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grayraccoon · 2 years ago

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Don't we just hate it when you finally get diagnosed and people still say that you don't really have the thing and where misdiagnosed because they can't see how much you struggle at school.

Just because I don't fail all my classes doesn't mean that I'm not struggling Kevin.

Do you really want to hear the reason as to why I'm missing a day of class every 1 to 2 weeks? Really?

Because if I remember correctly this is the first time we spoke with each other.

#autism #dyslexia #adhd #i'm sick and tired of the school system #late night rambles #this happened multiple months ago #i'm still mad about it

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mangozic · 7 months ago

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my son that I literally never draw, I’m holding him up proudly for everyone to see

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asurrogateblog · 7 months ago

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it really is so cute that george harrison eventually got to be in a band with bob dylan. he was really like "some day we're going to be boy best friends <3 <3 <3". and then they were

#what ever happened to that flood of dylarrison posting from a few months ago #is it because we gave up trying to turn bob nonbinary #george harrison #bob dylan #the traveling wilburys #the multiple times george mentions bob in get back is very funny to me. any opportunity #especially when he says he tried to get him to join the beatles. yah i don't think that was going to happen george :/

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lazycranberrydoodles · 1 year ago

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woe mundane monopoly headcanons be upon ye

follow for more of modern au hua cheng’s outfits

#mostly completed this a month ago and then procrastinated the final touches until now lmao #its. so low quality. i also switched to a new brush for lineart and now this is kinda 🥴#i wanted to draw my modern au designs :3 #fun facts:#hua cheng has a glass eye but he still covers it with his bangs #modern HC shops at prada btw #MQ is described as looking more like a civil god than a martial one so he has a goth academia type thing going on #FX wears sports team shirts everywhere sorry #mu qing’s mug has 3 different level markers #“fuck off” “i can hear you i just dont care” and “ok what were you saying?”#i think mu qing would hate that sort of mug but feng xin and xie lian keep giving them to him #apologies to anyone who doesnt know the rules of monopoly this is incomprehensible without previous knowledge #so: do i believe these four would actually voluntarily hang out post canon #yes actually. fxmq and hua cheng mutually tolerate each other for xie lians sake #imo after like a LONG time hc could actually be friendly towards fx (in book 2 fx admits how courageous hong hong’er is) or mq (bitch2bitch #but i dont think thatll happen there is way too much resentment that goes both ways #remember that theyve canonically fought multiple times ‼️#tgcf #art #tian guan ci fu #天官赐福 #heaven official’s blessing #hualian #hua cheng #xie lian #fengqing #feng xin #mu qing #xianle trio #my art

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vaciena · 4 months ago

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I think it just hit me that I’m actually getting better

#like it feels silly to happen now bc I’ve been on my new meds for months but I was getting worse for so long #and like my physical health is still very two steps forward one and a half back but #this week I’ve been doing things my brain wouldn’t have let me do at all a few months ago because the risk of being sick and making a mess #was too high according to my risk assessment #and I just casually did them multiple times this week without realizing it until after #I walked around in just my underwear. I left the bathroom to grab a towel and dry off #I got changed in my room #I haven’t trusted my body enough to do those since like at latest February 2023 #probably a lot earlier #I ate beans yesterday #I didn’t get scared about not being sick today #normally I get very scared if I’m not because it’s interrupting the routine and what if it means I’m sick at a less manageable time #I just. like I think I’m actually getting better

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lesbiansanemi · 7 months ago

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I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao

#i have had to piss for probably the better part of an hour now #because they decided to take a shower together and have been in there for well OVER an hour now #and this is a nightly occurence atp sometimes MULTIPLE times a day #we have one bathroom.... can yall not be considerate enough to not be in there for up to TWO HOURS AT A TIME???#also it's such a waste of fucking water....#idk we've hit a point where i literally hear the bf doing anything and i get pissed off #but also tell me why i'm sitting in my room (which shares a wall with the bathroom) and i can hear this man hacking and spitting shit up #and this is also something that happens multiple times a day #like.... dude.... why are you spitting up toothpaste so fucking loudly oh my fucking god #but yeah no i'm like my roommate's only friend atp and he's about to not have me lmao like we're about to reach #'i'm cutting you off when i move out' levels of me being pissed off with this whole situation type shit #and apparently the bf convinced him to come out to his family which his mom was chill which is good #his dad's side of the family though....? not great. and my roommate KNEW that would be the case cuz we'd talked about it before #also love that my roommate has constantly talked about moving out of the city we live in because he hates and also there's no good career #opportunities for him here (which is true)#and now. MAGICALLY. he's like 'idk i think it'd be best for me to stay here'#like oh my GOD???? are you hearing yourself???? are you fucking stupid???? you fucking hate it here???#but sure throw your life away and ruin all your meaningful relationships for a guy you met six months ago jfc #and the thing is i *know* my roommate we've been close CLOSE friends for nearly a decade now #i know he is not like this.... like yeah he's being insane by allowing this but also i know these aren't the kinds of decisions he would ma #and also i know he wouldn't treat me like this all on his own #it's the deranged fucking control freak of a guy he decided to date and my roommate has too many of his own issues to put his foot down #about certain things and tell the guy no so he's just allowing him to completely take over his life #and fuck everything up until the bf is the only thing he has left once it's all said and done #and yeah. it's painful to watch. but also wtf am i supposed to do because obviously my opinion is not respected nor wanted regarding this #that has been made PAINFULLY clear #ugh this is so fucking horrendous #what is it with ppl who start to date someone and then go clinically fucking insane and destroy their lives all for this one person #who. realistically. they barely know in comparison to all the other ppl in their life #like explain it to me jfc

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sillyfreakx5 · 2 months ago

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WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYONE FROM CALIFORNIA

#uhh more venty shit down in the tags #likee tw for csa or grooming or whatever idk #like uhh my bf (a complicated topic) is from california #and uhh yeah basically i have an ex gf that i broke up with bc I'm a shitty person #and i cheated on her with predators multiple times ykyk #and a) wanted to avoid guilt b) obviously staying with her was wrong c) she's a really good person and i wanted to feel worse so ykyk #and uhh we're still close friends #she really should hate me bc stuff but oh well that's a vent for another day #and yeahh a while back when she came over and we started talking mental health shit #and i impulsively was like “hey how about we troll this bloke that has been trying to get back in contact with me?”#uhh he's like 38 or something and uhhh we sexted for like a day .#while i was dating my current boyfriend.#wow i really am a shitty person #and then yeah we had been texting a little for like the previous 3 days #so me and ex gf kinda went along with whatever he was saying #until he called and realised there was 2 off us and blocked me #ANYHOW YEAH HE WAS FROM CALIFORNIA #and after that event i randomly started feeling intense hate for ex gf every once in a while???#I'm not exactly sure why but oh well that did happen #and anyhow yeah a few months ago #like just before i broke up with her i think #she recommended the song dogbird by madds buckley #i nearly cried when i listened to it lmao it's far too real #i really recommend it #but yeah i was already like pushing her away at that point and that song is basically about that #(also very sapphic)#and yahh this morning i was feeling Sad and i randomly remembered this song and i was like “damn that's on topic ima listen to it again”#it's even realer than i remembered lmao #and yeah guess where the girlfriend-that-was-pushed-away was mentioned to be from in that song?#FROM FUCKING CALIFORNIA

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songtwo · 8 months ago

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idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just don’t know what to do…..

#it’s been going on for a couple of months now but he promised he would stop and he had been doing well until today….#and it’s like. on one hand i never wanted to be w an alcoholic and i told him straight so he promised it would stop #but on the other hand i can’t just abandon him #and it’s like we used to go out a lot and party but like. that was it but ever since he met this guy he just gets lost when he drinks w him #and the thing was he got like aggressive like he didn’t do anything to me and i can’t really explain it but he just wasn’t himself #and like. we talked about it a million times and it’s not like it happens every week #it’s been like 5 times since december #but 3 have been on the past month alone #and two weeks ago it got bad like he almost got into an accident #and like i’m not even physically w him anymore like we really only see each other once a week since i moved #and from the very first time it happened i told him i couldn’t be w him if it kept happening #and after that incident two weeks ago he swore it was the last time but it just happened again #by the way he and that guy get wasted it really is a miracle they get home alive #and like. idk what to do #i really don’t want to be w someone like this #and i hate feeling like this like if i were to think only about myself i don’t want this i hate feeling like this #but i also can’t abandon him #like not even bc i would miss him or whatever i just wouldn’t feel good leaving him alone #but like i don’t want to live like this #maybe i’ll ask for some time to just figure things out #but it’s gonna suck so bad bc we were supposed to see kendrick lamar next week and then we already had plans for his bday and omfg #i don’t wanna leave but i don’t want things to be like this either #and i asked him to stop and gave him multiple chances but idk #i just don’t know what to do #i love him endlessly but i need to put myself first but i can’t abandon him:(#and our 1.5 anniversary was also next week…..#but i think time is the sanest and safest thing right now

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sea-of-machines · 1 year ago

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ngl I probably listen to pink cream more than helloween because all of the best Andi era helloween albums aren't on finnish spotify

#I tried to fight this and contacted multiple people months ago but nothing happened #idk who has the power to put them there #it sucks #like time of the oath and better than raw are missing for example #also pink bubbles and chameleon aren't there either which fucking sucks #helloween #pc69 #andi deris #text #random

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arklay · 2 years ago

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RESIDENT EVIL → DR. DIANA WESKER

"This is how a girl becomes holy: first she becomes empty." — Brynne Rebele-Henry, Prelude

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#mine.#oc: diana #tw: snakes #hi hii hello i'm alive and i bring gifts!! click for better quality as always ♡#so. it's still jan 15 (my hc birthday for wesker based on natal chart i did for him) somewhere in the world so diana gets an edit instead of #him. peace and love on planet earth lmao he gets a lil square but she's my beloved my gal... i was wondering if i should just leave this for #next month as you can see by that date on there for her lil creation anniversary but hehe anyhow i saw emily do this a bit ago with meshing #these two templates together and went omg i wanna do that i wanna but then i took this break and had some more shit happen so hiii #also i'm very behind on notifs i promise i'll get to them i've just been aughgh and haven't even scrolled or anything like i just queued #posts in my tracked tag this morning and oh man i didn't realise i was gone for so long huh... but anyways rambling as always but miss diana #my beloved the loml!!! sorry i use those two pictures for her all the time but also it's really hard to find hd ones of her fc in like the #era i see for her and the hair i like... like a lot of her pictures she has straight and like shoulder length hair and i'm like mmm that's #not it... but whatever. also cause i can't be bothered looking for nice pretty quotes and there's already one in there have that post #which multiple people sent to me a bit ago akdsjkjd oopsies

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ferronickel · 1 year ago

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There's something kind of interesting that happens with webcomics (and other mediums too, but it's especially egregious with such a slow form of storytelling) where any action that isn't clarified within the same update is subject to being interpreted in any number of ways until the story explains it. For example, character x does something that can be read as suspicious, but a few pages later it's revealed to be innocuous. Depending on the update schedule, an explanation that happens only a few pages later could take months to reach your audience. This isn't really an issue for traditional comics, where you have 24+ pages to work with, or for people reading a finished webcomic.

There's a certain power to this, where you can intentionally play with your readers' expectations, but more often I find that I haven't considered the possible interpretations of individual pages when viewed on their own. It's a little too easy for me to think of the work as a whole, knowing that character x's actions will be explained shortly, only to post a page and realize that they're coming across in a different light to my audience.

It forces an odd kind of storytelling where you either have to be okay with people not understanding a part of your story (potentially for a long time) or you have to be incredibly clear with what's going on in any given page.

#and this doesnt even account for the fact that most readers might forget things that happened earlier in the story #something that's fresh on my mind from 15 pages back happened months ago from the reader's perspective #webcomics are such a fascinating medium simply because of how drawn out they are #obviously this is all circumstantial. i just find it interesting #i should clarify that i'm not talking about anyone specifically misinterpreting looking glasses #i just get nervous when doing big reveals over multiple pages #webcomics #nickel for my thoughts #ferrouscomicscraft

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ahaura · 1 year ago

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not to jinx it but :-) it's july so that means this is the longest i've had a blog since i first remade (8ish months) <3

#ahvañe #this may seem like an insignificant detail but if you know my lore then you KNOW 8 months is CRAZY!!!#i have been described as 'remakes like she's on the most wanted list' on multiple occasions n #that has to do with neurotic tendencies that come out when im in a bad way and the only way i can cope and exercise #a modicum of control in my life is on the digital end of things. hence remaking blogs #im not sure if its bec the therapy is finally kicking in or if its bec im getting older or What #my neurotic tendencies may have been curbed by getting nerfed out of the blue HOWEVER #my blog tends to reflect how im doing IRL and this year has definitely been brutal in different ways #some better some worse than last year but these things happen. n idk. it feels nice to be comfortable w it.#it's v v easy to not see progress w urself especially when ur dealing with shit in real time and shit piles on #but things HAVE changed and i think im getting better at. like. life? idk. but anyway #ive lost contact w some ppl over the years but ive also met some wonderful people too #n im jusr grateful to be in a better place than i used to be. especially compared to [counts on fingers] 7 years ago.#NYway if ur reading this! i love u. im glad i exist<3

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gregmarriage · 8 months ago

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me as a kid being like ‘i wanna stay home all day and do whatever i want!’ and adult me being chronically ill, disabled and bed ridden ✌🏻