. OH and she def has an extra waterbottle lying in her bag. yeah

Sokka: he's like an extreme guy. he either packs absolutely nothing and gets through the day like a MAN! (aka he's like 'i can handle it... i can handle it...' while shaking from absolute hunger but being too stubborn to mooch off his friends who are exasperated and worried) or he packs enough snacks to have his backpack be STUFFED. not that he eats them all, he shares with his friends. ok i realized i forgot to say what SNACKS he'd get. um he's a chip and lunchables guy. either ham and cheddar lunchables (the Best one) because he's a simpleton or the nacho with dip one. and sweet treats like a chocolate or three. and either water or some drink like arizona tea.

Aang: he's a vegetarian and i also feel like he's sorta picky when it comes to his snacks. he's usually one of the people who asks katara for a granola. he mostly just brings fruit like peaches and assortments of berries (e.g. blueberries, strawberries, blackberries, raspberries etc.). sometimes he brings gummies but his favorite snack is always gonna be those veggie straw chips. he absolutely loves those (me too bro me too)

Zuko: a SIMPLETON with all capital letters. he doesn't usually bring lunch and gets a lunch from the cafeteria, and if he does bring himself a lunch, it's usually just a sandwich with an apple and water. when his friends give him some snacks, he saves them for after school 'cause he practices a lot. it might seem a little sad and stuff but honestly? it's the perfect amount of food for him. he Likes the school food most of the time and he likes sandwiches, especially the ones that he prepares himself. sometimes he brings like a bag of spicy chips or a bar of chocolate, but these are rare days.

Toph: she usually has some pretty nice food for lunch, and i'm not talking those big lunchables with a caprisun and kitkat bar. i'm talking she's got like HOMEMADE lunches like rice and beef or soup in those thermo cups that keep it nice and warm. spaghetti some days. again, HOMEMADE good quality shit. but she absolutely adores chips and chocolates and stuff (she's a red40 fiend with permanently red fingertips) so she constantly mooches off of sokka who is happy to give her his stuff. takis? her fave. hot cheetos? give. got a hersheys? put it in her grubby hands this INSTANT. she also steals sokka's and katara's drinks since they're the ones always packing to share. the water siblings are both surprised at how much tolerance she has for spice and also slightly concerned that she is absolutely having a shit ton of it. but they also think its hilarious. sometimes she mooches off of suki's stuff too but suki's a health nut so it's not often that toph is seen doin' that.

Suki: as previously stated in toph's little blob, she's a Health Nut. she kinda has a similar lunch as aang and zuko. she does martial arts and does other sports as well so she's usually eating a lot, but she doesn't like the school lunch nor does she like buying from their student store. she usually brings fruits like apples in her bag but also a sandwich, a regular oats n honey granola bar, a shit ton of water (a gallon or more), and sometimes she brings those veggie straws that she either has alone or shares with aang. she's absolutely surprised at how much chips and sweets toph has and how much sokka brings, but she doesn't really judge them 'cause she's not that type of gal. she'll share if someone asks but they usually don't. sometimes she has a few pieces of chocolate but those are like. rlly rare.

i don't think i missed anyone else but just for fun and also cuz i don't feel like sleeping, here's this (eating habits? is that what this is?)

katara is like. the perfect 3 days a meal. she preaches having breakfast and always chastises sokka for skipping it, but she's kind of a hypocrite; it's often she forgets the time and ends up missing breakfst, and she's always cranky when she doesn't have her breakfast, but as long as she has a nice lunch, she'll be fine. however, if she's hangry and hasn't had breakfast OR lunch, it's over for anyone who so much as Breathes the wrong way.

sokka is a) forgetful and b) busy. he skips breakfast but makes up for it in lunch. but again, he's an extreme guy, so sometimes he barely eats and only has random tiny ass meals and other times he's a complete vacuum. sokka be chill challenge IMPOSSIBLE MODE! it's okay, when he's less busy he's chill and has 3 healthy, balanced meals. the only problem is HE'S ALWAYS BUSY. so.

aang: like katara, he has the perfect 3 meals a day; except, he thinks Lunch is the most important meal of the day, not breakfast. it's like the biggest thing he and katara disagree on. he also gets cranky when he doesn't have his meal, but not as much as katara; he's just... like, tired.

zuko: he usually skips breakfast because he's somehow always almost late to wherever he goes. but his friends usually give him some snacks so it's fine in the end. he's like absolutely Okay with not having breakfast or lunch or dinner, but his friends always make sure he's remembering to eat. he's the type of guy to be like 'oh golly gosh i forgot i'm a human that EATS!'. his friends are NOT amused by this.

toph: she has 4 meals and an insanely fast metabolism. she has breakfast, lunch 1, lunch 2, and then dinner. sometimes she has 3 meals a day only but she doesn't like it and usually has enough snacks to make up for the meal she didn't have. you might think katara's bad when she's hangry, but with toph... if you're not talking to her to offer her snacks, then you're wasting her time.

suki: also has 4 meals a day, but that's because she trains like a madman and that's the food she requires to get thru the day. thinks EVERY meal is very important and scoffs when someone tries to make one seem more important than the other. i would tell you what she's like when she misses a meal but she's a punctual gal; she NEVER misses one. all her friends are impressed by it and sokka, katara, and zuko are all slightly envious. (all three constantly miss breakfast, and in zuko and sokka's case, miss more than just breakfast.)

lmk if anyone wants more. or just Attack me with stones i Don't know. but i'll EAT them if you try so watch out

X

[everestica]

My cats going crazy rn and i wanted to make a reqiest out of it

Okok so like what if the pjsk boys (tsukasa, akito, rui, n toya) just walks in on reader laying down on their bed on their side while their cat is literally jumping and running and falling down from the edges and the readers just like "oh this is normal she always does this☺️☺️☺️" (they say after their cat pounds on their leg when they move it), how would they react??

Okok thats all now byebye i hope you have a great day :D

'*•.¸♡ Project Sekai Boys x Reader: Crazy Cat!♡¸.•*'

➳ Writing Types: Headcannons!

➳ Notes: Thank you so much for requesting! Also sounds pretty hilarious! My dog actually dose something similar to that, my family started calling it the zoomies lol!

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ.───

✩ Toya Aoyagi ✩

♡ - There was an exam coming up so you decided to invite Toya over so you two could study or if either of you didn’t understand something there at least there was somebody else there who might know the answer.

♡ - But when he had got to your house your mom had opened the door and not you like he was expecting, your mom told him that you were in your room and told him how to get there but when he opened the door all he saw was you just relaxing on the bed and a cat running around going ape-shit crazy

♡ - When you noticed that he was there you got up to go hug him, but the whole time he was still confused by your cat that was not running in circles around where you had just been laying

♡ - He asked what was up with your cat, and then when you looked at them and they were still running around, you explained that this was normal and that you just had to get used to it

♡ - Eventually the cat calmed down and found a place to take a nap, and the whole study session and every time he came to your house he wondered if that cat would ever do that again? And if so what was the reason for it?

♡ - He definitely got distracted a couple times thinking about why the cat would do that<3

✩ Akito Shinonome ✩

♡ - He was coming over for the night because you two were scheduled to have a movie night ♡ - When he got to your room and opened the door, instead of being greeted by you he was greeted by your psycho cat basically bouncing off the walls ♡ - He had seen your cat a couple times but nothing like this, and when he had asked you about it you just explained that it happened a lot and that he would eventually get used to it ♡ - He stopped multiple times to question if your cat was okay when it just kept falling off the bed ♡ - At the end of the movie, it was a little hard to fall asleep with the cat, but as soon as it calmed down then he fell asleep<3

✩ Rui Kamishiro ✩

♡ - Rui had came over because there was a school project that you two were working on together ♡ - At first everything was okay until out of nowhere a cat burst into the room and jumped up onto the bed where you were sitting and then jumped right back off to the floor, Rui, who was sitting at your desk just looked over at you confused until you looked up from what you were working on ♡ - You explained that this normally happened and that your cat would be at it for a while before it stopped ♡ - He tries to remember that every time your cat comes into the room and starts booking it around the whole house ♡ - You can definitely see him looking at the cat weird whenever it comes into the room

✩ Tsukasa Tenma ✩

♡ - Tsukasa had a play that was coming up and he needed to practice, but there was also another part that needed to be played so he came over to your house so he could practice with you

♡ - When he came into your room, everything was normal your cat was on your bed, and you were sitting at your desk

♡ - All of a sudden your cat jumps up in the middle of Tsukasa's line, and starts running around the whole room, jumping up on the bed just to jump back off

♡ - He stops talking mid line just to look at your cat with the most confused face ever, because like wth your cat was just chillen and now it's going bat shit crazy

♡ - When you explain that this happens every once in a while he ligit told you to get your cat checked out (😭)

[basiltonpitch]

I neeedddddd to know your predictions based off the trailer (of Benvi in particular, I really do care about other things in the show but I love them the most)

ooooh okay so.....not all of these predictions are actually serious some of them i just think would be FUN but i dont think they'll actually implement lmao. also....as usual i dont know when to shut the fuck up and stop typing SO. predictions under the cut!!

my prediction for benvi is: devi ghosts ben post-boinkening (basically confirmed; the trailer insinuates that they havent spoken since); ben goes after margot because she likes him (and we all saw how well it went the last time ben started dating someone else bc devi wasn't an option), it implodes, devi retaliates by dating ethan because he's hot or whatever the fuck (and honestly good for her im sure he's a tool but like.....rebound arm candy isnt necessarily a bad thing.....except in this case it is bc that is Also going to implode.) i think it would be HILARIOUS if margot and ethan ended up going out lmfao but. i doubt it. after both their rebounds fail (ben's i want to say around episode 2 bc i dont think they'll drag it out super long, and devi's probably episode 5?) they're still.....skirting around each other, in a will they/won't they kind of situation. i can see fab & eleanor trying to talk some sense into devi but devi just not listening bc she's stubborn as hell and of course she knows there's something there with ben but they've done this back-and-forth dance for so long that she's still nervous about taking that full leap.

and well. then she ends up getting like...accosted in new york (which im guessing the trailer may have been a bit misleading about that exact scenario because, ya know, it's a trailer) and ben tries to play knight in shining armor and well. we all saw what happened lmfao. cue devi icing ben's face n devi being like "why did you do that?" and ben just says "for you" or smthn cheesy as hell. this is probs around like? episode 7 i'd like to think? and they probably at least partially get their shit together but like. lbr it's ben and devi. so it can't be 100% smooth sailing. like you said im excpecing a tatbilb sort of thing - they agree to date & then break up before going to college. (we all know devi gets denied for early decision from princeton - this could play into her actually going to a school in new york - something prestigious, ofc, she graduates as valedictorian).

based on the trailer....im honestly torn on whether ben goes to prom or not! i know you said smthn about him perhaps going home and changing, but part of me also thinks - what if he didnt go at all? what if he stays home, because he knows this is gonna be one of his last good memories with devi and he just cant do it? i know we havent seen a lot of bts for season 4, but we have seen bts of maitreyi + lee + ramona in their prom dresses, and i dont recall jaren being there at all or wearing a suit (the only suit bts ive seen is of him in 2x10). so......maybe he doesnt go, but he comes to her after. idk exactly how that will play out but thats what im hoping for!!!

and of course, they end up going to the same school - thats been something ive been sure of since, well, forever lmao. i'm 100000% convinced that the last shot of the show is going to be devi coming up to ben in the library of their college or vice versa and if im wrong i will eat my mf words

as for other predictions....

i'm with you on thinking it might not be kamala's wedding anymore, but i'm still not sure who's wedding it would be - perhaps another family member? a family friend? who knows.

i think treleanor is going to break up, which is TRAGIC because they r everything to me <3 but i feel like they're the kind of couple to come back to each other after years apart so im holding out hope for them 🤞 in treleanor we trust u know !!!!

paxton's.....there. idk. he's there. devi probably like. goes after him or whatever in the midst of the ben/margot/ethan bullshit bc she doesnt want to be alone and shes like oh i finally like myself maybe i can have this since i can't have what i really want but ya know power dynamics due to him being sherman oaks staff or whatever so. im HOPING as the party with the upper hand in that scenario he turns her down or whatever. maybe she even waits until after this to go after ethan - make both ben and paxton jealous, kill two birds with one stone

i have no idea what else im hoping for and this is straight up a Wall of text aksjdss;d im SO SORRY u know how i get !!!!!

[clxckwork-sun-n-moon]

about to get dinner, but!! gib 👁️ (please)

17.

well considering I literally just threw a snippet of So Cries the Wolf in your direction I really should talk about this one, huh.

for starters this shit is currently going through so many revisions on the spot. it started out as a general plan, got a more detailed plan, got a full plan complete the ending, and then the plan blew up so now I'm kind of racing along like that one gif of Gromit the Dog on a model train laying down tracks as I go

there's definitely some conversations I had ideas of and managed to slot in, but also several conversations and ideas that no longer fit. I was also getting stressed about making sure all the questions were answered by the end of the story and yknow what - I've decided not to do that. not everything gets a nice tie-off or an explanation. I have a collection of ideas for me as to why certain things happened, but bringing those answers up in the story in a natural way is just not feasible. when the story is finished, I can sit down and explain, or I'll leave it to readers to debate over. if people do. it'd be hilarious if So Cries the Wolf had a theory channel, I'd eat that up

I can't really remember what inspired me first to write SCtW. I wanted something supernatural and horror, which isn't an area I'm used to, but that's part of the challenge on it. at the time I was very new to the DCA fandom and Eclipse figures were fascinating to me. like, these two guys could make a whole new guy! often imposing and terrifying. I wanted to make an Eclipse. but what kind? what setting? well, why not spooky flesh-n-blood demon? I'd seen mers, monsters, angels after all. and now I'm 47.7k words into some of the wildest shit I've written in a long time

18.

kinda mad you didn't pick a passage for me because oh my god there's so many. let's go with this scene from Chapter 3:

Caught mid-step, Eclipse hesitated. Their brow furrowed as they lifted one of their hands to their eye-line, as if seeing the circling red silk for the first time.

“No,” they said quietly. “They were not part of the design. These were given to us.” That absolutely piqued your attention.

“Given to you?”

“Yes. A gift. A reminder.”

“A reminder for what?”

“...We have forgotten,” Eclipse murmured, his voice dropping and hollow. This was new, very new for you. This was regret on his face. Sympathy turned your stomach over, urging you to approach and lay a hand on the demon’s arm. He didn’t pull away, not immediately at least. But the snarling teeth returned and he stalked back to the edge of the circle.

this was one of those moments where I was on the train, I had nowhere to write anything down, but my brain just slapped a short exchange of lines between Y/N and Eclipse and I had to type into my notes app to write in my document later. since it came to mind fairly early on, I couldn't use it right away, but I knew it would take place during a heart-to-heart between the pair and it sure did fit in perfectly

this one I enjoyed firstly because that was the first little point where it's suggested Eclipse has memories from the DCA. like yeah, technically the ribbons don't belong to Eclipse, they belong to the boys! but the ribbons ended up on him. same with the memories.

secondly fun because we got our first look at soft Eclipse. he's definitely gotten a lot softer in the last two chapters, but at this point we'd just had grouchy, griping, physically violent Eclipse. they'd been throwing temper tantrums up the wazoo, the main emotions they'd shown had been anger, irritation, and general brattiness. this got to be the first moment of their wall coming down, and it felt right that it got wound in with the ribbons - something that wasn't a physical part of them, but instead from outside

25.

Montague gets stomachaches from peanut butter. unfortunately, Montague loves peanut butter. Y/N has had to endure a number of various days where Monty decided to snaffle one of their sandwiches and ended up on the sofa in demon doggy discomfort

36.

...I did three years in circus club. take a solid guess what I was most proficient with.

jokes aside, I do a lot of hiking, so I know general forest navigation as well as animal tracking. I've learned about septic tanks by staying in cabins (way more luxurious than Y/N's but still off the water grid). I absolutely adore reading up about myths, fables, legends, cryptids, seeing who overlaps with what (okay that's less of a 'what I know' and more of a 'what I want to know more about constantly'). I know birds. I fuckin LOVE birds. and cats.

I know some things, and all of them go off in different directions, so I never feel like I can say I know everything about one thing. but a lot of the little things help with bigger things I don't know about (ish)

[multifandombullshitbabes]

Absolutely sinful idea for a floysin Au. Preacher!Jake and Cowboy!Bob.

Father Seresin moves from his local Texan church to one in Wyoming (yall know exactly where this is going >:)) yall know how our bobby is looking in this au) for mysterious reasons, but he quickly becomes a fave of the town because of his earnest and polite face (and damn what a face it is, good lord indeed).

Bob lives with an aunt of his, sister to his father who has sadly passed away a long time ago, and seeing how his mother wasn't much better alive herself, Bob ran away. As much as they try, Bob never goes to church and does not believe in God (or at least his goodwill). Instead of casting him out, they opened up their minds and found themselves no less believers in God, but also able to love and understand their gay trans nephew.

Bob does face pressure to attend church from literally everyone else. As much as his aunt n uncle assure him that he doesn't need to, he knows the rumors. How people think he's possessed by the devil, sinful, even dangerous. He does get in trouble with a lot of other boys and their shit talking mouths, which may have earned him an exorcism that one time and weekly sessions with the priest to guide him back into the light. Sessions he ofc didn't attend.

But when his reputation starts to affect the wares of his family he changes his mind. He's not letting them suffer cuz of this. He'll just lie n pretend in front of the priest. He's an old man anyways, it's whatever.

Except its Jake that Bob meets. Apparently the old priest retired or something and got Jake up to speed with his shenanigans so now it's his job to do convert him, basically.

Let's just say a lot more than that happens behind closed doors.

Slow burn, annoyances to lovers, murder mystery type of deal.

Their dynamic in public is almost the antitheses to the movie, but in private Bob gets under Jake's skin so much his inner bitch comes out and Bob is so done with the useless sessions he kinda just stays quiet and is amiable. To the public tho, Bob is a menace and Jake is a saint. Which is hilarious.

[hoon-ki]

Hey, I hope you’re doing good <3 I wanted to ask if you could write something about Jake having a crush on another idol and how he feels and would confess to them? Thank you!!

JAKE SIM ; 심재윤

requested : yes! thank you for requesting! i wasn’t sure if you wanted a headcannon type thing or a scenario, so i’m just writing a scenario. let me know if you wanted a headcannon instead and i can redo this!

genre : fluff, crack

pairing : jake sim x idol!reader, featuring lsrfm

warnings : n/a besides cursing

Having a crush, in Jake’s opinion, was one of the most amazing yet extremely humbling experiences a human can endure.

Sure, it’s nice having someone to fan over, but that’s before shit hits the fan. Once others find out, endless teasing and futile attempts at matchmaking ensue. That alone makes Jake avoid crushes. Now being an idol, crushes are so much worse because of the stigma around dating.

And, to make matters worse, Jake had a crush on you of all people. His junior within the company.

There were many benefits to that, on one hand: he was able to see you more often in person, “accidental” run-ins were very frequent, and it wasn’t weird of him to know a lot about you. You were company-mates after all.

But with every benefit there must come a downside. With you being his junior, you were much more careful about your idol image than he was. You also refused to break many rules, even when your groupmates would egg you on. Also, all of the members of his group were well aware of his “tiny” crush on you and would purposely try to talk it up with you and your groupmates about him.

Heeseung in particular was horrible. He couldn’t keep his mouth shut when gossiping to your eldest members, Sakura, Chaewon, and Yunjin.

Your groupmates found this absolutely hilarious, especially Yunjin.

So hilarious, in fact, that she and Chaewon decided to corner you in the practice room and taunt you on his behalf.

“Oh, Y/N~!” Chaewon practically sung after you all ran through your most recent comeback, “Anti-Fragile”. Yunjin was trailing behind her, slowly, as they both approached you, now sitting in the corner of the practice room.

“Eunchae! Will you, Kkura, and Kazuha bring back some water for us?” Yunjin called as the three were beginning to leave the room to get some water for themselves.

Once they were gone, Chaewon and Yunjin sat beside you on the floor.

“What do you guys want from me?” You groaned. Those two were never up to any good, and couldn’t be trusted alone.

“Nothing, nothing.” Yunjin claimed, though you did notice the mischievous glint in her eyes, and how she repeated herself, like she always does when she lies.

Chaewon smiled, turning your head to face her. “So, funny thing. HYBE wants us to film a TikTok to “Anti-Fragile” with some senior groups. As the leader, they let me have a say in who’s going where. I’m filming one with TXT’s Yeonjun, Eunchae is filming one with New Jeans’ Haerin, and Yunjin, Kkura and Kazuha are opting out.”

Yunjin nodded.

“What does that have to do with me?” You laughed.

“Well, the managers said you’re with Enhypen. Why not go film one with Jake and Jay? You’re close in age and all foreign line.” Chaewon smiled at Yunjin with a perfectly evil grin. She knew Jay wouldn’t be able to do it today, he was busy with a schedule.

“Now?”

“Why not now? Come on, we’ll help you find him.” Yunjin stood up and grabbed you by the hand.

“I don’t trust you both in the slightest.” Laughing, you let Yunjin hoist you up.

After exiting the practice room, you coincidentally crossed paths with Enhypen’s Jungwon and Ni-Ki, seemingly on their way to their practice room.

“Hey! Jungwon! Have you seen Jake and Jay?” Chaewon turned back and called to the tall boys.

“They should be upstairs in the practice room.” Ni-Ki responded before Jungwon could even say anything, not even turning back to see who asked.

“Thanks! Race you both to the elevator!” Chaewon said.

“I am not using the elevator. Manager said I have to either go on a diet or start exercising way more, and I am not giving up fried chicken that easy.” You let out, heading towards the stairwell as Yunjin and Chaewon reached the elevator.

You were lost in your thoughts as you trudged up the stairwell, not even snapping out of it until someone bumped your shoulder as they practically flew down the steps.

“Oh, sorry.” He apologized, stopping to look up at you. His eyes slightly widened when he realized who he’d bumped into, none other than you.

You turned around to face the culprit just to be met with Jake Sim, your senior who you were supposed to film the TikTok with. “Oh, you’re fine. I’m sorry.”

A beat of silence followed.

“Oh, um, so... Your new comeback, huh? Pretty great, isn’t it?” Jake awkwardly stated, his face slowly turning a shade of pink.

“Yeah, I think so. I didn’t know you knew my group, though. Hahah.” You laughed tensely. “Um, about that... My manager said that we’re supposed to be filming a TikTok together. With that song. My song, I mean. Do you mind going to a practice room to learn it, and then we can film it?”

Jake smiled sweetly, “Sure, yeah. That works.”

You beckoned for him to follow you upstairs and you went into the first empty practice room you could find.

Once you entered, you opened Melon and put on your song. Moments later, you smacked yourself on the head. “Oh, shit! Where is Jay, he’s supposed to be in this TikTok.” 

“He’s busy today.” Jake laughed. “Just gonna be us, if that’s okay with you.”

“Sure, that’s cool.” You looked up at him from your phone to find him already smiling at you fondly. You smiled back, turning up the volume of your song.

“Okay, just wait for the chorus, but what you’re gonna wanna do is this:”

You began to demonstrate the post-chorus to him, the part that would be filmed for millions to see. You wanted this to be perfect.

After about 15 minutes, Jake got the post-chorus memorized and so you two decided to split up to go find a manager.

Roughly thirty seconds later, Yunjin and Chaewon were charging at you full speed and yelling your name. “Y/N! Where have you been?!”

Meanwhile, Jake ran (unintentionally) directly into his own groupmates, Heeseung, Sunghoon, and Ni-Ki. 

“So... How are things going with that girlfriend of yours, Jake?” Heeseung teased.

“She’s not my girlfriend... And this is like the only time we’ve ever been able to interact one-on-one, but I think it’s going okay. It’s just slightly difficult to make eye contact.” Jake shrugged, “By the way, have you seen our manager? We need someone to film this TikTok.”

“JAKE!” You yelled from down the hall. “I FOUND A MANAGER! HE’S ALREADY IN THE PRACTICE ROOM! COME ON!”

Jake blushed as he left his groupmates, a trail of “Anti-ti-ti-ti Fragile”s following him from Ni-Ki and Sunghoon.

Once you and he had filmed the TikTok, you prepared to separate ways.

Jake was not about to let that happen, so he conjured up any excuse possible to keep spending time with you.

“Hey, uh, where are you headed after this?” He asked casually after the manager had left the room.

“Probably either the downstairs practice rooms or the Cafeteria, why?” You responded.

Jake sighed, “Mind if I-”

His sentence was cut short by Heeseung, Yunjin, Chaewon, and Sunghoon entering the room. “You two are driving me insane, seriously. Y/N, I caught Jake watching your fancam last night.” Heeseung spewed out. “Jake, Yunjin has told me horror stories of Y/N rooting for you on I-LAND. Please just get over yourselves and, I don’t know, kiss or something! Good God, I cannot wait for you two to finish whatever you’re doing so we can use this practice room.”

Heeseung huffed as he and the others exited the practice room, impatiently waiting for you two to leave.

Silence consumed the room while you and Jake avoided eye contact with one another.

Heeseung knocked on the door, “Any day now would be nice!”

Swallowing your pride, you looked at Jake, who was having a staring competition with the floor currently.

“Is what he said true?”

“Yeah.” Jake sighed again.

“You seriously watched my fancam? So I taught you this dance for the TikTok for nothing?” You feigned being offended.

Jake looked up at you, smiling. “Well, not for nothing. I really liked being able to spend time with you one-on-one. You’re something special, you know that?”

You flushed a bright red. “Let’s just go to the Cafeteria.”

As you both left the practice room, you were met with the notorious four “matchmakers”, who were singing “Anti-Fragile” again quite obnoxiously.

“They’re not gonna let me live that one down.”

a/n : first post after 7 months and it’s a request... who else cheered. jake highkey has negative rizz in this one im ngl sorry jake

[crystalelemental]

Kuri, I am always bored enough to look at resource allocation.

STRIKE (3 specific, 3 general) I'm gonna just list out the options that jump out to me first.

Maxie: 2 candy gets him another Sun on sync, and Supereffective Up Next 50% of the time when he attacks, which could be nice if you use him for Ground.  I see Cynthia so I'm guessing not, but I'll mention him anyway.

Archie: 2 candy.  Same deal but Rain.  You do have Summer Gloria, though, so she might be better, since I'm pretty confident you like her better.

Summer Gloria: 2 candy to 3/5.  I don't think her grid offers too much, but I'm kinda surprised you haven't done this already.

SS Leon: 1 candy. Same deal, really.  Inertia sync adds another stat he worries about, but I'm surprised you didn't do it immediately. Emmet: 1 candy.  Aggravation, really.  I just like flinch. SC Sonia: 1 candy.  I think she and Adaman are the most busted Grass comp currently, so if you want to lean into those Adaman stocks, 3/5 for Defense Crush and raw move damage is a solid option for her.  And you are a Galar lover (derogatory).

SS Hilda: 1 candy.  Rising Tide sync with EX is exceptionally strong.  From my wife's account, Hilda without it feels a lot less impressive, so she makes good use.

Leon: 2 candy.  I don't recommend it, he's really got nothing of value on grid, but again I'm surprised you haven't already.

Gloria: 3 candy.  Hear me out.  How's your Steel damage doing?  Okay it's fine, you have Raihan, but if you wanted to make Gloria have serious use, 4/5 EX is hysterical.

Alder: 1 candy.  Bug is hard to shop for and I didn't see any other Bugs built up.  He's an option if you're worried about it, but I think EX would do more good than the 3/5, given how hard Devastation is to set up.

Emma: 2 candy.  Not strictly necessary, her DPS does fine, but she gets a pretty potent sync nuke too.

These are hard to recommend, because it ultimately comes down to where the gaps are, or what you want to do.  If you're struggling with Bug and Poison, as fairly under-represented types to begin with, Alder and Emma are solid picks.  By utility, probably Emmet and SC Sonia are your best bets, given the flinch rate increase on Emmet, and the Defense Crush 9 on Sonia.  Though SS Hilda is pretty free; it's a big upgrade for someone you already have EX.  Which types are you most concerned about?

TECH (2 specific, 3 general)

SC Steven: 1 candy.  Very minor yet very significant: 2/5 gets you MPR on his trainer moves, and that's hilarious. SS N : 2 candy.  I don't actually recommend this, I think his sync multipliers suck ass and his grid is mostly useless.  He feels way better at damage than anything else.

Adaman: 2 candy.  If you just want a delete button, give Adaman full sync privileges and Drought Alert 5.

Okay wait how do you not already have BT Leon and Challenger Gloria at 3/5?  I didn't think you'd save candy when you had them.  Of the two, I'd...probably say...hmm.  Probably Gloria needs it more?  I have BT Leon at 1/5, and he's solidly alright.  He gets a job done, anyway.  Can't speak to Gloria.

Ariana: I'm gonna say "only if you are really struggling with Poison-weak, and don't want to invest in Emma."  Ariana's got an amazing sync nuke but shit for move damage, and without the Strike Cake, she's not getting what makes her really stand out to people.

Given there's only two, I'd say Adaman or one of the new Galar pairs.  I know you like those a lot, so they're pretty safe.  N is good but not for sync reasons, and I don't think his grid offers a ton.  SC Steven is fine at 1/5, so no need to do that. Ariana is good but somehow I feel like she won't be a major focus for you.

SUPPORT (3 specific, 3 general)

Aura Cynthia: 2 candy.  Her grid is mostly superficial, but the Potion MPRs really make her immortal.

NC Bede: 2 candy.  Similar deal, he doesn't need this, but listen.  Team Super Sync.  It's so funny.  Also all the other good stuff he gets, like Team Sharp Entry for immediate capped crit, Recuperation for survival, etc etc.  NC Bede's ridiculous.

You could give it to either and they'd go nuts, but neither hard requires the investment.  Take your pick on which one you have more value out of.  I personally think Bede gets a lot more from the grid than Cynthia.

4* Candy Kuri.  Kuri, you have so much 4* candy.  How do you have so much?  Go get the new BP pairs and candy them up.  At the very least, BP Barry and BP Valerie are really good.  Olivia's fine, and Falkner is interesting, but it's the other two who are legitimately great.

@crystalelemental no promises or anything cause I have been very Bad at actually doing the work on characters I should be, but if you’re bored, opinions on candies?

[yeoyeos]

u should write yunho as a boyfriend s&f if u ever get the time …. 👀

warnings: fluff snd snut are separated so u have choices,name calling[slut,baby,daddy],BDSM,yuyu likes to fuck you dumb

lmk if i missed anything

a/n: by far one of my favourites to write

fluff -

THE CUTEST

BEST

DATES

EVER

takes you to amusement parks ofc

buys you 47 plushies all at once

they're all dogs and you have to name them all yunho jr.

master of inside jokes

every sentence you say has some sort of inside joke

and they're all hilarious

PDA tbh

doesn't care what's going on

he'll kiss you whenever and wherever he wants

like full on makes out in the middle of a food court

stares at you a lot too

the same way he looks at mingi he looks at you

so much love in his eyes

loves you so much he can't stand to be away from you

not even for 20 minutes

has scheduled calls for when he's on tour

sings you to sleep every night too </3

schedules everything since he's always so busy

times for cuddles too

will go to the bathroom with you just because

so clingy and adorable😭

always takes you to pretty places so he can't take pictures of you

has a folder with 932 pictures of both of you

(mostly you)

HYPE

HIM

UP!!!!!

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE

he'd dance for you or send you an audio of him singing and ask what you think

wants a detailed response

and if everything was amazing he gets so happy

smiley puppy boy

comes straight to you after a performance

"how was my highnote here?"

"see my dance break? wasn't it good?"

sits you on his lap to watch himself on replay

even though stylists are trying to fix his hair and makeup

still going to sit you next next him and hold your hand

and the thoughts that go into his gifts?!!

you'll mention that you like a certain type of thing

eg. key chains

just in a random convo

and he'll get you a bunch of key chains he thinks you'll like

purely based off of how he observes you

and you'll love it

commemorates every little thing

the first time you locked eyes

the first time he introduced you as his s/o

just a happy and kind osul

he's so perfect

he's perfect in bed too

smut -

more like animalistic

this bitch doms FOR SURE

and it's a complete 180

LOVES BDSM😭

like not shit that's that's heavy cuz he doesn't want to hurt you

but WOW

it's just BDSM minus whips, chains and way too tight cuffs

other than that he's all up for tying you to a bed/table/chair

and fucking you dumb

like

SERIOUSLY

dumb

whimpering mess with spit and tears all over your face dumb

REAL high stamina

i mean who's surprised

he'd make you cum twice that night

twice while cleaning you up

twice in the morning

nd stick a virator in you and tell you to go about your day like nothing happened

either that or fills you with cum and makes you keep it in there

loves having sweet sex though

loves spoiling you

esp when you've had a bad day

"come here baby, let daddy make it all better yeah?"

if all you want is for him to treat you like a princess then he will

just lay there and he'll eat you out

you can cum whenever you want

no harsh rules

harsh rules are for punishments and when you go to the club

cuz lord knows when you come back from the club you're drunk

so now you're disobeying him and BOOM

he'll treat you like a princess who's also a slut

which you are, just for him😭

"on your knees slut, i'll teach you a lesson today that you better remember"

aftercare GOD

if he goes hard on you he babies you more

but if not then he treats you the same way he's been treating you

either way he's so caring and loving during aftercare

doesn't let you lift an eyebrow

[readerhead]

All along

summary: he was the worst that had happened to you, right? (part 2 of "the fella over there", but you can read it independently)

pairing: Matt Murdock × fem!reader

warnings: drinking but none really I think

word count: 3.4k

a/n: first of all thank you so much for love you gave my first fic! I'm really excited, it has almost 100 notes and it feels surreal. I really enjoyed making it and I hope y'all liked it at least as much as you liked the first part. Not gonna lie, I'm a little afraid of ruining it by making a second part, but hey! I'm posting it anyways. This took me longer than expected but here I am. Also, sorry if there's any legal inaccuracy, I'm more of science girl :)

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"Karen, please, entertain Matt. I need to make a call." she nodded and got up straight to Matt's office. They were working on a case and Foggy knew that Matt wouldn't like that he was calling you for help. He hated feeling like he was betraying his best friend but they really need you so he searched for you in his contacts. 

"Hey Foggy Bear, how's it going?" you loved to call him by the nickname Marci gave him when they were together. It wasn't that funny but his reaction would always be hilarious. 

"Ugh. You know I hate it." 

"That's the main point of doing it." you laughed. "Uh, you aren't complaining, what do you need my help for this time?" 

"What? No-" his high-pitched voice gave him away. "Shit, alright... I might need your advice in a legal case" 

"Uuuh. Now that's interesting. What's about?" you were intrigued. 

"Some health insurance issue" 

"Sounds fun. Fuck-" you had to go back to your work, a mouse just escaped from its cage. "See you at six at your office, I'll bring dinner." Foggy was going to warn you that Matt would be there too, but you hang up. 

You trapped that slippery mouse successfully, maybe if you ask the now broken flask that was in your way it wouldn't use that word but it was an object, it doesn't have an opinion. You finished your work and went to the Thai place you loved. You ordered more than enough food because you thought that maybe the new secretary they had hired not so long ago would be there. You took the food and began your way to your best friend's office. In the meantime, Foggy tried to convince Matt to leave the office but he was being so suspicious about it that Matt stayed out of curiosity. They were arguing about it when they heard a knock on the door and in that moment he recognized your heartbeat. 

"Damn, Foggy. Her? You know she doesn't stand me." Matt sighed and closed his eyes while rubbing his forehead. 

"You don't make it easier for her, you're always bothering her." Foggy tried to reason. 

"Yeah, because every single time I tried to be nice to her, she didn't care and made the most bitter comment. So now at I least have some fun about it." 

"You know it wasn't always like that" and just before Matt could say anything Karen opened the door. 

"Hi! You must be Karen." she knew you were coming, Foggy told her about you. "Foggy told me a lot about you. He was right when he said you were pretty." you smiled at her and she returned it with a light blush in her cheeks. 

"Yes, that would be me. I suppose you are the famous college friend who taught him how to comb his hair." you laugh at the memory of Foggy's appearance when you met. 

"We had almost the same length of hair back then." in that moment he stepped out of Matt's office. 

"Stop mocking about my old look, we have serious work to do." you couldn't help it. You ran towards him and hugged him, he was almost like a brother to you despite being your best friend's ex. When you finished, you smacked his shoulder. He was beyond confused but not surprised. 

"You don't have any type of shame. You only call me to meet when you need my help. You'll have to invite me to that horrible eel liquor so I can forgive you." 

"What about you help us and then we go to Josie's?" 

"Dea-" just when you were about to settle the agreement Matt entered the room. "Shit." you spat that word almost inaudible. "Foggy didn't we talk about this?" you whispered to him. 

"About what?" Matt asked. 

"That every time we met in the office you wouldn't be here." Foggy just couldn't lie to Matt, could he? 

"Oh, so her being here is normal?" he sounded more in disbelief than offended. Karen was watching curiously the uncomfortable scene develop. 

"Relax, Murdock. I only spat in your mug twice, the other times Foggy was watching." 

"I was talking to him." he hissed. 

"Sometimes?" Foggy tried. "I don't know. She is my friend and I want her to see our accomplishments, like having our own office." 

"Enough of the chit-chat. It's his office too, of course if I came it was a matter of time that I came across him. I just hoped it lasted longer." you were well aware that they were not only best friends but also associates, you knew this was coming sooner than later. "So Foggy, show me the files, we have work to do. He can join if he is able to be in the same room as me, it's his case too after all." you entered the conference room before letting Matt a chance to talk and Karen followed suit. Foggy went to his office for the documents. 

"You can come if you behave." 

"I'm not a dog, Foggy." Matt groaned. 

"Well, they have good hearing and smell." Foggy pointed out before entering the room where Karen was filling you up about the case while you spread all the take-out. 

"So the insurance company has sued them for fraud? What fraud can a medium-low class family of Hell's Kitchen commit?" you were asking just when the guys walked through the door. 

"The company says that our clients are not related and they are using the family insurance because it's cheaper." Foggy explained while giving you the files. 

"And I suppose you already searched for every document confirming that the father is the legal guardian." The ones that caught your attention were their medical records. 

"Yes, and we have them. But we need to know what's the proof of said accusations to build the case." you break the chopsticks to eat while you read the files. 

"Oh fuck, that surgery isn't cheap, they really need this." you said when you saw that the father needed an aortic valve replacement. 

"Thanks for stating the obvious." 

"You're welcome, Murdock. I knew you needed it." he could be the best with the flirty comebacks but with the poisoned ones he would never beat you. 

"Hey guys, no fights." Foggy warned. "Just make some kind of truce for tonight." 

"Ugh, alright. I brought enough food for the four of us so I guess you can have some." 

"He would love some, he loves that Thai place." Foggy interrupted before Matt could have the chance to speak. You were upset with yourself for having the same taste as him. 

"Thanks" he muttered like a scolded child. 

"Did they tell you that he was his biological son?" you asked when you started reading de son's record. You had already read the parent's files and all the insurance papers. 

"They didn't use that word but they were very graphic about his birth's story." Foggy grimace at the memory. "Why?" 

"Well, then those are some fucked up news to give." 

"What happened? Did you find something?" Karen asked. 

"Do any of you remember anything about basic genetics?" their looks were as if you were talking in Chinese. 

"Like dominant genes?" Karen tried. 

"Tell us what you found." Matt was getting frustrated. 

"A 'please' wouldn't kill you." you murmured "The son's blood type is AB, so his parents would have to be A, B or AB." 

"I'm assuming they aren't, right?" Matt was the first to understand your line of thoughts. 

"Both 0. Either they lied to you or the hospital changed their baby." 

"They didn't." how could he be so sure? Not like he was he a human lie detector or something.

"So when we win the case, we can sue the hospital, too." Karen was pretty excited, after all if their clients received that money they would be the first to pay that month. Or year. 

"So does that mean celebration? I really need that drink you owe me." 

"We haven't finished the case." of course Mr. Grumpy would have something to say. 

"Come on, man! We had been all week in this case, I think it can wait another day." Foggy put his puppy eyes but it was impossible that Matt knew that. 

"No problem, if he wants it so bad he can stay here." Matt's jaw tensing didn't go unnoticed by you but you didn't mind. You got up to pick up the remains of the take-out and threw it in the trash.

"Actually, I wanna go." your smile dropped a little, you hoped he wouldn't come and he smiled knowingly. Bastard. 

You took your purse while the others were archiving the files. The four of you headed to Josie's, you were talking to Karen while the boys were behind. You grew very fond of her, she was a very sweet woman but the fire of bravery clearly escaping her eyes. When you arrived at the place, Foggy wasted no time to go and get the drinks. You spent all the time catching up with Foggy and getting to know Karen better. You were a few drinks in when the conversation took a strange turn. 

"What do you think of the Devil of Hell's Kitchen?" Karen asked. The boys were now focused on your reaction, you would have noticed it if there wasn't alcohol in your organism.

"Oh I actually like him. And he's hot." you took another sip. "You know all that whole altruism vibe is attractive as hell. And I don't know, all the guys I've liked always have some big red flag, guess his are his anger issues." Foggy was laughing too hard but you didn't care.

"And if he was someone like Matt?" where did that question come from? Surely it was just Foggy trying to mess with you.

"How can Daredevil be blind?" you were kind of confused.

"No, I mean if his personality was like Matt's." you let an understanding sound.

"He wouldn't Matt so I guess it would be alright. I mean, I'm sure the two Ds don't stand for Daredevil… More like 'dat dic-"

"Fine, we heard enough." Foggy cut you, Karen was laughing out loud and you could see Matt trying to hide how funny he found your answer. Weird. He usually would make some comment on how ordinary it was.

"Why? You don't like him?"

"I like him. But you're making me nauseous."

"I'm going for the next round." Matt got up and headed to the bar counter but the smile didn't leave his face, it amused him that much?

"So what's the problem between you two?" curiosity was one of her most obvious characteristics.

"Always so straightforward, blondie?" you had a habit of giving people nicknames after knowing them for a short time.

"I just like the truth." she shrugged. 

"Right." you stopped to think how you could tell the story. "I don't hate him, it's just that I see his face and I can't help getting upset."

"It wasn't always like that." Foggy continued. "The first night they met they slept together." Karen gasped, she evidently didn't expect that. You punched him in your mind.

"You're making it sound like we had sex!" you rubbed your temples. "We just cuddled." Foggy looked at you as saying 'if you don't tell her I will'. "And we might have made out" you say loud enough so they could hear you and try to avoid the scarlet in your cheeks. 

"Now all makes sense!" you looked at her confused while taking a sip. "All that back and forth is accumulated sexual tension!" the liquor almost came out of your nose.

"Are you crazy?"

"I think she's right. If it hadn't been for Eve you two would had fucked and probably be in a relationship right now." the expression on your face was as if you thought that an alien with a Norwegian accent giving birth on your couch made more sense.

"Who's Eve?"

"It's the nickname she gave Matt's ex. Her name was Elektra and their relationship was kinda… toxic. She was pretty reckless. And him being catholic just made it the perfect nickname." probably Karen was discovering more stuff about the boys in one night with you than in all the months she knew them.

"So you're mad at him because he chose her?"

"What? No. In any case, I'm sulky because after a week of spending one of the best nights of my life at that moment he was fucking one of my best friends. Not like I cared about that but instead of making another friend I lost one. I didn't even want a partner, I just thought we connected in some way"

"Is that true?" you froze in your place, afraid to turn around. He had to be there, could it be more cliche? What's next? Josie was going to start singing about how she lost the love of her life for fear. You could see the apologetical looks on Foggy and Karen's faces. He said your name and this time you turned around.

"Oh, hi Murdock! Didn't see you. I was just messing around with my new friend." it couldn't have sounded more awkward and anyone could tell that you were lying. You couldn't read his face. Was he mad? Disappointed? Just curious? What the hell was he thinking?

"Was that true?" he repeated, leaving the drinks at the table. 

"I'm not going to give you the satisfaction of answering."

"Don't be childish."

"It is not, it's law related. I'm abiding by the fifth amendment." you cross your arms in your chest.

"Karen, I'll take you home." you heard Foggy and saw them going in your peripheral sight.

"Why did you start this bicker when you didn't want to?" 

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"Don't gaslight me. Is it because you were jealous of Elektra? I thought she told me that you were mad about some boy you had a fling or something." 

"You're kinda stupid for a summa cum laude." you whispered under your breath.

"Cut the bullshit and explain something." he raised his voice.

"I fucking liked you, Matthew!" you finally exploded, now all eyes in the room were looking at your direction.

"What?" his brows frowned.

"God! You were the guy, I just never told her about you and she liked you so I wasn't going to ruin my friend's happiness by being selfish."

"So it was better treating me like shit?"

"It wasn't fair but it was the easiest. She was possessive so if she thought I hated you she wouldn't get mad at me."

"So you never hated me? Then why do you keep the act?" the sound that left your mouth seemed like a laugh.

"Because now I do. I really hate you. Not only you had to make me think that not every boy was going to treat me as shit like my stupid ex did, but you also have to take one of my best friends from me. I suffered because of you." a tear of helplessness slipped down your face until it reached your chin. "And the fucking worst? You were fucking oblivious to everything." you took your bag and left the bar.

"Are you blaming me for falling for Elektra after you started treating me like shit? I didn't even knew you two were friends at that moment." he followed you outside, he wasn't done.

"Listen, Matt. I could have dealt with that, believe me, I did it. But I have not seen my friend since then. I ended up alone and shattered because of you. I don't wanna think how miserable I would have been if I hadn't met Foggy and Marci." your voice broke. Shit, now he would know and you just wanted to go.

"That's not fair. I wanted to go on a date with you, but the next time I saw you I was confused because you didn't even look at me. Believe me, I never wanted to do anything to hurt you." he reached for your hand and you were so focused in the conversation that you didn't even notice.

"If you weren't a flirt, she wouldn't have fallen for you and we could have gone on that date." you sighed, tired of fighting.

"I didn't even flirt with her, I was nice to her because I was in a good mood thinking of you but the next day I tried to call you and you didn't even bother to answer." in that moment you realize he was really close and your hand in his, heat making its way up your face.

"Guess now you know why." you looked away. One touch and you were all soft for him.

"I never hated you." you looked at him again. You went silent trying to organize your thoughts.

"I think I didn't either. I think I just paid all my frustrations with you." you admitted in a low voice, only for him to hear. "Should we start over?"

"Not a chance." you were very confused. "There's no way I could forget the night we met. We can start from there if you like." 

"I would love that." a wide smile appeared across your face.

"So… Can I take you to that date?"

"Now? Everything except Josie's is closed." he let out a small chuckle.

"I was thinking more about this weekend. Now I could walk you home."

"Oh, right. Yeah. Perfect." you were blushing too hard and you cursed yourself for acting like a teenager with a crush.

You two talked all the way home. Sometimes your responses were bitter commentaries out of habit, but the rest of the time it felt like that first magical night. He didn't let your hand go since he had taken it out of Josie's and you didn't want him to do it, that spark that kept you glued to him dancing years ago was now a fire, you had to assume that you could get drunk in his touch even if it was only his finger lightly tracing your arm. Right at that moment, you hated your apartment for not being more far away, but you were totally sober by then. You stopped at your door and turned to face him.

"This is mine's." How the fuck someone says goodbye to your enemy who you recently realized you liked? You were a little lost in your thoughts when he called you.

"About earlier… I mean it. I never, not even for a moment, have a trace of hate for you. In fact, it was the opposite. I liked you a lot and it hurt me thinking it was one-way." you saw his sad expression and it mixed with his low voice. In that moment, you regretted every decision you made about that situation. It wasn't your fault, but neither was his. All those miscommunications led to making it the bad time for you two. Or perhaps it was fate, so now both of you could be here, at your doorstep, pouring out your hearts to each other.

"Matt…" your hand reached his cheek, getting both of you closer and he leaned on it.

You didn't know what to say, so your body took action. You closed the space between you two with a kiss. His right hand found your waist and his left one unalced your fingers to reach for your neck, right under your ear. It was a soft kiss, kinda melancholic. Your feelings were showing through it. When his tongue made the way into your mouth, all that changed. It was the passion of all those years of waiting. If his touch was inebriating, his kisses were the definition of being high because of a bad hard drug. And you realized you were screwed, the withdrawal effects were going to be wildly unbearable. You were the first to back up, but give him a little peck before speaking. 

"You want… Um…" you were hesitant but you knew what you wanted and it was him. "get in?" You didn't know where your usual fierceness was. This was odd, but when you looked back into his eyes you knew why. You were vulnerable for him, but what really startled you was your next conclusion: you didn't care.

His response was grinning and going back to your mouth. Through the kiss you tried to find your keys and how you did it's still a mystery to you because the feeling of his lips, tongue and hands was the most deconcentrating experience you have ever had. You tried to make your way to the bedroom but the couch was closer and both of your clothes were disappearing by seconds. Maybe Karen was kinda right, maybe all that hatred was instead something else. Maybe it wasn't only sexual tension. Perhaps, it was more. Maybe and just maybe it was love all along.

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a/n: kinda feel 'The night we met' by Lord Huron fits it, idk.