#this bangs if i do say so myself
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shadow0-1 Ā· 1 year ago
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Ferns loomed as I lay
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faunandfloraas Ā· 27 days ago
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Got him šŸ’¦ Ā©ļø zoe_lixx
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minamill Ā· 1 year ago
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šŸ§ø Simself šŸ§ø
b/a under the cut
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optimnihilist Ā· 11 hours ago
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i started nirvana in fire this weekend and its so good i cant. 3 episodes in i went on ao3 to check if my shipping predictions were correct and i was shocked not to see commander meng x mei changsu higher up lol. i thought the ā€˜recognizing someone after a single meeting even though theyā€™re using a fake identity and have a whole different face from the last time you saw them which was a decade agoā€™ would have gone somewhere but apparently not! although tbh this was before jing-wang and the ā€˜i choose youā€™ scene so. anyway i canā€™t wait to see where this goes from episode 7! nihuang-junzu is so cool! xia dong-jiejie is so cool! fei liu is adorable! the crown prince is so pathetic and not in a good way! i canā€™t wait to know everyoneā€™s names and titles and familial connections because at this point the only person whose name im sure i know is mei changsuā€™s! i still donā€™t know which of his two (not?) friends is who! what the fuck!
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im-too-emotionally-involved Ā· 4 months ago
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I forget it's the Internet and people don't care
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jerek Ā· 3 months ago
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It's gonna be so weird when I have real life friends trying to explain that I used to only be able to say my life is dogshit once or twice a week without clogging the vent channel that we all used to say our life was shit because it was all unanimously shitty for all of us and it was considered rude to bring it up too often even though unanimously it was shitty in ways that we could not control and affected us daily
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jopzer Ā· 7 months ago
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jopzer........ good ship.
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genuflectx Ā· 7 days ago
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Maaan I love the optimistic advice "keep practicing and you'll get better at art" as much as the next artist, but it always rubs me the wrong way when that evolves into "just keep practicing and you WILL 100% succeed and CAN get into the industry."
It changes from good general advice to implying you're just doing something wrong if still haven't "made it" yet. Not in the industry? Well, you just haven't worked hard enough, obviously, as if there aren't plenty of other factors that play into "succeedingā€ in a highly competitive industry like art.
Donā€™t let advice thatā€™s supposed to be encouraging turn into something discouraging šŸ˜­
#thereā€™s a lot more to worming your way into the art industry than just. studying art real hard and working your bones off#hard work only gets you so far.#a lot of ā€˜successā€™ also starts at childhood and that goes for any industry#having supportive family and even better if theyā€™re financially supportive#good early education. good physical and mental health. the ability to focus and do the same task over and over for hours#good social skills- because networking gets you a lot further than pure talent alone.#growing up in a convienaint location to even network at all. or the power to travel to such a location.#natural talent puts you ahead. brains work differently so itā€™s ignorant to pretend natural talent isnā€™t a thing#some take to a skill faster than others because their brain comes out more wired for it. so their skills develop easier and faster#music never came to me. I canā€™t hear the tone of my own voice most of the time. I DID study music and take mystic classes as a teen#itā€™s insulting to be banged over the head with ā€˜if you study music youā€™ll start to get it.ā€™ Iā€™m 28#I know myself and have tried during an age which music is easier to learn and yet I did not. I donā€™t have talent for it- my brain doesnā€™t-#-grasp it. the same with any art. some will struggle more to learn visual art ā€˜good enoughā€™ for the industry#and implying that they just donā€™t get it yet becasue they havenā€™t tried hard enough is insulting#you can always get better. always always!! but sometimes grinding is justā€¦ grinding. fruitless and painful#I failed algebra twice as a teen. I couldnā€™t understand punnet squares till my 20s.#saying work harder and youā€™ll become a math professor would be insulting. implying I never tried to learn at all.#implying that even tho I took tutoring multiple times that maybe. if I just took one more. poor id suddenly be more able.#people work hard and it just clicks and 10 years later youā€™re in a great art industry jobā€¦ youā€™re not the rule. youā€™re the exception#ugggh sorry :p just frustrated. sometimes people just donā€™t realize the kind of luck theyā€™ve had in life and it irritates me
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fisheito Ā· 1 year ago
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wondering if there's a character who HASN'T done the Do in heels. ????
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spikedru Ā· 7 months ago
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i genuinely miss taking walks thru my campus cemetery. sigh
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cheeseknives Ā· 1 month ago
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Instagram keeps showing me reels of someone with a handle named something like jamesmaythristtraps and like, they are truly doing gods work but I can't like or comment on these masterpieces because I know what kind of snitch of an app it is šŸ˜”
#well atleast now I have figured out how to keep myself warm in upcoming winter months#no but#how do people handle their relatives following them online#????????#pretty recently friend of a friend was like ā€œoh what's your insta =)??ā€#and its like#I have four posts and one of those is mf rick astley should I be explaining myself ??#banging my head against the table like why couldn't I just get my fangirling on for bts or something#or maybe more like out of all the 80s acts why did I fall hard for the one who is memed to death#I mean okay rickrolling can be funny#and he looked goofy there#top tier Tintin cosplay#even with my attraction to James its like#I feel like I should be explaining myself because he's old#and most likely not what when people think about male celebrities people drool over ...#maybe shamed myself into thinking ā€œI shouldn't be attracted to thisā€ ā€œthis is abnormal so it must be wrongā€#I mean tons of girlies like men like him#but then I see guys my age say things like ā€œI should go to the gym so women would pay attention to meā€#or putting weird flexing photos on their dating profiles (not even just flexing with their muscles but like cars or watches... or fish...)#like I don't care about your boring ass new volkswagen ????#and in that case it wasn't even just one photo... I don't care for new cars they all look the same :-/#it just makes me go ? am I supposed to be attracted to this ?#is this the norm??#why can't I be normal aaaa#so in conclusion#I'm deeply ashamed of my interests and attractions lol#hopefully I will someday grow out of this#all the peer support is welcomed on this post lmao
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artistic-pussy-power Ā· 1 month ago
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i fear i have gone insane (i. have been writing angsty tyzula soulmates almost religiously ever since i found out about tyzula week yesterday. i am almost at 2000 words. i did not write yesterday. my exam finished at 5:30 today. i have not slept)
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bingobongobonko Ā· 10 months ago
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dose anybody got experience with suddenly not being able to draw a lot, is this a normal thing now.. maybe two years ago i think i would draw an entire piece every 3 days to a week and to be completely honest with you i was working a pretty heavy job so it isnt that i was working. and now i can do a line like every 2 days. ykwim.
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rapidhighway Ā· 2 years ago
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I didnā€™t go to sculpture againā€¦ā€¦
#please please please I have anxiety I have a mental illness#I canā€™t make myself go there itā€™s hell idk why Iā€™m just so nervous every time I make myself feel sick#and then I get another excuse not to go becuase I literally feel like Iā€™m gonna throw up#Iā€™m not going to pass if I donā€™t start going thereā€¦ā€¦.#and I cannot handle repeating a semester#I live in fear#and it doesnā€™t help that I have intermedia class later today which is my second greatest enemy and just as dreadful#banging head on the table#I need to be wrapped in a blanket and go to sleep forever#god even if I go there Iā€™m never going to be able to come up to my prof and talk to him about my project I get physically Iā€™ll at the#slightest suggestion from my friends that I should finally do it#everyoneā€™s done it already#I will literally cry if anyone talks to me#the profs just intimidate me so badly I feel like they hate me#and everyone says theyā€™re super nice but I canā€™t make myself believe ittttt they will eat me alive#but if I never go I wonā€™t pass the class and repeating the semester will cost money#pleas I have the stupid project idea ready but I just canā€™t do it Iā€™ve thought about just emailing them and doing it all through email but#I couldnā€™t do that either Iā€™m just in panic mode instantly#so yeah Iā€™m just venting not asking ppl for solutions šŸ˜¶āœŒļø I just donā€™t want to text my friend again bc Iā€™ve been putting way too much on#them#they do practically everything for me anyway bc I canā€™t do shit by myself#uh ok I just need to put this SOMEWHERE#Iā€™m gonna curl up and draw metal or whatever#ugh I know Iā€™m making things worse by not coming#but I canā€™t make myself I just cant Iā€™m gonna have an anxiety attack āœŒļø#no one look at me#I being sensitive and vulnerable here
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thecrenellations Ā· 2 years ago
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plotting montage, Nirvana in Fire ep. 28
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muirmarie Ā· 2 days ago
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#i don't think the fic is bad or anything but it fought me more than any story has this year. mostly bc of how i've been feeling?#and i think i could've made it a lot better if i'd shelved it for like two or three months tbh#until i was in the right mindset to try to say what i was trying to say? which is one of the main reasons why i shouldn't do big bangs tbh.#but! it's done. and that's the important thing lmao. and i did say my priority this year is finishing things not making them good#i do feel like. there's? some pressure? well-meaning and incredibly kind to be clear! but i do.#but i feel like i have. expectations? on me? and i'm not sure this is going to live up to them?#which is. like i think the story turned out fine but i feel like ppl expect more than fine? from me?#which!!! sounds conceited!!! i am aware!!! but i don't mean it in conceited i mean it like. i'm /stressed/ lmao.#like i think i'd be more okay with failing to meet my own expectations if ppl were okay w/ expecting less from me?#this is a mess.#i just wish i could be proud that i got it finished and instead didn't feel like i was going to let ppl down who expected more?#anyway. i've been working on my internal expectations this year. and i think next year has GOTTA be about external expectations lmao.#like it's absolutely no one's fault it's my own bad brain and you're absolutely not responsible for my feelings!! it's just.#anyway. i'm going to focus on being proud of myself for finishing it because it was very very very hard for me to do that#so it's done! and that's exciting!#and that's gotta be the most important thing for me rn lmao#stretching that writing muscle tag
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