#this could be the gifted kid burnout in me
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idk if anyone’s ever talked abt this but the fact Edward Nashton/Dano! Riddler never actually did all that well in school and went to community college is very refreshing to see
i think most versions of the riddler he’s some child genius and it’s kinda reassuring that there’s a version of him that’s still stupidly clever and didn’t “achieve” what most of the other riddler’s achieved
#idk how to phrase things i hope this makes sense#i’m not a writer obviously#this could be the gifted kid burnout in me#but i think dano riddler is my fave riddler just based on that#stupid ramblings#edward nashton#dano riddler
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Mesmer Jr and Medicine Pocket having beef in official arts collection (as of 1 May 2024). I hope they keep beefing for all of eternity.
#they’re like 210 and 37 to me#Mesmer Jr#Medicine Pocket#she deserves more content!!! mesmer jr in xtreme talent when#she is so :/ :| :< :[ vibes#i think they could be frenemies despite mesmer jr being a human enjoyer and medpoc being somewhat the opposite#two different flavors of gifted kid/prodigy burnout coming from different places with so much pressure on their back despite their age#do you get it#they would still beef tho#reverse 1999#mochagaming#I care mesmer very much#manifesting mesmer skin on 2.0 or 2.1 🕯️#she deserves better from bluepoch and the fandom i feel kinda bad for not drawing her more often#(her design is hard to get right)#in a way this collection also works as art reference#SORRY FOR MY MESMER RAMBLING#BUT I DO YAP ABOUT HER A LOT OUTSIDE TUMBLR AND ITS LEAKING THRU
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#oc: irulanne#leg.ocs#leg.edits#*myedits#*ocedit#dragon age rook#da:tv#datv#my necromancer !!!!!!! my baby she’s here!!#teehee the first of the rooks !! so far i have 4 on standby for the fall the brainworms are brainwormingg jnhdkhnsk#spot the lucanne reference hehee twas a must to add something of luca in there he and lanna have had me in a CHOKEHOLD all a week hehe <3#colorings by cavalier remainn ICONIC andd SPEAKING OF WHICH THIS TEMPLATE GOLLY HOLLY#ty tyy orion this template was SOO good *screams* i had SO much fun working with it!!!!!#alsoo the official tarot for necromancers / mages / sidony from inky youll always be loved by MEE.#i am not sure if i want to go too much into her lore yet as its so early but the brainrot is brainrotting and i have SOO many thoughts!!#her history her lore how i see her interacting with the world and the world with her lanna's personality and her dynamic with luca AHHHH#*rattling the bars of my cage* FALL COME SOONER !!#lanna has had the braincell for the week STRAIGHT hdbjh <33#the high stakes tennis match between dragon show and dragon game brainrot hehe <33#ill hopefully have something for them too soooon I MISSED THEMM SO MUCHH#her lighthouse outfit + luca's outfit hehe couples that wear *almost* matching outfits thats soulmates or something (im normal) HEHEE#her name (hopefully the last time i change it djksncks) is inspired by i*rulan from d*une !!#an arcane prodigy entering her girlfailure era <33 girlbossed too close to the sun if u will JNDKJDSN#seemingly puts on an air of confidence but hides BIIIG time nervous wreck energy shes gonna take messing things up well i can feel it :')#i feel like a lot of clothes for her are sort of reminiscent of her time in the mourn watchers? all based on aspects of the dead??#like bones or etc?? but i also love that she could be a lightning learning mage with other magic so she takes to that more ethereal nature#to her style !! she’s also a BIG fan of the opera and was sort of praised as this golden child an arcane prodigy#the gifted kid to burnout adult pipeline she is really feeling it now 🥀🤧#hi hi moots if u read all that i am baking you cookies as we speak THERES SO MUCH MORE LOREE on her i have im screaming she’s everythingg#AHH IT WORKED IT POSTED <33 so so happy i can yell about her now HEHE 🥀💌
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neurodivergent former gifted kids be like
something about having your identity and self worth entangled with the notion of being "special" and losing touch with other people as a consequence...
#is this too niche#i could write an essay on the potential of this as an allegory#they're both so special and tragic to me#and yes of course i think they should fuck each other about it#lost#lost 2004#lost tv show#john locke#ben linus#bocke#island husbands#actually adhd#gifted kid burnout
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Hello! I saw your recent art of sabo, and in the tags you mentioned the big 3 of Shounen. I know it’s One piece and Naruto, but what’s the third? How come you like the character? Lovely artwork, it’s candy for the soul!! Thank you •u•
Ah thank you!!! The big three of shonen (for I guess the previous generation?) are Naruto, One Piece, and Bleach. Naruto and Bleach have already ended but it seems like One Piece is still going quite strong, despite the new generation of shonen anime (including Hero Aca, Demon Slayer, and the third spot is still debated! Probably JJK is my guess though that falls into its own sub genre of shonen dark fantasy I suppose)
Here are my favs! I’ll put the reasons why I like them in the read more because it’s quite long :)
Despite watching Naruto first I could never actually finish it because it was so long so I kind of just osmosed the later parts of shippuden through fanfics and other such media ^^; I think it’s pretty difficult to pick a definitive fav for Naruto because I feel like it tends to fumble a bit of its character writing? I think if I had to pick one maybe young Kakashi but still kind of eh. Maybe I just didn’t watch far enough to get attached
As for Bleach, I picked it up years ago around middle school and then dropped it after the first hundred episodes or so because filler got boring for younger me but then I picked it up again in high school and managed to at least get past aizen! And then I dropped it there because I wasn’t interested in any continuation after what seemed like an already pretty strong ending.
Toshiro is my favorite because he falls into all niches of character tropes that I enjoy including but not limited to: child genius who acts responsible but is still somewhat immature, cold personality along with ice powers but fierce loyalty to close relationships. I especially enjoy child genius characters for the contradictory dichotomy of what is expected of them in terms of maturity and knowledge and the amount of pressure these kinds of characters face and how they handle it! That said, I enjoy him more for the tropes that he falls into and my personal interpretation of him rather than canon writing for him. I think that though canon is an alright base, he doesn’t get much time to shine (character-wise instead of combat-wise).
And Sabo. Oh my goodness I am brainrotting so hard over Sabo right now. The ASL siblings in general have a vice grip on my heart and really are not letting go. There is so much tragedy in the way that they are written, that works because there are three of them. Ace and Luffy spend so much effort trying to save the only brother they have left in the world not realizing that if they go they’ll be the first to go actually because Sabo is still alive, and Sabo could have done so much and changed so much if only he had regained his memories sooner. Why didn’t he remember sooner? I can only assume it’s because he didn’t want to remember, because he grew out his hair to cover a scar he wasn’t proud of, because he was running away from his origins when he lost his memories and maybe that stuck with him. I don’t even remember when Sabo was introduced as a character because I don’t think he was mentioned during Marineford? But he’s such a compelling character because he does so much to save the world and yet is unable to save his own brother! And he’s written to fit with Ace and Luffy incredibly well, being the voice of reason where they can’t be.
#ask#one piece#sabo#toshiro hitsugaya#bleach#sabo’s round bug eyes are so silly to me#I’m not going to ever be able to draw him like that but. it’s really funny to me when people give him the narrow ikemen eyes#he’s such a dork…. a doting older brother……… amnesiac…… what a little meowmeow truly#I think I enjoy Toshiro because gifted kid burnout makes me relate a lot to the pressure and I wish I could handle maturity as well as him#Sabo on the other hand is just. hghgehhfhfh no concrete personal reason he’s just cool#i think anyone who goes into battle wearing a top hat and tailcoat and cravat is awesome#but then he goes and brings out the PIPE and it’s such an endearing little callback to how he grew up among trash heaps and asfnaenfaenf#I didn’t think he was that interesting at first because it felt a bit cliche for him to be a runaway noble#but then they hit him with the amnesia and hit him with the need to help others escape from evils that he can’t even really remember#and then they hit him with fucking……. returning his memories too little too late and his breakdown at being overwhelmed with not only the#memories of his brothers but also the knowledge that one of his brothers has died while he forgot them and was off doing something else and.#ashnasfnaenfeafhhaefh
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there's nothing more painful to be an overacheiver, a people pleaser, and a perfectionist when no matter what you do or how much work you put in, you will only ever scrape average.
and then there's someone out there with natural talent. who doesn't need to try and never has, that excels in everything you love and it's like salt in the wound to watch them succeed while you fail.
#this is about me but it could also very easily be about oikawa tooru#i am oikawa tooru#can you tell that the exams are getting to me?#overachiever#perfectionist#people pleaser#gifted kid burnout#physics#to the person who is the kageyama to my oikawa im happy your doing well for yourself BUT STOP MAKING IT SO OBVIOUS#adhd#autism#audhd
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specialized education and gifted children programs are so fucked up I see the purpose but the execution and expectations are genuinely horrific I've yet to meet a single one of us that's doing okay besides from those who just reached their breaking point and chose to stop caring
#gifted kid burnout#It's so fucked up the emotional stress levels we're normalizing and the expectations to do the best and be the best when everyone#Has been told they're the best and special#Middle school high school college etc should be learning times yes and expose you to new things#The opportunities provided are wonderful and its really cool how many programs you can have access to#But the competition and stress shoved into a relatively short time period isn't productive for helping kids learn and try new things#Especially since they're expected to be a fully functioning adult afterwords with little to no prioritization of information#That could help with that transition#I'm very frustrated with the American education system I don't know enough about other countries education to comment on theirs#Cue rambles#ESPECIALLY NEURODIVERGENT PEOPLE OH MY GOD#I would like to say something about that but I want to do more research on that besides from me just speaking from experience and people#Around me
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Lowkey convinced I could have been one of those autistic child prodigies if I didn't also have adhd
#people have always told me im smart but i cant fuckin FOCUS#like i understands things farely well and was an A student but i need fucking accommodations if i want to use my full potential yknow?#some things i dont get right off the bat and some things i do#somethings i have to work really hard to understand and it upsets me when i dont get it immediately#nobody told me i wasnt supposed to get things immediately#that everyone has to learn and work hard#i always just assumed that if i didnt get it right away then i was dumb and this was the thing i would never understand#i would thrive in academics if i could understand big words and had the attention span to read and write fancy essays#autism#actually autistic#actually adhd#actually audhd#audhd#adhd#gifted kid#gifted kid burnout#former gifted kid#gifted kid problems
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#gifted kid burnout is so brutal and I don’t think enough people talk about it#knowing if life would have turned out differently I could have been great#I wasn’t a prodigy by any means#and I don’t mean to sound conceited or anything#but I was pretty talented#when I was in high school - think junior year? I was in a college age opera and I was the only one who wasn’t in college in the whole thing#I was so excited to be an adult and for my dreams to become reality#and then life actually happens#and you’re already burnt out#and now I’m looking at all these younger people that are talented and I just feel envy bubbling up inside me#I wish so so so badly that was me#just graduating high school#with so much freedom ahead of me#but then I literally blinked my eyes and now I’m 25#no clue what the fuck to do with my life#working with a bunch of young girls doesn’t help either tbh#I remember when I was the baby in most situations and now I’m older than most of them#and I’m just :(((#idk idk idk I’m just being dumb right now#wish I could go back in time#redo everything#shut up rosie
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that being said i was a straight D student in literature class because they always made us write essays about our feelings (NOT analyze) on a piece and i never had any emotion or opinion about them
#i could never have gifted kid burnout im too logicpilled#my grades would get docked because my sentences were too curt and have no connection. sorry i only think in bullet points ig 🙄#i get actual brain damage telling myself to just write wow so heartfelt so emotional every 3 sentences. fuckkk off im literally autistic#also i was an stunted teenage idiot who felt nothing. give me a poem about mistreated women in feudal times now and see how insane i become
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When you did bad at your physics exam so now you're worthless
#the gifted kid syndrome is finally getting me#i thought i was immune#i hate life#not yay#i literally could solve everything now but i just blanked out on the exam and felt stupid for 2 hours straight#gifted kid burnout
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#listen. sometimes. when i get emails pertaining to a specific project i worked on that nearly broke my brain. i just stop what im doing#and start playing Losing My Religion by REM. and i wish the person emailing me could see me face down at a table listening to thay song#mostly its fine. its just when someones trying to manage the data files so i kno im gonna have to go back thru and update my code#for a bunch of tiny stuff and its like: does this sound ok? and i just dont care so much that i want to start screaming#and then at the end of the day i hike up a fucking mountain going over what im gonna tell a therapist when my insurance switches#and im gonna say it in a way thats v calm and agreeable but i want to scream and tear my hair out. or maybe i wont b agreeable. i wasnt#last time i was in a therapist office but that guy deserved it and i wasn't being that bad#ugh. im just mad bc working on my stuff makes me so miserable that when i stop its like wow im no longer in agony. cool#coool. fun times. becoming increasingly apprehensive abt how im gonna try to b more healthy abt working while taking on triple#the responsibility with a phd project and being a student and being a TA. i mean. ill try but its gonna b fucking interesting#ugh. had to bust out the burnout playlist. which like. when u try to look at other ppls burnout playlists they all suck#theyre all like former gifted kid burnout Playlists and im like fuckkk offfff. why do u not have the incredibly specific vibes that im#looking for? i just demand the perfect burnout playlist and somehow nobody puts No Surprises on there#like what??? y not? its a song abt being so totally saturated that youve had enough. a heart thats full up like a landfill. a job that#slowly kills u. bruises that wont heal. how is it not THE burnout song? but whatever. i listen to too much radi0head.#ugh. but now my burnout playlist is becoming too much like my My Brain Doesnt Feel Too Good playlist#listen. i just need to curate playlist so that they can express the feelings for me#unrelated
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My life goals when I was a kid: (seriously)
Learn to drive and get a car at 16
Get a part time job at 16
Finish high school at 18
Move out and go to college immediately
Get married and have a family
Get a career in Science (idk what science but someone once (many people many times) told me I had Talent)
My life goals now:
Not die
Physical health needs to be at least not terrible
Get my family to stop bugging me to return to The Church
Exist as a trans person
Be happy maybe sometimes
Not kms for a "stupid" reason like someone not responding to a message fast enough
Maybe I might get some money at some point
Socialism
Status of my goals from when I was a kid
No license and I've banned myself from driving because of my tic and s**cidal tendencies
No job because I'm incapable of putting together a resume because I literally have no idea what my worth as a human being or money making resource for greedy capitalists is
Finished high school technically but the school itself has given up on me and haven't given me my diploma yet a year after I've already graduated
No money to move out, no money, desire, or stable enough mental state to go to college
No Traditional M*rmon Family for me because I'm trans and possibly (as I may have recently realized) fraysexual/romantic, as well as being mostly into women (which they all think I am as well) and, once again, NO MONEY!
No education for a career and no money for an education. Failed most of school and ended up with a ton of trauma instead
In conclusion, fuck capitalism, fuck the usa, fuck ableism, fuck politicians (you all know exactly which ones I'm talking about), fuck the state of texas, fuck homophobia and transphobia, and fuck the united states education system
Idk
I'm just really angry and sad and lonely and HOT BECAUSE FUCK TEXAS WEATHER TOO
#fuck capitalism#i hate capitalism#socialism#i hate being poor#trans#transgender#trans masc#trans genocide#life goals#we live in a dystopia#ex mormon#fraysexual#fuck texas#fuck the usa#fuck the education system#gifted kid#gifted kid burnout#gifted kid problems#poverty#my parents once told me i could do anything#and now look at me#just look at me#what is this#it's sad that's what it is
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sucks how i can actually feel myself getting stupider
#blah blah blah gifted kid burnout whatever#my memory is getting worse too. i used to be the memory person#give me a logic puzzle i guarantee i could do it faster when i was eight than right now#played trivial pursuit recently and holy shit my general knowledge is gone. i don't know things#i expect to do bad on pop culture stuff but i did bad in everything wher has my memory gone#cant concentrate on anything... can i go back to being eight
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making myself an st self-insert for funsies and using my actual hs orgs n shit is kinda funny
plus using my age at the time st s1 dropped for reference puts me in steves year which 🤪✌️
#cryptic ramblings#so fkn SLAY#plus i was in my hs's newspaper and a couple ap/advances classes (gifted kid burnout real) so like i think id probably know OF nancy#if not know her directly#and idk how their hs works with student orgs vs elective classes bc my hs had journalism and music as classes not clubs 🤔#BUT if i can assume their band is similar to how my school had it set up (a class + extracurricular for marching band) (i think)-#-then id like to think id VAGUELY know of robin bc i think id have orchestra as an elective n i think we'd pass eachother often enough idk#ANYWAYS sorry i was being very self-indulgent today n thinking abt how a self-insert of my own would fit into st n i wanted to type it out#also bc i love tht s1 was released in my own jr year so i could just. pull from that LMAO#n those of yall keeping up w my fictional crushes know why thats so slay for me 🤪✌️#anyways again#ignore me
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#IJBOC (i just burst out crying)#just realised my fam is just a bunch of nd losers with gifted kid burnout#my dad . can make any piece of wooden furniture my mom requests from him by just looking at it n he collects wood machines n bikes like#theyre pokemon cards???#mom. has perfect pitch n played 482647 instruments when she was a kid. is hsp and has like 3 mental other illnesses n 17 kinds of trauma#wishes she could escape society n live in the forest with deers and sheeps and a cow or two#brother. unmedicated adhd with anger issues n a gaming addiction#me. LLLMMAAAOFIJSHXJDHXJFK#were all . nd and mentally ill and have/had some kind of addiction n it fucking kills me#we couldve been so great. but instead were all doomed#im so fucking sad. we all deserved the very best but instead were living This life#what did we do to deserve this#why didnt we get a chance at a normal. a Good life#god.#i dont even want kids anyway but this is just another reason why. i cannot guarantee my child a better life#i know im not the only person n were not the only family out there with this issue but god. life is so unfair#because its so clear we want to be happy and we want to enjoy life. but itll never get better than this.#if theres a god then hes cruel cause why would u put us on this earth just to suffer#just to live a life full of missed opportunities and possibilities#what did we do to deserve this.
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