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thoughts about johm marstlin
#i'm so insecure about my art atm in this community since i have no idea the atmosphere of it so i#might delete this later if i get in my head too much about it or it starts getting negative attention#he's so fun to draw though#i've been having lots of fun trying to stylize new characters since switching fandoms again#so :] yay for that and having fun and playing and drawing !!#also about the bow legged headcanon#javier is the same cuz hosea carried him around on his hip a lot as well as javi's mama back home in mexico#(and also kieran is too but that's cuz he's been riding horses SO much since he was so little but that's kinda irrelevant)#also my style is very inconsistent cux im just trying to have fun and be loose ! my digital drawings have been super stif lately tho ugh#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#john marston#rdr#red dead redemption#art#hero draws sometimes#image
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Ok I feel better ❤️🩹 thanks everyone
#sometimes I get a negative comment and it makes me spiral cause I assume the commentor is Correct and that I need to Fix / Address their#issue RIGHT NOW OR ELSE (or else what??? who knows. anxiety is weird)#and I’m like. ok . gotta reflect. gotta think. gotta figure out how to solve this and never fuck up or make anyone mad at me ever again#and I start spiralling#and sometimes the reality check of like ‘uhh no I think that person may just have been incorrect’#feels really good#because my gut feeling is that? but also like. I’m like#terrified of being defensive / constantly wanting to ‘do better’ take critiques into account etc etc#and sometimes it’s overwhelming when you take Every Critique Seriously#but hearing other folks be like ‘yeah no this is kinda silly’ makes me feel like. ok. I am right / allowed to feel upset by that#I’m just very like … I don’t know … assume in every situation I’m usually Wrong on some level (cause that feels safest) so one when someone#is like ‘YOURE WRong/bad/etc’ I’m like OH NO MY WORST FEARS REALIZED THEY SEE THE TRUE ME#‘how do I immediately fix myself and be better for them!!!!?’#and hearing others say ‘uhm. you don’t have to? you’re doing fine. just. keep doing what you’re doing’#Is like some of the biggest relief I can experience ?? I feel very guilty for needing that kind of support /input / etc#but it feels very very validating#even when I’m terrified of being validated cause I assume the default state is im Probably Wrong#ugh introspection is. hard . when you have a warped (?) view of yourself :(
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Misc icons since I think I should occasionally share the ones I do for myself but I usually only do one so a set isn't happening (some older some newer).
Icon masks by revivalrequiem 🕸 💙, z0mb1tch, and from this rentry.
Some transparents by poketransparents.
Flags in order (minus rainbow and trans flag): fictive (left) fictionkin (right), yandereblood, bigender, rosboy, aroace, faggender, fag
#luxicons#icons#ghost trick#vocaloid#obey me#skip no loafer#pokemon#obey me lucifer#pokemon carmine#mitsumi iwakura#hatsune miku#project voltage#one piece#one piece nami#electric type miku#fairy type miku#dark type miku#needy streamer overload#shaman king#faust viii#johann faust viii#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi thistle#the only neg in a misc bag is the tagging ugh#a lot excluded those are just the sure why not ranging from fond to ehh i kinda still like it#I don't like the rainbow shadow nowadays but whatever#i don't interact w fandom and just yap to a friend reg sk so zero idea how my baby gets tagged#anyways whew i think that's all. my condolences to ppl not wanting to see posts including other media but I'm not making separate posts for#just a few icons. this is more for on own blog preservation idc if tumblr fucks the search up
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Genuinely starting to regret going to that hiring event and getting this job. My boss literally Does Not Communicate Ever
#ramblings#neg#i feel like i'm going to go insane#i missed multiple days of work bc she never sent the schedule and i had no fucking clue i was supposed to go in#and she never fucking. said anything?? she never contacted me about it?? like#she said she sent it but obviously she fucking didn't#i go multiple days without showing up with no notice and she just. doesn't call or text or anything??#girl it's literally YOUR JOB to make sure i'm doing mine. what the fuck happened#and it's not like she doesn't have other contacts like she can very much call my parents if she can't get ahold of me#something similar happened on my first day. it got delayed bc of the snow and she never notified me#i wasn't gonna go anyways bc the roads were covered in snow. no way me or my parents were driving in that#but like i had to reach out and be like hey what's going on#but like THAT'S YOUR JOB YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE KEEPING YOUR EMPLOYEES UPDATED ON THIS KINDA STUFF#WHAT DID YOU LIKE. FORGET I EXIST??#it's been the same thing twice now where she says she sent a message but i never get anything#like at some point you gotta be like hm. maybe there's something going on#i'm so fucking mad rn i wanna bash my head into a wall#if she doesn't get this shit sorted out next time i'm gonna lose it bc how are you gonna let this happen more than two times in a row#i'm so tired. man. i hate it here#maybe i'm just overreacting but this does not bode well for my job#like is it too much to ask for basic communication with your employees#ugh
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sauce trying to befriend the popular twitch streamers and gamers is giving sheltered christian kid realizes their only hopes for friendship in school are the weird white boy reddit users who think slurs are comedy, and is just excited to have 'cool' friends so they'll do or say or get into anything their friends do to sound equally as smart just to be capable of saying (lying) that they have 'friends' to their mom when she asks about their day so their family doesn't think they poured all that money into a socially inept loser. instead, they poured all that money into a socially desperate parakeet
#mannnnnnn i knew from the Moment#ad*n was bad news#AND I AINT FORGIVING OR EXCUSING SHIT ON ANYONES PART#ignorance is common bcs it's easy but easy doesnt mean end#easy readies advancement#which is harder#not everyone realizes that#they think shits so easy cus they so smart#nah bro ure just stuck#whats the real smart move is continual growing#we gotta keep learning#or at least trying#nahhh instead everybody wanna fuckin laugh#cus pausing and actually thinking is too awkward#learning is too awkward#stupidity is 'funny'#easy comedy#ugh.#ugh#man#stunted shit and stunted stuntmen#fuckin hate the kind of ppl that get rich sometime#just lets the ppl trying to get rich after them know what kinda level they need to reach & stop at as a person#it's Not very high. in the negatives maybe#fuckin hell.#chances for accountability is everywhere and theres a shortage of accountants#hope he genuinely learns smthin from this bcs he didnt mean it in a conspiring way but still thats compounding People#people are People bro#theres a lot of people in this world. theres a lot of learning#embrace it without ego
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plot twist update on my gf catching my cold: turns out i caught her cold, and it’s definitely something a little worse than a cold but maybe not quite as severe as the flu
#continuing to test negative and i don’t wanna waste my time on a trip to urgent care bc i don’t /think/ it’s the flu idk#though it would put my silly little heart at ease if my gf went to urgent care and got checked out because she’s been sick longer than me#ugh#yearning hours honestly#also coughing and sniffling and itchy hours#kinda self obs#i forgot i have negative luck when it comes to getting sick LMAO#whatever#she’s worth it and i don’t feel that bad at all#which makes me wonder if maybe it is the flu and i just have immunity or something from having it last month ????#i made that up somebody is gonna tell me exactly why that is stupid and how it actually works#but at first my brain was like i can’t have the flu again like six weeks later right….#at least not the same strain#and she doesn’t usually get sick easily or this sick#while i’m the opposite but the poor baby is definitely worse off than me#rambling again see how i wander#who knows…who knows#realized i forgot to finish that thought up there ^ but by ‘immunity’ i mean like#maybe that’s why it’s not as severe lol little booster to the flu shot i got a month too late
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hello friends i’m only like 3 days into my family vacation out of 2 weeks and i already wanna go home 🥹🥹 pls save me
#[🍡] — yapping#ughh hate to be negative but like. i’m kinda miserable here LFMAOOD😭😭 and i’m just stuck here for two weeks with fam i honestly don’t even#get along with yk#like some are great but some are SOOO judgy and rude to ur face like ik it’s an asian thing maybe se asian thing idk but i can’t stand it#like just bc ur old doesn’t mean u can be fcking MEAN like idgaf if ur 60? or whatever#ugh ugh ugh#pls take me home😒 to my roomie and away from my fam ☹️
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hm.
#been feeling very irritable and negative lately to the point where ive been catching myself getting really frustrated with my dear friends#like i just saw something a friend said and i literally went 'oh my god who gives a fuck' out loud under my breath#and i feel incredibly guilty about it#choosing to blame academia but it literally makes me wanna cry. like i feel like a terrible person and friend#and before you ask. yes i ate yes i had a full nights sleep yes i left my room today yes im drinking water#and its still happening#idk i just cant stop complaining and feeling so DONE with everyone#i just. really thought i was getting better :/#oh well. i guess#ugh i just. UGH last night i talked so much shit about truly one of my closest friends. and its like okay they kinda deserved it#because what they did was shitty#but im literally perpetuating my own worst fear. which is being secretly disliked by those closest to me#:((( AGH.#diary
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im cooking something
#spice.txt#it will be burnt#no im not talking abt food#just trying to get back to normal i guess... havent done art in a while and working on something kinda... uh ... idk#genuinely worried that now i took another stupid hiatus everone legit hates me this time around#but im pushing those feelings faaaar awat goodbye#puts my head down and goes to be alone again#i hate being sad#oh also my period ACTUALLY showed up now so idk what last week was i thought it was that ....#ugh something wrong with me /neg
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Good Morning..hello-
How is everyone? I am. kinda irritated and a little mad but..I’ll be fine.. I dunno. Gonna rant in the tags don’t mind me-
#frin.txt#yeah so apparently my brother is taking my car because#I left his truck ‘on’ last night or something like that.#I’m so tired of people taking my car because#I always ALWAYS. have to pay for my gas and everyone else’s just takes it#without even paying me back!!! /neg#i swear to god#if my brother doesn’t pay for my gas imma get angrier UGH…#imma play Minecraft to calm down. I’m just kinda upset#my inbox is open for anything or any questions though…#rant post#personal rant
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#the coffin of andy and leyley#im going to be RANTING and there will be negative thoughts#> i just want to ramble but i dont want to write it in my journal cuz i dont want to reread it#i need to get my thought OOOUUTT#anyway#i have no idea why im so upset about andrew and ashley sleeping together#we all knew it was gonna happen#im not surprised im disgusted#but its like- obviously they were going to :/#i just kinda wish they died and suffered a lot before they could get to that part#*sssiiiighhh*#its a good game#very disturbing and makes me incredibly uncomfortable#...#seriously tho why am i so distraught over this ofc they were going to have sex ugh#okay i have to calm down and just push this out of my mind :////#its whatever ITS WHATEVER#< affirmations#ill probably forget this when i finish watching manly play the game#at least i get to hear his thoughts
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Ferrari!driver!Reader x Jason Todd/wayne
Summary The world hates Y/n, but she loves Jason.
Warning slut shaming, hate, not proofread, spelling mistakes
A/N Sorry for the hiatus! Also I guess this kinda turned into a DC crossover? Been kinda into it and then I got this request sooo…… there is no mention of the superhero’s but you can imagine what you want! (Jason’s last name os Wayne)
This was a request!


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Yourusername Almost the start of the season! I’m so exited to finally get in the car and do what I love.
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User1 why are all het posts so dry??
User2 Ugh why is she even in f1?
User3 huh why? This is so random??
User2 well she’s not even good and the only way she got here is cause she slept with one of the higher ups
User3 huh???!!!
User4 this feels so pr scripted…
User5 she’s so cute tho…
User6 Points!!!
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Y/nPriv wknd dump: 1. Should I post this on main?? 2. Baking for the engineers cause they lovely 3. Readingg 4. My new hat😄 5. Watching Harry Potter 6. A bts from my car!
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Bsfuser 1. YES 2. You are too nice 3. Always 4. It’s cute! 5. Why wasn’t I invited :( 6. If you invite me than I can see it fr….
Y/nPriv 1. Okayyy 2. No.. 3. Yes 4. Thx love 5. Sorryyyy… 6. …….
Sisteruser y’all are so weird
Sisteruser can you come over and bake for me……?????
Y/nPriv do you only want me to come over so you can have free food?
Sisteruser ………..no…….
Friend1 cutie
Friend2 wait when are you gonna tell me how the gala went??
Y/nPriv soon my love. We should get lunch when I’m back and I’ll tell you about it!
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Vironica: Hello everyone, and welcome to a nee episode of Formula One talk!
Sara: Hi guys!
Vironica: So today, we will talk about something that you guys have waited for for quite a while.
Sara: Yes! We will talk about Y/n Y/l/n! She is, currently, the only female driver on the grid, and we don’t know a lot about her, but today we will begin this episode with discussing her and her performance on the track!
Vironica: I couldn’t have explained it better! So if you slept under a rock, or if you are new to f1, this year is the first year in a very long time that a female driver on the grid. That female being Y/n Y/l/n. She made it where she is now quite fast, she is currently 21 and this is her first year on the grid.
Sara: Yes, and that is also basically everything that we know about her. She is a very private person, so the only thing we know is her age, how she got up to f1, a few of her close family, and the things she shows us on instagram. Which is not a lot, and a lot less than that we know about the other drivers.
Vironica: Yes, and I think that that is what started the negative opinion on her. With not a lot known about her, people are, obviously, going to think things. And that is what happened. Because Twitter immediately began spectating a lot of thing, and Sara, you have a few examples.
Sara: Yes, alright, I won’t say who tweeted it for privacy reasons. So here we go! ‘The reason that Y/n is so private is 100 percent because she did some shady things or whatever’ and ‘the only reason we know nothing about Y/n’ real stop shops is cause she never had a real one and only has one night stand like a sl*t’ the next one is ‘Y/n is so weird to me, like she loves all these nerdy things and loves all these geeky things, so how could she possibly be good at driving?’ And the last one ‘there finnaly being a woman on the grid and it being Y/n is such a disappointment, like we finally get some one that can maybe make a difference and it is the girl that is too scarred to say anything, yet alone stand against an entire group of people and speak up’
Victoria: Okay so there are some very mean things said, but there is also a layer of truth to some of it. And also, the only other thing that is known about her is that she loves movies, reading and baking. Which is totally different than formula 1 racing, so that raises the question of if she is really fit for her spot and this life. And a lot of people see her as wierd, we included, because how in the world can a girl that for not care at all about her public appearance, is now a very public figure, more than the other drivers because she is the first women in many years to be on the grid.
Sara: exactly! And then to top it all off, we haven’t really seen her interacting with the other drivers, so it could go both ways, either they all hate her, or there is something going on behind the scenes that we don’t know. And fans have been speculating about how the WAG’s thing about her, with them not saying anything, so would they be jealous, and is there a reason to be? We will be going further into it in this episode along with other things F1!
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F1Fanatic valid tbh
User I think it is kinda mean but some points are valid, because why enter F1 if you don’t want anything from your life public?
User7 I hate girls being mean to girls
Y/nfan why are people so mean tho??
L4fan cause she deserves it…
Hshsh I think this may go a bit far…..
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Yourusername Thank you so much to the Wayne family for inviting me to the gala! It was such an honour to be there
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WayneEnterprises We are happy that you were there!
User7 WAIT WHAT???
User8 Insane that she was there!!
ToddJ Great to have you here!
User9 crossover from the century
User10 Does this mean they are now a sponsor ooorrr…..
User11 Probably now because otherwise Charles and other Ferrari people would be there…
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Yourusername first race of the season! I am so grateful for this amazing opportunity, and we already have points! This was such an amazing week and I am looking forward to more weeks like this!
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User12 10 things I hate about you?!?! love that movie tbh
User13 Romcom AND boo lover?? AND shes in F1! this girl is living the dream
User1 shes not even good tho
User2 I love the red aesthetic
User3 I love this era of seeimg her life tho :)
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Yourusername I heard a little rumour….
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Alexandrasaintmleux I want what you have tho
Yourusername honey you have everything I want
Lilymhe I think I may want to hear it too…..
Yourusername I think I may want to tell you suddenly
OllieBearman wait what. Am I late??
LilyZneimer cant wait to see you!!
Francisca.cgomes DM me please right now
Kimi.antonelli uuuummmmm what is going on??
Kellypiquet I also heard something…. Not sure what it is…
User0 I love how this is not only her confirming the rumours between her and Jason but also silencing the haters and those podcast people and also the other WAG’s backing her up!
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Yourusername @ToddJ sooooo secrets out I guess….. happy anniversary Jason
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User4 OMG IM DYING WTF
User5 She a gold digger 100%
User6 bro she’s literally a f1 driver that basically means she’s a millionaire
User7 already a power couple
User8 IM FERAL THEY ARE SO HOT HEBHDGWHSBB
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ToddJ @yourusername already our first anniversary….
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User9 THEY ARE SO CUTE
WayneDamian bro’s a simp
Bruce_Wayne Be nice to your brother
Timdrake This is how I find out???
Dickgrayson congrats? How could you keep this a secret for one year tho???
User10 ALL THE WAYNE FAMILY IS HERE!!!
User11 OMG FINALLY SOME MORE CONTENT FROM MY FAVOURITE DRIVER!!
User12 I ALREADY LOVE THEM!!
User13 this is actually soooooo cute I CABT ANYMORE
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It might be a bit mixed up but I started writing when the last season was still going on, and I changed it to the current season…
#sterredm fics💕#sterredm fics#formula 1#f1 x you#x reader#f1 imagine#f1 x reader#formula 1 fanfic#formula 1 fic#f1 fanfic#formula one#formula 1 smau#formula 1 x driver!reader#formula 1 x y/n#formula 1 fluff#formula 1 x reader#f1 fic#f1 x driver!reader#driver!reader#dc comics#jason todd#jason todd x reader#jason todd x you#jason todd x y/n
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ASKS IN A BUNDLE BC IM TIRED : PART 3
YESSSS FOR EVERY QUESTION MY LOVE.
NAH ITS OK, WHENEVER THIS HAPPENS? LITERALLY BE DELULU (ik some people say it's bad to say be delusional, i meant don't feed further into it and take it as a funny shit)
i literally know and been there, i have every proof but my mind wants the material, i simply go by my logic where "i don't see oxygen but it's a fact i breathe it, so the same with my DR."
oh my god i'm sorry what the fuck??? first of all my deepest apologies, are you fine now? i seriously get you and understand what you mean, have you confronted him? tell the school if he's in the same school as urs or actually alert someone about it on higher position to take actions, hacking is no funny business no matter how much "ashamed" your posts are (WHICH ARE NOT, NEVER BE ASHAMED MY LOVE, FUCK THEM). keep calm in the meantime and don't panic at all! affirm continuously that everything is under control, and don't let real life threats mix with your mind, good luck!
MWAH I MISSED U MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, YESSSSS THIS IS COMMON, it's a state where your mind is actually entering UNAWARE OF ITSELF, but once you say "omg i'm entering" your body will hold u back saying "wtf we are entering? that's not allowed, this only happens when we are unaware." focus on a point or count backwards and simply do WHATEVER you want as long as you keep your mind off it, simply exist and whenever you get the symptoms? be like "oh yeah that's nothing."
OK EASY THING I USED TO DO AND HELPED ME SM: daydream.
no fr, i love daydreaming and imagining scenarios like i'm bayonetta or sm shit (i fucking love netta) anyways, distract yourself gently, feel your body getting pulled back to your senses? be like "oh wait there's another scenario hol up" and go back to it for fun, IGNORING in the best way, but if you're really wanting to get in it without it all, wake up in the dead of the night and try.
I ADORE U SO MUCH MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ML
THAT'S BEFORE HYPNAGOGIA, hypnagogia is where even when you are numb or see colors, YOU'LL FEEL TRIPPY AND KINDA HIGH.
that's my experience yall, don't come for me,
like i feel being pushed pulled rolled and literally being done everyshit to me, i seriously understand the boredom part but trust me, this time? go and go, affirm and affirm no matter how much it takes, feel bored? imagine what will you say when you wake up and send me a success ask about how you entered and got in! good luck!
FOR REAL UGH, Y'ALL THAT'S LITERALLY IT.
IT IS ACTUALLY MANIFESTING CALLED REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY TECHNIQUE.
hate, negativity, fear, and whatnot is actually a very VERY big metaphor that helps people get their desires bc of how powerful it is once you KNOW how to use it, and no i don't mean go hate yourself, but since this anon KNOWS that whatever she says the opposite happens, it actually applies to her reality. i used to say "ugh i hate apple juice so much"
and then for some fucking reason i keep drinking it.
my mother wanted to go to med school so bad, but she kept saying "i fear engineering, i can go anywhere but never there."
guess who's there then? she PULLED this to her life instead of telling herself she's already in med school.
IQWUEGFYEWQ FIRST CONGRATS BBY, OK TO BE AWARE IN IT, you can either ask yourself thru the day "am i in the void?" so much to the point you'll ask yourself that when you're there, or just repeated "i always stay aware in the void" before sleep like a mantra and that can help a lot, BUT GOOD LUCK DARL I KNEW YOU CAN DO IT.
OMFG GIRL IF YOU STAYED A WHILE LONGER YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN THROWN IN THE VOID.
THAT WAS HYPNAGOGIA BEFORE YOU DECIDED TO WAKE UP FROM IT, i get the fear tho like it is TRIPPY as FUCKKKKKKKKK, BUT CONGRATS YOU WERE SO CLOSE MWAH.
oml you always are in the hypnagogia already-
when you're there, that's the point, throw every anxiety aside, you're literally one second away from everything, stop the "i can't" and flip it to "i can."
watch the thoughts like you're watching tv, at the end every thought will go away and leave a blank tv, there we go, that's the mind clearance, do that before entering, GOOD LUCK.
SYMPTOMS ARE NOT SIGNS MOST OF THE TIME, THEY R JUST YOUR BODY SENDING SIGNALS WHEN SOMETHING NEW IS HAPPENING, when you enter a pool, your body goes cold first, right? that's adapting, same with symptoms, continue as though you already have them bc having them or not having them have no meaning at all!
nah shifting time is in your hands, frustrations are a food to the belief that you need time to shift.
to shift, you have to THINK from your DRSELF, not AS your DRSELF, credits to someone on youtube i heard from, but either way, shifting is not by time, it's by decision, it's not about the method, not about the time, not about the duration, it's simply about you, ACCEPT YOU CAN SHIFT, acceptance is when even when you did not shift, the ability to wake up being like "nah i still shifted, that was fun." that's acceptance y'all, shifting is in your hands darl.
HI LOVE, it's not "reaching" it's just being aware when you reach it, bc every functional human gets it before sleep, and yeah you actually can feel your body bc hypnagogia is not the void!
sit somewhere, and just talk with yourself, why are you scared? what's holding you back? argue with it, tell it to leave, do whatever, but you are the one in control, you overthink it too much, shifting is just being and the void is just awareness, that's all my love.
because once you change yourself, reality will follow.
ITS OK ML, hell yeah you can manifest them with u! you can simply manifest them to be in your timeline as though everything was that way, good luck!
HI DARL, ok so that's actually such a good idea, BUT I CANNOT PROMISE IF I CAN AT THIS MOMENT, but i can promise you whenever i have the time to instantly make one, alr? GOOD LUCK,
hi doll! first of all, i hear you and i understand you, i know how it can feel.
but reality can NEVER fail you, once you decide, it has been decided already, this means changing EVERY thought of the exam, not just "oh i have xyz grade".
it means feeling and KNOWING what you answered was already correct and you know it is, you know you have it and you won't even have one ounce of anxiety, it's like you ordered something and laid back to watch it come to your doorsteps, NOT: didn't order it but i tell myself i have ordered it.
yk?
time does not dictate it, start FRESH and start new, throw all the victimization off, you can do it!
HOLY SHIT YOU'RE ALREADY A MASTER MANIFESTER WHY U LIMITING YOURSELF BBY.
there's this block in your path about it, THROW IT AWAY, and nah it's not ab ignoring or to "have faith".
actually stop giving a fuck and know you'll have it, get doubts, tell yourself "but i literally manifested xyz." omfg my hand hurts.
#manifesting#reality shifting#shiftblr#loa tumblr#loassumption#law of assumption#law of manifestation#loa blog#void state#coco's answers
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Mk11 characters x Shinnok’s spawn! GN reader intros.
masterlist
pt.1 >pt.2 pt.3 pt.4
tw/cw: possible ooc, may be more inaccurate, implication of suicidal thoughts in kuai’s first part, and all platonic!! Reader has enough bs in general in sub zero and night wolf’s parts (valid crashout), ALL PLATONIC
Character list (part 2): Frost, Noob Saibot, Sub Zero (Kuai Liang), Scorpion (Hanzo Hasashi), Nightwolf. Kuai Liang and Hanzo were your appointed god-uncles, so yeah, you turning over to the darkness makes them kinda sad :((
Reader’s background: Reader is Liu Kang’s adopted child, a young one he found between Netherealm and Earthrealm. Kung Lao absolutely adored Liu Kang’s child, his very own nibling. As did almost everyone else when they met you.
It is revealed in Mkx, reader was the spawn of Shinnok, made to take his place should he ever perish. Raiden, who was now so obsessed with Earthrealm’s safety, even if it means attacking and shunning all those he deemed a threat, he banished reader from Earthrealm, demanding all those who ally with him to kill reader upon sight.
Now, in Mk11 after the time merger, reader can’t bring themselves to trust anyone. Not after being betrayed, left behind, and hunted. Living in an abandoned mansion, alone, in the dark.
you’ve unlocked a new entry!
If they want someone to villanise, they’ll get what they want. You were Shinnok’s Spawn, no? You are evil incarnate’s descendant, destined to take over the realms. You won’t be weak anymore.
That’s what you want. That’s what you want…
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Frost- You most definitely won’t become a slave like her.
༘⋆ ❅ ・:*:。 ❆ (1)
F- You are foolish to refuse Kronika’s offer, NAME, she would have made you stronger.
R- And become a robotic slave like you? No thanks.
F- She will make us both into the greatest warriors.
༘⋆ ❅ ・:*:。 ❆ (2)
R- Giving up your soul for a mere body or betraying the Grandmaster….I can’t imagine which is worse.
F- He held me back!
R- He was training you so you could attain the position you now desperately crave.
༘⋆ ❅ ・:*:。 ❆ (3)
F- We both crave for the respect we deserve.
R- Unlike you, I didn’t betray my mentor in favor of… that body.
F- I’ll kill you here to prove that I’m worthy of it!
༘⋆ ❅ ・:*:。 ❆ (4)
R- By the Elder Gods, you look like your parents dropped you on the head as a baby.
F- I’ll freeze the words off your tongue, insolent spawn!
R- Bring it on, ice cube.
༘⋆ ❅ ・:*:。 ❆ (5)
R- Come with me back to Sub-Zero, Frost.
F- Since when did you do his bidding, outcast?
R- I owe him a favor. He also didn’t say you had to return unharmed.
༘⋆ ❅ ・:*:。 ❆ (6)
F- Kronika wants to test your skills against me.
R- Psh. Tell her to piss off.
F- I’ll give her your head to prove that even Shinnok’s incarnate is not invincible against me.
༘⋆ ❅ ・:*:。 ❆ (7)
F- I’ll freeze you till you turn blue from the cold.
R- Yes, Frost, you of all people should know negative temperatures, especially in such concentration, does that to flesh.
F- Ugh! I’ll silence your loud mouth!
༘⋆ ❅ ・:*:。 ❆ (8)
R- I could never imagine betraying Liu Kang like you with Grandmaster Kuai Liang.
F- You did so with Raiden, you don’t get to judge me.
R- Raiden isn’t my mentor. He was my father’s, and I only respected him for that.

Noob Saibot- Undead abomination trying to get you to embrace your destiny… more fully.
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ (1)
NS- Come back to your rightful home in the shadows.
R- The shadows embrace me, but I do not wish for them to keep their hands on me longer.
NS- The light does not welcome you like the darkness, child.
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ (2)
NS- The Emperor and Empress want you to return home to rule by their side.
R- Fuck them, Bi-Han. They aren’t transferring my soul to be a revenant.
NS- I will execute you to bring you to them myself.
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ (3)
R- Raiden still doesn’t shun Hanzo for what he’s done to you.
NS- That is expected of a god that killed us all.
R- One thing we can agree on for once.
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ (4)
R- You of all people should know Kronika lies to everyone for her own gain.
NS- She offers me a new life and clan in the New Era.
R- Yeah. Trust the bald lady who was the cause of everyone’s injustices.
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ (5)
NS- Liu Kang calls for your soul back.
R- He’s a undead fucker trying to kill me.
NS- It is the only way he can do with disciplining you.
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ (6)
R- Death shan’t embrace me today.
NS- It is a merciful alternative to what I’m going to do.
R- Why? On the orders of my ‘father’?
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ (7)
R- Do you even have a shred of care for your brother?
NS- I disown him in every way he did me.
R- He did so for good reason.
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ (8)
NS- You would have the honor of ruling the Netherealm.
R- I wish to not be damned royalty.
NS- Better than be rotting away slowly and shunned.

Sub-Zero- Well, goduncle, huh? Where was he when you needed support?
⋆⁺₊❅⋆ ⁺₊❆⋆𐙚 (1)
R- Can your ice put me out of my misery?
SZ- It could. But I will not do so.
R- Ugh. The one time you could do me a favor, you choose not to.
⋆⁺₊❅⋆ ⁺₊❆⋆𐙚 (2)
R- You and Scorpion are my god-uncles?
SZ- Liu Kang wanted us to be there for you, should he perish.
R- Hah. Wonder where this… care, was, years ago.
⋆⁺₊❅⋆ ⁺₊❆⋆𐙚 (3)
SZ- Liu Kang wants you to return home to him.
R- I don’t have a home, Grandmaster.
SZ- Years of isolation has addled your heart.
⋆⁺₊❅⋆ ⁺₊❆⋆𐙚 (4)
SZ- Cease your war on Earthrealm, NAME.
R- Hell no, not when all of you were *begging* me to embrace the darkness within me.
SZ- It is one of the many mistakes I wish to atone for.
⋆⁺₊❅⋆ ⁺₊❆⋆𐙚 (5)
SZ- Return Shinnok’s Amulet to Raiden at once, NAME.
R- Hah, here to stop me before I decide to make you all suffer?
SZ- We will bring you back to the light.
⋆⁺₊❅⋆ ⁺₊❆⋆𐙚 (6)
R- I’ll save the Lin Kuei’s destruction for last, if it makes you feel better.
SZ- I shall not allow you to bring your Netherealm army into Earthrealm, NAME.
R- Your clan’s destruction shall be first, then.
⋆⁺₊❅⋆ ⁺₊❆⋆𐙚 (7)
R- I’m making sure Raiden doesn’t harm us all again.
SZ- So why wage war on Earthrealm?
R- Because those who stand, or stood by him, are my enemy.
⋆⁺₊❅⋆ ⁺₊❆⋆𐙚 (8)
SZ- Your soul is broken, NAME.
R- It is, and the only way it’ll heal is if Raiden pays.
SZ- We will find a way to make you whole again without bloodshed.

Scorpion- You don’t want to trust a former Revenant, not now, not ever.
🔥⚔️⊹₊🔥⋆。°✩ (1)
S- You’ve suffered the loss of family and friends.
R- I don’t wish to waste time dwelling on them any longer.
S- The pain has poisoned your compassion and empathy.
🔥⚔️⊹₊🔥⋆。°✩ (2)
S- Return Raiden’s amulet to him at once, NAME.
R- I don’t think so, uncle.
S- I don’t wish to harm my god nibling, stand down if you know what’s good for you.
🔥⚔️⊹₊🔥⋆。°✩ (3)
R- Can’t say I blame you for defying Raiden.
S- It was my mistake of not listening to his words.
R- They never held water, Scorpion.
🔥⚔️⊹₊🔥⋆。°✩ (4)
R- Sorry for beating up your chujin, but he attacked me first.
S- That does not excuse beating him within an inch of his life, NAME.
R- Okay, I went overboard, my fault.
🔥⚔️⊹₊🔥⋆。°✩ (5)
R- So, Takeda and Jacqui, eh?
S- For someone who travels like a ghost in the shadows, I’m not surprised you know of it.
R- Heh, means Takeda’s gonna be my what, god cousin now?
🔥⚔️⊹₊🔥⋆。°✩ (6)
S- Quan Chi tried to make a deal with you?
R- I beat him within an inch of his life before he decided to flee.
S- A wise choice.
🔥⚔️⊹₊🔥⋆。°✩ (7)
S- My revenant tried to recruit you for Kronika?
R- Tried to bring him back, didn’t work so well.
S- We will restore him together, for the better.
🔥⚔️⊹₊🔥⋆。°✩ (8)
R- Honestly, I’m glad as hell you aren’t evil anymore.
S- My fire burns just as strongly as my past self’s.
R- This… can mean either bad or good. I hope it’s the latter.
🔥⚔️⊹₊🔥⋆。°✩ (Revenant Scorpion)
R- Kronika lies, Scorpion. She cares not for your clan.
R! S- She will restore my family back, NAME, as she will with yours, if you come with me.
R- I’m bringing you back to the real world, since you *did* save my ass a while back, I’ll return the favor.

Nightwolf- The Great Spirit may accompany him, but She can’t save you.
𓃥☾🐾✧𓃦 (1)
R- My quarrel is not with you, Nightwolf.
NW- Haokah wishes for me to bring you to him to save you.
R- Save me? Why now?
𓃥☾🐾✧𓃦 (2)
NW- The Great Spirit can save your soul, NAME.
R- I respect your beliefs and all, but please, she can’t help me.
NW- I promise, your heart will be much lighter.
𓃥☾🐾✧𓃦 (3)
R- Woah… so your mantle’s been passed down for generations?
NW- I hold the mantle given to me by the Great Spirit with pride, NAME.
R- Honestly, I respect that immensely.
𓃥☾🐾✧𓃦 (4)
NW- Kronika has tried to recruit you several times.
R- Whether it’s because her son was my creator, or it’s because she wants my power, I have no idea.
NW- It’s better to not dwell on it.
𓃥☾🐾✧𓃦 (5)
NW- Return what you’ve stolen from the Matoka, NAME.
R- Not yet, Nightwolf, I’m sorry.
NW- Your act of thievery does not do your reputation favors.
𓃥☾🐾✧𓃦 (6)
R- My life may not be dedicated to hating Raiden, but my current goal is to get vengeance.
NW- I see no difference, NAME.
R- When the Matoka is broken down, you’ll see.
𓃥☾🐾✧𓃦 (7)
R- Shinnok’s amulet gives me power. I’m not weak anymore.
NW- Your soul has always been one of the most resilient ones I’ve seen.
R- The darkness I’ve embraced gives me stronger resolve.
𓃥☾🐾✧𓃦 (8)
NW- Few have had such a tragic life as yours.
R- I wonder whether they’ve embraced their destiny.
NW- Fewer still embrace the darkness with open arms.
𓃥☾🐾✧𓃦 (Revenant Nightwolf)
R! NW- The Great Spirit abandoned the Matoka as Raiden has abandoned your people.
R- Don’t think this makes us buddies.
R! NW- When have I ever suggested that?

fin.
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"Safe and sound"
(Pyramid Head x GN Reader)
Summary: after being caught and claimed by the executioner, Silent Hill became a rather tranquil for you. However, a one particular entity, or rather entities, of this town kept bugging you anyways... Pun no intended.
Warning: mention of bugs and/or insects crawl on (Y/N)(?)
World count: 1.2k (kinda short ik hshalsdha)
(sorry if this is freaky, but I literaly dreamed about something similar and I just had to write it down hahdajkdha)
Waking up in this place is a bittersweet experience, on one hand, it's nice to wake up with some extra energy to tolerate the surrounding nonsense, but on the other one, it hurts and sucks to realize that one is still trapped in this hellhole. And today, (Y/N) woke up with the negative thought, but the sight of the broad muscular chest of their lover made their 'morning' a bit better, and also more flustering.
The shift from sleepy and grumpy to shy and akward seemed to amuse the beast, as he let out an low rumble, which resembled a purr.
—"Y-Yeah yeah... Good morning to you too."— you say a bit shy, looking away and gripping his clothes.
Though they don't look away for too long, because soon a large hand grabs their jaw and moves their head just enough for Pyra to see their face. Oh how much he adored that flustered and innocent expression of theirs, a great contrast from the faces of pain and horror he've seen on his daily basis before meeting (and then pursuing) (Y/N).
The mentioned person simply stares back at his massive metal helmet, slowly and involuntarily melting into his warm touch.
—"Do you really like to stare at my face so much?"—
As an answer, Pyra gives them a little squeeze on their cheeks and let out another low amused purr when (Y/N) tries to pull away.
—"He-Hey! Nyo, shtop!"—
Pyra messes with them for a bit longer, clearly enjoying to see them getting upset as they speak funny. This little playfight ends up with the beast wrapping his arms around his little human and pulling them back against his torso, letting them know that he's not ready to let them go, not just yet.
(Y/N) simply sighs and accepts their fate, this is still better than having their face licked and end up with saliva all over it. They start to get comfortable but...
—"Ah...- Aah-!"— you yelp suddenly as your body shivers violently.
Pyra instantly let go of them, allowing (Y/N) to sit up and put their hand underneath their shirt to then pull it out, holding...
A creeper.
That goddamn stupid roach-
—"AGH! For fuck's sake!"— you exclaim as you throw the insect against a wall.
Call this animal cruelty or whatever, but when these little shits keep crawling under your clothes and shirt every damn time you lay down and doze off for a moment, one kinda becomes annoyed with it. And feel their insect limbs and scaly body cling and brush against your soft skin or make the low hissing noises whenever you try to pull them away is straight up disgusting! Ew!
(Y/N) then lift their shirt, to make sure they spot any sneaky ones, and of course there is another one because life sucks. Yet this one resulted to be more stubborn.
—"Ugh, just get off! Is there really no other creature whose warmth you could leach on?!"— you grumble angrily as you try to shake the insect away, yet it kept clinging to your sleeve tightly.
Thankfully their struggles didn't last long, a single growl from the massive beast was enough to set the little roach-like thing into flee, quickly crawling away from them and disappearing into a random crack on the wall.
After a second check and coming out clean, (Y/N) let out a relieved sigh as they fix their clothes a bit.
—"Thanks... Sorry for the yelling, but I'm just tired of waking up with these little shits on me."— you admit tiredly. —"I mean, I'm no snowflake and definetely can handle them crawling on me, but when they go under my shirt..."— you instinctively shiver after mentioning that.
Pyra does nothing at first, not even a movement or a sound. (Y/N) knows that sometimes he goes into this stiff position, and it never fails to kinda freak them out because it's impossible to tell if he's thinking or holding back his anger.
He eventually moves, which caused them to flinch a bit because it was way too sudden. Pyra then began to slowly uncover his torso by opening the upper part of his vest while (Y/N) simply stares at him with a confused and kinda concerned expression, oh god don't tell his possesion over them made him feel lustful again-.
Luckly, Pyra seems not interested in any heated activities (for now). He remains completely still again with his vest opened, revealing his torso all the way down to his toned and scarred abdomen as he 'stares' back at (Y/N), like expecting them to do something.
They remain quiet and hesitant, eyes flickering between his torso and his helmet until it finally clicks.
—"Hold up... You want me to get in there?"— you raise your brow.
A metallic clank resonated from Pyra as he tilts his helmet slightly, movement resembling a nod. (Y/N) blinks a couple of times before doing as told, they're not sure what Pyra's plan is but they won't question it, and if he wanted to take them he'd ripped off their clothes a while ago-.
They slowly slide inside of his vest, their body getting a little spine chill at the sudden warmth of the beast's bare skin, it feels even warmer when exposed. They settle down, their head resting on his chest and their body slightly curled in a ball. The monster then closes his vest, wrapping the clothes around (Y/N) and keeping it closed with his arms wrapped around their smaller form.
Do you know how an owner sometimes let their cat hand out inside of their shirt? Well this is basically the same, but instead of the owner and a cat, it's a giant piramid headed beast and his little lovely human (Y/N).
Despite how weird of an idea it may seem, this is incredibly comfortable and cozy, (Y/N) just can't help but to nuzzle into Pyra's chest as they let out a content hum.
—"Not gonna lie, that's a very clever idea."— you momentarily stop nuzzling, then give a small kiss on one of his pecs before comfortably settling in place again. —"Thank you, really."—
A pleased rumble resonated from Pyra's helmet, making his chest and (Y/N) vibrate a bit. They slowly start to doze off again, and the little gentle nuzzling from the beast against their back isn't making their task to stay awake any easier. The sound of his breathing also resulted incredibly soothing, the way his chest raise and fall with each large breath he takes only lulls them further into sleep.
They feel one large hand slide up and rest in the back of their head, pressing them further against him in a protective manner. They involuntarely smile, childishly grin at the though of them being the only living thing to ever witness and experience this side of the fearsome executioner, who will do anything to keep other creatures away from them, him being the one and only allowed to be this close to (Y/N).
A sane mind would tell that such obsession and posessiveness is absolutely awful, but who said (Y/N) is sane? They lost it the moment they accepted to be taken away by the monster, or maybe they never even had any sanity in the first place! Who knows? Who cares? They surely not, not when they can enjoy being in the beast's arms, bathing in his warmth, listening his heartbeat...
Being kept truly safe and sound.
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Sylus x Plus Size Reader/mc
Slight nsfw mention so mdni please!!!
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I'm a bit on the heavier side, like. Very plus size, and it's been on my mind for the past few days, like. Sylus w/ a plus size mc, and I'm not talking like average, what the media's idea of plus size is, I'm talkin like actual plus size.
Kinda a self insert, but thinking of mc just like poking and prodding at her skin bc it's just ugh! Like, this shirt just isn't looking right on her... maybe she should just go w/ the hoodie or wear a jacket over it like she originally planned, but here comes Sylus and he's all like, "🤨what r u doing?" And mc turns around and she's like, "this shirt just doesn't look right! Or feel right! None of this would be happening if I was smaller!" And Sylus just shuts it down real quick bc, "Sweetie. Ur perfect the way u r. U look absolutely stunning right now." And mc is very skeptical at first, bc she's literally just in typical lounge wear, but Sylus catches her gaze and decides to show her just how beautiful she is.
Omfg and like, thinking of how strong Sylus is. Like, okay another self insert😛 I'm 5'7 which isn't short, but it isn't necessarily tall either. So like, mc trying to like reach something on the highest shelf, and instead of just grabbing it for her, Sylus will lift her up so she can reach it. Just imagine her gripping onto his shoulders and looking down at him like, "Omg! Put me down, I'm too big!" And Sylus just giving her that look to try that again. "Sweetie, that means nothing to me. I'd be an inadequate partner if I couldn't support u in every way hm?" And just to spite her, he carries her away. Mmmmffffffggghhhh Sylus just randomly picking mc up at random bc he just loves holding her and🤤 Sylus holding her up and just fucking her. Like he doesn't even need to hold her against the wall! He can just pick her up and just go to town, no support.
And honestly another self insert, but I personally hate when I get insecure abt my weight and I'm ranting abt it and people get offended like "Ur not fat Marshall." Like that's such an insulting thing. Like, half the time I don't even mean it in a negative way when I point out my weight, I'm just stating an obvious fact. Like I'm big, that's a fact, u getting offended and acting like it's a bad thing that I'm big just makes me feel worse abt myself, hope this helps🙏🏾
Anyways, thinking abt mc like, criticizing her weight one day. Like, "I just don't see what u see in me. Like I'm not saying I'm ugly, but doesn't my weight make me a bit... unappealing?" And Sylus, oh the loverboy he is... "How dare u! Kitten, ur the sexiest person I've ever laid my eyes on." And he goes on this whole spiel abt how weight means nothing to him bc like??? Why should it? Like, genuinely what's so unappealing abt a little extra weight? If anything, he likes her size personally, and boy does he make it obvious. Always pinching those chubby lil cheeks, squeezing her thighs, resting his head on her stomach after a long day. And don't get him started on that ass😛😛😛 the way it bounces as he's fucking mc from behind. The recoil when he gives it a light smack, signaling her to "stay still baby, I'm gonna cum too soon if u move like that." BOY... like wow! Yeah #needthatNEOW
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Anyways that's all. Sorry for like the poor grammar and not spelling words out all the way😭😭😭 I didn't intend for this to be as long as it is. I would have written it properly if I knew I was gonna be doin allat. But anyways yeah. This was just one giant thought I had bc it's like ugh! I just know Sylus would treat a big girl so well and squish down and anxieties and doubts she has abt herself and his thoughts on her. Like yeah... this was literally just written for myself😭😭😭
Also ik I use mc, but u can read it as like a y/n or reader type of thing. I just didn't feel like using "you" atm😪😪😪
#l&ds sylus#lnds sylus#sylus qin#lads sylus#sylus#sylus x mc#love and deepspace sylus#sylus x reader#sylus smut#sylus x you#love and deepspace#love & deepspace#lads#lads mc#lnds#lnds mc#lnds x reader#lnds smut#light smut#plus size reader#marshall cant write
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