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neversatisfiedwithlife · 2 years ago
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Someone called Maya ruthless and that's funny because she's really not all that ruthless? She could've easily just went to the union or whatever and told on Sullivan and Ross, could've went behind their back like Sullivan did when he didn't advocate for her and only thought about himself at his little boys meeting.
She didn't though. She doesn't owe Sullivan or Ross anything. They've both done nothing for her, Ross was already looking down on her from the beginning.
Maya's done more for Sullivan and in return all he ever thinks about is himself. She vouched for him and took him back on at 19 after his drug abuse/addiction. He's shown little gratitude or remorse. (Not saying he has to live in that dark moment but his choices had consequences on more than himself. Yes I'm still mad about Warren's prt)
Was it a bad look to threaten blackmail? Oh absolutely. But it's not like Sullivan and Beckett weren't doing whatever stupid little back and forth. And then for Ross to go to Beckett and ultimately be an enabler for the months of abuse and harassment Maya had to endure from him with no support or help.(yes Maya obviously dismissed the teams concerns because she knew why Beckett was treating her that way. But it doesn't make it right.)
Can you imagine the place and job you love, your second home and sometimes first home, becoming one of the places you dread the most. Hostile and just toxic. Fueling her breaking point.
And just the thing Ross said about Maya not taking accountability when she knew she was breaking the rules TO SAVE A KID. But then here's Ross trying to be high and mighty breaking the rules just to get some d*ck from a guy more concerned with his job and status.
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14dayswithyou · 10 months ago
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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖
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For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!
The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^
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What's been added to the 3.5 version?
📺 Streamer Mode!
I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.
Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh
This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!
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⚙️ Custom Pronouns!
It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;
Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!
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💗 Choose how others perceive you!
You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.
For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!
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📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!
You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3
Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!
I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;
I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao
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📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!
You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!
Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!
I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;
It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)
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🖤 Additional Scenes Update!
Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!
If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.
After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga
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🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!
I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!
I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.
Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.
How to download and play the update?
(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!
Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)
Enjoy!!
#14 days with you#14dwy#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately#Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue#—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3#Aaaaaanways!! 😮‍💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe#🖤 — shut up sai.
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catsandgoodbooks · 1 year ago
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So. Punz and George. They're both very much defined by their relationships with Dream, probably more than anyone else on the server. It's hard to talk about Punz without bringing up Dream, and it's hard to talk about George without referencing him either. They have lives, of course, but Dream is always at the forefront of their minds. Punz spent a whole year of their life just waiting for Dream's escape; George dreams away the days even after the jailbreak in a fantasy world of his imagination where everything is perfect and he can be with Dream.
But they don't really have a relationship. They don't talk, especially not about Dream, because that would show that they cared, and George is trying to deny that to himself after the dethronement and Punz cannot allow anyone to consider even for a moment that they are on Dream's side or it was all for nothing. So the relationship they do have, weak and distant as it is, is based on bitterness and perceived betrayals and envy.
George doesn't really think about Punz much. If he did, he'd had to think about Dream, and not his Dream, not the Dream that exists only in his dreams now, but the actual, real Dream. The Dream who dethroned him without a second glance. The Dream he abandoned. The Dream locked away in an obsidian prison, rotting away as George sleeps. And George doesn't want to think about Punz. Not when it pulls him out of his dreams and makes him think about Dream.
When he does think about Punz, though, he's not exactly a fan of them. They betrayed Dream; undeniably, inexcusably, they did. They had his trust, and they threw it away for a little extra bit of money. George would never do something like that. Dream left first, after all. Dethroned George first and told him he didn't care what happened to him. Dream never did that to Punz.
And that's important. Dream never turned against Punz; they were the one who chose to betray him. Dream never quite trusted George the same way he did with Punz, and, in the period leading up to the dethronement, he let George in on less and less of his plans, grew closer and closer to his mercenary. George told himself it was because Dream wanted to keep him safe. After the dethronement, he accepted the fact that Dream just didn't care about him anymore, and that it had been a sign of that.
George tells himself that if he had been in the situation as Punz, if Dream trusted him, he would of never done what they did.
Punz...doesn't have a great opinion of George, to tell the truth. They might of pretended to betray Dream, but George (and Sapnap, and everyone who was there and just watched it happen) is the one who actually did. George left. He left and didn't come back, didn't even show up for the arrest/execution (because that's what it really was, an execution, no use dancing around it). He didn't even go visit Dream in Pandora's Vault, even when he had every chance to, even when he didn't have a plan dictating that he absolutely could not do that. Not like Punz did.
Unreliable. Untrustworthy. Uncaring. Those are the nicest words for what George is, at least to Punz. Dream died, twice, and George was nowhere to be found. Just because Dream had been trying to keep him safe. To make sure people didn't try to target George to hurt Dream. And George just left, like that was an option in this game they were all playing, that none of them save Wilbur had chosen to play, like you could just throw up your hands and say "okay, that's it, I'm done" and leave with immunity, taking everything you've done with you. That wasn't how the world worked. And it didn't matter if George understood that or not, because it still hurt Dream, and that was what was important. Because what George did was a betrayal, and because they were already familiar enough with that to know how bitter it tasted. Because Punz had to constantly pretend and reap what they had sown and deal with this betrayal they had committed - not the one they were infamous for but the one in their heart and their brain and the way people looked at them and laughed with them and the way they had agreed to the plan and let Dream die and the sneaking suspicion they had, growing louder every day, that something had gone wrong and that they had to do something about it but that too would be a betrayal - but George didn't, just because he had been there earlier and knew some people longer. Because people trusted him more and he didn't have to prove how reliable he was and how much he hated Dream and all that.
And because George had Dream's love in a way Punz never could. Dream loved too freely, that much was true, but he flinches at every motion Punz that was a little too fast, a little too sudden, and makes sure to call everything a business arrangement, makes sure they're mercenary and client, makes sure to suppress any little trace of attachment that could get either of them hurt. And, even now, even after George has gone and left, Dream still loves George; Punz isn't too blind to reality to miss it. And they had kinder days together, back before everything went wrong; there were no kinder days for Punz, and there never had been.
Despite everything, they're two sides of the same coin: wishing for something that is no longer reachable, no longer possible, because things have changed and because people have changed. Because Dream has changed, partially due to the decisions they made, and there isn't anything they can do to go back to how it was. Not truly.
And neither of them really care about anything or anyone else. They're not here to fight for ideals or morals, they just want to keep the people they love safe and away from the people who would want to hurt them. They are willing to kill for it, but, because of who Dream is, and because that would put them in danger, they can't. They're not allowed to, explicitly in Punz's case, implicitly by Dream pushing George away. Because Dream wants to keep the people he cares about safe, and that can't happen if it looks like he cares about them or vice versa.
(It's only okay if Dream's the one getting hurt, after all)
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otgo-brooklyn · 6 months ago
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MDZS Seven Deadly Sins!AU
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piosplayhouse · 2 years ago
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what are your controversial wwx views? 👀 (asking as a fellow controversial wwx view-haver)
In the grand scheme of things I personally think my opinions are pretty lukewarm but I got a lot of shit a while back for making a post saying that it's important to acknowledge that wwx has privilege as a male cultivator member of the gentry and certified genius, and that that's important because even though he knows that his position in society is extremely tenuous and that so many people are willing to fight to force him to lose it, he still chooses to stand up for those even lower in society (in that post I was thinking specifically of the women in mdzs, particularly the brothel women because they're basically never considered). And then? A bunch of people started shittalking me because apparently wwx is the most underprivileged character in the story? And he's lower status than even the non cultivating sex workers because he was homeless as a kid?
I'm also neutral-positive on Jiang Cheng and made the great sin of making a completely neutral poll asking for people's opinions on him correlating with if they grew up with siblings and got a bunch of accusations of being a wwx anti, rigging the poll, and misrepresenting the answers (the results of which were completely even btw) based off . The fact I used a picture of grapes as the poll banner. Yeah . Wwx was never mentioned in the poll at all also. You can probably still find all that shit if you search my username, anons were just fully accidentally pinging me and everything, it's why I don't name search any more even though I know some people make posts based off my ideas but are afraid of pinging me (don't be btw!!! Please ping me 🥺🥺)
I actually really didn't like wwx in my first read-through of mdzs because I really related to teen lwj and felt very personally about the idea of overly pushy boundary breaking teenager attitudes, but I definitely grew to like him lol. I don't know how much that shows through in my posts, I think I've made a few comments about thinking that he was definitely a little bit of a dick as a teen but I don't know how controversial that is
So overall I'm sorry to disappoint, not very controversial opinions, but I've gotten so much grief for them anyways you'd think I posted some shit like wwx is my least favorite character in all of fiction 😵‍💫😵‍💫 there's probably more stuff that could be considered controversial but I'm so disconnected from mdzs fandom at this point that I don't really know what the general consensus is. I'd love to hear yours though!!!! Feel free to anon or message or whatever you feel comfortable with, I won't judge
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sparrowchute · 15 days ago
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Hihi this is so random but I saw your tag on the green blue hetrochromia thing for Richtofen and I wanted to say that's actually a really old fandom trope! Back on DeviantArt I recall a lot of artists drawing Ed w/ green eyes but I believe at some point it was made cannon that his eyes were blue so people began doing hetrochromia...Though honestly I could be misremembering, all I know is that ppl have been drawing him with one blue and one green eye since at least 2011! :-3
WHAAAT OH MY GOD THATS SO COOL I was wondering bc I started seeing it around more often lately, but I had no idea where it came from :0 the closest thing that I cld even think of was that in Origins (I think it was Origins anyways??? i cld be completely misremembering) they accidentally made Richtofen's eyes green for a bit (or maybe it was on purpose who knows what was happening with Origins, Samantha was American for like five minutes bc of how little they knew what they were doing dfhgjdfgjks) and then immediately went back to blue :sob: It grabbed my attention bc a very similar thing happened with the Ace Attorney fandom regarding Phoenix Wright's eyes :> in official art his eyes seem to swap between blue and brown a lot, so most artists (myself included teehee) adopted heterochromia as a headcanon for him!! I'm a VERY long time cod zombies fan going on like?? 13 years now I think if my xbox's achievement tracker is to be trusted???? but im only recently starting to interact with the wider fandom for it and i am VERY quickly learning that ive got a lot of catching up to do :(( once my laptop is fixed though i am drawing SO MUCH OF THESE FREAKS AUGHH
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moony-balloons · 1 month ago
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Just going to talk a bit about irl stuff for a minute, mostly to get it out.
So, 2024 was rough for me. I had a pretty stable job I'd gotten in 2020 that I quit in March 2024, actually pretty close to the 4-year mark. There was a time when I was happy at that job, but the burnout came for me and it got me good. Team was understaffed and we were in emergency catch-up mode for like 2 years, which is just completely unsustainable. My brain was frying and I was BORED -- like, staring blankly at my computer screen for 20 minutes at a time bored, but my productivity numbers were... not the highest but getting better, yknow? The worst part of it was that I was the only person assigned to handle incoming chats (customer-facing tech support position, I did chats and emails and everyone except me was phone and emails) and no one else really understood that chats. are. slow. but not slow enough for there to actually be time to tab out and work on a totally different problem in an email because by the time I got reoriented on what I was supposed to be doing on this email, the chat person responded, so I have to go back to reply to them again. repeat 4-5 times and I finally wrap up the chat and get all of that documented and then try for the 7th time to get started on that email and notice that one of my coworkers, inattentive that they are, didn't notice I had already pulled that email out of the pile and put my name on it, so it's done already and whatever work I did manage to get done was now wasted. 2 minutes between replies is a totally normal pace for a troubleshooting conversation between two people over chat but 2 minutes is just long enough that waiting is an eternity but not long enough to actually get anything meaningful done on a totally different task. yknow. and simply letting us work from home would have kept me there but that was impossible because This Job Can't Be Done From Home (unless it's overtime, you can do overtime from home on nights and weekends. impossible to do if it's before 5 pm on a weekday though. it would break the laws of physics.)
So I quit that job after months and months of deliberation and job searching, I hadn't found another job just yet but I had one that looked real promising, but more importantly, for the sake of my mental health I just Could Not Do It Anymore. like we're talking I took a week off for mental health and at like 8:15 am on the monday I came back I was in tears. But what kept me there for so long was largely a fear of the unknown, the devil you know is better than the devil you don't, etc. I could get another job but what if that job is worse? It'll probably be worse. This job is good and I'm just a failure of a human and will never get anything better, nothing better even exists, what a ridiculous thing to even think.
So I quit that job and panic and grieve it like it was a long term, rocky relationship. and it kinda was. May rolls around and I get another job, and guys you'll never guess what! It was worse, just like I was afraid of. I was able to do it from home but in every other sense, it was worse. I had to quit that one pretty quick ALSO for mental health reasons, this time more from the actual conversations I was having with customers than anything from the company or my coworkers. although a little bit from my coworkers because half the people who got transferred to me were people who I could not help and who needed to be sent to a DIFFERENT department and they'd tell me they had already BEEN transferred around like 3 times. and I hate that for them. but that does not change the fact that I do not have the ability to help them with this particular task and the people in the other department do. What made this one rough was that I was providing support for backup generators, which includes a lot of talking to people who are in pretty dire straits after a natural disaster who I was not really able to help because everyone else in the area ALSO needed help and there were a finite number of technicians in the area to schedule repairs with. I talked to old disabled people who needed power for their medical equipment and couldn't evacuate, I talked to someone who was dragged out of her bed at 2 am by the local fire department after her carbon monoxide alarm went off due to the generator being incorrectly installed and just pumping the shit into her house. Like. I can deal with people who are mad because they can't do their job because this product isn't working. I can't deal with people whose health and safety are at risk, especially in a situation where I don't have anyone I can send there to help. There's nothing I can personally do. At most, I can call the local repair place for you, but if they're already not answering their phone and their voicemail box is full then I'm not likely to get any further than you are. There was also the weird overt sexism, from women going "oh I'm just a girl I don't understand any of this stuff" and men going "you don't know what you're talking about, is there a man there I can talk to". Older folks from the sound of it, but like. ??? yall? what year is this.
Anyway I quit that second job in August and have been unemployed since and am losing my soul in the job search. And the longer I go without having anything new to add to my resume or anything to account for that gap aside from "uh I've been. playing minecraft..." the worse it's gonna get. I initially intended to try and grab some certifications but turns out? Those are expensive for someone on a $0 income. And also it's real tough to make myself basically do homework to study for a test if I don't actually have a deadline for this test.
I've found myself regretting quitting my job the first time last year, not that I can undo it now -- and yes they are hiring for my old position still, but after the response I got from one person who I asked to be my reference after I left, I don't think they want me back lol. (I don't think this person meant to be as mean as they were, but I had really looked up to them and their response was basically that I needed to work on my work ethic and it bothered some people that I got less done than they did and they linked me an article that was basically "it matters that everyone thinks you're a jerk, here's how to fix it". and then they were like oh but I saw someone with the name [name] spelled just the same way yours is and I thought of you, wishing you well! and, dear reader, that is not how I spell my name. we worked together for almost 4 years. it's fine. I clearly didn't matter as much to you as you did to me and it's fine.)
anyway anyway anyway. the goal was to get a job by the end of january but I blinked and half of that is gone already so fuck everything I guess, the real goal is by the end of february now but I'm trying to get back on the job application grind. however if I have to do one more "skills evaluation" that is just a series of the same 4 vague questions reworded 80 times I may go postal. do you like getting simple assignments? do you like getting complicated assignments? do you dislike getting simple assigments? do you dislike getting complicated assignments? do you prefer simple assignments? do you prefer complicated assignments? are you unhappy when you get simple a--
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crippled-peeper · 2 years ago
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i suspect im hypermobile if it turns out whats going on with me isn't injury-related; or that I'm hypermobile ontop of an injury and (gasp) watch this:
see how i shut the fuck up and didn't compare my disability to yours which is very obviously more severe and far more disabling? so easy!!! wow!!!!! amazing!!! :|
as a disabled person i still have a lot of privilege with whatever i have going on. yeah it sucks sometimes i can get out of bed every day. yeah it hurts like hell and i feel like I'm dying but i can walk up stairs if i need to. yeah i use a wheelchair but only on the bad days/if its a longer outing.
its not hard to accept when other people have it worse than you. it doesn't make you less """special"". god your anons piss me off 💀
I wish more people had the same attitude as you about other disabled people instead of automatically devolving into “if you think you have it worse than me in a single situation, you’re a violent ableist who’s just like a terf” lol
a lot of social commentary on this site about disability has transformed into having no connection to any real events or problems in the real world and are instead “theory” based . example: “if you think mental disability and physical disability are different, you’re just like a terf of disabled people!!!!” when historically these communities have ALWAYS had at least SOME degree of separation and nobody has fucking died from physically disabled people speaking about their marginalization
not everyone but a significant portion of the hEDS community on here falls into the same trap thinking that just because they’re physically disabled, they automatically know everything about physical disabilities, even ones they don’t have (or they ‘predict’ they’ll have later)
It does get very tiring having 250 of the same exact “zebras” telling me I am a evil violent ableist monster who should have my head exploded for saying spinal implants are a last-resort treatment
I am ironically one of TWO people on this site I know with a spinal cord injury and I never have called myself a fucking zebra or felt the desire to??? having rare deadly conditions isn’t a gender identity or an outfit I wear or a badge of honor. It’s fucking traumatizing. I lost my family. It’s not fun for me and I’m not privileged for it
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godheadjones · 2 years ago
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i made the mistake of checking the comments on riverdales instagrams post about tabitha and so many people were saying that tabitha brings nothing to the show. i’m sorry, are we talking about the same tabitha tate? the one who saved riverdale twice, once on her own at the last minute? the tabitha tate who gave up everything with the one she had fallen in love with so that he could at least be happy in the new reality and went on to work out how she could save riverdale again by herself for however long it would take? what makes me so sad is that i know if tabitha had come to riverdale and had just helped jughead get back with betty and went on to date reggie everyone would love her and worship her. literally what happened with jopaz is just happening with tabitha and people don’t like her and find her a worthless character because she dated jughead and he’s happy with someone who helped heal him and get over someone who broke his heart. but whatever. let’s imagine a riverdale without tabitha. do you see it? yeah everyone’s dead and season 7 is the sweet hereafter. what a season to go out on without tabitha. percival also would have taken riverdale over so like. shut up.
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scarletwitch1918 · 2 years ago
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Today was the second birthday this year of a friend that I thought I was really close with that i didn’t get invited to
#birthday#fake friends#friend group#I’ve literally counseled this girl through half her shit this year and then she doesn’t even invite me to her birthday that she invited#people she barely talks to too and then after that she turns around and hangs out with my fucking brother of all people#I can’t wait for a new school next year so I can finally get away from the people who stopped appreciating me a long time ago#I know it sounds kinda selfish but I truly have not done anything (in the last 4 years) to ever hurt or fully disregard them and I really#don’t know what happened#one week we were waking to and from school together everyday and now I feel like I’ve been rejected from our walking group and I’m literally#uncomfortable walking with them in the mornings because they just fully ignore me the entire time#this isn’t even about just the one friend anymore#this is also happening with someone else who was supposed to be my best friend and now she barely talks to me anymore#and like I can accept that we’re not bffs anymore cause it happened a year or two ago so I’ve moved passed it#but she just pretends I don’t exist anymore#we have like three classes together and on snap she got an send it that’s said like tag your fav people on each class#and when I tell you i was in the room with her when she posted I and she didn’t even mention me#istfg#im gonna stop now because this is getting extremely ranty but I can’t really talk to anyone about this irl so this is just my vent space now
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sarcasticdolphin · 11 months ago
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So. About Mirrorverse.
Yesterday I discovered that my former co-author for the Mirrorverse deleted her two stories that were part of the series off of ao3 and removed herself as a co-author of the series. I'm not sure exactly when it happened, but that is when I found out about it. The two stories that she wrote both (though the former part 5 more than the former part 3) contain plot points that are important so the later parts of the series make sense.
I honestly haven't decided what to do yet. My first thought was just two write two new Mirrorverse fics to fill the gaps, and I do want the series to be properly whole once more.
But I honestly don't know if I'm going to be able to do it. The me of 12-16 months ago, when the earlier parts of Mirrorverse were written, is very different from the me of now. As a person and especially as a writer. Add to that every time I think about Mirrorverse I'm reminded of my former co-author, which normally results in my writing 'mood,' as it were, rather souring.
I want to write the fics. I really do. Mirrorverse was (and still is) my fanfic baby and I worked on it week-in, week-out for an entire year. I was (and still am) very proud of myself for seeing it through, especially because it was originally planned as a one-shot. I want it to be what it deserves to be, not a puzzle missing two very important pieces.
But I don't know if I'm going to be able to (or willing to) put myself through the level of emotional pain that will be involved in outlining and writing those two replacement fics.
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triptychgardener · 1 year ago
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a third friendsim featuring whatever human children in hauntswitch should start off with joey and the other human protagonist[s] before actually getting into the thick of it [and maybe end with befriending calliope and also have a fight with crockertier mspar to the tune of carne vale because remember there is one awol splinter of mspar]
Iiiiii probably would need to replay the games in order to fully understand this. It's been quite a while since I played any of the game. Personally I'm not sure I would really Want to see a continuation of Friendsim at this point. I think (personally) the games started getting weaker when they forsook actually exploring the characters in favor of acting upon an overarching metastory. Part of it is just I feel like having a variety of authors in Pesterquest leads to some very inconsistent quality. I think Jade's arc is really excellent, Roxy's is for the most part wonderful, and there is a lot of good writing! But then you get stuff like Jane's route, or the disrespect given to Kanaya, and it just sort of made me unenthusiastic. And when it started getting to the end, where routes like Feferi's were basically nonexistent in favor of the metaplot... I feel like it defeated the purpose of having these little bite-sized character exploration episodes. I wouldn't hate to see like, a genuine sequel that follows more of a coherent story, but that feels more like the realm of fanon more than anything. I think philosophically Pesterquest is about sealing these characters in as their most, like, archetypal selves. The whole story isn't unaware of this, since MSPAR's whole thing is about solving people's problems and making friends. It's very much aiming to be a "fix-it," but it's notable that, like, a lot of it (especially the alpha kids) takes these characters as independent from each other, rather than intertwined. I'm not gonna pretend this is in anyway a coherent criticism beyond some light nitpicks and some mild hypocrisy on my part. I think after seeing what Vast Error did with the Friendsim format in Snowbound Blood leaves the original product feeling a little weak by comparison. Or the strong thematics that the fanmade Friendsim Volume 2 is dealing with. I think postcanon Homestuck's utter indecisiveness over the nature of fandom is part of why so much of postcanon swings between toothless and bitter, and it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth. If they were willing to tell an actual story, I'd be interested.
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skitariiposting · 2 years ago
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Good friend jerry,
Other than your current format, what are some other ways to make posts look and feel more admech? I ask because i want to post images of my current army and more as they grow but like thematically.
Sincerely,
Me
funct.print ("[Excited] Hi Me-unit! Your name is confusing, and I love it! I dunno if there's a silver bullet to this question, but might I recommend adding a frame around your pictures before you upload them? I was teasing the idea a while ago when I was getting ready to snap some shots of my own minis, but I dropped it last second due to being lazy. :/ However you are more than welcome to pick that idea up and dust it off if you want to use it! More than anything, keep this in mind: if its a personal blog, reblog anything, if its a themed blog, try to sticking to reblogging things that fit the theme. Oh and reblog a lot. Your blog doesn't have to be just your posts, if its content people might enjoy, reblog it. You're giving the creator more eyes on their stuff and you're increasing the odds someone'll look at your stuff along the way. Reblog, reblog, reblog!!!");
funct.print ("[statement] ironically I've kinda been dumbing down the amount of thematic stuff. Not the roleplaying mind you, that's the whole point of the blog. :P As fun as it is to have things be more immersive, it's kinda become a pain to keep writing all of the code things at the beginning of everything I do on tumblr. So, I've mainly been keeping it to funct.print, green coding text, etc. etc. like on this post.");
funct.print ("[upbeat] of course, I still try to add the whole kit and kaboodle any time I feel like putting in the extra effort, but don't feel like you have to every time. I've found just doing whatever is the most comfortable for yourself works best, as most people will enjoy you having fun with your posts! Which is, y'know, why I'm still making posts! 'Snot like I get paid to do this. We aren't corperate social media accounts here, we aren't being held to a standard, we're people! It just so happens this people is a martian cyborg silly little guy, and you can be whatever kind of people you wanna be! Add a frame to photos, change the format of your text, post funny little things that make you chuckle even if it doesn't make anyone else chuckle, reblog silly cat photos that have nothing to do with your themeing!");
funct.print ("[sentimental] Because at the end of the day, you're just as much a mutual on your own blog than anyone else on this site. Make a blog you'd follow and reblog. Others who like the same thing will come eventually, just give it time. And remember to love yourself as much as I love you.");
funct.print ("[statement] Now go forth and post and reblog stuff! People don't wanna follow an empty blog! -Jerry <3");
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themadmanofbloomington · 6 days ago
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In the long run for the adults it's better, and sometimes for the kids, if any, it can be too, I have slowly come to terms with my parents being apart, and how it has ultimately made my life better and worse, the part that made it worse wasn't the fault of the divorce though, it was all my dad's fault. I am both forever indebted to him and under compensated by him for his actions. If it weren't for him divorcing my mom I'd be stuck in the monotony of the church he was a pastor for, probably wouldn't realize my (lack of) sexuality, I'd still be oblivious to all the harm so many so called Christians were advocating for, I'd never have played half of the games I have now that have shaped me, wouldn't have made any online friends, but at the same time I would've had a healthy group of people who I could call my IRL friends, I'd still live in my childhood home, I wouldn't have had to leave my life behind twice, I'd still be close to the side of my family I care about.
i love divorce i love when people realize that they aren't a good fit for each other and get divorced about it. more people should get divorced
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milktian · 5 months ago
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slowly healing (trying to fix my timeline to stop showing me hsr and genshin stuff it's so hard why is there so much,,,)
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roadkilledretard · 8 months ago
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thinking about the fact i got bipolar testing recommended to me by a county professional the other day. i wonder what they would actually diagnose me with
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