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Guys, check out the profile of Trolls Band Together in the Annecy website! š¤©š¤©š¤©
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Catch the screening on June 15 at 5:00pm to 6:30pm! I can assume that maybe before or after this, the second trailer would most likely drop in! š
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ANSWERED: Art credit for da first Ren meme goes to @meo-eiru!!
BUT HELPPPPP THESE ARE SO FUNNY JDSGJH T_T The Moth meme + Uno meme had me CACKLING lmaoooooooo
#This has been happening a lot recently (and is by no means directed to OP) but!! Just a reminder to credit artists if you use their art!!#And it's always better to ask for permission beforehand; some artists don't like havin their art shared / reposted / reuploaded / etc.#They put in effort to create content for you to consume; so it's only fair to give them da proper credit and exposure in return!!#''Credits to the original creator'' and ''I found the image on google / pinterest / etc.'' isn't a good enough excuse >.<#If you can't find the creator; don't share it. And at the very least try to reverse image search to locate the source#But!!!! With all that being said:#Everyone is welcome to use the official 14DWY sprites/game assets without asking for my permission or giving credit!#I personally think it's ok because game assets can be found /within/ the game itself; it's not like folks have to go on a search hunt--#--to find a specific artist. They can find the art/asset within the game without having to do the extra steps.#If that makes any sense??#Like the 14DWY style is fairly recognisable if you're familiar with the game; folks don't need to reverse image search for anything.#Anyways I'm done ranting in da tags#I might make this an actual post in the future because; again; this has been happening a lot recently in the 14dwy tag/my askbox#and all these talented artists don't deserve this ;n;#Plus it shouldn't be my job to be the one giving credit..... T_T /lh /nm#OKOK I'm done for realsies now#Thank you OP for making these memes!! And sorry for ranting on what's supposed to be a lighthearted post dghjdgjhsg ^^;#š ā 14dwy memes.#š ā answered.#š ā 14 days with queue.
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Christian Horner about Daniel Ricciardo's return to F1 | ESPN F1 Unlapped, August 3, 2023
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Hi! I love your Naruto thoughts and meta posts with all my heart and I want to ask your thoughts on something that has been on my mind literally since I was 13: what do you think about the relationship between Sasuke and Sakura? I went from being a hardcore shipper when I was a teenager, to being against any romantic relationship in Naruto after finishing the anime when I was in my early twenties. Nowadays I'm very into platonic love and depictions of friendship and I think the anime's obsession with forcing the "romantic interest" curse upon the main female character robbed us of... so much. There are a few wonderful moments in the anime where Sasuke and Sakura acknowledge each other, but because she's always "the girl with the crush", her actions are so often interpret as irrational or selfish by the fandom.
Hi @riemmetric!Ā It's great to talk to you again! Sorry it's taken me so long to answer this; RL has been making demands of me lately and it took me way longer to finish writing this up than I wanted it to (then again, I knew from the minute I read your original ask that my reply was going to get long, so I suppose I should have predicted a delay XD)
It's funny, my sister once asked me to choose between Sasuke or Sakura for an āunpopular opinionā meme, and I ended up doing Sasuke solely because I think the negative fandom opinions about Sakura are so unhinged and divorced from the actual text that I wouldnāt even know where to start.Ā People are entitled to dislike whatever characters they want, obviously, but there are some fandom takes that are, for me, so obviously rooted in bad faith viewings/readings that thereās no urge in me to discuss them.Ā That said, since you asked, Iām happy to go into my own thoughts on this a bit, with the disclaimer for other potential readers that I only write about fandom things for my own personal enjoyment, not as a contribution to The Discourse. If you donāt like Sakura, great!Ā I have no interest in changing your mind. Please consider this a sincere invitation to scroll on by and go enjoy whatever parts of the fandom appeal to you.
In general terms: I love Sasuke and Sakuraās relationship as much as I love all of the relationships in Team 7.Ā If weāre talking about them specifically as a romantic couple, then I probably fall somewhere in the middle of the spectrum, because I do like them together in a post-canon (to be clear: non-Boruto) setting, after time has passed and theyāve continued to develop individually and reconnect with each other, but I also wouldnāt exactly call myself an intense āshipper,ā in the sense that I have no interest in pulling things out from the text and incorrectly citing them as evidence that Sasuke has hidden romantic feelings for her during the canon period. He cares about her in the canon period, just like he cares about Naruto and Kakashi.Ā Thatās not up for interpretation; itās the text.Ā But Sasuke during the canon time period does not demonstrate specifically romantic interest in anyone.Ā Ā
[A note before people who might ship Sasuke with Someone Else emerge to rail against this statement - please just scroll past and continue enjoying fandom in whatever way is most fun for you. It is cool to ship whatever fanon thing you want; I think thatās great!Ā But earnestly citing any loving or emotional thing Sasuke does re: various characters in this story (yes, Sakura included) as indicative of specifically romantic love isnāt supported by the text. I know there are always going to be enormous subsets of any fandom who insist that it is, and I'm certainly not going to barge into anyone else's space to complain about that (because other people having fun together is harmless and none of my business), but I'm not obligated to indulge it on my own blog, either.]
Anyway, that said - the reason why I love Sakura and Sasukeās relationship (from here on out Iāll use ārelationshipā in a general, non-romantic sense) is precisely because Sakura isnāt just āthe girl with the crush.ā Sakura has an arc when it comes to Sasuke, and its trajectory moves in the exact opposite direction of āirrationalā or āselfish.āĀ She specifically goes from āthe girl with the crushā to āthe girl who steels herself and tries to put her personal feelings for Sasuke aside for the greater goodā to āthe girl who knows she canāt put her feelings aside, but who also knows full well that Sasuke doesnāt reciprocate them, and who still wants to save him regardless, because he matters to her as a person and a friend.ā
[I'm putting the rest of this under a cut to save everyone's dash, and also to emphasize once again that this is a personal post on my personal blog which I wrote in response to a question from a personal acquaintance, the full content of which no one is obligated to read. I am not sending this post to random strangers and forcing them to look at it. I'm not even putting it in the character tags. I'm typing it up on my own blog and putting it under a cut. If you already know that you don't like Sakura, but you still click the link/read the post and then feel an urge to comment and complain, I am going to copy-paste this disclaimer and remind you that I specifically recommended that you scroll past and go have fun with fandom in your own way. Thanks in advance for responsibly curating your own fandom experience!]
So, from the top:
1. the girl with the crush
Sakura is, obviously, completely obsessed with Sasuke at the beginning of Part 1.Ā Sheās also deeply clueless about him and his history (bizarre though it is, the story seems to indicate that she initially doesnāt know what happened with his family, the same way young!Obito is initially clueless about Kakashiās father).Ā But what I like about Sakura and Sasukeās Part 1 relationship is how this changes over time.
The critical scene that kicks this off happens right at the beginning of the manga, when she and Sasuke are talking by that bench - she complains about Naruto and blames his behavior on him being all alone/having no family to scold him; and even says sheās jealous that he doesnāt have parents to nag him all the time.Ā This obviously triggers an outburst from Sasuke, who tells her she has no idea what loneliness means and that she āmakes him sickā/sheās āannoyingā (importantly, the exact same thing Sakura said to Naruto in anger earlier that day), which in turn prompts Sakura to reassess herself and wonder whether sheās been making Naruto feel this terrible all the time, too:
From that point on, itās a process of her putting little pieces together.Ā She still has a MAJOR crush, and she still acts like a twelve year-old, but as we approach the end of Part I, Sakura actually has a more accurate grasp on Sasukeās current state of mind than Naruto does.Ā Naruto is initially excited to fight Sasuke on top of the hospital, because he feels like Sasukeās finally acknowledging him, whereas Sakura is the one who immediately recognizes that something is wrong about this situation.Ā She is also the one who, after this fight, is concerned that Sasuke is really unwell and might do something drastic like run off in pursuit of the power Orochimaru promised him, but when she communicates this to Naruto, he assures her that this would NEVER happen:
(Sakura isn't convinced, though, because she goes to monitor the exit out of the village anyway.)
Iām not criticizing Naruto for his response here.Ā I ADORE hearing him say that Sasuke is too strong to need Orochimaru, with such perfect confidence - I love seeing how much respect and admiration he has for Sasuke underneath all their fighting, because thatās the whole reason heās always baiting Sasuke and yelling at him and claiming āyou're not so great!ā He looks up to Sasuke; he wants to be like Sasuke; he thinks Sasuke is awesome! (Itās that Obito @ Kakashi behavior, you know?) But the fact remains that he is clueless about whatās actually going on with Sasuke in Part 1, and he remains clueless(ly optimistic) for a long time.Ā Ā
(Eg, when he catches up to Sasuke during the retrieval arc and Sasuke climbs out of that cursed seal coffin, Naruto waves at him and calls "Come on, let's go!" as if Sasuke has been successfully rescued and is now going to come running home.Ā Even in Part II, when Naruto hears that Sasuke killed Orochimaru, he beams and immediately says, āSo he must be on his way back to the Leaf Village!āĀ And everyone else in the room is like, ā....,ā because they know better.Ā Naruto doesnāt yet fully understand [or doesn't want to accept] the extent to which Sasuke has willingly chosen this path, and itās not until after Jiraiyaās death/the Pain attack/the Five Kage Summit that Naruto really starts to understand Sasuke more clearly, which is something he himself admits.)
Sakura, in Part 1, has access to more information about Sasuke - sheās there for his first dissociative monologue during the bells test, sheās there for the curse markās placement, sheās there for his first violent transformation in the Forest of Death - she is, in fact, the unwitting catalyst for it (āSakuraā¦who did this to you?ā), and her compassion is the reason Sasuke is later able to overcome the curse markās influence - so she has a more accurate/complete picture of āhow heās doing,ā for lack of a better phrase, whereas Naruto, who doesnāt know about the curse mark in the first place, is still in the dark.Ā This means that Sakura is able to accurately discern that Sasuke is struggling more than Naruto realizes, and specifically to predict that heās going to run away.Ā Ā
(This dynamic is then interestingly flipped in the back half of Part II, since at any point after the Five Kage Summit, Sakura doesnāt have access to extremely relevant [if currently questionable and unproven] details that would in any other circumstance inform her behavior).
Of course, just because she has more info in Part 1 doesnāt mean she has some kind of miraculous insight into Sasukeās every thought and feeling.Ā There are parts of her attempt to convince Sasuke to stay in the village that are as clueless as any of Narutoās assumptions, and they showcase the kind of magical thinking common to childhood - like when she says that if he stayed with her, she could give him happiness, sheād do anything for him, even help him get his revenge - this idea that she herself can do something to make him feel better, that she can love him powerfully enough to defeat his pain - obviously none of that is rooted in realism.
Is this part of her approach irrational and immature and inadvertently self-centered?Ā Of course it is!Ā But itās no more irrational and immature and inadvertently self-centered than Narutoās stated plan to drag Sasuke back to the village even if he has to ābreak every bone in [his] body!āĀ
Hating on Sakura for her Part 1 attempt to convince Sasuke to stay in the village while simultaneously lauding Naruto for his feels like a bad faith misread of what is, to me, pretty clear narrative intention.Ā The story doesnāt at any point intend for us to see her begging him to stay as a selfish or conniving attempt to get something she wants.Ā Sheās begging him to stay for the same underlying reason that Naruto is: she cares about him.Ā She thinks heās making a mistake that will only cause him more pain in the end (sheās right) and she wants to make it so he feels less pain right now (she canāt.Ā But she doesnāt understand that/isnāt able to admit that, and sheās willing to try ANYTHING that might help).Ā Ā
Itās critical that this farewell scene is set in front of that same bench from their first important confrontation - she references that day and how angry he got at her, and this time she tells him that she understands his reaction.Ā Sheās learned things and she recognizes how insensitive she was being back then (āI know what happened to your clan, Sasukeā), even though she still canāt fully grasp all the complexities of the situation. She tells him that him blowing up at her back then helped her understand what loneliness actually meant (as opposed to her previous shallow understanding of it), and she challenges him about his choice right now: "So that's it, you're choosing the lonely path?" And when she tells him that she'll be very lonely if he leaves, we're immediately shown a panel of Sasuke thinking of both his friends, with the very clear implication that if he goes through with this, he will be lonely without them, too - that he's still struggling with the idea of leaving them, no matter how hard he tries to pretend:
Sakura at this point knows that Sasuke isnāt interested in her the way she is in him, but she still wants to give him happiness, however fantastical and immature her ideas sound to us (and, Iām sure, to him).Ā āIāll do anything, even help you get your revenge/we'll have fun every day, and...and you'll be happy! I'll make sure of it!ā - of course, itās completely childish.Ā Itās irrational.Ā Itās ridiculous to think that any of this would ever be effective, but no more ridiculous than Narutoās belief that he can simply break every bone in Sasukeās body and keep him in the Leaf by force.
Both Naruto and Sakura are children who have a deeply oversimplified understanding of Sasukeās situation.Ā They both still think they can fix him themselves.Ā They both think they can save him themselves.Ā They both think they can convince (or force) him to do what they want, what they think is in his best interests.Ā Both of them donāt yet understand that he has to want to come back, if itās ever going to mean anything.Ā Their attempts to keep him in the village are immature and unrealistic, yes.Ā What they arenāt, however, is selfish, because neither Sakura nor Naruto are doing any of this with the intention of advancing their own interests.Ā Theyāre only thinking about Sasuke - how to keep Sasuke safe, how to make Sasuke happy - even when neither of them are taking an approach that will actually work.
Naruto and Sakura are children.Ā Theyāre afraid of losing somebody they care about.Ā Their attempts to prevent that from happening are desperate and messy and ultimately ineffective, but they are also genuinely felt and rooted in a true desire to rescue Sasuke from his pain, which - and this is the single most important thing that should impact our viewing of Part 1 - is something that Sasuke RECOGNIZES.Ā He doesnāt spend that agonizingly long moment bowed over Narutoās defeated body so we can pretend he doesnāt understand that Naruto was just trying to help him.Ā He doesnāt take the time to murmur, āSakuraā¦thank you,ā before laying her out carefully on a bench, just so we can discount it and pretend that he doesnāt recognize and appreciate her genuine intention to make things better for him, however clumsy that attempt might have been.
2. the greater good
If Stage 1 Sakura is "the girl with the crush," then Stage 2 Sakura is a progression to āthe girl who decides to put her feelings for Sasuke aside in order to protect innocent people, including (but certainly not limited to) Naruto.āĀ Sheās driven to this decision by interactions with Shikamaru, who all too recently had to grow up fast himself (āWe're not kids anymore...we can't allow a war to break out between the Hidden Leaf and the Hidden Cloud because of Sasuke") and Sai, who risks his new friendship with Sakura and Team 7 in order to speak some hard truths and deliver one of my favorite lines in the whole story: āI donāt know what promise Naruto made to you, but itās really no different than what was done to me.Ā Itās like a curse mark.ā
(INCREDIBLE.Ā How can anybody be complaining about a season where Sai gets to say something that goes THIS HARD and Sakura LISTENS and takes DRAMATIC ACTION that actually propels the story forward in a meaningful way - )
[Okay, yeah, brief personal opinion interlude - it is just bonkers wild to me that there are people who complain about Sakura in the Five Kage Summit arc. That entire season is the greatest character arc she ever has.Ā Literally she has never been more interesting and dynamic than in Season 10; itās the first time she ever gets to be as deep and fascinating as the boys; what is everybody so worked up about?Ā Oh, āshe lied to Naruto that one timeā - Sasuke joined infant-kidnapping baby-murdering human experimentation machine Orochimaru when he was twelve years old in order to (dare I say it????) selfishly pursue his personal goals and yet, somehow, we are still able to root for him.Ā He abandoned his friends/allies to imprisonment and death (Suigetsu and JÅ«go) or outright stabbed them in the chest himself (Karin) in order to (SELFISHLY) get what he wanted, and yet, somehow, we are still able to love him, understand him, and be on his side.Ā Naruto is canonically not upset with Sakura about her lie after receiving context for the situation and I think we can probably take our cues from him without feeling the need to bring her up on war crimes; please calm down]
[Sorry, I just really love most of Season 10 and think itās one of the best examples of how good this story can be when every single character gets to do something that matters (as opposed to things being all Naruto, all the time) so I get a little bit worked up over people complaining about some of the best writing Sakura ever gets.Ā I donāt understand what certain elements of fandom want from her. People complain about her being āuselessā and not doing anything that contributes to the story, but then they complain just as much when she does finally get to act decisively and have just as complex/dynamic an inner world as the boys.Ā Sheās āweakā for being unreasonably in love with Sasuke, but when she tries to be āstrongā and put her love for him aside and eliminate him in order to protect Naruto and the rest of the world, sheās evil, because she should have been more understanding of his situation (despite the fact that she doesnāt KNOW anything about his situation).Ā But then when she canāt go through with killing him after all because she cares about him too much despite the things heās done, sheās not "compassionate" or "kind" or "a good friend," sheās āweakā again. Nothing Sakura does in S10 is more wrongheaded or rash than any of the batshit, buckwild things Naruto and Sasuke have done in the past (and will continue to do in the future), but when Naruto and Sasuke have big feelings or take bold action, it makes them interesting characters, whereas Sakura canāt breathe in anyoneās direction without being minutely scrutinized for moral impurities.]Ā Ā
Anyway. Back to a more measured response.Ā Ā
Every single piece of development Sakura has with regard to Sasuke in this season satisfies me so much.Ā Her initial shock and disbelief at hearing that Sasuke had joined the Akatsuki?Ā Good, appropriate.Ā The fact that she starts to acknowledge the reality of what Sasukeās done sooner than Naruto does?Ā Also extremely appropriate, very in-character for both of them.Ā Her taking Saiās words to heart and deciding that the promise she asked Naruto to make when they were children is causing him to suffer and she has to relieve him of that burden?Ā Juicy!Ā AND thematically significant (promises!!!!Ā the burden that a promise places on a person, especially when it can't be kept - we've seen that before in this story and we'll see it again).Ā Her anguished pivot from wanting to protect Sasuke to realizing that she has a responsibility to protect the countless innocents who will die because of the war heās trying to start?Ā HELLO THIS IS INCREDIBLE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT.Ā Her knocking out the classmates who agreed to help her so they donāt have to share in her burden (and so the only person Naruto will hate when itās over is her)?Ā BRUH.Ā Her being so committed and focused on her goal of saving innocents and protecting Naruto (not just from being harmed by Sasuke/the Akatsuki, but by the possibility that Naruto will someday have to hurt Sasuke himself) that she tries to take everything on by herself and walks into a confrontation that she absolutely cannot win??Ā INCREDIBLE.Ā (Literally the first time I watched this, I said, āFinally!!!Ā Itās Sakuraās turn to go off the rails!āĀ I laughed with my sister about how Kakashi isnāt even mad, because Naruto and Sasuke have been pulling stunts like this for years and Sakura was way overdue for her own meltdown.)Ā And then, after Kakashi intervenes in the fight - Sakura barreling back into the battle when she realizes heās going to take on the burden of killing Sasuke himself in order to spare her and Naruto the horror - āI canāt let Kakashi-sensei bear this burden!āĀ I love her for that.Ā Ā
And then, of course, in the end - her not being able to do hurt Sasuke after all.Ā Despite committing herself to the act, despite forcing herself to put her feelings for him aside, despite resolving to stop him from starting a war and killing innocent people, she canāt harm him.Ā She cares about him too much.Ā This, too, is thematically significant - think about Itachiās āyou donāt have enough hatredā - she doesnāt have enough hatred to kill someone she cares about, even if it seems like he deserves it, even if would be the right thing to do to protect others.Ā She canāt do it, and Sasuke almost kills her for her compassion.Ā Ā
I love the dynamic this sets up between her and Sasuke, for a few reasons:
1) Personally, I think Sasuke respects Sakura much more for trying to kill him than he would have if sheād just tried to talk him out of his behavior or beg him to come home (a la their original confrontation in Part 1).Ā This is the first significant interaction heās had with Sakura in years, and the fact that she does something SO contrary to his memory of her is an important demonstration of the fact that sheās not the same girl she used to be.Ā Sasuke spends a lot of time after his defection declaring to his old team āIāve changed; Iām not that person anymore,ā but this is one of the moments where heās forced to acknowledge that his teammates have changed, too.Ā Time didnāt just stop for them when he left.Ā While he was turning into someone new, so were they.Ā They grew up without him, and his old memories of them canāt encompass the whole picture of who they are now.Ā Ā
(This is a little tangential, but in general, I love the spectrum of reactions that Naruto, Sakura, and Kakashi have in this sequence, and the way that all of them are ultimately messages Sasuke needs to hear.Ā Sasuke - who we know textually regrets what he did here, who apologizes to Sakura for it later - for āeverything,ā in fact - needs Narutoās aggressively optimistic open-arms policy, yes, needs that potential, that unconditional possibility of return.Ā He also needs Sakuraās refusal to let him hurt her friends and start a war that will kill thousands of people, needs her surprisingly ruthless attempt to take him down; needs just as much her failure to do so, because it shows him that she still loves him too much to kill him even as she condemns him.Ā And he needs Kakashiās grim line in the sand, needs someone who very possibly won't hesitate like Sakura (despite the horrifying personal cost), someone who will try to reach him but also won't let him escape and become the next generationās Orochimaru, who won't let him cause untold suffering to untold numbers of people just because a teacher loved him too much to stop him when he had the chance.Ā
(And then even Kakashi chooses not to deliver a killing blow when he has the opportunity -)
(I know that in fandom people are more likely to be all, āoh, Naruto Good, everybody else Bad,ā but I donāt think the narrative frames Sakura or Kakashi as āworseā than Naruto in any way.Ā The story goes out of its way to make it clear how desperately they donāt want to hurt Sasuke and how much they care about him.Ā And [this is just my interpretation, so obviously I wonāt claim it as fact], I personally think that Sasuke - Sasuke, who, looking back, can see how lost he was then and how tortured he would have been if heād gone through with many of his plans - would be grateful to Sakura and Kakashi for making an attempt to stop him when he couldnāt stop himself.)
2) On the other side of this, the fact that Sakura wasnāt able to deliver the killing blow means a lot. Sasuke was incapacitated under that bridge; he was completely at her mercy - but she stopped with the kunai an inch from his back.Ā She couldnāt kill him, even though she knew that he was completely willing to kill her (because he'd attempted to Chidori-assassinate her from behind just a few minutes ago).Ā Thatās huge!Ā Sasuke is too out of his head right now to process this or understand it, but later, it's going to matter.Ā She stayed her hand.Ā She spared his life.Ā She loved him too much to hurt him, even when heād given her every reason to take him down.Ā She hesitated, and he almost killed her for it, but her inability to strike him ultimately gave him yet another chance to come home, another chance to get better, another chance to have a life outside of his pain.Ā Despite everything, some part of her still hadnāt really given up on him, and that knowledge will matter later, when heās finally able to acknowledge it.Ā Ā
The point of all this is to say that I really have no complaints about Sakura and Sasukeās dynamic in their S10 confrontation.Ā This season is the point where Sakura fully grows past her āgirl with a crushā stage and into her āshinobi must make very harsh decisionsā adulthood, but it never means that she doesnāt care about the person sheās trying to take down.Ā Her ultimate inability to deliver the killing blow remains a dangling lifeline for her relationship with Sasuke, an open door that Sasuke is able to walk through at the end of the story (literally, in fact, when Sakura opens that portal for him and saves him from Kaguyaās desert prison, and figuratively, too, when Sasuke apologizes to her).
3. she only wants to save you
The last stage in their relationship is what Sakura settles into during the war arc.Ā She started off Part 1 being just a girl with a crush, then tried to harden her heart and put her feelings for Sasuke aside in service of the greater good, but she was unable to actually follow through and kill him, and because of that, what sheās come to accept by the war arc is actually two things: that 1) Sasuke truly is willing to let her die if it furthers his goals, and 2) she wants to save him anyway.Ā Ā
She has no intention of pursuing Sasuke romantically.Ā She knows full well that Sasuke isnāt interested in her.Ā She even knows that Sasuke isnāt really on their side (thereās a great scene where Sai questions Sakura about Sasukeās return, and she reassures him that everything is fine, and Sai sadly thinks to himself āeven I can tell your smile is fakeā).Ā Sheās well-aware that Sasuke didnāt try to help her when Madara stabbed her.Ā Sheās well-aware that he left her to die in the lava pit.Ā Sheās also well-aware that none of this is enough to make her stop loving him.Ā He doesnāt have to care about her - she still cares about him.Ā She still wants to help him.Ā She still wants to save him.
This is not hidden, hard-to-parse character development.Ā Itās explicitly articulated on the page:
Sakuraās not trying or wanting to make you hers!Ā She only wants to save you.
Iām not sure if people look at this last confrontation and unquestioningly take Sasuke at his word (as if we havenāt just read 71 volumes/watched 700 episodes showing us how how painfully distorted his thinking is), or if they stop reading/watching before the end of the scene, or if they donāt understand that Sasuke saying something doesnāt make that statement an accurate representation of reality.Ā The entire point of this scene is to show us how deeply mistaken Sasuke is about Sakura (and, by extension, the rest of Team 7).Ā Heās locked into a false pattern of thinking.Ā His single-minded focus on revenge and destruction has blinded him to the unconditional love his friends feel for him; heās become so accustomed to using others and being used that he canāt understand or accept that someone would care about him without needing a reason, without needing him to love them back, without needing to receive something from him in exchange.
Sakuraās not trying or wanting to make you hers!Ā She only wants to save you.
Sasuke matters to Sakura as more than a love interest.Ā He always has.Ā She does love him romantically, yes, but she doesnāt only love him romantically, and her desire to help him is not and has never been contingent on him returning her feelings, romantically or otherwise.Ā Sasuke isnāt able to acknowledge that in this scene, but that doesnāt mean weāre supposed to just sit back and agree with his warped perspective.Ā Kakashi is the one whoās explicitly positioned as the voice of the narrative here.Ā We, as the audience, are supposed to recognize that Kakashi is the one telling us the truth.
[tangential thing 1: You donāt have to love Sakura's last plea to Sasuke here. Itās not my favorite, either - the best part, other than Kakashiās speech at the end, is the moment after Kakashi collapses when Sakuraās expression changes from pained uncertainty to pure rage, when she grits her teeth together - when I first saw that, I almost leapt out of my seat like āOh my god.Ā Sheās finally going to let him have it.Ā Itās finally happening - āĀ I wanted that so badly, and I still think it would have been a more effective writing choice for Sakuraās last words to lean more into her anger at the suffering Sasuke is causing all of them (himself included!) and less into yet another of Kishimotoās ālet me have Sakura articulate what a shame it is that she canāt do as much as Naruto despite the fact that I literally just went through a major reveal sequence in the war to show that sheās caught up to the boys; I canāt make up my mind about whether I want her to progress or notā - itās extremely frustrating (and it's something he does at the very end of the S10 Team 7 reunion, too, which is the ONLY moment of S10 that falls flat for me).Ā But at the same time, even if there are ways this sequence could be more satisfying, it doesnāt change the fact that her plea to him is not remotely motivated by a desire to be with him romantically and not anything to condemn her for.]
[tangential thing 2: I do like how she remembers that moment when Sasuke says āThank you.āĀ That panel precedes her saying āIf thereās even a tiny corner of your heart that thinks about meā¦ā (which Iām sure is one of the things that people like to criticize about this scene, aka āoh sheās sooooo self-centeredā etc), but that particular line of dialogue is preceded by that particular flashback panel for a reason: Sakura knows that Sasuke DOES think about her.Ā He thinks about all of them.Ā Sakura remembers that āthank you,ā and it reminds her that despite everything Sasuke has done and said since, despite all evidence to the contrary, she knows in her bones that his expression of gratitude back then was genuine.Ā He cared about her once.Ā He cared about all of them.Ā Sheās trying to reach the part of him that still does, if it exists.]
[tangential thing 3: The fact that Kakashi says āshe suffers from loving you,ā and it triggers Sasuke to remember his own family - thinking about how much he suffered (and still suffers) from loving them - āPerhapsā¦those are the ties to a failed pastā - the idea that itās not worth it to have bonds if it means you suffer this muchā¦that itās too difficult, itās too painful, and if Sakura and the rest of Team 7 were smarter they would just give it up (all Sasuke knows how to do now is sever potential bonds before they can hurt him; so why arenāt Sakura and the rest of his teammates doing that, why canāt they let it go, why are they making this so hard - ) << yeah, he clearly doesn't care about her/them at all.]
4. the shadow of my family
This has all been a really long way to answer the original question, but the short response to āWhat do you think about the relationship between Sasuke and Sakura?ā is āI really care about it,āĀ just like I really care about the relationship between Sasuke and Naruto, just like I really care about the relationship between Sasuke and Kakashi. And I donāt think the story ever asks me to choose between them.
Iām not sure whether itās the impact of Boruto-era ācanonā that gets in the way of other people approaching things this way (I donāt consider sequel material when I evaluate the original story), or if itās Kishimotoās frequent disinterest in/disrespect towards female characters, which yes, does sometimes make it harder, or if it's a shipping thing (bane of my existence), or some combination of factors, but for me, taking one member of Team 7 out of the equation hobbles the rest of the story.Ā I canāt read/watch Naruto while hating one of the protagonists and loving the other three.Ā It doesnāt work like that for me.Ā The story wasnāt written that way, and thereās nothing in the text that would cause me to receive it that way.
That doesn't mean there's anything wrong with disliking one of the main foursome (or any character, for that matter) - obviously we're all going to have different preferences, and everyone is free to enjoy or reject whatever parts of a story they want, or to like or dislike whatever characters they want. I know that some people have more fun disregarding canon and doing their own thing, which is fine.Ā My own personal zone of enjoyment comes from receiving the story as closely to how I think it was intended to be read as I can, and personally, when I look at this particular story, what I see is that all the members of Team 7 clearly demonstrate their love for Sasuke in ways that he himself later recognizes and acknowledges. All of them are driven by their desire to save him and their unwillingness to hurt him. All of them make repeated choices to chase after him when he runs away, to trust him when he hasn't exactly earned it, to give him another chance when he doesn't appear to deserve it. ALL of them, not just Naruto, do these things multiple times throughout the story, and Sasuke owes his life (and thus his eventual recovery) to ALL of them, many times over. Kakashi disobeys Hokage-elect DanzÅ and breaks the law to negotiate for Sasuke's life with a foreign head of state. Sakura and Kakashi both have opportunities to kill Sasuke in the Land of Iron, and they choose to spare him instead. Kakashi stops Sasuke from killing his only friends at two different points in the story, which would have been a mistake Sasuke couldn't have recovered from. Sasuke would have died in Kaguya's desert dimension if Sakura hadn't saved him (Sakura, who knew that Sasuke wasn't even truly on her side yet, who knew he'd abandoned her for dead multiple times already that day). Kaguya's bone bullet would have killed Sasuke too, if Kakashi, with his intention to die in Sasuke's place, hadn't leapt in front of it (Kakashi, who also knew that Sasuke wasn't fully on their side yet, who also knew that Sasuke had abandoned him for dead earlier that day). Sasuke and Naruto would have BOTH died in the Final Valley if Sakura and a severely injured Kakashi hadn't chased after them to heal their injuries.
Remove any one member of Team 7, and Sasuke never makes it home. Without the combined efforts of all three of his teammates, he doesn't survive. Ā Thatās the way it should be, thematically, for a story whose first and most foundational premise was the importance of teamwork, and since Sakura was just as essential to that framework as everyone else, Iām just as invested in her relationship with Sasuke as I am in his relationship with everyone else.Ā You canāt remove one leg from a four-legged stool without damaging the integrity of the entire structure, and for me, discounting any single member of Team 7 irreparably damages the integrity of the entire story.Ā
TL;DR: I love all of the Team 7 relationships, including Sakura and Sasuke's, because despite what some segments of fandom seem to believe, the text of the story never gives me any reason not to.
#naruto#meta#replies#anyway that's that! hopefully that is a helpful answer#thank you for the question! i honestly don't think i would have ever gotten around to writing about this if i hadn't been directly asked#i love talking about the stories i enjoy (obviously; we all do; that's why we're here)#but i'm usually ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ about responding to takes that blatantly misread the narrative to justify hating a particular character or ship#mostly because a) it's whatever. as long as people mind their own business and leave me to enjoy myself they can do what they want#and b) some opinions are so divorced from the actual text that they're not worth discussing#like. what's the point of responding to random internet posts saying that sakura was selfishly pursuing sasuke as a lover the entire time#when that is textually and provably not the case?#if you're that committed to experiencing things in direct contradiction to what the narrative is asking of us then just go ahead#is it mildly annoying to me? sure. but so are lots of things and it's better to just let stuff go#like - i initially planned to take this piece of meta all the way up through sakura and sasuke's last scene together#the one where he tells her 'maybe next time' and finally reclaims and redefines itachi's forehead tap (INCREDIBLE. THIS SCENE.)#but ultimately i changed my mind because everything i wrote for that last section was coming out too harsh#i generally prefer to talk about fandom stuff in a chill/friendly approachable way#but i kept thinking about the most obscenely & disrespectfully inaccurate read of that scene i'd ever seen#and i couldn't figure out how to talk about it in a non-scathing way#that scene and the one where naruto gives sasuke's headband back are the ONLY well-written things about the finale of naruto#they are SO perfectly constructed and i can't respond to people slandering either one without feeling an urge to kill#so i just deleted it. partially because again - this is fandom; it's not that serious; people can do what they want#but also because i know i get extra frustrated about people picking over the text and plucking out isolated bits and pieces#to contort into blatantly misinterpreted mutant shapes that 'confirm' whatever pre-existing judgments or ships they had#instead of experiencing the story as a cohesive whole & keeping in mind the greater context of what it's always been trying to communicate#people on this website say 'we all interpret things differently :)' as if it means no one can ever be wrong about what a text is saying#newsflash: not all interpretations of a text are valid. things can't in fact mean whatever you want them to mean.#the ***story*** persists and exists even if the author is dead to you#if you choose to ignore that then that's fine; it's just fandom; who cares. but i'm not going to pretend you're 'analyzing' anything.#(ok now i'm really done. you can see why i deleted this section XD)
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five stages of grief but itās five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew itās from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that itās very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year iāve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so weāve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and iām not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and itās EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: canāt stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didnāt reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didnāt talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc itās the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didnāt say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that āthey forgotā what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to āsurpriseā me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now iām second guessing everything theyāre saying bc i thought we were friends and thereās no reason why friends canāt send each other#flowers or whatever but theyāve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#iām never outright romantic with anyone?? plus weāre FRIENDS i should have no reason to think thatās changed#but theyāre being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i donāt NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and theyāre like no itās serious bro whatās serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they donāt reply straight up in their next texts iām gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah iām overthink getting flowers bc whatās the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think theyāre from a partner or something
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I have an idea.
An LMK Season 5 Theory:
The underworld has many reasons to hate Wukong, and Macaque and possibly even some other members of the group. Wukong has virtually eliminated the possibility of death, Macaque has died but managed to return to life, and Wukong's old traveling buddies, Pigsy, Tang and Sandy should technically all be dead but are either suffering from amnesia, reborn(which shouldn't be the case for Tang because his rebirth cycle was supposed to have ended), or simply have outrun death somehow + the amnesia or memory erasure. But most of these people are out of the Underworld kings reach, all under "protection" by the Celestial realm. Wukong, Pigsy, Tang and Sandy all TECHICHALLY immortal warriors of the celestial realm, while Macaque was raised from the dead by somebody with underworld powers, LBD, possibly with some authority there that they don't want to disrespect even after her death.
With all of this taken into consideration, the theory that one of these guys will be dragged back into the underworld is hard to believe, even with the Celestial Realm in shambles and LBD dead. So I have another possibility.
What if, due to the way he was born, Mk isn't in the "book of death" at all? And due to this, and the fact that nobody of celestial realm status(like if they attacked him the celestial realm would defend him) is protecting him, they may be curious about what he is. Possibly even hoping he could be their weapon. Or possibly just wanting him to not be able to escape death. Although I doubt that, at least one of the Kings of the Underworld seemed to have some sort of plan. A plan that involves Mk. I mean, did anybody else see the weird connection that Mk seemed to have to the fabric of reality? Immediately when the Universe was almost ripped apart, he lost his connection to his monkey form. Why? What could they be planning to do? Maybe they do want him as a weapon, or at least one of them does so that he can reshape reality in their image.
#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk mk#monkie kid#lmk sun wukong#lmk season 5#lmk macaque#lmk qi xiaotian#lmk monkey king#lmk theory#lmk season 5 theory#a bit of a rant#i am very excited for season 5#they better give us some answers next seson#next season will stop on my heart chew it up and spit it out#no new news on release dates or nothing#which is normal didnt expect anything more#but godamn im getting anxious#i just wanna know what the hell is going of with everybodies backstories is that too much to ask
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hiii your weekly sete ask:
wow his 2005 season was really Cursed affggghjk. like what do you mean heās 7th with 7 retirements (more than that years top 4 combined) but also is the only guy aside from valentino in top 7 to not finish lower than 5th placeā¦..
valentino was the curse really worth it being runner up to capirossi and melandri TWICE and in a row (joking)
haha... yeah... 'retirement' in motegi... definitely wasn't so eager to seal the title at honda's home race that he made an ill-advised overtake attempt on melandri and cleared them both out... two completely unrelated dnf's... haha...
anyway!! yeah!! valentino would make that trade with you all things considered - always got on well with capirossi, with melandri admittedly you have the whole drama of melandri thinking valentino switched up towards him... but tbf you do have to say valentino was impressively dogged at keeping melandri's first win at bay for as long as possible. the six races valentino doesn't win that year are estoril (very wet, kinda just settled for second), laguna (unfamiliar with the track and would never be one he really liked, finished behind the two americans who knew the track well), motegi (crazy how we'll just never know how that dnf happened... oh well let's move on), sepang (a bridgestone-dominated weekend, sealed the title there though), turkey (hampered by a poor start) and valencia (my god is he mid there, also he tried to smash himself up before the race which I swear he does like. repeatedly at that specific circuit. guess he knows he has the off season to recover)
the way the curse shakes out is that for the rest of sete and valentino's careers, whenever they both finish a race valentino is ahead. not a single exception! not one! but the thing is, right, sete's actual finishing position of seventh in the championship in 2005 is extra cruel because it... just is not representative of how competitive he was that season? this is where it becomes useful I have my 'curse tally' notes... 2004 we've already covered, 2006 is more depressing than fun (how is your luck so bad your ambulance crashes into a bus fifty metres before the hospital entrance), but 2005? oh yeah that sete season is fucked. do you know who won the best qualifier award that year?
narrator: he did not win his home race on sunday
you can also read the qualifying prowess from the average grid positions, and it's not even particularly close. sete averages 2.82 for the season, ahead of valentino at 4.12 and hayden at 4.29. he bags five pole positions, exactly as many as valentino. his average finishing position when he actually makes the chequered flag is 3.6, the third best that year behind vale's 1.44 and melandri's 3.5. unsurprisingly, 2005 is the only season this century where the strongest qualifier does not win a single race. that just isn't a thing that happens!! it shouldn't happen!! this is not a man who was suddenly slow. he also hadn't been particularly crash-prone in his previous honda seasons... one dnf in 2003, two in 2004... and seven in 2005. a nightmare
which raises the question... okay, not winning races is one thing, but what the fuck happened to sete? if you're not just slow all of a sudden, how are you suddenly dipping from p2 to p7 in the championship standings? so. *cracks knuckles* *gets out notes* let's go one by one and tally up exactly how sete's season went wrong (parentheses used to indicate grid positions, e.g. 'g2', and finishing positions, e.g. 'p2')
jerez (g2/p2): after a feisty start, sete leads the entire race up until three laps to the end - when valentino executes his overtake and looks all set for the win. but valentino makes a mistake on the final lap that lets sete back past, and he's frantic in his attempts to correct the error... it looks like sete might have this one won, until valentino steals it from him at the last corner, barging him aside with one foot off its peg. (more on the final lap here.) valentino's victory, immediately controversial, is followed by various post-race theatrics as the spanish crowd voice their displeasure and valentino rubs it in their faces. on the way to the podium, valentino breaks the fourth wall to mock sete for clutching at his shoulder - which he is then forced to walk back in estoril as it turns out sete had actually been injured (clips here). more on this, from broadbent's 'ring of fire':
(details of the gresini/zerbi dispute included below the cut)
estoril (g2/dnf): an increasingly wet race - conditions in which sete has always been excellent in (first 500cc race was won in the wet too). sete's shoulder is still injured from the jerez collision and he'd crashed that weekend already, but he leads comfortably at the start... it's always tricky to be in the front in those conditions and he ends up crashing out of the lead in lap 16 out of 24. would valentino have been so comfortable settling for the podium if sete had still been in the race?
shanghai (g1/p4): another wet race, this time at a new circuit. perhaps sete's confidence was dented by estoril, or perhaps he just wasn't quick enough in the conditions. he doesn't get the ideal start from pole, though he briefly runs ahead of valentino - before vale overtakes him and disappears into the distance. for most of the race, sete runs second, until eventually wildcard jacque overtakes him. with a few laps to go, sete's suddenly losing speed... it looks like he's dealing with some kind of mechanical issue and he's shaking his head down the straight. on the very last lap, his teammate melandri overtakes him for the final podium position. after the race, sete said he had already felt on the warm-up lap that something was wrong with his tyre, and that it was all he could do to minimise the damage and coax the vibrating tyre to the end
le mans (g4/p2): sete had won the two previous races at this track, beating valentino on the final lap in 2003 and extending his championship lead in 2004. this year, both sete and valentino get quite a poor start, and exit the first few corners seventh and sixth respectively. valentino starts his charge to the front before sete does - and sete's progress stalls for a bit when he makes an absolute hash of one of the chicanes. eventually, valentino is on the rear tyre of his teammate edwards, but takes his sweet time overtaking him.... sete hunts them both down, firing in lap records as he muscles his way to third, and valentino is quickly informed of just who is catching him. valentino overtakes edwards, but edwards quickly gets him back - which opens the door for sete, who slips past for second. the three once again converge and valentino eventually manages to get sete back. edwards runs it a little wide and valentino squeezes past, with sete able to take advantage of the open door to get through too. they quickly gap edwards and as sete stalks valentino, the commentators hype up the prospect of revenge, of 'payback time'... valentino takes a new circuit record on the final lap to hold sete off. he extends his hand for sete long enough that sete eventually acquiesces - in doing so affording valentino a courtesy his rival had not extended to him at sepang the year before
mugello (g2/dnf): this time last year, the first public cracks of the valentino/sete relationship were just starting to show. but a fight for victory between the two of them was not to be this time round. sete keeps p2 off the line; after some opening lap scrapping that includes a valentino overtake, sete is still in p2. then his teammate melandri rudely forces him wide while overtaking, so that sete briefly drops back to fourth - before muscling his way past capirossi and into third. he tussles a bit with biaggi... but ends up crashing on lap five. it already feels like curtains on any championship aspirations
catalunya (g1/p2): before the weekend, valentino says he believes melandri and biaggi, not sete, will be his main championship rivals. sete starts on pole, with valentino likewise on the front row. valentino gets a somewhat poor start... by the end of the first lap he's back in the mix at the front. the first few laps are frantic, with melandri leading most of them and making his teammate's life, uh, unpleasant - but eventually both valentino and sete make their way back and break away from the field. soon after, sete gets past valentino and leads the race. for a while, it looks like he's breaking away from valentino just a little... eventually, it becomes obvious valentino has just been biding his time. with three laps to go, vale eases past down the main straight into the braking zone of turn one, and immediately proceeds to destroy sete's circuit record on dying tyres. he wins the race fairly comfortably from there
assen (g2/p5): juan martinez, sete's crew chief, is taken ill on thursday with a migraine. he recovers to come back to the box on saturday, but unsurprisingly the team is on the back foot as a result. (remember, martinez used to work for valentino, and he is someone valentino explicitly blamed for what happened at qatar 2004.) sete starts reasonably well from the front row, second early on behind his teammate melandri before eventually falling behind hayden. meanwhile, valentino has gotten a typically atrocious start and gave himself a bit of work to do. sete eventually makes his way back past hayden - but unfortunately lets valentino through too. at the end of the seventh lap, valentino gets past sete at his beloved final chicane. after that, valentino goes on to win the race while sete languishes in fifth
laguna seca (g13/p5): sete executes a strong comeback ride, besides losing a duel to biaggi which I suppose is a new low. but the main thing I have to bring in at this juncture is one of my favourite sete's moments. this is from broadbent's 'ring of fire' again, in the context of the re-introduction of laguna to the calendar and the discussions around that. just remember that valentino has been tormenting sete for like, over half a year, and sete has not lashed out at valentino once publicly. but here... he finally snaps - and takes it out on the real enemy: marco melandri
quick friendly reminder that melandri was sete's teammate that year
donington (g2/dnf): the race is held in truly appalling conditions. sete - who, remember, was a known wet weather specialist - takes the lead early on. he crashes on the third lap, one of ten riders not to finish the race. after wobbling about in the front-running pack for most of the race, valentino eventually takes the lead before pulling comfortably clear. he mimes playing the violin while crossing the line; this was interpreted by some as mockery of his less fortunate rivals, which valentino refuted
before the race, valentino took another opportunity to twist in the knife:
"when I see gibernau I always want to arrive in front of him" uh huh
sachsenring (g2/p2): valentino had quite a few problems with his bike that weekend, with a tricky build-up to the race. initially, hayden gets the holeshot, as valentino starts piling up the pressure and sete gets stuck in traffic. but the race is red flagged - and while hayden again gets the holeshot at the restart, valentino quickly disposes of him and sete soon does likewise. sete swiftly overtakes valentino ("'take that', said sete gibernau, 'I mean business'" says one of the commentators) and leads from there, with valentino in hot pursuit. for a few laps, valentino ends up behind hayden - and once he gets past him again, he's seven tenths down on sete with six laps to go. valentino closes in and on the very last lap, sete goes wide into the first corner, letting valentino through
always thinking of the suggestion valentino was intending to overtake sete at exactly the same place he had been overtaken in 2003 (from here):
brno (g1/dnf): despite the summer break in between (where sete reportedly did a lot of training), this might as well have been a direct continuation of the previous race. sete leads out front as valentino determinedly muscles his way into second place so as to not let sete escape. on the very first lap, valentino overtakes sete - in a section of the track where sete was planning to overtake capirossi if capirossi got the holeshot (more on how forthcoming sete was being to the commentariat here and here, icl when I replied to those asks I didn't remember quite how bad it was). on the third lap, the two exchange a few overtakes, and then it's sete in front. valentino makes a mistake to give sete a bit of breathing room and almost let the pack swallow him up, but he escapes again to get on sete's tail. around halfway through, valentino takes the lead - and then, with just over four laps ago, valentino deliberately slows down and practically invites sete to go past, before slotting back in behind him. valentino takes the lead at the final chicane of the penultimate lap, setting the stage for a final lap showdown, except sete is beginning to lose touch... and then he slows down. sete has run out of fuel
japan (g7/dnf): all eyes on valentino - who starts from eleventh for his first matchpoint race - as he starts making his way through the pack. on the first lap, valentino's already made his way past sete for sixth. tragically, all footage of the race after this point was erased so we will simply never know what valentino got up to after this point in time, but sete reportedly crashed on lap eleven. "gibernau's wretched season continues, when will it end for sete gibernau... it's almost a year now since valentino rossi put that witch's curse on him at qatar and said he would never win another race, you've got to wonder..."
sepang (g2/dnf): as the riders storm down to turn one, sete and hayden make contact and barely keep their bikes upright - sete is knocked down to sixth. valentino ends up right behind him on the first lap once again, but gets stuck behind him for a little longer as sete works his way past hayden... before sete and nakano go down when the former attempts to overtake the latter on lap two. "sete gibernau's appalling season continues...." - sete begins to walk off before sinking to his knees in despair
qatar (g2/p5): back to the place where it all started. sete deploys some feisty riding to keep that second place off the line against both valentino and hayden. he takes the lead from capirossi on the third lap and valentino takes advantage to immediately force his way into second - ready to exert pressure on his enemy. but sete builds up a healthy advantage as his teammate melandri increasingly puts pressure on valentino. melandri and valentino exchange overtakes as sete's advantage ebbs and flows, eight tenths at one point while his two rivals tussle. could this really be the "resurgence of sete gibernau"? with six laps to go, valentino shows his front wheel to sete, but it gives melandri the opportunity to get past. as valentino attempts to return the favour, melandri cuts off his nose and causes valentino to almost run into the back of him - payback for motegi, which makes valentino run wide and almost fall back into the clutches of hayden. it looks like it will be a fight between the two gresini riders for the win as valentino is 1.2s back, but he quickly claws his way back into contention and is helped by the gresini duo scrapping. and when melandri has another go at sete, sete runs on into the gravel... "the man who has cracked once again is sete gibernau" "and I'm sure both marco melandri and rossi are smiling under their visors" from the commentary team - valentino snatches the win once again, with sete finishing a disconsolate fifth
phillip island (g3/p5): so much for another front row start, with sete getting battered around to fifth through the first few corners and quickly being pushed down to sixth by his teammate. from there, it's an unspectacular ride to fifth, as valentino claims another victory
turkey (g1/p4): another start from pole, but melandri gets the jump on him from the start. sete puts pressure on melandri and eventually gets back past to take the lead...... and then goes wide and runs it into the gravel. he recovers from sixth to a painful fourth. "you can just imagine valentino rossi grinning, can't you, behind his visor, when he saw that happen"
valencia (g1/dnf): once again, sete starts from pole.... surely, surely he has to win one of these? valentino starts from fifteenth on the grid, which you'd have to say is as good a chance as you're going to get to catch a break from the man. sete is shuffled down to third on the opening lap but is right on the tail of melandri and hayden, setting the field's fastest lap on lap two. on lap four, sete slows down... "and the spaniard's wretched season could end in the only possible way, another disappointment at his home round and yet more misery for movistar" - an engine failure. his teammate escapes out front while sete works through his grief on the side of the track
so, having assessed the evidence in an appropriately scientific manner... well, yes. sete was kinda fucked. you have plenty of bad luck, you have races where he's simply not fast enough, you have races where valentino forces the issue and beats him in a straight fight, and then you have quite a few races where sete makes a clear 'unforced' error. it's not even necessarily the crashes that are most painful - with sachsenring, qatar and turkey standing out as real low points, times when he feasibly could have had valentino (as well as his teammate, who he also dislikes) beat. his wet weather dnf's will also have been a bitter pill to swallow, as well as valentino's lovely habit of snatching circuit records as he pulls clear from sete right at the end of races. and all the while, valentino is happy to taunt him with his failures, reminding sete again and again of how he is no longer the challenger he once was. all the while, the narrative of the curse gathered momentum, ever more likely to make its way back to sete. with every failure, the pressure grew. there's got to be at least ten races where sete on pace could have been in victory contention, five races where he bags pole, fourteen front row starts... not a single actual win. and that's how you put together a curse, kids
here's the gresini/zerbi dispute:
Movistar Honda team manager Fausto Gresini sent an open letter to the media on Thursday night in response to a private letter sent by FIM President Francesco Zerbi to MotoGP riders Valentino Rossi and Sete Gibernau following last weekend's clash during the Jerez race. Mr ZerbiĀ“s letter had invited the riders to reflect upon the incident, and to remain as positive examples for all MotoGP fans - asking them to fight fairly and without will of revenge. The FIM President also wrote that he didn't see any infringement to the rules, but stressed that this kind of situation shouldn't be repeated. The comments made by Gresini were: "I fully agree with President Zerbi about the fact that sportsmanship is the most important thing. There's no room for bitter feelings between two great riders, but in the meantime, I'm still perplex." "In this letter, Sete and Valentino are treated equally as if Sete had some responsibility in the facts, and I can't agree with that. I believe there is a contradiction when the FIM president writes 'there isn't anything to reproach you for from a legal point of view', and then warns that what happened in Jerez must not occur again." "It means that we're still far from a situation where all have equal rights, in a sport as dangerous as ours," concluded the Italian manager. [here is the presidents response]: Dear Mr Gresini, I should not respond personally to your open letter given to the press, but through the intermediary of my lawyers; however, considering that I subscribe to the rules of courtesy and that I believe private life is a right that no-one can deny, I am not going to enter into a controversy - an easy one given the ridiculous arguments in your letter. The only thing that I want to stress and which, as a man, mortifies me is that I am mistaken in my judgement of men. And that I say on an individual level far more than on an institutional level. With much bitterness, Francesco Zerbi FIM President NB: I am sending this letter to the press because your employee, by violating all principles of education, more so than of law, did not hesitate to betray the confidence that had been granted to him.
like "with much bitterness" why is everyone in this sport so dramatic. what was everyone on this year
#weekly sete ask!! answered very late!! bless u anon#writing out my lil journal of doom#i like how it's implied that not only is valentino whispering into sete's ear but he's also giving his crew chief headaches#'this isn't ballroom dancing' the extent to which valentino and jb matched each other's freak isn't really acknowledged enough#jb always on the sidelines explaining how valentino's opponents should have simply tried not being axe murdered. skill issue#anyways. melandri has whatever the opposite of main character energy is#i am also unconvinced the curse was worth finishing behind him twice anon#sete being publicly ruder about melandri than he ever actually manages to be about valentino iktr#it's soooooo funny to me like melandri barely even moved??? what WAS that#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#the process of writing this post is me coming back to my notes like once a week and laughing at the sete/melandri quote#like i'm laughing typing this. what even was that#melandri (amongst others): hm i'm not sure this track is suitable for us to go racing on#sete: pls kys i can't do this any longer#valentino a worse man than me in some ways but also a better man than me in that i would've just started laughing#curse tag
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am i the only one who sensed some jilted lover vibes from jensen?Ā
#burcon#cockles#thoughts#at the start of the panel and through a few particular interactions he seemed very standoffish#he was giving a little bitter and hurt and perhaps even resentful - maybe he only learned of misha's gf#at this con too! maybe it was news to him. on top of not seeing misha for months i can understand#if he was feeling a bit neglected and out of the loop. there's also the matter of misha's gf not being#in a poly thing with jensen and dee like vicki was ie. what she has with misha is seperate so i'm sure#that's another difficult thing to deal with knowing their time together is strictly separate#i've no doubt he wants misha to have a partner and be happy but there's an adjustment period#letting new people into your life and whoever misha's partner is now or in the future is going to#affect jensen on a personal level and moreover his relationship with misha. it's all very intriguing#and while i like what little i've seen and heard about this woman for misha i just think no matter who#she is it's going to take a toll on jensen's relationship w misha. i thought it was plain to see on jensen's face#during their panel: numerous moments where he was giving a poker face that wasn't covering a laugh#but instead like he was trying to smooth out his bitterness. or so my eyes and brain and heart tell me.#just various moments where things looked uncomfortable and jensen making off-colour jokes that didn't land#and which furthermore were barbed and snarky - not in their usual banter way but like he was lashing out#and using the excuse of chaotic panel convo to explain away his comedic pitfalls. but again maybe i'm#looking to much into it? idk. there are some lovely moments! fun and caring moments - but they#mainly came from misha's direction ngl. it seemed like misha was trying hard to keep the peace#while jensen was just running his mouth on comments and jokes that kept not landing - for me#everyone on my dash is loving their dynamic this panel - and i want to feel that love! it is possible that#learning misha has a gf has skewed my perception a little like i'm putting context onto moments#i otherwise wouldn't. but i also think i would've laughed and generally felt better watching their panel#if that was the case. idk. whatever the reason i do think something was OFF between them on stage#and it was coming from jensen from the start. misha picked up on it partway though but things felt#a little strained throughout. like jensen wasn't looking at misha as much as usual or reaching out for him#misha tried to salvage and not react to things. but both their answers to the last Q were passive aggressive af#and when they left the stage together they weren't close or touching or chatting like they usually are...
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Ruby anon again! I hope youāre doing well, Sophie! I donāt have any notes, but I do want to share some fun facts:
ā¢ Ruby bounced around so many other PokĆ©mon species before I settled on Zorua. The list includes: pichu, Espurr, Gligar, torchic, Teddiursa, Piplup, shinx, budew, Bounsweet, Gible, Deino, Fennekin, FlabĆ©bĆ©, Rockruff, Hatenna, and Sprigatito.
ā¢ Originally, her abusers were her parents and Ruby was the one survivor of the siblings that were abandoned in the dungeon by the time Twig got there. Then I looked at the idea and said ā. . . That seems like a little bit too muchā. Afterwards, there were other iterations with the abusers being an aunt and uncle, cousins, or some strangers that took her from her family. Thereās more but I forgot the others. Eventually I settled on the abusers being older siblings.
ā¢ There was another idea that the siblings actually cornered Opal to force her to tell them where Ruby was and trying to attack her when she refused. I didnāt like the idea and also I feel like if this happened Twig (and maybe Ark) would have committed murder on sight.
ā¢ For a brief period of time, the siblings had ānamesā ā but they were really just silly, uncreative names to refer to them by because I had no respect for them. I called the brother āYeetā and the sister āDeleteā (I will use these names to reference them, but please do not keep these as their official names I beg of you-)
ā¢ There was an idea that Ruby usually hid around Twigās house because Yeet and Delete were afraid of Twig. I scratched this because I felt it was better that the two didnāt know exactly who Twig was. Additionally, they also had a strong hatred for Ark. I donāt remember the reason for this.
ā¢ Before I came up with the name Ruby, I called her āDoveā ā like the peace bird.
Oh my word... All of this is amazing but Dove... Precious little baby Dove... Oauouaogh...
#i don't really have much else i can say other than it is always such a treat to hear from you Ruby Anon#i mean. unless you want me to keyboard smash unintelligibly.#i only have tears and incoherent blubbering to offer you#im totally referring to the siblings as Yeet and Delete in my head until i give them true names. oh my word.#i use placeholder names all the time in my writing so i relate hardcore to the nicknaming process#also thank you for the well-wishing! I am feeling much better today :> got some good rest and hopefully am on the path to recovery#the present is a gift au#shadow baby au#pmd ocs#pmd oc#pokƩmon mystery dungeon#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd#sofie answers asks
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whaaaat i'm actually drawing??
#who knows when this'll be finished#but wow i spent basically all day workin on this#how many headshots of Eliss lookin sad can i draw#the answer will not surprise you#i actually like all the sketches#except im not TOO happy with the shadowbringers & stormblood ones#but those will hopefully come out better when lined#post endwalker eliss is an old man#he groans like one and his knees and ankles pop every time he stands up#saving the world multiple times over can give you some chronic pain who knew#also yall at the end of ARR when lahabitch fuckin KILLS us#was that always in base ARR??#for the life of me i did NOT remember that scene#and crystal mommy brings us back from the literal dead and then it's just#NEVER talked about (as far as im aware anyways)#like surely that'd have SOME typa consequence#FFXIV#FF14#Final Fantasy XIV#Final fantasy 14#Warrior of Light#WoL#FFXIV WoL#FFXIV Warrior of Light#FF14 WoL#FF14 Warrior of Light#Digital Art#Original Art#Original Character#OC
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Everytime I face a new character limit on a website that didn't have them before/used to have really long ones... AUGHHhhh the modern social media world was not made for people like me (lovers of details, rambling, elaboration, thorough explanation, and nuance)
#twitter and other short form shit and everything being a Phone App On Small Screen instead of a Proper#Computer Website i feel like has just ruined the format of literally everything for me. Thoughts just keep getting more and more condensed#with detail and nuance taken away. everything over simplified into only the basics. blah blah blah. I've already probably rambled about thi#all before but it's just SO frustrating. I literally just CAN NOT talk that way!!! even if I try!!! I took multiple advanced placement#english & language arts classes in school and I literally never made below an A on any assignment EVER except for ESSAYS#where I would legit get almost failing grades just because I cannt express myself concisely. I took an english placement test thats made to#like evaluate your competency in a subject and out of the 102 multiple choice questions I only missed TWO of them. almost a perfect#score. But for the 5 open response questions (about articulating thoughts succinctly) I did not get a single one of them lol#I only got partial credit on 3. It's like I OBVIOUSLY understand the material and I know how Words Work and how to analyze and interpret#meaning and etc. etc. But it's just when I have to express myself CLEANLY I can't. It's always ''well you have very good points and you#get around to the idea eventually and I think it's very insightful - but it just needs to be shorter/the side tangent needs to be removed/#etc.'' I've always wondered if it has something to do with being on the schizophrenia spectrum and how that can cause disorganized#speech sometimes hmm..ANYWAY.. But I just naturally express myself in a very particular way which is lengthy and I can't rea#ly seem to control it. So it's basically like just.. being gradually pushed out of every place that won't accomodate people with different#ways of like perceiving and expressing or etc. Everything cannot ALWAYS be 100% 'Short and Snappy and To The Point' or a quippy one#liner or the Bare Minimum of information being provided or etc. Some peoples brains just do not work like that!!!!! Sorry I operate#in detail and elaboration lol. ANYWAY.. I still sometimes use random ''dating sites'' like OKCupid to look for platonic friends since#I never leave the house so it's hard for me to just meet friends naturally. And I just realized today that they added a RIDICULOUSLY small#character limit to their messaging system (2000 words?? augh). And also took away answer explanations (when you answer a compatibility#question you used to have a space to give detail and explain why you answered the way you did) and removed a few other features and it's ju#t like.. how the fuck is any of this actually helpful in terms of judging compatibility? take away ALL nuance and anyting that actually#is meant to tell you anything about a person? Bumble's character limits for your profile description are even more fucking insane and so#is every other disgustingly minimalistic place I've seen like.. OKC used to be superior BECAUSE it allowed for a TON of detail. like back i#2016 or something there was SO much data you could look at. long form question answers. personality trait summaries. etc. Now you have#SOO little to judge off of when evaluating compatibiility it's like. You'd have better luck just throwing a dart in a crowded street and#talking to whoever it hits. Why are people so fucking allergic to reading anything longer than 3 words and providing DETAILS!! It just seem#harder and harder to find any place to meet platonic friends where you have any amount of actual data to go off of and it isnt basically#just random 'speed dating' set up shit. AARGH. &I know 'oh just join a club& meet ppl irl' 1. erm..covid. 2.I mostly want to meet ppl#in places I'd like to move so I already know ppl when I get there. You kind of HAVE to do that online. bc I am not there yet.. WISHING for#Complexity.Com where ppl can upload full 900 page psychological files of themselves. MINIMUM profile character limit 30k words lol
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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both donāt really think Iād get much attention and donāt want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).
I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but canāt initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but Iām still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning Iāll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.
So, Iām not very far at all lol. Idk how well thatād go over on the established fandom website, but eh.
#text post#incoherent rambling#project update#game project#Iām still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too#Itās the rule of like just being a horror fan doesnāt make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but itās been difficult#either things arenāt concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about#which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime ššš#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague#truly a balancing act writing is#kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members#which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand Iām desensitized to it š#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary#the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now itās a comfort film#funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now itās just a spooky but fun rpg#but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it#still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesnāt anymore for some reason#I feel like thatās how itās worked with most things Iāve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning#ugh writing is HARD#but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles#I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but thatās about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo#and I donāt want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause thatās boring#I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but thereās not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums#the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age#anyway idk what to tag this probably wonāt get seen since itās not my usual anyway but eh whatever Iāll think about this#hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs ššš
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umemiya who has a thing for wanting to SHOW you how pretty you are whenever youāre riddled with insecurity. who has you positioned in front of a mirror on his lap and makes you watch as he stuffs you full of his cock. heās still got that soft smile in place even as he compliments you and guides your hands all over your body, showering you with enough attention to make you flush all the way to your toes. heās so sweet. if you look away, heāll anchor your hips down with his hands so that you canāt move and feel your impending orgasm fizzle out. if you start arguing against his compliments, heāll hum as if heās gonna let you keep talking and then abruptly cut you off with a well-timed thrust or with a grind of his palm against your clit that makes you choke on your words. he is NOT tryna hear all that because you are WONDERFUL
also i received your ask and iām working on answering it!! i was SO excited when i saw it. today was just pretty busy lol, but ill finish it tomorrow!!
ARIA YOU SAUCY DEVIL YOU
What do I even say? I'm shaking????? The very definition of tough love staring me in the face (in the mirror?) I've reread this for the past 10 minutes what I am gonna do about him or YOU FOR BRINGING HIM TO ME ā”ą«®ā Ė ā¤ Ė āįš¢
#delivering this to me while i slept like some ume toothfairy? it's on I'm gonna get you back u better watch out#also if everyone hasn't seen aria before go see her? I can love her enough for all of us but she deserves the world sooooo#mari answers#if you were here i'd be squishing your cheeks nonstop you give me cute aggression#looking forward to that ask tho š#make sure youāre resting if youāre busy tho >:T#ariašØ
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desire to roleplay authentically when my character has traits that can come across as difficult or frustrating vs irl intense fear and terror of ever being difficult or frustrating FIGHT
#it's not... necessarily a bad thing I guess but#I did roleplay felix explaining himself in a situation where he SHOULD completely unambiguously have shut down so hard he had to leave#right in the middle of fear and guilt and shame over a combat where bad luck and abysmal roles hit his convictions that he's only a burden#'hey are we all committed to being a party or would some of us rather leave? felix?'#oh getting SINGLED OUT DIRECTLY to ANSWER for what he's perceiving in himself as SHORTCOMINGS and BAD BEHAVIOR?#oh! no! he shouldn't have been literally physically capable of responding! this is THE nightmare scenario! he should have LEFT. the BUILDING#but AUGH AUGH AUGH SCARY SCARY SCARY#and he would have taken the space to calm down and figure out what he wanted to do or say and come back before the session was over#and give some indication that Yes he's here he's in it as much as anyone#BUT [SHAKING MYSELF] HOW DO YOU EXPECT TO PLAY A CHARACTER WHO HATES EXPLAINING HIMSELF--#WHEN YOU HAVE OVERWHELMING DESPERATION TO EXPLAIN YOURSELF DISEASE!!!!#I mean at least I can talk about all of this after the session with justin which sets me/ us up better for next time#if he has a meta awareness that getting pressed like this might push felix out of the entire building--#then *I* know that *he* knows that and can maybe feel like I can actually do it without fearing the optics#it will work out! he'll come around! he's a good good boy he just doesn't know how to handle social situations constructively#THE UPSIDE IS that doing a little of 'clarifying why I keep distancing myself' led to support and validation he never expected#it just feels... too early lol#annoying. this was textbook The Thing That Overwhelms Him The Worst and I still whiffed it because of player cowardice#aaauuughh#about me#my OCs#felix
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#Rough day. Rough week. Rough couple of months.#Today feels especially bad. I feel like im evil for having feelings#I feel like im way too much for everyone.#I feel like its just so fucking easy for people to decide im not worth it anymore#I feel like i mean so little to some people that they dont give a fuck how i feel#that i dont deserve an explanation#that i just deserve to be tossed aside without knowing what i even did#I should be used to loneliness by now its like a second skin#and yet it never feels any better gripping my throat#maybe thats why i like that so much because at least then i understand why i cant breathe#I dont know. I just feel like im so easily tossed aside no matter how hard I do or dont try.#im the simple answer the one you can always throw overboard.#im expendable and outlive my usefulness quickly i guess.#it happens so fucking often. Tell me why it still hurts so badly...
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7 & 8 for the writing asks!
7. Your favourite ao3 tag.
The Explicit categorisation or the Rape/Noncon warning, which is pretty dark now that I think of it. I don't generally search Additional Tags very often, but if I do, Hurt/Comfort is at the top of the list when it's not kinks.
8. How slow is a slow burn?
It depends on the author and their style. And it depends on the characters. But I've seen stories labelled a slow burn that are like 5k words long and I have to admit, that's not a slow burn to me.
There's also different kinds of slow burn. You can have early sex but a slow burn to love. You can have early sex but a slow burn to kink. I've read a few different kinds and I tend to enjoy them all.
But I have no fixed idea of how long or slow they should be. I'm not like a slow burn puritan or anything. People can use the tag and I can decide for myself if I think it is based on like...word length and the writing style. :D
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From this meme!
#asks and answers#memey goodness#the thing about the rape/noncon warning is that#when i'm searching for PWPs that's more likely to give me what i want#but when i'm also searching for serious long hurt/comfort fics with serious trauma recovery#that's ALSO more likely to give me what i want#so it goes to the top of the list#my constant exclusions are: 'No Warnings Apply' and 'Major Character Death'#i wish less authors used Creators Choose when they just mean rape/dubcon and are copping out with vagaries#like i get it suits some fics better than others#and ultimately it's up to them what they do#i'm just not reading their fics#because Creators Choose can hide#unexpected MCD#and if they're not saying that there's no MCD in their tags#it's not like i *know* why they're choosing not to be upfront about the content#administrator gwyn wants this in the queue
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